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“If you asked me right now, I wouldn't say no.” You finally confess, mind moving on autopilot as your eyes switch between his eyes and his lips. They looked soft, his lower lip plump and hugged by a silver metal ring closer to the left side of his mouth. You had to wonder what it would feel like between your teeth. “Alright, can I kiss you?” You watched his lips pull into a smile, unable to help himself as you stared at him so sweetly.

Fuck did it make him want to absolutely ruin you. 

Notes:

If this looks familiar, it's because I posted it a little over a week ago and then decided to take it down and tweak it a tiny bit (so tiny you prob won't even notice lol)

But if this doesn't look familiar, I hope you enjoy!!

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It was nearly one in the morning by the time the two of you stumbled through the creaky door of your farmhouse. “Thanks again…” Sebastian nearly slurred, pulling his hoodie up and over his head and tossing it on your couch before promptly flopping down on it himself. “Course.” Was all you could manage, head spinning as you turned to shut and lock your front door. The alcohol you had started consuming hours prior was still buzzing through your veins, you could barely walk in a straight line. “This is going to suck ass tomorrow.” 

 

“Oh I know… you got meds? It would probably be smart to take something now.” you nodded, eyes landing on where Sebastian’s tank top had ridden up. It revealed a sliver of pale skin, the teasing beginning of a thin trail of hair that disappeared just under his waistband. Your throat felt drier than it had all night, the spinning in your head stilling as you observed the man sprawled on your couch. “I-I uh, yeah. I got meds, hang on.” You stumbled out of the living room, face burning hot from something other than alcohol as you made a beeline to the bathroom. 

 

The fluorescent lights of your bathroom made you flinch, eyes meeting your reflection in the mirror. You looked tired, visibly drunk, but you still looked half-decent. Nice. You laughed to yourself as you opened the cabinet, reaching for a bottle of pain relievers you had gotten from Harvey a while back. You left the bathroom a second later, putting all of your focus into getting to the living room in order to ignore the tiredness clinging to your shoulders. “I got some, Seb.” you called out as you entered the room, seeing he had sat up a bit waiting for you. “Great.” 

 

There was a lazy grin on his face as you tossed him the bottle, narrowly missing but catching the bottle regardless. “I’ll get us water.” You concluded with a warm face, eyes itching to creep across the exposed expanse of his shoulders. Sebastian never showed skin, in all the time you’ve known him, so this was truly a first for you. “Kay…” he trailed off, observing you so intensely that it made you spin on your heels and scurry to the kitchen before he could say a word. You fumbled around your kitchen, pouring a glass of water for the both of you to share. 

 

You had shared plenty of drinks over the course of the night so you were sure he wouldn’t have an issue with it. You inhaled deeply before returning to the living room, “Here, we can share.” Sebastian smiled, a lazy grin with lidded eyes as he took the cold water glass from your hand. “Thanks.” You nodded as you plopped down on the couch beside him. Sebastian had already poured four pills into the palm of his hand, two for you and two for him. They were warm as he dropped them into your awaiting palm, tossing the other two in his mouth before taking two gulps of water. 

 

“I hope you don’t mind me spending the day here tomorrow.” He turned to look at you, observing the way your throat moved as you gulped down the rest of the water. “That’s fine, I’m not gonna kick you out come sunrise.” you laughed as you set the empty glass on the end table. “I also don’t expect you to sleep on the couch, my bed is always open for you, Sebastian.” There were several ways that could be taken, and in your drunken stupor you didn’t think about it before saying it. 

 

“Oh? Is that so?” The change in his tone had your head turning towards him a little faster than you intended, stars exploding across your vision as you grimaced. Sebastian’s voice had a lazy drawl to it, as if it rumbled his whole chest to speak in that moment. “Huh…?” you were somehow clueless to the possible implications you had made, whether they were intentional or not. “Your bed is always open for me, hmm?” He had moved closer, entering your space without you even realizing. Still, you nodded, stupidly observing his features now that they were inches from your face. 

