Chapter Text
Slight 🔞 and mentions of death
Rain trickled down the tall glass windows of the old mansion,amplifying its already imposing aura. It was an unusual sight for this time of year .The house was nestled safely in the edge of the forest , beneath the eerie dark sky..and loud claps of thunder echoed through the air, followed by bright flashes of lightning that lit up the surrounding area . These sounds drowned out most of the nature's usual sounds...muffling the chirping of birds and the calls of crickets .. lost beneath the storm's intensity.
The omega collapsed onto the mattress, face down and panting hard. His legs still trembling from the intensity of the orgasm that hit him moments before.
"Fuck, that was good!" he groaned, his voice muffled by the pillow beneath him. "You have really improved your stamina. Have you been working out or is it those boxing lessons?" He shifted slightly with a teasing edge to his voice. "But you should have knotted me... that would've made it perfect!"
He pressed his face pressed further into the feather pillow whose black satin covers were already damp with his sweat and drool.
Behind him, the alpha sighed heavily while pulling out of him before discarding the condom filled with his release and tossing it into the trash.
"Don't forget to take care of that!" he muttered.
The omega who was still basking in the afterglow of the pleasure remained blissfully unbothered by his request
"Jungkook, I'm talking to you!" He reminded again , a bit more sternly this time.
Jungkook finally turned onto his back, lifting himself up on his elbows.
"Yes, Yoongi hyung, I'm listening!" He batted his eyelashes prettily, trying to coax the annoyance out of the alpha. He knew Yoongi was different—softer, more nurturing, even smaller in build compared to regular alphas. Even his scent of blood oranges were unusual for an alpha. Yoongi was gentle, unlike Jungkook's father or brothers, whose overwhelming alpha scents reeked of dominance and authority. They were intimidating, while Yoongi was kind, yielding, and gentle—traits Jungkook loved about him.
Yoongi slowly cleaned himself up in the attached bathroom, then returned to the room with a damp washcloth. He sat beside Jungkook on the bed, eyes narrowing slightly.
"Now, tell me...why did you call me so suddenly? Your heat's not happening anytime soon!!"
"Why?" Jungkook rolled his eyes, still lounging on the mattress. "Can't I just crave sex? Heat's not the only reason, Yoongi. I was just horny."
Yoongi sighed, starting to wipe Jungkook clean.
"Yeah!! I understood that...you were all over me the moment I walked in..Didn't even give time to let my thoughts catch up. But , You do realize if your brothers find out, they'll kill me. Right? Not you—just me!!! Because they fucking need you, but I'm ...disposable!!"
"Pfft!!" Jungkook scoffed, pushing back his long black hair away from his forehead with a lazy smile. "Always so dramatic, hyung."
"Seriously, Kook!!" Yoongi warned "You know they are looking for an alpha for you. You are getting a mate soon...And knowing your parents and brothers, they'll end up choosing some traditional, arrogant alpha. Then what? When they find out you are not their 'pure' omega...what then?" He paused, his eyes softening. "I'm scared for you."
Jungkook laughed, hearing the alpha's concern. "Pure? What century is this, the stone age? And don't worry, I would never say your name."
"I know you wouldn't!!" Yoongi sighed, rubbing his temple. "It's not that...I'm just... worried!!! I mean, maybe I shouldn't have slept with you in the first place."
Jungkook grinned, his eyes twinkling with mischief. "Oh, please. You were really resilient, but I knew you would give in eventually . You are just an alpha, after all." He winked at Yoongi.
Yoongi shook his head "You should have found an alpha instead of rebelling like this. Your brothers would have loved that. Now... if they find out you are not a virgin, I just hope they don't turn the world upside down."
"How?" Jungkook snapped, propping himself up slightly. "They have kept me locked up here just to trade me off. I wasn't even allowed to go out alone—one of those five or that old beta hag follows me everywhere. Literally everywhere!!"
His frustration simmered beneath his words as he looked outside the window,eyes getting fixated on the rain pouring down outside
"How do you think I could have found an alpha like this? I was dying there, alone in that den... my heats were intense..It lasted weeks sometimes. That's why you ended up helping me! All this circus was in the name of keeping me 'pure'. You know all that."
Yoongi nodded softly in agreement.
"Why do you think I hate being an omega in this damn family? Every single day, I wish I could wake up and change into a beta or something. I would have got a bit more respect like that...But no! I'm the only one ...the only fucking omega in a family drowning in debt, so of course, I became their pawn... their scapegoat. And even if I met an alpha, it wouldn't be enough, right? He'd have to be rich and perfect to save us." Jungkook's voice trembled with anger as he recalled the struggles he had faced over the last 22 years. There was nothing inherently wrong with being an omega in this modern world, but being one in a traditional family was hell. And Jungkook understood every bit of that hell he had been raised in.
"Do you regret us?" Yoongi asked quietly.
"No!" Jungkook replied quickly, frowning . "We are friends. With benefits, sure, but... I don't know how I would survive without you. You are my only friend, Yoongi. You keep me sane!! It's a miracle my brothers even let you come here without supervision." he said sniffling
"That's because Taemin thinks of me as his best friend." Yoongi sighed. "He allowed me here because I was tutoring you... and we have definitely broken that trust." He smiled bitterly. "We have crossed so many lines."
"So...do you regret it?"
"I wasn't much smarter back then... and even now, I don't fully regret helping you through your heats. But this... it can't happen again." He said pointing at Jungkook's naked body
"Okay... but I still don't need an alpha!!" Jungkook muttered stubbornly.
Yoongi sighed heavily. "And I'm not planning on doing this forever, Kook. I'd like to keep my head on my shoulders. Last time, that maid almost caught me in your heat den. Imagine the chaos if one of your brothers found my scent and pheromones all over you."
Yoongi stood up, disposing the wash cloth in a hamper and grabbing an air freshener and spraying it around the room to mask the thick scent of sex and their mingled pheromones. As he did that he caught his reflection in the mirror in the room .He noticed the fresh red scratches and bite marks on his shoulders and back
"You mauled me again!!" he grumbled. "You are way too wild... I think need a shower to get all your scent off and this is gonna hurt."
Jungkook grinned lazily. "You act like you don't enjoy it... sorry if I came a little too hard and scratched you."
"Yeah, yeah, it's great!!" Yoongi admitted , shaking his head, "You are perfect in bed...but it's not worth getting killed for...because unlike you, I dream of having a mate and pups!! " He began gathering his clothes. "I'm taking a shower and heading out..no more booty calls until your heat. I have already had to make up way too many excuses just to be here."
Jungkook rolled his eyes. "Understandable."
"Now, spread out your books and make it look like we were working on your thesis. And change the sheets yourself...don't give them to the maids..be careful ." He said before going into the bathroom.
Jungkook reached for his pants, still sprawled out on the bed. "Yeah, yeah!!"
—-
"Yoongi, hey! What are you doing here?"
The strong scent of leather filled Yoongi's nostrils suddenly and Youngseok, the eldest Jeon brother and Jungkook's oldest sibling appeared at the doorway followed closely by his omega, Seul. The omega's forehead creased as soon as she laid her eyes on the smaller alpha.Yoongi had been just about to reach for the front door, hoping to escape without facing anyone. He had showered and tried to keep his nerves in check, not to be too obvious but he knew his clothes still carried the lingering scent of cherry blossoms from the omega.
"Seul, you didn't mention he was here!!"Youngseok said, raising an eyebrow at his wife.
Yoongi's heart raced at the sight of them. He was Jungkook's fifth brother, Taemin's roommate from university . While Taemin was studying business, Yoongi was pursuing literature and they had become best friends. When the youngest Jeon expressed interest in learning literature, it was Taemin who insisted Yoongi help him. But despite being an alpha himself , the Jeon brothers always intimidated him...especially the older three, who were considerably older, bigger and more imposing than any alpha's he had seen . The genes in the Jeon family was strong and even though Jungkook was tall and well built.. he seemed like a kid in comparison to his brothers. Their intimidating presence only heightened Yoongi's anxiety...especially since he knew he was messing with their most prized possession.
"Oh, Hyung... I didn't know you were home. I was helping Jungkook with his thesis!!" Yoongi replied, forcing a casual tone. "I informed Taemin and I saw Joonwoo-hyung on my way here too. Seul-ssi didn't see me come in!!" he explained.
"Oh, okay! But we trust you...no need to be scared" the older alpha said with a warm smile sensing Yoongi's scent turning nervous . However, his eyes narrowed slightly as he took in his brother's scent from Yoongi "But you really reek of him. How long did you study?"
Yoongi chuckled, trying to mask his nervousness. "A while... The exam date is coming up and I found some reference books he wanted for his thesis" he said, attempting to sound nonchalant.
"That's great!!"Youngseok replied, nodding approvingly.
"Okay, I should get going. I have to meet someone..." Yoongi turned toward the door, eager to leave, but just then, Joonwoo, the third brother walked in with a smile.
"Leaving already?" he asked Yoongi
"Yeah!!" Yoongi said, trying to keep his voice steady and he quickly headed out without waiting for a response.
As soon as Yoongi stepped out the door, Youngseok turned to Joonwoo, his expression growing serious. "I understand we trust him, but we need to keep a close eye on how often he visits Jungkook. We can't afford to have his scent all over him."
Joonwoo frowned. "But it's his education, Hyung! We won't let him do regular classes...Yoongi is helping him. You know how stressed Jungkook has been with his thesis. He deserves support."
The older alpha shook his head , his expression turning more dark "This isn't about academics. Especially now...Jungkook needs to be as presentable and pure as possible. If one of the families we have sent proposals to comes for a visit, it could jeopardize everything. They are very particular about these things and some might even drop by unannounced.He can't possibly smell like some random alpha"
"But it's not fair to restrict him like that!!" Joonwoo countered, frustration creeping into his voice.
"The thesis can go to hell!" Youngseok snapped, his eyes flashing with anger. "It's not just about his degree!! it's about saving us. Jungkook is the one keeping our future alive and we can't take any risks. I'm letting him see Yoongi now because he won't stop whining about his studies and some of these families actually prefer educated mates for their children. We need to make a good impression... but that doesn't mean we can just be careless!"
Joonwoo sighed, running a hand through his hair. "I get that..!! I ll ask Taemin to talk to yoongi"
Youngseok's expression softened for a moment, his voice dropped as he sat down on the couch nearby. "Now let's pray Alpha Kim even considers us. If he does, we'll be saved from this misery forever. We can finally clear our debts and start fresh. Our parents can sleep in peace and our pups can have a future, one that doesn't involve living in fear or poverty."
—-
In another corner of the country
"Talk to him!" Jin said, slamming an envelope onto the alpha's desk. "He sent you a letter! Because you are too stubborn to pick up his calls!" The beta glared at him angrily
The alpha glanced at the envelope briefly before setting it aside without opening it. He stood up and walked towards the walk-in closet in his room, ignoring Jin entirely.
"Where are you going?" Jin rolled his eyes, exasperated.
"I have a party to attend"
"Namjoon, Tae is not a criminal. You need to stop being so dramatic!!" Jin insisted, following Namjoon into the closet. Arguments about Taehyung were nothing new between the two. Kim Taehyung—the omega in question,was Namjoon's only living family besides Jin. Jin is his cousin who had taken on the role of pack beta after Namjoon's parents passed away and he had always felt the need to look after both of them, even when Namjoon made it difficult for him to do so.
"He just married someone he loves. It's been years—"
"Love? It's not about love!!" Namjoon cut in, his voice laced with irritation. "It's because he specifically married an alpha who thinks packs are demeaning and pointless, against my wishes..An alpha who advocates for single omegas, for omegas having pups without mating. He supports the controversial mating mark removal study!! And that man thinks I'm deranged!!" He said with big eyes .
It was about four years ago that Namjoon's brother returned home from his lab with a mating mark on his neck, claimed by an alpha who was wrong for him in every way. Since that day, Namjoon's life had changed completely. He lost his family and a lot of his sanity that day. He became more withdrawn and controlled, shutting down emotionally as the sense of loss took over his life.
"Well, he is not entirely wrong!!" Jin retorted sharply. "You are being irrational about this."
Namjoon emerged from the closet holding a black shirt "Hyung, they don't even have a child yet."
"And why is that any of your concern?" Jin shot back, crossing his arms. He knew this fight was inevitable at this point "He is your brother. Whether he has a child or not is his and Hoseok's decision. Times have changed, Joon. You need to change too. Having pups isn't the only purpose of a relationship. And what exactly is your problem with Hoseok? He is good for Taehyung..they are happy together. What did Hoseok ever do wrong? Advocating for omegas to have a choice!! You really think it's fair to force omegas to stay with terrible alphas just for tradition's sake? Most packs fell apart because of how poorly they treated their omegas. You can't keep clinging to these outdated beliefs."
Namjoon paused, his brow furrowing. "But it's tradition. Families need stability. A child deserves a two parents, not to be raised in a broken home..."
"Stability? Or suffocation?" Jin countered, his voice rising. "You can't force people into those roles. The world is evolving, and you need to see that. Just because things were a certain way before doesn't mean they should stay that way."
Namjoon shook his head in frustration. "I'm not against progress...I made sure he had the best education. He got the job he wanted. I never restricted him from all that. I have accepted the changes, but an omega's role, especially in a family like ours, is still to nurture and continue the bloodline too. Our packs hold so much history...and now they are on the verge of disappearing from the face of earth..And he just went ahead and declared he didn't want kids "
"Who says that?" Jin challenged, his eyes narrowing." Omegas are amazing creatures!!" Jin replied, raising his voice. "Look at your brother! He is the smartest, kindest person I know. Omegas are so much more than just being mates or parents. Your brother is brilliant , beautiful and he is making real contributions to society. He is a medical researcher, for goodness sake. His name is on countless research papers and groundbreaking drugs that save lives. You really think his worth is diminished because he doesn't have a pup? Hoseok is an incredible alpha. He is in the news almost every day for his contributions . Unlike you, he is actually doing something meaningful with his influence."
Namjoon sighed, running a hand through his hair. "I get that, but it's hard to let go of what we were taught. It feels like everything is changing too fast. And no, hyung, I can never accept Hoseok! Not when he disrespects everything I believe in and stands against everything I grew up valuing. My brother knew exactly how much those beliefs meant to me, yet he chose Hoseok over our family. So, as far as I'm concerned, it's over between us."
"Then maybe it's time you caught up,!!" Jin said, softer now but firm. "Your views are just outright stupid!!. Open your mind, Namjoon. You might be surprised at what you find."
"Hyung, he is not a pack member anymore!!"Namjoon said , as he slowly took of the Tshirt he was wearing and put on the shirt he had in his hands "He can live the way he wants. But I will only move the way my father taught me! I will uphold our values until the end. Our pack is still traditional. He married someone he liked...someone who's not part of any packs. Someone whose lineage is ...questionable!!! That was his choice. Did I ever harass him for that?"
"You don't talk to him! You kicked him out of our pack and told him to never visit you!" Jin's voice cracked with a mix of sadness and frustration . "He is your only family, Joon!"
"He is married now!!" Namjoon replied, his tone colder now. "Whatever situation Hoseok is in, that's his pack now—his family. Omegas join their alpha's family after getting mated and that's how it works."
Jin huffed in frustration. This argument had played out countless times..but it never got easier. "You know exactly what I mean! He is our baby! I raised him after your parents died, while you drowned yourself in being the perfect pack leader. And believe me, I want to kick your ass right now for taking him away from me, but I love you too much to do it."
Namjoon's expression remained unchanged by the beta's pain . "You are my blood too and that's enough. Now, I will find a mate from an elite pack...someone who understands the importance of tradition. Someone who can give me heirs...a future pack alpha."
Jin stared at him with disbelief etched on his face. "He or she will give us our heirs... pups and that will be your family? Is that enough for you?"
"Yes!!" Namjoon replied firmly "That's enough."
Jin gulped down, trying to keep his anger in check "Mating is called mating for a reason!" He said, trying to break through the alpha's stubborn mindset. "It's about forming a bond, Namjoon. Love should be the priority..you should love your mate."
Namjoon looked at Jin "You prioritized love once and what happened?"
"My omega died!" Jin shot back with a pained expression, the old heartache that was buried inside him suddenly resurfacing. "Jimin was with me because we loved each other, it was not just to continue a bloodline! And what happened was just bad luck...it could happen to anyone and you know it. But you, Namjoon, need a wake-up call. And maybe this kid will be the one to give it to you."
"Kid?" Namjoon frowned "What are you talking about?"
"You got a mating proposal. An omega!!" Jin continued, crossing his arms as he leaned against the doorframe. "But you didn't even tell me you were ready to get mated."
"I wasn't!" Namjoon snapped. "I wanted another year to sort out the pack border conflicts and the company expansion before considering it. But who is this omega?" His curiosity was piqued
"Jeon Jungkook!!" Jin said, "From the Nightfall Pack."
"What? That pack is dissolved now!" Namjoon exclaimed, shaking his head in confusion. " So...Jeon as in Jeon Chungae, the ex pharmaceutical business tycoon, the old pack alpha's son?"
"Yes, exactly!!" Jin nodded.
"But I thought he only had sons!!" Namjoon frowned, piecing things together.
"Yes, six of them , and this one's the only omega," Jin clarified, a hint of sympathy for the young omega seeping into his tone." They have been keeping him I guess...he is still young!! Home-schooled ..they say he is attending university online too. He is probably been raised to be obedient..living between all those alphas.. They have probably conditioned him to be traded off to alphas like you. Poor kid."
Jin picked up a photograph he had received and held it out. "Do you want to see his picture?"
Namjoon shook his head"No. It doesn't matter how he looks. If they agree, inform them I'm interested in a marriage proposal!!"
"Seriously?" Jin exclaimed, disbelief evident in his voice. "You are serious about this? Just like that?"
"Yes, seriously!!" Namjoon nodded as he continued picking out the rest of his suit and accessories.
"Hyung, the Jeons are not just any family. They are an old elite pack!!" Namjoon reminded him. "Their ancestors are from the great royal family of East and even after their pack dissolved, they are still very focused on keeping the bloodline pure. Mr. Jeon has always been an advocate for maintaining traditions. His omega is also from an old wealthy southern aristocrat family...The fact that no one even knew about this omega son proves that he is been raised with those impeccable values. It's a perfect match!! "
Jin sighed in annoyance "Excellent!! Because that's the very reason you want to have a mate—bloodlines." He shook his head in disbelief "Another thing is, they might want some financial assistance. It's not going to be free, you know."
"I understand!! " Namjoon replied, his brow furrowing in thought. "I know Jeon Pharma is in debt. They might be using this omega to help themselves out of it..they know how valuable people like them are right now. So If they have an omega who suits me, I don't mind helping. I have an idea of their debt..and it's manageable. It's nothing we can't handle."
Jin pushed himself off the doorframe "This is not a bussiness merger...It's the rest of your life!! this is not a joke. There are other lives at stake and this omega's future will depend on the choices you make. Are you really ready to be someone's alpha? To take care of someone..!!" He asked, doubtfully
Namjoon just nodded in response " Please do call the family today and inform them about our interest "
He said and walked away to finish getting ready for the event.
As he walked away, Jin glanced down at the picture in his hand, sighing heavily. A weight seemed to settle on his shoulders as he thought about the fate of the doe-eyed omega who had yet to find his place in the world..and all he could do was to wish for the best for all parties .
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"What do you mean?" Jungkook's voice trembled..his eyes brimming with tears as he stood before his entire family. His brothers, who all looked excited and eager made his heart sink even further. He knew the call they had just received was going to decide his future...without his say of course!
"It means..." Hyunsik, his second brother said with a smile, "we found an alpha for you, pup. They are coming this weekend to meet you. It's a really good match, so you better look your best and be ready to meet him." he instructed
Jungkook felt his heart drop even further. "Who?" he whispered, his voice barely holding together.
"You don't need to know all that!!" Yongseok, the eldest, replied sharply, brushing off his question like it didn't matter. "You just focus on making a good impression..we will take care of the rest."
Jungkook's chest tightened hearing him and the disbelief quickly turned into anger. He looked around at his family, seeing how none of them seemed to care about his feelings. They were all eager to send him away like it was nothing.
" This is insane!" he cried. "You are just going to hand me over to some random alpha without even asking me? Don't I at least deserve to know his name or something about him?" His eyes drifted toward Junwoo and his mate, Hajoon..who had always been kind to him, unlike the stricter older omegas in the family.
"This isn't about what you want!!"Jaehyun, his fourth brother cut in coldly "This is about the family's future. You know how hard we have all been working to keep things afloat. We are running out of options .Things are getting bad, and this alpha... he is our best chance, Jungkook. This alpha can do more for us than anyone else can. We have already made the decision. If he agrees ,you are getting mated soon!"
Jungkook's heart clenched at Jaehyun's words. The weight of the reality hit him hard...it didn't matter how he felt..his future was already decided.
"You can't just treat me like... like I'm some object you can trade for money!!" Jungkook protested.
"Jungkook!" Hyunsik barked, silencing him momentarily.
"Hyung, please!" Jungkook's voice cracked with desperation. "I'm your brother! An omega, yes, but still your blood... don't any of you love me? Or was I raised just to be sold off for money?" His eyes burned with unshed tears and his voice shaking as he tried to make sense of the betrayal.
Hyunsik let out a low growl, anger flashing across his face, but Yongseok quickly put a hand on his shoulder urging him to calm down.
"Listen to me, pup!!" Youngseok said calmly, but his voice was hard and sharp. "We do love you. That's exactly why we have gone to such lengths to find a good alpha for you. He is from a respected pack, a leader..young and powerful. Do you have any idea what this could do for us? For our business? Don't you want to see Appa and Eomma living comfortably again? Your brothers and their families, all of us, finally able to rest without worrying about tomorrow? This isn't about saving the company..it's about closing the debt and moving on!"
Jungkook's hands trembled, his frustration boiling over. "But... you can't do this to me! I'm not your scapegoat! How is it fair that all of you got to choose your mates and I don't and I haven't even completed my studies yet!! " He turned to his father, his voice softening ...almost pleading. "Appa... say something, please."
His father, Jeon Woosung sat quietly in the corner..his eyes fixed on the floor. He was once a very powerful figure in society , but now he looked tired and worn. The lines on his face were deeper..etched by the stress of their failing life and the burden of caring for his sick mate. He didn't understand what his father was feeling...is he guilty? Was it regret over the choices that led to this point? Did he blame himself for their family's troubles? The questions swirled in Jungkook's mind, but he didn't dare to voice them
His heart broke at the sight of his silence . He sniffled and glanced at Taemin, he was the closest brother in age, they should have been more close naturally but their relationship was extremely distant. He had forgotten the last time they had talked . And as expected, Taemin said nothing..he remained unbothered by the whole situation
Finally, Jungkook's eyes landed on the smaller alpha silently standing behind Taemin, the only good thing that he got out of him...someone he knew wasn't part of this mess.
Yoongi had always been kind to him,, but now, could he really help? "Yoongi..." Jungkook's voice trembled . "Please, say something..."
Yoongi hadn't meant to get caught up in the family drama. He had only come over to see Taemin, but the unexpected phone call from the Kim family's beta had changed everything. As he stood in the room listening to everything, Jungkook's desperate plea for help sent a sharp pang of guilt through him.
"Did you just call him by name?" Jaehyun suddenly snapped, glaring at Jungkook. The air in the room grew thick with tension and silence settled around so quickly...nonone dared to speak a word and the only sound they could hear was the faint creak of the old chandelier swaying in the wind
Jungkook's eyes widened in realization...he had made a mistake. The name had slipped out of his mouth so naturally. He had addressed an older alpha without honorifics, just like when they were alone. He gulped nervously..the way his brothers were looking, it scared him to the core!
Yoongi quickly raised his hand, trying to diffuse the situation. "It's fine. Really... It was just a slip." He knew his brothers are set in their ways, wanting to follow every silly old traditions.
But to Yoongi's surprise it was Taemin who spoke next "No, it's not fine Yoongi ! Don't let him get away with it!!! You all have coddled him too much, and now look! He has turned disrespectful! " he said looking at his brothers " Here we are, trying to save the family and all he cares about is acting like a spoiled brat! Ypu should always respect alphas!! Don't you know that...You are getting married!! You should keep these things in mind !! Apologize to Yoongi, now...Jungkook!" Taemin barked, his voice cutting through the air
Jungkook's fists clenched, humiliation burning in his chest. He felt like nothing...like he had no voice, no worth. His throat tightened and with a trembling, broken voice he muttered "Sorry... Yoongi hyung."
Yoongi's heart sank at how utterly defeated Jungkook sounded. The way he said it...with full of hurt and shame it broke something inside him. He had never treated Jungkook like this, never thought he should be spoken to like he was less than anyone else. He knew Jungkook didn't deserve to be treated like this, atleast not in front of everyone..
"Jungkook, go to your room this instant !" Yongseok commanded his brother
And that was it...Jungkook couldn't hold back anymore. Tears spilled down his cheeks and without another word, he turned and ran upstairs, his sobs echoing faintly behind him.
They heard a door slam shut somewhere upstairs , Yoongi stood awkwardly in the now quiet room, glancing at the alphas. After a moment, he spoke up. "Can I just... go talk to him? If that's okay?" His voice was gentle, but his need to comfort Jungkook was strong. He had seen firsthand , the loneliness and disparity Jungkook had endured in this house and he knew better than anyone how he must be feeling right now.
Yongseok nodded "Go ahead!!" the older alpha said, sighing. "He values your opinion. Knock some sense into that pup, will you, Yoongi? And keep this news a secret..dont tell him about alpha Kim..news like this getting out could ruin everything."
Yoongi nodded slightly and made his way upstairs, guilt creeping at him with each step. He knew what they were planning wasn't right and he needed to make sure Jungkook was okay, even if he couldn't fix everything.
As soon as yoongi disappeared out of sight Jaehyun sighed "Taemin's right!! He is so bratty, I'm scared Alpha Kim will hate everything about him..." he said, running a hand through his hair in frustration.
"He talks too much!!" Taemin muttered under his breath. "What if he says something to Mr Kim and ruins everything?"
"He won't disobey us, Tae... he knows better!!"Youngseok responded confidently, though his gaze flickered briefly to the others in the room, showing a hint of uncertainty.
The alpha's mates..Seul, Haeun and Hajoon stood there ,quietly observing the conversation. Hajoon especially could feel the heaviness in his heart as he understood the gravity of the situation ..he felt bad for Jungkook . Even though his fate is already decided he still felt that they are being way too unreasonable towards the young omega . But he know none of the omegas , including the eldest, Seul aren't allowed to speak on the matter in front of the alpha's .
Youngseok slowly turned to the group "Now, all of you... make sure everything and everybody is perfect for the meeting. " his tone was firm and authoritative. " Jae, ask Aeri to be here too. I want all the omegas to be present. I know you aren't mated yet, but I still want her involved. We need everyone on their best behavior..understand!!"
The brothers exchanged glances before bowing in acknowledgment .They knew this was their chance.. and all of them wanted nothing more than to end the misery they had been stuck in and return to a normal life and there was no room for error now.
—
Yoongi quietly entered the omega's room and was immediately hit by the lingering scent of burnt cherry blossoms in the air. His gaze softened when he saw Jungkook, curled up in a ball on the bed, his face buried deep in his pillows.He could hear Jungkook's soft sobs and it broke his heart
"Jungkook..." Yoongi sighed, his voice gentle as he watched the younger omega sobbing into the pilows
Jungkook sniffled and he slowly lifted his head to look at Yoongi. His tear streaked cheeks and red, swollen eyes made it clear he had been really crying for a while.
"Are you okay?" Yoongi asked softly, even though the answer was obvious.
Jungkook shook his head, wiping at his face with trembling hands..trying to get rid of the evidence of his tears. Yoongi moved forward, ruffling the omega's hair with a sad smile.
"I told you this was going to happen!!" Yoongi said remembering the concert they had just few days ago and he didn't think they would end up in this situation this fast
Jungkook sat up straighter and looked the alpha "Can I just say it? That I'm in love with you?"he blurted out
The words hung in the air between them. Yoongi looked at him with surprise flickering in his eyes before he gave a sad...knowing smile.
"Sure... you can say it!! But do you really want to see me get murdered?" He let out a small, forced laugh, though there was no humor in it. "Your brothers would tear me apart and let's just admit it...they are terrifying. I am an alpha too but they all scares the shit out of me.But if you really want me to, I'll say it... but Kook, do you want to be my mate?"
Jungkook blinked through his tear filled lashes, shaking his head slightly. "No... no, I don't. But... you are better than whoever they'll choose for me," he admitted, his voice cracking. "But it's fine. I want you to live a good life too. To fall in love with someone else... not be stuck with me and the monsters downstairs!!" He sniffled
Yoongi's chest tightened at Jungkook's words. "You deserve all that too, Kook. You deserve everything good!!" he said softly, his expression softening
Jungkook laughed bitterly, wrapping his arms around his knees and pressing them tightly to his chest. "And it's never going to happen to me. I already know... it'll be some stupid alpha who just wants me to breed pups every heat. Or worse, someone who only sees me as a hole to put their dick in!!" he spat, his voice laced with frustration and resignation.
Yoongi's heart sank hearing him talk like that. He wanted to say something that would take away the hurt, but all he could do was offer a sad smile. "Hey... don't talk like that. I wish I could change things, Kook. If I had the power, I would do anything. I would even mate with you, if it mean you would be happy!!" he admitted quietly , he paused before continuing "But we both know what would happen if I did. They will kill me. You know that. And even if they didn't...our lives would be hell. Even my so called best friend would turn on us.I wish I could protect you from all of this!!" he whispered "But I'll always be here for you, no matter what. That, I can promise." Yoongi said
Jungkook nodded and leaned forward closing the space between them. He wrapped his arms around Yoongi's waist pulling him into a tight embrace, clinging to him like a bear. Yoongi smiled and ran his hands through his hair lovingly
"And , you never know, this guy could actually be nice! Look at your Junwoo hyung...he is a good alpha right!! He loves and respects Hajoon hyung so much..Maybe this is your ticket to get out of this madhouse. I really do think anywhere else would be better for you!!" Yoongi said, trying to lift Jungkook's spirits with a small smile.
"But what if it's worse, hyung?" Jungkook's voice trembled with uncertainty. "I have heard of families with even worse standards... Do you know who this alpha is? Please tell me! Maybe we can find out something about him." He asked eagerly
Yoongi hesitated at first remembering Youngseok's words to keep it a secret, he was about to respond when the door to the room flew open with a bang.
"Don't - touch him! Move away!!" Seul stormed into the room, her eyes blazing with fury.
Jungkook quickly moved away from the alpha "We were just hugging, noona! We are friends!" Jungkook defended, sitting up straighter.. his heart was racing inside..but he tried to sound more confident than he originally felt. He knew Seul was as scary as his hyungs. She always had a way of making him feel small. She never looked at him with kindness and was always ready to criticize him for one thing or another.' Stupid unruly Pup' she used to call him!!
"You reek of him... always! You shouldn't be letting anyone touch you, especially an unmated alpha!" Seul accused, her southern accent thick with disdain as she glared at Yoongi. "You are no good for him! Now move away..I need to speak to him!!" she commanded
Yoongi's eyes narrowed as he met her gaze. His alpha instincts flared up suddenly, and for once, he didn't back down. "Seul-ssi... I'm an alpha!!" he said firmly, his voice was low and authoritative..the alpha voice he rarely used . "Keep that in mind when you are ordering me around."
Seul immediately dropped her head, instinctively falling into a submissive stance, though her eyes still burned with defiance.
"You don't tell me what to do!! . Your alpha has given me permission to be here...now don't make me go tell him that you were disrespectful to me. You saw what happened to Jungkook!! You don't want a repeat of that!! Do you?!" He threatened
Seul stayed silent under the alpha's gaze
Yoongi smiled and turned to Jungkook. He leaned down and kissed the younger omega's cheek. "I'll call you later, Jungkook. Don't worry, everything's going to be fine!!" he whispered gently, hoping to ease some of the tension and reassure him before leaving.
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A week later
Namjoon sat quietly in the passenger seat of his car, looking out the window as the dark green trees sped by. His long silver hair flowing beautifully in the wind outside ...The towering trees reminded him of a scene from a storybook his appa used to read to him.
" Standing tall like sentinels..." he whispered the lines as he kept staring at them with awe
The forests were a world away from the city where he had grown up, and the sight always amazed him. The chilly air, brought in by the nearby river, felt sharp and refreshing against his skin, but it didn't ease the tight knot of anxiety in his stomach. It was unusual for him to feel that way..He took a deep breath in, trying to calm himself. Today marks a big step in his life...one he had been preparing for since he was a child. He could still hear the teachings from his Father and Appa echoing in his mind:
"The pack leader must be an example for others. You are destined to carry on the bloodline of your pack."
He placed a hand over his heart, whispering to himself
"It's my duty..."
Those words somehow felt heavy today, like a weight pressing down on his chest. The expectations...the duties...they were all really suffocating him . But, Namjoon didn't want to fail. He couldn't afford to disappoint the ancestors who had laid the foundation for his pack...who had entrusted him with this role. He knew he was far from perfect as a leader. He had made so many mistakes along the way. But this!!! this was different. This omega would become part of the future of his pack, part of something bigger than both of them and he needed to get it right.
Everything had to be perfect!!
"We should have brought more family. An omega, at least...it's the norm you know !!" Jin said, driving with his eyes focused on the road. "The Jeons are a big family... and here we are, just two of us."
Namjoon didn't bother to look at his cousin, he knew Jin was salty for not bringing Taheyung along for such an important matter
"The omega we had isn't part of our family anymore!" Namjoon replied, his voice didn't waver...but it was tinged with some sort of bitterness. "Anyone who knows what happened won't question why we came alone. I'm sure of that. And I'm pretty sure the Jeon's are not looking for the size of my family or the number of omegas we brought, right now...all they want is money!! And we happen to have a lot of it!!" He brushed his hair back and rolled his head back to the seat, looking ahead of the road in front of them
Jin sighed and rolled his eyes but decided not to push the subject further . "Ok..Be nice to him, okay? He is just a kid. Just don't scare him!!" He warned, glancing at Namjoon for a second . He could sense that the alpha was unusually stressed that day .Namjoon was not great with dealing omegas and Jin didn't want him to overwhelm this one....especially not on the first time they meet.
"I'm polite to people, hyung!! "Namjoon said defensively, even if he knew that wasn't entirely true.
"You know what I mean!!" Jin said glancing at him "Don't be so... I don't know...Kim Namjoon all the time. Be Joon!! Be sweet...Remember, you have to show some warmth to your mate. If everything goes well, you need to make him feel safe. He is supposed to be our luna..He needs to be fully comfortable with us .It doesn't work any other way.!! Don't make the kid feel like he is jumping into a fire pit!" Jin sighed, worried that Namjoon's intensity might scare the younger omega.
"Look, I get it. You have had to keep a certain image your whole life but being warm and kind is important too. Don't forget that." He continued
Namjoon turned his head, giving his brother a quick glance before looking back at the scenery outside . He knew Jin was right, but the idea of letting his guard down felt strange...almost foreign. He had been forced into the role of alpha and pack leader at 16 and since then, he had built walls around his feelings.
Vulnerability wasn't something he was used to. Every decision he made felt like it carried the weight of the whole pack. The pack systems had undergone tremendous transformation as years passed, he knew what's left of it was barely the skeleton of what the glorious pack once was...but he still felt like he needed to hold on to it..If he messed up, it wasn't just his failure...it reflected on his parents and everything they had worked hard for.
"I am who I am!! " Namjoon muttered, shrugging. "He will have to just deal with it..learn our ways!!" He said
Jin huffed and groaned in frustration. "God!! I hope that kid sets you straight."
They drove in silence after that, the tension still lingering between them as the forest slowly gave way to the large estate grounds where the future of the Stoneheart pack awaited.
Notes:
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Chapter Text
Jungkook sat in the chair in his room, staring at his reflection in the mirror while Aeri dabbed more powder onto his face for what felt like the hundredth time that day. His fingers nervously fidgeted in his lap as she worked, ensuring every detail was perfect.
"Make sure it looks natural! Not too much pink!!" Seul said as she carefully picked through the left over family heirlooms, selecting a few pieces of jewellery for him to wear . She selected a few rings and a pair of earrings and passed it to Aeri. She was focused...meticulous and was treating this day as if it were a grand event—a day that determined everything.
But for Jungkook, it was nothing but a nightmare.
"Yes, unnie" Aeri responded obediently, as she put the earrings on his ears
This was the day—the alpha his family had selected for him was coming to visit. And Jungkook hated this...getting all dolled up like he was some pretty object to be shown off. It wasn't about him..it was about presenting him to an alpha as if he were a commodity to be evaluated, bought and sold. He was nothing more than a product in their eyes, a well-dressed omega made to look desirable for whoever came next.
The thought made him feel sick, but what choice did he have?
Aeri dusted off the excess makeup from his face and stepped back, tilting his chin up to examine her work. She smiled. "I'm done... what do you think?" she asked Seul
Jungkook felt a sense of dread as Seul stepped forward to inspect him. She scanned him from head to toe "Hmm, perfect. He looks cleaned up! " she finally said with a nod of satisfaction. "Now you look like a proper omega !" she remarked, as if she were appraising a piece of furniture.
Jungkook felt bile rise in his throat at her words. Every time she treated him like a doll, like he had no feelings, his insides twisted with anger. But he kept silent, knowing it would do no good to argue.
"His outfit... is it ironed?" Seul asked, glancing around.
"Yes! Haeun unnie has it in her room. She did it this morning!!" Aeri replied.
"Good!" Seul said, turning on her heel. "You finish getting him ready and I'll go check the kitchen. I need to help Haeunnie." As she began to leave Jungkook reached for his phone on the dresser, hoping to steal a moment of distraction.
But Seul was faster...her sharp eyes catching the movement before his fingers could close around it. She grabbed it out of his hand. "No phones!" she snapped. "Just stay put... one day, just one day Jungkook, can't you be a good omega!" Her voice dripped with annoyance, as if his mere existence was a constant disappointment.
Jungkook clenched his fists, his frustration bubbling beneath the surface.
"Okay, I won't... but just give it back to me! I'm not a child, noona!" He protested, reaching out. But before Seul could respond, Hajoon stepped in and took the phone from her hand. "Ahh, I'll take care of that, noona!!" he said, gently placing it into his pocket. Jungkook felt a small wave of relief wash over him. He knew Hajoon would never go through his phone.
Seul gave Hajoon a sour look, clearly displeased by his actions."You both!! keep an eye on him!" she ordered in her thick accent , dismissing both Hajoon and Jungkook with a wave of her hand before going out of the room
"Yes, noona!" Aeri bowed before turning to Jungkook. "Don't mind her..she is just stressed about the whole thing!! I'll go grab your outfit. Stay here ,okay " She tapped his shoulder lightly before hurrying out of the room.
As Aeri's footsteps echoed down the hallway, Hajoon placed a comforting hand on Jungkook's shoulder. "You okay, Kook?" he asked quietly with concern
Jungkook shrugged, his eyes staring blankly at the floor. "Does it even matter? It's not like anyone cares how I feel."
Hajoon's face softened with a mix of sympathy and helplessness in his eyes. "Maybe... maybe this one's different..." he tried, though his words lacked conviction. "I got lucky when I was forced into a mating too... your brother is a nice alpha!! It wasn't as bad as I thought."
Jungkook's lips twisted into a sad, almost mocking smile. "I have stopped believing in luck a long time ago hyung!!" He whispered
Before Hajoon could respond, the low rumble of a car pulling into the driveway reached their ears. Jungkook's body went rigid immediately , his breath hitching as his eyes darted towards the window. He couldn't see the car yet, but the scent that wafted in on the breeze...earthy vetiver mingled with a hint of warm amber..it confirmed what he already feared.
The alpha had arrived!!
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Namjoon took a moment to gather his thoughts as he sat in the car, parked in the mansion's driveway. He wanted to approach this meeting with a sense of calm, but his racing heart made that a real challenge. Jin had already stepped out and was standing by the door and tapping lightly on the window, pulling Namjoon from his thoughts . He quickly opened the door and was welcomed by the refreshing scents of wet grass and damp soil, mingling with the gentle drizzle that fell around them .And then came the distinct aroma of cherry blossoms, intertwined with a subtle note of something he couldn't quite identify. The blend was oddly soothing..and it was gradually easing the anxiety that had coiled tightly in his chest
"Are you okay?" Jin asked, glancing at his younger brother, who seemed momentarily lost in thought.
"Yeah!!" Namjoon replied, his voice distant as he scanned the expansive forest surrounding the estate. "I was just taking it all in... It's really dense out here."
"Yes!!" Jin agreed, starting to walk down the long walkway toward the house, his footsteps echoing slightly on the damp ground. "We are at the very edge of forest .This forest used to be part of their old packlands. The estate's not in great shape, though... They don't have the money for upkeep.The younger Jeons work regular jobs just to keep things going. It's enough for them to live comfortably, but not enough to restore what they had before. The older ones are scrambling, trying to manage debts and keep their heads above water. So you know how this alliance with us is important for them."
Namjoon nodded as his eyes surveyed the surroundings. The mansion still had an old world charm ,but it was still showing the unmistakable signs of neglect.The rain continued to fall around them, somehow making the atmosphere more gloomy than it normally is
Suddenly, the front door to the house swung open and a tall, imposing alpha that resembled Namjoon stepped out, followed by another alpha. Jin observed the newcomer.. he noticed the similarities he possessed with his brother, yet somehow Namjoon exuded an aura that felt more intimidating. His alpha presence was overwhelming...even though he was young, he was a force that commanded respect from anyone who crossed his path. Thanks to the pristine lineage of his ancestors, who were the last known enigmas and omnia's of the world .
The older alpha stepped out into the rain, his features etched with worry. "Welcome, Mr. Kim!! " Youngseok greeted, his polite smile barely concealing the stress that hung over him like a dark cloud. "I apologize for not being here earlier to greet you." He said as he held an umbrella over Namjoon's head . Hyunsik who was standing behind followed the same gesture offering Jin an umbrella.
Jin returned the smile, shaking off the chill of the damp air. "It's alright,we understand."
Youngseok nodded, guiding them toward the main door. "I'm Youngseok, the eldest son. This is my brother, Hyungsik." He gestured toward his brother, who offered a quick nod of acknowledgment. "Please, come inside. Let's get you out of the rain. It's been pouring lately and the chill is setting in."
As they stepped into the house, Namjoon took in the interior. The walls, like the exterior were old, but the space still exuded a certain grandeur. It was evident that this house had once been a remarkable residence. Despite the signs of age and wear, warmth lingered in the air as if the home was determined to cling to its former glory.
While getting inside Namjoon's eyes caught the flicker of shadows at the end of the hall...likely the rest of the family who were waiting to greet them.
"Would you like some tea? We can sit and talk while we wait for everything to be ready!!" Youngseok offered, guiding them toward a sitting room where a fire crackled softly in the fireplace , casting a soft glow around the room.
Namjoon nodded, though his thoughts were still on the purpose of this visit,. As they sat, Youngseok's expression turned a bit more serious.
"Our father... he is not doing well these days. Since our mother became bedridden, he hasn't been himself. He rarely leaves his room." His voice softened with a hint of sadness. "But, if this meeting goes well, I'll arrange for him to be here to meet you. Is that alright?"
Namjoon leaned back slightly, nodding with a neutral expression. "It's fine. I understand. He's elderly and it's important that he rests. Do not worry Mr Jeon!!" He assured
Youngseok seemed relieved by Namjoon's response, though the stress in his face remained. The weight of the situation wasn't lost on any of them. There was more than just a potential bond at stake...it was the future of the family intertwined in Namjoon's decision and the choices he make today could change everything...for them and for the alpha himself.
The sound of a tray hitting the glass table in front of him broke his thoughts. He looked up to see an omega quietly placing drinks and some snacks before them. Youngseok gestured toward her with a proud smile. "That's Seul, my omega. She is from the south!!" he introduced with his voice full of warmth. Then he introduced his brother's and their partners that were present there as well. All omegas had a submissive posture..much to Jin's annoyance and he could understand why Namjoon jumped into the proposal without thinking twice "Please, help yourself. This is dragon lily tea, a specialty around here." The older alpha said as he poured hot water to the cup in front of them, where a delicate flower bloomed as the hot water touched it and causing a subtle fragrance to fill the room.
Namjoon gave a small nod, lifting the cup to his lips. The warmth of the tea spread through him, easing some of the tension in his muscles. It had a unique, earthy flavor and it felt comforting in the chilly weather they are in.
Jin felt awkward about the way Namjoon was silent . He quickly sipped on his tea and smiled. "Oh, this is great... I have never had it before. Really good for the weather." He commented, just to make a conversation before introducing himself properly. "I'm Jin, Namjoon's cousin. I take care of most of the pack affairs for him."
Youngseok's face lit up in recognition. "Oh, pleased to meet you, Jin! We spoke on the phone, right?"
"Yes!!" Jin nodded, shifting slightly in his seat.
"Honestly, we are so grateful that you even considered us, Alpha Kim. It's truly an honor to meet you!!" Youngseok continued...his tone was respectful but it still carried a hint of desperation. "We have heard so much about your parents from our father."
Namjoon nodded, keeping his expression calm and collected. "They were great leaders...just like my ancestors.They left me a legacy and now it's my responsibility to preserve it." His gaze sharpened slightly as he continued, "I trust your omega has been raised well."
"Absolutely!" Youngseok responded quickly. "We made sure of that. Jungkook has been prepared for this."
Jin rolled his eyes in annoyance as Namjoon began to speak the moment an 'interesting topic' came up. He didn't want the omega's brother to think of this as a business deal, so he cleared his throat to redirect the conversation. "So, he is still in college?" he asked, inviting the older alpha's attention.
"Yes, Jungkook is in his final year. He is studying literature!" Youngseok answered proudly. "He is very passionate about poetry and is currently working on his thesis."
Jin raised an eyebrow, clearly intrigued. "That's impressive. But... isn't there quite an age difference? Namjoon is 30 and Jungkook is 22. Also, why rush into this before his graduation?" He asked
Youngseok's polite smile faltered slightly, but his tone remained firm. "Yes, there's an age gap, but that doesn't matter. The alpha he mates with should be capable of giving him the protection and care he needs !! That's the only thing that matters...also he is of age... in his prime!! He should be mated now and education can continue after...This is about securing his and the family's future too"
Jin's eyes widened slightly "Of course, his clones exist!!" He muttered under his breath, thinking about how Youngseok also shared Namjoon's outdated belief that an omega's prime was solely based on their physical attributes and readiness for mating.
Namjoon smirked at Jin's comment, but his gaze never left Youngseok. "I like your philosophy, Mr. Jeon. People today tend to overcomplicate things, looking for who knows what in a partner. I believe, first and foremost, families should come together to ensure the bloodlines continue."
Youngseok's eyes lit up with approval. "I couldn't agree more, Mr. Kim. That's exactly what we believe." He nodded enthusiastically. "But our pup...sorry, I mean Jungkook—he is much younger than me, so I always refer to him that way. I assure you, he is well-behaved. Our omegas have made sure he is ready to start a family..they have taught him everything he needs to know along with getting him educated! So you don't need to worry about anything!" His tone was earnest and the pride he felt for Jungkook was evident in it.
Namjoon tried to keep his expression neutral, though he felt a flicker of curiosity about this younger omega.
"Shall we call him in for you to see?" Hyungsik suggested
Namjoon shook his head gently. "No, it's not necessary!!" he replied suddenly making the Jeon's family confused for a moment
"No...Yes, please!" Jin interjected, pulling Namjoon back with big eyes
"Don't act like a moron! You didn't come here just to see their home. Shut up and talk to him once and be nice!! Jin whispered, nudging Namjoon angrily as if trying to coax him into a more social stance. He then turned to Youngseok with a smile breaking across his face. "Please, call him! Namjoon is excited to meet him!!"
Namjoon merely shrugged and continued to taking another sip of his Tea. He couldn't care less. His gaze drifted around the room while he waited and landed on the massive bookshelf that lined one wall which were overflowing with books in various sizes and colors...some old and worn while others appeared new and vibrant.
