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“You know you can be rough with me,” JJ blurted. Emily nearly dropped the plate she was washing into the sink. She still wasn’t quite used to JJ’s comfort level when it came to talking about sex, or her out-of-context comments about their intimacy. It was something she loved about her girlfriend, but it still shocked her now and then.
“What?” Emily choked out. When she looked over at JJ, the blonde was smirking.
“I said, you can be rough with me,” she said matter of factly.
“Don’t we play rough sometimes?”
JJ shrugged casually. “A little, sure. But I mean really rough.”
Emily turned, drying her hands on a kitchen towel before looping them around JJ’s waist. She wasn’t opposed to the idea, just intrigued. She’d never really delved into BDSM, not properly, so it was outside of her realm of knowledge. It wasn’t that she’d never been interested, she’d just never found her in a position with someone she trusted enough to explore that.
“And what would really rough look like?” Emily asked slowly, inching her face closer to JJ’s. She could already notice the other woman’s eyes darkening with arousal at the question.
“It can look however you’re comfortable with,” JJ assured her, her voice low and husky. “It turns me on when you degrade me. Calling me names, spanking me, pulling my hair. I trust you completely and I know you love me, but I like when you act like you don’t.”
Emily was in awe of how unfazed JJ was during a conversation like this; she wasn’t so much as even blushing, but instead calm and collected.
“Good to know,” Emily hummed, biting back a smile and storing that information for later. “And for the record, I like when you tell me what you want.”
“Good to know,” JJ repeated, winking at her girlfriend.
Over the next week or so, Emily spent her alone time secretly looking into light BDSM. She didn’t feel pressured by JJ to do anything she wasn’t ready for, and truthfully most of it really turned her on. More arousing, though, was JJ’s assertiveness with what she wanted. It was one of the things that had drawn her towards JJ that first night at the bar. And Emily was nothing if not willing to please.
A few days later, when they arrived home from team drinks after work, Emily pushed JJ forward against the kitchen counter. She’d felt something bubbling inside her since early on in the evening. It started as soon as an overly friendly man at the bar had spotted JJ. Despite all of Emily’s dirty looks and JJ’s insistence that she was taken, he lingered a little too close for either of their liking. JJ honestly hadn’t thought much of it, knowing they were both very secure in their relationship.
“Hands on the counter,” Emily growled. JJ did as she was told, biting back a smirk. Luckily, she was turned away from her girlfriend.
“Pants down.”
JJ obeyed again, dropping her slacks around her ankles. Her body was thrumming with excitement; it wasn’t often that Emily flexed her dominant muscles, but she was dying to see where it went.
“What’s this all about?” JJ asked, amused.
Emily tugged JJ’s pink panties down her legs roughly. Without warning, she felt a sharp slap as Emily’s palm made contact with her bare ass. She gasped as it took her by surprise.
“Don’t pretend you don’t know,” Emily seethed. JJ reeled through the night searching for something that could’ve set her girlfriend off. Usually, it was about possessiveness when this mood would strike…. oh. JJ realized that the man who had spent the night in her peripheral was probably to blame, but honestly, she wasn’t complaining.
“Who do you belong to?” Emily asked, her tone one that JJ wasn’t overly familiar with. It was deep and demanding, and it made JJ ache with desire.
“Wouldn’t you like to know,” JJ said smugly. She wanted to test Emily’s limits and see how far she would take this.
She jumped as she felt another slap, her body shivering with the mix of pleasure and pain.
“Let’s try that again, brat,” Emily growled. “Tell me know you belong to.”
JJ felt the ache between her legs growing more and more desperate; she knew she’d be soaked if Emily ever decided to fucking touch her.
“You,” JJ breathed, “I’m yours, Em.”
“Damn right you are.” She slide two fingers teasingly between JJ’s folds, humming when she was met with her wetness. “Who’s all this for? Who made your pussy wet and dripping like this?”