 

Fuck , you’re adorable.” The rasp in his words seemed to hit you like a freight train, breaking through the drunken mush of your brain and snapping you into reality for a moment. Has Sebastian just called you adorable? “W-wha– Seb…” You stuttered over your words, completely at a loss as he inched closer. “Would it be a terrible time to ask if I can kiss you?” You must be dreaming, that’s it. You had to have passed out at the booth in the saloon and this was all a dream. There was no way he was truly this close right now, lips so tantalizingly close to your own that your breath was starting to mingle. . 

 

Though, if this was a dream, that would also mean you dreamt of the tension that had been steadily building between the two of you all night. That his touches hadn’t lingered as he taught you how to play pool, or that his breath hadn’t ghosted your neck as he whispered you sweet praise when you angled your shot correctly. You blinked a few times, at a loss for words as your mind concluded this wasn’t some drunken fantasy you had conjured up due to how much you had drunk. 

 

“If you asked me right now, I wouldn't say no.” You finally confess, mind moving on autopilot as your eyes switch between his eyes and his lips. They looked soft, his lower lip plump and hugged by a silver metal ring closer to the left side of his mouth. You had to wonder what it would feel like between your teeth. “Alright, can I kiss you?” You watched his lips pull into a smile, unable to help himself as you stared at him so sweetly. Fuck did it make him want to absolutely ruin you. 

 

“...yeah,  you can.” slowly, you met him halfway. Ignoring the hammering in your chest, your lips melted against Sebastian’s in a soft and chaste kiss. Though, it didn’t take long at all for him to deepen it. His hands found your waist, slipping under the material of your shirt and holding you close. The feeling of his surprisingly cool hands on your heated skin pulled a soft gasp out of you. Sebastian took the opportunity then, deepening the kiss with a small tilt of his head and his tongue slipping past your open lips. Your arms immediately shot up to wrap around his neck in response. 

 

You clung to him, tongue lazily fighting back against his own. It wasn’t until your back hit the armrest of your couch that you had realized Sebastian had crawled on top of you. He was intoxicating, doing more to your mind in seconds than the alcohol had done all night. Your hands tangled in the mess of his dark hair, noting how soft it felt as you tugged on it. He gasped in response, body jerking into yours as goosebumps erupted down his neck. That sound alone sent heat coursing through you, settling deep in your belly as your mind drifted far beyond kissing. 

 

Though, for your first kiss with Sebastian, you hadn’t imagined it happening like this. You pulled away for air, gasping as his forehead pressed to your own. Liquor was still present on both of your breaths, reminding you momentarily of everything you had done that night. No words were spoken in that brief break for air, Sebastian hungrily returning to your lips once more seconds later. You welcomed him easily, hands tightening in his hair again to keep him close. 

 

Your legs fell open easily, allowing him to settle his hips between them. Sebastian’s weight on your body felt like home, grounding you as his tongue moved against yours in a sloppier kiss than the first. 

You could feel drool slipping down your chin, making your thighs quiver as they snapped around Sebastian’s hips. The noise he made in response had your mind melting to pure liquid, a noise so addicting that you needed to hear him make it again and again. A whiny moan, hints of desperation clinging to each note in a way that had you making a noise in response. 

 

“Sebastian…” you gasped breathlessly as you pulled away from him. Still, he chased your lips, placing several less-sloppy kisses on your now swollen lips before responding. “Yeah? What is it, baby?” Your heart skipped at the pet name, how naturally it slipped off his tongue while addressing you. “Is this okay?” His proximity was dizzying, arousal mixing with the alcohol that had every part of you pulsing with need. “Course this is okay, fuck. It’s more than okay…” his eyes landed on your lips again, the way they cutely pouted as you listened to him speak. He wanted to sink his teeth into them. 

 

Sebastian adjusted himself, holding back from suffocating you a third time with the intensity of his kisses. You felt it then, something hard brushing along your thigh and making the blood rush straight to your center. “ Oh fuck… ” You choked at the feeling, eyes meeting his lidded ones as you both realized what this makeout session was leading to. “I…can I ask you something else?” Sebastian’s cheeks had gone red, pupils blown wide as he studied your face. “Anything.” You had so many possibilities of what he could ask but nothing prepared you for the honest desperation as he uttered “Can I… shit . Can I eat you out?”