"Oh, those are the books Jungkook loves. It's so obvious he studies literature..he collects them!!" Hyunwoo remarked, noticing Namjoon's interest. He gestured toward the shelves with a fondness in his voice. "He has a real passion for stories and poetry. You should see how he lights up when he talks about his favorite authors." He explained
Namjoon nodded, a small smile forming at the mention of books
As time passed ,Namjoon suddenly felt his senses heighten. He heard soft click of footsteps echoing down the hallway and then it hit him...once again...the familiar scent of cherry blossoms, delicate yet intoxicating. And this time, however there was something else...an undertone of vanilla that he missed on recognizing the first time. The combination was making him slightly dizzy and Namjoon felt his heart begin to race..his body reacting instinctively to the scent that filled the air.
Through the lace curtains, Namjoon caught sight of a silhouette approaching him. The figure was quite tall.. broad shoulders and strong legs..yet he possessed a small dainty waist..it was an impressive sight for an omega, who were typically petite and small. The figure paused briefly before stepping into the room, long..pinkish fingers gently parting the curtains. As the younger omega entered, Aeri quickly moved beside him, guiding him to stand a bit closer to the alphas.
Jungkook finally emerged into view with his head bowed low as he avoided eye contact with everyone . He wore a powder blue shirt that hugged his frame perfectly, contrasting beautifully with his dark, wavy hair that was neatly styled. His pink lips shivered slightly as he stood there focused on the floor. His hands were nervously fidgeting with the hem of his shirt. Namjoon's attention was immediately drawn to the younger omega's trembling form and the sweet scent of cherry blossoms that was pulling him closer like a magnet.
" This is our Jungkook, Mr Kim!!" Young seok introduced
Jungkook's heart skipped a beat as his brother addressed the alpha. Namjoon could sense the omega's anxiety as his scent began to shift ever so slightly. And something within Namjoon...his alpha instincts responded in kind. He felt the subtle change happening in Jungkook and his inner alpha howled in response...driven by an overwhelming need to protect the omega in front of him the distress he was in.
Without thinking, Namjoon stood from his seat, moving as if on instinct. His body felt hot and he felt an unfamiliar heat blossoming inside him overpowering all of his senses. As he approached the omega, he could hear it..the sound of Jungkook's heartbeat, loud and stressed , matching the pounding in his own chest.
"Joon..." Jin's voice was soft..like a gentle reminder of the others in the room, but Namjoon barely registered it.
Jungkook, on the other hand, was sweating despite the chill in the air. He still didn't dare to n look up. He could feel the alpha's presence looming over him like a shadow, the strong scent of vetiver mixed with amber enveloping him, almost suffocating in its intensity. He could sense the alpha's power which made his omega instincts stir.. this was unlike anything he had ever felt around other alphas. He felt vulnerable, exposed in a way he hadn't felt before. His hand brushed against his neck, instinctively touching the spot where his scent glands were located.
"Joon, what are you doing?" Jin asked again, concern now evident in his voice as he watched his brother move closer to the omega
"Mr. Kim!!" Youngseok called, his voice more formal trying to understand what Namjoon was doing. His brothers and the omegas matched the older alphas expression..nome of them could decipher what Namjoon was doing.
Namjoon raised his hand, gesturing for everyone to quiet down as he stepped in front of the omega. "Look at me!!" he whispered. His voice was calm yet commanding..a tone that only an alpha could wield with such ease.
Jungkook's breath hitched in his throat. The softness of Namjoon's voice was kind of unexpected but the authority behind it was unmistakable. All he could see were the polished leather shoes of the alpha, which felt like the only solid thing in the world that's spinning around him.
Namjoon took a deep breath in "Omega, look at me!" He repeated, this time more firmly.
With a shaky inhale, Jungkook slowly lifted his gaze..his heart pounding as he finally met Namjoon's eyes. The moment their eyes met, the world around them blurred..it was like time itself seemed to pause.The only sound they both could hear was their ragged breaths and their hearts beating in rhythm.
Namjoon's heart raced as he stared into Jungkook's wide, doe-like eyes. There was a vulnerability in them, laced with curiosity and fear which was stirring something primal within him. Jungkook's gaze felt like a black hole, drawing him in deeper...making his alpha instincts come to life with a fierce protectiveness.
Jungkook felt his pulse quicken as the intensity of the alpha's stare enveloped him. The alpha was captivating...gorgeous...more so than any Jungkook had ever encountered before. His dragonlike eyes seemed to burn through him and the sight of Namjoon's parted lips, his honey tinted skin glowing under the dim light, his unique silver locks...everything was almost too much to bear. His body reacted before his mind could process it and he could feel his irises shifting involuntarily and his fingers once again brushed against his neck...like a sign of submission..though he barely understood why he was doing it. Namjoon's breath hitched and an almost inaudible growl slipped from his throat.
Namjoon's hands twitched,..he had an insatiable urge to touch Jungkook's soft skin ..which was overwhelming him. He even reached out to him once..his long fingers hovering inches from the younger omega's cheek, all while their eyes still remain locked in a daze...but then he stopped himself. Something held him back and with a deep breath, he clenched his fists and stepped back, his mind overwhelmed with the emotions coursing through him. His jaw tightened as he forced himself to regain control. Namjoon turned away from him sharply..his breath growing heavy
Jungkook let out a loud shaky breath, his chest rising and falling rapidly as he tried to steady himself. His heart was racing and he felt as though it might burst. He could still feel the alpha's presence on his skin , even though Namjoon never touched him.
"Are you okay, Kookie?" Hajoon stepped forward, placing a hand on Jungkook's arm, his face etched with concern.
Jungkook's skin was on fire and his senses were spiraling out of control. Hajoon's eyes widened as he touched the young omega "God, he is burning up noona!!" He said looking at Haeun
Hyunsik's voice cut through the tension "What is happening?" His eyes scanned the room, trying make sense of what was happening .But everyone in the room was as confused as him.
Jungkook still felt the primal urge to expose his neck to Namjoon.. his instincts were pushing him into submission without fully understanding why. His hands clenched at his sides..as he fought the urge to give in. Haeun quickly moved beside him, wrapping an arm around his shoulders, she could feel the tremble in Jungkook's body..she made him sit on a chair that Hajoon bought and tried to rub soothing circles on his back
" Are you okay pup!!" She asked softly and Jungkook nodded as his eyes turned back normal and his breathing began to calm down slightly.
Namjoon, however was feeling the full impact of that energy. His heart was racing uncontrollably, his mind caught between the rationality of the situation and the raw primal desire to claim the omega in front of him. He closed his eyes and huffed, struggling to regain his self control.
Jin observed everything with a mix of confusion and growing concern. He could see the battle raging within Namjoon and his eyes flicked back to Jungkook, whose flushed cheeks and trembling form told a story of his own.
And then suddenly, breaking the heavy silence, Namjoon's voice was heard "We can do the ceremony in three weeks!" He said...more like a declaration.
The room stilled for a moment as the words sank in. Hyunsik blinked, trying to make sense of Namjoon's sudden decision..while Jin's eyebrows raised slightly in surprise. Hajoon who was still holding Jungkook, looked down at him in question and Jungkook felt his heart skip a beat. His pulse quickened and he could feel his omega rejoicing at the thought of mating with the alpha.
Youngseok looked at his brothers and then at Seul " Ahh..Three weeks?! Mr. Kim, we haven't even had a proper discussion yet... That's so soon! We need time to prepare..." he started, but his words trailed off
Jin noticed how Jungkook shrink further into himself. The young omega still couldn't meet anyone's gaze..his fingers were nervously loosening the fiddling with the end of his shirt as he was sitting down on the chair ..
Namjoon turned towards the others and his sharp gaze silenced everyone instantly. His dark eyes were burning like embers and there was an unmistakable aura around him . Jin's eyes widened as he grasped the reality of the moment, . He realised that he was witnessing something so profound..something he had only heard about in stories.
"Mr. Kim, your eyes..." Taemin, who had remained quiet until then, finally spoke surprised by the sudden shift in Namjoon's demeanor. But Namjoon ignored the comment, and he quickly settled back onto the couch
The older brothers looked taken aback by the sight in front of them, they both were speechless..they shared nervous glances at eachother
"I know you want your debts cleared!!" Namjoon said firmly, looking at the brothers. "And I will do that. I'll take care of it in my own way..in my own time.... The mating ceremony happens in three weeks, on the day of full moon and we will keep everything simple, just close family is enough. And you won't question me about anything because understand this ..there is nothing in this world that can stop me from mating my omega."
"Your omega?" Hyunwoo frowned in confusion
Namjoon's expression remained unchanged, and his gaze shifted back onto Jungkook "Yes, my omega!!" he repeated, confidently...with a possessiveness that was unmistakable.
Hyunwoo looked to his elder brothers, searching for understanding in their expressions. But both brothers and Seul seemed stunned into silence,as if they were frozen in time. Youngseok, especially, was at a complete loss for words
Jin licked his lips nervously, he understood the confusion among the family . So he decided to clear the air about what was happening "Ahh...them ...Joon and Jungkook..they are fated mates!! What you saw was him imprinting on the omega " He said softly with a sigh , looking at Hyunwoo and the pieces finally falling into place for the rest of the people in the room. The omegas exchanged uncertain glances, each unsure of what to make of the situation
Namjoon leaned back further, crossing his legs with an air of finality. "Yes! And as I told.. there is nothing that can stand between me and claiming what's mine...So from here what I says goes!!"
Jin sighed in defeat, hearing the alpha. He bit his lips nervously..This wasn't supposed to happen!!
The room remained heavy with silence. The brothers exchanged glances with worry etched on their faces. None of them had anticipated this turn of events. Their carefully laid plans, their hopes of negotiating some kind of control over the situation, had all crumbled the moment Namjoon staked his claim. They knew they had no power left in this situation..not against an alpha like Namjoon. Denying him his fated mate, someone chosen by the Moon Goddess herself, was impossible.
Jaehyun finally broke the silence for his brothers "We... we had no idea he was your mate, Mr. Kim. We wouldn't have arranged things like this if we had known."
Jungkook's heart was now pounding so hard in his chest it felt like it might burst. He felt like he had been hit by a truck. His mind was racing, trying to process the enormity of it all. He had sensed something unusual the moment he laid eyes on Namjoon..it was like an undeniable pull!! . But the idea of meeting a fated mate, something he had thought to be nearly impossible in this day and age, had never crossed his mind.
"Ok...let's...let's talk....about this Mr Kim " Youngseok broke his silence after a while . He then looked at Jungkook who was still sitting there, nervous " Take the pup inside, Hajoon. Make sure he is alright..make sure he drinks some cold water" He instructed the omega
Just as Hajoon began guiding Jungkook away, Namjoon's voice cut through the air. "Wait!!" He said ,his gaze still locked on Jungkook, who was trembling slightly..trying to hold himself together.
Namjoon quickly rose from his seat, the shift in his eyes had now calmed down and was slowly returning to their usual colour.
"If I had known..." Namjoon began, his tone was serious as he walked towards the omega. "I would have prepared something more formal. But it's unlike good alphas to leave their mate without a mark."
Without another word, Namjoon reached for the pendant hanging around his neck. It was simple gold chain ..with a diamond encased within a magnolia flower pendant. The delicate chain glinted in the soft light as he moved closer to Jungkook, who remained frozen in place.
"This was my appa's!!" Namjoon said softly, in his deep voice .He carefully placed the pendant around Jungkook's neck, the chain settling against his heated skin. "Now it's yours...guard it with your life...It's my claim on you." he said as he fastened the lock behind his neck
Jungkook gulped hard, feeling his omega instinctively react to the alpha's words. His breath quickened once again.
"You are mine from now!!" Namjoon whispered close to his ear, his voice low and possessive. "Don't forget that." His words were more like a command, that sent a shiver down Jungkook's spine.
"You can go now!!" Namjoon said nodding at the omega
The moment he heard that, something inside Jungkook snapped. His stomach twisted violently and before he could stop himself, he bolted , rushing to the nearest room. He barely made it to the bathroom before emptying the contents of his stomach into the toilet.
"Fuck..." Jungkook muttered breathlessly, his hands gripping the edges of the toilet bowl as he tried to steady himself. His mind was short-circuiting with the confusion of it all. He knew his omega was behaving strangely ...it was acting restless and agitated in a way that didn't make sense.
And his scent glands burned intensely and the pendant and chain in his neck felt like embers burning holes in his skin. It wasn't supposed to feel like this, was it? He wanted to strip it off and threw it away ...but at the same time, his omega yearned for it..it wanted to be close to the alpha..it wanted to bask in that vetiver scent..And he hated it...he hated that feeling with every atom of his body.
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The cold air swept through the open car windows, sending Namjoon's silver hair fluttering in the breeze. . He stared blankly ahead, lost in thought, exhaustion weighing heavily on him. The bonding had taken more out of him than he expected, leaving him drained physically and emotionally. His chest felt incredibly tight, but it wasn't just the fatigue—it was the memory of those big doe eyes. There was something enigmatic behind those eyes, something Namjoon couldn't quite grasp and the thought of it tugged at him. He couldn't forget the way the beautiful omega had looked at him, almost as if searching for answers he wasn't sure he had.
He knew their bond was more than just fate—it was a connection he would have to understand in time.
"What the hell were you doing back there, Joon? That's not how you claim a mate!" Jin's voice cut sharply through his thoughts" There are rules and basic decency in these things!"
He was frustrated, his knuckles whitening around the steering wheel. Jin couldn't contain his anger any longer. What he saw at the Jeon's—the display of dominance he showed back there—it wasn't what Jin had wanted for Jungkook or his family. This wasn't how it should have gone. The poor omega had looked terrified and beaten down and Jin had always feared this might happen when Namjoon finally decided to take a mate. Namjoon sometimes didn't realize how intimidating and overwhelming he can be. And now, with Jungkook being Namjoon's fated mate, the situation was even more complicated. The omega's soul and body would naturally become dependent on Namjoon and with the alpha's harsh attitude, Jin wasn't sure they would have a healthy bond.
"You bulldozed over his family! It was like an insult..." Jin continued, his voice rising. "That's not the way to go."
"I don't need to follow the rules. He is mine! I will claim him with or without their consent!!" Namjoon replied calmly, staring out the window.
"Your mate? Yes. But not your property! " Jin snapped. " Stop talking like a chauvinistic prick! You can't claim him or any omega without their consent!! And you wouldn't have even met him if it wasn't for his brothers. You needed to be more civil to them ! You basically bullied them."he accused
Namjoon scoffed, his tone turning icy. "Deserved! Wasn't it?! They are selling him off, aren't they? Hyung, they contacted me because I have money! If it wasn't me, it would be another alpha. I didn't see one ounce of sentiment in their eyes about their brother. All they care about is saving themselves. And I don't blame them for it...being in financial ruin is hard. But that doesn't mean I have to be nice to people who aren't nice."
Jin let out a frustrated huff, glancing at his younger brother. "Well, You are not very nice either, you basically went there just for their family name!! Namjoon. I get it..you have a problem with the family, but that kid? God, my heart broke seeing his big, sad eyes. He looked so defeated... Please, be kind to him. It's going to be his whole life...and yours too. Don't act like a dick, okay? I can't see him suffering in our home and I won't clean up your mess!"
Namjoon's expression didn't soften, the image of the omega still lingered in his mind...and the things he felt in that short time made his skin prickle. "He is not some sad, poor omega..." Namjoon muttered under his breath.
"What?" Jin asked, confused by the sudden shift in Namjoon's tone.
"Nothing," Namjoon muttered, dismissing the thought. "Just drive, hyungie. We have got a lot of things to do. I need to call Sehun and get all the files on the Jeon family. I only have a few days to sort this out." He spoke as if finalizing the conversation.
Jin knew that tone—it meant the discussion was over. Namjoon was going to do whatever he wanted. Jin clenched his jaw, shaking his head in disbelief, but he kept quiet as he drove on..his mind racing with concern for Jungkook. He really wasn't ready to deal with the heartbreak of another omega..not after what Namjoon did to Taehyung.
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Jungkook lay in his bed, a wet washcloth pressed against his forehead that Aeri had given him to cool his feverish body, but his thoughts were racing uncontrollably . Aeri and Hajoon were sitting beside him, absorbed in their phones while looking up details about the alpha they had only seen in newspapers and magazines. The fact that Kim Namjoon—one of the most powerful alphas in the country was the mate chosen for their baby brother made them both excited and terrified...and it made Jungkook's stomach churn. Every time he thought about the alpha, a tingling sensation coursed through his body. The necklace was still on him and as much as he wanted to forget the meeting, he physically couldn't. He knew he was craving more of the alpha's vetiver scent. He hated that...hated being an omega, hated feeling weak .
His thoughts were interrupted when Seul entered the room, followed by Haeun, both smiling widely. Jungkook quickly sat up at the sight of them..trying to mask the unease inside.
Seul smiled and placed a firm hand on his shoulder, her grin widening. "Lucky pup!" she cooed, clearly thrilled about the whole situation
Jungkook frowned deeply, this might be the nicest she had ever been to him.
"Ohh, the miracle! I have never seen a fated mates bond form in front of me before!" Haeun added, almost giddy with excitement. "Do you realize what we witnessed? Your omega responding to its one true mate... It's incredible, Jungkookie! You are so lucky." She pinched his cheeks.
Aeri shrugged from her spot beside the bed, looking unimpressed "He was kind of rude, though."
"As he should be!" Seul snapped, her expression hardening. "He is so powerful in our world... and he is doing us a favor. He didn't have to, but he is."
Hajoon frowned. "It's not just a favor. He is doing this because our kookie is worthy of that!! ...He is our brother. We are giving him away... that alpha gets a mate and family because of Kookie."
Seul rolled her eyes. "It is not about the pup... Kids these days don't get it. Jungkookie is lucky to have such a great alpha as his mate. Really lucky! As omegas, we serve our alphas and to be fated to someone like Kim Namjoon? It's a blessing.Learn to be grateful!! " She closed her eyes, almost as if savoring the thought. "You are saving us, pup.." she said cupping the young omega's cheeks
There it was again, that tight feeling in his stomach. He could throw up and Jungkook softly clutched his stomach.
"Can you even imagine? Blessed to carry the pups of someone like Kim Namjoon!!" Haeun chimed in, nodding in agreement.
"It's weird, though! He spoke really disrespectfully to Yonseok-hyung..." Hajoon said
"What part of fated mates don't you all understand?" Seul's voice was sharper now. "He is not just some alpha. He is more powerful than our father ever was. More powerful than my alpha or any of your mates. Namjoon-ssi comes from the line of the greatest alphas..the last of the enigmas and the rarest of all the omegas ..the omnias . His forefathers were the most powerful beings to walk on earth. His bloodline is superior in every way. And he is rich, rich enough to pull us and our mothers out of this mess. We are not in any position to reject him..and this is his fated mate!! The one the moon goddess chose for him...and he doesn't need our permission to claim him. But he still did!! So you all need to stop babbling about things you don't understand." She warned and then turned her gaze toward Jungkook and the diamond that comfortably rested against his chest
"You two!!" she addressed Aeri and Hajoon while gently touching the necklace around Jungkook's neck "..make sure he stays indoors for the next three weeks. No visitors, except for his brothers.No other alphas... that small alpha especially! He isn't allowed here from today."
Jungkook blinked, protesting weakly, "I have to work on my paper..." He needed Yoongi—he would die if he didn't talk to him.
"Your paper can wait." Seul's sneer deepened, her tone dripping with disdain. "You are getting ready for mating, Jungkook. You are not going to smell like some filthy random alpha. You need to learn more about being a good mate... you are not a pup anymore! It's time to grow up and If the gods bless you, you'll carry Namjoon's pups on your belly by your next heat. That's where your focus should be."
He glared at her with frustration rising in his chest, but Seul didn't flinch ...she was already dismissing his worries as unimportant. And this was his life now, whether he liked it or not.!!
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Jungkook huddled under his blanket, trying to keep his voice low as he spoke to Yoongi. For the past two days, he had been watched constantly. Seul noona especially wouldn't let him breathe in peace. Everything...from his food to his schedule..was being strictly monitored. He even got scolded for staying up late and was accused of giving himself dark circles. He felt suffocated by the weight of it all—the expectations, the pressure and the way everyone tiptoed around the alpha ever since the mating ceremony had been finalized.
His brothers were both thrilled and anxious about the whole ordeal. They all felt uncertain about what Namjoon's vague promises of "help" truly meant. In fact, his brother had received a call from Namjoon's assistant about a meeting at their office in a few days, but they didn't know what it was about. But none of them dared to ask Namjoon about it..as the alpha had made it clear that he will do things his way and he doesn't like being questioned. But one thing was clear..they had to hand Jungkook over to Namjoon soon. And whether or not their debts were cleared, being linked to the Kim family was still an honor. Hopefully, Namjoon would keep his promises and save them from disaster too.
"Kim Namjoon!!" Yoongi whispered, still in disbelief. "I couldn't believe it when Taemin called and confirmed. Your brothers really did their homework about this didn't they!! He is filthy rich...and powerful!! How does it feel to have a fated mate like him ? Is he as intense as they say?"
Jungkook's voice dropped even lower. "More like an asshole!!" he muttered, curling tighter under the blanket. "I'm on house arrest right now. I can't even eat a chocolate without someone breathing down my neck."
"I figured it was serious when you didn't call for two days. I had to ask Taemin!!" Yoongi said.
"Seul noona took my phone away and she and Haeun noona are driving me crazy! I'm being prepped like a piece of meat ready for the grill. Hajoon hyung had to beg her to give me my phone back"
Yoongi went silent, sensing Jungkook's frustration.
"I don't know how I'm supposed to live with him, hyung. I looked him up..I know his name, I have heard about him. He is a titan in the business world... but he is just like my brothers. Maybe worse!! I read he kicked his own brother out for mating with an alpha he didn't approve of. And that alpha is a top omega activist! So, he is basically one of those jerk alphas who hates omegas having any rights. How am I supposed to survive with him? What's he going to do to me?" His voice cracked as he spoke
Yoongi sighed heavily, his heart broke hearing the vulnerability in Jungkook's voice, but he was helpless in the situation "I won't lie to you, Kook. I don't have all the answers. I tried to find out about him...but looks like his personal life is super private . But at least he didn't treat his brother like a dog. Yeah, he kicked him out, but his brother's still a top researcher in medicine and is doing well. He got to choose another alpha because Namjoon didn't lock him up from birth like your brothers did to you. So, no matter how bad, he can't be worse than them."he tried to assure him even though he knew he was just trying to make empty points, just for the sake of it.
"That's not very reassuring!! Feels like a slightly glorified cage!" Jungkook muttered, burying his face in the pillow.
"I don't know what else to say, Kook." Yoongi's voice softened. "Maybe you should think about talking to him. About everything... about you. He is going to find out eventually that you are not a virgin like he expects . So isn't it better to admit it before he finds out himself?"
"Let him. I don't care!" Jungkook shrugged dismissively.
"No, Kook-ah!! Fated mates are... like extra protective. I don't know if your noona explained it, but these alphas take possessiveness to a whole new level. It's not just a simple mating bond..it's more intense than that. You don't want to get into trouble if he finds out later and—"
"Hurts me?" Jungkook finished for him.
"Yes! That's what I'm afraid of." Yoongi silently admitted
"You just said he is better than my brothers!!" Jungkook teased gently.
Yoongi went quiet, his earlier confidence fading.
Jungkook forced a hollow laugh. "Yeah, well... I'll take my chances, hyung. Either he kills me, or my brothers do. At least with him, he is a stranger. Maybe it'll hurt less coming from someone I don't really know. And... I kind of hate how connected I feel to him already. It's like I can feel him in my skin and bones... So I really don't want to talk to him!! His voice makes me want to submit...and he gave me this necklace and I tried taking it off, but my omega got so restless without it, I had to put it back on. Is that weird?"
Yoongi hummed in response "It's the imprint, I guess. It's a rare bond. You two are going to share something very intimate, whether you want it or not. But I know you'll be okay. Don't worry."
"You are just saying that!!" Jungkook mumbled, clearly unconvinced.
"Do you hate me?" Yoongi's voice was quiet but serious. "For not choosing you... for not stepping in to save you?"
Jungkook's gaze drifted toward the dark window, with the faintest smile tugging at his lips. "No, hyung. Choosing your life over anyone's isn't a bad thing. Helping me would only bring you more trouble... and at least I have you safe and sound. I know you are just one call away. So it's a relief. Please, don't feel guilty. You have already done way more for me than my so-called family ever did..even though it wasn't even your responsibility!"
Yoongi licked his lips and let out a long breath. "Yes!! You know you can always call me if you need anything. I don't know when I'll see you again, but I hope you find a better life there."
"You are not coming to the wedding?" Jungkook asked, his voice dropping..feeling a little disheartened.Yoongi always made him feel safe and sound somehow.
"I want no part of that circus!!" Yoongi responded dryly. "But if your alpha lets me, I'll come visit you in your new home later"
Jungkook smiled weakly, feeling a small wave of comfort from Yoongi's words even if was only for a brief moment. But as soon as the words "your alpha" crossed his mind, his stomach churned..the anxiety began flooding back. The thought of Namjoon being his alpha..the control, the dominance, the inevitable...it made him feel trapped all over again. Tears escaped his eyes as he lay on his bed, staring up at the moon, silently begging the goddess to be kind to him.
Miles away, an alpha woke up in a cold sweat, his heart clenching with a sharp ache. It wasn't really a physical pain, but something much deeper. He reached for the pitcher of water by his bedside and gulped it down, but the ache didn't ease. It settled in him, ...like a dull persistent throb...like a warning or a plea he couldn't quite understand.
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The banquet hall in the Jeon mansion was softly lit, glowing in the gentle golden light of countless candles that cast warm shadows across the large space. The only sounds heard were the quiet pattering of rain outside. Every corner of the room was decorated in traditional colors of white and red—white representing peace and happiness and red symbolizing strength and fresh beginnings. Drapes of delicate fabrics and beautiful arrangements of flowers filled each corner of the old room and the subtle aroma of fresh blossoms and sacred herbs hung in the air.
Family members of both the grooms stood silently on either side of the hall. On one side was the Jeon family...Jungkook's omega mother, seated in a wheelchair and his father beside her..he was silent ,his gaze fixed on the ground as if he was carrying a hidden weight of guilt or regret. His siblings and their mates and children surrounded them and among them Youngseok stood tall and proud, proud of finally saving his family from an impending disaster. And across them, Jin was alone...the only representative from the Kim's family..his gaze was distant, lost in thoughts.
Namjoon stood at the center of the hall, positioned on a ceremonial rug made of fur, dressed in the regal black and gold robes that alphas wore for such an occasion. Outside, he was every bit the calm and commanding figure expected of a leader like him , but inside, him and his alpha were restless...This was the moment he had been waiting for, the one he had envisioned countless times...a final step in securing his family's legacy, honoring tradition and finally accepting his destined mate, a rite considered the ultimate duty of any alpha. In his dreams, he had always imagined his family beside him during this day, his appa offering words of wisdom to his new mate...his father's pride shining through as he looked at his eldest fulfilling the family legacy and his brother and his family and the rest of his pack beside them...Yet fate had brought him here with only Jin by his side. Still, despite all the racing thoughts and regrets...Namjoon took pride in his choice of mate...finding his true fated mate was a happy accident and deep down, he felt certain that wherever they were, his parents would be proud of him.
A thin curtain separated Namjoon from the spot where Jungkook would soon stand..it was an old tradition that concealed the omega's face until the right moment. Yet even through the fabric, he sensed Jungkook's presence drawing near. The air suddenly became fragrant with the delicate scent of cherry blossoms and vanilla, intoxicating his senses and he watched the silhouette of the omega slowly walking towards him. He was clad in flowing robes of silver and white and a soft veil resting over his head. Jungkook's hands were nervously clasped in front and with each step he took, Namjoon felt his heartbeat resonate with Jungkook's..as if an invisible force was already intertwining their destinies in that sacred space.
The Elder of the old Nightfall Pack, esteemed for her role in officiating such sacred ceremonies, stepped forward between Namjoon and Jungkook. Dressed in her ceremonial attire, she raised her hands high.. commanding attention as she began to speak the ancient words passed down through generations.
"Today, we witness the union of Alpha and Omega, the binding of souls through an age old rite. This is not merely a bond..it is a promise sealed in blood and spirit!" she declared, her voice echoing through the large hall
She chanted a few verses that praised the moon goddess, honoring her choices and the fates she had woven for her children. Then, she motioned for Jungkook's family to lift the veil covering his head and his father stepped forward, slowly raising the veil from Jungkook's face, allowing the fabric to pool at his feet. And he quickly backed away without meeting Jungkook's gaze. Jin followed suit, carefully lowering the thin fabric that had separated Namjoon and Jungkook.
As the cloth fell away, Namjoon and Jungkook came face-to-face for the first time. In that moment, beneath Jungkook's delicate features and ethereal beauty, Namjoon noticed the flicker of sadness and anger in the omega's eyes and the way his sweet cherry blossom scent shifted to something tinged with fear, anticipation and anger . And a tightening sensation gripped Namjoon's heart, stirring feelings he didn't fully understand.
The Elder spoke again, pulling Namjoon from his thoughts. "Now, hold your future mate's hands, Alpha."
At her words, Namjoon reached for Jungkook's hands, slowly enveloping his delicate fingers in his own large hands. Jungkook took a steadying breath, feeling a warmth spread through him as his cold hands made contact with the alphas warm skin. He could sense the storm raging within the alpha...which made him momentarily surprised
The Elder began her chant once again.. her voice echoing through the walls and high ceilings . After a while, she uncorked a vial of red oil which was infused with some rare sacred herbs ,making its fragrance fill the room almost immediately ...it was a symbol of protection and fertility. She carefully spread the oil across their joined hands, the fragrant essence blended with their natural scents as she placed her palms over theirs.
"In this ritual...you become bound in soul and flesh, as fate has decided " she declared, her gaze steady on Namjoon. "Alpha Namjoon, will you accept the Omega in front of you as your mate, to protect, to honor and to cherish, even unto your last breath?"
Namjoon looked at the omega who was standing there with his eyes fixated on the ground...he took a deep breath to calm his nerves and nodded "I accept Jungkook as my mate, my partner, and my omega. I vow to protect him with all that I am for as long as I shall live"!
Jungkook's heart twisted hearing Namjoon's promise—a lifetime. The word itself seemed endless...like a path stretching into the unknown. His heart pounded inside him and he immediately felt the Alpha's grip tighten around his hands, grounding him..as if he could sense his turmoil
The Elder then turned to Jungkook. "Omega Jungkook, will you accept this Alpha as your mate and protector, to honor, to cherish and to trust, even unto your last breath?"
Jungkook kept his gaze down, avoiding Namjoon's intense eyes. He knew all too well how easily he had been captivated by them before. He gave a slight nod "I accept Namjoon as my mate and my alpha. I vow to stand beside him, to be his sanctuary."his voice was barely above a whisper
The Elder took a step back, signaling that the time had come for the final, binding moment. She resumed her chant and scattered some crystals over a small flame, releasing a fragrant smoke that filled the room and cast a mystical aura around them. Jungkook's heart pounded inisde as the reality of the moment finally settled in...this was it!! With this bite, his fate would be irrevocably tied to Namjoon's...their lives bound together in an unbreakable bond. He lives and dies with this alpha...This was his life now and there would be no turning back.
"In the presence of the Moon Goddess and her boundless power, you may now complete the bond... All shall kneel!!" the Elder announced.
At her words, everyone in the room knelt down on the ground bowing their heads in respect . Namjoon and Jungkook followed suit, dropping to their knees on the ceremonial rug, their hands still intertwined . Namjoon slowly leaned in and his lips brushed the sensitive skin of Jungkook's neck...right over his scent glands. The Elder's chants filled the room as he pressed a lingering kiss there, making Jungkook let out a quiet gasp, and making his heart race.
Before he could recover from that unexpected act, Namjoon's canines grazed Jungkook's skin and after a final, whispered murmur of his name, he bit down on his flesh...his teeth sinking into the very spot that held Jungkook's life and essence. A sharp pain shot through Jungkook's body bringing tears to his eyes...but soon it began to fade into an intense warmth... His whole being felt flooded with Namjoon's presence...it was a stronger feeling than anything he had ever experienced and as the bond slowly settled, he could feel himself being transformed somehow . A shiver ran down his spine and he leaned into his alpha, instinctively reaching for the comfort only Namjoon could provide for him.
Namjoon felt it too...the sweet cherry blossom and vanilla ...more intense now and it was interwoven with something deeper...something purely Jungkook...something he couldn't name. Instinctively, he licked over the bleeding mark..soothing the bite and sealing their bond. Jungkook's fingers tightened around Namjoon's...like a silent affirmation of his acceptance and surrender, binding them both in heart ,soul and spirit.
As Namjoon pulled back, Jungkook could still feel the intense sting lingering on his neck and tthe sensation of Namjoon's lips barely leaving his newly marked skin. It was as if Namjoon himself didn't want to part from him , but the Elder stepped forward for the final blessing. She turned to Jungkook with a knowing gaze and instructed gently, "Omega Jungkook, as you are marked, so may you mark your mate, if it is your will."
Jungkook felt a flutter of nerves inside . He saw Namjoon offer his wrist to him, in line with tradition where an alpha's wrist was marked by their mate. Marking the neck was rare for alphas..it was considered too vulnerable and unbefitting of their powerful role, unlike the wrist, which symbolized both strength and protection. But Jungkook hesitated only a moment before deciding.
Ignoring the offered wrist, he raised his gaze to meet Namjoon's eyes and then leaned in toward his neck. Namjoon's eyes widened in surprise, but he stayed still as Jungkook pressed his lips to his neck, feeling the steady pulse beneath his skin. Jungkook's heart raced as he let his canines graze the warm honey skin of the alpha...and then he bit down without thinking twice... a move that defied tradition and beliefs . Namjoon drew in a sharp breath, his body shuddering under the mixture of pain and some sort of euphoria ...In that moment, their souls and senses melded completely...and Namjoon knew that they were bound as mates for life, this unruly omega was his destiny now
A quiet gasp was heard from the Jeons as they finally saw the alpha's marked neck and Namjoon's hand instinctively rose to the spot , feeling the fresh mark. As Jungkook pulled back, he gave the bite a gentle lick to soothe and seal it. He saw the sharp looks from his brothers and their omegas ...especially the older ones who looked like they were ready to kill him for what he did. He knew they would have something to say about his boldness...but this was no longer their decision..he was not theirs to scold anymore.He met Namjoon's gaze and he half-expected anger in them , but he only saw shock and awe.
Before either could speak, the Elder's voice broke through the silence, pulling them both back to the ritual's final steps.
"And so, by the marks you bear, and the fate bestowed by the Moon Goddess, you are bound as one. May your union be blessed with strength, love and resilience and may the bond you share grow as strong as the roots of the old trees. " She said as she set a red silk cloth over their hands and kept her hands over it " Go forward, Alpha and Omega and may your bond hold through all that lies ahead. May your union also be blessed with new life and lineage..children who carry your legacy and may they walk in the path of your love, strength, and honor." She closed her eyes and began the final chants to end the ceremony
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"Wow, he really went straight for your stupid alpha ego on the first go!!" Jin chuckled, slipping on a fresh shirt. He and Namjoon were in a quiet room, changing back into their everyday clothes getting ready to leave the Jeon mansion. Traditionally, the first night after a mating ceremony was spent in the omega's family home, but Namjoon had decided against it and had decided to drive back to his home immediately.
"Don't!!" Namjoon growled, throwing his wedding attire into his bag with more force than necessary. The fresh mark on his neck still throbbed as he did it..he touched the spot softly, his forehead creasing in embarrassment.
Jin laughed softly, his eyes glinting with mischief. "You know what, you are right...I like him! I have a feeling he is going to keep you in check."
"I told you!!" Namjoon muttered,clenching his jaw " he is not some sad, submissive omega like you thought. I saw it in his eyes...and now I can feel it! But I'm not letting him control me!!" he added, though the last part sounded more like he was trying to convince himself. "I don't know what came over me, letting him bite my neck..."
Jin smirked, crossing his arms. "Good for him! Just picture it...Kim Namjoon walking into all those alpha-packed board meetings with a pretty little mark on his neck from his omega. Those pathetic hormone loaded alphas are going to lose it!" He laughed.
Namjoon groaned, rubbing his temples. "Shut up, hyung."
"Oh, I have to send Taehyungie a picture!! He would go ballistic..Hoseokie too!!" Jin teased, already pulling out his phone.
"You are still talking to them? You know I don't like it!!" Namjoon muttered.
"And who cares if you like it? " Jin replied, shrugging . He raised an eyebrow, leaning closer. "Come on, let me see the mark. Don't be shy." He teased
Namjoon scowled, but he knew it was pointless to argue with Jin.
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Jungkook stood quietly in the corner of the living room, ready to leave . He was now dressed in casual white clothes...honoring his family's tradition of wearing white throughout the mating day. He clutched a small bag of his belongings tightly to his chest, his grip was so firm that his knuckles turned pale.
From across the room, he saw his brothers talking to Namjoon who handed over what looked like a some files and documents —the very deal that had cost him his future, tying him to a fate he hadn't chosen. A sharp ache spread through his chest and he looked away, trying to blink back the tears welling in his eyes. As if pulled by an invisible thread, Namjoon's gaze drifted to the omega . A strange sensation tightened in his chest and he swallowed hard, trying to shake off the feeling.
After a while, once the discussions were wrapped up, all of his luggage were loaded into Namjoon's car and everyone gathered to say their goodbyes to their youngest . The rain has subsided outside and Namjoon had already walked to his car,waiting for the omega to arrive .
Seul was the first to speak, her face was dripping with disdain even now "Brat!" she exclaimed, pulling him into a quick namesake hug, she was still annoyed about the stunt he pulled earlier during the mating ceremony. She and Haeun got an earful from the alphas for not teaching the omega manners and it only annoyed her further.
Youngseok and Hyunsik were equally displeased. "Don't ever do anything to anger your alpha, alright? ...What you did was really irresponsible Jungkook!! Be obedient and don't come crying back here if he gets mad at you for being rude!"
Jungkook clenched his jaw, but just then, to his relief Hajoon and Junwoo rushed in to his side
"Stop, hyung! Namjoon doesn't mind, so you shouldn't either! For gods sake he is leaving... our pup!" Junwoo's eyes glistened with tears. "I can't believe you won't be around to stir up trouble every day..my little terror!!" he said, wrapping Jungkook in a tight embrace and Jungkook felt his own eyes starting to mist.
Hajoon gently kissed his cheeks with tears brimming in his eyes. "I will miss you so much !"he said , sniffling
Jungkook nodded, trying to hold back his emotions. "Send me the pictures as soon as you start showing, okay?" he said, gently touching his belly. "I'm sure this time it'll be a beautiful little girl."
Hajoon chuckled and nodded, but the rest of the goodbyes were quick and bittersweet. His father gave him a brief hug, whispering an apology in his ear before retreating inside and Jungkook felt his heart shatter a little more seeing the way his father disappeared , without waiting for him to leave.
He took one last look at the place he had always called home, he wasn't sure if he would miss this place but he knew leaving was inevitable. He slowly walked through the rain soaked path to the waiting car. Namjoon opened the door for him and Jungkook quickly slid into the back seat, his sat there with his gaze fixed on his lap as tears threatened to spill from his eyes...a mix of anger and fear swelling within him.He never once looked at his family after that.
Jin insisted that Namjoon sit in the back with Jungkook instead of taking the front passenger seat as usual
"Can I ask for something?" The omega spoke as Namjoon settled into the seat beside him
Namjoon glanced at Jin who was looking at them through the mirror from the driver seat and then nodded. "Go ahead." He said softly
Jungkook took in a deep trembling breath "I...I don't ever want to set foot in this home again! Not even if I'm dying, not even if you decide you don't want me... or want to kick me out. Just kill me or something, but don't send me back there!" he said , his voice cracking as he spoke
Jin and Namjoon exchanged glances, a heavy silence filling the space between them. After a while Namjoon sighed and leaned back in his seat.
"Your wish!!" he said simply.
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Jungkook watched as the trees faded into shadows, night falling around them while Jin drove on. He was leaving his home forever and his life was changing in ways he couldn't fully grasp. He wished he could catch one last glimpse of the beautiful sky touching the treetops he loved , but the darkness swallowed everything outside...mirroring the heaviness in his heart. The mark on his neck throbbed like a dull ache..it was slike a constant reminder of the bond that had just formed.
He stole a glance at Namjoon, but the alpha's gaze remained fixed on the road...his expression was unreadable. Still, he noticed how Namjoon kept caressing the ring on his finger, one that looked just like the pack alpha's symbol his father used to wear.. He could see the tension in Namjoon, the way his throat moved as he swallowed hard, with anxiety radiating from him. He felt an overwhelming desire to lean closer, to inhale Namjoon's familiar scent and ease the tension that lingered between them.
Yet, he quickly held back his impulse and instead , he wrapped his arms tightly around himself and turned to the window, watching the rain that had started to pour down outside once more. After a while , he felt the fatigue of the day settle over him...he hadn't slept properly in days since meeting Namjoon for the first time. But now , basked in the alpha's scent he felt his body much more relaxed ...So he let himself drift into slumber...the rhythmic sound of the rain becoming a soothing lullaby that enveloped him in its calming embrace.
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When Jungkook woke up from his sleep, they had already arrived at his new home. It was late into the night and he blinked groggily trying to shake off the heaviness of his deep sleep. He hadn't even realized how far they had traveled. A soft knock from Jin on the car window drew his attention. He yawned and stepped out of the car and immediately noticed the absence of the familiar nighttime sounds he was used to...the loud chirping of crickets , calls of birds and the animal noises that he had grew up listening to...and in their place was the faint, distant hum of city life.
As he took in his surroundings, his eyes widened even more. They were atop a hill, on what appeared to be an expansive, private property with a stunning view of the city lights below. The beauty of it all took him by surprise and what surprised him more was the modern home in front of him..its soft, glowing lights casting a welcoming warmth against the dark night sky. It was a large house...far grander than any typical residence he had seen, yet smaller than the Jeon family estate where he had grown up. The property extended with a vast lawn and several buildings in the distance, which looked like they were part of the house..He noticed that there was no flower garden there , like the one Haeun kept at his home
He had genuinely expected a more traditional setup...maybe an old mansion as the Kims were one of the most renowned packs to ever exist. It all reminded him of just how little he truly knew about his mate and the life he was about to step into.
"The old packhouse is a few miles from here " Namjoon said, noticing Jungkook's curious expression. "It's too big for just the two of us.."
Jungkook looked at the alpha and nodded, trying to digest the new reality. The mention of "just the two of us" lingered in his mind. He had actually expected a crowd to greet them.... considering how Namjoon was a pack alpha and usually there are rituals they do to invite the new luna to their new pack...he expected relatives, pack members..maids...but instead the house stood in silence. The place was empty...and there were really no one there..not even a maid to help them out with the luggage.
He saw Namjoon moving ahead , quietly carrying his luggage up the stairs without a word. Jungkook followed slowly, his eyes wandering over the house's details..it was really minimalistic...all clean lines and simple decor which mostly consisted of paintings . There was no clutter.. nothing extravagant everything seemed carefully placed and purposeful.
"Does he always live alone?" Jungkook asked Jin, who trailed close behind him after making sure that Namjoon had disappeared up the stairs.
"Me and him... yeah!! "Jin replied with a casual shrug. "There are maids who come and go for cleaning and some other tasks around the house. A few security staff too, but that's about it. The rest of the time, it's just him."
"Oh..." Jungkook murmured, absorbing this new reality. He had expected a busy household, like the one he had grown up in. He thought there might at least be a few people there...now he wasn't sure how he would feel being alone after living in a loud and lively household all his life.
"You thought there'd be a lot of people huh? Like back at your family's estate?" Jin asked, catching the hint of disappointment and loneliness flickering in Jungkook's expression.
Jungkook nodded slowly.
"Namjoon prefers his space,...his solitude and a lot of quiet!! " Jin said gently
"Hmm..." Jungkook replied
"But don't worry...there's a gathering planned in a few days " Jin added with a reassuring smile. "You'll meet the pack and some of Namjoon's business acquaintances..."
Jin then glanced at the sky, noticing the faint hint of dawn. "It's almost morning. You should get some sleep. I stay in the outhouse bedroom " Jin continued. "Namjoon's room is upstairs." he pointed to the stairs making Jungkook's eye widen a little in surprise
"Why? You don't stay here ?" Jungkook asked, curiosity evident in his voice.
"It's just a Choice!" Jin replied lightly. " habit..., I guess. I prefer my privacy too.. like namjoon...and big places aren't really my thing. The outhouse is separate and like a small house.. it suits me just fine..I will show you around tomorrow.But you have me just a call away if you need anything" Jin assured him with a gentle smile. "So don't worry!!"
Jungkook nodded, a small sense of relief washing over him. The beta seemed friendly and kind and it was a great relief for him to have him in close quarters.
Jin gestured up the staircase. "Go ahead and climb up. Your room is on the right-you won't have any trouble finding it."
Jungkook nodded again
"Do you need anything to eat or drink before you settle in?" Jin asked.
Jungkook shook his head, appreciating the offer but too tired to think of anything except sleep.
"Great. If you do need anything later, the kitchen's that way " Jin said, pointing. "There's food in the fridge you can heat up and plenty of snacks around."
Jungkook nodded again, taking a breath to steady himself.
"Good night!!" Jin said warmly. "I'll see you in the morning."
With that, he turned and walked toward his own space, leaving Jungkook alone to find his footing in this unfamiliar new chapter of his life.
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Jungkook walked slowly in the direction Jin had pointed out, making his way up the stairs. His footsteps were quiet and as he approached, he noticed a soft glow of light coming out from one of the rooms. He slowly stepped inside and was immediately struck by how different it was from the rest of the house. Unlike the barely lived in, minimalistic aesthetic he had seen so far, this room was a very warm and inviting
There was potted plants in every corner and some even on walls, their leaves catching the soft moonlight that streamed through large windows. Large shelves brimming with books lined one wall and more artworks and paintings adorned the others. There was a large bed in the middle of the room with pristine white sheets and figurines and small trinkets were arranged haphazardly on shelves. He saw his luggage placed neatly on the ground
His gaze shifted nervously to Namjoon, who was seated at a desk in the corner, focused intently on something displayed on his laptop. Namjoon barely spared him a glance as he shrugged off his jacket and loosened the collar of his shirt.
"You are here!!" Namjoon said, not looking up."Your luggage is by the bed. I have cleared a side in the closet for you. Jin also brought over some essentials. Clothes, toiletries... there should be pajamas there.Go ahead and change if you'd like."
Jungkook froze for a moment... He suddenly remembered the reality of the situation-he was sharing this space with the alpha. A knot tightened in his chest. And before he could think the words spilled out of him...
"I'm not sleeping with you!!" Jungkook blurted out, immediately regretting it.
Namjoon stopped typing ...the soft click of the keyboard falling silent. His gaze shifted towards Jungkook and in that instant Jungkook could feel the shift in the alpha's demeanour. Namjoon's eyes darkened with a flicker of irritation crossing his features. Jungkook could smell it too...the sharp spike of frustration in the alpha's scent.
Jungkook's nose scrunched in response, hating the alpha's spiking scent and the sharpness of Namjoon's gaze was making him instinctively shrink. He fought the inner omega's urge to lower his head and to show submission. He couldn't meet Namjoon's eyes, he knew he won't be able to control his omega if he looked into his eyes.
"I don't want to!!" Jungkook muttered again.. the words falling from his lips like a confession.He knew he was risking upsetting the alpha on the first night itself but he didn't care for once..if he had to live peacefully he need to come out of the traditional omegan mindset of completely worshipping the alpha .
Namjoon's jaw clenched, his gaze hardening as he stared at Jungkook. The silence between them stretched for a while..., it felt like the world around them had paused, with nothing but the sound of Jungkook's heart beating in his ears. Then, suddenly,without a word Namjoon stood up, the scrape of his chair on the floor making Jungkook glance up.
Namjoon walked toward the room next door, which Jungkook assumed was the walk in closet. Jungkook stood there frozen, unsure of what to expect. Was he going to be punished? His mind was racing with a hundred questions...After a while , the alpha returned , now dressed in simple black sweatpants and a t-shirt, carrying the shirt he wore earlier in his hands.