JJ sighed at the contact, her body begging for me. “You, Emily. I swear it’s all for you.”
“It fucking better be.”
Emily shoved two fingers inside JJ from behind, already starting at a brutal pace. The blonde yelped, pushing her hips back into the touch. It was rough and hard and so fucking perfect. With Emily’s free hand, she groped JJ’s ass, slapping it now and then and delighting in the way JJ moaned at each hit.
“Fuck,” the younger woman cursed, dropping to her forearms on the counter. “That’s it, baby, fuck me.”
Emily’s fingers curled perfectly inside her, and JJ knew she wasn’t going to last long. Unfortunately she didn’t get to find out, because her girlfriend removed her fingers when JJ was just seconds from coming. This time, her curse was born from anger rather than pleasure.
“What the fuck?” JJ spat, turning her head to look at Emily as she wiped her fingers on the back of JJ’s thigh.
“Only good girls get to come,” Emily told her as she walked casually to the dining table and pulled out a chair before undressing herself and sitting down. She beckoned JJ over with two fingers, and the blonde scurried to obey. Upon realizing that this evening was going to involve Emily edging her for as long as she could stand, JJ was feeling a bit more amenable.
She kneeled on the floor in front of Emily, as instructed.
“Make me come or I’ll do it myself,” the brunette ordered. JJ was quick to listen, hoping naively that she’d be rewarded if she did what Emily asked. She licked through Emily’s folds, carried away by the addictive taste of her partner.
“Come on, get to work, slut,” Emily barked, gathering JJ’s loose blonde waves into a makeshift ponytail and tugging her closer. The term made JJ shiver, and she doubled down on her efforts. Emily’s hand tightened in her hair as she approached her orgasm. JJ sucked and nipped at her clit until Emily came with a deep groan, tugging the younger woman away from her centre.
“Bedroom, now.” Emily told her, still breathless from her release. She scoffed at the sight of JJ; lips, chin, and cheeks shining with her arousal. “Pathetic.”
In their room, Emily bent JJ roughly over the bed. “You don’t so much as entertain anyone else,” she ordered. “Not at a bar, not at work, not anywhere.”
JJ nodded, trying hard to concentrate on Emily’s words rather than the fingers working between her legs again. Seconds later, the fingers were gone and replaced by a flat palm connecting with the back of her thigh. She hissed, her forehead falling down onto the mattress in front of her.
“What do you say?” Emily asked sternly.
“Y-yes,” JJ managed. Another hit. “Yes ma’am.”
“That’s better. On the bed, now.”
JJ settled quickly with her head on the pillows, waiting for what felt like a torturously long time for Emily to get situated in her harness and strap of choice. She smirked when she saw JJ so expectant.
“You think I’m about to fuck you?” Her voice was thick with power, and JJ was so turned on she could explode. “You think you deserve that?”
JJ felt like that was a bit of a trick question, but her hesitation earned her a slap to her clit, which made her whole body jolt.
“Answer me, slut.”
“N-no,” JJ tried, figuring she should go along with Emily’s derogatory role.
“What do you deserve, hmm?” Emily asked, running a finger down the front of JJ’s body, watching with pride as her muscles twitched under the touch.
“Whatever you want to give me, ma’am.”
A devilish grin broke out on the older woman’s face. “That’s more like it,” she praised. “See? You’re learning how to behave like a good fuck toy.”
JJ moaned softly at the new term. Someday maybe she’d unpack why being talked down to made her so hot, but now was certainly not the time.
Emily sat leaning against the headboard, the thick silicone dildo standing tall. “Come here and ride me like a good girl,” she ordered.
JJ listened immediately, kneeling over Emily’s lap before sliding down onto the toy. She groaned as it sunk deep inside her, noting that Emily had chosen one of their largest options. The brunette’s hands gripped JJ’s hips, forcing her to move exactly how she wanted. Back and forth, back and forth, painfully slowly.
