[fancomic] The Reason I Kiss you [MinChanSung triangle]

Chan; A sucker for pretty faces. Fell in love with Minho at the first sight.
Han; Loves Chan and is proud of himself for being his first and special kid.
Minho; Rookie and weird. Is afraid of Chan (a little bit) and wants to be friend with Han.

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Posting on twitter mostly. I'll post them here randomly.
⚠️DO NOT REPOST for my sake AND THEIR SAKE⚠️
I won’t give permission to repost for any reason. Thank you.

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Chapter 1: Prologue; The Reason I Hate You

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From the moment I knew you'd be the trouble.

*Caution; I am not a native of English nor Korean (Don't say 'then why?' lol)

Chapter 2: Ep1: The Reason I Stay With You

Summary:

Jisung’s aim is locked on Minho.
Minho wants to close to Chan.
Chan wants his kids to have what they want.
Seungmin wants idiots to wake up.

Notes:

(See the end of the chapter for notes.)

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(18.9 Up the 13th panel that was skipped 😅)

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My twitter @raki_st_ay [non censored nsfw]
My insta; @raki_stay [sfw]

Chapter 3: Ep2: The Reason I Dream (Minho’s Case)

Summary:

Minho had a nightmare about a future he fears to face alone.
Felix talked about a nightmare about the past they shared.

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(See the end of the chapter for notes.)

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My twitter @raki_st_ay [non censored nsfw]
My insta; @raki_stay [sfw]

Chapter 4: Ep2: The Reason I Dream (Jisung’s case)

Summary:

Jisung dreamed of the future he thinks he’d never have.
Chan faced the real he’s been afraid of.

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(See the end of the chapter for notes.)

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My twitter @raki_st_ay [non censored nsfw]
My insta; @raki_stay [sfw]

Chapter 5: Ep2: The Reason I Dream; Beginning Of Awakening

Summary:

Chan keeps living in a nightmare.
Mnh walks in the real that’s worse than nightmare.
Felix tries to be the duvet they’ll wake up in.

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(See the end of the chapter for notes.)

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My twitter @raki_st_ay [non censored nsfw]
My insta; @raki_stay [sfw]

Chapter 6: Side story of Ep2: What you don’t know is,

Summary:

Seungmin wakes up from the dream and finds Jeongin.
Changbin finds Hyunjin being sulking for something.

Additional Tags; Sengmin/Jeongin, Changbin/Hyunjin

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One morning Sengmin and Jeongin shared.

Hyunjin and Changbin have a conversation.

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@raki_st_ay [non censored nsfw]

Chapter 7: Epilogue of Ep2: Chan’s case

Summary:

One of those nights Chan wakes up from the nightmare and finds no one.

Notes:

(See the end of the chapter for notes.)

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Sooo finally ep2 is finished and from next update ep3 starts! The story is composed of 6 episodes but who knows how many updates are required to finish it lol. Anyway, thank you for reading and all the comments that encourage me!! Please let me know what you feel:) And the fastest update will be up on my x so if you like it, please follow me there.
@raki_st_ay [non censored nsfw]

Chapter 8: Ep3: The Reason I Kissed you

Summary:

Both of Minho and Jisung make mistakes.
Chan has no idea that the disaster is happening.
*Right after the Chapter 5’s Minho going into Jisung’s room.
TW
Slightly suicidal thoughts.

Notes:

(See the end of the chapter for notes.)

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Heeere it coooomes! I can’t wait to upload next lol. Angst not gonna end for a while, sorry.
Please let me hear your thoughts!

Chapter 9: Ep3: The Reason I Shield You

Summary:

Chan and Minho talk but it goes wrong.
Seungmin cannot take it anymore.
The disaster continues.

Notes:

(See the end of the chapter for notes.)

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But Seungmin, it's been hard for Minho as well...
Please let me hear your thoughts!

Chapter 10: Epilogue of Ep3: You What?

Summary:

:D

Notes:

(See the end of the chapter for notes.)

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Was it obvious or a surprise for you?
Let me hear your thoughts!

Chapter 11: Ep4: The Reason We Smile

Summary:

Been 5 months XD ahaha sorry. Thank you for waiting, if you still remember this one.
Things are getting shifted from this chapter. I hope you enjoy!

Felix spread the wonderful news.
Jeongin being brat.
Seungimn being crooked but also straightforward.

Notes:

(See the end of the chapter for notes.)

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Who is your favourite in this chapter? Mine is Jeongin lol.
Let me hear your thoughts!