"You can sleep here!!" Namjoon said, his voice carrying little to no emotions "It's my bedroom..so keep it clean"
Jungkook opened his mouth to protest, but before he could speak, Namjoon interrupted
"No!! " Namjoon said again, cutting off any chance of resistance. "You'll sleep here tonight. I'll sleep elsewhere if you prefer, but don't argue with me. You are freshly mated, and your bond will make you clingy until the mark heals. More than ever!! It won't let you sleep without my scent and my presence." He placed the shirt down on the bed " This room might help. Keep this shirt nearby... I have scented it"
Jungkook's chest tightened as he tried to process the alpha's words..His omega was unhappy about the alpha's current sour mood.
Namjoon paused for a while and picked his laptop up and pointed to another direction "There's a bathroom through there. Freshen up. Jin hyung has already set up everything, filled the things that omegas usually like. If there's anything you don't like or if you need anything more, talk to him tomorrow."
With that, Namjoon turned toward the door. "I'll be in one of the other rooms tonight. We can figure out your living arrangements tomorrow."
The door clicked behind him, leaving Jungkook alone in the room. He stood motionless, staring at the shirt on the bed with a whirlwind of emotions churning within him. Uncertainty...frustration and something deeper...something he couldn't quite place. He was surprised that the alpha didn't argue or become verbally angry...but Jungkook could still feel the residue of his annoyance in the air.
Jungkook let out a long breath, feeling a temporary sense of relief..at least for now, he didn't have to think about everything. But soon,a sense of discomfort began to creep into him.The mating mark on his neck was still raw and it began to sting more intensely, pulling at his skin with each passing second. He tried to ignore it and tried to push through the ache that spread in his chest and decided to focus on unpacking his things. He picked out his favorite pajamas and placed the plushie rabbit he used to hug to sleep on the bed.
He made his way to the bathroom and as Namjoon said it was fully stocked with everything he could need...soaps, skincare products and plush towels .. everything was kept separate from Namjoon's, neatly organized on its own shelf. He splashed some cold water on his face and stared at his reflection in the large mirror for a while. The burn from the mark on his neck was flaring up as time passed..,and the dull ache he felt in his chest was growing stronger too.
His eyes began to water from the pain and the emptiness he had been trying to ignore began creeping back, heavier than before. He hated this feeling of vulnerability....this gnawing emptiness inside him. He knew it was because the alpha was away and the bond between them had made him so acutely aware of his absence. He splashed more water on his face, hoping to drown out the pain, but it wasn't of much help.
After a quick shower, Jungkook slipped into his pajamas and lay down on the bed, clutching his bunny rabbit tightly to his chest. But nothing was going the way he wanted . The bed felt far too large and empty .. despite scentimg the shirt Namjoon left for him,the mark on his neck pulsed painfully and the unfamiliar silence of the room pressed in on him..above all of that his omega instincts stirred restlessly inside, making him feel even more unsettled. Jungkook tried to distract himself by quickly sending messages to Yoongi and Hajoon, hoping for some sort of comfort. But the ache inside him only intensified as every second passed and Despite his best efforts to fight it, the need for Namjoon's presence gnawed at him relentlessly. Even if he didn't want to accept it... his omega craved the alpha's comfort and warmth.
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Jungkook knocked repeatedly on the door where he saw light filtering through the cracks, but there was no response no matter how much he knocked. Growing impatient and increasingly desperate, he finally pushed the door open and the sight that greeted him stole his breath..Namjoon was now shirtless, seated on the bed with a laptop in his lap and headphones on. The alpha's broad chest and defined muscles drew Jungkook's gaze, sending an involuntary shiver of longing through him, even though he knew this wasn't what he should be focused on.
Namjoon pulled off his headphones with a hint of surprise flickering in his eyes at Jungkook's sudden appearance. "Problem?" he asked in a low voice, his sharp gaze taking in Jungkook's pained expression. For a moment, Jungkook wondered if the alpha could even feel what he was feeling...that.if this desperate need for closeness was something that only consumed omegas.
Jungkook swallowed hard.. his eyes darting nervously between Namjoon's intense gaze and his bare chest. The words spilled out before he could stop them...his voice trembling with need "I want you to come back... It hurts..."
The mark on his neck throbbed as if on instinct and he rubbed the spot with a frown, internally cursing his subgender for being so vulnerable and weak
Namjoon's eyes softened for just a fraction as he took in Jungkook's plea. He sighed, setting aside his laptop and stoop up, picking up his discarded shirt. "Sure! " he said quietly, "you walk ahead. I'll follow."
When they finally returned to the room, Namjoon quickly slipped into bed without waiting. He lay down and pulled the covers over himself with practiced ease. Jungkook, however, remained standing in the middle of the room, biting his lip with uncertainty. He shifted his weight from one foot to the other, unsure of what to do next or where he fit into this new arrangement.
"Do you prefer sleeping on this side?" Namjoon asked, noticing how Jungkook still hadn't moved toward the bed.
Jungkook clenched his hands, taking a cautious step forward. "If you try to touch me, I'll claw your eyes out!!" he blurted out suddenly...the words sounding more defensive than threatening.
Namjoon didn't respond to the warning. He simply looked at Jungkook for a moment with an unreadable expression, before turning onto his side trying to put some distance between their sleeping spaces. He closed his eyes, signaling that he had no intention of pushing any boundaries. But even in the silence, Jungkook could sense the subtle shift in the air..the faint souring of Namjoon's scent It was clear that, despite Namjoon's outward calmness, the alpha was clearly irritated and annoyed by the whole situation.
Jungkook took a deep breath and slowly climbed into the bed, making sure to keep as much distance as possible between himself and Namjoon. He tried to relax, comforted slightly by the fact that Namjoon was so close, but there was still a nagging feeling inside him, a hollow emptiness he couldn't quite understand.
As Jungkook wrestled with his own swirling thoughts, Namjoon suddenly shifted onto his back. Jungkook's body tensed making him instinctively pull back, his eyes going wide with surprise. His heart raced in his chest as he watched the alpha closely, uncertain of what to expect. But then he saw Namjoon's chest rise and fall in a slow, steady rhythm. His breathing was deepening...his movements calming...he was falling asleep.
And the nagging feeling inside him began intensifying almost immediately... The urge to touch the alpha..., to be close to him, to feel the warmth of his presence..it was so strong that it left him unsettled. Jungkook's body responded before his mind could catch up. Slowly.. almost reluctantly, he reached out and gently grasped the pinky of Namjoon's hand, carefully enough to which rested on the bed beside him. He was careful enough to not alert the alpha..It was the only thing he could do to ease the ache and the desperate need to feel connected.
As he lay back, his breath finally evened out, and the tension in his body began to fade. Within moments, he was softly snoring.. the little was contact enough to bring him and his omega the well needed peace.
Namjoon on the other hand sensing the change in Jungkook's breathing as the omega seemed to finally relax, briefly opened his eyes. He glanced down at their connected hands and let out a deep sigh...feeling a mix of relief and something else and then slowly closed his eyes again, allowing the sleep to gently claim him, knowing that his omega was finally calm and not in distress, even if it was just for now.
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When Jungkook woke up the next morning, the bed beside him was cold and empty. It was still early and he couldn't help but wonder when Namjoon had left and why he hadn't woken him. At his family's home, Seul would've been up by now, scolding him for sleeping past 6 AM, reminding him that omegas shouldn't laze around.
He glanced around, surprised by the unusual silence once again. At home, his house would have already been bustling with noise..the sound of pups running around, the chatter of his family and everyone busy with their daily tasks. But here, everything felt eerily still. He sighed, remembering that, for the most part, he was alone here and it would take a lot of time to get used to this unusual surroundings.
But, what surprised Jungkook even more was Namjoon's behavior. He had expected the alpha to be traditional, based on what he had heard and read about him. But so far, Namjoon showed no signs of adhering to those expectations. Jungkook couldn't help but wonder if this was just because it was their first day together, or if this was simply how Namjoon lived his life.
As his eyes drifted toward the spot where Namjoon had slept, he noticed a few items of clothing ...large, simple hoodies left neatly folded on the bed. Alongside them was a note in Namjoon's neat handwriting:
"Use these until I'm back."
Jungkook sighed as he picked up one of the hoodies and pressed it to his nose. The familiar scent of Namjoon filled his senses, easing the discomfort in his chest. But he hated how dependent he was becoming on it. He couldn't help but wonder how long this would lastnand wished for the feeling to fade away as quickly as possible.
He quickly freshened up and slipped into the oversized grey hoodie.He glanced at his reflection in the mirror and saw how the fabric engulfed him completely, reminding him just how much bigger Namjoon was compared to anyone he had known. The alpha was the largest he'd ever met and the hoodie only made that more obvious. With a soft sigh, he headed downstairs as his stomach was beginning to growling in protest. He hadn't eaten since the afternoon before, and the hunger was becoming impossible to ignore. Maybe Jin was up..Jungkook hoped he could find him and get some answers along with breakfast...maybe even figure out what to expect in this strange new life.
As Jungkook descended the stairs, something caught his attention. Along the wall were framed family photos, which he hadn't noticed the night before in his tired haze. The faces in the photos were all mostly unfamiliar, except for Namjoon and Jin...but he noticed that many of the people in those pictures shared the same platinum white hair that Namjoon had. It looked like it was a family trait.
He paused when his eyes fell on a particular picture...a family portrait. In it was a younger Namjoon, standing next to two older figures who were likely his parents . But it was the child beside them that caught Jungkook's attention more.The boy had the same white hair as Namjoon and his father and his gentle smile resembled Namjoon's almost exactly.
Jungkook stared at the photo for a long moment. That had to be Namjoon's estranged brother...the one who had been banished. If there was anyone in this house who might understand his situation, it would be this one. And if Jungkook wanted to find his footing in this unfamiliar world..to break free from the role of just a submissive mate...he needed to befriend this omega...and fast!!
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🚫 Mentions of death
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"Hey, hyung..." Jungkook greeted as he stepped into the kitchen and spotting Jin right away
"Oh, hey! Good morning! Did you sleep well?" Jin replied with a warm smile as he prepared his morning coffee.
"Yeah!!" Jungkook responded, his lips curving slightly before his expression grew more thoughtful. "But... I didn’t even know when he left. He didn’t wake me up... Why?"
Jin shrugged casually, finishing his pour and setting the kettle aside. He grabbed another mug, filled it and slid it across the counter to Jungkook. "Probably because you went to bed late. There are no strict wake up times around here..so relax. You can sleep in if you want!!" he said, giving a reassuring smile and taking a slow sip from his cup.
Jungkook nodded, cradling the warm cup in his hands. "Does he always leave this early?" he asked , just to get an idea about what his future morning routines are going to look like
"Not really!! " Jin said, waving off the notion. "It depends on his work schedule...he wakes up at 5 everyday to workout though!! " He gestured toward the back door. "Come on, let’s sit outside. It’s a nice morning." Jin led him out to the backyard, where a small coffee table waited amidst the fresh morning air and chirping birds. They settled into opposite chairs as the the early sun offered them a gentle warmth against the chill of the morning.
"Today, I’m not sure why he left.." Jin continued, settling in comfortably. "But he did say he would be back soon and he’ll bring breakfast, so I didn’t cook anything. I did cut up some fruit though, if you are hungry." He pointed to a bowl he had brought outside, filled with a mix of fresh berries
Jungkook nodded appreciatively and picked up a big strawberry and bit into it thoughtfully.
"So.." Jin said, leaning back and watching Jungkook closely. "How are you holding up? How’s your new husband treating you so far? I know it’s been only a few hours, but still... Has he been good to you?"
Jungkook hesitated for a moment, thinking back to the night before. The alpha had been nothing but patient with him..He struggled to find any major complaints. "He, uh... said like four words to me!! So not sure how I am supposed to answer that question.." Jungkook muttered, half-joking.
Jin snorted into his coffee, clearly amused by the omega's bold response. "That sounds about right. He is a serious guy. Doesn’t talk much... very strict, stubborn as hell."he explained
"Great!!" Jungkook said dryly, rolling his eyes with a sigh. "It’s like I married one of my brothers."he scoffed and took a sip of his coffee
Jin burst into laughter. He reached into the bowl and grabbed a blueberry and popped it into his mouth. "Trust me, you’ll get used to it... or he’ll warm up. One or the other!!" he said with a comforting smile, trying to lighten the mood.
Jungkook smiled at the beta softly,
"So...who usually cooks around here? Do you have a chef, or...?" Jungkook asked, shifting the topic.
"I do!!" " Jin replied "Your alpha can’t do much in the kitchen. Can’t cook, can’t drive...and he’s not big on having strangers in the house, so hiring help is out. I don’t mind, though..I enjoy cooking..so most of our meals are on me..Or, you know..there’s takeout..." He shrugged
"He can’t drive?" Jungkook repeated, his eyebrows shooting up in surprise.
Jin laughed, clearly expecting the reaction. "I knew that would catch your attention. Yeah, that’s why I end up chauffeuring him around sometimes. He also has a driver, of course!!"
Jungkook quickly realized that his new family functioned differently than the one he had grown up in. His birth family had operated like a traditional, strict household with rigid rules and high expectations.But Jin and Namjoon seemed more like two carefree bachelors, navigating life on their own terms,as opposed to what he expected initially.And he couldn't help but wonder where exactly he would fit in between all this.
"Do you cook ?" Jin's voice broke through his thoughts.
Jungkook nodded "Yeah. My sisters-in-law taught me!! You know part of the omega training..."
"Great!" Jin beamed. "Maybe you can make something for your alpha one of these days. He did say he would bring breakfast back today, but it wouldn’t hurt to surprise him..you know like an ice breaker..Oh, and just a heads up...he has got a major sweet tooth!"
Jungkook scoffed lightly "Meh.., I’d rather let him survive on ramen. Not my problem!!" he said with a shrug.
Jin tilted his head, his expression shifting to one of curiosity "Why’s that?"
"I don’t know!!" Jungkook replied quietly, looking away from the elder
Jin nodded slowly, sensing there was more going on but he decided not to press further. Instead, he drained the rest of his coffee and leaned back. He noticed the distant look on Jungkook’s face and remembered what Namjoon had said about him...the omega wasn’t exactly meek or shy...and he was beginning to notice that himself.
"So.." " Jin said, changing the subject "Do you want to go out later? We can show you around and find you something for the party..Namjoon already made an appointment for you at a boutique I think!!"
Jungkook’s eyes sparkled with excitement at the mention of going out.. it has always been a rare luxury in his life.And the thought of exploring a big city made his heart race further. "Yeah... that sounds nice " he agreed softly. Eventhough deep down, he couldn’t help but wish it was just Jin accompanying him. There was a familiar comfort in Jin’s presence. But Jungkook knew better than to hope for such a thing right now.
"His parents are both no more?" Jungkook asked after a while, breaking the brief silence.
Jin nodded. "Yeah... they were fated mates. One dies .,..the other follows..you know how it is!! His appa had a heart attack..and dad followed soon after " he replied in a calm voice.
Jungkook stopped mid-bite, the blueberry frozen just inches from his lips. His eyes drifted to the floor as the realization sank in. The concept of fated mates was something he had heard about often. Of course, he knew how complex their bond was..life and death bound together...but the idea that he is now tied to someone like that...especially to someone like Namjoon, felt almost surreal. He didn’t know what to feel about it.
"Ahh, Jungkook... I don’t mean to scare you. He’s in excellent health, don't worry..." Jin added, noticing the subtle tension in Jungkook's posture. He didn’t want to add any more anxiety to the already awkward situation.
Jungkook smiled softly, as he lowered his hand and set the berry back on his plate. "No, it’s... just... I never expected to meet my fated mate. It's all so weird still... like, I don't even know him, but my entire existence is now linked and dependent on him. It’s... just..." He trailed off with a sigh, the weight of his words settling deeper than he anticipated.
Jin nodded thoughtfully. "Well, it’s pretty rare. I was surprised too...like, the odds of you being his fated mate were just... shocking. Maybe you really were destined to be together. Otherwise, why would you meet like that?" Jin said in a calm tone "Life has a funny way of putting the right people in your path ..right!!" he added softly.
Jungkook let out a nervous laugh, rubbing the back of his neck. "I don’t understand anything about ‘right’ or ‘wrong,’ hyung... but it’s so bizarre!! " he admitted, his voice tinged with frustration and confusion. "I just don’t get it. The whole thing feels like ...forced!!" The romanticism of it, the idea of fated mates,..was completely lost on him. To Jungkook, it felt like being handed a script he hadn’t chosen to act out.
Jin hummed in understanding. "Guess our goddess always sees something we don’t " he tried to assure him
"Hyung… is it true that he kicked his brother out? Is that him in those pictures on the wall?" Jungkook asked, his curiosity finally spilling out as he glanced toward Jin.
Jin smiled knowingly, recognizing the omega’s now familiar excessive curiosity. "Yeah and yeah!!" he replied simply.
"Why would he do that?" Jungkook asked with onfusion written all over his face.
Jin sighed, setting his coffee cup down carefully before answering. "I’m sure you have heard bits and pieces. His brother… Taehyung… he mated an alpha without Namjoon’s permission. And not just any alpha..someone who goes against everything Namjoon stands for. It was harsh, unfair even, but Namjoon is the pack alpha. In his mind, it was about loyalty and structure. He felt betrayed."
"That’s stupid!!" Jungkook said bluntly, his brows furrowing. "Packs don’t even matter anymore. We don’t even have one."
Jin tilted his head, his gaze softening as he looked at the younger. "It doesn’t matter to you, but it does to him. Our pack was different. It is big...well, atleast it used to be big. Our family was the cornerstone of so much in the community. Over time, things changed and people began to leave the pack...looking for more freedom and Namjoon… he was desperate to hold onto what’s left. And when Taehyung did what he did, going behind Namjoon’s back… it felt like another piece was slipping away. I’m not justifying Namjoon’s actions, but I can empathize with his views even if I don’t agree with them. Taehyung did nothing wrong, but Namjoon was trying to protect what’s already crumbling."
Jungkook frowned "Why does it mean so much to him?"
Jin leaned back slightly "Maybe because of his parents… what they left behind. They died when Namjoon was just 16. Imagine losing both of them...suddenly, with no warning. Taehyung was still a kid and Namjoon had to step up overnight. He had just presented as an alpha and was still figuring himself out… and then the weight of the entire pack, the family legacy and the business empire fell on his shoulders. He didn’t have the luxury to grieve or make mistakes... Those years shaped him...hardened him, really!! His views, his vision… they all became laser focused on the pack and what he was taught. I think… he’s still trying to salvage what’s left, even if deep down he knows it’s slipping away."
Jungkook was quiet for a moment, processing everything Jin had shared. Finally, he nodded slowly, understanding everything a little better.
"I know you are probably struggling with this marriage," Jin continued in his gentle voice, "You are young and it's unfair that you didn't have the chance to choose for yourself. But try to stay open to him... Don’t hate him just because. He has his flaws, he’s not perfect...but he is not a bad person. I’m not saying it’s your responsibility to change him, but... he needs some serious grounding. And fighting him won’t do any good."
Jungkook just shrugged, his expression remaining unreadable.But before Jin could continue..Jungkook cut in, his curiosity suddenly bubbling to the surface. "Can I meet his brother?"
Jin paused looking surprised by the request. "Taehyung? Why?"
"Just because…" Jungkook shrugged, not offering any more explanation.
Jin let out a sigh sensing that the conversation was heading in a direction he wasn't sure about. "Namjoon won’t like it!!" He tried to reason
"Don’t you think I should meet him ?" Jungkook’s voice held a touch of determination.
Jin leaned back, considering it for a moment. "Yeah, I guess he has been wanting to meet you too. Alright... let’s get everything settled here first. Let your mark heal and once Namjoon gets back to work, I’ll take you. But don’t tell him, okay?"
Jungkook nodded eagerly with a small smile tugging at his lips. "Is Taehyung hyung like him too ?"
"In a way... stubborn and bold, yes!! But he is a lot warmer. He could be the sweetest person you’ll ever meet. His alpha is very sweet too, though he absolutely hates Namjoon’s guts." Jin explained
Jungkook looked at the beta with a smile playing on his face. "So it's a Promise?"
Jin chuckled softly, shaking his head. "I promise."
Jungkook gave a small nod of approval. "So... want to give me a tour of the house?"he asked
Jin laughed, standing up. "Sure. Where do you want to start?"
"Your place!! " Jungkook grinned.
Jin laughed again, ruffling Jungkook's hair as he led the way. "Alright, let’s go."
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Jungkook looked around Jin’s house, taking in the modest yet cozy setup. "It’s nice!!" he said, while his eyes scanned the small but functional space. Everything was simple and white in there....a small living room which doubled as a dining area..with a tiny adjoining kitchen that seemed to be used primarily for quick meals like ramen or coffee. Beyond that, there was a simple bedroom and bathroom.
What stood out most to Jungkook, though, was Jin's apparent dedication to gaming. Controllers, headsets. and neatly stacked game cases were spread across the couch and the TV unit and computer screen ..making it clear that this was a serious hobby for him.
Jin noticed the way Jungkook was carefully observing his surroundings and smiled. "Your husband’s a bit of a bookworm, if you haven’t noticed.." he said with a hint of fondness in his tone. "He’s always buried in them. I think you two have that in common. I saw your huge stash back at home."
Jungkook nodded with a small smile. "Yeah... I haven’t checked his collection yet, though."
"But ...I get why you stay here.." Jungkook continued while glancing around. "It’s warm and comforting. It suits you."
Jin glanced back at him and nodded "I like my own space. I love him, but he rarely talks. So if I’m not talking, I’d rather be playing games or just being alone with my thoughts."
Jungkook's gaze suddenly landed on a photo frame on a nearby shelf and his brow furrowed in confusion. "Wait... you have that white..blonde hair too?" he asked, pointing to the image.
Jin chuckled. "Yeah, I do. I get it from my Dad's side...he and Namjoon's Father are brothers ...it’s kind of our family’s signature."
"That's so pretty....but why is it black now?" Jungkook asked curiously.
"I dye it from time to time.." Jin replied casually. "See, I have had purple hair once... and pink. The platinum hair game is strong in our family though " he added with a laugh. "Both Namjoon and Taehyung have it , along with a lot of others. So, if you end up seeing a brigade of platinum haired people, you’ll know they are related to us."
Jungkook laughed, his smile growing as his eyes caught another photo on the shelf. He pointed to it curiously. "Oh, who’s this?" His gaze lingered on an old picture of a blonde haired Jin with a strikingly attractive young man.
Jin's expression faltered for a moment before softening. "Oh... hmm... that’s… my husband."
Jungkook's brows furrowed "You are mated? I don’t see a mark... Where is he now?"he asked curiously
Jin’s smile faded slightly as he touched his wrist absentmindedly. "He passed... it’s been a while. The mark faded over time I guess.."
Jungkook’s eyes softened with empathy. "Oh... I’m sorry."
Jin gave a small reassuring smile. "It’s okay. It’s been a while... I’m okay now!!" he said quietly. Then, after a moment, he shifted the conversation "So... do you like games?"
Jungkook nodded. " Yeah.. played a few. But Seul-noona never lets me...She says it rots the brain" he rolled his eyes
"She seems like a character!! She is the eldest right? Youngseok ssi's omega?! The south accent..." Jin asked
"Yeah, she’s the worst!!" Jungkook replied dramatically, letting out a loud sigh. "She is always on my case...do this, do that, don’t say this, don’t look at that. I call her ‘The Dictator.’"
Jin grinned, clearly entertained. "So no dictators here ...Wanna play until Namjoon comes back?"he asked lifting a controller
Jungkook nodded eagerly " Yeah, sure. Let’s do it."
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Namjoon returned with food about an hour later, only to be met with Jin's intense scolding as soon as he stepped through the door.
"Where were you? He is feeling weak! I told you not to leave him for a few days... Do you even understand the concept of mating?" Jin snapped at the alpha ..
Jungkook who was curled up on the couch looked at them and mumbled, "I’m fine, hyung..." though his voice lacked conviction.
Namjoon who was entirely unbothered by Jin’s anger, set the bags of food on the counter. "I had to grab some files from the office. I am going to be cooped up here for a while and I figured I could get some work done."
Jin sighed in frustration " Seriously? You just got mated and instead of getting to know the man you brought home, you are prioritizing work? I knew I should have booked that honeymoon myself instead of letting you 'handle it.' Honestly, you are such an idiot sometimes!!" he muttered, more to himself than to Namjoon.
Namjoon glanced over at Jungkook, who was quietly observing the beta's relentless scolding. The omega looked equal parts amused and confused at the sight of the big, intimidating alpha being torn apart verbally by a beta.
Jin rolled his eyes dramatically and shoved a food bag into Namjoon’s hands. "Take this. Go upstairs. Sit with him...Eat together and scent each other for a while, for heaven’s sake." He instructed
Namjoon raised an eyebrow at Jin...looking clearly annoyed but also recognizing the seriousness in his tone. "Alright!!" he grumbled and motioned for Jungkook to follow him upstairs
Jin waved them off impatiently.As the newly mated pair awkwardly walked upstairs, Jin muttered to himself..shaking his head in disbelief. "Are they sexually shunned or something? Most people would be tearing each other's clothes off after mating and these two are acting like they have got the plague."
With a frustrated sigh, he grabbed a food bag for himself and headed back to his house. "What a waste of perfectly good hormones!!" he grumbled under his breath.
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Jungkook nervously tugged at the hem of his hoodie, his fingers twisting as he watched Namjoon, who was standing near the bed, removing his jacket and watch. He wasn't sure what he was supposed to do next.
Namjoon on the otherside could sense the omega's discomfort from Jungkook's scent changing "You know... you'll need to touch me for this."he said softly
Jungkook nodded, his voice barely a whisper. "Yeah... I know."
Namjoon sighed and settled into the bed, leaning back against the headboard...his eyes fixed on Jungkook. "Whenever you are ready!!" he said
Jungkook hesitated at first...being physically close to the alpha was something he dreaded for some reason. He knew he craved for it inside...but still, his mind was spinning with doubts and confusion. But slowly, almost reluctantly, he moved closer. He knew he needed this, even if he couldn’t fully understand why. Finally, he slipped into Namjoon’s arms, burying his nose into the alpha's scent glands letting the comforting scent of vetiver and Amber envelope him and a long sigh escaped his lips as his racing thoughts began to slow down finally
Namjoon took a slow breath and pulled Jungkook’s wrist closer to him. He inhaled deeply, letting the cherry blossom scent guide him. "You are feeling really weak aren't you" his brows furrowed
Jungkook nodded against his chest, still adjusting to the comfort of the bond. "A little... but it’s okay."
Namjoon’s hold on him tightened slightly, his chest rising and falling in a steady rhythm. "It’s the mark healing.." he murmured in his deep voice "It’ll be better in a few days. You won’t need me as much then."
Jungkook hummed in agreement and he relaxed further, his body leaning into Namjoon’s warmth. The steady beat of his alpha's heart was a really comforting for him, and although he knew he could let go, a part of him didn’t want to. He just wanted to stay in this moment, cocooned in the safety of Namjoon’s embrace for a little longer.
After a few moments, Jungkook pulled back slightly, lifting his head and frowning in thought. "Can I ask you something?" He asked
Namjoon looked down at him " Hmm..." He hummed
Jungkook licked his lips ,gathering his thoughts before speaking "What happened to Jin hyung’s mate?"
Namjoon was taken aback by the question "How do you know about him?"
"Jin hyung told me!! " Jungkook replied quietly, sensing the alpha's nervousness
Namjoon took a deep breath in " Jimin died!!"
"What happened to him?" Jungkook asked again
Namjoon straightened up, giving Jungkook space to settle beside him on the bed ..."Our company does a lot of charity work...We focus on funding hospitals and children’s medical care, particularly for treatments of terminal illnesses. Hyung was the one who handled a lot of that since I m busy... So some years back he got involved in a project for a children's cancer wing at a hospital and ..."He paused, glancing at Jungkook briefly before continuing. "That’s where he met Jimin. Jimin was volunteering there. He was also... a patient."
Jungkook’s eyes widened slightly. "He was ill?"
"Yeah.." Namjoon replied "He was in the last stages of it. He refused treatment... wanted to live what little life he had left happily...and not in a hospital...He was a good man..charming..kind..it was almost impossible to not like him!!."
Jungkook’s heart clenched as he processed the words.
Namjoon continued after letting out a wary sigh "It was... sudden. Everything happened so fast. Within a month, they were living together. They mated soon after... and then, five months later, Jimin passed away. I told Jin hyung many times not to mate him...not to set himself up for disaster...but he did anyway. He almost lost himself when Jimin died."
A frown formed on Jungkook's face almost immediately while Namjoon continued
" Hyung went away for a year. He couldn’t handle the pain.... So he isolated himself..didn't talk to anyone..not even his parents..and when he came back... he was a different person, everyone thinks he moved on but I know he is still mourning Jimin...It's been years but he is still stuck on that exact point...like he can't really move past it...He never dated again after that. Not once"
Jungkook’s eyes watered as he listened to the story, feeling the weight of Jin’s loss settle on his chest. The depth of grief Jin had carried alone, how it had shaped him, became all too clear for him
He swallowed hard, blinking away the tears that threatened to fall. "That’s... so sad!!" he murmured, his heart aching for Jin...for the love he had lost.
Namjoon nodded. "Yeah, I guess it is.."he replied
Jungkook wiped his tears, his eyes narrowing as he glared at Namjoon. “You think... you think what Jin-hyung did is stupid?” His voice was sharp, his anger blending with confusion.
Namjoon blinked, taken aback by the sudden shift. “What are you talking about?”
Jungkook’s hands clenched tightly in his lap, trembling as he spoke. “You think it’s stupid that Jin-hyung mated with someone who was dying? That he loved someone even though he knew it would hurt in the end? That's why you asked him to not mate him ..not because you were afraid of his well being!!" He accused
Namjoon sighed heavily, his face impassive. “It’s not my place to judge, but... yeah. It’s not something I would do.”
Jungkook shook his head in disbelief, his emotions bubbling to the surface. His voice cracked as he spoke, the anger and hurt in his tone unmistakable. “You don’t have one ounce of love in you, do you? You don’t understand what it means to care about someone beyond what they can do for you. To you, relationships are just transactions. What you can get out of them. That’s all you see.”
Namjoon’s expression hardened, but he remained silent, letting Jungkook go on
Jungkook’s voice dropped...much quieter now but no less heated. “You don’t have one ounce of love in you, do you?” his voice cracked "All you see in relationships is what you can get out of them. Who can benefit you, what they can give you. That’s all you care about.
You didn’t even ask me if I wanted to be mated..." Jungkook said, his voice rising. “You didn’t ask if I was okay being forced into this marriage! You didn’t care about what I like, what I want, or what my dreams are..and I know you never will.”
He leaned forward slightly, his eyes glistening with unshed tears. “Pretty sure you didn’t even look at my picture before this whole thing, did you? You just saw that I came from a good family, that I was young enough to give you pups and you thought that was enough.”
Namjoon exhaled sharply " Jungkook, this isn’t the same. You are not....we are fated to be together!!”
“Of course, it’s not the same! He loved Jimin...and you don't even like me...and you never will...and go to hell with the fated mates bullshit!! See this...look at us..."he said pointing at both of them in anger ” It's a prison...a glorified prison!! We both are here because we had to ..not because we want to!!" Jungkook snapped...his voice was trembling with emotion, “I’m just a pawn in your plans, aren’t I? A convenient match to secure whatever it is you want. I know not to expect love from this marriage, but I thought I’d at least end up with someone decent.”
His voice broke as he continued.. “But no..you are just someone who doesn’t care about anything but yourself....”
He trailed off, the weight of his emotions crashing down on him. Wiping his eyes with the back of his hands Jungkook stood abruptly “I can’t believe I have to spend the rest of my life with you!! ” he whispered, his voice barely audible.
Before Namjoon could respond, Jungkook turned and stormed into the bathroom, slamming the door behind him.
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“Everything okay?” Jin asked, glancing at Namjoon as they sat in the sleek, designer boutique late that afternoon. Jungkook had been in and out of the changing room, trying on suits for the wedding reception, but Jin had noticed something was off between both of them.
“Yeah...” Namjoon replied flatly, keeping his eyes glued to a wedding magazine he wasn’t actually reading.
But Jin wasn’t convinced. His sharp gaze lingered on the alpha “That’s a lie. He looks sad and you look like you are suffocating" he stated
Namjoon sighed but didn’t look up. “It’s nothing!!" he muttered, brushing off Jin’s concern.
Jin raised a brow, but before he could press further, Namjoon’s senses heightened. He could feel the faint distress emanating from Jungkook...the omega’s scent souring with frustration and sadness. It stirred something primal in him..making his chest ache and his alpha restless.
Namjoon stood abruptly and set the magazine aside. Without a word, he walked towards the fitting rooms. He saw an omega helping Jungkook with his suit..he quickly motioned for them to leave. “Out!!" he said firmly but politely. The assistant hesitated for a moment before nodding and stepping away...giving them privacy.
He saw that Jungkook was standing in front of the mirror with a distant expression. He barely flinched when Namjoon stepped in and shut the door behind him.
The alpha placed his hands gently on Jungkook’s shoulders...grounding him. “Calm!!" he murmured getting closer to the omega.., his breath brushing against Jungkook’s ear.
Jungkook’s shoulders tensed at the touch, but he didn’t pull away. His eyes stayed fixed on his reflection..though they brimmed with unshed tears. “I hate this!!” he whispered, his voice cracking under the weight of his emotions. “I hate this..."he repeated, softer this time...like a plea.
Namjoon slowly rubbed his shoulders and pulled him gently against his chest.. letting his head roll back onto his shoulder “I know..." Namjoon said, his voice barely above a whisper. “I know... Just try to breathe.”
He rested his chin lightly on Jungkook’s head, his large hand rubbing slow, comforting circles on the omega’s sides. Jungkook let out a shaky exhale, his body finally slowly relaxing into the alpha’s hold.
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Chapter 8: Maybe I'm the problem!!
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"Can I get the keys to one of your cars?" Jungkook asked, pushing the door open and stepping into Namjoon's home office without bothering to knock.
The alpha was sitting at the table, surrounded by stacks of papers and his laptop, utterly engrossed in whatever he was working on. Jungkook’s eyes wandered over the desk, and he noticed three or four coffee mugs cluttered across its surface, each in varying stages of emptiness. And he had every urge to clean up but he chose to ignore it as it's none of his business. Instead he concentrated on the interior of the room... It was his first time in there and he realized it matched the rest of the house well....minimal, elegant and filled with artwork, just like the other spaces.
The only thing that stood out was a small succulent sitting in an oddly charming container...a simple white pot with a hand drawn heart on it. It looked like a gift, something that felt a little too personal for Namjoon’s otherwise polished and carefully curated space.
Jungkook sighed softly, taking in the scene. In just a few days, he had learned a lot about Namjoon...the man ran on caffeine, worked himself to exhaustion and lived like a true art collector...someone who spent unspeakable amounts of money acquiring pieces and donating generously to support artists. Jungkook could still feel his jaw drop at the memory of Jin casually mentioning the price of a small canvas hanging on their kitchen wall. The painting, which looked like random colors splattered across the surface had apparently been acquired at an auction just recently spending a not so small fortune.
It wasn’t really surprising though. Namjoon was one of the most affluent and influential business owners and philanthropists of their time. Still it all made Jungkook think of his father...back in his glory days before they lost it all. He had a similar lifestyle... though his indulgences leaned toward luxury vintage cars rather than fine art..
Jungkook cleared his throat to get the alpha's attention
But, Namjoon didn’t bother looking up from his screen. “Why?” he asked simply, his voice was as usual devoid of any emotion.
Jungkook rolled his eyes almost immediately. Namjoon’s way of talking drove him nuts.He was like a programmed robot designed to speak one word at a time...
It was so mechanical,..so cold. He really had a hidden desire to understand the alpha better...not that he was entirely sold on this whole mating thing. But he still expected him to be atleast a bit more...normal!! He knew bits and pieces about Namjoon from Jin, but it wasn’t enough to make sense of him and his behaviour.
“To go out!!” Jungkook muttered, sounding a bit sarcastic
Namjoon frowned slightly, his eyes still fixed on the laptop screen. "That's... Hmm...understood from the fact that you are asking for car keys. I asked for the reason...Do you need more things for the party? I thought we already got everything"
Jungkook shrugged shifting on his feet. "No. I want to check out some universities nearby about transferring my credits so I can finish my graduation next semester!!"
Namjoon finally paused, pulling his hands away from the keyboard to give Jungkook his attention. “But your brother mentioned the only thing left is your thesis, which is almost done. Ask your university for an extension if you need more time or finish it next semester at your current university itself. Isn’t that more convenient?”
Jungkook crossed his arms with a slight frown tugging in his face “Yeah, I have already emailed them. But I still want to check out the other options myself. Also, if that works out, I’m thinking about doing my master’s too. I need to grab some brochures”
Namjoon raised an eyebrow and glanced at him. “You do realize you can handle all of that online, right?”
Jungkook let out an exasperated huff. “Can I just go out, please? I’m bored out of my mind! There’s nothing to do here and you are always working...Happy now?”he asked with big eyes
Namjoon studied him for a moment before giving a slight nod. “Hmm, fair enough. The mark is healing well, so I guess you can be out for a few hours.” He leaned back in his chair and added “Ask Jin hyung to go with you. He knows some of the board members at the main university here. You can check out the campus and inquire about the master’s programs. Walking in without an appointment will go smoother with him”
Jungkook blinked, surprised by how easily Namjoon had agreed...he didn't expect the alpha to be supportive at all...but he wasn’t ready to back down yet “I can go by myself!! I don’t need anyone’s help!!”
“As I said, Jungkook!! ” Namjoon replied, “Jin hyung should take you. You are not going alone”
Jungkook let out a frustrated breath, annoyance creeping into his tone. “Fine!!! I won’t go, then"
Namjoon shook his head “I didn’t say you couldn’t go. I said you can’t go alone”
Jungkook raised an eyebrow with a teasing smirk tugging at the corners of his lips. “What? Are you afraid I’ll run off with another alpha?”
Namjoon didn’t flinch at all...his expression was as calm and collected as ever “You won’t!! ” he said smoothly...and confidently “And the reason is simple ...you are my omega. You know who I am, Jungkook!!!. You need security. I’m already planning to arrange a bodyguard for you in the future but until then...Jin hyung will go with you. It’s safer that way!! ”
Jungkook scoffed, anger still simmering beneath his words. “Ohh charming?! It’s not like you even care. You don’t even look my way. Why should you care where I go or what happens to me?”
Namjoon stared at him for a moment, his jaw tightening as if swallowing back words he would rather not say. Andwithout a word, he turned his focus back to his laptop,
Jungkook wasn't very happy about the reaction he received...he always expect the alpha to say something back but he always just go silent, like avoiding a discussion “What is your problem, huh?” Jungkook asked in anger as , his patience finally snapped.
Namjoon didn’t look up this time, his fingers paused over the keyboard. “I’d like to ask you the same thing, Jungkook. What’s with the hot and cold behavior?”
Jungkook’s eyes narrowed “What hot and cold? You’re the one who doesn’t want me! You’re the one who won’t talk to me!”
Namjoon shut his laptop with a sharp click and his gaze shifted to Jungkook once again“Really? " he snorted, leaning back in his chair " then tell me what is it that you want, Kook? You claim you hate me!! You call me a heartless asshole and say you don’t want anything to do with me....You refuse to sleep in the same bed as me. Then you turn around and change your mind, doing everything you swore you wouldn’t..."
He stood, towering over Jungkook, his voice rising " You talk and laugh with Jin hyung like we are not even married and the moment I walk in, you stop speaking entirely. If anyone isn’t trying to be in this relationship, it’s you, omega. I have been nothing but patient with you!! You grew up in a house full of alphas...am I treating you the way they treated you? Have I ever said no to anything you have asked?” His voice softened at the end, but his frustration was clear,
Jungkook’s breath hitched and his chest began rising and falling rapidly “Don’t fucking call me that!!! ” he spat, pointing an accusing finger at Namjoon “I’m not your fucking servant! And doing the bare minimum doesn’t mean you are doing me a favor ” His voice cracked “I’m your partner, not your pet!! Oh, wait...I forgot...” His tone turned more mocking “You just bought a breeding bitch with money, didn’t you? You literally bought me with money?”he scoffed
The silence that followed was deafening.... Namjoon’s expression darkened and Jungkook saw his jaw tightening as he struggled to control the storm brewing inside him. And for some reason it only excited the omega ..Namjoon exhaled sharply, trying to rein in his emotions and looked at Jungkook
“I’m at least doing the bare minimum...” Namjoon said in a low voice.. “What are you doing, Jungkook? Other than antagonizing me?”
Jungkook’s eyes flashed with anger “You deserve it...” he snapped “Because you are a horrible person!!”
“Jungkook!” Namjoon's voice rised suddenly
But Jungkook wasn’t done... “I know why you mated me... It wasn’t for love or anything noble. You did it for yourself, for your own benefit. Don’t you dare try to make it sound like anything else.”
Namjoon’s eyes burned with something unspoken... Jungkook was sure Namjoon was trying hard to not take out his angry alpha voice on him “I chose you because you are my fated omega!!" he said firmly
Jungkook let out a cold, humorless laugh and shook his head “Oh, really? What a convenient excuse. What if I wasn’t your fated one? Am I not the perfect omega you alpha's drool over...? Don’t pretend this is anything more than what it is. I know what you really want...a slave. An obedient, submissive plaything to warm your bed and carry on your precious bloodline...which is exactly what my brothers told you about me right?! And if we omegas dare speak up..it’s a crime, isn’t it?”
Namjoon’s jaw tightened further, but his silence only seemed to further fuel Jungkook...it was like the omega wanted an extreme reaction out of his alpha.
“You are no different from the rest of them!!" Jungkook continued... “You kicked your own brother out just for daring to make a choice. Who am I even talking to? A hypocrite? Hmm?”
Namjoon’s voice dropped to a low and dangerous tone , his breathing began getting laboured “Jungkook...” he warned..."Don’t talk about my brother like that!!"
Jungkook scoffed and leaned to the alpha , almost as if he was mocking him “Why? Does it hurt? Does it sting to hear the truth? You couldn’t handle his choices, so you threw him away....like he was nothing!! That’s what you do, isn’t it? Discard anyone who doesn’t fit into your perfect world"
Namjoon huffed, his chest rising and falling as he tried to keep himself in check. “What are you even saying? I have never denied you anything. You are free to study, to do whatever you want...you don't even have to ask me!! My brother has a PhD...he is a doctor. Don’t twist my intentions ”
Jungkook’s eyes narrowed “And yet, despite all that, you still reduced his worth to a single choice. It doesn’t matter how much he achieved, does it? You draw the line on his choice of his mate... All that mattered was that he defied you!!”
Namjoon's face darkened at the mention of Taehyung “Stand in my shoes, Jungkook and then judge me!! Until then, you have no idea what it’s like!!”
Jungkook raised an eyebrow and let out a mocking laugh “Stand in your shoes?” he repeated, his tone dripping with disdain... “I would never!!! Your shoes are built on arrogance and control and frankly, they are pathetic. You are nothing more than a misogynistic prick who thinks control is the key to getting everything you want"
Namjoon’s jaw clenched so tightly it ached... his hands were trembling with the effort to hold back.
Jungkook, however wasn’t holding back even a little bit.He enjoyed every bit of the alpha's anger...he stepped closer as if daring Namjoon to lash out..
"So, what is the problem?! you think when you chose the great Jeon household for yourself...you expected an omega who wouldn’t speak up? Who would just be your servant?"
Namjoon moved suddenly,l..even before Jungkook could register what was happening,his large hands gripped Jungkook's arms and he was being slammed against the alpha's chest. Jungkook gasped at the sudden action and feeling small in the presence of the intimidating alpha. Their faces were closer than ever and Namjoon’s eyes were filled with a silent intensity that made Jungkook hold his breath...
"If anything...I know you are not any of those things!! " Namjoon said in a dangerously low voice "You forget the bond we share... Whether you like it or not...I know a lot more than you think...so don’t underestimate what I know!!" He leaned in, placing a soft, unexpected peck on Jungkook’s cheek, sending a strange unfamiliar sensation through him...and his mark began throbbing as if on instinct.
Jungkook froze in place, not sure what he was supposed to feel about the moment. He felt the alpha's strong grip on his biceps, before it gradually loosened. The sudden shift made Jungkook’s pulse quicken..
“And understand....it’s not my aim to make you hate me… I hope it’s not yours either. Because one way or another, you are staying here with me… we are bound together by fate. I’m sure there’s a reason for it…” Namjoon said in a soft yet firm voice...the omega could feel a certainty in his voice.
Namjoon let go of him and he reached up and softly patted Jungkook's cheek“So be a good boy... and ask Jin hyung. I’m sure he’ll be happy to take you anywhere you want... or get you anything you want…”he said , the words made Jungkook's stomach feel funny.
His breath caught in his throat and his heart was hammering in his chest...he could hear it in his ears. Before he could make sense of his thoughts and feelings he felt Namjoon moving away, he had already turned to walk back to his desk..
But in that moment, everything in Jungkook snapped. He moved without thinking...his hand reached out to grab Namjoon’s wrist and yanked him back toward him. Namjoon barely had time to react before Jungkook was on his tippy toes... his lips crashing into the alpha’s with a desperate, raw need. It wasn’t gentle...there was no sweetness or tenderness, just frustration and hunger.
The alpha was taken off guard, but as Jungkook deepened the kiss..trying to let Namjoon open his mouth for him..., his arms quickly wrapped around the omega's body. Their lips collided violently, teeth scraping against each other....like it was a battle of dominance and need rather than anything else. Namjoon’s hands slid to Jungkook’s waist, gripping him tightly, drawing a moan from Jungkook as he kissed back more aggressively. Jungkook’s fingers tangled in Namjoon’s hair, pulling him closer, forcing their mouths together with a possessiveness that reflected his frustration. All he knew was that he needed to feel something...anything other than the constant tension that suffocated him.
Jungkook’s eyes snapped open after a while,when he tasted metal in his mouth... He pulled back with a wet slurp and realized that he had blood on his lips. His heart sank when he realized it wasn’t his own blood. A panic washed over him as he saw the red sheen on Namjoon’s lips. He had bitten the alpha and it was the kind of thing that could get him killed back home. His breath caught in his throat as he processed the gravity of the moment.
Namjoon, however, didn’t seem angry. He was just breathing hard, his chest heaving as he wiped his bottom lip with his finger, eyeing Jungkook with an unreadable expression. "I thought you hated me!! " he murmured "Why did you do that?"
Jungkook couldn’t meet his gaze. The shame of his actions pressed down on him....conflicting with the undeniable pull he felt toward Namjoon. He had known what he did, knew the act had been something more than just a slip up. But hearing it out loud only made him feel worse...
“Because I think I’m fucking nuts!! ” Jungkook muttered, voice barely audible. He didn’t wait for Namjoon’s response.... because the rush of emotions inside was too overwhelming.And without another word, he turned on his heel and ran away...once again..., not stopping until he reached their bedroom...where he slammed the door behind him.
"What the hell is wrong with me?" he muttered to himself as he finally let out the breath he was holding in... feeling both like he was losing control and for the first time, maybe gaining something he couldn't understand.
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Quoting some songs for them😂
Jk : "It's me, hi, I'm the problem, it's me"
Namjoon : "You better stand tall when they're calling you out....Don't bend, don't break, baby, don't back down
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Quoting some songs for them😂
Jk : "It's me, hi, I'm the problem, it's me"
Namjoon : "You better stand tall when they're calling you out....Don't bend, don't break, baby, don't back down"
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Chapter 9: Control is an Illusion
Chapter Text
The reception was far grander than Jungkook had ever imagined. Though he realized he should have expected it, considering the number of zeros in the price of his suit and jewelry...an amount that could probably feed an entire country. The entourage Jin had hired to prepare him wasn’t any less extravagant.. he swore he had seen them in magazines and on the internet. Jungkook had never been this done up before. Everything felt surreal, almost cinematic...like he was living out a scene from a movie.
