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Jonny spends his life carving through all possible feelings (mainly painful) because back when he got mechanized, the Doc never used anesthesia, and since she emotionally manipulated the mechs so much, especially Jonny, he thinks that love is supposed to feel like getting torn apart and hurt in places that should never be hurt. This leads to him doing lots of reckless shit in hopes of feeling his mom's love, despite how much he hates her.
This may be somewhat connected to how horny he gets at violence, because pain is love in his eyes (not necessarily maternal love just like generally) and the more people that die around him, the more he wants to make love or just get fucked so much it hurts.