 

You swore your eyes would roll into the back of your head, an equally as desperate yes flying from your lips immediately. That was all he needed, lips crashing into yours with bruising force as his teeth sunk into the plush of your lower lip. His hands slid from your skin, finding the band of your jeans and nimbly undoing the button and zipper. Your hips pushed up against his, allowing him to tug them down in one motion. You parted again, a string of saliva connecting your lips as Sebastain moved to sit up and get off of you. The lack of warmth made you want to move with him, but you knew his intentions so you sat back obediently. 

 

“Fuck, look at you.” He sighed, eyes locking on the wet mark that had formed on the center of your panties. He would tease you for getting so worked up over kissing, but it would be hypocritical considering the strain in his own jeans over simply making out with you. You settled into the couch, half sitting half sprawled out for him. It was relieving to get your jeans off, no restriction as you teasingly let your legs fall apart. “Seb…” You whined a bit as he continued to stare, snapping him out of his daze with a small laugh. He couldn’t help himself as he settled on his knees before you, reaching up one last time to kiss you deeply before burying his head in your neck. 

 

Bent over you in this manner caused your covered cunt to press into his stomach. Sebastain’s mind nearly went blank at the sheer amount of warmth radiating from you. What would you feel like wrapped around his aching cock? He could feel himself twitching with the need to find out. He bit down, earning a surprised whine from your lips as his teeth sunk into the junction between your neck and shoulder. Warmth radiated from where he bit, soothed over by his tongue. “Fuck Seb…” your fingers threaded through his hair again, pulling him away from your neck and pulling him to your lips again. He was so easily distracted by you, letting you do what you pleased with him. 

 

“Let me… fuck…” he panted as he pulled away from your lips, eyes trialing down to the mark he left on your neck. “Stop distracting me.” He laughed, soft and breathy as he moved to kiss your breasts through your shirt. Even through the padding of your bra, you could feel him. It made your body shiver, cunt clenching around nothing in anticipation. “I’m not doing anything, Seb. Y-you’re… oh… you’re getting distracted all on your own.” You giggled as he pushed your shirt up, kissing your stomach softly before moving to the waistband of your panties, his teeth scraping across your abdomen in response, a small huff leaving his lips as he looked up at you through his lashes.  

 

“It’s the truth…” you sounded a little meeker this time, hand coming up to cover your mouth for a moment as you processed how sinful he looked between your thighs. Sebastian didn’t respond verbally, rather he rolled his eyes before pulling the elastic waist of your underwear until it was taught before letting it snap back to your skin. You jumped, hand leaving your mouth to grip the armrest on your couch. “It’s your fault you know, doing cute shit like that. It’s distracting.” His breath ghosted your covered sex, lips hovering just above as he waited for your response. “I-I…” but you had nothing to come back with. Sebastian smirked, huffing out another laugh before moving to place a chaste kiss on your ruined panties. 

 

You hummed, brows pinching together as your legs threatened to snap shut. Sebastian caught on, hands coming up to hold your inner thighs. He massaged the pliant flesh between his fingers, sending waves of pleasure through you. He repeated his actions, chaste turning to sloppy open mouth kisses over the center of your panties. Slowly, your arousal mixed with his saliva, thoroughly ruining them. “Sebastian… please stop teasing.” Your words slurred, eyes feeling heavy as you watched him toy with you. There was a desperation in your tone, stronger than before that had him moving with more purpose. His tongue slid along the damp cloth, feeling your cunt quiver below. 

 

He wanted to feel you rather than your underwear. But the need to tease you until you were crying was winning in his jumbled head. He didn’t answer you, tongue languidly moving along the material before sliding away from your cunt all together. His nose brushed along your inner thigh, inhaling the scent of your sweet musk before sinking his teeth into the sensitive skin. Your body arched off the couch at the feeling, a mix between pain and something ticklish. Your clit throbbed in response, eager and desperate for attention. “Fuck…oh fuck…” You moaned, hand trying to slip down your front to try and alleviate the pulsing ache. 