Their lives were simple in one way..not in terms of wealth, but in how Jin and Namjoon lived independently and without unnecessary fuss. But now, as the day arrived, it was different. People were bustling around him...dressing him, shade matching him, prepping his skin like a turkey ready to be roasted, updating him on schedules and briefing him on etiquette and the guest list. The reality of just how important and influential his alpha was slowly beginning to sink in for Jungkook
Now, standing at one of the most luxurious event venues in the country,nhe felt so out of place.The chandeliers glistened like constellations and even the floral arrangements seemed too extravagant . All the training he had received over the past two days blurred into oblivion, and the guest list he had memorized was forgotten.
The crowd was enormous...larger than anything he had ever seen. As soon as they stepped inside, he felt the weight of countless eyes on them. His heart raced like a galloping horse and he instinctively grabbed Namjoon’s arm, seeking some form of grounding
"Are you okay?" Namjoon asked softly, noticing Jungkook's eyes going impossibly wide and his scent souring faintly with stress
Jungkook nodded, though the gesture didn’t convince Namjoon. A frown tugged at the alpha’s features and his own scent subtly shifted with concern. But he didn’t press further...sensing that Jungkook needed space to collect himself.
A line of people quickly formed to greet them once they were at the floor...industrialists, actor even idols and others Jungkook had only ever seen in tabloids or magazines. Their faces blurred together as he struggled to keep up. He wasn’t used to this kind of attention and his sheltered upbringing had done little to prepare him for the role of being the spouse of someone so prominent...He had never seen so many people together. Hell, he hasn't seen many people outside his family actually.
Strangely, advice he had once dismissed from his brothers’ omega mates resurfaced in his mind..Back then, he had brushed it off....being overconfident in his ability to adapt to the situatios. He thought living with 5 nosy and bossy alpha's were enough life experience for him to adjust to anything...but now, he realized how crucial their words had been. He was the omega of a significant man and there were expectations to meet.
While Jungkook wrestled with his nerves, Namjoon seemed completely at ease. He was charming and polite...effortlessly switching between languages while mingling with the crowd. It was second nature to him...He had never seen Namjoon smile before....he even realised his alpha had two beautiful dimples adorning his cheeks...and that he had a beautiful smile. Meanwhile, Jungkook felt like a flustered mess. The entire evening blurred for him...the never ending line of the silver haired Kim family ...other faces, speeches, the grand cake...it all melted into an overwhelming haze. He wanted to go home or at the very least... find a moment to breathe properly without another stranger asking him how his married life is going.
Relief came soon when Jin joined them..pulling Namjoon aside and engaging him in some conversation. Taking the opportunity, Jungkook mumbled something about needing the bathroom and slipped away quietly.
Someone directed him to a washroom and he was relieved to find it empty. He locked the door behind him and pressed his back against it, his chest rising and falling in shallow, uneven breaths. The night was suffocating and overwhelming and no matter how hard he tried, the panic within him only grew further
He stumbled to the counter, leaning against its cool surface in an attempt to calm himself. His reflection stared back at him...he saw how flushed he looked. He wanted to splash some cold water on his face, but the thought of ruining his carefully applied makeup held him back. Instead, his fingers fumbled with the buttons of his suit, loosening it in a desperate attempt to breathe properly
He remembered how everyone's eyes had been on him tonight and he couldn’t shake the feeling that they were judging him. He felt unworthy...like an imposter in this world. He was the unlucky one among them who never got to experience the luxury his other brothers had grown up in...his father's business was on the verge of failure ever since he was a toddler and it only worsened further as time passed before collapsing all together.
And for some reason Seul noona’s sharp words while she tried to teach him ' omega things' echoed in his mind “You’ll never be a proper omega if you didn't try hard... Jungkook. You are untamed....Too big, too muscular, too mouthy..... No alpha will be proud of you ” Her warnings about disappointing his future alpha replayed like a broken record in his head and he felt like he was living out her prophecy afterall
A sharp knock on the door startled him "Jungkook..." Namjoon’s deep voice called through the door "Are you okay? What’s going on? Open the door, please!!"
Jungkook froze for a moment...his fingers trembling over the lock. Finally he turned it and the door creaked open to reveal Namjoon’s concerned face
Namjoon stepped inside immediately, shutting the door behind him. "Hey," he said softly, "What’s wrong? Are you feeling sick?" His brows furrowed as he caught the sharpness in the cherry blossom scent that usually soothed him. Now, it was tinged with distress..it was almost like a burnt scent now.
Jungkook’s voice trembled as he shook his head, tears brimming in his wide eyes "It’s too much… too many people.... I...I’m not used to this. I feel like I’m going to pass out!!" His voice cracked and the first tear slipped down his cheek
Namjoon’s gaze softened instantly..he stepped closer as his alpha instincts kicked in "Jungkook..." he called out as he scanned the omega’s flushed, anxious face
"I’m so sorry.." " Jungkook stammered"I didn’t mean to embarrass you. I...I’m such a mess!!"
Namjoon nodded slightly "Hmm…"
"What the fuck, dude?" Jungkook snapped suddenly, his wide eyes brimming with frustration. His informal tone caught Namjoon completely off guard "Are you just going to agree with me? God, you are such an asshole! Seriously?" He cursed
Namjoon blinked, taken aback by his outburst ...unsure if he should laugh or apologize "What did I do?" he asked, his voice edging toward disbelief ..He didn't really understand the omega's sudden mood changes.
Jungkook groaned loudly,running a hand through his hair"Oh my God!!" he muttered, pacing slightly "Just ..Just stop being a dick and calm me down or something....you know...Like, I don’t know, what alphas do! God!"
Namjoon sighed softly and placed a steadying hand on Jungkook’s shoulder "Hey, relax..." he said, his tone as he released calming pheromones into the air "Look at me...and think about something else....It’s okay... you’re okay!!"
As Jungkook’s breathing began to slow breathing in the alpha's calming scent...he looked up at Namjoon...his wide eyes still glistening with the remeants of the earlier panic. Namjoon smiled faintly and nodded "It’s just people, Jungkook....Nothing else!!"
Jungkook let out a hollow laugh.. his hand pressing against his chest.. "I haven’t even been to a proper party, hyung " he admitted, the term slipping out unintentionally "I’m such a mess. I’m sorry for snapping at you earlier. I know you are just trying to help or... whatever"
Namjoon froze for a moment, caught off guard by the casual hyung. The word, along with Jungkook’s vulnerable tone made a sort of warmth flicker in his chest. But he quickly pushed the feeling aside
"You are not a mess!!" Namjoon said firmly, his hand reaching up to tuck a loose strand of Jungkook’s hair behind his ear. His fingers brushed the cool metal of Jungkook’s piercings and he noticed the omega stiffen slightly at the touch
Jungkook groaned, his face scrunching in frustration "No... Like...Look at me, hiding in the bathroom while the coolest party is out there. There are so many important people and I’m going to embarrass you in front of them, hyung. They will think I m some stupid...spineless omega or something!! God, my noona was right. I’m just a stupid pup...I didn’t learn anything!!" He said, nervously biting his lips
Namjoon’s hand rested gently near Jungkook’s face, his thumb brushing against his cheek. His voice was low and calm as he spoke... "Youare not embarrassing me, Jungkook. Not at all. Those people? I invited them...They are here to meet you...to meet my omega!! They don’t get to judge you. And most importantly..." He leaned in a little, locking eyes with Jungkook "They wouldn’t dare judge my choices. I promise you that much Jungkook!!"
Jungkook felt a flutter in his stomach at Namjoon’s words
Namjoon’s tone softened even more as he placed his hand on Jungkook’s shoulder "If it’s too much, I’ll help you... Just tell me what you need " He gently pulled Jungkook closer, their bodies almost touching
Jungkook’s senses began getting overwhelmed by Namjoon’s scent...it was warm and grounding, wrapping around him like a comforting blanket. It felt calming in a way nothing else could...Also, the way Namjoon claimed him as his omega made his heart skip a beat. He couldn’t help but melt under the weight of it all....afterall his body was programmed to respond to such things
He took a deep breath, feeling a little lighter suddenly...But, all he wanted was to bury his face in Namjoon’s neck, to lose himself in his calming scent. He remembered how warm Namjoon felt when they hadd scented each other before. Slowly, he looked up at him, his heart pounding in his chest...his eyes conveying more than it should ..
"What can you do?" Jungkook whispered, his voice barely audible
Namjoon’s eyes darkened slightly, his iris expanding as he sensed the subtle yet unimistakable shift in Jungkook’s scent. He tilted his head.. studying the omega with a knowing gaze"You want me to kiss you, don’t you?" His voice was low, steady and confident... as if he had already guessed the answer
Jungkook’s breath hitched and his cheeks burned at the suggestion. He didn’t answer immediately, but the thought was there...it was undeniable. Maybe a kiss could distract him, just for a moment...no other reason!! Because it did the first time... eventhough it didn't end well.
Namjoon stepped closer "Can I?" he asked "I can sense your need, Jungkook. If you want it, just say yes!!"
Jungkook's heart skipped a beat once again...his thoughts scrambling to form a coherent response, but his mouth felt dry and all he could do was give a slight nod.
The faintest smirk tugged at Namjoon’s lips as he leaned in, giving Jungkook enough space to pull away if he wanted. But when he didn't...their lips met almost immediately, Jungkook melted into the kiss...his earlier panic dissolving into the background. The world outside the bathroom seemed to vanish suddenly...as the only thing he was feeling was the soft pressure of the alpha's plump lips over his own.
Everything snapped and spiraled out of control when Jungkook opened his mouth, inviting the alpha in and Namjoon didn’t hesitate for even a second. He kissed him like he was starved..his tongue delving into Jungkook’s mouth with an urgency...The force of it made Jungkook’s knees buckle, his hands instinctively finding Namjoon’s neck, clinging to him for balance. This wasn't what they both had planned for sure...it was supposed to be a gentle...normal kiss just to calm him down...but Jungkook wasn't complaining .... because it did calm the fuck out of him.
Just as their kiss turned frantic.. the door creaked open, startling them both. Namjoon reacted instantly, slamming it shut with his foot without breaking the kiss, not even for a moment. His grip shifted as he effortlessly hoisted Jungkook up, his hands firm on the back of Jungkook’s thighs. He pressed him against the door to keep it shut, the collision sending a dull ache through Jungkook’s back...but he barely cared for it. Their lips crashed together again, ..only harder this time.
Jungkook had never felt anything like this. He didn’t know a kiss could be so all-consuming.
It wasn’t gentle...just like when he had kissed Namjoon before...but this was something more. It was raw, demanding... utterly intoxicating!! Jungkook moaned into the kiss, he was embarrassed by the sounds spilling from his lips, but he couldn’t stop them even if he tried . Namjoon was completely in control now, his dominant nature was showing and it felt more like payback for last time...like a punishment for biting his lips last time .That thought alone sent a thrill through Jungkook, making his heart race even faster.
When Namjoon’s teeth scraped against his bottom lip, Jungkook gasped, a shiver coursing down his spine. He needed air, desperately...but he didn’t want to stop. Not yet...
To his dismay, Namjoon pulled back suddenly ...panting heavily . His darkened eyes lingered on Jungkook’s swollen, shiny lips for a moment too long.. Jungkook saw how Namjoon clenched his fists as if he was restraining himself from going further
“Better now?” Namjoon asked in his deep voice
Jungkook nodded weakly, his lips still tingling and swollen..."Yeah," he whispered, his voice barely audible.
Namjoon set Jungkook down gently, his hands lingering on Jungkook's waist..“Take a moment if you need it.." he said softly, his thumb brushing against Jungkook’s swollen lips. Namjoon reached up, smoothing Jungkook’s tousled hair before straightening his suit carefully.
"Okay!!" Jungkook muttered, his gaze dropping to the floor as he tried to steady himself..his head was still spinning from the after effects of the kiss.He understood that they both have a tendency to go out of control very easily in eachother's presense.
They stood in awkward silence for a while, fixing their clothes and appearances. Jungkook prayed no one would notice the smudge in his makeup or the redness on his face. But Namjoon on the other hand was calm and collected as ever...he reached for the door handle and paused, giving Jungkook a final glance “Let’s go..we've been in here for a while..” he said
Jungkook followed him silently ...his legs still feeling a bit shaky from the aftermath of what they did. He couldn’t bring himself to meet anyone’s gaze, knowing full well his flushed face and swollen lips were dead giveaways.
"Sorry, Namjoon-ssi. I didn’t realize it was a private washroom... I’m so sorry,” a woman..a beta, stepped forward, bowing her head in shame. Her voice trembled slightly..she was clearly embarrassed. Her eyes darted briefly to Jungkook before looking away again, as if she couldn’t bring herself upto look at the omega. Jungkook guessed she must have been the one who had walked in on them
Namjoon gave her a curt nod " It’s fine!!" he said shortly, dismissing her with ease. The woman bowed again and quickly scurried off, disappering somewhere into the crowd.
Jungkook’s thoughts, however, were far from embarrassment. Instead, his mind kept replaying the kiss..the possessiveness of it, the way it had left him breathless and utterly consumed. More than anything, though, it was the undeniable thrill of nearly being caught that made his stomach twist in a way he didn’t quite understand..weird..yes!! But it excited him for some reason!!
“Seriously?” Jin’s voice cut through his spiraling thoughts..the beta looked clearly annoyed. He was standing a few feet away, his arms crossed and an eyebrow raised as he looked between the two “The bathroom? Here?”
Namjoon arched a brow, looking entirely unbothered “What about it?”
Jin threw his hands up in a dramatic gestur “Of all places. You have a home..a private one...but no, you chose to practice celibacy there. Instead, you decided to fuck for the first time in the bathroom....at your own wedding reception, while guests are waiting!” He whisper yelled
“We didn’t fu...” Namjoon started but stopped himself, his lips curling into an infuriating smirk “Also, how do you know we haven’t before?”
Jin groaned, rolling his eyes “I don’t want to know. And I don’t care. What I do care about is that Kook’s family is here. So, try not to look like you have been caught red-handed... or, you know...doing something stupid”
Jungkook blinked “Wait, my family?”
Jin nodded, gesturing behind him “Yes, your family. Namjoon invited them, of course!!"
Jungkook turned to Namjoon, brows furrowing “You invited them?”
Namjoon shrugged “Of course. I had to.. It's our reception and they are family!!"
Jungkook opened his mouth, ready to protest...but a familiar voice called out, stopping him in his tracks. “Jungkookie!”
Jungkook turned quickly, his heart skipping a beat as he saw his older brother, Youngseok, and his wife, Seul, approaching with warm smiles. Trailing behind them were his second brother, Hyungsik and his sister-in-law, Haeun. The sight of his family made his chest tighten unexpectedly. He had never even considered the possibility of his family being there. Namjoon had asked if there was anyone he wanted to invite, but he had declined, knowing Yoongi was his only friend and that inviting him wouldn’t be ideal. The thought of his family being present had simply never crossed his mind.
“Hyung..” Jungkook mumbled, a mixture of emotions flickering in his eyes
“How are you, pup?” Youngseok asked, smiling big as he stepped closer
Jungkook didn’t smile, not even a little. He nodded faintly in reply, keeping his expression neutral. Seul’s sharp gaze lingered on him as she stepped closer. “You look good..” she murmured “Did you cut your hair?” she added as she reached out to adjust the brooch on his jacket. Her movements felt too familiar, like old times when she would always watch him closely...ensuring he looked perfect. The familiarity of it made Jungkook stiffen slightly
Namjoon cleared his throat sensing Jungkook's mood shift to break the moment “Where are the others, Youngseok-ssi?” he asked, politely as his eyes moved across the group
" Ohh...it’s a long trip and Hajun can’t travel right now..” Youngseok explained “So they stayed back. The others are busy settling some things with the company. So we came alone!!"
Namjoon gave a small nod of understanding “ Please visit us when everything is sorted out!! ” he said
Jungkook turned his head sharply to glare at him, but Namjoon didn’t seem bothered by it. Instead, he reached out, his hand brushing lightly against Jungkook’s waist “I’ll leave you to catch up!!” Namjoon added smoothly before turning and walking away
As soon as Namjoon was gone, the smile on the older omega's face fell. Seul’s expression hardened and her tone turned sharp...the sweetness and niceness vanishing quickly “Why haven’t you called us, Jungkook? Not even once. You still enjoy making our lives difficult, don’t you?”
“Noona—” Hyungsik interjected, but Seul held up a hand.
“No, I’m serious....We were worried about you! You didn’t bother to think about us. Tell me, have you stirred up trouble here too? Is that why you haven't called? Are you taking care of him? Cooking for him? Being a good mate?”
Jungkook snorted “Why are you so worried, noona? It’s not like he’s going to return me if I’m defective, is he? It's a done deal..”
Seul frowned, clearly taken aback by the reply “The tongue on this pup!” she said in disbelief " Please tell me you aren't talking back to your alpha like this!!"
“Jungkook...” Youngseok said gently, his voice full of concern “Are you angry at us?” he didn't like how annoyed Jungkook looked ever since he saw them.
Jungkook let out a hollow laugh, his tone dripping with sarcasm “Angry? No, why would I be angry? Of course, I’m happy. Of course, you locked me away to sell me off to save the family. I’m thrilled to know I did my duty. Now you can all live in peace right..." He faked a big smile
Hyungsik stepped forward, trying to calm things down “Pup, this is a good family. He seems to be treating you well...Have you spoken to him about going back to school? About finishing your degree?”
Jungkook scoffed “Too late for that, hyung. I’m out of your hands now. You got your money, so leave it. I’m on my own. And yes..” he added, his voice rising slightly “he has treated me better than my own family ever did. A random alpha who doesn’t even care about me is treating me better than the people I called blood. The irony, right?”
Seul clicked her tongue in irritation, her expression hardening “Ungrateful pup!” she snapped “What were we supposed to do when he claimed you at first sight? Imprinting isn’t exactly something we could control! And mistreated you? Really? What exactly did we do that was so wrong, huh? You have got everything anyone could ask for, but here you are, acting like we were the villains!!"
Haeun nodded in agreement “You married one of the richest men, and not just anyone but your fated mate. Look at all this...” she gestured around the luxurious venue, “and still, you are complaining!!”
The argument was about to escalate further when Namjoon reappeared sensing the growing tension and his omega's angry scent filling the air... Namjoon's arrival had an almost immediate effect on Seul and Haeun..they both fell silent, their mouths closing as though they were suddenly scared of the alpha
" Youngseok ssi..” he interrupted smoothly, positioning himself next to Jungkook and firmly placing a hand on his waist...like a protective gesture that didn’t go unnoticed by the family. His gaze flicked briefly to the older omegas standing by before it turned to the older alpha. There was a subtle challenge in his eyes as he met Seul's gaze
“There are a few people I’d like you to meet. My uncle and aunts are excited to meet you. They haven’t had the chance to meet anyone from my omega’s family, so…”
Jungkook felt Namjoon’s fingers slowly rubbing circles on his skin, probably to ground him
"Jin hyung, please take them..." Namjoon said to Jin who was standing near him glaring at Jungkook's family. Jin quickly forced a smile, though it didn’t quite reach his eyes, as he turned to Jungkook’s brother “Ah, yes my father is excited to meet you. He mentioned he knows the elder, Mr. Jeon...they were classmates in school apparently!!"
As they walked away, chatting with Jin, Namjoon leaned in, asking quietly “Did they say something bad?”
Jungkook shook his head. “Nothing I haven’t heard before. Leave it.”
Namjoon raised an eyebrow, his lips pressing into a thin line as if weighing whether to push further, but he didn’t. Instead, he offered Jungkook a small reassuring nod "Do you need a drink?" He asked
"I haven’t...yet!! " Jungkook's eyes went wide "Seul-noona says it affects fertility, so..."
Namjoon chuckled, a small smile tugging at his lips.. "Oh, then it’s probably the time for your first drink!!" He handed Jungkook a champagne flute from a passing tray, while raising his own glass "Cheers!!"
Jungkook blinked at him as he took the glass from the alpha, feeling unsure.. His fingers brushed against the cool glass and he stared at the golden liquid , hesitating...
"Drink if you want to.." Namjoon said, shrugging "The pup and fertility are our concern, not theirs...and make sure your noona sees it!!" he added with a wink, as if the idea of subtly proving a point amused him
Jungkook blinked his gaze flicking from the glass to Namjoon before he brought the glass to his lips and took a test sip,...he felt the bubbles tingling on his tongue..and his eyes widened comically before his forehead creased to a big frown
"You like it?" Namjoon asked, watching him closely.
"Yes!! " Jungkook said nodding aggressively
Namjoon chuckled, resting his hand back on Jungkook’s waist before he smoothly guided him to the dinner tables to mingle with the crowd. Meanwhile, Seul and Youngseok watched from a distance, their expressions was unreadable and heavy with quiet judgment
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Namjoon nudged Jungkook forward as they approached a small group nearby “Jungkook, this is my secretary, Doyun and my EA, Eunji ” he said smiling softly. Jungkook glanced at them, noticing both were omegas and his eyes got the sight of the mating mark on Doyun’s neck. He bowed politely, offering them a small smile
“They are the ones keeping everything running while I’m away!!” Namjoon continued before gesturing to the others. “And these are the rest of my close staff..As he introduced each person, Namjoon casually mentioned how Doyun’s alpha and son was out of town for a family wedding and even pointed out the beta Eunji was dating . Jungkook blinked in surprise. He hadn’t expected Namjoon to know so much about his staff and their personal lives, their partners. It was... unexpected, but oddly endearing
Doyun offered Jungkook a polite bow, followed by the rest of the staff. “We have a small gift for you!! ” he said, gesturing toward the neatly wrapped envelope Eunji was holding
“It’s not much.." Eunji began with a warm smile “but we know you refused to take any honeymoon time because of the Choi Holdings deal. So, we rearranged a few things..just three days..and booked a trip for you and Jungkook-ssi to a private lake resort. It’s exclusively for honeymoon couples, with spas and plenty of activities. We all chipped in " She handed the envelope over.
“And don’t worry, Namjoon ssi..” she added quickly, “we have taken care of everything. The arrangements are exactly as you’d prefer and we even asked Jin ssi about your omega’s preferences to make sure it’s perfect!!"
Namjoon’s brows furrowed slightly
Sensing the wheels turning in his head , Jungkook stepped in, taking the envelope and opening it quickly .Inside, he found brochures and details for an ultra-luxury, exclusive resort “Oh… thank you!! ” he said, his voice laced with surprise “This is so generous, but it’s too much. This must have been expensive..you really didn’t have to!”
Eunji chuckled softly “Oh, he pays us well, Jungkook ssi. And he treats us even better. It’s just a small gesture. Besides, he never takes vacations and we are sure you are excited to spend time with him. He even worked through the mating days .."
Jungkook let out and awkward chuckle..."Yeah..I am..so much!! " he forced a smile
"We are really grateful for everything he has done for us, Jungkook-ssi. And we hope you both enjoy the trip !!"Another staff member chimed in
Namjoon hesitated, his forehead creasing “Ahh...But what about the meetings, and the..”
Jungkook cut him off with a teasing chuckle, slipping his hand into Namjoon’s “Don’t you trust them, Alpha? You just told me they keep the company afloat!! I'm sure they can handle things for a few days!!" He smiled with big eyes
Namjoon raised an eyebrow at the deliberate use of his title...it was the first time Jungkook had ever done it and he didn't understand if it was genuine or he was just showing off to the guests “hmm...yeah..Of course, I trust them. Thank you!!"” he said, glancing at his team “bYou are all very thoughtful. We’ll enjoy the trip..”
As the staff bowed and walked away, Jungkook turned to Namjoon with a sigh. “You should learn to be nicer to them. Don’t reject gifts outright!! It's so rude..Did you see how excited they were?"
Before Namjoon could respond, Jin joined them, grinning mischievously “Yes, Namjoon, listen to your omega. Be nice to people!"
Namjoon sighed, rolling his eyes at Jin as Eunji returned, this time with her boyfriend by her side to introduce him to Jungkook. While Jungkook chatted warmly with her, Namjoon leaned toward Jin " You are getting cheeky!!" He muttered
Jin raised an eyebrow, his smirk widening as he grabbed a drink from a passing tray “Oh, shut up....Or should I tell your omega that In-su is still working with you? And that you even invited him tonight? Considering how young and spirited Jungkook is, I’m sure he would definitely find your ex very interesting!!" He snorted “And that sour face In-su’s been making all evening? Dead giveaway... Surprised Jungkook hasn’t noticed yet!!"
Namjoon’s face flushed “Fuck you..He is not my ex...and I invited all my staff here..I cannot ask him to not come!!”
Jin widened his eyes in mock offense “The disrespect! Fine, not your ex!! Just someone you…” He paused, smirking “…fucked a lot!!”
Namjoon groaned, rubbing his temples as Jin sipped his drink with a smile
“Well,” Jin teased again “...don’t worry. I’ll wait!! But one day, I’m spilling all the beans. Just waiting for the right moment!!..You know I enjoy your misery from time to time.." he winked
Namjoon shot him a pointed glare, knowing full well Jin meant every word
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Chapter 10: I Don't Want To!!
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"Are you seriously telling me you brought your work laptop on our trip?" Jungkook asked, his tone laced with disbelief as he watched Namjoon pull the sleek device out of his bag the moment they got into the car from the airport
"Yes?" Namjoon replied simply, as if it were the most natural thing in the world, his fingers already brushing over the edges of the laptop
"This is a honeymoon... Your staff worked so hard to make this happen...literally begging you to leave their asses alone for two days! And you can't even give them that much peace?" Jungkook asked with big eyes, throwing his hands up in frustration
Namjoon didn't even look up as he opened the screen. "The business won't run itself, Jungkook!!"
Jungkook let out a short, exasperated laugh, shaking his head as he turned to stare out of the car window "Unbelievable! Why bother getting mated if this is what you wanted? Should've just stayed single and married your laptop instead"
Namjoon finally looked at him, sensing the telltale spike in Jungkook's scent...spicy and sharp with anger. His own alpha instincts began shifting uneasily at the omega's mood, but he sighed, shutting the laptop and slipping it back into his bag "Happy now?"
Jungkook snorted, his arms crossing as he leaned back in his seat "Oh, I didn't know you cared about 'happy.' I thought your default setting was 'grumpy.'" He rolled his eyes "Jin hyung was right!!"
Namjoon immediately tensed, removing his sunglasses as his gaze fixed on Jungkook "What did Jin hyung say?"
Jungkook tilted his head, his nose scrunching slightly at Namjoon's sudden panic "He said I should throw your laptop into the lake if I catch you using it on this trip!!'
Namjoon blinked, visibly relaxing "Ah, that!!" he murmured, settling back into his seat
Jungkook narrowed his eyes. "What? What did you think he said?"
"Nothing!!" Namjoon said too quickly, pulling his sunglasses back on and leaning against the headrest "Forget it"
Jungkook huffed, rolling his eyes "You are so dramatic!!"
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The resort was breathtaking, even more than they had expected. It was the perfect getaway for couples...private, well-maintained and serene. The moment they arrived, a few staff members greeted them with warm smiles, offering refreshing towels and cold drinks. Namjoon couldn't help but notice how one of the omegas working there seemed a little too fascinated by Jungkook
"You are so stunning Jungkook ssi " she said, smiling bright and her eyes lingering on him the entire time "Your hair is gorgeous. I have seen pictures of you in the news, but they don't do you justice!!" She spoke as they made their way to their villa.
Jungkook ducked his head shyly, bowing slightly as a faint blush crept up his neck "Thank you," he murmured quietly
Namjoon's jaw clenched. He hated how his reaction was so automatic and so involuntary, but he kept his face neutral. Still, there was an uncomfortable knot forming in his chest.
He's mine!
the alpha thought, his mark on his neck tingling slightly as if reminding him of his claim. Irritated with himself, Namjoon took a deep breath, hoping his scent wouldn't give away his feelings.
When they finally reached their villa, Jungkook's reaction made Namjoon pause. The wide-eyed look and the way he stood frozen at the entrance said it all...
The villa was perched on a small hill, surrounded by lush greenery and offering total privacy to the guests. It felt luxurious, but not in an overwhelming way... From the soft lighting to the sleek, modern decor...everything was perfectly in place. But the balcony was the real highlight.
Jungkook quickly headed for the patio that led out onto a balcony extending over the lake. His eyes immediately landed on the bed, draped in sheer white curtains, right next to a pool scattered with rose petals. It was facing the lake, and the view from there was breathtaking
"Wow!! " Jungkook whispered, stepping closer to the edge. His eyes widened more as he took in the details " This is...so.. beautiful!!"
Namjoon watched Jungkook from nearby, taking in every little detail of his face. The small changes in his expression... the way he reacted to things around him...surprise, curiosity, everything. He noticed the way Jungkook's hair moved with the wind, the sunlight making his features look softer, almost like something out of a dream. Namjoon's chest tightened at the sight, but he tried to keep his cool.
"My staff did a good job..." he said, trying to sound calm, though his voice felt a little strained.
Jungkook nodded , his eyes still trained on the view "Yeah... They did!! " His voice softened further, almost as if he were talking to himself "I have never been anywhere outside my packlands before!!"
Namjoon's brows furrowed slightly as Jungkook kept talking. His voice had changed, sounding more vulnerable now, something Namjoon wasn't used to hearing from him"My hyungs never let me..." Jungkook admitted, his fingers lightly brushing the balcony railing as he stared out at the lake "I used to see places like this in pictures...and I'd dream about seeing them someday. But I never thought I actually would!!"
The omega's words hit Namjoon like a sudden wave...making a strange pang settling in his chest. It wasn't guilt!! not exactly... He knew, as his true mate, his feelings toward Jungkook had to be different than what he was used to. But Namjoon had never really explored it, especially considering Jungkook's sharp nature and how little he seemed to care for him. It wasn't something he had planned to feel anytime soon.. certainly not something he ever wanted to get emotional about.
But seeing Jungkook like this, made something stir deep inside him. The urge to say something...to promise that he would show him the world, give him anything he wanted...it was overwhelming. But he kept it to himself, pushing the words down, unwilling to give in to whatever it was that was making his chest tighten in a way he wasn't used to
Jungkook glanced over his shoulder, his lips curving into a small, almost shy smile "Thank you... for this. It's because of you that I'm here.."
Namjoon blinked, caught off guard once again. For a moment, he wasn't sure what to say. His instinct was to brush it off, to say it was nothing, but the sincerity in Jungkook's expression made that feel wrong.
Instead, he nodded slowly "Hmm" he hummed
Jungkook turned back to the view, his long hair swaying slightly in the breeze. Namjoon felt an unfamiliar urge to step closer and maybe pull Jungkook into a hug or just rest a hand on his shoulder. But he stayed rooted in place, unsure of what to make of the growing pull he felt towards his mate
They both stood there for a while, the sound of the lake gently hitting the shore filling the quiet. The scent of cherry blossoms wrapped around Namjoon, soothing him like a blanket.And he could feel it...Jungkook was happy, really happy.!! Namjoon could feel it in Jungkook's scent, and strangely in his heart too. There was a calmness to him that made Namjoon think maybe this trip was the right choice after all
He cleared his throat softly, trying to shake off the weight of the moment "You should rest for a bit. Tehy said we have got a massage and dinner later "
Jungkook gave him a faint smile "Alright"
Namjoon turned to head inside, but not before casting one last glance at the omega standing quietly against the backdrop of the lake.
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After a light lunch and resting for a few hours , they made their way to the spa. The calming atmosphere greeted them as soon as they stepped inside....the soothing smell of lavender and eucalyptus scents mixed in the air...the lighting was dim and peaceful music played softly in the background. It was the perfect place to unwind. They were given fluffy robes and directed to separate changing areas.
Jungkook took a deep breath as he change after consulting with his masseuse, a beta with a kind smile, who had explained the process to him while Namjoon did the same in another area....Jungkook was trying hard to calm his nerves. He realized how intimate the situation was,even though there were other people around. He wasn't sure why he felt so self-conscious suddenly. A flutter in his chest came as he adjusted the tie of his robe, before stepping out .
When he stepped into the massage room, Jungkook saw Namjoon already lying on one of the tables. A cloth was draped over his lower back, leaving his upper body exposed. Namjoon looked completely relaxed...already at ease in the quiet space..And Jungkook could feel his heart racing for no reason at all. It wasn't his first time seeing Namjoon topless, but something about this moment made it different....Jungkook couldn't help but admire how beautiful Namjoon's caramel skin looked under the soft light
Noticing Jungkook's hesitation, his masseuse gave him a gentle nod and polite smile " You can lie down here.."" they said, pointing to the table next to Namjoon "Just cover yourself with this cloth and we'll begin shortly. I'll give you some privacy" The masseuse smiled before stepping out of the room to let the omega get comfortable
As Jungkook fumbled with the ties of his robe and began undressing, he had hoped Namjoon wouldn't look, but of course, he did. There was a brief moment of silence as Jungkook slipped off his robe and moved toward the massage table. Jungkook swore he saw Namjoon's posture shift slightly...a quiet intake of breath, as if his body stiffened a little. His eyes wandered for a moment before he turned his head away, closing his eyes and letting out a sharp breath.
Jungkook's heart raced and his cheeks flushed almost immediately. He quickly lay down on the table, trying to ignore the tension in his chest. Closing his eyes, he attempted to focus on the calming atmosphere around him, but the awareness of Namjoon beside him kept creeping back. It felt like Namjoon's eyes were still on him.
On the other side, Namjoon wasn't prepared for what he saw. Yes, Jungkook was his omega and yes, they had exchanged saliva before..he also knew it wasn't the most polite thing to stare, yet Namjoon couldn't help it. He felt like a hormonal teenager, the urge to look at Jungkook was almost impossible to suppress.Jungkook had his head turned away, but his smooth, honey-toned skin that was exposed seemed to glow in the soft, ambient light. Namjoon knew Jungkook was fit, but seeing him laid bare like this was more than he expected. The small waist, the defined muscles of his abs...everything about him was breathtaking. Namjoon's chest swelled with pride as he noticed the visible mark on Jungkook's neck, and for once, he was glad Jungkook had claimed him in a similar way too. Everyone should know they belong to each other.Namjoon's throat tightened and a wave of heat rushed through him. He huffed in frustration, not sure where his thoughts were going. He quickly forced his gaze away, desperately trying to regain control.
He knew it wasn't just Jungkook's body that was affecting him. The omega's scent...the soft, sweet cherry blossom and the faintest hint of vanilla...it seemed to grow stronger in the peaceful spa bleeding into the lavender and eucalyptus. Namjoon's senses were overwhelmed and something stirred deep inside him...a feeling that was both exciting and dangerous.
Jungkook wasn't oblivious to this. He could sense Namjoon's lingering gaze and the realization made his heart race once more. He shouldn't like this, but oddly, he did. There was the faintest hint of arousal in the alpha's scent, something that made Jungkook's omega feel proud and satisfied. He bit his lip, praying for the masseuse to arrive. It wasn't until the masseuse entered that Jungkook finally exhaled the breath he had been holding.
It wasn't much different on the alpha's side either
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The dinner that followed was no different than this, &. As Namjoon stepped out dressed casually, Jungkook felt a punch to the gut—an unexpected tightness that wasn't just from the sight of Namjoon, but from the way he carried himself. Namjoon was dressed in a crisp, white button-down shirt, casually unbuttoned just enough to reveal a hint of skin, paired with well-fitted jeans and brown leather shoes. His hair was styled with more intention than usual, perfectly framing his face..
Jungkook had never really seen Namjoon like this before. Since they had been married, he had mostly seen him in formal attire or lounging in sweatpants. There had been a couple of occasions where they went out shopping, but nothing like this...nothing that made Namjoon look so effortlessly put together. He looked... glowing in a way that Jungkook couldn't put into words. His scent was more relaxed too, less controlled and somehow everything felt more comfortable, more real. Maybe the change of scenery and less workload was adding to his charm. Jungkook also noticed the way Namjoon took a second glance at him when he saw his hair, which was tied up in a ponytail rather than left loose like usual. It made Namjoon pause, and for a brief moment, Jungkook could see a flicker of curiosity in his eyes.
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The dinner was set up on a deck overlooking the lake. The night sky above was a deep, rich orange..with the last remnants of the sunset slowly fading into the horizon. The air was chilly, carrying a gentle breeze that made the moment feel more perfect. It was beautiful and romantic...something Jungkook had never quite expected to experience. And yet, despite being in such a stunning setting, Jungkook found himself watching Namjoon more than the scenery. There was something about the way the alpha carried himself, how effortlessly at ease he seemed, that pulled Jungkook's attention
The way he spoke to the waiter, discussing the menu with ease and making decisions without hesitation...it was so natural, so confident. Jungkook was almost taken aback by how effortlessly Namjoon moved through the conversation. When it came time to order, Namjoon surprised him by asking for his opinion on the wine and food selection.
"Go ahead.." Jungkook said, feeling unsure about the menu himself "I'll go with whatever you choose!"
Namjoon gave a small smile and nodded, ordering a few dishes with a calm, steady voice.
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"Are you okay?" Namjoon asked,his forehead creasing as he noticed Jungkook lost in thought, his fingers absently tracing the rim of his wine glass.
Jungkook blinked, snapping back to reality "Hmm... yeah, I'm fine"
"Food not to your liking?" Namjoon pressed, noticing Jungkook's distracted gaze as he absentmindedly stared at his pasta
"No, it's really good!!" Jungkook replied, offering a small but genuine smile "I love it"
"Jin hyung mentioned your love for cheese, so I told them to make it extra cheesy..." Namjoon said, his voice almost casual, but Jungkook noticed the slightest hint of shyness in his tone. It was subtle, but unmistakable. For a moment, Jungkook got the sense that Namjoon had never done something like this before, never gone out of his way in such a personal way.
Jungkook's eyes brightened as he licked his lips, savoring the taste "It's perfect... and this wine... it's really good"he assured him
Namjoon felt a warm satisfaction spread through him, his gaze softening as he watched Jungkook enjoy the meal so comfortably. He had noticed how the omega had a healthy appetite and how he took pleasure in every bite and it made him happy that Jin had mentioned his preferences to him beforehand so he had made sure to order enough to keep the omega content.
But the biggest surprise awaited them as they returned to their villa. Jungkook froze in place as soon a she stepped inside.
The patio bed was lavishly decorated with soft petals, flickering candles casting a warm glow in the cool night air, and an ice bucket filled with champagne and strawberries sat beside it. The bed itself was beautifully arranged, clearly set up for a romantic evening. The entire scene was so breathtakingly beautiful that Jungkook's heart skipped a beat at the sight.
Namjoon stiffened slightly upon seeing it, but quickly composed himself. "Ah, don't mind it... it's probably part of..... I'll talk to them. I'll just..." He trailed off, shaking his head "I'll take care of it..."
Jungkook was caught off guard too but he tried to remain composed "No," he said quickly, shaking his head. "Don't say anything... it's a nice gesture... let's leave it at that. It's fine." He felt his face heat up, unsure whether it was the wine or something else making him blush
Namjoon nodded, scratching the back of his neck, clearly feeling awkward "You can go ahead and get ready for bed"
Feeling a bit overwhelmed, Jungkook nodded, his face still flushed as he headed toward the bathroom, trying to shake off the warmth flooding his chest.
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Late at night, Jungkook sat on the edge of the bed, feeling restless as the minutes dragged on. The faint buzz of wine lingered in his system, amplifying the unease coursing through him. Namjoon was lounging on the couch, in the living h room with headphones on, lost in whatever music he was listening to. Earlier, when Jungkook had gone out to sit on the patio, he’d found Namjoon already there..wearing his stupid sweatpants and a loose, long-sleeved top that bared half his arms and shoulders.
Wasn’t he cold? Jungkook had wanted to ask, but he knew better. Alphas generally ran warm, but still... so inappropriate. So distracting!! He huffed
Now, back in the room, Jungkook couldn’t shake the feelings swirling inside him... His mind kept replaying snippets of the evening....Or worse, flashing back to that kiss...the earth-shattering one at their reception, where Namjoon had pinned him to the bathroom door like it was a scene out of a drama....Or earlier today the way Namjoon’s eyes had lingered on him at the spa and that faint, barely-there hint of arousal in the alpha’s scent...
“Calm your horny ass, Jungkook!!” he muttered, gripping his phone tightly. “You can’t seriously be thinking about this.” He cursed under his breath, he knew his scent was probably too obvious by now
But Namjoon didn’t say anything. Didn’t even look his way. For a moment he wondered if he read the signs wrong.. because he was sure the alpha was atleast a teeny bit affected by everything.But now, it looked like he was probably imagining things.
Does he not care? Jungkook thought, frustration bubbling up inside " What kind of alpha ignores something like this?
He bit his lip, glancing toward Namjoon sitting on the couch, headphones on, completely relaxed. Is he oblivious or just uninterested? The thought made Jungkook frown harder.
His own voice wasn’t enough to drown out his spiraling thoughts. “Yes...you have got a problem!! ” he groaned. “Yes, you’re just stupid and horny. Just like Yoongi said...it’s gonna land you in trouble" he muttered to himself in frustration
But he wasn't able to calm down...and before he could second-guess himself, he unlocked his phone and dialed Jin’s number... because maybe he could distract him...right!!
The phone rang a few times before a groggy voice answered “Why the hell are you calling me at this hour?”
Jungkook let out a defeated sigh “Nothing. I just... needed to talk"
Jin groaned loudly “Did he say something rude? Should I come over and whoop his ass?”he asked sensing Jungkook's nervousness in the voice
“No,.." Jungkook muttered, shaking his head even though Jin couldn’t see it. “He’s just sitting in the living room. Listening to music. I’m... I don’t know, hyung!!"
There was a long pause before Jin's voice turned smug. "Oh my god. You’re both complete idiots. Don’t you realize how private that place is? I specifically booked it so no one would hear you even if you screamed. Not that anyone would care...it’s a honeymoon resort, Jungkook. Screaming is practically encouraged !!"
“Hyung, stop.." Jungkook groaned, flopping back onto the bed, his face burning “Don’t. Say. That!!! ”
But Jin wasn’t done “Here’s a piece of advice I should never have to give a little brother: what’s the point of having an alpha if you are not going to use him properly? Seriously, go get that dick!! It’s your honeymoon, for heaven’s sake. Come back limping, or don’t bother coming back at all. You both need to get laid and kill that ridiculous tension.” He paused, then added with an annoyingly smug tone, “Or is it that bathrooms are more your style than comfy beds? The place has those too, right? Go wild!”
“Hyung!” Jungkook’s face went crimson as his heart raced, the sheer mortification making him regret ever making the call
“Goodnight !!” Jin said laughing, clearly pleased with himself “You know what to do"
Jungkook hung up with a huff, his face practically going up in flames....Why did I call him? He is the worst. Of course, this whole setup was probably his idea. Who decorates a bed with candles and petals like that? Evil, I tell you!!
Jungkook let out a long breath, feeling more ridiculous by the second. His fingers fumbled with his phone again, and without much thought, he pulled up Hajun’s contact and hit call. After a few rings, Hajun picked up, sounding far too cheery for the late hour
“What are you doing?” Jungkook asked, trying to ignore the guilt of waking him
“Me? Eating like a pig...” Hajun replied, clearly unbothered. “Your niece is making me fat...I’m so hungry all the time...like already!!!.... I’m starting to think your brother put a litter in here !!" He sighed
Jungkook managed a small laugh, though his voice came out flat “You are ridiculous hyung”
Hajun’s tone shifted slightly “Wait, what time is it there? Aren’t you supposed to be on your honeymoon right now...?”
“I am...” Jungkook mumbled
The call instantly turned into a video request and Jungkook reluctantly accepted. Hajun appeared on the screen with a jar of peanut butter in one hand and a spoon in the other, looking entirely too comfortable
“What is it?” Hajun asked, already feeling suspicious “You look like a kicked puppy"
“Nothing, just... missed you" Jungkook muttered, looking away
“Jungkook..” Hajun called, narrowing his eyes “What are you doing calling me? Aren’t you supposed to be doing...couple things? You know, the kind of things that cause this...” he said, gesturing at his small baby bump
Jungkook groaned “I don’t want to sleep with him!! Stop saying that....” he whisper yelled
Hajun blinked, looking genuinely confused “Why? He’s hot!! And Seul noona wouldn’t stop talking about how he has been spoiling you...not in a good way but I guess if she didn't like someone they must be a real good one! So I figured he is a nice guy!!”
“It’s against my principles...” Jungkook replied firmly, though the conviction in his voice wavered. “I’m supposed to be rebelling here, remember? And... having sex with him doesn’t exactly fit the rebellion vibe!! ”
Hajun burst out laughing, shoving another spoonful of peanut butter into his mouth “Principles? What principles? Jungkook, that’s a rich, handsome alpha. Your alpha. Do you even realize how rare that is? And even if you don’t like hi...hot and rich is a deadly combination!!”
"You are asking me to whore myself out!!" Jungkook said with big eyes
"Hmm.... that's your husband?" Hajun stated, raising an eyebrow
“Why does everyone keep saying the wrong things?” Jungkook groaned, throwing himself back onto the bed with a dramatic pout forming on his lips
“Wait... who else did you call?” Hajun asked, his eyes narrowing in suspicion.
“Jin hyung!!”
Hajun snorted, already guessing the answer “And what did he say?”
“He told me we both need to get laid!!” Jungkook grumbled, his pout deepening
“He is not wrong,” Hajun replied instantly. “Jungkook, these sort of things get people closer emotionally and physically....do you even know what kind of alpha you are dealing with? He is a big-ass alpha. Like, really big.!! Aren’t you even a little curious about, you know... things down there?” he said with a smug grin
Jungkook’s face turned a deep shade of red as his mouth fell open in disbelief “I’m ashamed of you! Stop talking. You are carrying my niece, for god’s sake!”
Hajun only laughed harder“Well, that’s how your niece got here, genius. Also, why else would you be calling two people in the middle of the night, hmm? You just wanted a little push in the right direction.. didn't ya...!! ” He wiggled his eyebrows suggestively
“Go away!! ” Jungkook snapped, rolling his eyes “And eat your stupid peanut butter!!"
“Gladly!! ” Hajun shot back with a smirk, taking another exaggerated spoonful. “But seriously, think about what I said. Goodnight, prude.."
Jungkook ended the call with a huff, tossing his phone onto the bed. He buried his face in his pillow, half tempted to scream for all the wrong reasons. Why did he even bother calling anyone tonight?
This night just kept getting worse
Jungkook couldn’t understand why everyone kept saying the same thing. Was it so hard to support him when he was trying to make a point here? But no, no one cared. Not Jin, not Hajun.
He stood up abruptly, pacing the room in frustration. His heart raced in his chest, pounding louder with each step. Namjoon was still on the couch... The alpha's warm, earthy scent of vetiver filled the air...and he was utterly oblivious to Jungkook’s internal crisis.
Jungkook stopped in his tracks, his gaze locking onto Namjoon’s broad back...he looked so relaxed and unconcerned, as if the entire world wasn’t crumbling around Jungkook
“I don’t want to sleep with you!!!” he muttered under his breath
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Jungkook walked into the living area and Namjoon’s head turned slightly, his sharp senses catching the shift in Jungkook’s scent. He removed his headphones and looked directly at the omega with a calm expression
“Did you say something? Sorry I didn't hear!!" He said sitting up straight
Jungkook swallowed hard, his hands clenching at his sides “I ... I want to have sex!! ” He paused, his face burning“With you I mean....Right now!!" The words tumbled out faster than he had intended.
Namjoon blinked...his face was unreadable. Then, with an almost maddening calmness, he nodded “Okay!! ”
Jungkook froze, his eyes comically widening “...Okay?”
Namjoon raised a brow “Yeah....Okay !!”
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Notes:
I'm the worst when it comes to writing real romance and dating (you know, not the crying, dramatic type), so bear with me as I awkwardly try to write about two people feeling mutually attracted to each other for no particular reason... ✌️
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Chapter 11: In Fact, He Wanted To
Notes:
⚠️Okay... warning for things that might reserve a seat in hell for me. I'm not much of a smut writer, hence the overreaction.
