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You’re Fair And I’m Insane (Hallucinations, Shame, Guilt, Pain, More Pain.) by ItsAva
Fandoms: Criminal Minds (US TV)
06 Jan 2026
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Emily’s jaw tightened. She stared at her hands.
“You didn’t come here because you were lonely,” Elizabeth went on. “You came because your body finally gave out before your pride did.”
That hit.
Emily swallowed. “I didn’t know where else to go.” Elizabeth turned back to her then. Really looked at her.
Or: Emily turns up at Elizabeth’s house after the original Doyle mission, clearly not okay
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I don't believe in god, but I believe that you're my saviour. by ItsAva
Fandoms: Criminal Minds (US TV), Criminal Minds: Evolution (TV)
27 Dec 2025
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Jill nodded slowly, her expression thoughtful. “You’re in love with her, aren’t you.” A smirk etched onto Jill’s face as she saw the resigned expression on Emily’s face. “Good for you! I was wondering when you’d finally accept it.”
“I’m not in love with her.” Emily said with an unfocused stare. “Not anymore.”
The truth was, that ever since she had met Jennifer Jareau, she thought she would never be able to take her eyes off her ever again.
Or: Jemily slowburn set in s17 where everything goes wrong for both of them all the time.
**finally remembered to update 😎**
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I'm sick of the chase but I'm hungry for blood. by ItsAva
Fandoms: Agatha All Along (TV), Marvel Cinematic Universe
07 Dec 2024
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“So you just kept coming back, to punish yourself.” He quickly added. “And her.”
“It's not that simple. It wasn't punishment; or well, it kind of was. I always thought Rio would heal, she usually did.”
“But not now?”
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Agatha kills an old lady, invades Rio's mindscape with the help of Billy and Hela and ultimately figures out where her ex-lover has disappeared to.
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It's not the hunger revealing (Nor the ricochet in the cave) by ItsAva
Fandoms: Agatha All Along (TV)
06 Dec 2024
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"It’s not fair, Rio.”
Rio closed her eyes again, envisioning the life she had wanted with Agatha—the small moments, the laughter, the shared secrets under starlit skies. But the image was marred now, painted over with the ache of impending separation.
"Yeah." Her voice was quiet and laced with grief.
She honestly thought that once she re-emerged back into Agatha's life they could be back together. They could go into her realm, despite needing Agatha to die and have a life together with Nicky.
“It's time we stop fighting,” she said, her voice almost a plea. “You need to let me go. It’s the only way I can be free.”
Rio’s heart thundered in her chest, the conflict raging inside her like a tempest. “Free?” she scoffed, the bitterness souring her words. “What you call freedom feels like a death sentence to me.”
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You were thinking I would play along (you were dead wrong) by ItsAva
Fandoms: Agatha All Along (TV)
11 Nov 2024
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Tonight, she’ll lay in her bed, for the first time in three centuries and be bombarded by memories of smiles and laughter. It’ll feel like a knife twisting in her black beating heart that died a long time ago.
Rio will tell herself that she can go on without Agatha, but then the thought of mourning her lover for longer than she’s known her will break down her walls until there's no more.
Occasionally, the anger will come back. The same anger which will possess her into cracking worn mirrors and dressers. The memories of fights and arguments will tarnish her soul.
Rio will tell herself that she hates Agatha, that she should be angry and filled with rage at what she had done. And, she’ll try and hold onto it.
But it never lasts.
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Sweltering heat and a broken air conditioner leads JJ to suggesting that she and Emily sleep topless. It only escalates from there...
(Additionally: the other times JJ and Emily have sex)
Bookmarked by ItsAva
18 Jan 2026
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After her divorce from Will, JJ is trying to find her footing in the unfamiliar world of modern dating. But when late-night coffees, shared vulnerabilities, and hesitant steps into dating apps bring her even closer to Emily, their friendship starts to blur the lines between comfort and something more.
Set Season 18 of Criminal Minds.
****Update: now complete with epilogue.****
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18 Jan 2026
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That Two Hundred Forty Thousand Miles by lo5o
Fandoms: Marvel Cinematic Universe, Agents of S.H.I.E.L.D. (TV)
24 Dec 2025
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Maria Hill and Natasha Romanoff, ex-friends, ex-teammates, ex-lovers, ex...almost. Separated for nine years, now forced together again when SHIELD falls. This time, they'll have to confront their feelings.
Not for Natasha though. She's just here to repay a debt.
Series
- Part 2 of That Blackhill Series
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13 Jan 2026
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”Emmy we work in the FBI don’t you think we should think this through? What if someone finds it?”
“Then they’ll be lucky to have seen it” she chimed, clearly not as worried as Tara, “But also we will keep it safe, no one will ever see this except us. Besides, don’t you want a reminder of what we used to get up to when we were young when we’re like I don’t know 70?”
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Emily convinces Tara to film a sex tape and they have more fun than either one of them would expect. What a shame if someone were to see it right?
Bookmarked by ItsAva
12 Jan 2026
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—opening wounds for the closure
My take on "Emily fell first, JJ fell harder".
Bookmarked by ItsAva
12 Jan 2026