Chapter 12: Ep5-1: The Reason I'm Lost

Summary:

Surprise~~ kinda fast update isnt it?
Finally it's happening. I hope you enjoy!

Notes:

(See the end of the chapter for notes.)

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Aaaand let me hear your thoughts <3
I had to cut it cuz ep5 is too long to draw at once. There'll be 2 more chapters to complete ep5. Please stay tuned!

Chapter 13: Ep5-2: The Reason I Hate Myself

Summary:

I am so proud of myself for updating this frequently.
Please enjoy!

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Hip hip?

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lonelynostalgia on Chapter 1 Mon 08 Jul 2024 03:27PM UTC

this art… it’s incredible, oh my goodness. wow. ♡
i look forwards to seeing how this continues!~

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1. Raki_stay (Raki_ao3) on Chapter 1 Mon 08 Jul 2024 11:09PM UTC
  
  Thank you so much!!🥹
  I’m in multi fandom, so please be patient with me ~~🙇‍♀️
  
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Hanissocute11 on Chapter 4 Thu 03 Apr 2025 06:52PM UTC

Waaaaaaaa

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1. Raki_stay (Raki_ao3) on Chapter 4 Sun 06 Apr 2025 10:35AM UTC
  
  Eeeeeeeeeehh
  
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lurrel on Chapter 5 Mon 16 Sep 2024 10:59PM UTC

I really love Chan's and Felix's expressions here, they're so emotive!

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1. Raki_stay (Raki_ao3) on Chapter 5 Tue 17 Sep 2024 09:31AM UTC
  
  Thank you! Yes they are💕 Our Aussie duo is really emotive!
  
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MinChanS1ut on Chapter 5 Wed 13 Nov 2024 08:57PM UTC

oh my!! please continue this!! im in love<3

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1. Raki_stay (Raki_ao3) on Chapter 5 Wed 20 Nov 2024 04:45AM UTC
  
  Thank you!! I’m on it💪
  
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Wahboop on Chapter 5 Mon 02 Dec 2024 06:23AM UTC

Wow I love how emotive everyone is in every chapter this far! So much they are saying in just expressions and body language. Why do they hurt each other like this 😭
I am very excited for this, thank you so much for sharing what you have so far! Looking forward to the next, whenever it may come!

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1. Raki_stay (Raki_ao3) on Chapter 5 Thu 09 Jan 2025 02:29PM UTC
  
  Thank you so much!! I’m so glad that you pointed out about their expressions and body languages😭😭 That’s the point I pour my passion on! They’re young, aka stupid, ofc dodge the communication and end up hurting each other AND themselves. But that’s what young people do🤷‍♀️
  My life’s been hectic lately but I WILL end this story properly cuz I’ve already planned it all out. I hope they’ll entertain you! Please stay tuned🥰
  
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Wahboop on Chapter 6 Sun 26 Jan 2025 07:31AM UTC

Ooh which hyung is Seungmin looking for? Jeongin being a little shit is always fun to witness hehe
HyuniBini conversation had me a little confused at first but I think I got that they are just worried for their members who keep circling around each other. But it seems like Changbin also has his eyes on the leader? 3Racha in a perfect love triangle but of course they are all dumb about it 😔 Changbin definitely has some rather innnnteresting pictures (I missed the top left until I reread both new chapters)
Is this working towards an OT8 situation? Because I would love that

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1. Raki_stay (Raki_ao3) on Chapter 6 Sun 26 Jan 2025 03:21PM UTC
  
  > Ooh which hyung is Seungmin looking for?
  Who do you think☺️
  >HyuniBini conversation had me a little confused at first but I think I got that they are just worried for their members who keep circling around each other.
  Yes they are. Yk the things are clearer when you see them outside.
  > definitely has some rather innnnteresting pictures (I missed the top left until I reread both new chapters)
  YES HE DOES (thank you for noticing the details😭)
  >Is this working towards an OT8 situation? Because I would love that
  🤷‍♀️
  Thank you for reading and commenting always! Your comments make my day😆🧡
  
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Wahboop on Chapter 7 Sun 26 Jan 2025 07:33AM UTC

Oh no, my heart 🥺 someone (or multiple someones) please give Channie a hug
Looking for aside to whenever the next updates are up! I love your drawings and all the emotions they evoke

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1. Raki_stay (Raki_ao3) on Chapter 7 Sun 26 Jan 2025 03:24PM UTC
  
  Yes he does need a lot of hugs, but Jisung too, and Minho too….my babies need to suffer more because of me😂 please promise them to be there to hug them when everything settled🧡
  Thank you!!!! I hope it’ll entertain you till the very end!!
  