I usually like making characters cry for other reasons, not this
But... anywhoo... no kink-shaming allowed in this house, because you will see a mess of it down below. It's mess really!! 🙏🙏
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Jungkook swallowed hard, his hands clenching at his sides "I ... I want to have sex!! " He paused, his face burning"With you I mean....Right now!!" The words tumbled out faster than he had intended.
Namjoon blinked...his face was unreadable. Then, with an almost maddening calmness, he nodded "Okay!! "
Jungkook froze, his eyes comically widening "...Okay?"
Namjoon raised a brow "Yeah....Okay !!
Namjoon took a slow step forward, and instinctively, Jungkook took a step back
"Ahh... You just agreed like that?" Jungkook asked, eyes wide, his pulse skipping. He wasn't sure if he should feel relieved or if he had just walked into something he wasn't prepared for.
Namjoon shrugged. "Yeah... I was just wondering why you hadn't asked yet."
Jungkook's eyes widened a little. "Huh? Excuse me?" His voice came out sharper than intended....half from offense, half from the heat creeping up his neck. He had been wrestling with this nagging feeling inside for hours... or days and the alpha just... what? Is acting like it was inevitable? Like it wasn't a big deal?
Namjoon smirked, stepping closer, his voice dropping low. "I can sense your scent... and your thoughts... you know that, right?" His fingers ghosted over Jungkook's wrist in a featherlight touch "It's not that bad, Jungkook. I'm your alpha... It's natural for you to want me. Especially since we're still freshly mated "
Jungkook scoffed, rolling his shoulders as if it would shake off the tension gripping his body "Well... hmm... don't act like you weren't thinking about it. You were gawking at me at the spa... I saw that!"
Namjoon reached up, pulling his headphones from around his neck while his dark eyes stayed locked on Jungkook. "Never denied I was attracted to you " His voice was smooth "You are very beautiful, Jungkook. I'd be a fool not to notice!!" A faint smile tugged at his lips as he said it
Jungkook's breath hitched "What?"
Namjoon tilted his head, his smirk growing "Why do you find it surprising that I find you appealing?"
Jungkook didn't answer. He couldn't!! He was made to believe that he didn't fit the image of typical.omega. But the way Namjoon was looking him...it made him wonder if everything his family had fed to him all these years matters anymore.
Namjoon's gaze dragged over his form....slowly...taking his time. It made him flustered. He felt too exposed, even though he was fully dressed...
"I know you aren't particularly fond of me..." Namjoon stepped closer and Jungkook could feel the heat radiating off him ...the faint scent of arousal "But I think I like that. It reminds me of the good old mating runs!!" He winked
Jungkook swallowed hard "Wh..." His brain was short-circuiting inside. Why did Namjoon sound so dangerous and addictive?
Namjoon didn't let him finish. He simply nodded toward the balcony "Go wait in the bed "
Jungkook looked at him, confused "Hmm?"
Namjoon pointed again to the bed outside "There." His smirk deepened. "Let's let it serve its purpose "
Jungkook's fingers curled against his pajama pants, something about the way Namjoon was watching him making him feel both nervous and entirely too aware of his own body. He nodded softly and walked over to the balcony slowly
--
Jungkook sat on the bed, legs crossed, fingers twitching as he waited for the alpha. He wasn't sure what he was expecting, but he felt strangely exciting. His eyes moved to the rose petals scattered across the sheets and with a quiet sigh, he pushed them aside. It was romantic and all... but this wasn't about that. There was no love story here....just need. He was horny and it seemed the alpha was too
He heard the footsteps echoing against the floor and he saw Namjoon walking towards him.. The flickering candlelight made his sharp features even more striking, shadows tracing the angles of his jaw....and his dragon eyes..Namjoon's eyes flicked over the setup...the half-melted ice in the bucket and the champagne...the candles burning low. He reached for one of the untouched flutes nearby, his fingers curling around the delicate glass.
"Are you sober?" he asked as he popped the bottle open casually
Jungkook nodded "Yeah. I only had one glass of wine... hours ago"
Namjoon hummed, glancing at the champagne bottle before quietly pouring himself a small amount
"We are drinking now?" Jungkook asked in confusion, and stood up from his seat
Namjoon didn't answer...instead he took a slow sip out of the glass, eyes locked onto Jungkook's lips as he swallowed. Then, without a word, he placed a firm hand on Jungkook's shoulder, guiding him back against the bed
Jungkook went easily and his heart was hammering against his ribs
Namjoon brought the glass to his lips but didn't hand it over. Instead, he tilted Jungkook's chin up, his fingers pressing against his jaw, keeping him still. Jungkook's lips parted just as Namjoon poured a slow sip against them, the cold liquid sliding over his tongue.....It was sharp and sweet and a single drop escaped the corner of his mouth, and before he could react, Namjoon's thumb was there, swiping it away. And without any hesitation, he licked and sucked on his finger
Jungkook exhaled sharply, understanding that Namjoon was doing it purposely...he wanted to turn him on and it was clearly working.He could feel his cock harden under his pants
Then, Jungkook saw Namjoon pick up a ripe strawberry from the bowl and press it against his lips. Without thinking, Jungkook bit into it...his eyes fixated on Namjoon's . The juice burst against his tongue...it was sweet, messy and a little overwhelming.
When he instinctively licked his lips to clean up the remnants, he saw Namjoon's eyes darken further. He could sense the spike in his alpha's scent....the richness of vetiver and the now more prominent hint of amber. It was clear that Namjoon was definitely turned on and his pheromones were all over Jungkook, intoxicating him. He didn't even know what he had done to make Namjoon so excited suddenly
Namjoon set the glass down quickly, letting out a sharp breath. He bit into the remaining half of the strawberry, holding it between his teeth, as he casually pushed his shirt off his body
Jungkook visibly gulped. His eyes trailed down the expanse of Namjoon's chest, then lower...to his rock hard abs....and the faint trail of hair that disappeared into his waistband of his shorts. The fabric of it stretched tight, revealing the faint outline of his semi hardened length under and it already looked quite big.
Jungkook had been with an alpha before, but Namjoon...Namjoon was different. Taller, broader, built like he was made for dominance...he was unlike anyone Jungkook had ever met. Jungkook knew the alpha's lineage was impressive, as Jin had explained. After all, he was a descendant of omnias and enigmas and they were known for their larger, more imposing builds.
"Touch me..." Namjoon said, watching the way Jungkook's gaze roamed his body
The words sent a shiver down Jungkook's spine. He blinked up at Namjoon, his lips parting slightly "Hmm?" His eyes were wide...looking almost too innocent
Namjoon let out a low, rumbling growl. That look in the omega's big eyes.......soft, unsuspecting, tempting.....it made something in him snap...
Before Jungkook could react, Namjoon grabbed his hands, dragging them down his torso, pressing them flush against his firm, heated skin
Jungkook sucked in a breath, his fingers twitching as they traced the taut muscles beneath his fingertips. He bit down on his lip involuntarily...trailing his fingers along Namjoon's abs, feeling every inch of his firm body. He glanced up again, his eyes darting to Namjoon's face..
That's when he saw it....Namjoon's patience finally shattering
Without warning, Namjoon fisted a hand in Jungkook's hair, pulling him into a bruising kiss....swallowing the small gasp that slipped from his lips. Their mouths moved together in a messy, heated kiss and Namjoon's tongue slipped past Jungkook's parted lips...tasting the lingering sweetness of strawberries and wine
Jungkook barely had time to think before Namjoon pushed him down onto the bed, his body caging him in.
Jungkook squirmed beneath him, heat pooling low in his stomach as Namjoon's lips moved to his jaw, then lower...kissing, biting and sucking down the curve of his neck and collarbones.
"So fucking pretty..." Namjoon murmured against his skin, his voice was thick with want. He licked over the fresh marks blooming against Jungkook's throat...he then moved lower, nipping at the sensitive skin of his scent glands playfully....
Jungkook let out a breathy whine, his body instinctively arching into Namjoon's touch. The mark on his neck burned and his scent began to grow sweeter with each passing second. Then, it hit Namjoon....he could smell it....the intoxicating scent of the omegas slick and his gaze fell to the growing wet patch on Jungkook's pants. And it made his control slip a little more , making him growl in satisfaction .
But then, Namjoon pulled back just enough to meet Jungkook's eyes
"I'm not a nice guy in bed.." Namjoon muttered in a low voice "I can be mean... both physically and verbally. It may hurt... but I'll always ask you for permission first. Do you understand what I mean?" His fingers trailed slowly down Jungkook's ribs, slipping beneath the hem of his shirt, brushing against the warm skin
"Is that okay?"
"Yeah..." Jungkook breathed , almost immediately. The impatience was clear in the way his body shifted.. craving for more.
Namjoon tilted his head, studying Jungkook's eager expression ...His eyes darkened again "Really?" His fingers slid up, tracing a teasing....possessive path along Jungkook's throat.
Jungkook swallowed hard, his heart pounding as he nodded... "Hmm... do anything you want!! Just please touch mme!!" He begged
Namjoon's grip tightened slightly, just enough to make Jungkook suck in a breath. His thumb brushed over the rapid pulse at his throat.. "You like this?"
Jungkook nodded again, his words caught in his throat. He wasn't sure why, but he knew it felt right....more than he expected.
A slow smirk curled at the corner of Namjoon's lips. "Pretty.." The word slipped from his mouth made Jungkook's omega feel a rush of satisfaction flood through him. He let out a soft, almost purr...an instinctive sound he hadn't meant to make that made Namjoon chuckle low in his throat
Namjoon leaned in closer to him and his breath felt warm against Jungkook's jaw "If you're not okay with anything I say or do..." His voice dropped even lower "You tell me. Or tap me anywhere on my body to signal me... Understand?"
Jungkook nodded again, but his mind was already spinning.
Namjoon was nothing like Yoongi. Yoongi had been gentle, patient...letting Jungkook take control, letting him decide...maybe even let him boss around a little bit.But this alpha? He didn't seem like the type to enjoy that. And for some reason, that realization sent a shiver of excitement down Jungkook's spine.
Maybe it was their mating bond...the natural omega instinct to submit to his alpha. Or maybe... maybe this was something he had always wanted but never had the chance to explore. Whatever it was, the way Namjoon had said mean made his stomach twist in anticipation.
And despite everything...despite the fact that he still wasn't sure how he felt about Namjoon...he knew one thing for certain. Namjoon was respectful. He could feel it in his words, in his touch. This alpha had never once crossed a line. And that was enough !!
Namjoon didn't wait much after that. His hands dragged over every inch of Jungkook's exposed skin while he began stripping him bare... his gaze roaming...drinking him in like he was something to be devoured. He pulled down Jungkook's soaked underwear, his breath hitching as Jungkook's cock sprang free...red, leaking and painfully hard. His eyes trailed lower....catching the way slick dripped down Jungkook's thighs, glistening in the dim light
"So fucking pretty..." he whispered again, licking his lips
He hovered over him, his lips grazing Jungkook's collarbone, his tongue flicking against his pulse. A shudder passed through Jungkook's body when Namjoon's mouth brushed against his mating mark
"When I first saw you, I was amazed.." Namjoon murmured, pressing kisses against his skin between words. "Not just because you were my fated mate..." His mouth moved lower, dragging open mouthed kisses over Jungkook's chest, teeth grazing his skin lightly "But because you were different ..."
Namjoon's hands roamed lower, gripping Jungkook's thighs, squeezing possessively "Bigger... stronger..." His fingers traced the lines of muscle, his breath hot against Jungkook's skin "Not like any omega I've ever seen before... but still the most beautiful omega I have ever laid eyes on. And those eyes..." He looked up, voice dropping lower "They are too beautiful... they make my alpha go crazy "
Jungkook's breath hitched when Namjoon nudged his legs apart, shifting him into a position he wanted...one that left him open and exposed, fully on display
Namjoon chuckled, sensing the change in his scent...the omega was feeling shy suddenly..."Why are you surprised?" His fingers trailed featherlight along Jungkook's belly "You are goddamn beautiful, my omega. And my alpha had a hard time believing the goddess made you just for me and let me find you!!"
Jungkook didn't have an answer. His head was spinning, his skin burning under Namjoon's touch...his omega was howling inside because of the sincerity in Namjoon's words.
Namjoon hooked Jungkook's legs over his shoulders, pressing a kiss just below his belly button....a soft, teasing one. Then lower....Jungkook trembled as Namjoon peppered wet kisses down his body, inch by inch...and he deliberately avoided where Jungkook needed him most....but he dragged his lips along his inner thighs, licking, biting, sucking purple marks into his skin. Jungkook whined in response...arching slightly,...his fingers clenching into the sheets.
Namjoon moved lower, kissing the curve of his knee, his shins...his ankles.
Then-his feet!
Jungkook gasped, his toes curling as Namjoon's lips brushed over them. A deep, satisfied hum rumbled in Namjoon's chest as he pressed an open...mouthed kiss to the arch of Jungkook's foot, tongue flicking teasingly on the skin there
Jungkook's breath came in shallow pants. Maybe Namjoon had a foot fetish on top of everything else, but right now, Jungkook couldn't even think straight... All he knew was that it felt too good.. Too much!!
Namjoon smirked, sensing even the slightest shift in his omega's scent. He knew Jungkook was enjoying every bit of what he was giving him. His lips trailed back up to Jungkook's foot, as if he could read his thoughts, pressing another kiss there... then another.
His gaze burned as he took in Jungkook's flushed, desperate expression "Look at you..." he murmured teasingly "So fucking sensitive!!" He clicked his tongue
Jungkook barely had time to process before Namjoon's mouth was back on him...kissing, tasting, claiming every inch of his skin before settling between his trembling thighs.
He was already a mess....Panting, slick dripping onto the sheets and legs...soaking them... thighs twitching with every little movement. It was almost embarrassing... how much he was leaking, how his body betrayed himself and just how badly he wanted this. Namjoon's eyes darkened as he watched another rush of slick trickle from his hole.
"Please..." Jungkook whispered, voice sounding wrecked, eyes pleading
Namjoon chuckled, his fingers tracing slow, lazy patterns over Jungkook's inner thigh "So pretty..." he murmured. He then leaned down, his lips latching onto Jungkook's hardened nipple, sucking, biting...just enough to make Jungkook arch his back and male a breathless moan slip past his lips
His hand moved lower, finally wrapping around Jungkook's aching cock.... where was aching for it....squeezing just enough to make him gasp. His hips jerked up instinctively, desperate for more friction, but Namjoon was a tease....taking his time, making him squirm. Then, finally, the lightest touch...fingers barely brushing over his slick hole. Not enough to satisfy....but just enough to taunt, to make Jungkook whimper,...his hole clenching aggressively making slick dripping even more as if begging for more.
"Please, Alpha..."
Namjoon's head snapped up at that, his eyes turning dark with something unreadable
"Say that again!! Call me alpha" he said
Jungkook swallowed hard "Alpha...my alpha"
That was all it took. Namjoon crashed their lips together once again, devouring him in a kiss that was all tongue and teeth....rough, messy and claiming. When he pulled back, his voice was dangerously low...
"Where's your bite, hmm?" Namjoon murmured, lips brushing against Jungkook's ear "No argument this time?"
Jungkook shook his head, breath hitching
Namjoon hummed in amusement "Don't want to bite me again?"
Another shake of head
Namjoon's grip on his cock tightened and Jungkook gasped, fingers curling against the sheets..it hurt ...but the pain was kind of euphoric ...."Mark me..." Namjoon growled "Right here...." He tilted his head, baring his throat..." Make me again to look like a stupid Alpha walking around with his Omega's mark...hmm?!"
Jungkook bit his lip "No!! Sorry alpha" he breathed
Namjoon exhaled sharply through his nose "You deserve a punishment for being a brat, don't you think?"
Jungkook's breath stuttered. His mind was fogged with pleasure..."Yes..." he barely managed. He had no idea what he was agreeing to but he wanted it...whatever it was.
Namjoon tangled his fingers in Jungkook's hair, yanking his head back, forcing their eyes to meet "I want you to stay quiet for what I'm about to do!!" His voice was pure command "If you make a sound...other than moaning...I stop. And I leave. Understood?"
Jungkook nodded frantically...
Namjoon didn't hesitate....He lowered himself between Jungkook's trembling thighs, lips brushing against sensitive skin before his tongue flicked over his wet rim...teasing, testing....Then, without warning, he pushed in his hot and wet tongue inside.... curling deep
Jungkook slapped a hand over his mouth, stifling a cry as his entire body arched. His legs trembled...his cock leaking against his stomach....the pleasure so overwhelming he thought he might break...it was the first time someone did that to him. And he had no idea it could feel like this.
Namjoon groaned against him, fucking him with his tongue....his hands gripping Jungkook's thighs to keep him still. Jungkook sobbed against his palm, barely holding in his sounds, his body desperate for more....anything that could push him to a release !!
Jungkook's legs kicked weakly against the sheets, his slick pooling beneath him, mixing with the heat of Namjoon's saliva...But, Namjoon pulled back before he could climax, wiping his mouth with the back of his hand. His lips were glistening, coated with the omega's juices. And he took in the sight before him....Jungkook... flushed and wrecked, his chest rising and falling in ragged breaths...looking perfect...and a slow, wicked smirk curled on Namjoon's lips
"Fuck... look at you..." he murmured, tilting his head as if studying a masterpiece "Crying...making a mess of yourself..." His tongue flicked over his lips "So pathetic!!!
Jungkook looked at him....he should have been offended. He should have glared at Namjoon, told him to stop. But instead, the words seared through him....leaving a trail of heat that made his body ache, his cock twitching painfully with need. He didn't even know he liked this, to be honest. He'd heard about it, read about such kinks....but never really explored it himself. Now, he wondered if it was just the way Namjoon operated....if he did it because Jungkook responded well or if he somehow already knew what he needed. Either way, Namjoon seemed to have this experience about him, like he knew exactly how to push all the right buttons...
Because the way Namjoon said it...pathetic...it sent a whole new kind of heat rushing through him. Jungkook didn't just want to hear it again. He needed to!!
Before he could even beg, Namjoon stripped off his shorts, and Jungkook's breath stuttered. He knew omega bodies were made to take a knot and birth kids.... but this... this was something else entirely....He swallowed hard, his pulse hammering in his throat. Was he really supposed to handle that?
Namjoon was huge...because calling it big would've been an insult. He had felt the sheer size of it pressing against him before, but seeing it? Tall, flushed, leaking at the tip... the sight alone made Jungkook's thighs tremble. The base was thick....dangerously so....and the thought of how much bigger the knot would get, how much it would stretch him, sent a shudder rolling through his body.
He barely had time to process before Namjoon flipped him to his stomach with effortless strength, his strong grip holding Jungkook's hips down. A gasp left Jungkook's lips as he caught himself on his elbows, heat pooling low in his stomach...Then he felt it...Namjoon's body hovering over his, heat radiating from every inch of him and his fingers, grazing over his slick entrance again...pushing it in and pulling out teasingly...Jungkook pressed his body into the mattress... His face buried into the pillow, muffling the soft, desperate moans spilling from his lips...
And still, Namjoon took his time....Toying with him... never quite giving him what he needed.
"You know ...I can tell, you havv done this before, right?" Namjoon murmured, against his ear
Jungkook's head snapped up suddenly ,eyes wide
Namjoon smirked, pressing his weight over him,, his breath hot against Jungkook's ear "And you really thought you could fool me?"
Jungkook's stomach twisted, his breath catching in his throat. He had completely forgotten....mated alphas could sense these things.Yoongi had warned him once, told him an alpha would always know. That no matter how much time had passed, no matter how well he played the part, the truth would be obvious....But he hadn't thought about it...Not until now!
He felt the thick head of Namjoon's cock pressing against his entrance, stretching him open in one smooth thrust. Jungkook's mouth fell open in a silent cry, back arching as the sudden fullness knocked the air from his lungs. No resistance, no struggle...it was just a perfect, desperate fit!!
"Fuck!" Jungkook gasped, his hands gripping the sheets tightly "How... How are you this big?" He felt so full and overwhelmed by the stretch.
Namjoon chuckled darkly, pulling out almost completely before slamming back in, making Jungkook's vision blur and his breath catch in a strangled cry..."What?" Namjoon teased "Not used to taking an alpha my size?"
Jungkook gritted his teeth, trying to push past the overwhelming feeling....."Shut up.." he spat out, breathless..."Just fuck me and get out of here!!"
Namjoon hummed in amusement..."There it is..!! " he murmured, his lips curling into a smirk "That bratty little mouth... I missed it. Playing coy never suited you my fiesty little thing!!"
He gripped the back of Jungkook's neck, pulling him down, forcing him to take him deeper.
"You are really going to play this game...try to fool me?" Namjoon growled, his hips rolling slow and deliberate as he pushed forward again..."You thought you could use me just for sex?"
Jungkook moaned, but his pride still burned well inside "Yes!!" he hissed "Happy now?" His voice was muffled against the pillow
Namjoon's smirk was audible in his voice "Your noona was right. You do have a loud mouth!!"
Jungkook clenched his jaw in anger... but Namjoon only picked up the pace, fucking into him harder, deeper...making him cry out
"You are not as innocent as you act, are you?" Namjoon murmured against his ear, his voice dripping with satisfaction as he sensed the mix of anger and need in Jungkook's scent. "You spread your legs for another alpha before....so why not admit it?"
Jungkook's breath hitched and he bit his lip to stifle the whine that threatened to escape. The pleasure coursing through him was unbearable, hot and overwhelming....but Namjoon wasn't easing up.
"Say it!!' Namjoon demanded, gripping Jungkook's hips, dragging him back onto his cock with every thrust. Jungkook was shaking, a mess of moans and choked gasps. "Yes!!' he finally admitted "Yes... I have...."
Namjoon groaned, his grip tightening...."Mmm!! " he purred "Not so pure after all!!" He wrapped a hand in Jungkook's hair, yanking his head back again "You like being talked down to, don't you? You like being put in your place?"
Jungkook sobbed out a moan, his body trembling with pleasure "Yes..." he gasped "Yes, I love it..."
"Of course you do!! Namjoon growled, fucking into him harder "You are a desperate little thing, aren't you? All slick and messy....begging to be ruined!!"
Jungkook was reduced to breathy whimpers and desperate cries. Namjoon chuckled darkly, leaning down, lips brushing the nape of his neck....
"You are mine now..." he murmured, voice dripping with possession "And I'm going to make sure you never forget it!!"
Namjoon pulled back slightly, his hand sliding up to Jungkook's throat "What if I slap you a little, hmm?" His thumb brushed along Jungkook's jaw, tilting his face up. "For being such a brat?"
Jungkook didn't even think. His lips parted, pupils blown wide. "Yes... Alpha...slap me..." He was too gone to hesitate, too deep in it to do anything but surrender...
Namjoon chuckled, pulling out of him and turning Jungkook around in one swift motion. His hand wrapped around his throat, making Jungkook shiver under the dominance of his touch.... Then, a sharp slap across his cheek
The sting bloomed....sending heat straight to his core
Jungkook let out a breathless moan. "Again alpha!!'
Namjoon's grip tightened, his fingers pressing possessively against Jungkook's throat. His voice was a growl against his ear " So needy....A needy little whore!!"
The words shot straight through Jungkook, making his walls tighten around Namjoon's cock. And Namjoon felt it...his body trembling...his cherry blossom scent spiking even higher....He definitely enjoyed it...Namjoon kept thrusting ...enjoying every little change in Jungkook's b ody
"Please...slap... again " he begged
The alpha growled and his cock twitched inside Jungkook, sending a thrilling shock down his spine.... Namjoon released his grip on his throat only to draw his hand back and slap him again. The pain soon blurred into pleasure, and Jungkook couldn't understand why he felt such intense euphoria from it. The sensation was overwhelming....as though every nerve in his body was on fire, yet it felt so right... so addicting!!
"Again " Jungkook whined
Namjoon hummed in approval "No!! Enough !! " he warned
"Please... alpha... want it... please... Jungkook begged, his voice trembling with need
Namjoon did it again, but much slower and careful this time... Jungkook still moaned.... his mouth falling open in response. Namjoon made his thrusts grew brutal, relentless.... every snap of his hips driving Jungkook closer and closer to the edge
"You love this..." Namjoon murmured, his voice almost mocking "Of course, you do!! You are so fucking desperate. So unloved you end up craving this shit...." His words were sharp, but there was something in his tone that betrayed his own enjoyment. His hands, his body, his heat...they were everything Jungkook needed.
The wet sounds, the sting of Namjoon's cruel words and the relentless depth of his thrusts shattered Jungkook. His body tensed... vision turning white as his orgasm ripped through him. He came with a wrecked cry....his body spasming so violently that Namjoon pulled out of him
Jungkook barely had time to catch his breath before he realized Namjoon was still hard. The Alpha hadn't come!! He hadn't knot him ....His scent soured slightly... Jungkook felt something primal inside him react to it. He turned over, lifting his ass up, offering himself again to the alpha... eventhough his legs were shaking violently from the orgasam
Namjoon's smirked"Good boy," he murmured, gripping Jungkook's hips and pulling him onto his cock in one smooth thrust.."Hold on to the bed..." he commanded
And then he fucked him....chasing his own high...making the omega cry in overstimulation...his body was liquid beneath the alpha.....The only thing holding him up was Namjoon's firm grip, but it didn't matter. He could feel the pleasure building inside him again...and he could feel Namjoon's knot catching, stretching him impossibly wide.
"Now..." namjoon murmured, voice thick with satisfaction, "I want to find out the alphas you have slept with!!"
Jungkook barely registered the words through the haze.
Namjoon's teeth grazed his shoulder...biting down possessively "I want to fuck you in front of them..." he continued, dragging his tongue over the flushed skin of Jungkook's neck... "Just like this...Want to make you scream my name with them watching!!"
Jungkook shivered, another whimper escaping his lips
"Make your eyes roll back..."" Namjoon whispered, thrusting shallowly... "Make your legs shake... Fill you up until you are dripping with my cum....fill you with my pups!!" He could feel the knot struggling to slip in
Jungkook whined, voice cracking..."Yes....pups... Need pups... Alpha, please...."
Namjoon chuckled "Beg me!!!"
Jungkook moaned, pressing back against him... his voice cracking. "Please..." he gasped "Please, Alpha...."
His body trembled, his mind slipping into a haze of nothing but need. His eyes rolled back as the pressure built and finally, his body gave in..and Namjoon's knot slipped inside, stretching him impossibly wide.
The stretch was intense, almost unbearable... Jungkook heard Namjoon growl behind him, his grip tightening, almost bruising his skin. And with a deep, shuddering thrust, Namjoon locked inside him and filled Jungkook so completely that he swore he could feel it spilling inside his womb
Namjoon pressed his weight down, holding Jungkook in place as the omega cried weakly, his body still twitching from the aftermath of the release. Jungkook's body gave another weak spasm, spurting cum from it ..and his body gave up after that but Namjoon was fast to hold him in place. They stayed connected for a long while, waiting for the knot to shrink...Namjoon held the omega close the entire time, his head resting on Jungkook's shoulder while the omega closed his eyes and succumbed to the exhaustion
Eventually, Namjoon slowly pulled out causing the cum to spill down Jungkook's thighs. Jungkook cried out at the sensation, his body twitching from the aftershocks. Namjoon groaned at the sight before scooping the cum and pushing it back in with his fingers making Jungkook cry out once more
"Messy little thing..." Namjoon smirked
Jungkook felt it too...the slickness, the unfamiliar warmth inside him. Yoongi had always used protection and he had never felt this before, but the sensation was overwhelming in the best way.He swallowed, trying to clear his head. He needed to move, to clean up....to do something. But as he shifted, trying to sit up, he realised just how sore he was everywhere
Before he could leave , Namjoon caught him immediately, pulling him back down with ease
"Where do you think you are going?" Namjoon muttered
Jungkook opened his mouth to answer, but Namjoon pulled and held him closer "Stay..." he murmured, pressing a lazy kiss against the side of Jungkook's face
And Jungkook did
Because as much as he wanted to move, as much as he knew he should...he wanted this more..To bask in the alpha's soothing scent a little bit more..Also Jungkook barely had the strength to move, his legs were still trembling, sticky with sweat and cum
"You're embarrassed, aren't you?" Namjoon murmured, brushing his fingers lazily over Jungkook's side..sensing g his thoughts "Didn't know you had these kinks...huh?! You surprised you have a degradation kink?! I could sense that you enjoyed it all very well"
Jungkook stiffened slightly. He hadn't even thought about it until now.
" You are worried someone heard you? " He asked again
Jungkook groaned, pressing his face into the pillow "This is so embarrassing..."
Namjoon smirked. "Relax. It's a honeymoon resort. They have probably heard worse!!"
Jungkook huffed "I feel sticky..." He said " I need to wash up"
Namjoon hummed, his hand gently running over Jungkook's hip.. "Hmm... I'll help you in a while. But let's do it again in the shower before that?! "
Jungkook's whole body went tense "What?" He didn't think he hadn't it him now to go through another round with Namjoon.
Namjoon let the silence stretch for a moment before chuckling, clearly enjoying Jungkook's reaction "Just kidding..." he said "I mean, I could, but I don't want to scare you...and I know you are exhausted " he pressed a soft kiss on his shoulder
Jungkook scowled at him, but a faint smile tugged at his lips "Not funny!!"
Despite the irritation, a warmth spread through Jungkook. This felt oddly domestic, a side of things he wasn't used to. But cuddling after sex had its own appeal... and for some reason, it felt amazing.
Sensing Jungkook's scent turning soft and relaxed, Namjoon propped himself up on one elbow, watching him "So..."
Jungkook turned his head, brows furrowing "So what?"
Namjoon tilted his head slightly "Who is he?"
Jungkook blinked "Who is who?!"
"The Alpha you slept with..." Namjoon said, shrugging"Or is it Alphas? Though I think it's just one... Someone who managed to break into that fortress of a home and take the virginity of the youngest Jeon..huh!! "
Jungkook rolled his eyes "Are you a virgin?"
Namjoon snorted "No!!"
"Then don't expect me to be one!!" Jungkook muttered, shifting onto his side
Namjoon sighed. "Your brothers said otherwise..." he said, dragging his fingers lazily down Jungkook's spine "But I knew the moment I laid eyes on you. You are nothing like what they made you out to be. And I knew the moment I touched you that you weren't a virgin...I could scent that alpha on you for some reason that day.... something like citrus right!!"
Jungkook's jaw tightened slightly... he couldn't believe how sharp Namjoon's senses were. He wondered if it had anything to do with Namjoon's lineage or their bond, but he stayed silent, not wanting to give Namjoon the freedom of knowing his thoughts
Namjoon asked again "So, who is he?..It's an alpha right... Was he vanilla in bed ? Seems like it. You were so excited about everything I did...like it's your first time?!" He trailed his fingers lower, teasing... "I bet he was just okay. Just did the job. Right?"
Jungkook turned his head sharply, glaring at him "Not going to tell you!!"
Namjoon clicked his tongue "Why not?"
Jungkook scoffed "Unbelievable. What, so you can find him and scare him away? Or is it to satisfy your stupid ego?"
Namjoon's smirked "I can do a lot more than scare him... So, it's someone close to you, huh? You are so protective." He smiled for a moment, leaning in "A friend?....A cousin?"
Jungkook sat up abruptly, grabbing the nearest pillow and slamming it against Namjoon's face, surprising him "You are pathetic! And so are my brothers! Who I opened my legs for is none of their concern... or yours! You only care about what I do after mating. So just like you never explained your non-virgin status to me, I don't have to explain mine to you. I didn't fool you. Whatever my brothers said...that's on them. Also, just because I enjoyed the humiliation during sex doesn't mean I do it now...I can't fucking believe you had that discussion with my brothers!! God!!" He groaned
"I didn't ask...it was all your brother.. Traditionally, omega's are supposed to stay untouched...and..."
"Oh, shut up!" Jungkook shot back, pushing the blankets off and standing up in a rush "Where the hell do you think you are, the Stone Age?!"
Namjoon sat up. "What I meant to say is that I don't care about it....but... I need to know who it is!!'
Jungkook gritted his teeth in anger "So fucking pathetic!! You can sleep here in the cold for all I care.." he hissed, grabbing the sheets and wrapping them around himself as he stormed off.. He slammed the door to the bedroom, the noise echoing through the villa
Namjoon's jaw clenched as he muttered under his breath. "Brat!!"
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Bye🏃♀️🏃♀️
Chapter 12: Between Instinct and Intent
Notes:
(See the end of the chapter for notes.)
Chapter Text
Updates will be a bit irregular for a while—sorry about that
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“How was the trip?" Jin asked, stepping outside just as the couple arrived back home from their 'honeymoon'
Jungkook barely made it through the doorway before angrily dropping his bag to the floor with a loud thud. "How was the trip?" he echoed mockingly, sounding clearly irritated "Your brother is an ass, that’s how the trip was!!" Then, without waiting for a response, he stomped off toward his room and Jin heard a door slam shut loudly somewhere in the house
Jin blinked " Sounds about right " he muttered, shaking his head before walking over to help Namjoon who was still outside, taking out their bags out of the cab 's trunk
Namjoon huffed as he finally managed to get everything inside "What? I didn’t do anything!" he defended himself immediately, catching the knowing look on Jin’s face
Jin snorted.. "Of course you didn’t. You are an innocent little angel, after all!! You would never do anything to upset your mate..." His voice dripped with sarcasm and the way Namjoon's expression flickered told him he’d hit the mark.
Jin smirked as he leaned lazily against the doorframe. "Though, judging by the very obvious shift in Jungkook’s scent....and the fact that it’s still clinging to you like perfume...I’d say my money was well spent!!"
Namjoon frowned, pausing mid step "Wait!!!Your money?"
Jin stretched his arms with an air of complete nonchalance "Yeah... Bold of you to assume your staff would put in that much effort for you. They love you, but not that much. I mean, it was my idea... they just chipped in a little"
Namjoon stared at him, unimpressed "...You bribed them?"
Jin corrected his brother smoothly "I invested in my peace of mind!! " He gestured toward the hallway where Jungkook had disappeared. "And judging by how my investment just stormed off like a pissed off cat? I deserve a refund!! I spend all that money so you both can finally use all that tension for something good!!" He shook his head in disappointment
Namjoon let out the longest, most exhausted sigh "You are unbelievable!!"
Jin grinned, effortlessly grabbing one of the bags and heading inside "I know!!! I’m awesome like that"
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Namjoon barely had time to drop his bags before his phone started buzzing with a relentless stream of texts and calls from his assistants. With a sigh, he quickly changed and rushed out, leaving Jungkook alone in the house with nothing but his thoughts and frustration.
Jungkook sat at the kitchen counter, aggressively stirring his coffee...with his lips pulled into a deep pout. The warmth of the drink did little to soothe his irritation. He still couldn't believe he had gone soft...even for a second...on that hypocrite of an alpha. Just like every other one, Namjoon had proven himself no different..He promised himself to never do that ever again.
A while later, Jin strolled into the kitchen with a knowing smirk playing on his lips.
“Sooo…” he asked, leaning against the counter with his arms crossed. His gaze flickered to Jungkook’s neck where faint red marks peeked out from beneath his oversized sweater “You are pouting, but it looks like you had a good time still!!"
Jungkook’s hand instinctively flew to his neck, his face heating up as memories of the night came rushing back. He groaned, dropping his head onto the counter “Hyung...” he mumbled, voice muffled against the cool surface“I told you...your brother is an ass!!”
Jin snorted “That bad? What did he do?”
Jungkook lifted his head with a scowl on his face “We had sex once...once!....and it was, like, mind-blowing!! And then? Not even a minute later, he managed to ruin everything. We spent the next two days not talking!!” He threw his hands up in exasperation “Like, do you know how stupid that is? Isn’t he supposed to be this genius CEO? How can someone so smart be this dumb when it comes to relationships?!"
Jin hummed, tapping his fingers against the counter “You forget… he is an alpha. Their brains are mostly made up of alpha idiocy!! Getting on everyone's nerves is sort of their talent!!” he shrugged
Jungkook scoffed and took a big gulp of his coffee before glaring at the cup like it had personally betrayed him.
Jin grinned and moved closer to him " Wanna tell me exactly what happened? Are you okay?”
Jungkook sighed, shifting in his seat “I don’t wanna gossip… and also, it’s kind of…” He shrugged suggestively
Jin raised a brow “You already told me how good my brother is in bed, so you might as well continue. You can skip the details...just tell me what he did. Maybe I can help...!!"
Jungkook but his lips, pausing for a few seconds before explaining the situation to Jin “Fine. So, we just finished...right? And then...he cuddled me...” His voice softened at the end as if he was almost reluctant to admit it.
Jin straightened slightly, blinking “He did?!”
“Yeah?” Jungkook frowned "Why do you sound so surprised?”
“ohh...no...no, continue!!" Jin said, though his face still held a trace of disbelief
Jungkook squinted at him suspiciously but went on “It was nice or whatever… but then, out of nowhere, he asks me about my past partners ” His jaw tightened “Like, who I’ve slept with. He wanted names!! He even asked if I slept with my cousin! Who even asks that after having sex for the first time?! What even were those questions?! He couldn't have waited like 20 minutes....it was right after he came in.."
Jin held up a hand “Okay, okay.... get the gist...No need for all the details!!"
Jungkook frowned but shut his mouth, gripping his mug a little tighter.Jin, however, wasn’t smirking anymore. His expression had shifted...and had turned into something unreadable now.. He let out a slow whistle “Oh. Wow… that’s interesting!!"
Jungkook scoffed “Right?! Who even does that? Who ruins the moment like that?”
Jin tilted his head “And… you actually told him? About your ex...And he didn't get angry?!"
Jungkook rolled his eyes “No! I didn’t have to tell him...he already knew. Some weird alpha-sense thing. Apparently, he figured it out the first time we met and just waited for the perfect moment to throw it in my face. And when did he choose to do it? While he was inside me...” He let out a sharp scoff, gripping his mug tighter “And if that wasn’t bad enough, he had the nerve to bring it up again the second we were done....Asshole!”
Jin hummed, tapping his fingers on the counter, but there was a flicker of something thoughtful in his gaze “Huh!!”
Jungkook huffed and pushed his coffee away “It’s not like I ever asked him about his past. I don’t care... It’s the past!!!But of course, he just had to bring it up.. Like, congratulations, dude, you just had mind-blowing sex, why not ruin the mood immediately?”
Jin hummed " That’s… weird. Yeah, I agree..he shouldn’t have brought it up like that!!"
“I know..." Jungkook grumbled, pushing his coffee away.
Jin chuckled, shaking his head. “He is just an idiot alpha. Don’t worry. He just needs a bit of training..” He shot Jungkook a pointed look “And I think you have the upper hand here...you just need to realize it. Trust me!!"
Jungkook rolled his eyes but didn’t argue
After a while, Jin straightened “Anyway, I have some work in the office today. You can come along if you want..
And after that...do you wanna go see the pack house?”
Jungkook’s pout disappeared instantly, his eyes lighting up like a kid promised candy “Really?!” He had done a bit of research on Namjoon’s pack before...just out of curiosity, Their pack was one of the most known packs to ever exist and the main pack house was practically legendary....one of the most impressive architectural structures still standing today
Jin grinned “Yeah!! "
Jungkook nearly jumped out of his chair happily “Let’s go!”
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Jungkook wandered around Jin’s office, hands tucked into the pockets of his hoodie as he took in the neatly organized space. Floor to ceiling windows overlooked the city and the shelves were lined with neatly stacked files, awards and a few personal photographs
He turned to Jin with curiosity flickering in his eyes "So… what exactly do you do here? I thought Namjoon-hyung managed the business alone"
Jin leaned back against his desk with his arms crossed loosely "Mostly pack matters...you know the pack is slowly dissolving, so there is a lot of land disputes and legal problems related to that....I handle those things and charity work… basically anything that can lessen his load"
Jungkook hummed, running his fingers along the edge of a glass display case filled with certificates of appreciation and plaques from various charitable organizations. His gaze landed on a stack of documents marked Donations & Funding Reports
"All of this is his?" Jungkook asked, picking up one of the files "Is it just for tax benefits, or…?" he raised his eyebrows
Jin chuckled lightly"Some of it, yeah. But he actually cares, especially when it’s for kids...education, medical support, that kind of thing!!" He flipped open a file in front of him and slid it toward Jungkook "He is also funding a cardiovascular research study. It’s pretty expensive.."
Jungkook frowned as he skimmed through the pages "What?" The numbers were staggering and this was just from the past year. He glanced up.."Why?"
Jin exhaled, his expression turning unreadable for a moment before he shrugged "I told you... his father died from a heart condition, right? So, It didn’t take much to convince him to do it!!"
Jungkook blinked, momentarily stunned "Oh…" His grip on the papers tightened slightly
Jin tapped a pen against his desk, breaking the silence "He doesn’t talk about it much, but… he is still carrying that trauma with him. Now, any time he hears about someone being sick, he doesn’t hesitate to help. Death and being alone...it is… kind of a sensitive topic for him!!"
Jungkook looked back down at the documents, pressing his lips into a thin line. Namjoon had never mentioned any of this... Fear was something Jungkook had never sensed in him before, but maybe… there was still a lot he didn’t know
"Hmm…" he murmured, lost in thought
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Jin pushed open the heavy double doors and stepped inside first, Jungkook following close behind. The scent of aged wood and polished stone filled the space. Jungkook had spent a good ten minutes just staring at it from the outside...the estate was massive... even though he had seen the pictures online and in photographs, it still surprised him..The sheer size of the estate... with its sprawling gardens and compound, had left him momentarily speechless. Jin had nearly laughed at how wide the omega's eyes had gotten when he parked the car in front of the house.
"It’s well...maintained. We have staff for that!!" Jin said, stretching his arms as he glanced around.
Jungkook took a deep steps inside and froze immediately .This wasn’t just a house...it was the largest mansion he had ever set foot in...almost like a palace. The ceilings stretched high above, adorned with intricate carvings and chandeliers that gleamed despite their age. Expansive staircases curled up on either side, leading to the upper floors. There were paintings and decorations... everything there screamed royalty to Jungkook
"This is… big..." Jungkook muttered, tilting his head as he took it all in
Jin let out a quiet huff of laughter "Yeah, well… it’s a big pack..." He gestured toward the hallway "There are sixteen bedrooms. Even that wasn’t enough when the pack was at its peak..with all the pups...it was crowded!!" He paused, his gaze lingering on the walls "Taheyung’s ceremony was supposed to happen here..."
Jungkook glanced at him, catching the way Jin’s voice softened "Oh…"
Jin exhaled, looking around as if seeing the house through different eyes "Joon hasn’t stepped foot here since he left. He used to come every week to oversee the upkeep… now I do it!! Rest of the members are not very much interested as it's on Namjoon and Taheyung's name...the good old property dispute!!" He shrugged
"Why don’t you call Taehyung hyung back?" Jungkook asked "Hasn’t it been long enough?"
Jin’s lips pressed together "He is stubborn!!"
"Why? Because of some old, outdated rules?"
Jin didn’t answer immediately. Instead, he motioned for Jungkook to follow him...and lead him deeper into the mansion. They entered a vast hall, its walls lined with framed photographs and paintings of people...
"This..." Jin said, motioning to the images "is the history of our pack!! Now your pack too..."
Jungkook stepped closer, eyes scanning the portraits. Strong looking alphas stood tall in regal postures, omegas beside them carried the same authority. Some photos were aged...in black-and-white, while others were more recent. Some of them were oil paintings..His gaze flickered over some of the familiar faces of renowned alphas he had learned about in school, but it lingered when he recognized a few much closer to home....Namjoon’s parents and Jin’s family.
Jin pointed to a particular section of portraits. "These alphas ...They were more than just pack alphas....they were pioneers. They changed the rules...reshaped how the world works today. Our pack has always been influential, and with that comes expectations. More than you can imagine!!"
Jungkook listened quietly as Jin spoke
"I know I have told you this before....but, It’s been hard for him ..." Jin continued "Stepping away from years of training, unlearning what was ingrained in him since childhood. After his parents died, he didn’t even mourned properly. He didn’t break down. He didn’t even cry!! I saw a different Namjoon then " Jin’s voice softened "He was just a kid once, you know? Always buried in books, always reading and writing... But the moment it happened… the moment he lost them… he knew. That was it !! His future was decided. He locked himself in his father’s office and read through everything...every decision, every document, every rule. He ruined his teenage years trying to perfect himself. He followed the rules to the letter because that was his way of honoring them. And like I said before, I won’t say it was good, but… trying to become his father did more damage to him than good."
Jungkook watched him carefully, sensing there was more
Jin sighed, a small smile tugging at his lips "But Taheyung… Taheyung was different. He had his own mind. A firecracker....rebellious, unpredictable. He didn't care about any rules or regulations....Probably the only time Namjoon’s calculations ever failed before... He turned to Jungkook "And now, there’s you!! "
Jungkook raised an eyebrow. "You think his calculations failed on me? Why? Because I’m not some submissive, virgin omega?"
Jin smirked "No!!"
Jungkook frowned "Then what?"
Jin shrugged. "Nothing"
Jungkook huffed, unconvinced, but let it slide and followed Jin deeper into the house
His fingers trailed along the smooth railing of the grand staircase "This is a beautiful home..." he murmured "I like old houses. I would have loved mine too… if not for the people in it!!"
Jin studied him for a moment before saying, "Maybe you can move here… after you have pups. It’s the legacy, after all."
Jungkook blinked , pups!!....he hadn't thought that far, but it was something that he definitely wanted in future "Maybe… but will he agree?"he asked
"Don’t know..." Jin admitted "He moved out when he was twenty. He and Taheyung stayed with my parents back then. Our new house was built around six years ago. But we have both gotten so used to living alone..." He glanced around the vast hall "This place… it needs a whole army of staff to keep it running! Not sure if he is ready to go back to that life!!"
Jungkook hummed, wandering further, taking in the towering rooms...the sheer grandeur of it all. And then, for a moment, he saw it....A future....A home filled with warmth and laughter, where the halls echoed with joy instead of silence. A place where his pups would have the freedom to live, to choose their own paths...something he never had. Something Namjoon never had either!!
And for the first time, the thought of staying didn’t feel so impossible...but as Jin said, he has to work hard to change the outdated thoughts Namjoon had about life. He had to do a lot of damage control before starting a family.
"Imagine, hyung…" Jungkook said softly..."Our pups. And when you have your own one day...." He glanced around as if already seeing it "Wouldn’t this be the best place for them to grow up? In the middle of all this history? They could grow up together, just like you and Namjoon hyung did..."
Jin smiled, his expression unreadable for a moment before his features softened"Yeah.." he admitted quietly. "That would be nice!!"
Jungkook suddenly realized what he had just said and turned to Jin, hesitating for a moment before speaking, his voice turning softer than usual
"Hyung..."
Jin looked up with a forced smile, but Jungkook could see it...the faint sadness beneath it "Yes?"
Jungkook fidgeted with the edge of his sleeve, as if debating whether to ask "Can I ask you something? Would you take it badly?"
Jin sat down on a couch in the hallway, tilting his head "About my husband?" He asked with a faint smile
Jungkook nodded and took a seat beside him
Jin’s expression softened. He wasn’t surprised... He had known this conversation would happen again...it was only a matter of when. The omega seemed curious from the beginning.
"What was he like?" Jungkook finally asked "Namjoon hyung said he was really amazing!"
A quiet smile tugged at Jin’s lips as he talked about the love of his life"He was… the best person you would ever meet..." he said, his voice turning warm with memories "The sweetest, kindest soul… Whatever you are imagining, imagine it two hundred times more. That’s how wonderful he was!! "
Jungkook smiled faintly "He was so pretty…"
Jin chuckled "Yeah. We used to joke that if we could have pups together, they would be the most gorgeous pups in the world." His eyes held a fondness that only came with deep, enduring love. But then, after a pause, his voice dropped to something quieter " But we knew that wasn't going to happen....but ,I just wish we had more time. A few more years together… Sometimes it feels like I missed a whole lifetime with him...if only I met him sooner!!" Jin sighed
Jungkook's heart broke a little when he saw the look on Jin's face "Why didn’t you date afterwards?"
Jin exhaled, looking away for a moment, his fingers tapping lightly against the wooden surface beside him "I don’t know..." he admitted "It felt… wrong...felt like I'm cheating on him!!"