 

Sebastian caught your hand moving, one hand leaving your body to grab your wrist. He stopped sucking on your inner thigh, the look on his face was enough to make you shrink back. “What do you think you’re doing?” he hummed, pulling your fingers to his lips and kissing them softly. “That needy that you’d resort to touching yourself? How impatient.” He pulled two of your fingers into his mouth, sucking on them softly while running his tongue along the length of them. The sight had your stomach doing backflips. “J-just… I just wanna feel you.” You pleaded pathetically, eyes growing a bit watery as you looked at him. 

 

Sebastian observed you for a moment before letting go of your fingers, kissing the spit covered skin once more before placing your hand on your stomach. “Don’t try that again, okay?” He waited for your response, watching your lips tremble as you gave him a feeble nod. “Good girl.” His head dipped back down, licking and sucking and nipping at your inner thighs until you were certain they’d be littered in bruises from him. Sebastian didn’t stop until he was satisfied with how marked up you were, cock twitching painfully as he continued to ignore his own pleasure. All he could think about was you, your cute noises, sweet face, and eager cunt. How good you’d taste, how perfect you’d feel. 

 

You were certain you would lose your mind at the pace he was going, hands toying with the band of your panties but not quite moving to remove them just yet. You watched him intently, memorizing every breath he took as it fanned across your damp panties. He sounded ragged, just as desperate as you but managing to hold off better than you ever could. Still, you wanted to remain good for him, hands twitching where they grasped the edge of your couch cushions. “How bad do you want this?” Sebastian finally pulled back from your thighs, lips swollen and shining with his saliva. “S-so bad… Seb please you’re driving me insane…” You squirmed, hips lifting off the couch just a bit. 

 

“Yeah? Tell me what you want me to do.” slender fingers ran along the center of your underwear, feeling just how wet he had got them. “C’mon Seb… you’re the one who asked!” you sounded frustrated, making his cock twitch in interest. “I may have asked, but that doesn’t tell me what you want me to do to you, baby.” He kissed your abdomen, running his tongue along the warm skin as you huffed “Eat me out… please.” You hoped that would suffice but you knew him, he’d want more. “How so?” damn him. “Oh fuck c’mon…” Sebastian chuckled, teeth hooking on your waistband again to pull it taut and let it snap back down. “Y-your tongue… want it on my… shit I can’t say it, Seb.” 

 

“It’s just me, you can say it.” He was giving you no wiggle room, he wanted to hear exactly what you wanted no matter how embarrassing it was to say out loud. “Y-your tongue… want it on my… fuck … this is so embarrassing!” You whined once more before your eyes squeezed shut. “...I want your tongue on my pussy please…” Sebastian’s eyes widened a bit, he didn’t know what terms he expected you to use but it made his cock ache anyways. “See, that wasn’t so hard.” his fingers hooked under the waistband of your panties, but this time he actually yanked them down. Your hips shot up to allow him the space to truly get them off of you, tossing them carelessly to the ground where your discarded jeans had been forgotten. 

 

A genuine sigh of relief left you as Sebastian shamelessly spread your thighs further apart. “ So pretty .” it was under his breath but you still heard it loud and clear. His fingers twitched with the urge to touch you, spread you open and watch your arousal drip from your entrance. But he’d hold off for now, he tortured you long enough for tonight. No words could describe the noise you made as Sebastian placed an open mouth kiss on your bare cunt. The feeling of his soft lips against your equally soft skin was enough to make your eyes roll back. You forced yourself to watch him, one hand gingerly threading through his hair again in fear of him pulling away. 

 

Sebastian hummed his approval at the feeling, mouth burying between your legs as his tongue lapped at your pulsing clit. Sweet relief began coursing through your veins, molten hot pleasure ebbing out from your center all the way down to your toes. Sweet moans left your lips without care as his tongue slid across your most sensitive bits. His name was intertwined with each breath you took, fingers twitching in tightness as you held onto his head for support. Sebastian’s fingers had dug into your thighs, keeping you spread for him as he licked and sucked greedily at your cunt. Your mind felt like it was melting, nothing you could do to yourself would possibly feel as good as this. 

