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While making their way back into piltover, vi has notice how much Caitlyn was relaying on her for support. “Caitlyn… we are close to your home just hold on a little bit longer ok?” Vi reassured. She tightens her grip on Caits waist and continued their journey to her home. “I’ll do my best.” Was all Caitlyn said. Vi could tell from how she talked that she was worn out to the bone.
Vi was able to see the home so she made sure to maintain her paste. “We are here cupcake, is there a key somewhere?” Caitlyn was looking down once they were on the front porch. “There’s a key hidden in that pot.” She pointed over to the other side of the porch. Vi nodded and made sure that cait was stable enough against the railing and walked over to the pot. She came back to Caitlyn and opened the door. Without saying anything cait reattached herself to vi. Vi responded kindly with pulling her closed and picking her up some.
“Could I carry you the rest of the way to your room?” Vi asked for permission. Caitlyn blushed and nodded. Without further discussion she picked cait up and have cait legs wrapped loosely around her waist. Caitlyn instantly hid her face in vi’s neck.
Vi made sure Caitlyn was stable in her arms and made her way inside and locked the door behind them and put the key on a nearby table. Vi then made their way up to caits room. Cait was practically asleep in her arms. She made her way in and started walking towards the bathroom. “Cait…we’ve been through a lot today, we need to clean up before we attempt to rest.” Cait leaned back some to meet vi’s eyes. “S-she got me in there…” Vi let out a breath once she realizes this.
She was in here vulnerable and she took advantage of Cait. “Maybe it won’t be so bad..we could move to a different room…or I can stay with you in this bathroom.” Vi offered. Vi could feel her face heating up. Last time she felt this was when she was 15 and a pretty girl she meet near the docks started talking with her and gave her a quick peck on the lips before running away.
Caitlyn looked up to vi who is still holding her. “I-I think we could stay here… just please don’t leave me.” Vi gave a warm smile. “I will never leave your side again caitlyn.” Vi said this as setting cait on the counter top. “Even if we are oil and water?” She said quietly and looked down in her lap to avoid vi’s gaze. “We are not that, god I wish I took that back.. I was trying to push you away…I don’t want another person I care about die.” Vi said while cupping caits face gently.
Cait started to blush from what vi said and her closeness. She then nodded to vi rapidly. Vi granted another sweet smile. “How about that shower for you cupcake?” She half teased and half said seriously. However caitlyn seemed to be horrified by that idea. “C-could I take a bath instead? While I do that you can shower and we can feel clean again.” Cait turned red again in the face.
“Of course caitlyn… just could you turn it on for me? “ vi laughed nervously. “Yes.” She said and got up but missed step. Vi was about to catch her but she had her hand out as in saying she got it. With that she limped her way to the shower and got the water on. “If you want it hotter turn it to the left and if it’s too hot turn it to the right.” Vi smiled and nodded at cait. “Before I get in, do you need any help?” Vi asked.
Cait turned away so she couldn’t see her redden face. “I-if you want you could help me with my clothes…I don’t think I have the energy to take them off.” “Ok I’ll do it.” She wrapped her arm around her waist for support and walked over to the tube. Vi set her down while turning the water on. While she was messing with the temp, Caitlyn tried to take her shirt off. Tried being the key word. “Cait.. I can do it.” Vi reassured as she grasped caits hands in hers and moved them away from her top.
Cait started to cry from not be able not take care of her self. She’s shaking from the physical and emotional strain from the day events. “What what if my mom is gone for good? What if she comes back?” She said in reference to jinx. Vi couldn’t take it, she embraced cait. “Then we face her together…..and for your mother, don’t think of the worst.” Cait nod in agreement. “…now, my I undress you cupcake?” Vi smirked trying to lighten up the mood. Cait smiled from this and was able to give a nod in consent.
“Great…” Vi reached for her buttons and undid the corset part and untied the back of it. Once that was off cait felt like she could breath again. Vi continued her work and finished the buttons on the blouse. When that was off cait unintentionally crossed her arms over her chest. “You are beautiful cait.” Vi said not making eye contact and went for the buttons on her skirt. “Shut up.” Vi heard cait say in an ‘annoyed’ tone. Vi worked on the bottoms and helped cait slide out of them.