Jungkook frowned "But it’s not, hyung. Jimin would want you to be happy, right? He wouldn’t want you to be alone forever!!"
Jin’s gaze softened "Hmm.."
"Then you should try..." Jungkook insisted "I’m sure there’s someone equally wonderful out there, made just for you. And when you see them, you’ll know right away that they are your person!!" His voice carried a stubborn certainty, as if he were willing it into existence for Jin
Jin studied him for a long moment before a small, knowing smile spread across his lips
"Maybe!!"" he murmured, ruffling Jungkook's hair fondly. Then he stood up with a dramatic stretch and grinned "Alright, come on. We still have a lot of ground to cover!!"
Jungkook stood too, raising an eyebrow "Like what?"
Jin winked "The wine cellar "
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Jungkook was sprawled on the bed, wearing nothing but an oversized hoodie and soft cotton shorts and a pair of socks. It was quite late, and he was getting ready to sleep. Namjoon wasn’t back yet, and Jin had told him that since he took quite a few days off, he must be busy. He was laughing at some video on his phone when Namjoon walked in.
The laughter died in his throat.The moment he saw the alpha, he went still. His fingers hovered over the screen.Namjoon didn’t say anything either. The alpha looked exhausted. His tie was loosened, the first few buttons of his dress shirt undone, his sleeves rolled up to his elbows.He directly headed to his walk in closet and then disappeared into the bathroom.
Jungkook's chest tightened. His omega instincts stirred inside , getting uneasy. Namjoon smelled off...like a mix of scents that didn't belong to him. It was faint, barely there, but one of them stood out. Sweet...almost like apples....something that didn’t belong to him.It made Jungkook’s stomach turn.
He knew it was irrational. Namjoon had been at meetings all day, in close quarters with different people. It didn’t mean anything. And yet, his instincts didn’t care about .He sat up, staring at the door...
When Namjoon emerged from the bathroom, the lingering traces of foreign scents had been washed away and it had been replaced by his crisp scent of vetiver and amber, now softened a little by his floral soap. Jungkook inhaled deeply, but the unease in his chest didn’t fully disappear.
Namjoon ran a towel through his damp hair "Can I sleep here, or should I take the other room?" He asked
Jungkook glanced at him, knowing Namjoon had the habit of sleeping shirtless. Tonight was no exception. His skin glowed under the soft bedroom light and Jungkook hated how easily his body reacted despite the anger he had for him . He shifted aside, making space without answering..giving him silent permission.
Namjoon exhaled loudly and tossed the towel aside, and slid under the covers. Jungkook lay still,...his back turned to the alpha...waiting....half expecting Namjoon to reach out..to pull him close...to say something. He was sure his souring scent was everywhere in the air
But Namjoon didn’t move!!
Instead, he picked up his phone and started scrolling and began typing away. Jungkook clenched his jaw. His omega instincts were still restless, unsettled. The apple like scent still lingered faintly...stuck to something...his phone, maybe?.The only scent he wanted on Namjoon was his own.The thought struck him harder than he expected.
He sat up abruptly and stared at Namjoon with a pout
Namjoon blinked up at him "What..."
"Don’t do what you did in the hotel!!" Jungkook interrupted him before he could complete the sentance
Namjoon frowned slightly "Hmm?"
"Don’t ask me about my past...about my partners !!"
Namjoon held his gaze and sighed , finally understanding where it was going "Okay" he nodded
"And not even during..." Jungkook exhaled sharply, heat creeping up his neck "I don’t want any of that intense dominance thing you did last time. No degrading. Just… regular sex!! Can you do that?"
Namjoon arched a brow "I thought you liked it!! You asked me to slap you!! Remember,?!" He smirked
Jungkook swallowed hard, he did like it...but right now he was trying to prove a point "I did..." he admitted. " I want that again...But not now!!"
Namjoon pressed his lips together, then nodded
Jungkook didn’t give him a chance to say more. He climbed down the bed and walked over to him...the hoodie still draped over his head, shadowing his face...He hooked his fingers into the waistband of his shorts and pulled it down . They slipped off, pooling at his feet. And without any hesitation, Jungkook climbed onto Namjoon’s lap, settling comfortably as if he belonged there. His fingers played with the drawstring of Namjoon’s pajama pants, teasing....testing him.
Namjoon sucked in a sharp breath, his entire body tensing on his touch.He could sense how Jungkook’s scent changed...it was no longer carrying the slight sour edge from earlier... Instead, it was warm.. sweet... intoxicating with arousal. Slick gathered between his thighs, soaking into the thin fabric separating them.
Namjoon was already hard beneath him, his body responding instinctively....a deep rumble vibrating through his chest. His hands found their way to Jungkook’s waist, gripping firm, trying to manhandle him... to guide Jungkook into what they both wanted.But Jungkook swatted them away...
“No..” he said, his voice firm and unwavering. “I m in control today!!"
Namjoon’s jaw clenched, his pupils blown wide..getting dark with need. He let out a quiet growl...like a warning, his fingers twitching where they rested at the sides...
Jungkook smirked. He knew exactly what he was doing...“Or.." he continued, tilting his head “I climb off and leave you to deal with this painfully hard cock on your own… while I still smell like slick, inches away from you, taking care of myself instead!!"
Namjoon didn’t move. Didn’t argue... His breathing was heavy...his nostrils flared....but he stayed still, just as Jungkook demanded . The omega knew he had him under his control ..so he began to rock his hips slightly, pressing down, dragging against the firm heat beneath him. He let out a soft breath, feeling the dampness spreading where their bodies met, soaking through Namjoon’s pants..That was all it took. Namjoon’s restraint snapped!!
Jungkook saw it in his eyes....the precise moment his control shattered...his eyes turned colours and Jungkook's smirk deepened. He dragged Namjoon’s pants down with ease before shifting and positioning himself again. His fingers wrapped around Namjoon’s cock, stroking it lazily a few times before he aligned himself...feeling the thick head press against him. He braced himself, one hand resting on the alpha's chest as he slowly sank down.His body stretched, taking in the sheer size of Namjoon...heat blooming in his stomach
Namjoon let out a low growl ...head falling back against the pillows. His fingers dug into the sheets, his entire body trembling with restraint. His alpha pheromones surged, the scent began to fill the air, wrapping around Jungkook . His body reacted instantly to his alpha ..growing wetter, slick easing the way as he took Namjoon deeper
A breathy moan slipped past Jungkook’s lips “Hmm… Alpha…”
"Yes baby..." Namjoon whispered
Jungkook was momentarily surprised by the way he addressed him....he leaned forward, taking Namjoon’s hands and placing them firmly on his waist “Learn to behave..." he murmured, voice soft but commanding. “Understand? Stay still and just hold me.."
Namjoon’s growl was quieter this time, rough with frustration, but he nodded anyway
Jungkook began to move ...Slow at first, rolling his hips, testing how much control Namjoon could hold onto. The friction sent sharp sparks of pleasure up his spine, making him shiver. He set his own pace...chasing his own pleasure, knowing full well how badly Namjoon wanted to move...
Namjoon clenched his teeth, body taut beneath him...Jungkook’s breath hitched as he lifted his hips slightly and dropped down again, his slick making everything easier, hotter...Then Namjoon instinctively thrust upward...trying to bury himself deeper in the omega.
Jungkook immediately stopped his movements “Don’t move!!” he ordered
Namjoon exhaled sharply, muscles twitching, but he growled and lay back in bed...He needed the omega more than he cared to admit, so he was willing to take whatever he was offering right now. Jungkook began to movefaster on top of him, his breath hitching, his nails digging into Namjoon's forearms for support. Namjoon’s fingers curled into the fabric of Jungkook’s fluffy hoodie, gripping tightly as he fought to keep control...
The scent of omega slick filled the room, mixing with the heat radiating between them. The tight, wet friction around Namjoon’s cock was overwhelming and evvery roll of Jungkook’s hips began to push him closer to the edge.Jungkook smirked, eyes closed, lips parted as he rode him harder "Don’t knot..." he warned... his thighs began trembling as he pushed himself faster.
Namjoon could barely hold back. His fingers tightened around Jungkook’s waist, his entire body shuddering beneath him...muscles straining as he fought against the primal urge to sink in deep and claim him completely. Then, with a deep groan, he came....pleasure wracking through him in waves, his grip going limp as his release spilled inside Jungkook. The omega gasped at the sensation, throwing his head back with a satisfied, lazy smile curling his lips.
Namjoon’s breathing was ragged...his chest was rising and falling rapidly. His gaze, however remained locked onto Jungkook “You can keep going ” he murmured. He knew Jungkook hadn’t come yet
Jungkook shook his head “It’s okay..." he mumbled, brushing it off
Namjoon exhaled heavily. Then, before Jungkook could react, the alpha's strong arms lifted him off his cock, like he weighed nothing .Warm cum dripped down Jungkook’s thighs...smearing against Namjoon’s abs and pooling onto the sheets below. The omega let out a small gasp at the sudden emptiness..Namjoon’s gaze darkened as he took in the sight...his omega, looking flushed and spent, slick and cum glistening on his thighs. He let out a satisfied hum, hands still gripping the omega’s hips possessively.
Namjoon shifted him onto his back, spreading his legs with ease. His large hand wrapped around Jungkook’s cock, stroking once before lowering his mouth onto him
Jungkook’s back arched instantly “Ahh...fuck!” he almost screamed
His fingers tangled into Namjoon’s hair, thighs trembling as the alpha’s tongue worked him over. Namjoon’s mouth was hot and wet.... each flick of his tongue sent sparks of pleasure shooting through Jungkook’s entire body...And then,.Namjoon took him deep into his throat, swallowing around him, the sensation was nearly too much for him .
Jungkook's body tensed, breath catching in his throat before he finally let go. Pleasure crashed over him in waves, his body shaking as he spilled into Namjoon’s mouth.
Namjoon swallowed every drop and then pulled himself up, licking his lips as he settled beside Jungkook. He was still catching his breath,tired and utterly spent . But before Jungkook could relax, Namjoon scooped him up in his arms effortlessly and began walking towards the bathroom
Jungkook frowned "No...I can clean myself!! " He tried to protest but , Namjoon ignored him and carried him to the bathroom and settled him on the counter beside the sink. Jungkook gasped as his bare skin met the cold surface, making Namjoon smile faintly. He grabbed a washcloth, and soaked it in warm water before gently wiping him clean, trailing over Jungkook’s legs and body. Once satisfied, he stripped off the omega’s hoodie and socks, and tossed them into the hamper.
Once they were both clean, Namjoon guided him back to the room. He disappeared into the closet and returned, dressed in another pair of pants and holding fresh pajamas and socks . He handed them over to Jungkook and quickly changed the sheets before motioning for Jungkook to lie down.
Jungkook yawned the moment his body sank into the soft mattress, sleep already tugging at him. His omega purred in contentment, pleased that Namjoon now smelled like him. It was a strange feeling...one he didn’t entirely understand...but his omega had its own instincts and honestly, the sex had been great. Maybe it was a win-win situation...he thought
“The omega you scented..." Namjoon said suddenly, breaking his thoughts “She is the VP of the company I’m trying to acquire..."
Jungkook’s eyes fluttered open slightly “Hmm?”
“I’ll be meeting her tomorrow too...The discussion isn’t over!!” Namjoon added
Jungkook huffed, turning over without a response, acting like he was too sleepy to care..
Namjoon chuckled, sensing the hint of jealousy in the omega sweetened air “Maybe you should send me to the office smelling like you. In case the mark on my neck isn’t enough” He paused, smirking “She saw it and asked if my omega was very feisty. Said it was bold to mark an alpha like me on neck for everyone to see!! "
Jungkook shot him a sharp glare. He didn’t like that. Who was she to question him?
The next day, Namjoon went to work reeking of his omega. It was in the fabric of his suit, in the heat of his skin... in every breath he took. There was no mistaking who he belonged to...And when he walked into the meeting room, the VP’s nose twitched slightly, her lips curling into an amused smirk..
" So he is feisty!!" She chuckled , tilting her head.
Namjoon only smiled, adjusting his cufflinks. “let's get started...shall we!!"
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Jin wrinkled his nose as Jungkook walked into his house that morning, while he was busy doing something on his laptop “For two people who claim to hate each other, you sure have a lot of sex!! ” He gave Jungkook a pointed look “At least shower before coming downstairs...you smell like Namjoon and less like yourself"
Jungkook swallowed, biting his lip “Sorry...” he muttered, turning red
Jin smirked, leaning back “Should I start getting that nursery ready, then? At this rate, we’ll have a pup here next year, won’t we?” He joked
Jungkook froze in place suddenly. His entire body stiffened, breath hitching. For a second, he didn’t react....didn’t even blink.“Hyung...” he started, his voice quieter this time “When are we meeting Taehyung-hyung?”he asked
Jin raised a brow “Oh, right!! I forgot...” He pulled out his phone “Let me ask him. If he is free, we can go this afternoon. I have a meeting with a charity organization in a few hours, but I’m free after that!!"
Jungkook nodded, but his hands were still clenched at his sides
Jin watched him for a moment longer " Are you okay??"
"Yeah!!" Jungkook mumbled "Just... ask Taehyung hyung!!"
Jin didn’t push. But he noticed... something was off about him
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Chapter 13: The Things We Don't Say
Notes:
(See the end of the chapter for notes.)
Chapter Text
Jungkook glanced around, taking in the pristine hallways as he walked beside Jin. The atmosphere was quieter than he had expected...it was not the sterile, bustling environment typical of a regular hospital. This place felt vast and somewhat intimidating in his eyes, with its high ceilings and polished floors
“This is his hospital?” Jungkook asked, lowering his voice as they passed a group of well dressed individuals
“Yeah... it is an extended wing..” Jin replied “This is their research facility. This is the largest academic hospital in the area. Tae works in both places...he is an on-call neurosurgeon when they need him, but most of the time, he is buried in research. He only consults on special cases ” Jin glanced at Jungkook with a hint of pride in his eyes “I told you, did I not? He is working on a major drug research project. He has published a lot of papers too...”
Jungkook nodded, genuinely impressed “That is really cool.”
Jin scoffed lightly. “The kid worked his ass off for it... Infact the whole family is full of geniuses..your alpha included. Both graduated early and Taehyung topped his residency. He was a total prodigy!!"
Jungkook turned to Jin, catching a rare fondness in his voice “You sound proud ”
Jin shrugged “Of course I am proud. He is my baby. I raised him. .” A small smile curled his lips, one that Jungkook had not seen before
Before Jungkook could respond, a figure appeared at the far end of the hallway..
Even from a distance, Taehyung was hard to miss. He had an effortless elegance that made him stand out, even in a simple lab coat that hung loosely on his tall frame. His platinum hair was slightly messy, catching the light and framing his face beautifully. His features were striking,
eventhough he had very visible shadows under hsi eyes, probably from his long hours of work. And now that Jungkook saw him up close, he noticed something else
“He looks more like his appa..” Jungkook remarked,
Jin followed his gaze and nodded in agreement “Yeah. Namjoon takes after their father more…”
As soon as Taehyung’s eyes landed on them, his lips stretched into a slow, knowing smile. Jungkook felt a rush of warmth as Taehyung’s scent drifted toward him...sweet, like ripe cherries.. It was oddly comforting to him.
“Jungkook, isn’t it?" Taehyung greeted, his deep voice catching Jungkook slightly off guard. He hadn’t expected it to be quite that rich, but maybe it ran in the family...his own alpha had a baritone just as deep.
The older omega tilted his head slightly, studying Jungkook with an amused look in his eyes. "You are even prettier in person. Photos don’t do you justice at all.."
Jungkook blinked, momentarily thrown off by the compliment before letting out a small chuckle "Nothing like you, hyung. You are really beautiful!!"
Taehyung’s smile widened, the corners of his eyes crinkling with warmth. Then, he turned to Jin with his expression softening even more "Hyung… I’m mad at you. Did you forget me? Visit me more often..." He pouted a little, making his displeasure clear
Jin scoffed, ruffling Taehyung’s hair before pressing a quick kiss to his temple "Your brother throws a fit every time I do!! You know how it is.."
Jungkook felt a rush of warmth watching their interaction. There was something so easy about it, so familiar and affectionate. He wondered how Namjoon had the heart to stay away from someone like Taehyung, who looked like the sweetest man
Taehyung pouted even more but didn’t argue. Instead, he turned his attention back to Jungkook "I’m glad you asked to see me. I wasn’t sure if hyung was going to let you..."
Jungkook raised a brow in question"Let me? He doesn’t own me!!"
For a split second, surprise flickered across Taehyung’s face. He glanced at Jin, who only smiled, before amusement took over his features.
"Oh, I like him already..." another voice chimed in before Taehyung could say anything.
Jungkook turned toward the new presence and he instantly recognised the man approaching. He knew who he was...Taehyung’s alpha Hoseok. Jungkook observed how his smile was bright and his whole demeanor was very welcoming. There was something immediately warm about him, like sunshine on bare skin
"Hoseokie?" Jin greeted in surprise "You are here too?"
Hoseok grinned "Taehyung told me the new member was coming, so I took the day off to meet him..." He turned to Jungkook, extending a hand and smiling even brighter "Hello, Jungkook..."
Jungkook dipped his head politely "Hello Hoseok ssi"
"He is a sociology professor.." Jin added
"Ohh.." Jungkook nodded, filing that information away.
Hoseok winked ,seeing the look in Jungkook's face. "Wondering how I managed to get someone like him ?"he asked ,making Taehyung chuckle
"We met while protesting some anti-omega rules my university implemented..." Taehyung rested his chin on his alpha's shoulder, his voice carrying a nostalgic tone "He came with his friend to support us in the protest and we met and talked there.... and somehow… now it’s this..." He shrugged
Hoseok snickered "Yeah...and in the process I got him kicked out of the house. It's a pretty good arrangement if you ask me!!" He laughed
Taehyung shot him a glare before shoving him lightly, but there was no real heat behind it...just familiarity, the kind that only came with years of knowing someone inside out.
Jungkook watched them with a strange feeling settling in his chest. It wasn’t just admiration...it was envy. Taehyung looked so free with him, so unguarded. They felt like equals, like partners. He wondered if he would ever have something like that with Namjoon...Would he ever feel like this...safe, understood, loved?
“What? It’s the truth..” Hoseok continued, unbothered by his omega's mock anger, grinning as he stretched his arms. Then, as if just remembering something, he turned to Jungkook “Oh, by the way, Jin mentioned you are looking to continue your studies. If you need help with that, let me know. Our university’s literature program is pretty good...I can get you some brochures and maybe introduce to a few professors and students”
Jungkook, who had been quietly observing their banter, nodded “Ohh..Thank you Hoseok ssi.. I would appreciate that!!" He bowed
The conversation shifted as they made their way to the hospital cafeteria. Jin and Hoseok left to get food and drinks, leaving Jungkook and Taehyung alone at a table. Jungkook found himself watching as Jin walked away, suddenly feeling awkward and alone. He watched how Jin and Hoseok was laughing and talking while waiting in the line...like they were long time friends.
“Don’t mind them,” Taehyung said, catching Jungkook’s expression. “They are really close. They get along well...” He gestured for Jungkook to focus on him instead “Come on, let’s talk about you..." He said , his interest piquing
Jungkook nodded, shifting slightly in his seat
“How’s everything at home ?” Taehyung asked after a moment. “Is hyung being nice to you? Are you adjusting well?”
Jungkook hesitated before responding “Surprisingly, yes,” he admitted. “I mean… he is still an alpha, but I guess he isn’t that bad with me so far... considering everything"
Taehyung’s eyebrows lifted slightly. “That’s actually shocking. Jin hyung did mention that Namjoon hyung is being… softer with you. Honestly, when all of this started, and we first found out, we were worried he’d make a whole mess of things.” His expression softened, becoming more thoughtful. “I heard your family wasn’t exactly supportive either… they are old fashioned, huh?”
Jungkook nodded slowly “That’s probably why your brother chose me...” he said “The submissive, silent omega from an old money family. Obedient and just for breeding.”
Taehyung studied him for a long moment before sighing. He could sense the way Jungkook’s scent soured, the tension creeping into his frame as he spoke.
“Hyung isn’t a bad person, per se…” Taehyung said carefully. “I know his thoughts are… outdated, to put it lightly.”
Jungkook scoffed. “How can you say that? He kicked you out just for mating with a guy you liked. Who does that to their own brother?”
Taehyung was quiet for a moment before answering, “Because I know him.." He met Jungkook’s gaze head on.
Jungkook gulped down, his fingers toying with the edge of his sleeve “Did you ever hate him?”
Taehyung blinked at the unexpected question “Who? Namjoon hyung?”
Jungkook nodded “After everything. After what he did to you. Did you ever...” He swallowed, voice quieter now. “Did you ever wish he wasn’t your brother?”
Taehyung let out a slow breath, leaning back in his chair. He tilted his head, considering “No..." he admitted. “But I did resent him for a long time. Maybe I still do, in some ways... ”
Jungkook watched him carefully. “Then how can you still defend him?”
Taehyung shook his head. “I’m not defending him,” he corrected. “I’m just trying to make you understand what kind of person he is.” His gaze softened “Hyung and I were raised in the same house, by the same parents. But we were treated differently from the start"Taehyung sighed, resting his chin on his palm... “You have an idea about how our family used to be , don't you? There was a hierarchy to everything. Roles we are expected to fulfill...Probably the same as everything you experienced in your own family ...”
Jungkook stayed silent, listening.
“I was never going to be the heir..” Taehyung continued. “I was the pretty little omega son, meant to be doted on, meant to be married off to strengthen our family’s influence.. and Joon hyung , he was born to rule..” he said simply. “From the moment he took his first breath, he was trained to carry the weight of our family name. Every lesson, every word, every decision...he was conditioned to think of duty first, emotions second. If at all.."
"You sympathise with all this, but you still left!!" Jungkook said
Taehyung nodded, lips curving into something sadder this time “That’s true.... His gaze flickered toward Hoseok, who was still chatting with Jin “I chose to break away, to build a life where I wasn’t shackled to expectations. I But my hyung… he doesn’t even see the chains. To him, they.are just part of who he is . And the sad part is .."Taehyung continued, voice quieter now “he is not even aware of how the world around him has moved on. Or maybe… maybe he just doesn’t want to...He is a smart man, Jungkook. But intelligence doesn’t always mean self awareness. I think… he has never had something in his life that forced him to break free from those chains .”
Jungkook’s heart thudded a little too loudly in his chest.
Taehyung studied him for a moment before speaking again “You know, when I first heard about you, I imagined someone completely different...”
Jungkook arched a brow “Oh?”
“Mm..” Taehyung smirked “I pictured some delicate little thing, all quiet and obedient, nodding along to whatever hyung said..” He tilted his head, eyes glinting with amusement “But you are not, are you?”
Jungkook scoffed, leaning back in his chair. “Definitely not.”
Taehyung grinned. “I like you...”
Jungkook found himself smiling despite the heaviness in his chest “Good...” he said lightly. “Because I think I like you too..."
Jungkook went silent after that, his brain processing everything Taheyung said. But he wasn't sure he felt the same way about the alpha...he grew up around a lot of them.. afterall they are all the same, he thought. Finally, after a few moments, he exhaled and looked up
“I need to ask you something..."
Taehyung nodded “Go on...”
Jungkook hesitated for a second before finally saying “I need to get some birth control...”
Taehyung blinked, caught off guard by the request “…What?”
Jungkook met his gaze, licking his lips nervously. “Ahh...Birth control. Since you are a doctor, I figured you could help. We are already… well, you know. And my heat will probably come up in a few months, so before that…”
Taehyung quickly slipped into a more professional mode, nodding “I can arrange that. Pills or an injection...”
“Arrange what?”Jin’s voice cut in as he returned, carrying a tray of drinks for all of them. He set it down and took a seat next to Jungkook, glancing between them
"Birth control..” Jungkook answered flatly
Jin was silent for a few seconds “Oh...” he raised his eyebrows but didn’t say anything else
Hoseok, who had also returned, leaned in with surprise “Namjoon doesn’t want pups now? That’s weird. I thought he’d want them soon… I mean, the only reason someone like Namjoon wanted to mate was to produce a heir..." He said, like it was the most obvious thing in the world.
Taehyung shot him an angry glare, but Hoseok only shrugged in response .
Jungkook cleared his throat before speaking...“No… It’s… I haven’t told him yet... It’s my decision... right? I m the one giving birth...so ...” He trailed off, his gaze shifting to each one of them, trying to read their reactions
But none of them spoke.. everyone fell silent suddenly .Jungkook sighed, rubbing the back of his neck sensing the awkwardness . He felt like he needed to clarify his reasons immediately " I mean… I do want pups. I really do. But, hyung, I’m so young. Maybe not this soon..." He said looking at Taheyung, his eyes widening , looking desperate
Hoseok hummed in understanding “That’s reasonable. You should at least be able to finish your education if nothing else...” He turned to Taehyung. “Baby you should help him.."
Taheyung crossed his arms, considering something before asking “Why didn’t you go to a doctor back home though, isn't it easier?”
Jungkook glanced at Jin for a moment before answering “I don’t want Namjoon hyung to know. I don’t want anyone calling him, telling him I did this behind his back....I figured since everyone knows him there... it's safer this way”
Jin, who had been silent for a while, toyed with the straw in his drink, spinning it between his fingers...
Taehyung frowned slightly “Jungkook, I understand it’s your right to do this. And I support you. But… it’s the decent thing to at least inform him. He is your mate. He deserves to know, right?
Jungkook’s expression tightened “He won’t agree..."
“You don’t know that... Taehyung countered. “You said he has been nice to you...and please don't think he is someone who will force you to do things you don't want. Just tell him and..."
But Jungkook cut him off “Please, hyung...” he pleaded, his voice sounding small
Hoseok scoffed, crossing his arms "Just give him whatever he wants, Tae. You can't possibly refuse him...what, you want your asshole brother to use him for breeding the next generation of his perfect little legacy?"
Jungkook stiffened, his scent turning sharp with unease. He didn’t even realize it at first, but something about the way Hoseok talked about Namjoon...like he was nothing more than a cold, calculating alpha made his chest tighten uncomfortably...his protective Instinct kicked in almost immediately "No.." he cut in, shaking his head "He is not like that. He is… really nice to me..." His voice wavered slightly "But I just need time... that's it. Please don't speak about him like that" he said, jaw tightening
Taehyung shot Hoseok a sharp look before reaching over to pinch his side, making him yelp "Will you stop running your mouth for once?" he scolded. "He is still his alpha. It's not right to degrade him like that in front of him. Jungkook hasn’t been wronged by him, has he? Apologise to him right now ..." He urged strongly
Hoseok sighed, rubbing his side . He sensed the souring cherry blossom scent and understood that he spoke a little too much and may have upset the omega "I’m really sorry Jungkook..that was really insensitive of me!! It's just my own personal vendetta with him....I m really sorry!" he bowed to the omega almost immediately
Jungkook exhaled and nodded in response .
"But about the meds... I m just saying..." Hoseok continued
"Yeah, yeah, I know what you are saying..." Taehyung cut in, still looking angry... " I get him...But imagine if I went ahead and made such a big decision without telling you, hmm? How would you feel? They are dated mates too..."
They kept arguing, but Jungkook barely paid attention, his fingers curled into the fabric of his shirt...mind still reeling from the earlier talks and how his omega was very quick to react . He sometimes felt like he had no control over his emotions when it came to Namjoon, and it's only been getting worse more and more as days passed .Jin, on the other hand, stayed quiet, watching him closely.
After a moment, Taehyung let out a long sigh, rubbing his temple "Fine..." he nodded. "I’ll get you the pills for now. But if you want an injection or an implant, think it over carefully before deciding. Those are a lot harder to reverse..."
Jungkook nodded quickly "Pills are fine."
"Alright, come with me " Taehyung said, motioning for him to follow.
Jungkook trailed behind as Taehyung led him into the hospital. After a brief consultation with the obstetrician, the trip to the pharmacy was quick, Taehyung flashed his ID to make the process smoother and he returned with a small bottle of pills and handed them over.
"Take them religiously, okay..Just like the doctor said ? And get your refill every month..." Taehyung instructed "Your heat might come a little earlier or later than usual since this messes with your hormones for a while. You might feel nauseous or get a few headaches while your body adjusts, but that’s normal. If anything feels really off, call me..."
Jungkook nodded, fingers tightening around the bottle "I will"
Taehyung hesitated, then added softly "And, Jungkook… talk to him. I get why you are hesitant, and I won’t tell you what to do, but he is still your mate. Until you decide otherwise, you are both in this together. You don't need his permission but he deserves to know, even if you think he won’t agree..."
Jungkook swallowed, eyes flickering down to the pills in his hands .
He didn’t answer
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Jin exhaled, tapping his fingers against the steering wheel, eyes fixed on the road ahead. The car ride back was mostly silent except for the low hum of the engine blending with the faint chatter of the radio playing in the background.
It was Jungkook who finally broke the silence, after what felt like an eternity "I'm sorry, hyung…"
Jin’s fingers stilled for a moment before he asked "Is this why you wanted to meet Tae?"
Jungkook didn’t answer right away....
Jin glanced at him briefly before turning his attention back to the road "Jungkook…"
"No.." Jungkook murmured, shaking his head before Jin could say anything more. "I really wanted to meet him. At first, I just… I just wanted to learn how to survive here. He is incredibly successful, and I thought… I thought maybe he could give me some advice about handling Namjoon hyung " He let out a quiet sigh, running a hand through his hair "Because I thought Namjoon hyung would be really rude to me. But he wasn’t…" His voice faltered for a second before he continued, softer now. "But then this just… came along."
Jin didn’t say anything back.
Jungkook swallowed before continuing"You mentioned pups this morning and that’s when I realized… I wasn’t using any protection " His fingers curled into the fabric of his pants "And I don’t know if I want to have pups with him. I mean… I know we are mated for life and there’s no way I can break that bond, but… I don’t even know if what I feel for him is real, or if it’s just the mate bond pulling me toward him..."
His voice trembled "Like, the way you talk about Jimin hyung. The way Tae hyung and Hoseok hyung are with each other. Do you think I have that with my alpha? Do you think I ever will?" He licked his lips, eyes searching for something...anything, that could give him an answer. "
"Hosoek ssi was right ... wasn't he? He picked me because I have good genetics, a strong legacy. Me being his mate was just a coincidence. And what if..." his breath hitched, hands tightening into fists on his lap "what if the way he acts around me is just because of the bond? What if the real him doesn’t care about me at all? How can I.." he choked back a shaky breath... "how can I start a family with him right away?"
Jin stayed silent for a long moment, then finally sighed
"I won’t tell you that your worries are wrong.." he said carefully "Because it's not...I agree all he wanted was to continue his legacy , but the way he acts around you had genuinely surprised me."
Jungkook’s breath hitched.
"But..." Jin continued " I also know him since he was a baby...and from that experience, you have to put a little trust in this, Jungkook. Even if we don’t see eye to eye on a lot of things, I know Namjoon. He has control over his alpha instincts...he is not someone who acts purely on instinct alone. If he is being good to you, it’s not just because of the bond..." Jin’s grip on the steering wheel tightened "I don’t know what he’s feeling and I won’t pretend to, but I think he wants a good life with you too...."
Jungkook shook his head, his voice cracking as he spoke . "I don’t think so..." he whispered. "Just because he started sleeping with me doesn’t mean anything!!"
Jin sighed and bit his lip "Like Tae said… talk to him. Please!! " he begged "It’s the right thing to do..."
Jungkook pressed his lips together, staring out the window. His vision blurred as tears pricked at the corners of his eyes...But he didn’t say anything more
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Jungkook stared at the small bottle of pills in his hand, turning it between his fingers. The memory of everyone’s words pressed down on him ...his mind was a tangled mess of conflicting thoughts . His stomach churned violently as the uncertainty began to settle inside. But after spending hours alone in his room, thinking it through, he knew one thing...he had to tell Namjoon.
Afterall, Namjoon wasn’t a bad alpha to him. Not yet, at least.
So Jungkook was going to tell him. Not because he needed permission...because he didn’t. He refused to ask for something that should have always been his right. So, he was simply going to inform him .But the moment he heard the door to his room open, his instincts took over. His fingers tightened around the bottle before quickly shoving it into the drawer beside his bed, hiding it from sight
Namjoon stepped inside and his gaze immediately fell onto Jungkook. He stopped for a second, eyes scanning him as if trying to read his mood. The tension in his own chest...the one that had been nagging at him all afternoon eased seeing that Jungkook is safe and unharmed.
“Hey..” Namjoon greeted, exhaling slowly
Jungkook glanced up at him, his heart pounding inside . “Hi...” His voice was quieter than usual
Namjoon took a step closer, then frowned. His nose scrunched slightly as he took in Jungkook’s scent. “You met Taehyung.”
Jungkook stiffened for a split second before nodding. “Yeah.”
Namjoon inhaled again, his frown deepening further “His scent is all over you.." he muttered, more to himself than Jungkook, “Jin took you, didn’t he?”he asked again
Jungkook didn’t speak, he was bracing himself for whatever reaction is going to come after those questions. He fully expected Namjoon to get angry at him and Jin
But to his surprise, Namjoon didn’t look angry...not in the way Jungkook had expected. Instead, there was something else in his expression, something unreadable. A few moments passed before he stepped forward and pressed a slow, lingering kiss to the side of Jungkook’s head ,surprising him
“What did you two talk about?” Namjoon’s voice was quiet, as he tucked Jungkook's hair behind his ear softly . “You have been sad all day. My chest wouldn’t stop hurting...I knew you were in distress...” He exhaled sharply “I even called Jin to confirm, and he said you were fine, but it still wouldn’t go away "His hand ghosted over Jungkook’s wrist, not quite touching, but close enough to feel the warmth of his skin. “And you are still upset now. What happened?”
Jungkook looked down, avoiding his gaze. He shook his headn“I’m okay..." That was all he could manage . He suddenly felt so overwhelmed, that he couldn't mention anything else.
Namjoon studied him for a long moment before nodding slowly
“ I don’t like it... he admitted “But I won’t say anything. I won’t stop you. I just need you to know...I really don’t like it....you meeting him like that.” He pulled back just enough to meet Jungkook’s gaze “You are not just any omega, Jungkook. You are this pack’s Luna... And that comes with responsibilities....ones you can’t just ignore..even if you are not exactly living the traditional pack life right now" His voice hardened “You went over my authority. You knew that, but you still did it..."
Jungkook clenched his jaw “So what should I do?” he bit out “Apologize for existing outside whatever rules you think still matter? Stay locked in here..under your control?"
Namjoon didn’t answer. The silence stretched between them .Jungkook scoffed after a while , shaking his head. “Why does this bother you so much? Have you seen how happy they are? They have a good life together...Hoseok ssi is a good alpha..” His eyes burned as he pushed on. “Is it because of some old books? Some outdated, stupid traditions? You are educated. You are smart. Don’t you think it’s time to let go of things that don’t matter anymore? The pack as it was doesn’t even exist. No one cares...”
“I do!!” Namjoon’s voice was sharp, it scared the omega little bit.
Jungkook flinched, his breath catching. His scent spiked with distress, but Namjoon didn’t back down“I care, Jungkook..” Namjoon continued, stepping closer, his gaze burning with something resembling to anger“You can say Jin doesn’t care.... You can say Taehyung doesn’t care. Maybe no one else does...but I do. And you don’t get to decide that for me!! "
The weight of Namjoon’s words hit Jungkook like a slap.
Namjoon’s scent had thickened, heavy with frustration, but there was something else buried beneath it...hurt. Jungkook swallowed hard, suddenly feeling much smaller....his omega cried inside sensing the alpha's anger and frustration.
“It’s not stupid to me..." Namjoon continued.."Just like how you think your choices aren’t stupid, this isn’t stupid to me.... Don't try to tell me what's right and wrong for me like you know me...You don't!! Because you don't want to!! " He accused and then, without another word, Namjoon turned and walked out, leaving Jungkook standing there alone
Jungkook swallowed, staring at the door that slammed shut before him....blinking rapidly as his vision blurred with unshead tears. He hated this....The frustration, the hurt....he hated how much it affected him. His fingers dug into his palms hard..almost drawing blood..., but the ache in his chest didn’t ease.He knew he was feeling Namjoon’s distress along with his own. He had this insatiable need to be closer to him, to soothe his alpha...to let his omega scent him...but he didn’t even know what was real and what wasn’t anymore.
That night, he curled up with a pillow, exhaustion seeping into his bones.And despite everything, despite the turmoil twisting inside him...he still reached out toward the empty space beside him before sleep finally pulled him under.
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Namjoon finally returned to the room just as the first traces of dawn began creeping through the curtains, casting faint streaks of pale light across the bed. The sight that greeted him made his chest tighten painfully...Jungkook was curled in on himself, his body looking small beneath the blankets, his face half-buried in the pillow. Even in sleep, his distress was evident. His breathing was uneven, the faintest shudder still lingering in his exhalesnand dried tear tracks still marked his soft cheeks . Namjoon swallowed hard...
He had wanted to stay away longer. Wanted to give both of them space to cool down. But the moment he had stepped out of the room, something inside him had begun to ache...like always...like ever since he had laid eyes on this omega...something deep and primal..it only worsened with every hour he spent apart from Jungkook. It wasn’t just his own emotions...his alpha was restless, pacing, howling at the separation, demanding to be close to the omega...and yet, even now, standing at the edge of the bed, he hesitated...wondering what exactly is the omega feeling for him..is it hatred? Resentment?
Namjoon took a slow breath warding off the thoughts in his head and approached the bed and lowered himself onto his knees beside it. Namjoon let his fingers ghost through Jungkook’s hair. When Jungkook didn’t respond, he let himself touch more firmly, combing his fingers through the dark locks.
Jungkook shifted slightly in his sleep, brow twitching, his breath catching for just a moment before settling again.
Namjoon’s throat tightened...and he leaned down and pressed a featherlight kiss to Jungkook’s temple....the lips lingering there a few moments longer than needed.The warmth of his skin had a surprising familiarity.
“I’m sorry..” Namjoon whispered against his hair
He knew Jungkook couldn’t hear him...And maybe that was for the best.
Namjoon let out a quiet breath, his fingers reluctantly slipping away from Jungkook’s hair. He stayed there for a few seconds longer, just watching, memorizing the slow rise and fall of his chest, the way his lashes fluttered faintly in sleep . Then, with one last glance, he forced himself to stand and walked back towards the door.
His alpha screamed at him to stay....But Namjoon ignored it, swallowing back the ache in his throat as he slipped out of the room once more, leaving Jungkook to his restless dreams.
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Chapter 14: If Only It Were Enough
Chapter Text
Namjoon sat in the boardroom, staring at the polished surface of the long conference table while voices echoed around him. His team was deep in discussion, laying out strategies and projections for the next quarter, but none of it was really sinking in. He knew he should be listening. He knew they were expecting his input. But his mind was somewhere else...it was stuck in a place he had been trying to avoid for days.
Jungkook...
It had been days since they last spoke. Not that they had ever been particularly great at communication, but there had always been something...a casual exchange or a few words before bed. And if nothing else, at least they had shared the same space. He can't lie that he had grown used to that. The quiet comfort of having Jungkook's warm body beside him and the faint scent of cherry blossoms clinging to the sheets. It had become something he was looking forward to by the end of the day
But now, even that was gone..They had been sleeping apart for days. He knew it was affecting them. Their wolves were growing restless, weaker with the distance. But Jungkook was avoiding him, and Namjoon didn't need to be told that. He could feel it everyday.. The way Jungkook wouldn't meet his eyes and the way he kept his distance, refusing to let their bond pull them back together...it was all too clear.
And Namjoon was too proud to reach out first.He wasn't going to apologize for his choices when, as far as he was concerned, he hadn't done anything wrong. He had known Jungkook was different from the start, but he hadn't expected this much defiance from the omega. He really thought mating wouldn't change much, that life would go on as usual. But their bond was stronger than he had anticipated, deeper than anything he had ever known..even stronger than the one his parents shared. He had heard stories about such fated mates before, but experiencing it firsthand made him realize how badly he had miscalculated about the whole thing
Now, he was beginning to understand just how much they truly depended on each other.But his alpha pride wouldn't let him admit it.So, he did what he always did. Buried himself in work. Used scent blockers to keep anyone from noticing how off he felt. But no matter how much he tried to ignore it, the weight of Jungkook's absence in his life clung to him.
"Sir?"
The voice of his assistant, Eunji, pulled him back to reality.
He blinked, realizing the meeting had ended without him noticing. Eunji was standing beside him with a stack of documents in hand, watching him carefully.
"Are you alright?" Eunji asked, watching him closely "You don't look well. I could tell you weren't listening, so I rescheduled the meeting for tomorrow "
Namjoon sighed, dragging a hand down his face "Sorry... I...I don't know what's wrong with me..I don't feel so good today"
Eunji nodded "Do you want me to clear your schedule for the the rest of the day? You could go home and rest..." She asked softly
Namjoon exhaled, rubbing at his temple. A part of him wanted to say no, to push through, to drown himself in work until he was too exhausted to think. But another part of him wanted to leave, to just be anywhere else.
"Can I?" he muttered, more to himself than to her
Eunji smiled. "You own the company, sir. Sometimes you forget that. Whatever you say goes..."
He paused for a second and then let out a slow breath, nodding "Yeah. Alright. Do it...Thanks, Eunji." His lips pressed to a thin line
She gave him a reassuring nod before leaving to handle it.
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By the time Namjoon got home, exhaustion had settled deep into his bones. The entire drive back, he had gone back and forth in his mind, debating whether he should try to talk to Jungkook. He didn't know what he would even say. He wasn't planning to apologize...he still didn't think he had done anything wrong, but he just wanted... something. To see him. To hear his voice. To have some kind of contact. His alpha was growing weaker by the day, and he wondered if Jungkook was feeling the same way. He could sense the omega's inner distress, but his own was overpowering it lately. The longer this went on, the more restless he felt, like a piece of him was being stretched too thin.
As he stepped inside his home , the scent of something warm and sweet drifted from the kitchen followed by a familiar sound of laughter. He knew it was probably Jin , from the kitchen. He knew they were probably cooking together. Both of them loved it. Jin had mentioned before that Jungkook was a good cook, though Namjoon had never actually had the chance to taste anything he made. The omega had never offered and Namjoon had never asked.
Namjoon moved closer to the kitchen, careful not to make a sound. He stopped at a distance where he could see them clearly. Jin was at the stove, flipping something ...perhaps a crepe...while Jungkook sat at the counter with his legs swinging slightly as he chattered away. Namjoon's gaze got fixed on Jungkook..he saw how the omega's mouth curved into a wide smile, dimples showing in the soft light. His eyes were bright in a way Namjoon hadn't seen in days, He looked genuinely happy
"...and then Taemin-hyung caught me and threatened to tell our mother, so I spent the entire day bribing him with my snacks.." Jungkook was saying, grinning like he was telling the most amusing story while he picked at the edge of a crepe on his plate, clearly enjoying it.
Jin chuckled, folding another crepe sprinkling something over it before setting it down in front of Jungkook "You have always been a little menace, haven't you? You really thought running away was smart when you were, like, five?"
Jungkook huffed, pretending to be offended "I did it many times! The moment something felt even slightly uncomfortable, I ran away. Hyungs always had to come find me and take me back..."
Jin shook his head as he settled beside him "Okay, yeah, I get why your brothers put you on house arrest....,"
Jungkook gasped dramatically, clutching his chest as though he was deeply offended "Hyung!"
Jin laughed and Jungkook followed suit..and Namjoon stood there... frozen, watching them with a knot forming in his chest. The ease with which Jungkook was interacting with Jin was almost foreign to him . It was like he had forgotten the tension between them. Jungkook had been so distant with him lately, but here, in this moment, he was relaxed, smiling and laughing without a care in the world.
Namjoon knew Jungkook's omega was struggling too...he could feel it. Their connection, though strained, still let him sense the inner distress beneath Jungkook's surface. And yet, despite that, Jungkook looked comfortable here. Meanwhile, Namjoon could barely function with the reality of their separation.
Namjoon wasn't sure what unsettled him more the fact that Jungkook had been avoiding him, or the realization that he had never looked this relaxed around him to begin with...Or maybe it was the thought that Jungkook simply didn't care about their bond or the pain it was causing him at all
Like Namjoon was the only one suffering.
Namjoon exhaled sharply and turned on his heel. He didn't trust himself to stay. Without a word, he walked out the front door, pulling his phone from his pocket as he headed toward the driveway.His driver was just about to leave when Namjoon called him back.
"Take me to the city.." he said, sliding into the back seat and shutting the door with more force than necessary
The beta blinked, turning back to look at him "Where in the city, sir? I thought you wanted to rest..."
Namjoon glanced outside, fingers tapping against his knee. He hadn't thought that far. He had no real destination in mind. He just needed to leave.
"Just drop me off in the main center.." he muttered "You can go home after that. Come back at the usual time tomorrow."
"And back home, sir?"
Namjoon looked away "It's fine"
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Namjoon wandered through the city, moving without direction...without purpose. His feet carried him from street to street, past stores and cafés, through crowds that felt like nothing more than shifting shadows. Evening had settled in slowly and the sky was still heavy with the remnants of an earlier drizzle. Neon signs began flickering to life..their glow reflecting off the slick pavement.The city hummed around him...voices, traffic, the distant wail of a siren...but he had barely noticed any of it as he walked aimlessly through the streets...He just needed to keep moving, hoping that it will ease whatever storm was brewing inside him
His mind had been a mess, tangled with thoughts he couldn't organize, emotions he couldn't suppress. He had never felt this disconnected from his alpha before. It was as if something inside him had dimmed, like a fire that had burned out without him even realizing. His conscience...the voice that reminded him of who he was..felt distant now, slipping through his grasp like sand.
And he hadn't even known why all of this had been affecting him so much. He had never planned on feeling anything more than what was necessary toward the omega-in fact, toward anyone. That had always been the safest way to live..Every time he had allowed himself to care for someone, he had been left alone by them. His parents had gone too soon, leaving him to mend himself when he had barely been old enough to understand what loss truly meant. Then, eventually, Taehyung had walked away. And Jin too, at some point.
He had seen what love did to people, what it had done to Jin. Love had drained the life from him, had nearly broken him beyond repair. Jin had come back eventually, had picked himself up again, but it only proved one thing..nothing in life was permanent. Love was just a fictional concept, an illusion people clung to. The more Namjoon closed himself off, the safer he felt. The moment he stopped craving warmth of others was the moment he finally felt like an alpha...Or so he thought.
He sank onto a worn bench in the city square with his elbows resting on his knees. Before him, towering buildings and glowing billboards loomed under heavy clouds that were announcing another round of rain. And In the distance...hidden beneath the mist and clouds , he spotted the hills where his pack house stood...His heart began to beat faster as he saw the faint silouhette of the mansion
He hadn't gone back there since Taehyung left. Part of him had always thought there was no need to return as the pack was gone. But now, as his thoughts spiraled, he wondered if he was just avoiding it actually...Deep down, was he afraid? Going back meant confronting the place where his father had held power....and where he felt he had failed.He was supposed to keep the pack together, to be their pillar. Instead, he had watched everything crumble right in front of his eyes..feeling like a weak excuse for an alpha.
But now, sitting here..alone and lost...he sensed it was time. Time to stop running and to face his fears and return home. Maybe, it would help him find his way back to himself.
Before he could second guess himself, his feet were already moving. He hailed a cab, and gave the driver an address he hadn't spoken aloud in years.
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The drive passed in a blur. Rain lashed against the windows, lightning crackled across the sky and thunder rumbled in the distance, but he barely noticed any of it . His thoughts drowned out everything else. And by the time the cab pulled up in front of the estate, the storm had settled into a steady drizzle..The security at the gate let him in without hesitation. They didn't ask questions... they only exchanged surprised glances, as if they hadn't expected to see him ever again after what happened few years back.