 

Stars exploded across your vision as two fingers slid past your entrance, burying themselves in your velvety heat. Your moans turned up in pitch, nearly whiny as Sebastian curled his fingers, carefully massaging your walls as his tongue toyed with your clit. The coil in your stomach grew taut abruptly, stealing the air from your lungs when you realized that Sebastian had you so close to coming in such a short expanse of time. “S-seb…” You begged, hoarse and needy as he merely hummed against your cunt. “I’m gonna… fuck you’re gonna make me cum…” Your hips bucked unintentionally, as if you were trying to run away from his mouth. Sebastian didn’t miss a beat, hands pulling you right back to his mouth as you squealed loudly in response. 

 

Your walls were constricting around his fingers, pulling a groan from deep within his chest as he fantasized about what that would feel like on his cock. It made him work faster, lips wrapping around your sensitive bud and sucking harshly as his fingers curled right into that one spot that had your entire body trembling. You could barely give him a warning, head tossing back into the couch as you came around his fingers and covered his lips with your release. Sebastian still didn’t slow down, working you through your orgasm with the same fervor that he had been. Your hips jerked wildly, the pleasure turning into overstimulation as he prolonged the aftershocks of your orgasm. It wasn’t until you were nearly sobbing that Sebastian relented, pulling away to suck in as much air as he could. 

 

One look at you was nearly enough to make him cum. You were sweaty, panting with a fucked out look in your eyes. It was utterly sinful and still it wasn’t enough for him. He could ruin you further, there was no doubt in his mind about that. He pushed upwards, hands cupping your face and smearing your arousal on your cheek as he crushed his lips to yours. There was urgency to his movements, biting down on your bottom lip as his hands left your face to quickly make work of your shirt. He pulled away briefly, just enough to pull the garment over your head before tossing it behind him. “ I need you so bad. ” It was desperate, the most desperate you had ever heard him sound. And it was all for you. You nodded, kissing him again as his hands found your bra. 

 

It was off in a second, making you yelp in surprise at how quickly he had figured it out. You pushed him away, observing his face as he yanked the bra off of your body and marveled at your breasts “L-lay down… I need to be inside of you so bad it hurts.” The confession was nothing short of bold, but it had your attention. You did as he asked, readjusting yourself on the couch as he pulled his tank top over his head. Your mouth watered at the sight of his skin, the urge to reach up and sink your teeth into his hip was unbearable. Especially when he used one hand to undo his belt, the other working on his button and zipper. Your body moved on autopilot yet again, sitting up to grab his jeans and yank them downwards as your lips met his abdomen. 

 

Sebastian gasped, head falling forwards as you met his gaze through your lashes. The tables had turned slightly, now he was the one ogling at you beneath him. Sebastian steadied himself by grabbing the back of your couch, one foot on the floor while his leg was bent on the couch cushions. You were caged in by him, and yet he felt completely helpless as your fingers dipped below his jeans and traced the outline of his cock through his briefs. “You’re gonna have to get up to get these off.” You comment in between kisses, leaving a trail of saliva over his abdomen in the process. “...yeah.” lamely, it was all he could manage, camboring off of you and the couch to rid himself of the last of his clothing. “Fuck–” You choked as his cock was released from the confines of his pants. 

 

He was bigger than you had expected, curving slightly upwards and leaking with precum. His tip looked irritated from the neglect, a guttural moan leaving his lips as his hands wrapped around his length. “C’mere, Seb.” That was all it took for him, moving back to the couch and crawling over you. “Fuck me, please… let me make you feel as good as you made me feel.” He was a weak man, he realized that right then and there as he fell into your arms and crushed you in a kiss. One hand steadied himself over you while the other angled his head at your entrance. You were dripping wet, but he’d still take it slow even if it killed him. He twitched as your warmth enveloped his tip, coating him in your sticky arousal before pushing in slowly. 

 

The stretch had your eyes rolling back, hands clawing at his shoulders as he slipped in. Your mouth hung open, swallowing every gasp that left Sebastian’s lips as he sunk deeper into your cunt. He pulled away from your lips after half of him was engulfed in your heat, cheeks burning hot as he gasped for air. “Shh, it’s okay…” you soothed him, finding it adorable that he was so overwhelmed already. Your hands slipped from his shoulders, sliding up his neck to hold the back of his head as you brought him down to you again. “Take your time.” You spoke between kisses, eyes lidded and face equally as warm as he slowly but surely bottomed out. 