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keysung on Chapter 7 Sun 26 Jan 2025 07:47AM UTC

oh my god. this art is GORGEOUS??
the expressions and everything were on point and the way you expressed their emotions was beautiful!! 💕
i cant wait for the next update!!

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1. Raki_stay (Raki_ao3) on Chapter 7 Sun 26 Jan 2025 03:26PM UTC
  
  Thank you🥹🥹🥹🥹🧡
  I’m so happy that you pointed out what I care the most! Please stay tuned🧡
  
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lurrel on Chapter 7 Sun 26 Jan 2025 02:27PM UTC

I can't leave more kudos but I am still loving this comic/your style/Chan angst so much!!

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1. Raki_stay (Raki_ao3) on Chapter 7 Sun 26 Jan 2025 03:29PM UTC
  
  Thank you so much🥹🧡 I always worry like ‘my style is too subtle, no one notice but me…but well, it’s for me anyway🤷‍♀️’ But I’m glad you liked my style!
  I hope this will be loved by you till the end🧡
  
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Kai_maaya on Chapter 8 Thu 06 Feb 2025 07:58AM UTC

My heart I saw this but seeing it again! THE PAIN THE REALISATION

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1. Raki_stay (Raki_ao3) on Chapter 8 Thu 06 Feb 2025 11:40AM UTC
  
  Thank you!! The pain keeps coming! And this realisation is not…exactly right haha. Please stay tuned!
  
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FiLapinady1798 on Chapter 8 Thu 06 Feb 2025 01:12PM UTC

Minho bb🥺🥺

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1. Raki_stay (Raki_ao3) on Chapter 8 Thu 06 Feb 2025 02:06PM UTC
  
  Give him a hug plz🥹
  
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Account Deleted on Chapter 8 Sun 09 Feb 2025 02:03PM UTC

you draw chan and his little physical mannerisms INCREDIBLY well woah and you're excellent at portraying complex emotions through your drawings!! I can't wait for more <33

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1. Raki_stay (Raki_ao3) on Chapter 8 Sun 09 Feb 2025 04:13PM UTC
  
  Oh my goodness😭😭😭😭😭 thank you so much this is one of the most wonderful compliments I’ve ever received!! I’m always trying to put everything I have into every bit of him to draw ‘him’ (and all the members too but since I’m hopelessly chn biased so…ykwim). And I love drawing body languages and facial expressions to express subtle intonations of emotions. If someone notices the details that I care so much, there’s nothing joyful than it😭
  Thank you sooo much! Please stay with them till the happy end😭🧡
  
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Account Deleted on Chapter 9 Sun 30 Mar 2025 05:45PM UTC

busiest week i've had in the last few months but i dropped everything to come running to this update and my GOD.
you're brilliant, be it the art, plot, dialogue or the characterization, it's all insanely good to me. inexplicably so. just from the way you've drawn chan's cascade of expressions in the first panel ('whaat' to 'I kissed him, hyung' and so on), how his features went from joking around to shock to despair and finally an indifferent, cold mask and you've molded it with chan's physicality and unique expressions so beautifully, it took me a solid half an hour to recover from that panel alone (maybe it's because chan's my ult and it hits different when someone writes/draws/sees him with the same, gargantuan amount of love and attention to detail the way i do haha). and the segment with seungmin WOAH. the way you've written/drawn chan's response to the whole thing between seungmin and minho. sternly defusing the situation, yet quietly showing his gratitude. lovely. that's so Chan. every chan you draw is so beautifully Chan, you know? tears in my eyes.

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1. Raki_stay (Raki_ao3) on Chapter 9 Mon 31 Mar 2025 02:33PM UTC
  
  Oh. My. Goodness.
  Is actually what I said out loud when I read your comment. Because this is the best and highest compliment that I’ve ever received to my dedication that towards my story and the details.
  Thank you so, so much for paying careful attention to all the details and FEELING what I want to do story-telling through my drawings.
  Yes, I’ve thought about how they would act deeply when I wrote the plot first, but when I turn it to the comics is the most difficult cuz now I need to think about their body languages and postures and habits and so on… I KNOW it’s FAR from enough to say ‘they’re so them’ but what I at least and at most wanted to make it close enough to enough is Chan, (who’s my ult too lmao) so, yeah, what you said meant more than you could ever possibly imagine. Especially last sentence. I literally cried.
  Thank you so so much for reading and enjoying it, and leaving a wonderful comment. I hope it won’t disappoint you but only entertain you till the grad finale.
  