Now cait is infront of vi nothing but her undergarments. Vi seemed to be unfazed. She gently reached around and unclamped her bra and took it off with care. And cait once again covered her chest. Vi however did not comment this time. She then stripped cait from her underwear. “This is so embarrassing. I’m a grown women and I need someone to help me undress to bathe.” Vi cupped her face again so she could calm down and only focus on what’s in front of her. “Hey none of that, you are going through it right now and there is no shame in others helping you.”
Cait let out a breath. “You’re right…. Also i think im good now.” She gave a small smile. “Ok I’ll go take my shower then.”
Vi walked over to the shower and started to stripped. Cait was now in the tube and watching vi doing her thing. Cait was now a blushing mess and it’s definitely not from the sight of vi’s back. When vi took off her pants and boxers cait had to look away. How the tube is positioned you can only see half of vi in the shower. Which part of her is glad but a bigger part wish she could see more.
She sighed to herself and turned to grab a wash cloth for bathing. From then on she was in her own world just trying to get all the dirt and grim off of her. After some time cait decided to get out the tub to dry off even though vi was still showering. She walked towards the rack of towels and grabbed two, one for her and the other for vi. As she walked closer to the counter to set vi’s towel down she was able to see vi full view. She leaned forward with her forearms on the wall while the water coming down on her head.
Cait can see all of the tattoos covering the muscles of her body. “Vi? I’m setting your towel on the counter, I’m going to change.” Cait stated with her gaze away from vi. Vi turned and saw caits present blush. “Thanks cupcake, do you need help to dress?” She asked with no ill intentions. If possible cait turned a brighter red. “N-no I’ll be ok.” She said and started walking towards the door. “Okay, I’ll be out in a few minutes then.” Cait nodded and walked into the room.
She made it a few steps and she was starting to freak out from not having someone with her. She turned quickly and opened the door of the bathroom. “V-vi? Can you actually come with me? I just don’t want to be alone.” Vi looked at cait with great concern. “ I need to wash myself real quick, why don’t you sit on the bench over there and I’ll be out in a few minutes.” Vi instructed sweetly.
Caitlyn nodded and headed to the bench next to the sink and sat down. She has a full view of the shower, but out of privacy she focused her gaze away from her silhouette. Caitlyn must of spaced out, the next thing she knew, the water cut off and the shower door opened. Cait instant reaction was to look up from being taken out of thought, and was met with a very naked vi. She was walking towards her towel. As soon as cait realized she was starring at vi, she turned her head a full 180 to distract herself.
Vi dried off quickly then wrapped herself with the towel. “I’m ready when you are.” Vi said. Cait nodded and made her way out the bathroom. She walked towards her closet with vi trailing behind. As she was looking, she found some shorts and a loose shirt for herself. For vi she grabbed a baggy shirt that she hoped fit vi, and another pair of comfy shorts. Vi kept a watchful eye on cait and making sure she’s good.
Vi saw her stripped form her towel and tried to put her shorts on. “Caitlyn you don’t have to strain yourself, let me help.” Vi said and walked closer to cait and maintaining eye contact. Cait caved in and let vi help her. First however, vi saw the extra pair of clothing on the nearby table. “Is that for me cupcake?” Cait nodded and blushed.
“Can’t have my savior without any clothes to wear.” Cait reasoned. “I see…” vi smirked and grabbed the clothing. She turned her back and put the shorts on and the shirt. Cait was watching her, looking at the tattoos that covered her back…. It looks like a…”what does the engine represent?” Cait asked curiously. Vi was about to put the top on but stopped.
She turned back around holding the top against her chest. She smiled sadly at cait. “What keeps me going, the people I lost, and their memories of them and what they would want me to be…..it also shows The parts of me that I should live for, to move forward and not be stuck in the past..” vi trailed off and looked down so she wasn’t meeting Caitlyn’s gaze. Caitlyn did the only thing that she could think of, she walked a few steps closer to vi and wrapped her arms around her. Vi responded in kindly with nuzzling her face in the nook of Caitlyn’s neck.
“I-I haven’t been doing a great job to be not be stuck in the past…” Caitlyn embraced her tighter. “Violet, remember your past…but don’t lose sight in the present.” Cait reassured. Vi laughed in return. “I can’t remember the last time someone had called me by my first name….I kinda liked it if it’s coming from you.” Cait pulled away and cupped vi’s face. “I’ll say it more if you let me.” Vi nodded happily. Cait disconnected herself from vi so she could finish dressing herself.