The moment he stepped inside the house, a familiar scent wrapped around him... Floral incense and mahogany. It was the same as he remembered....it was as if nothing had changed in all these years. He exhaled slowly, taking it all in. And for a short moment, he swore he could still see his father standing there. The weight of his presence..the authority he radiated...the way everything had felt unshakable under his rule. And it somehow made Namjoon feel small
His feet carried him up the grand staircase. He didn't have to think about where he was going...his body knew the way. He stopped before the door to the chambers that had once belonged to the pack alpha and his luna. His fingers tightened at his sides, before he lifted his hands to push open the doors
The room was still as he remembered it... It was well maintained, just as it had always been. As if it was waiting for someone to return. His gaze landed on the bedside table almost instantly to the framed picture sitting there..
His parents!!
He noticed his appa's warm smile in the picture... the dimples deep in his cheeks...the same ones Namjoon had inherited. His father stood beside him with a steady hand resting on his shoulder.
His throat tightened at the sight of them .People always told him he looks just like his appa. But now, standing here, staring at the image of the man he had spent his entire life trying to become, he wondered if it was more than just looks. He was sure that Taehyung had their father's strength. His will. He had walked away and chosen happiness, stood firm in the face of opposition..unlike him. And Namjoon? His name carried weight, yes. It carried respect. He was a businessman..a successful one..But outside of that...what was he?
Was he even doing the right thing? On paper, maybe. But in reality?
He sank onto the mattress, fingers trembling as he picked up the picture "I'm doing everything you told me to.." he whispere "I'm trying, okay? Trying to be like you... but why does it feel like I'm losing myself?"
The words barely left his lips before the weight in his chest swelled, pressing against his ribs...squeezing his lungs. He didn't know if he wanted to scream or if he just wanted silence.But before he could decide, exhaustion overtook him. His body curled in on itself, the picture still clutched in his hands.
For the first time in years, his eyes burned with unshed tears... and for the first time ever, he felt completely disconnected from his alpha self. It was like a part of him had faded away, leaving behind nothing but emptiness.
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Jungkook sat in the living room, eyes fixed on the rain outside. The downpour was heavy, thunder roaring through the hills, shaking the ground beneath him. The sound was deafening. He was used to storms, but out here, in the hills, they felt different...it was louder, sharper, almost alive.
He had spent the evening trying to push down his unease, telling himself Namjoon was fine. But as the night stretched on, the feeling only worsened. He could barely sense Namjoon anymore. At first, he had been annoyed by their connection, the way it let him feel things he didn't always want to. But now, with that connection completely silent, it felt like something had been ripped away from him. His fingers tightened around the edge of his sweater, and his other hand instinctively reached for the magnolia pendant hanging around his neck. He gripped it tightly, as if it could bring something back. Maybe if he held on tight enough, it would tell him that nothing was wrong.
His heartbeat picked up, and a deep unease began settling into his bones. He shook his head, pushing himself up from the couch. He needed to do something.Before he could think twice, he grabbed his hoodie and rushed out of the door.
He ran out into the rain, the cold water soaking him instantly, feet splashing through puddles as he made his way to Jin's house. He pounded restlessly against the door, his knuckles stinging from the force
Jin opened the door, brows furrowing the moment he saw Jungkook "Hey...what happened? Shit, why did you run here in the rain? Are you scared of the rain?"
Jungkook shook his head, swallowing hard, but his damp lashes and the redness in his eyes betrayed him.
Jin pulled him inside immediately "Come on, you.are dripping everywhere.." He grabbed a towel, draping it over Jungkook's shoulders before crouching down to look at him properly "What's going on?"
Jungkook looked at him, hands gripping the towel tightly. "We fought a few days ago..." he admitted suddenly,
Jin leaned back slightly, waiting for the rest of it.
"Namjoon hyung... it was about me meeting Taehyung hyung."
Jin's eyes widened, but he didn't interrupt "Okay..."
"We haven't talked since"
Jin sighed and nodded "Did you tell him about the pills?"
Jungkook shook his head quickly "No... he was already angry when he found out I met them. I didn't get the chance to tell him "
Jin nodded slowly, eyes flickering with understanding "Alright. But why are you telling me this now?"
Jungkook's grip on the towel tightened "Because he has been restless and upset since then... and now I can't feel him at all..." His voice cracked. "It's... it's late, hyung. Can you call him and ask where he is? I tried, but his phone won't connect..I m getting scared " something resembling a sob escaped him as he said it
Jin's expression darkened slightly, but he kept his voice steady. "Ahh... It's not that late," he said while grabbing his phone. "He works late sometimes, right? Let's not jump to conclusions. I'll call his office and check.."
Jungkook nodded quickly, eyes pleading "Please"
Jin dialed Namjoon's number first...just in case. The line rang and rang, but there was no answer.Jungkook's fingers curled into the fabric of his damp sleeves as Jin switched to another number, calling Namjoon's office. But the phone gave a few rings before the voicemail clicked on.
Jin's jaw tightened in worry and he immediately called Eunji next. The moment she picked up, he got straight to the point "Did Namjoon leave the office?"
"He left hours ago.." she said, sounding surprised by the question. "He wasn't feeling very well today...He didn't come home?" She asked , concerned
Jin ignored that "Who was his driver today?"
"It should've been Minseok, but Namjoon ssi told him to head home early."
Jin's brows furrowed "Alright. Thanks..."
He ended the call and immediately and dialed Minseok, pacing slightly as he listened to the driver's response. Jungkook watched him closely, breathing hard, his heart pounding inside.Jin sighed, rubbing a hand over his face as he kept the phone down."Minseok dropped him off in the city. That was the last he saw of him."
Jungkook's stomach twisted "Hyung..."
Jin's grip on his phone tightened, but he forced his expression to stay neutral "He's fine," he said firmly, placing a reassuring hand on Jungkook's shoulder. "He probably just needed some space. Maybe he is sitting in some café or..."
"But I can't feel him.." Jungkook interrupted, voice cracking. His shoulders trembled slightly "I really can't. It's late, it's raining, and.." He sucked in a shaky breath, his fingers twisting anxiously "I'm scared, hyung. What if something happened?"
Jin exhaled slowly, meeting Jungkook's wide, tear filled eyes. "There's one more place I can check. It's unlikely, but..."
Jungkook didn't ask what he meant. He just nodded, watching Jin dial another number. This time, someone answered right away. Jin's tense shoulders eased slightly as he listened, then he let out a quiet breath.
"He is at the pack house," Jin said, lowering the phone.
Jungkook's lips parted "He is?"
"Yeah," Jin confirmed. "I called the security. He went there this evening and hasn't left."
Jungkook let out a shaky breath, relief washing over him, but the worry in his eyes didn't fade.
Jin was already moving..he grabbed his jacket and keys. "I'll go get himn"
"I'll come with you.." Jungkook said quickly, stepping forward.
Jin shook his head as he pulled on his jacket. "No. You are already soakednand it's still pouring. Change your clothes and stay inside, lock the doors."
"But-"
"I'll be quick," Jin reassured him, picking up an umbrella. "There's no need for both of us to go"
Jungkook still looked uncertain, but he didn't argue. He only stood there, biting his lip, as he watched Jin disappear into the storm.
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When Jin finally found Namjoon , he was curled up in his parents' bed. Jin stopped in the doorway, his fingers tightening around the frame as he took in the sight.He had searched for him everywhere. The office, the library,...he had even considered checking outside, thinking Namjoon might be pacing somewhere, trying to clear his head. But here? In this room...curled up so small, like he was trying to disappear into the space itself... Jin hadn't expected that.
Jin made his way to the bed, lowering himself onto his knees beside it. He hesitated for just a second before reaching out, his hand pressing against Namjoon's shoulder.
"Namjoon," he called softly,
The alpha stirred with a sharp inhale, his brows drawing together as he blinked up at Jin, looking disoriented "Hyung...?"
Jin sighed, sitting back on his heels "You weren't answering your phone. No one knew where you were. Do you have any idea how worried we were?"
Namjoon pushed himself up slowly, rubbing a hand over his face. He looked exhausted "I just...I needed some space..."
Jin scoffed, standing up and crossing his arms "Space is one thing. Disappearing without a word is another." His voice was sharper now, but there was no real anger behind it. Just concern "Do you even know how upset Jungkook was? He was the one who asked me to look for you."
Namjoon flinched at that, his jaw tightened "He was worried?"
Jin rolled his eyes. "Obviously. He could barely feel you through the bond. Do you have any idea how terrifying that is for an omega? He thought..." Jin hesitated for a second before exhaling "He thought something happened to you.."
"He was worried?" Namjoon asked, disbelief creeping into his voice.
Jin scoffed. "Of course, he was. What did you expect?"
Namjoon dropped his gaze, guilt settling in his chest like a weight. "I didn't mean to make him worry."
"Well, you did," Jin said bluntly.
Namjoon swallowed hard, words failing him. He didn't know how to fix it..didn't even know where to start.
Jin studied him for a long moment before his voice softened "What's wrong, Joon? What's really going on?"
Namjoon let out a humorless chuckle, shaking his head. "I don't know, hyung... I don't know anymore. I feel like I'm failing...just.." he trailed off
Jin frowned. "Failing where exactly?"
Namjoon gestured vaguely. "Everywhere. Look at all this...this legacy. I'm supposed to handle it, keep everything in order, be the kind of alpha people expect me to be." His voice cracked slightly. "And here I am. I lost everything. Pack, family... And now I...I can't even make my own mate happy. He'd rather suffer than stay with me."
Jin narrowed his eyes, but a small smile tugged at his lips. "Ohh... so now you care?" He bit his lip, barely holding back a laugh.
"First of all, holding up a legacy doesn't mean blindly following agebold rules, traditions, and beliefs. I've told you this a hundred times before, but you just refuse to listen." He shook his head. "The world has changed, Joonie. You need to open your eyes. Change isn't always bad...things evolve, just like they always have. Look back. We used to shift and hunt do we do that anymore? No. So why cling to everything else like it's set in stone?"
Jin tilted his head, his smirk widening. "And as for the omega... I thought you didn't give a shit about your mate. That you just wanted pups and a bloodline. So why does it matter to you if he is suffering?"
Namjoon inhaled sharply, his throat tightening "I don't know anymore...I just... really don't" he admitted, shaking his head
Jin clicked his tongue "Idiot!!" he mumbled
Namjoon's head snapped up and he blinked "What?"
Jin sighed and sat down beside him "That kid...yes, I said kid, because that's what he is compared to you...grew up surrounded by the worst alphas imaginable. People who saw him as nothing more than a tool, a bargaining chip. He doesn't want the same from you." Jin's voice softened slightly, but his eyes stayed sharp "It's not wrong that he expected the worst from an alpha who came home to mate him for his family name, Joon. If he feels like you are treating him the same way, of course, he's going to choose suffering over being with you..."
Namjoon looked away, his jaw clenched
"It's not that hard," Jin continued "Consider it as the wisdom of an older person....He is an omega, Joon. They crave care and attention from their mates...no matter how badass they pretend to be. I know your dumb alpha brain needs time to unlearn all the bullshit it's been fed, but for starters? Try being nice. Ask him how his day was. What he wants to eat. What he likes. Don't just open your mouth to give him orders or tell him 'no' every time he wants something."
Namjoon frowned. "I don't..."
Jin cut him off before he could defend himself "What would you have lost if he met Taehyung, huh? Would the world have ended? Would your legacy have crumbled to dust?" His voice was almost mocking "Not everything has to be a fight, Joon. You need to learn when to let shit go..." He shook his head, eyes narrowing "And stop being stupid. Think twice before you speak. And try... just try being normal. He'll like you back soon enough" He assured him
Namjoon clenched his jaw. "I...I don't." He scoffed, trying to act nonchalant, but the crack in his voice betrayed him.
Jin's eyes widened as he gave his brother a sharp look.
"Don't you dare tell me you don't care about him..." His tone was a clear warning "I will slap the shit out of you if you lie...You do care!! Why else would you sleep with him and then get jealous over his ex, huh?"
Namjoon stiffened "He told you that?"
Jin smirked "Of course, he did. I'm his cool hyung."
Namjoon exhaled sharply, rubbing his face
Jin studied him for a beat before speaking again "He is not doing it deliberately, Joon. He just doesn't want to feel caged. His whole life, people have controlled him, dictated his every move, all under the excuse of 'care.' They stripped him of freedom, of choices and now, even if you don't mean to, you are making him feel the same way."
Jin sighed, shaking his head. "And I know your jealous, possessive alpha brain can't handle this, but listen to me...he is your mate. A real, true mate. Do you even understand how rare that is? How lucky you are? And he's a good person, Joon. But he is not weak willed, and he sure as hell is not going to submit just because you expect him to...Try to understand him better"
Jin let the words sink in before adding "Some battles are worth losing, Joonie. Trust me!!" He said, keeping a hand on the alpha's shoulder
Namjoon looked at him for a long moment, his thoughts werea mess inside. He hated to admit it, but there was truth in Jin's words. He just didn't know how to apply it..how to undo years of ingrained habits, expectations, and pride
Jin clapped him on the shoulder, snapping him out of his thoughts "I'm holding this over your head for the rest of my life, by the way. You, crying over an omega? Didn't have that on my bingo card." He laughed mischievously.
Namjoon scowled "I didn't cry over him... I was..."
"You definitely did..." Jin cut him off with a knowing smirk
"Hyung..."
Jin just grinned, already walking away "Can't wait to tell Tae about this..."
"What!! Stop talking to him...I don't like it..." Namjoon muttered under his breath as he followed him out
"Shut up, Joon!!"
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Jungkook was pacing the living room when the front door finally opened. The moment Namjoon stepped inside, Jungkook froze, his breath catching as he caught the familiar scent of his alpha. It was the same as always..warm and grounding...but there was something off about it. Namjoon looked exhausted, confused... sad. Jungkook could feel how his omega reacted to it, he could feel something tightening in his chest. But more than anything, he felt relief. Namjoon was home.
"One alpha, safe and sound..." Jin announced as he stepped in behind Namjoon, stretching with a satisfied grin "Alright, Jungkook, get him something to eat, will you? I left food in the fridge. I could hear his stomach growling the whole drive back. I'd do it myself, but I have more important matters to attend to...like kicking some ass in my game" He patted Namjoon's shoulder before walking away.
Jungkook nodded, his eyes still on Namjoon as Jin disappeared out of the door "You change...I... I'll heat up dinner," he mumbled before rushing toward the kitchen without waiting for a response
Namjoon let out a quiet sigh, watching Jungkook practically running to the kitchen and disappeared into his room without a word
By the time he reappeared, freshly showered and dressed in comfortable pajamas, the table was set. Jungkook stood near the table, his usual scowl was noticeably softer today. He looked... at ease somehow.
Namjoon sat down breathing in the warm scent of the food . He hadn't realized how much he needed it until the first spoonful of the stew. His jaw tightened slightly and he closed his eyes for a moment. He realised he hadn't eaten anything since breakfast and now that the warmth spread through his chest, the hunger hit him all at once.
Jungkook, seemingly sensing it, scooped another serving into Namjoon's bowl without asking . Namjoon looked up at him and cleared his throat and put his spoon down. “Did you eat?” he asked
Jungkook shook his head “Not hungry.”
Namjoon exhaled amd pointed at the chair across from him “Sit..”
“I said I’m not..”
“Jungkook..” His tone left no room for argument
Jungkook huffed but reluctantly grabbed another bowl and scooped a small portion for himself. He didn’t look at Namjoon as he took a bite, but the tension in his shoulders eased slightly as he began eating .They ate in silence. It wasn’t uncomfortable, but it wasn’t quite natural either. Namjoon realised they haven't had a meal together before,other than the one time at their honeymoon..Still, as the minutes passed, something in the air between them softened.
After dinner, they climbed the stairs together in silence. But as they reached the landing, Namjoon's steps became slower. Their shared bedroom was on the left. The spare room where Namjoon had been sleeping was on the far right .He wasn’t sure where he was supposed to go.
But before he could overthink it, Jungkook mumbled“Hyung… room. Please...." And he walked forward, expecting Namjoon to follow him.
Namjoon couldn’t deny the relief that washed over him. He wanted nothing more than to sleep in their room that night...He silently followed Jungkook and the moment he stepped inside, the familer scent of the room wrapped around him—Books, a hint of rain from outside and Jungkook's sweet cherry blossom. It curled around his ribs, seeped into his skin, soothing him in a way he hadn’t realized he needed.For the first time in days, something in his chest loosened.
Before Namjoon could fully process the moment, a pair of arms wrapped tightly around his waist, pulling him in with desperation. Jungkookburied his nose against Namjoon’s scent gland, inhaling deeply, greedily, as if trying to reassure himself that Namjoon was really there.
Namjoon stiffened. “Jungkook...”
“Don’t..” Jungkook’s voice cracked, his grip tightening. His fingers curled into Namjoon’s shirt “Don’t do that again… understand?”
Namjoon stood frozen for a moment before his own arms came up, wrapping around Jungkook’s smaller frame. Instinct took over and he lifted the omega slightly, pressing his nose to Jungkook’s scent gland in return, breathing him in.
“I’m sorry..” he murmured into Jungkook’s neck “I didn’t mean to worry you. I don’t know what happened… it’s the first time something like this has happened.” His voice was quiet, like he was still trying to make sense of it himself.
He finally set Jungkook down, and he pulled back just enough to look up at him, eyes glassy “I know we don’t see things the same way. I know you still care about all those old rules and traditions. And I know you are fucking stupid. So, so stupid!!.” He let out a sharp breath. “I hate your ego. It makes me want to fight you every single time. But I also know it’s physically impossible for either of us to live peacefully without the other being okay. So keep that in mind before you go running off and doing reckless shit without thinking about me… We sort of need each other, whether we like it or not.”
Namjoon swallowed. Something in his chest ached. He nodded, but the words didn’t settle right. Would Jungkook have even noticed if his omega hadn’t reacted...Was it just instinct, nothing more?! If things had been quiet...if his omega hadn’t been restless..would Jungkook have even asked..The thought shouldn’t have bothered him. It was exactly what he wanted, wasn’t it? Distance. Detachment. But the bitter taste in his mouth told him otherwise...Maybe Jin was wrong and he was right the first time. Maybe Jungkook didn’t want anything more than this after all...
Jungkook must have sensed his spiraling thoughts because he sighed, stepping closer before rising on his toes and pressing his lips to Namjoon’s. His fingers curled into Namjoon’s shirt, pulling him closer, silently asking for more.For a moment, Namjoon kissed him back, his hands tightening on Jungkook’s waist...but then he pulled away before it could go any further
Jungkook frowned, lips still parted“You don’t want me?” he asked with big eyes
Namjoon exhaled, brushing his thumb over Jungkook’s cheek “Not like this...”he whispered
Jungkook’s disappointment was clear, but he didn’t argue. He took a step away from Namjoon and the alpha quickly turned away, walking to the other side of the bed, and lying down , pulling the covers over himself.
After a moment, Jungkook sighed and followed him and slipped under the blanket beside him. He didn’t say anything...but as Namjoon settled in, he felt a small hand grip his wrist under the covers.
Namjoon let out a quiet breath, letting his own fingers curl slightly in response.
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Chapter 15: A Glorious Mess
Notes:
(See the end of the chapter for notes.)
Chapter Text
Jungkook sat silently at the breakfast table with his head down, eyes locked on the steam curling up from the untouched food in front of him. His scent was off... it was sour and dull and unmistakably upset. Jin moved around the kitchen, cleaning up the countertops and plating some food, all while glancing over every now and then toward where the omega was sitting.
"Why the sad face?" Jin asked, trying to sound light. ""You got your alpha back, didn't you? Now what's the issue?"
Jungkook didn't respond. Didn't even look up at Jin.He stared down like the stew was going to start talking first
Jin huffed and put the towel down "Okayyy.." he said, drawing out the word with a forced smile "I swear I should be getting paid for this emotional labor. But since I'm a generous, loving hyung... spill. Come on. What's going on in that tragic little head of yours?" he asked, leaning on the counter near Jungkook.
Jungkook still didn't say a word. Didn't lift his head. Jin was about to sit down, maybe push a little, when the sound of feet in the hallway made both of them glance up. Namjoon suddenly appeared in the doorway, dressed in a sharp suit.. looking polished and serious as always.
Jin raised a brow "You didn't leave?"
Namjoon adjusted his cufflink, not quite meeting their eyes. "No. Thought I'd stay for breakfast. Do you have some for me?"
"Oh. Nice." Jin gestured toward the spread. "I made gyeran-mari, kimchi jjigae and some steamed rice. Sit. There's always extra food. We both love to eat a lot so it's okay!!"
Namjoon nodded and moved toward the table and sat down beside Jungkook. The moment he did, Jungkook flinched in his seat ...and even though it was barely noticeable, Jin saw it. And he could smell the awkward mix of their scents in the air... he understood something went down last night, and they probably needed to be left alone to talk and clear it out.
"Okayyy," Jin muttered under his breath "I suddenly remembered... I have to walk my cat"
Namjoon looked up, confused "You don't have a cat."
"Well... my digital cat. In a game. Very needy. Gotta keep her alive. She's a diva, just like me," he shrugged while pulling off his apron.
"What?" Namjoon's brows furrowed
"Exactly. So, enjoy breakfast. And Jungkook-ah... leave some for hyung, I'll come by later..." Jin said while he. walked toward the door and pausing before he walked out "After you are done, get ready. You are coming with me to that meeting today. And after that, we are heading to my parents' place. Eomma's making lunch for us."
Jungkook gave a small nod and didn't say anything.
Once Jin left, Jungkook quietly reached for a spoon to serve the stew...but Namjoon did it instead. He filled a bowl and set it in front of Jungkook first, then served himself.
"You are going to Jin's house..." Namjoon said quietly, as if trying to make conversation. "There's a big orchid garden there. His mother's obsessed with them. You should see it...she keeps so many rare varieties..."
Jungkook nodded again. He didn't say anything else.
Namjoon kept trying though, trying to spark up a conversation even if it felt forced. He wasn't feeling great himself ...not when he could sense how off Jungkook was. That soft, sad scent coming from the omega was making his alpha restless.
"I have a lot to catch up on today.." Namjoon said quietly. "Since I left early yesterday.."
Jungkook didn't answer,he just sat there and poked at his food with his chopsticks, barely eating anything.
Namjoon looked at his mate for a few seconds before sighing loudly and rubbing the back of his neck "Jungkook... are you mad at me? About yesterday?"
Jungkook scoffed and shook his head "Why would I be mad? Please don't act like we care about each other"
Namjoon flinched slightly "That's not true," he said "At least... that's not what I want." He paused and exhaled hard before adding "Are you mad at me for rejecting you last night?"
Jungkook finally looked up to meet the alpha's gaze. But his eyes looked dull...like it carried almost no emotions
"Look," he said, keeping his chopsticks down "I know this bond is the only thing that matters. That whatever you feel toward me is just some chemical pull. And I want you to realise that I'm not stupid. I can feel it too ... and it's awful. It's like craving something that doesn't even exist."
"It is real!!"" Namjoon said, his tone firmer now "I don't know about you...but for me , Just because it's instinctual doesn't mean it's fake...we are fated to be together Jungkook" he said as the doubts and confusions he had about the omega began to resurface once again
"And yet, you ignored it yesterday.." Jungkook snapped, his eyes sharper now. "You knew how I felt. You felt it, didn't you? How miserable I was? But you still went ahead and let it happen. Let it hurt!"
"That's not what I was doing..."
"No? Then what was it?" Jungkook leaned in, eyes narrowing. "You knew you hurt me. And then you came back and twisted the knife a little more. Do you even realize what that felt like? To be rejected without a word, without care ...like I was nothing to you..What was it all for? Because I met someone you didn't like? Because that's what it felt like ... like I was being punished for daring to breathe around someone who wasn't chosen by you."
Namjoon opened his mouth to respond, but Jungkook didn't let him.
"I know you have convinced yourself that you don't care about your family or anything else. That you have cut them off. That nothing matters. So why does it matter if I talked to someone you 'don't care about'? Why did it bother you so much that I was happy for five goddamn seconds?"
Jungkook leaned forward, his voice shaking now "You mated me . But do you even know anything about me? What I do here all day? Jin hyung probably cares more about me getting bored to death in this house than you ever did. So me just going out and meeting someone was such a big deal?"
Namjoon stayed silent
Jungkook’s voice cracked, but he didn’t stop “You are afraid, aren’t you? That I’ll meet someone who reminds me there’s a world outside this… this suffocating bond. Someone who lets me breathe outside this fucking fortress of silence you built around me" He was trembling now “Have you ever asked me anything about myself? Other than opening your mouth to ask who I used to fuck? Have you ever asked what food I like? What color I like? What happened to me finishing my degree? Anything?”
"Jungkook-"
"I know exactly what's keeping me here, hyung. It's not love. It's this..." He touched the side of his neck lightly. "This bond. That's the only thing chaining me to you. And I'm not gonna pretend it's enough forever. I fully intend to live a full life.."
And with that, he stood up. The chair scraped loudly against the floor, but he didn't look back. He just walked out.
Namjoon sat frozen for a long time, staring at the empty space where Jungkook had just been. Jungkook's words rang in his ears, looping and hitting the same sore spot again and again.He could feel the frustration bubbling up inside him. His jaw tightened and his fingers curled around the bowl in front of him...and then, without thinking, he hurled the bowl across the room. It smashed against the wall shattering the ceramic and making the stew splatter across the pristine white wall and the floor
That’s when Jin stepped into the kitchen.He hadn’t really left the building. He had been sitting just outside, too worried to actually go far. Since hw had a guy feeling that something was going to happen.And the moment he heard Jungkook’s raised voice, he rushed back in..only to find Namjoon angry and agitated
“Namjoon. What the fuck?” Jin’s eyes went wide as he took in the scene. “Are you serious right now? Since when do you start throwing shit? Since when are you acting violent
Namjoon was breathing hard, his jaw was clenched and hands were shaking "I shouldn't have brought that unruly pup into my house..." he said. "That's what he is. He doesn't want to heal. He doesn't even want to try...I told you..he doesn't give a fuck about me or our mating bond"
Jin narrowed his eyes and scoffed "There it is. The stupid alpha ego. You are not trying either. I told you to be kind to him..."
"I am kind," Namjoon growled "You know me, Jin. You know I am. So tell me ... am I not trying? Am I not doing more than I usually do for anyone ?"
Jin shook his head, disappointed "This isn't a charity, Namjoon. You can't love someone out of obligation. Getting a mate isn't a fucking business deal. I warned you - it's messy. It's painful. It's real. You have to meet their emotional needs too. I told you from the start, it's not just about breeding pups for everyone as you think.... You never listened when I said you are not ready to take care of an omega."
"I do care..." Namjoon said, voice cracking for the first time.
"Then act like it!" Jin yelled. "Just like I said last night...Talk to him like a person. Like a mate. Not like someone you are trying to keep on a leash. Maybe then he'd try to understand you too. He's young, Namjoon. He came from a family that emotionally abused him for years. And I'm not saying he is perfect .. he is not !! but neither are you. The same kindness everyone showed you while you were still figuring your shit out? He deserves that too.. ."
Namjoon looked down, like the words finally hit something inside him.
Jin's voice softened just a little "You keep pushing people away. First Taehyung. Now Jungkook. And if you don't fix your shit, it won't be long before I'm gone too" He paused, then added "Because I swear to god, I can't watch someone else give up on a life with you. Taehyung was the limit. That should have knocked some fucking sense into you.."
He turned toward the door before looking back one last time "Clean this mess up yourself..." He said pointing at the floor
And just like that, Jin walked out , leaving Namjoon alone in the quiet..
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Namjoon was deep in thought, elbows on his desk, gaze unfocused on the papers in front of him. He wasn't really seeing them. His eyes drifted toward the wall-to-ceiling windows overlooking the city. Rain clouds were looming over the city once again, as the evening crept in, painting everything in muted gray.
A gentle knock pulled him out of his thoughts
"Insu is here.." Eunji said, poking her head into the room.
Namjoon blinked, then frowned. "Insu?"
"He didn't say what it's about.." she said "Just that he wanted to see you. Your schedule's clear now... Do you want me to send him away? I can slot him in tomorrow."
Namjoon leaned back with a quiet sigh, eyes returning briefly to the windows "No... Let him in."
Eunji nodded and disappeared quickly
Moments later, the door opened again. Insu stepped inside with his usual calm smile, his caramel scent filling the air in the room. He was dressed more casually than expected, and Namjoon noticed it right away. Rolled-up sleeves, no tie, his collar slightly open like he had wandered in from a different kind of day entirely. Like he wasn’t the head financial controller of one of the biggest firms in the country
“Hello, Namjoon..” he greeted
Namjoon raised an eyebrow at the familiar tone “Hmm… Hello...”
“Sorry!" Insu said quickly, catching the flicker of disapproval in Namjoon’s face “Old habit. Mr. Kim... I apologise...” he bowed
Namjoon waved it off shaking his head " It’s fine...Work hours are over...”He leaned back slightly, eyes narrowing just a little “Still… it’s late. Why didn’t you go home yet?”
“I was reviewing the updated budgeting reports from the Greenline project.." Insu replied, stepping further into the office “I was just leaving but, someone mentioned you were still in. I figured I’d check in. It’s been a while since we actually talked" he smiled
Namjoon offered him a tight smile back and then gestured toward the chair across from his desk “You could’ve sent a message.."
“Sure..” Insu said, tilting his head slightly as he sat down. He didn’t take his eyes off Namjoon. “But it’s good that I came by… You look like you could use someone to talk to. Everything okay?”
Namjoon’s smile faltered for a split second “I’m fine..” he mumbled
Insu’s expression softened, though there was a trace of amusement in his voice that didn’t quite match the concern in his eyes “Did you get into a fight with your omega?”
Namjoon didn’t respond and Insu leaned forward “Come on, Namjoon. I’ve known you long enough to see it. You get that faraway look when something’s eating you up. You think too hard. Always have...” He smiled faintly “I saw it even back when we were… whatever we were...” he said shrugging
Namjoon looked away, his jaw clenching tight “It’s not like that…”
“I saw him, you know..” Insu said quietly “Too young. Too wild. I could feel it… You need someone grounded, Joon. Someone calm. Someone who doesn’t throw your whole world off balance.” His eyes flicked to Namjoon’s neck, where his mating mark was “But that’s the thing, isn’t it? Fire burns... It looks good, but it eats everything in its path.."
Namjoon’s head turned sharply, but Insu just kept talking.
“I means it when I said you need someone calm. You already have so much on your plate. You didn't need an additional problem added to that . Someone who doesn’t make you feel like you are judging yourself every time they look at you. It’s strange, isn’t it? That the goddess gave you someone like him. Maybe it’s a lesson. Or a test..Either way… you look miserable right now "
Namjoon was silent..he didn't respond to the omega.
The ghost of Jungkook’s scent was still clinging to him...soft and sweet cherry blossom...something that calmed him, but now it felt faint and distant somehow.
“He is a good person..” Namjoon said eventually. It sounded more like he was telling himself.His voice was so low...that it got almost drowned by the quiet patter of rain beginning against the glass.
“I don’t doubt that..." Insu replied gently “I really don’t. From what I have seen, he is a sweetheart. But you… You have built your whole life on structure.. Order...Respect. And now there’s someone in your life who makes you question all of that. Makes you doubt the very thing that makes you..you!!"
"It’s complicated..." Namjoon whispered
“Isn’t it always?” Insu leaned back, crossing one leg over the other “But it doesn’t have to be unbearable. You don’t look like a man in love, Namjoon. You look like someone trying to survive his own house...”
Namjoon’s jaw clenched. “What exactly are you implying?”he asked meeting the omega's gaze
Insu smiled nonchalantly “That you had a choice. When you felt that bond, when it first hit..you could have rejected it."
Namjoon’s voice was sharp. “And then what? Live like nothing happened? Pretend I never met him?”
Insu didn’t flinch. “Maybe then you would have peace.. You wouldn't have to be with someone who light a fire under your skin every time they breathe in your space..”
Namjoon laughed..but there was no humour in it “You mean someone like you.”
Insu tilted his head, he was not smiling anymore “I always knew you’d never choose me. I’m not legacy enough. Not powerful enough. No ancient name or powerful bloodlines behind me.." he scoffed
“That’s not why it didn’t happen..” Namjoon said, sitting forward “You and I..we agreed. Rut and heat partners. There was nothing beyond that..It was what it was. We stopped because you started working for me..and it's not ideal that I keep intimate relationships with an employee"
“I know...” Insu said softly. “But I was foolish enough to hope. Just for a while...”
Namjoon inhaled, he could feel his alpha snapping inside slowly...he had always tried to keep his emotions in check at work but right now it wasn't exactly working. Because the topic always Jungkook and he wasn't sure he really liked anyone talking anything unpleasant about the omega. He took a while to let himself calm down and then spoke carefully "I allowed you to talk this long because I’ve valued you..your insights, both personally and professionally. But that doesn’t mean you can just sit here and insult me, my decisions, or my husband. If this is truly how you feel… maybe we shouldn’t be working together anymore.
I’ve never had feelings for you, and that has nothing to do with your ancestry. I can recommend a transfer...get you placed somewhere solid. But don’t ever come here and question my choices. And don’t speak about Jungkook like he’s some mistake I made.”
“I didn’t mean it like that,” Insu said. “I’m just saying… he is not what you pictured for yourself. And it shows. You have been different. Distant. And not just today.... It's not long before everyone starts noticing the changes "
“I will still choose him..” Namjoon said, rising to his feet “Even if he burns me to the ground..because he is mine and I'm his...like the goddess intended it to be..”
Insu gave a hollow chuckle “Of course you will. You will never break your own rules. Letting go of a fated mate? That’s not in your playbook...”
Namjoon moved to the door and paused with his hand on the knob.
“It’s late.." Namjoon said. “Go home, Insu. I have to finish the work here and get back home...someone is waiting for me. And he worries when I’m late..”
Insu got up from his seat and shrugged as he walked out of the door “Whatever helps you sleep at night...Good night , Namjoon”
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Jungkook sat quietly on the window ledge, knees drawn up to his chest and his forehead resting against the cool glass. Outside, the rain had returned in full force. He watched Namjoon's car slowly roll to the winding slope of the hills. His eyes followed its movement until it entered their driveway and Namjoon stepped out with an umbrella in hand. He exchanged a few words with the driver before making his way up toward the house. And , Jungkook felt his heart finally calm down...the fire in his chest was now easing as he saw Namjoon, safe and sound.
Soon, he heard Namjoon's footsteps echoing down the hall . And his scent hit him before the sound did...and it wasn't very pleasant that evening...he was tired, anxious...clearly in distress.
Namjoon said nothing as he entered the bedroom. He walked straight to the closet, already tugging at the buttons of his shirt. Jungkook didn’t need to be told to know the tension in his shoulders and his omega instincts prickled with awareness. He knew Namjoon was stressed, drained and in need of something. Him... maybe.
But there was another scent… sweet like caramel… something Jungkook could remember from somewhere before, but he couldn’t quite place it. It clung faintly to Namjoon, more than he liked .Jungkook swallowed down and his eyes followed Namjoon as he disappeared into the bathroom.
He knew the alpha worked at an office where he meets a lot of people daily . It could be just anyone..it shouldn't have mattered...it shouldn't have bothered him...But it did!!
Because, despite everything...despite the morning argument and the things he said, he found himself watching the door quietly since he noticed the dark clouds in the sky..He was waiting for Namjoon to come back. He couldn’t help but wonder if he might lose him again like yesterday . Truth was that he had heard the conversation between Jin and Namjoon earlier that morning and the way Jin got angry at Namjoon...and the way he heard real anger radiating off the alpha for the first time. .it twisted something inside him. He felt guilty for causing all that... because deep inside he knew Namjoon was trying, in his own way, to be civil to him… but that morning, Jungkook had been too far gone, spiraling over the fact that he had been keeping something from the alpha. And the rejection from the night before hadn’t helped either. It all made his gut churn with unease and confusion and he chose to act like a total brat I stead of having a conversation.
When Namjoon finally came out of the bathroom, he looked more like himself..his hair was damp, and his honey skin was flushed slightly from the heat of the shower, and the wet towel was still hanging around his neck.He began moving around the room, pulling open drawers and glancing across the shelves like he was searching for something.
Jungkook realized he was looking for his glasses. The alpha had a habit of reading before bed. Without a word, Jungkook walked around the bed and picked the glasses up from the side table where Namjoon had left them the night before and held them out
Namjoon blinked, feeling surprised at first, and then he took them with a small nod “Thanks ” he said. He was grateful Jungkook was there. After that conversation with Insu , all he wanted was to breathe in Jungkook’s scent, to be close to him...but he didn’t know if he could ask for it. He really wished he could scent him.But strangely, Jungkook didn’t move away from him. He bit his lip and stayed close, as if he somehow understood Namjoon’s need.
“I saw the orchid garden..” he mumbled suddenly.
Namjoon paused “What?”
“The garden... at hyung’s home..” Jungkook repeated, gently taking the towel from Namjoon’s neck “It was pretty. Auntie said I could take a few. Maybe keep some here... is that okay?”
“You don’t have to ask me...” Namjoon said. “It’s your home too, Jungkook. You can do whatever you want with it”
Jungkook nodded and watched him, fingers curling around the damp towel in his hands. Silence stretched between them.. both of them were unsure of what to say or do next
“Jungkook…” Namjoon started after a moment, then stopped almost immediately as if he was rethinking his decision
“Go on..” Jungkook said softly, his eyes widening in anticipation.
Namjoon exhaled slowly, like he’d been holding the words in all day “I know there’s… there are things that we don't agree on. And I know I’ve made mistakes. But believe me when I say it was never my intention to hurt you. Or to make you feel trapped. And yeah, the thing with Taehyung...it got under my skin. Because letting him go, shutting him out...that was the hardest decision of my life. It's just a reminder that everyone had this prejudice about me...that I’d react a certain way. Even he did...”
Namjoon’s voice dropped a little “I just wish he had trusted me enough to tell me about his alpha. But he didn’t. He assumed I’d ruin it. So he got mated without even talking to me...and then came back home ready to leave everything behind!! "
“Would you have let him stay?” Jungkook asked softly. “You would’ve reacted the same way even if he told you about his boyfriend, right?”
Namjoon glanced up “I don’t know" he whispered
“You would have"
“Maybe.." he admitted. “But maybe I wouldn’t have felt betrayed... Because he was all I had. Him and Jin. And I thought… I thought he’d always be on my side. But he left. I know it’s selfish. And I know it might seem unreasonable to you and everyone… but there are some things that matter to me. Things I don’t expect anyone to understand. But they matter...And I have no idea how to change that!!"
There was no bitterness in his voice when he said that... Just a feeling of loss.
“He loves you..” Jungkook murmured “He still does. He’s not angry… he just didn’t know how to stay. I wasn’t lying. Whatever you do in the name of rules… it’s suffocating people... Hope you understand that”
Namjoon nodded, as if he already knew that.
After a pause, Jungkook said “I’m sorry about this morning... For being rude. After I came down from my high, I understood maybe you were trying to fix things...about last night .And I just lashed out… without giving you a chance. And I know you owe me an apology too. But please… don’t say it if you don’t mean it. Apologies should come from the heart. Not out of obligation.”
He looked at him and sighed " and let’s just be real and admit we need each other. We can’t stay in peace knowing the other is upset... wheather we like it or not!"
"You are not easy.." Namjoon said, thumb brushing faintly beneath Jungkook's eye "but neither am I. Our Goddess was clearly joking when she decided on our fate"
Jungkook didn't lean into the touch, but he didn't pull away either. His eyes stayed trained on Namjoon's like he was trying to decide whether to let himself stay or leave.
"You talk about wanting me to feel at home, wanting this to work, but the second I act out or say something you don't like, you treat me like a problem. Like I'm not worth the effort..."
"That's not true," Namjoon said, in a hoarse voice
"But yes… I hate your guts. And I still want you. Constantly. It’s maddening. Like… if I could pull you under my skin, I would. I swear I’d never let go.." he whispered
Jungkook's eyes lifted to meet his. The resentment was still there, buried deep inside ...the rejection from yesterday still hurt..but hearing Namjoon admit it...that he still wanted him, felt like relief...even if it hurt to want each other this much
They didn’t know how to fix what was broken between them. But the pull toward each other was stronger than pride
“Then do something about it.." Jungkook whispered
It wasn’t a plea. It was a dare...and it made Namjoon’s jaw twitch like the words hit somewhere deep. He stepped in close, and lifted his hand before sliding to the back of Jungkook’s neck. He tugged him closer roughly, just enough to make their foreheads touch.
His breath mingled with Jungkook’s, and his voice dropped again “Can I…?”
Jungkook didn’t pull back. His lashes fluttered as he looked up..his breath got caught in his throat. He licked his lips, still trying to steady his heart. “I want you to do your thing,” he said
Namjoon drew back just slightly, a slow smirk tugging at the corner of his lips. “What thing?”Then he leaned in again, his breath fanning the omega's ears...it was warm enough to make Jungkook shiver
“The thing.." Jungkook whispered “where my omega wants to give in. To be handled like a toy. Put in his place. Talked down to and degraded until I cry… and fall apart..” he gulped down “Yes.." he breathed, his voice was trembling now “I want that…”
Namjoon let out a low growl. His scent bloomed around them instantly... flooding the room with the sharp musk of his arousal. The pheromones hit Jungkook all at once making his knees weak and his vision blur for a while.
He swallowed hard, already feeling the slick gather between his thighs...there was a warmth rushing under his skin like it had been waiting for this, aching for this to happen
Namjoon didn’t answer with words...He kissed him instead.
It wasn’t soft. It wasn’t sweet. It was deep and consuming ..like he meant to stake something down..like he was done pretending not to want. Jungkook felt it in his chest, in his bones, in the way his knees nearly buckled Namjoon’s mouth dropped to his throat. He kissed lower, his lips dragging over the omega's skin like he wanted to leave more than just bruise..And Jungkook let him.
He tilted his head, bared his neck more willingly than he’d ever done before..his breath got caught in his throat as heat curled tight inside him. His omega responded instantly, hips pressing forward, aching for more of that.
But then..just as Namjoon’s teeth grazed over a his scent glands..Jungkook’s gaze flicked to the nightstand.The side drawer was slightly ajar...and he suddenly remembered
The pill bottle!!
The sight of it made his stomach twist. Something inside him went still suddenly
“Wait..” Jungkook whispered. The word slipped out before he could stop it.
Namjoon stilled immedietly .. his lips still pressed to the hollow of the omega's throat“Yes? Did I hurt you?” His gaze flicked immediately to the mark beginning to bloom on Jungkook’s neck
Jungkook looked up at him for a long moment, his heartbeat thudding in his ears. For a moment, he didn’t speak..he just searched Namjoon’s face like he was trying to decide what to do with the sudden weight in his chest.
Then he shook his head slowly “…It’s nothing. ...nothing.... Go on!"
Namjoon didn’t push. He just nodded as he lay on his bed and reached to pull Jungkook with him.
It was rough from the start... There was no gentleness, no foreplay...just Namjoon grabbing Jungkook by the jaw, yanking his face up, and forcing eye contact .Jungkook didn't object to anything Namjoon did to him taht night...He didn’t want tenderness. He wanted punishment. Something that hurt enough to drown out everything else.
Namjoon’s scent was everywhere...and it made Jungkook dizzy, made his omega instincts flare. His own scent turned sweeter as more and more slick pooled between his thighs without warning.
“You are pathetic..” Namjoon muttered coldly “Just a spoiled little omega who throws tantrums and comes crawling back the second he needs to be put in his place” His fingers dug into Jungkook’s face, hard enough to bruise the skin there. When Jungkook whimpered..Namjoon slapped him across his cheeks..making the omega gasp but he didn’t pull away.
Then he roughly bent the omega over the edge of the bed and pressed his face on to the mattress before shoving two dry fingers into his slicked up hole, stretching him with no care...just to hear him cry.
“Isn’t this what you want?” Namjoon growled “You want to be used, don’t you? You want me to fuck the thoughts out of your head?”
Jungkook didn’t answer. He couldn’t. He just gasped and spread his legs wider. His legs were trembling from the sting and the stretch. But, Namjoon didn’t give him time to adjust. He shoved in two more fingers inside without any warning. The roughness of it made Jungkook's throat dry..but he still moaned through it like he needed it. Like this ache inside his body was the only thing that made sense anymore. And Namjoon felt an odd sense of relief flooding inside him seeing the omega fall apart in front of him
His hand cracked across Jungkook’s thigh, then again across his ass..until his skin began tinge red.
He made Jungkook say filthy, degrading words about himself. Made him repeat them until they sounded like a prayer
“Say it..” he growled " Tell me what you are..”
Jungkook's voice was trembling “I’m... I’m a dumb little omega..”
Namjoon grabbed his chin, yanking his head back so their eyes met “ Again...”
“I’m a dumb, needy omega..” Jungkook gasped. “Just...just good for getting fucked...”
“You are such a pretty little brat...” Namjoon breathed against his lips “Always mouthing off. Always acting out just to get me to do this...”he said pushing him back to the bed
Jungkook arched into the next slap...cheeks first. Then his inner thigh..and he was turned over once again and then on his ass again. Each strike stung. Each one was followed by something worse..Namjoon’s hand rubbing over the reddening skin and the slow drag of Namjoon’s tongue over the welts.
Jungkook couldn’t speak. He could barely breathe. Namjoon didn’t ease up at all.. Didn’t show any mercy. Just held Jungkook steady and forced his thick cock into his hole, and pressed in so deep that it made Jungkook sob.
The stretch was too much... Jungkook grabbed into the sheets for his dear life with a choked cry. But he didn’t tell him to stop. He took it. He wanted to take it.
“You are mine..” Namjoon growled at his ear, thrusting into him roughly “My omega. My hole...That’s all you are right now, isn’t it? Just a hole. Can’t think unless you are full, huh?”
“Yes..fuck, yes..Alpha..” Jungkook was already gone
Namjoon’s pace was merciless. Every thrust forced slick to spill out him. He grabbed Jungkook’s hips, held him in place and thrusted into him like he was a desperate alpha on the peak of his rut. He wanted nothing but to feel closer to Jungkook.
He slapped Jungkook's ass again , harder. “Dumb little thing... you want me to knot you, huh? Want me to fuck you dumb and leave you dripping?”
Jungkook didn’t respond. He couldn’t...He was crying, trembling.. coming apart. Mumbling things no one understood..So Namjoon just grabbed his hips tighter, forced him down and fucked him through it...until the swell of his knot stretched Jungkook open so wide he screamed. Until his body locked down tight around it. Until he stopped thinking altogether..
Only then did Namjoon let him rest. The room was silent, except for the sound of their ragged breathing. Namjoon pressed a soft kiss to Jungkook’s temple, his body still heavy on top of him, their bodies still connected. “Good boy,” he praised.
They lay there, tangled together, basking in the aftermath of it all. Sometime later, after Namjoon’s knot came down and he finally pulled out, Jungkook was still trembling. His body was feeling sore and tired .
When he felt like Namjoon had drifted off to sleep, Jungkook quietly slipped out of the bed.His legs felt weak, they were still shaking from the intensity of the sex. He moved slowly and reached the nightstand and pulled open the drawer.
The pill bottle Taheyung got him sat there, just as it had been before...unopened, untouched.
He stared at it for what felt like an eternity. His heart pounded in his chest, thoughts spiraling in all directions, his mind a confusing maze of emotions and desires. Finally..he shut the drawer softly and returned to the bed.
He climbed into bed beside Namjoon and almost instantly, the alpha’s arm slid around his waist and pulled him closer. Namjoon was still lost in a deep sleep. Jungkook let out a soft sigh, as he melted into his embrace..he still felt sticky with the remnants of their time together..slick and cum, the smell of sweat mingling with their scents, clinging to his skin.He couldn’t even tell where one of them ended and the other began. The lines he had tried to draw between them had disappeared,he couldn’t understand what was happening anymore
Sleep didn’t come easy that night.
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Notes:
Warning : Don't be like them...it's toxic
K byeeeee✌️
Chapter 16: Some Questions Burn in Silence
Notes:
I had no plans of writing detailed smut for this chapter..but here we are..Once again...
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(See the end of the chapter for more notes.)
Chapter Text
"Leave my toes alone.." Jungkook muttered, tugging his leg away as he felt Namjoon's lips press against his calf, followed by the slow, teasing swipe of his tongue inching closer to his toes.