After a few minutes, JJ could hardly take it anymore. She was dripping down the toy, and every time she lost control of her hips and tried to speed up, Emily gripped her tighter and slowed her even more.
“Please,” JJ tried, close to sobbing. “Emily, please.”
“You’re gonna have to do better than that if you want something,” Emily told her, sounding almost bored.
“Emily, please, I need to come,” JJ begged. “I learned my lesson. I know I’m yours. I’ll always be yours. Please just let me come.”
Emily arched an eyebrow in interest.
“I need you to fuck me. My pussy is desperate for your cock. Please, please, please.”
Just as JJ expected, Emily couldn’t resist the dirty talk. She flipped them so JJ was lying on her back, then pressed her knees up to her chin. JJ held them there as Emily instructed.
The blonde groaned as Emily pushed the length of the toy into her, hitting her g spot right away. JJ had never been fucked like this by Emily before. Or actually, by anyone. The pace was brutal, and JJ could see sweat beading on Emily’s forehead with the effort. The toy felt so big and so deep from this angle, it was almost too much.
“Such a fucking slut,” Emily spat, panting. “Tell me how much you love my cock.”
“Fuck,” JJ gasped. “I love it, Em, I love it so much. Need your cock.”
“Damn right you do,” Emily growled, fucking into JJ impossibly harder and faster. She whined with every thrust, feeling her orgasm start to build all the way down in her toes.
“Oh fuck,” JJ moaned. “That’s it, Em. Use me however you want. Fuck me as hard as you need to, I’m your fucking slut.”
Even through her delirious pleasure, JJ could tell that her words were getting to Emily. The brunette reached down to place her thumb over JJ’s clit, feeling her own orgasm on the horizon.
“Fuck!” JJ cried out. “God, you fuck me so good, give me everything you’ve got, Em. I can take it.”
Emily did give her everything, and JJ screamed as she came with Emily’s cock deep inside her and her thumb against her clit. Her orgasm took over every muscle in her body and she tensed, her eyes squeezing shut and her head thrown back. Vaguely, she heard Emily groan and felt her thrusts slow as her own climax took over.
To JJ’s surprise, Emily didn’t stop but fucked her through it and then kept going.
“Jesus, Em,” she panted. “Gotta stop, I- oh fuck.”
In one swift movement, Emily shifted JJ so she was on her hands and knees then pushed into her from behind.
“Shit!” JJ yelled at the new angle. She could hear their skin slapping together as Emily railed into her. Every few thrusts the older woman slapped JJ’s ass hard, alternating sides. The pleasure of the toy deep inside her combined with the sting of pain was enough to bring JJ to the edge again just moments later.
“Oh fuck oh fuck oh fuck,” JJ cried. “I’m gonna come again, don’t stop. Harder Em, oh shit just like that.”
At this point, JJ has zero control over the things that came out of her mouth. White heat pulsed through her body, and then she was coming again somehow just as hard.
“That’s it,” Emily praised. “Keep coming for me.”
JJ swore she blacked out for a few seconds, she didn’t even register Emily pulling out or losing her harness. All she could do was feel Emily all around her, filling up all her senses.
“Holy shit,” she breathed tiredly.
Emily cuddled JJ close, kissing her forehead. As much as the blonde loved when they played rough like that, and enjoyed seeing a new side of Emily, she also loved how quickly they reverted back to this.
“Was that okay?” Emily hummed, equally out of breath.
“Fuck yeah,” JJ chuckled. “You can take me like that anytime you want.”
“Yeah?”
“Definitely,” JJ promised, leaning in for a kiss. “I fucking loved it. Thanks for playing like that with me, Em.”
“I’m into whatever you’re into,” Emily smiled happily. “I’m always willing to try something you want to explore.”
As much as JJ wanted to discuss the incredible sex that had just occurred, it would have to wait because she couldn’t even keep her eyes open. She let Emily clean her up with baby wipes before settling down again and cuddling close to her partner.