“Alright cupcake, I’m done…now let’s get you dressed.” Cait nodded with a blush. Vi reached for the changed of clothes and walked to cait. She pulled the shirt on her first and guided her arms through the arm holes. Now for her shorts. “You can sit on the bed so I can put your shorts on.” Vi said. Cait what still feeling embarrassed from having vi dress herself.
“ oh..o-okay.” She walked over to the bed trying to pull the loose shirt down so her butt wasn’t on display. Vi found this cute and mildly amusing. She sat down and saw vi approaching. She knelt down and starting to guide caits feet through the leg holes. “This is still so embarrassing.” Cait mumbled looking away from vi. Vi didn’t respond just pulled the shorts the rest the way up so it could sit comfortably on caits waist.
“I loved doing it.” Vi said as she rosed from her position and sat on the bed close enough to cait that their thighs were touching. Cait for sure was red in the face. “W-what?” Cait stuttered. Vi’s eyes widened from how that might have sounded. “Shit i didn’t mean for it to sound like….you are very pretty there’s no doubt about it…but I just mean I enjoy in knowing I could help when others couldn’t do it themselves.” Vi is now rubbing the back of her neck nervously and blushing hard.
Cait moved even closer to vi if that was possible and hit her shoulder with hers. “And what about you? Do you let people help you?” She inquired. Vi still not meaning her gaze. Caitlyn took things in her own hands. She wrapped around vi’s shoulders again and pulled the both of them down on the bed. Cait let her arms travel up so it’s wrapped around vi’s head and pulled her flushed to her chest. The simple action caused vi to tense.
“You deserve to to relax too violet.” Caitlyn whispered out loud. “N-no I-I-I sh-should be the one t-…” “No.” Cait said cutting her off. “You deserve to feel safe and not always exhausting yourself for others…” vi all the sudden reached and wrapped cait tightly in a hug. “I’m still going to take care of you caitlyn… but I’ll still keep what you say in mind.” Vi snuggled closer. Caitlyn combed through vi’s hair with her hand, scratching vi’s undercut.
Vi couldn’t help it, she let out a pleasant groan. Caitlyn looked down to see if vi seemed to realize what she just did, it seemed so that she didn’t. “What was the last time you had this type of intimacy?” Caitlyn could tell that the years of prison and the little knowledge of vi’s parents and the roll she took up for her siblings, there wasn’t much room for her herself to get the attention.
“Like this? My mom…I love Vander but he wasn’t super touchy. But before my mom died, she would hold me and let me snuggle with her at night, my dad and powder would get jealous.” Vi laughed happily. “I miss them.” She concluded sadly. Cait continued her combing through vi’s hair. “I know you do…” Cait couldn’t help herself, she leaned down and kissed vi on top of her head. “Hmp, She did that too.”
“So I remind you of your mother then?” Cait asked curiously. “Something Like that.” The two of them left it at that…for now and let them enjoy the other’s company.
They were like that for a while till cait started to switch her leg. Vi noticed however. “Caitlyn are you okay?” Cait seemed to sense vi feeling uneasy from the look on her face. “I-I’m fine, it’s just that cut on my leg that’s giving me some issues.” She laughed nervously. But vi didn’t look amused. “I’ll go get some things to clean it and wrapped it for you.” Vi was already getting up before Cait could of respond.
“I’m fine really you don’t-.” “Caitlyn let me help you.” Vi turned sharply and made sure Cait knows that she’ll get the proper attention. Cait let out a sigh and nodded. Vi hurried to the bathroom and looked in all of the cabinets to find the first aid. Once she found it she got a hand towel to wet it for caits wound.
“Ok I found everything I needed.” Vi said as she walked out and moved toward Caitlyn. Caitlyn smiled in kind. She was sitting up on the bed side, vi came closer and was now back on her knees eye level with caits thighs and observed the wound. “May I?” Cait nodded.
With that Vi started to clean the cut. Cait during the cleaning couldn’t help but let out a few curses from the discomfort. “I know I know it hurts cupcake, but I’m almost done.” Vi sweetly rubbed caits Uninjured thigh in reassurance while continuing cleaning the other one.