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Wahboop on Chapter 9 Tue 15 Apr 2025 07:12AM UTC

Seungmin appearing to defend Chan is such a lovely moment even if a little misguided. Its true that it's unfair for Minho to reveal Jisung's feelings, and Chan has been through so much. But of course Minho and Jisung are struggling themselves! Once again, amazing expression work and I love how distinct everyone looks

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1. Raki_stay (Raki_ao3) on Chapter 9 Wed 16 Apr 2025 08:08AM UTC
  
  Hi, Wahboop, thank you so much for leaving a lovely comment!
  I’m glad you read the story with much of care and feel sympathy for them🥲please give them big hugs. All of them, litera ALL of them are struggling.
  Well seungmin is sooo difficult to draw, I’m very glad to hear that they’re distinct 😭
  
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monkey_mii on Chapter 9 Tue 19 Aug 2025 04:34PM UTC

So I guess everyone is a bit in love with Chan? Binnie has his gallery full of Chan, Seungmin protects Chan at all costs. I like it 🙂‍↕️

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1. Raki_stay (Raki_ao3) on Chapter 9 Fri 22 Aug 2025 03:19AM UTC
  
  What do you think? ☺️ ill leave the judge for you <3
  
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CutieHipHip on Chapter 9 Fri 12 Sep 2025 06:41PM UTC

I want these injected in my veins.
*Cracks and arches off bed like possessed and slams into wall*

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1. Raki_stay (Raki_ao3) on Chapter 9 Sun 14 Sep 2025 04:07AM UTC
  
  Be careful to not get addicted to. Hahahaa
  
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Minmuyaho (AngelOfImpala221) on Chapter 10 Sun 30 Mar 2025 06:25PM UTC

The Felix Deer Panel got me laughing so loud lololol I LOVE THIS!! Thank you so much for yout work (I used to read this in summer 2024 but lost it before i could bookmark. Im so happy i found it!!!)

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1. Raki_stay (Raki_ao3) on Chapter 10 Mon 31 Mar 2025 02:37PM UTC
  
  I’m glad you cracked to it which I wanted ppl to crack😂🧡 The deer in the headlights is one of the things I wanted to use in my works haha.
  And I’m glad you found me again, never let me go plz🧡lmao
  
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2. 1. Minmuyaho (AngelOfImpala221) on Chapter 10 Wed 02 Apr 2025 12:54AM UTC
    
    Yes thank you for drawing, writing and sharing! I have the comic in my bookmarks now - will never lose it!!
    
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keysung on Chapter 10 Mon 31 Mar 2025 02:03AM UTC

OH MY GODDDDDD
I MEAN I ALR KNEW BUT JISUNG CONFESSING TOOK ME OUTT
MY JAW DROPPED LMFAOO
but seriously, you have some MAJOR talent, and i LOVE the way you portray the members 💕💕
i remember finding this when you just started it, and it has been so so fun coming back to this comic when it updates!!!

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1. Raki_stay (Raki_ao3) on Chapter 10 Mon 31 Mar 2025 02:43PM UTC
  
  Hi keysung! Thank you for oftenly leaving the comments 🥹
  Oh so you were kinda expecting to its coming but it still got you off guard??hehe I’m glad to hear that you enjoyed this update XD
  And thank you so much for complimenting my way of portraying them, I’m really really happy and giddy to hear that! I’ll do my best to keep entertaining you till the end🥰
  
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Hanissocute11 on Chapter 10 Thu 03 Apr 2025 06:58PM UTC

I love ittt! You characterization of jisung is just getting better and better. I think it must be very difficult to draw him

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1. Raki_stay (Raki_ao3) on Chapter 10 Sun 06 Apr 2025 10:50AM UTC
  
  Thank you so much! Yes it is, I mean everyone is difficult to draw😅 sengmin is the most difficult one haha
  
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Wahboop on Chapter 10 Tue 15 Apr 2025 07:15AM UTC

Finally the polyamory is coming to light! Excellent expressions, DeerLix was amazing comedy. Can't wait to see what you have next for these boys to sort of their feelings!!

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1. Raki_stay (Raki_ao3) on Chapter 10 Wed 16 Apr 2025 08:14AM UTC
  
  *The gate of the thrupple route open from the triangle route* *Ding*
  Thank you for the comment for this one too!
  DearLix is my favourite 😂was so fun to draw! I’m glad you liked it!
  Please be with us till the very end☺️🧡
  
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