 

Silence fell over the two of you, nothing but labored breathing as you adjusted to the stretch of Sebastian being inside of you. Slowly, his head dropped to the crook of your neck, inhaling the comforting scent of your sweet musk. He had to calm himself before even thinking of moving, he had nearly cum just entering you. Still, all he could think about was the way your velvety soft walls were quivering and constricting around his cock. “Seb…” you slurred softly, legs slowly wrapping around his hips to hold him even closer. “Hmm?” it was all he could manage, body feeling like lead as he sunk into you. “You okay?” your fingers ran over his shoulders, goosebumps erupting in their wake. 

 

He hummed again, kissing the skin below his lips as he tentatively pulled his hips back. The slow drag made you shiver, pulling his head up from the crook of your neck just to see your reaction. The feeling was indescribable, unlike anything he had ever felt before. “J-just take it slow, Seb.” You could feel him tremble as he drew back half way before slowly pushing into you again. In your drunken haste, you had failed to ask a very crucial question. “Is… am I your first time?” His hips stuttered as he bottomed out again, eyes shooting up to meet yours. There was a shyness present in them, his kiss swollen lips trembling slightly as he uttered a soft “ yeah.” 

 

“Fuck… I wouldn’t have guessed to be honest.” You assured him softly, fingers running from his shoulders up to his warm cheeks. “You’re doing incredibly well.” You laughed a bit, coaxing him into another kiss that was softer than the many you had shared prior. Your reassurance brought a wave of unexpected confidence over him, his hips drawing back a little faster before rolling into you again. Slowly, Sebastian found a rhythm that worked for the both of you. Your lips trembled with the effort to keep your noises reasonable, but you were alone in your farmhouse on the far side of town. 

 

Who was going to hear you all the way out here? 

 

The couch began to creak beneath your bodies, the force of Sebastain’s thrusts making your body shake. “S-Seb–” Your mind was going blank again, his name mixed with profanities being the only words leaving your lips as pleasure steadily built in your gut. “Oh fuck you’re doing so good Seb…” You praised him endlessly, finding the way his eyebrows creased and jaw tensed to be cute as he tried to stop himself from making noises he didn’t think he’d be able to recover from. You felt incredible around him, so much so he was amazed he had been able to hold off his orgasm for as long as he had. “Y-you can… fuck please cum inside.” You read his mind, jaw going slack as you gave him the green light he never dreamt he’d get. 

 

“A-are you– ha –are you sure?” You nodded, hands clinging to his shoulders once more as you chased your own release. “Positive… fuck I’m so sure of this. Please, Seb.” You felt tears welling in your eyes, the pleasure making your toes curl as his thrusts grew sloppy. “F-fuck.” It was the only thing he could muster, hips slamming into yours so hard a wet slap could be heard with each connection. It was driving him insane, so insane that he couldn’t hold back his moan as he slammed his hips into you one last time. Sebastian’s orgasm shook his entire body, white ropes of cum spilling into your cunt as his muscles turned to jelly. Still, in the haze Sebastian’s hand snaked between your bodies. His fingers found your clit, rubbing harsh circles on the puffy bud until you were screaming. 

 

Your second orgasm hit harder than your first, stars exploding across your vision as you begged Sebastian to slow down and ease up. Reluctantly he did, body fully collapsing against your own as the last of his strength left him. You weren’t sure how long the two of you laid tangled together on your couch, but eventually you found the strength to mutter. “Let’s go to my bedroom, we need to have some dignity, Sebastian.” You felt him shake with laughter, just hugging you tighter in response. “I promise it’ll be way more comfy than this couch… and it won’t reek like sex.” Again, he laughed but didn’t move. “Plus round two will be easier–” that got him, head peeking up from where it had been buried in your neck. “Round two?” He sounded exhausted. 

 

“In the morning, definitely not right now.” you grinned, lazy and tired as he moved to kiss you. “Alright, you win this one.”