And just like that caits leg was wrapped. Her first instincts was to pick at it. Vi slapped her hand away. “Dont do that! Bad cait!” Vi said seriously. Caitlyn rolled her eyes. “Im not a cat Vi.” “Acts like one.” Vi said as she rose from her position between Caitlyn’s legs. She sat next to Caitlyn.
The two of them stayed quiet for a fragment of time. It wasn’t awkward… it was reassuring. Caitlyn couldn’t help but shorten the gap between them and embrace vi again, but this time positioning herself in Vi’s lap. “Wow cupcake, having a pretty girl sit on my lap is now crossed off my bucket list.” Vi giggled. Caitlyn decided in that moment to fuel the fire. “What else is on that list?” Caitlyn whispered in Vi’s ear.
Vi gulped. “Hehe… nothing really…” Caits hand is now migrating upwards and now combing through vi’s undercut. “I can tell this is making you fluster.” Cait holds the side of vi’s neck possessively and lean her head in the nook of vi’s shoulder. “I-I like you a lot cait…” vi let out. “…but to be frank, I don’t know what the hell im doing.” Vi confessed.
She let out a breath out of defeat. “So other than snuggling with your mom or sister, you’ve never had intimacy on an emotional or physical level…” Cait stated and vi nodded in response. Cait push vi down so she was laying flat on her bed. She got off of vi and dragged her so she could be under the covers and made room for herself to laying on vi’s side. “Can I ask a personal question?”
“Go right ahead cupcake.” Cait was gazing at the covers while her hand under them moved up and down vi’s body tentatively. When the hand was in Vi’s navel she tense and took a sharp breath. “Sorry..” Cait moved her hand away from the area. “Did I make you uncomfortable?” Caitlyn asked concernly..
Vi turned red and didn’t meet Caitlyn’s gaze. She shook her head but then stopped abruptly. “It scared me more than anything….” Vi then looked toward Caitlyn. …” but mainly from what happened at Stillwater…” vi whole body tensed and looked away not handling the look Caitlyn was giving her. “Vi…? Were you….assaulted?” Caitlyn asked tentatively.
Vi looked at cait again and as cait saw the tears flowing out of vi’s gray eyes, she knew the answer. Caitlyn embrace vi in a tight hug. “Oh baby.” Caitlyn whispered to vi comfortably.
“Once in Stillwater. A group of inmates, guys and girls pinned me up against the tile walk in the showers and the leader of the group took pleasure in calling me the loveliest of names and fingered me till I started bleeding. They left me limped on the shower floor like I was trash. I was 16 maybe, so in my early days in that shithole. But after they saw what I did to one of Silco goons during lunch shortly after, them and anyone else stayed away from me. To this day I have nightmares on how they violated me.” Vi clung onto Caitlyn’s shirt tighter as she buried her face between Caitlyn’s breasts.
Caitlyn just continued combing through vi’s hair, and subconsciously planning how she’s going to commit murder without getting arrested. “The guards? Did they try anything of the sort?” Vi shook her head. “Majority of them were men and found me too masculine for them to come onto me, but in that exchange, came with the physical assaults.” Vi let out a sigh. “Neither should have happened to you Violet, or anyone for that matter.” Caitlyn whispered in vi’s ear and kissed her neck gently.
Vi relinquished in the moment with Caitlyn. Before vi could say something more, Caitlyn turned herself and vi on the side so Caitlyn was spooning Vi. “W-what are you doing?” Vi said nervously. Caitlyn hmmed in amusement. “I’m spooning you silly.” Caitlyn’s face was hidden between vi’s shoulder blades. “Is this something you topsiders do?” Vi tried to tease.
This only Encourage Caitlyn’s hold to tighten around vi’s midsection. “I know you love it.” Caitlyn said smugly and kissed the exposed skin of vi’s upper back. “I will not feed into your subduction.” Vi blush spread from her face to her ears and the back of her neck.
Caitlyn snickered. “I see, just admit that you are a real softy vi.” Caitlyn sees vi for what she really is. All the dominance through their time in the lanes was all a front to keep them safe…well safe ish. “I’ve been caught huh?” Vi whispered out.
