"Thing's aren't the way they used to be before, you wouldn't even recognize me anymore."

by Albertshawsbeltt

Chapter 1

Tying in with the au of "Trash Magic / Miss america", this is just something extra , doesn't exactly tie into the story itself. Mostly a self indulgent vent thing, actual chapter will be added soon.

Chapter 2: In the end - Linkin Park

Summary:

"Yeah yeah I don't wanna hear it, Mr "Donna, Donna!" Oh finney! Will you be myyyy lab partner?" Gwen teased back as she watched as finney turned his head, with a deep blush on his face.

 

"that's different!" finney pouted as they eventually reached home, and finney opened the door going in first as Gwen trudged behind him.

 

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Finney and Gwen have some bonding time and it makes finney forget Abt Al and shit BUT HE SEES HIM. At the fucking store grgr anyways

"I don't know what to do Gwen.. he won't leave me alone.." Finney sniffled as he wiped his tears on the back of his hand.

 

 

"Hey hey.. finney it's gonna be alright, maybe we can tell daddy? He could possibly help.. we won't tell him all of it.. just the important stuff?" Gwen suggested, as she felt helpless. What could she do to help her brother? First he was.. touched, and groomed.. now he's being stalked by the monster that started all of this.

 

 

"I'm.. just so tired Gwen.. I feel gross, and it's all too confusing.. I don't want.. to be me.. anymore.." Finney weakly admitted, sure he wasn't the most talkative about his feelings, but he felt like he wasn't going to be here anymore. He wanted, no. He needed. A release from the inner turmoil, and pain he felt. It was gnawing at his insides, shame and guilt building up.

 

"Finney.. don't say that okay? We're gonna get through this together I promise" Gwen said, as what Finney said worried her.. a lot, she wrapped her arms around her older brother pulling him into a tight hug, as finney hugged back.

 

 

 

 

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"Al.. I told you I don't wanna do that anymore.. can you please stop calling? My dad's gonna get suspicious on why I rush to the phone everytime it rings.." Finney sighed as he held the receiver of the phone tightly, as he messed with the cord.

 

 

"Baby cmon, dont be so sour. I know you want this just as much as I do, you don't want to admit it tho." Albert said, his voice gruff and unconvincing.

 

"I never.. asked you to do that stuff to me.. I don't... Want it.." Finney mumbled, did he actually want this..? He knew Albert was fucking with his head again, but the words repeated in his head, over and over again. Overwhelming him

 

 

"Oh come on, by the time I was halfway done you writhing and begging beneath me. You can't tell me you didn't enjoy yourself at least a bit." Albert taunted, knowing his words weren't completely.. true.

 

 

"Al.. please.. can we just drop this okay...? I have school work to focus on and I can't be talking all the time.." Finney sighed, as this was taking up a shit ton of his time, causing him to do worse in some subjects.

 

 

"Fine.. I guess I'll just have to find someone else to play with." Albert said, his tone was cold and annoyed.

 

 

 

"Al.. c'mon.. even if I don't really like.. doing that stuff once I'm done with my project if it makes you happy we can.." Finney mumbled, as he felt embarrassed and grossed out by the words coming out of his mouth. But.. he couldn't lose Albert..

 

 

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Finney sighed as he laid his head down, he was beyond exhausted and didn't know how the hell he was gonna get through this class. It had been a few days since alberts tried calling, which relieved him a lot.

 

He tried his damn hardest to focus but the lesson on the board was blurry, and whatever Mr. Clarkson was saying felt like static going in and out of his ears.

 

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Gwen had insisted on visiting the hardware store, as they started to carry different snacks and sodas that hadn't been stocked at the grab n go, so reluctantly he went with Gwen, and waited as she picked out what she wanted.

 

 

Finney had already took his choice of a soda and some candy, a small bag of Reese's pieces, and a grape soda. It felt nice to be able to do this kind of stuff with Gwen even if it was somethin small.

 

 

And once Gwen was done she ended up getting a caramel apple lollipop, a crunch bar and a orange crush.

 

Finney had rung the bell, signaling for the worker to come, and once he realized who it was he felt his heart sink.

 

 

since when did Al work at the fuckin hardware store..? Did he always work here?

 

 

"Ah well if it isn't the infamous finney blake, I'm surprised to see you in the wild kiddo" Albert teased, his voice taking on a sing song tone, as he watched the teen go Ridgid.

 

 

 

"Yeah.. whatever.. just this stuff.. got what you wanted gwenny?" Finney asked as he watched as his little sister excitedly nod, oblivious to the situation.

 

 

"So how's that project going? Heard you talkin all about it on the phone a bit ago," Albert said, as he tried to make small talk with the teenager, acting as if everything was just peachy keen, and normal.

 

 

"I mean it's going.. Ive gotten decent amount of progress with attaching everything, and the whole essay on solar systems and stuff.." Finney sighed, as it felt almost.. taboo. To be talking with Albert like this, he was so used to the pity compliments, or sexual innuendo that this was almost nice.

 

 

"Well ain't that peachy keen," Albert said as he flashed the teen a smile, as he finished scanning everything and finney and Gwen both rounded up their money and paid for it.

 

 

 

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"So how's it goin with robin?" Gwen asked, as she stopped to open her soda, using the base of a light pole.

 

"It's going.. he's a bit worried tho, but we did plan a hangout pretty soon, I'm excited for it" Finney smiled as he just looked at the concrete.

 

 

"Well that's good to hear!, you need to tell me all about it once it's over!" Gwen said excitedly and she groaned while tryna get her soda opened.

 

"I will I will" Finney said, as he helped Gwen open it.

 

"thanks finney" Gwen smiled as she took a sip from it, savouring the sweetness of the artificial orange.

 

"Anytime Gwen, but going back to earlier, how are you and Suzie? Y'know.. since you both kinda got into into a fight" Finney asked, as he knew Gwen had other friends but her and Suzie were the closest.

 

"She's still upset.. after I've already apologized like a hundred times already! She keeps ignoring my calls, or when I try to talk to her in class, like dude talk about holding a grudge.." Gwen grumbled, she knew they would eventually get over this hump tho.

 

"Well I'm sure she'll come around Gwen, she always does and if she doesn't well screw her, she didn't deserve you anyway" Finney said, as he tried his best to reassure his sister.

 

"Yeah.. we'll be back to best friends in no time! Tho it's like.. girl boys have cooties! And it's gross to be so boy crazy.. well besides for Danny.. I love his voice." Gwen rambled, as she always liked when finney and her would have talks while they walked.

 

 

"Pff- ofcourse you do gwenny" Finney giggled as he playfully elbowed her in the side.

 

 

"Yeah yeah I don't wanna hear it, Mr "Donna, Donna!" Oh finney! Will you be myyyy lab partner?" Gwen teased back as she watched as finney turned his head, with a deep blush on his face.

 

 

"that's different!" finney pouted as they eventually reached home, and finney opened the door going in first as Gwen trudged behind him.

 

 

 

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Series this work belongs to:

• Part 2 of Trash magic verse