“Violet my love, I’m sorry to break this to you, but you are a… bottom!” Caitlyn teased wholeheartedly. Vi gasped out in fake disgust. “I am not!” Caitlyn smirked at vi’s outburst. “Sorry not sorry, I just speak the truth.” Caitlyn said as she tighten her hold on vi.
“Caitlyn can I asked you something?” Caitlyn looked over at vi, getting the feeling of the seriousness from she using Caitlyn’s real name. “What is it vi?” It took a while before vi started talking again. “Have you had any experiences?”
Caitlyn knew Violet was asking. Probably from her own self confidence and what she had to indoor in Stillwater. But Caitlyn wanted to be completely honest with vi. So when Caitlyn again reached for vi’s head to pull it back down onto her chest she started talking. “I’ve had a few girlfriends, and maybe a few casual hook ups…but I was grace with not dealing with anyone forcing me to do anything that I didn’t want. But with that I’ve had many guys try to hit on me. But never to the point I felt I was in danger.” Vi hmmed in response as if trying to process the information given.
“What was it like?” Vi said in reference to sex. “I’m not going to lie, my first time I was a nervous reck. In the middle of her…well going down on me, I started crying.”Caitlyn told kindly. Vi had to giggle a little. “But, it was also nice to be close to someone in that way.” Vi nodded. Vi stayed stone quiet as if having something more on her mind.
“Vi I can hear the gears moving in your head, what is on your mind?” Vi let out a defeated sigh. “I wanted to ask when I’m ready, could you be my first? Actually I need to ask if we are a thing, then can you be my first.” Caitlyn brought vi’s head back up leveled with Caitlyn’s. “Yes to all of the above.” Caitlyn whispered out and kissed vi’s nose sweetly which cause another giggle from vi.
“Cool…that good to hear…do you miss the other girls you’ve been with?” Caitlyn said a simple no. “Don’t get jealous violet.” Caitlyn teased. Vi couldn’t help but roll her eyes. “Do you?” Vi pushed a little bit further. “You are the only person that I want to share that part of my life with violet.” Caitlyn cupped vi’s face. “Even if that thinking about doing that with you scares me and not knowing what to do?” Vi inquired, looking down away from Caitlyn in shame.
“Everyone has their first time, and if they do it right, they would have a partner that would help guide and cherish them….meaning, that because it will be with you, I’ll enjoy my time.” Caitlyn reassured.
“I-I don’t want to hurt you like they hurt me.” It clicked for Caitlyn, anything that surrounds sexual intimacy has been clouded by the horrible experience from vi’s time at Stillwater. Caitlyn leaned closer to vi’s ear. “And I will never hurt you. With me my only concern is if you are comfortable.”
Caitlyn felt vi’s body shake and letting out soft sobs. All Caitlyn could do is run her hands up and down vi’s arm to calm her. “I don’t deserve you cupcake.” Vi cried softly out. “I-it should be me taking care of you right now not the other way around.” Caitlyn stopped her hand and was caught off guard, but then let her arms wrapped around vi’s waist protectively.
Cait smiled sadly to herself but then spoke up. “My mother might be dead and my best friend, but you’ve been going down this road of lost, and I realize that you’ve probably been given very little time to actually come to terms with everything, you can be vulnerable with me and not feel like a nuisance, because you are not one, you are a light…” Caitlyn tighten her hold and smirked as she lean in again to whisper. “…a very sexy light.” Caitlyn concluded with a kiss behind vi’s ear.
Vi giggled out and turned over so she was facing Caitlyn. Without much warming, vi embraced Caitlyn and had her head between Caitlyns breasts. “Your boobs are oddly comforting.” Caitlyn racked her fingers through vi’s hair. “So I’ve been told…” Caitlyn teased knowing that would piss vi off some. She stand corrected. Vi snapped her head up to glare at Caitlyn. “I’m joking….well mostly.” She smiled down at vi as she moved one hand to caress vi’s cheek. It was the right move when vi lean in to the touch.
After some time Caitlyn could feel vi dosing off. So she made sure the blanket was covering the two of them and then hold vi as she slept. Caitlyn closed her eyes in hopes in getting some decent sleep, she felt vi hug her back in her sleep. Caitlyn couldn’t help but smile at that. “Good night love..” she whispered out. And as sleep took Caitlyn, she heard vi whispered a ‘good night’ back.