Namjoon didn't even look up , he smirked "Didn't hear you complaining last night..."
Jungkook let his head roll to the side, and groaned as he pulled his leg further back with a sigh. Namjoon just laughed to himself and sat up and stretched like he had the best sleep of his life meanwhile Jungkook was slower to move...he was sore all over, his muscles were aching. He stretched his arms above his head and blinked the sleep out of his eyes. He still felt sticky, still smelled like Namjoon more than him...like slick and sweat and sex.
They hadn't talked about anything since that day they had a fight about Jungkook meeting with Taheyung. Most of their time together since then had just been physical. It was more like... avoidance disguised as peace. Like pretending it didn't matter as long as they kept touching, as long as they didn't say the wrong thing...Or in this case anything at all.
Jungkook got up to gather his clothes and started putting them on without saying much again. Namjoon had already gone into the closet to grab his work clothes before heading into the shower.
Just as Namjoon disappeared behind the door, Jungkook's phone rang again from the bedside table.He yawned quietly and reached for it. But the moment he saw the name on the screen, his stomach did a small twist...
Yoongi
He didn't answer. Just stood there, staring at the screen like it was something far too complicated for this early in the day. He hadn't spoken to Yoongi since he arrived, and that hadn't been by accident. He still remembered the things Yoongi had said about alphas like Namjoon. And now that he understood... really understood the kind of bond Namjoon had with him, he didn't want to risk Yoongi's safety or their friendship.If Namjoon found out Yoongi was that "ex" ...the one he had asked about at their first night together and they fought about later ...he didn't know how the alpha would react. Maybe nothing would happen..but, Jungkook didn't want to test that. Especially not when things between them were finally beginning to settle into something steady... and dangerously close to peace. Even though it wasn't the ideal way a relationship should proceed.
Just about them Namjoon stepped out of the closet and he immediately frowned as he saw his mate standing frozen, staring at the ringing phone.
"What happened? Why aren't you picking it up?" he asked gently
Jungkook snapped his head up in his alpha's direction, his eyes going wide as saucers. He was frozen for a moment but he quickly recovered and shook his head "It's nothing. Just... Hajoon hyung. He is bored these days, you know, being pregnant and all... I'll call him later. I should get ready anyway. I'm starving..Jin hyung must be waiting with breakfast..." he forced a smile on his face
Namjoon only nodded and didn't ask anything else and walked to the bathroom to get ready for the day .And Jungkook was grateful for that. He just hoped his scent wouldn't give anything away. He decided he'd call Yoongi back later,when Namjoon wasn't around.
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It was early afternoon. Namjoon had left for work earlier, and now Jungkook was in the backyard, crouched beside Jin with sweat dampening the back of his neck. He had a tray of seedlings in his hand while Jin dug neat rows into the softened earth before planting tomato saplings into their garden.
It was then , his phone buzzed in his pocket once again.
He set the tray down and wiped his palm on his jeans before taking it out.
It was Yoongi again.
He blinked at the name, he remembered that he had completely forgot to call him back.
Jin looked up from the soil and raised his eyebrows "Why are you not picking up...Go. Talk.." he said, brushing dirt off his gloves "I'm almost done here anyway. We'll order lunch after, yeah?"
Jungkook nodded and stood up . He streched his legs and quickly stepped away a little before finally answering the call.."Hyung? Sorry. I meant to call, I just.."
"It's alright.." Yoongi interrupted him gently . And Jungkook felt a warmth rush into his heart hearing the alpha's familiar voice again "Is now okay?" he asked
"Yeah... tell me" Jungkook said
There was a pause on the other end "How are you, Jungkookie?" Yoongi asked gently after a while, the affection in his tone was still the same as he remembered ,despite being apart for a while.
Jungkook's eyes flicked toward Jin, who was now humming softly to himself as he covered the roots of the last sapling . He sighed and walked a little bit further away from the beta "I don't know. Better, I think? Happier than I was at home, anyway..."
"That's good.." Yoongi said, voice softening. "And Namjoon? He is treating you well?"
Jungkook didn't reply immediately.His fingers tightened around the phone, he wasn't sure how to answer that question"Yeah.." he said eventually "He is.."
Yoongi chuckled lightly "You don't sound convinced."
That made Jungkook pause. He looked down at his fingers, covered in traces of soil...he picked at his nails absentmindedly "Nothing like that...He's okay...I guess Very alpha like. Bossy and quiet sometimes....and is very intense as you warned me...He has all these stone age rules he believes in, apart from that he's nice. Nicer than I expected... Definitely nicer than my hyungs" he admitted
Yoongi humm3d with a soft sigh "Heard from your noona that he's spoiling you...She had a lot to say about your wedding reception"
Jungkook huffed "She complains when I breathe too loud. It's not even real spoiling... She just hates not having something to criticize."
Yoongi didn't say anything back, but Jungkook heard the smile in his silence.
"I missed you.." Jungkook added after a second. His voice dipped into something quiet "I wish I could see you . There's so much I want to talk about...So much stuff I need to figure out!"
"I was actually calling for that," Yoongi replied "To remind you that you still haven't graduated"
Jungkook sighed "Yeah...I remember that. I don't know what I am supposed to do!"
"I called your university.." Yoongi said casually, like it wasn't a big deal "Talked to your advisor. Explained your situation.."
"You... what?"
"Since you were one of their top students, I managed to talk them into giving you a three-month academic extension. That includes your thesis submission." Yoongi said
Jungkook bit his lip. "But hyung... my exams. I'm not ready. They're in, like, two weeks. I haven't studied. I don't even have my books or notes with me. Nothing..."
"I know. I brought that up. They are allowing you to defer and take them during the extension period. You'll sit for a separate set of papers, same syllabus, just different dates. Everything's approved..."
"You are kidding.." a smile bloomed on Jungkook's face, it was more like surprise and disbelief
"I'm not .." Yoongi said "Had to use a few connections... also dropped your alpha's name once and, surprise..suddenly everyone's eager to help. Guess they wouldn't mind a few research grants if he ever decides to feel generous.." he let out a laugh
Jungkook swallowed hard. His throat felt tight and he suddenly felt overwhelmed "Hyung... thank you. I don't even know what to say.." his voice cracked lightly
"You don't have to say anything.." Yoongi said gently "I just want you to finish what you started. You worked too hard to walk away from it now, Jungkook"
"I was close..." Jungkook admitted with a sigh "I really thought it didn't matter anymore.."
"It always mattered.." Yoongi assured. "Getting mated doesn't mean giving up the things that make you, you.."
Jungkook stared down at the grass with his brows furrowed. "But how am I supposed to study without you? I barely scraped through Modern Korean Literature with you holding my hand through every paper..."
Yoongi let out a quiet laugh "You'll figure it out. Maybe your alpha can help. Isn't he, like, a genius or something?"
Jungkook rolled his eyes, even though he knew Yoongi can't see it "He is barely home. And we are not really at the... "will sacrifice time and sleep for you" stage," Jungkook mumbled
Yoongi hummed "Anyway, I'll ask your hyung to send your reference books and notes. All your sources are still in your room, right?"
Jungkook hesitated "Yeah. Or... unless you want to bring them? Just for a few days?" His voice dropped on the last part, like he wasn't sure he should even be asking " I know it's a lot of travel...but still...I really would like to see you too Yoongi "
Yoongi was quiet for a moment "Oh. I mean...I'd love to help you. I'm kind of free right now anyway. My job with that school ended last week, so I'm just floating between interviews. But... are you sure? You know considering our situation, and your alpha.."
Jungkook's eyes widened a little. His teeth sanj into his lower lip..He suddenly remembered how much sense Namjoon can be about this situation "I... can I call you back on that?"
"Of course," Yoongi said softly. "Take your time. Just don't forget to reach out to your university and your advisor. Get everything in writing, alright? No last minute surprises."
Jungkook smiled faintly. "Yeah. Okay. I'll text you later..."
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Jungkook stood right where he was after finishing the call, absently picking soil off with his feet. He was glad that Yoongi took the initiative to do all that for him.But there was still this looming problem that is his alpha. Yoongi was someone Jungkook didn't wish to lose from his life. But he wasn't sure about how appealing that idea is going to be for Namjoon
Jin dusted his hands off and straightened, he frowned as he caught the look on Jungkook's face "What happened? And why are you stomping through my garden ?" He raised his brows
Jungkook was still staring down at his phone, fingers grazing the edge. "It was... Yoongi hyung...he is my friend. He talked to my university. They are giving me a three-month extension..to submit my thesis and take the exams.."
Jin's eyebrows rose, a small smile appearing at his lips. "Oh, that's good... you should get started then. Study, do your thing " He tilted his head, eyes narrowing in curiosity "This guy...you called him hyung..he is your senior ?"
Jungkook shook his head. "No. He is technically... my brother's friend and classmate. But he is the one who's always helped me with school...Ever since high school, really. Assignments, thesis... everything.."
"Ah...nice " Jin nodded thoughtfully
"He is very nice... It'd be good if he came to help. I haven't touched a book since the mating ceremony. I don't even know where to start..." Jungkook said , exhaling hard
Jin's expression softened almost immediately "It's okay... he can come help. Stay over, if he wants. Namjoon won't say anything. I'm sure he'll be fine with it.." Jin shrugged
Jungkook bit his lip and lowered his gaze immediately "About that...," he hesitated "He ...was the guy I used to.....see..."He trailed off, the words catching in his throat, face twisting slightly at the memory.
Jin froze , mid-reach for his watering can. "Hold up. Are you saying he is that guy..."
Jungkook sighed, covering his face with one hand "Will it be a problem?"
"Oh dear mother of heaven..." Jin gasped, nearly choking on thin air. His eyes widened as the realization hit "Wait. What? Of course... It all makes sense now. He was allowed to be alone in the house with you...unsupervised!! He is obviously the ex"
Jungkook groaned, dragging both hands down his face. "We weren't... like, together or anything. It wasn't a relationship. He just... helped me through heats. And, um... a few other times" he mumbled the last part, clearly regretting ever opening his mouth " But, I really would like to see him hyung..He is my friend too.." he begged
Jin let out a nervous, disbelieving laugh as he brushed dirt off his shirt "I mean... okay. I don't think Namjoon's gonna kill him or anything. That's illegal, obviously..." He huffed ,with big eyes
"That's not convincing..." Jungkook bit his lower lip
"I'm exaggerating, Kook. He won't do anything...But I doubt Namjoon's gonna be thrilled either! "
Jungkook sighed "He still doesn't know it's him...."
Jin looked thoughtful "Okay, that might be fine. But it's also possible Namjoon already has a hunch. He's brilliant, remember? And this case it's not hard to guess, considering everything. And your scent...or his...might give it away anyway. So I don't know..."
Jungkook let out a shaky breath "How do I even convince him?"
Jin gave him a look "You are his omega. You know how..."
Jungkook narrowed his eyes "Really? That's your idea....You want me to seduce him into agreeing?"
Jin shrugged, nonchalantly "He is definitely going to brood about it. But maybe you can distract him... with you" He pointed at Jungkook " He is your fated alpha, Jungkook. Jealousy and possessiveness is basically written in his DNA...also the thirst for you...So, cash in those brownie points while you can " he winked
"That's kind of gross," Jungkook muttered. "Also, a bit sexist...If you ask me "
Jin snorted "Okay, so .. do you want to be righteous or do you want your degree?"
Jungkook groaned, running a hand through his hair.
"I'm just joking...I m pretty sure he will make a face and then agree.." Jin added, more gently now "You don't need to seduce him. Just... ask nicely. Be honest. He likes you .. you know that, right?"
Jungkook scoffed "Yeah, right..."
Jin chuckled "Trust me. It's not that hard.."
Jungkook nodded and didn't say anything after that. He watched as Jin began gathering the weeds they had pulled and tossing them into the compost bin.
"I threw away the pills.." Jungkook said quietly
Jin blinked, then turned to face him "What?"
"The birth control pills.." Jungkook repeated, his voice was barely above a whisper "I just... didn't want to take them anymore..." He gave a small, almost helpless shrug
Jin's expression shifted immediately. He tilted his head. "Why? Jungkook, do you realize what that means? Your next heat.."
"I know.." Jungkook interrupted gently "I know. I just... I don't know. I didn't feel like taking them anymore..."
"I thought you wanted to wait.." Jin said, more carefully now "That you weren't ready."
Jungkook stared down at his dirt covered fingertips. "I'm not sure about talking to him anymore. But my next heat isn't for a while. I'll talk to him before then. I just... didn't want to add one more thing to everything else."
Jin exhaled, studying him for a long moment "Alright. Just don't wait too long. These conversations only get harder the more you delay. And it's okay if you still want to wait...you shouldn't feel bad about that."
Jungkook nodded slowly "I know. I'll figure it out..."
Jin reached out and patted his shoulder "Good. One thing at a time..."
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Jungkook had been pacing around the kitchen for the past hour. The food was done ages ago. He had cooked dinner all by himself...everything Jin had said Namjoon loved. It was the first time he'd ever done this for the alpha, and it felt like the perfect night to try. He double checked every detail. Three times. And he even rehearsed what he wanted to say to his mate
"My friend wants to come help me for a few days. Just to get me back on track with uni stuff.."
Simple...clean...and no drama. That was the plan!! But what the plan didn't include was Namjoon being over three hours late.
By the time the door opened, Jungkook was already nodding off on the couch, with his head resting on his palm. Namjoon stepped in, loosening his tie and set his bag down on the armrest. He didn't notice Jungkook at first..he was curled up in the corner of the dimly lit living room and also probably because he was very visibly exhausted from a long day at work.
Jungkook stood up, rubbing the sleep from his eyes. His heart began to thump immediately, louder than it needed to, just from laying eyes on the alpha "You are late..." he said, arms crossed tightly across his chest.
Namjoon blinked, surprised to see him still up "Yeah... sorry. The meeting ran over..."
"That's what phones are for...to inform people about things like that.." Jungkook muttered, rolling his eyes.
Namjoon looked at him with his brows furrowing "I didn't think I had to. You don't usually wait up."
"Well, tonight I did..." Jungkook's voice was sharper now "It's been three hours... Dinner's cold..."
Namjoon glanced at the clock "It's okay..It's almost midnight. I had a smoothie while I was in the meeting . Jin usually puts food in the fridge if I'm late. If I miss dinner, we just heat it up the next day."
"I made all of that just for you.." Jungkook said, looking slightly offended by his reply
Namjoon looked over, finally taking in the set table "Wait..you cooked?.why didn't you tell me you were cooking? You never do that. I didn't know..." he nodded slowly " I guess I can still eat..." He said
Jungkook picked at the inside of his cheek with his tongue. "You know what?" He put his hand up to stop Namjoon from saying anything more " Just leave it... Go to sleep. It's obvious you don't care... I don't need your charity."
Namjoon sighed, rubbing a hand over his face"Jungkook, I'm not trying to fight...I genuinely didn't know you were.."
"Oh please..." Jungkook cut in "As if you would've cared either way..."
Namjoon's jaw tensed. His eyes lingered on Jungkook a second longer than necessary. Then he picked his bag back up and turned to the direction of the stairs "You know what, I'm too tired for this right now..,"
"Of course you are.." Jungkook scoffed
Namjoon didn't respond. He just shook his head and headed toward the bedroom without turning back
Jungkook stood frozen for a second before storming off in the opposite direction...toward the kitchen. On the way, he nearly collided with Jin, who had just wandered in for his usual late night gaming snacks.
"Whoa..careful " Jin said, grabbing his elbow lightly. His eyes darted toward the sound of a bedroom door shutting somewhere upstairs "That bad, huh..did you two fight?"
Jungkook groaned, dragging a hand down his face"Why did I even bother..."
"Because you wanted to talk to him.." Jin interrupted calmly "You still do..."
Jungkook tried to pull away, but Jin didn't let go yet.
"Don't go storming off just yet. Cool your head, Kook. You really need to learn to play your cards right..."
Jungkook stared at the floor. His shoulders were still tight. His throat felt dry and his stomach twisted with the familiar guilt. He knew he probably just acted out because he was nervous inside.
Jin gave his arm a squeeze before letting go."You still have time to fix it. Talk to him in the morning, okay?"
Jungkook didn't say anything. Just nodded once
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Jungkook woke up the next morning to sunlight warming his face. He blinked slowly, squinting as he looked around. The bed beside him was empty, but Namjoon's gym shoes were by the door ... So he had come back after his workout already. The faint sound of water running behind the bathroom door told Jungkook he was showering now.
He sat up, rubbing at his face. His teeth pressed into his bottom lip as he debated something silently. After a long moment, he got up and made his way toward the bathroom . His shirt came off along the way...he tossed it somewhere behind him. When he reached the shower door, steam was already curling out through the gap beneath it, fogging the air. He hesitated for a little time before he exhaled slowly and knocked.
Namjoon opened the door a seconds later, looking clearly surprised . Steam was rolling behind him and his skin was flushed red from the heat...water still dripping down his chest and face
"Are you okay....what happened ?" he asked, his brow furrowing
Jungkook didn't say anything. He gulped down, his eyes scanning his mates naked frame for a while before he stepped into the shower quietly..and Namjoon didn't stop him
Jungkook pulled off his boxers and stepped under the hot spray, letting the hot water hit his skin.. He paused for a bit. His chest was rising and falling as steam swirled between them. Before Namjoon could ask something more , he slowly dropped to his knees before the alpha.
Namjoon looked down at him, the water still falling over his shoulder. His brows furrowed in confusion..he held on to Jungkook's shoulder "Jungkook... what are you doing?"he asked gently
Jungkook didn't answer. He just looked up once ... wide eyes under damp lashes, his mouth already parted.. and that was enough answer for the alpha. The omega's delicate fingers wrapped gently around Namjoon's flacid cock. But it began immediately responding to the omega's touch, growing firmer with each slow, deliberate stroke..
Namjoon's hand hovered in the air for a second longer before falling to Jungkook's hair. He swallowed hard as his breathing began to get more fast
The moment Jungkook leaned in and took him into his mouth, a sharp breath escaped Namjoon's lips. His head tipped back slightly. The sound of water hitting the tiles mixing with the wet, obscene noises of Jungkook's mouth working around him filled the air. Saliva began dripping down Jungkook's chin, his throat and began pooling at the curve of his collarbone. When he took Namjoon deeper, gagging briefly as he hit the back of his throat, Namjoon's hips jolted forward instinctively.
"Fuck..." Namjoon hissed through clenched teeth, eyes flickering shut as his fingers tightened in Jungkook's hair. His voice came out strained .
The air was thick with the sharp musk of alpha arousal and the unmistakably sweet, syrupy scent of omega slick...mixed with their natural scents. Even under the falling water and smell of toiletries it lingered in the air. The omega's arousal was strong...distracting even..Namjoon could sense the raw want in it.
The alpha groaned as his control began to slip away slowly . He tugged gently at Jungkook's hair, trying to pull him back before he could go too far
"Get up..I need to be inside you" he said in his hoarse voice.
He dragged Jungkook up by the arm and turned him around...his chest pressed to cold tile, hips tilted back under Namjoon's hands.
Jungkook let out a soft sigh and let his forehead rest against the shower wall. Namjoon's gaze dropped down...to Jungkook's thighs which were trembling slightly, slick already dripping down the backs of them. He gripped his ass and spread him open..His pink rim was glistening, already clenching and unclenching...so ready it nearly made Namjoon's vision blur.
"Always so ready, huh?" Namjoon muttered, voice dark with want as he knelt behind him. His hands gripped Jungkook's thighs, spreading him further. Then he leaned in, letting his tongue move through the mess of slick.
Jungkook gasped at the sudden sensational and his knees nearly gave out.
Namjoon groaned at the taste of his omega's nector...he buried his face deeper between Jungkook's cheeks. His tongue circled the tight rim slowly at first, teasing, then licked a broad stripe over it again. When he finally pressed the tip of his tongue inside, Jungkook choked on a moan, his forehead hitting the wall hard enough to echo. "Fuck... alpha..."
Namjoon gripped Jungkook's hips tighter to keep him steady and fucked his tongue in slow, steady strokes, eating him out with an insatiable hunger.
"You taste so fucking sweet..." Namjoon murmured against him, voice sounding muffled and hoarse.
Jungkook could barely breathe. His body trembled with every stroke of Namjoon's tongue..he could feel his cock dripping and aching..he almost felt like he could come just like this any moment.
When the omega's moans began getting more and more high ...Namjoon pulled back with a wet sound, licking his lips as he rose to his feet... chest heaving with every breath. Water was still streaming down his body, catching on the sharp lines of his muscles... his cock stood hard ... flushed against his stomach.
Jungkook looked back over his shoulder .. eyes glassy while still trying to catch his breath.
Namjoon turned off the shower and grabbed him by the waist and turned him gently, backing him up against the cool tile wall..Namjoon kissed him then... deep and hungry, the taste of slick still fresh on his tongue. His hands roamed down Jungkook's sides, gripping his hips before one slid lower, guiding a leg up around his waist
He lined himself up, letting the head of his cock slide through Jungkook's thighs first, teasing him a little ..Jungkook's hands clawed at his back, nails dragging down his damp skin...he held his breath for some reason. No matter how many times he had done this, it still made him nervous sometimes...in a good way
Namjoon pressed a kiss to his forehead "Breathe for me sweetheart.." he reminded while pressing in slowly
Jungkook gasped as the stretch hit, his back arching off the wall "Ngh....hyung..."
"You are doing so good.." Namjoon said against his neck, kissing the spot just above his scent glands...Once he was fully in, he began to move ... slow thrusts at first...then slowly going fast, reaching a rhythm.Every sound bounced back off the shower walls - skin meeting skin. Jungkook's moans were spilling freely now as he clung to Namjoon.
Namjoon didn't stop until Jungkook came first, gasping, body trembling as he clenched tight around him.
The alpha kissed him then ...raw and messy, before chasing his own release, burying his face into Jungkook's neck as he spilled inside him with a hoarse groan.
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Afterward, they stayed close under the warm spray of the shower. Namjoon reached for a washcloth and gently ran it over Jungkook's skin, wiping away the remnants of their time together. It felt too intimate that it made the omega's chest ache...also he felt like this might be the best time to break the news to him
"I have to ask you something.." Jungkook murmured, his lips brushing against Namjoon's ear
Namjoon's hands stilled for a moment, but he hummed after that "Okay..."
"They gave me an extension... on my studies, to attend exam and submit my thesis " Jungkook said, pulling back a little to meet his eyes "Jin hyung said I should ask you before accepting it..."
"You didn't need to ask me," Namjoon replied immediately, raising a brow. His voice was calm, though there was something unreadable beneath it "It's your future.... Of course you should take it..."
"Thank you.." Jungkook said with a small smile, eventhough he knew the real talk was still pending. He then stepped out to grab the towel and began to collect his clothes which was on the floor. He paused midway, fingers clenching slightly around the fabric
"There's something else," he added, turning slightly. "There's this mentor ... someone who used to help me before. He offered to bring me some material for my thesis. Notes, books, that kind of thing. Just to help me get back on track.."
Namjoon stilled almost immediately, his eyes narrowed slightly. And he sensed how Jungkook's scent had gone nervous .. it was faint, but noticable. Namjoon nodded once, slowly "Okay," he said "They can..I guess"
Jungkook exhaled like he had been holding his breath, hus shoulders relaxed as he nodded and turned toward the door
But then... "Omega?" Namjoon asked suddenly, it came out a little bit too sharp than he intended
Jungkook froze in place, his hand hovering over the doorknob..he fucked his hair behind his ears and looked at Namjoon almost hesitantly .
"No.." he said quietly "He is an alpha...My brother's friend. He graduated in the same major as me...So.." he trailed off
Namjoon didn't respond afte that. He stood in the steam, muscles drawn tight...with an unreadable look on his face
Jungkook didn't wait for more...he quickly stepped out, and the door clicked shut behind him.
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"You..." Namjoon said, pointing an accusing finger towards his brother as he stepped into Jin's house uninvited
"Me?! " Jin replied casually, not even pretending to be surprised. He was already seated at the outdoor patio with a plate of mangoes slices like he had been expecting the visit that morning
"You taught him that didn't you...To try and convince me right after sex......" he huffed and began pacing the small space "He wouldn't have done that on his own. It had your name written all over it..."
Jin raised his brows, clearly surprised ... not that Namjoon showed up, but that Jungkook had actually gone through with his evil plans "Heyy.." he said, putting his plate down. "Don't drag me into your sex life. That's weird. And kind of frowned upon by general public.." he shrugged
"You know what I'm talking about"
"Hmm...I didn't teach him anything.." Jin said with a shrug, folding his arms over his chest. "Do you really think he's some naive kid? That's a grown man. Also...let's be honest..you are not exactly hard to seduce when it comes to him...I have seen you crumble like a victorian era man just by seeing a silver of his collarbone..."
Namjoon scoffed, jaw tightening as he stepped closer. "This mentor... it's his ex, isn't it?"
Jin blinked, tilted his head like he was already bored of the conversation "I have no idea what you are talking about..." he shook his head slowly
Namjoon's jaw clenched. His breathing stayed even, but the tension rolling off him was, barely contained.
"I know it's him. It's got to be him...." he whispered, more to himself than Jin
Jin didn't flinch "If you have got doubts..ask him. He's your mate, not mine..." he rolled his eyes
Namjoon stared at him in silence for a while before his eyes got fixated on the view outside....to the sky and the city just living it's life below it....He didn't say another word after that
But Jin knew that look well. He had made up his mind. He was going to meet the alpha...And Jin could only pray for the poor guy's life.
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Notes:
Yoongi is coming backkk😭 ( Yes!! both in real life and the fic)
Thank you..see you soon. Do let me know your thoughts about the chapter 🩵
Chapter 17: It's a Me Problem
Notes:
(See the end of the chapter for notes.)
Chapter Text
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Jin placed a few storage containers on the kitchen counter and wiped his hands on a dish towel before turning toward Jungkook, who was sitting at the table halfway through his breakfast
“I have made lunch..” he said, as he opened the fridge “I’ll keep it in here. Just heat it up when your friend gets here and make a salad too, okay? I have some fresh veggies delivered this morning...Don’t just eat meat” he reminded
“I will...Thank you, hyung.." Jungkook mumbled around a mouthful of rice, happily munching as he nodded
Jin stored the containers one by one in the fridge before glancing toward him “It’s a shame he chose to stay at a hotel..” he murmured “This place has more rooms than we know what to do with..”
Jungkook lifted a piece of tofu with his chopsticks and shrugged “I know. But… considering everything, maybe it’s for the best. Namjoon hyung didn’t really say anything directly, but his scent… it’s been tight since I mentioned Yoongi... You think he knows already?” he asked curiously
Jin sighed, leaning against the counter “He has his doubts... But I’ll make sure he doesn’t do anything stupid. Still… yeah. Maybe it’s better for everyone’s peace of mind if Yoongi doesn’t stay here..”
Jungkook gave a small nod, his eyes fixed on his bowl.
“Okay , then..." Jin said, brushing imaginary lint off his sleeve “ I’m heading out..."
“Where are you going, anyway?” Jungkook asked, licking a stray grain of rice from his lip
“I have got some work to finish at the office..” Jin replied, reaching for the bag slung over the back of the chair “And a meeting with the fundraiser team. The one I told you about? I need to finalize a few things for the gala ”
Jungkook bit his lip, his gaze flicking upward “Hmm...okay..Have fun...”
Jin paused, his brows arching “Have fun? You know I’m a homebody. I hate going out...I am doing this just because I don't want your alpha's blood pressure on the higher side trying to manage everything alone”
Jungkook chuckled " Well... you still dress like you are about to walk a red carpet, not run errands. Might as well have fun while you are out..”
“I’m not taking fashion critique from someone wearing pajama pants and mismatched slippers..” Jin ruffled Jungkook’s hair with a grin “Bye, brat..”
Before Jungkook could retaliate, Namjoon’s voice echoed from the hallway
“Where do you think you are going?”
Jin groaned under his breath and turned around to see Namjoon stepping into the kitchen, his arms crossed, and his signature frown already forming on his face. Jin was secretly hoping to get out of the house before Namjoon see him, because he knew how much on the edge the alpha was since he learned about Yoongi's arrival
“To work” Jin answered, offering a tight lipped smile
“Today?” Namjoon asked, as if this was news to him.
“Yes, today. Why?”
“No...You can't!! Cancel it ” Namjoon said, shaking his head “Stay home..”
Jin blinked “Excuse me?” he looked offended
Namjoon took a step closer, his eyes darted towards his omega who was looking at their direction, but looked like he was more interested in the food before him. Namjoon lowered his voice a little before speaking, trying to appear calm about the whole ordeal “What I meant was… his friend is coming over. It's not very...host-like...to leave the house empty, right?” His eyebrows lifted, pointed, clearly trying to make his point without spelling it out like a threat.
Jin raised a brow right back, looking unimpressed. He crossed his arms before speaking, he just understood that Namjoon was just bull shitting "Hmm... Your omega is here. It’s his house too. Hell, it’s basically his house. And I think our sweet little pack Luna in pink bunny pajamas can manage entertaining one guest without me babysitting....Also the guest is his friend, so we are fine Namjoon!!”
Jungkook, who was mid-stuffing his face with a boiled egg looked up in horror. “Hyung!” he whined, tugging self consciously at the hem of his pajama top. “Don’t drag the pajamas into this...it's comfy ..okay”
Namjoon didn’t even blink at that. His focus stayed locked on Jin, his jaw tightening “Just come outside for a second..” he said, tilting his head toward the door.
But Jin didn’t move. He blinked slowly “Are you being serious right now?”
“Yes...hyung” Namjoon bit out through clenched teeth, his voice was on the edge and it was unmistakable
Jin tilted his head his head, eyes scanning his brother’s face like he was calculating something, then finally gave a long, suffering sigh. He pushed off the counter with an exaggerated groan“Fine. Let’s go have your little alpha tantrum outside..” Jin muttered under his breath, and waved a quick goodbye to Jungkook “Bye, kid. Have fun today, okay?”
Jungkook nodded, pretending not to notice Namjoon practically dragging Jin out of the kitchen.
.
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Once they were on the porch, Namjoon closed the door with a quiet click, and turned to face his brother fully.
“Hyung. Just cancel your plans today..maybe even the next few days..”
Jin narrowed his eyes “What the hell is this about? You don’t trust him? Are you afraid to leave him alone with an alpha?"
“It’s not that I don’t trust him. But you know how it is. That guy…” Namjoon trailed off
Jin let out a dry laugh “You are disgustingly jealous. Even my beta nose can pick up that sour-ass jealousy Namjoon!! You could just try be nice to him and have a honest talk about this instead of conspiring against him, you know! "
Namjoon clicked his tongue “Please, hyung... Consider it"
“I can’t just drop everything because you are being paranoid...also that man inside is a grown ass adult, he doesn't need my supervision!"
“I can’t help it!” Namjoon bit his lip
Jin tilted his head mockingly “Then stay home. Hover around your baby omega like a mama bird. Make tea. Knit something...”
“Hyung…”
“I have a life too, Namjoon. You are not the only one with a schedule"
Namjoon’s jaw flexed “You know I have work. I can’t stay...”
“Exactly. So we are even. Let me go...”
Namjoon took another step forward, tension radiating off him now " I trust him, it's not that. Just....what if this alpha is a bad guy!! We can't just blindly trust him with Jungkook right?!"
Jin let out and exasperated sigh “ They grew up together...and Jungkook clearly trust him and your omega isn't weak or meek..he knows how to take care of himself. So please stop making excuses ...He is just going to study...and if you start throwing tantrums again, I swear to god, I’ll tell Jungkook about Insu..” he warned with big eyes
Namjoon froze in place....His voice, when it came, was dangerously quiet “Why would you do that?”
Jin’s tone cooled “Because it’s the same thing. You are working with your ex too.... every day...so don’t act like this is different..” he shrugged
Namjoon stared at him, lips parting slightly “Do you hate me?”
Jin sighed and looked away “I could..” he muttered. “Your track record isn’t that nice ” And with that, he patted Namjoon’s shoulder like a disappointed dad and turned to leave.
Namjoon let his head fall back against the door with a low groan
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A few hours later, in the bedroom, Namjoon was buttoning up his shirt getting ready for work. Jungkook was rummaging through the drawers, looking for fresh clothes before his shower. Namjoon leaned against the dresser for a moment, watching him quietly. His omega still had that soft morning flush on his cheeks, the red bloom on his collarbone hadn’t faded much..he was pretty sure he had left that there last night.
Jungkook didn’t notice him at first. His scent filled the room...iy was calm, relaxed and Namjoon felt that pull deep in his gut again. He huffed quietly under his breath and crossed the room without a word, reaching up to cup the back of Jungkook’s neck like he was soothing a restless pup“Have a good day with your friend..” Namjoon said, voice low against his ear
Jungkook jumped a little, not expecting him so close. “Ahh... yeah. Thank you..” he said, breath hitching a little
Namjoon didn’t wait. He turned him around roughly and pressed their lips together, kissing him like he didn’t plan to stop anytime soon. One hand on his waist pulling him in, the other still holding his neck. Jungkook let out a soft noise, gripping Namjoon’s shoulder for balance as the alpha tugged at his bottom lip like he owned it.
Jungkook gasped and pulled back slightly, brows furrowed “What are you doing?” he asked, breathless, laughing a little but also clearly annoyed
Namjoon didn’t answer, just nuzzled into his neck with a soft hum, the tip of his nose brushed right over his gland “You smell nice..”
“I smell like shit..” Jungkook muttered, smacking his chest lightly “Haven’t even showered...”
“I still like it.” Namjoon mumbled, kissing his jaw, then his cheek, then back to his lips again...this one longer, messier, almost lazy like he was trying to brand him before letting go
Jungkook shivered when he felt the soft lick over his gland and he shoved lightly at Namjoon’s chest. He narrowed his eyes. “Are you seriously trying to mark me before I meet Yoongi?”
Namjoon didn’t even bother to deny it. Just raised his brows, smug as hell
Jungkook groaned “Seriously? How old are you? Fifteen? Stop acting like a jealous idiot..”
Namjoon stepped back with a shrug “Didn’t you jump me the second I got back from that late meeting last week? Said I smelled like someone else..”
Jungkook coughed and turned away fast, grabbing a shirt like it might save him from that memory “That’s not the same...”
“It’s exactly the same.." Namjoon said, winking
Jungkook didn’t say anything. Just looked at him through the mirror, pink ears and pouting lips, before turning and walking off to shower without another word
Namjoon smirked as he adjusted his collar and buttoned the last button. If there was a scoreboard, he was definitely in the lead.
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The knock came just as Jungkook was pouring himself a glass of water. He quickly walked over to the door, drying his hands on a kitchen towel. When he opened it, Yoongi was there...standing a little awkwardly, bag slung over his shoulder, wearing the same outfit Jungkook had probably seen him wear a hundred times before...his eyes were darting around like he was still deciding if he should have come at all
Jungkook smiled big and pulled him into a hug before he could say anything
Yoongi stiffened for half a second but hugged back just as tightly, arms looping around Jungkook’s waist like muscle memory...but his scent spiked faintly with unease almost immediately
“I don’t think this is a good idea Kookie" he muttered against his shoulder, scrunching his nose as the strong hit of vetiver clung to Jungkook’s skin....clearly his alpha’s scent...he frowned like it physically hurt to be surrounded by it
“What happened?” Jungkook asked, already knowing what he meant
“Your alpha won’t like this..”
Jungkook tilted his head “It’s a hug, hyung. You think he’s gonna track you down for giving me a hug?”
“He might..” Yoongi narrowed his eyes “I’ve read about the territorial types..and he clearly is one!"
Jungkook rolled his eyes but couldn’t help grinning. “He is not a caveman. He’s just… intense sometimes. But he is not here right now...You are fine..”
Yoongi didn’t look convinced but stepped inside anyway, follwing Jungkook.
“Besides..” Jungkook added, shutting the door behind him, “if this was a trap I would have at least offered you snacks first. I have got manners..” he joked
Yoongi let out a laugh, the sound loosening the tension around his shoulders “That’s what I was waiting for, honestly...”
They made their way to the living room. And Jungkook quickly went inside to get Yoongi some water and snacks...he settled down into one of the couches in the living room and began looking around the room. A grin broke out on his face when he spotted a framed picture of Namjoon and Jungkook from their mating day on the wall there.
“So..” Jungkook's voice snapped him out of his thoughts. The omega placed a tray filled with snacks and a few drinks on the coffee table and sat down folding one leg under him, “how’s everything? How’s your mom?” he asked
“She is fine..” Yoongi nodded as he picked up the glass of water “Still yelling at her dramas. I think she is watching some show now where everyone has amnesia and a secret twin. Same as always...” he shrugged
Jungkook grinned “Sounds like your mom...and you find your hotel okay?”
“Yeah. Settled in, took a quick shower and came straight here. This house though...it’s... wow!! On top of a hill too. You weren’t exaggerating, it’s beautiful...like one of those homes from magazines"
Jungkook hummed “Wait till you see the real pack house. Jin hyung took me there once....it’s like a castle. I’m not even kidding. Like someone dropped a movie set in the middle of the woods...It even has a wine cellar hyung!! " He said in awe
“Yeah… I think I have seen pictures online,” Yoongi said, a little amused. “I mean, it’s not really a surprise. This is one of the most elite packs to ever exist, right?”
Jungkook hummed and nodded.
Yoongi tilted his head slightly “And you? How are you really? Adjusting okay?”
Jungkook looked down at the glass in his hands, then smiled softly “I think I’m good. Like… actually good. Better than I have been in years..”
Yoongi’s face softened “I can see that. You look… happy. There’s a glow...”
Jungkook snorted“Glow? Seriously, hyung…”
“I mean it.." Yoongi said, nudging his knee “You are not scrawny anymore. You don’t look like you are trying to disappear into the floor...”
Jungkook let out a soft laugh “Yeah. I don’t have to wake up at the crack of dawn. No one’s yelling at me just for breathing too loud. Jin hyung treats me like I’m glass... I swear he feeds me six times a day like he is trying to fatten me up for something. I probably gained weight. Seul noona would scream if she saw me now...she always said I didn’t look omega enough..”
“That’s good..” Yoongi said, leaning back a little but still watching him closely “I kmew she was angry for a reason"
“She still is?” Jungkook asked, raising an eyebrow
Yoongi gave a tired smile “Yeah. I went there last week to meet Taemin. She started complaining the moment she saw me. Said you are still unruly, still a brat, still embarrassing the family or whatever. Usual stuff...”
Jungkook shook his head, the smile slipping from his face “Well. I’m never going back to that house. They are doing better now, sure...thanks to my alpha, by the way...but I’m done. I don’t owe them anything. Not a single thing...They sold me and that's about it!”
Yoongi didn’t respond right away. He looked at him for a long moment, the way you do when you are weighing words in your mouth before saying them
“You like him? Namjoon?” he asked a while
Jungkook let out a slow breath and sat back against the couch. “He is… complicated. Very alpha...like extremely alpha like..Very stuck in tradition. We argue a lot about that. But he listens. Not always right away. Sometimes I have to yell. But he listens. He is not cruel. Just…” He trailed off for a moment, searching. “It’s like he is stuck in a different timeline, I don’t know. But I’m not scared of him. That’s new..”
Yoongi nodded, listening.
Jungkook looked over at him “It is intense. Jin hyung took me to meet the banished brother the other day. I didn’t tell him beforehand. And Namjoon hyung got so mad...like, genuinely furious. But I didn’t back down. I told him I wasn’t sorry. And I wasn’t. I still aren’t. That was… that was big for me..”
“You are not exactly a pushover, either” Yoongi said with a smile “He should have known what he signed up for.”
Jungkook laughed " He is learning slowly”
Yoongi hesitated, then glanced at him sideways “Does he know… about us?”
“Maybe. He hasn’t said anything”
Yoongi raised an eyebrow “You think he’ll… freak out?”
Jungkook grinned “You scared?”
“A little..”
“Don’t be. If he tries anything, Jin..hyung will have his ass. I swear Namjoon hyung listens to that man like he’s the damn moon goddess herself..Doesn’t matter that he is a beta.”
Yoongi blinked “Your Jin hyung sounds... interesting. He is Namjoon’s cousin, right?”
“Yeah, lives in the outhouse. You probably saw it when you came in. You’ll like him. He is amazing. He’s at work now, but he’ll probably be back before you leave.”
“Nice...” Yoongi smiled
Jungkook reached for his tablet, that was on the table “Anyway, let’s talk about something less dramatic. Did you check the notes I sent you? And the other things?”
Yoongi rolled his eyes and opened his bag “Did I check them? You are the one behind on citations. Just because you got mated doesn’t mean you forget how to format sources. What even was that?”
Jungkook groaned and flopped backward “I know... I looked at my old notes last night and it felt like I was reading a different language...I glad you made me new notes to study”
Yoongi started laying out PDFs and marked up pages between them “You are close, Kook. Just fix your lit review and clean up the analysis chapter. You finish that and you graduate.. You will do just fine with the exams, just have to concentrate a little bit”
“I still can’t believe that..” Jungkook said quietly, scanning the notes “I thought I’d drop out forever”
“But you didn’t. You made it here. You are in a house where you don’t have to flinch at footsteps. Someone makes you lunch while you study. That’s not nothing...”
Jungkook looked at him. “But, you are the only reason I didn’t give up hyung... You know that”
Yoongi gave him a crooked smile and bumped his knee. “Shut up and start working... And don’t get all soft on me...I don’t want your alpha walking in and thinking I’m trying to steal you..”he rolled his eyes mockingly, making Jungkook laugh
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Jin returned home earlier than he expected. He hadn’t planned to buy the team meeting had wrapped up faster than usual, and he was too lazy to stop for coffee like he had intended. The late afternoon sun poured in gold through the trees, casting long, soft shadows across the path as he walked up toward the house.
But just as he was about to get inside, instead of going inside right away, he made a turn toward the back garden, deciding to check on his spinach patch...the one he and Jungkook had planted last day... for some reason he felt attached to them and he wanted to see if they have already started sprouting. He slowly walked to the back of the house and crouched down near one of the raised beds.., brushing the tips of his fingers across the surface of the dirt, trying to see if anything had begun to sprout...but he saw that there was nothing yet.
As he stood and wiped his hands on his slacks, he heard faint voices , probably from the patio. One was Jungkook’s. The other wasn’t...it was deep and low... probably Jungkook's friends
He moved closer, curiosity tugging at him..just to see the owner of that deep attractive voice. He stepped lightly across the stone path that led to the outdoor seating area and found himself half hidden behind one of the peach trees there..He silently watched the scene in front of him
An alpha. Sitting comfortably on the lounge chair beside Jungkook. Papers and notebooks were spread across the low patio table. A half-finished iced coffee sat between them, near the open laptops
Jin’s eyes narrowed slightly. It wasn’t what he expected.
Yoongi was smaller than most alphas. He had a calming aura about him, unlike regular alpha's. His hair was a little too long, curling softly at the ends like he hadn’t bothered with a trim it in weeks. He wore a faded black t-shirt that hung loose on his frame but clung in all the right places when he shifted. Pale skin. Soft features.... His eyes were narrow ... feline, thoughtful ...and fixed on whatever he and Jungkook were going over.
Jin paused behind the peach tree, tucked halfway into its shade. From here, he could see how Yoongi said something that made Jungkook laugh
That laugh...Jin’s chest tightened a little. He had seen that laugh before . Jungkook tilted his head back just slightly, one hand lifting to cover his mouth for half a second before falling away, his cheeks were pink from all the blood rushing to his face. This was the kind of laugh that came out only when he felt safe...and it made something warm curl behind Jin’s ribs. He smiled to himself, ready to step forward to meet them, but just as he took a step back , his body collided hard into someone else’s.
“Shit..” he hissed, stumbling back, shoulder throbbing from the impact
And a familiar voice called out, too close to his ear “Hyung?”
Jin blinked and turned sharply to find Namjoon standing behind him, rubbing his own shoulder with a grimace. His eyebrows were raised so high they had nearly vanished into his wind blown hair
“What are you doing here?” Namjoon asked, brow furrowing
Jin scowled and shoved him lightly in the chest. “Don’t sneak up on people, you creep. And I could ask you the same thing ... don’t you have a billion dollar company to babysit or something?”
Namjoon coughed lightly, suddenly looking a bit sheepish “You are the one lurking around like a garden ghost..”
“I was checking the spinach patch"
“In a three piece suit?”
“Do you want to fight?” Jin said flatly, eyes narrowing.They stared each other down for a few long seconds.
“What...” Jungkook’s voice rang out from the patio, cutting through the tension “What are you two doing back there?”
Jin and Namjoon both turned.Jungkook was looking at them with one eyebrow raised, a hand braced on his hip. Yoongi stood behind him, head slightly tilted, looking confused
Jin cleared his throat and straightened his shirt before stepping fully into view
“I was going to the garden..” he said shrugging, “checking on the spinach patch. And I ran into your very tall alpha... though, now that I see him standing under the peach tree, I have to ask ... did you suddenly crave fresh fruit, Namjoon? A peach, perhaps?” he raised his eyebrows, clearly mocking him
Namjoon rolled his eyes, stepping out from the shade behind Jin “I just got home from work..”
“This early?” Jin muttered...Then, louder “And through the back? What happened ... forget your keys again?"
Namjoon gave him a tired look
Yoongi stepped forward a bit, and offered them an apologetic nod “Sorry, did we not hear the door?"
“That’s because they weren’t trying to be heard,” Jungkook muttered, eyes narrowing slightly at both of them before he shook his head and moved on “Anyway. Namjoon hyung, this is Yoongi hyung. Hyung, this is Namjoon... my alpha..” he introduced
Yoongi bowed slightly as both Namjoon and Jin walked over. “Nice to meet you, Namjoon-ssi,” he said with a soft smile, though everything about his posture screamed nervous energy.
Namjoon gave a nod, polite as always “Likewise..”
Jungkook opened his mouth to introduce Jin, but Jin stepped forward smoothly like he had been waiting for his cue “Kim Seokjin..." he said with that polished smile “Just Jin is fine..”
Yoongi smiled and reached out for a handshake “I’ve heard about you..”
“Only good things, I hope...” Jin’s eyes didn’t leave Yoongi’s. Their hands met in a firm shake...and then they didn’t let go.
Jungkook blinked..looking confused .Their handshake was definitely lasting longer than necessary. And they were looking at each other like they were trying to figure out who blinked first in a staring contest.
He frowned, Yoongi's scent was weird right now...maybe he is shy?! He didn't understand what was happening
“Ahh...I... I made tea” Jungkook said, mostly to interrupt whatever was happening between the two of them. He gestured at the table a little too fast “We can all sit down like normal people and pretend this isn’t weird...” he suggested
And that finally did it. Their hands dropped and Yoongi offered a quick, polite smile and reached down to grab his bag “Actually, I should head out Jungkook- ah. We covered a lot today...I ll come back tomorrow”
“No!” Jungkook said “Hyung, you should stay for dinner..”
Yoongi shook his head, adjusting the strap on his shoulder. “I don’t want to intrude, really...”
“You are not intruding..” Jin said in a smooth tone “I’m cooking tonight. You should stay. My food’s famous in this house..”
Yoongi chuckled lightly “I had the lunch you made... it was amazing..”
“Then I insist..” Jin tilted his head “You are Jungkook’s friend. You’re welcome anytime..."
Yoongi looked at Jungkook, then at Namjoon, who hadn’t said a word and was still standing a little off to the side like some silent judge in the corner of the room
“I appreciate it Jin..” Yoongi said eventually, shouldering his bag again “but I really should rest. I just arrived this morning. Maybe another time..”
Jin nodded, lips pursed slightly.“Okay then. If you say so.”
Jungkook looked at Namjoon, who was standing there with the exact same look Jungkook probably had on his own face..vague confusion, mild suspicion and a lot of what just happened?
“I’ll call a cab..” Jungkook started.
“No need..” Namjoon said, cutting in fast “My driver’s still downstairs. He can take him..”
“I can drive him..” Jin offered casually
Yoongi was caught off guard “You really don’t have to...”
“It’s on my way” Jin lied so smoothly, it was almost impressive
Namjoon’s head turned slightly “On your way to where? You said you were staying in to cook.” he spoke for the first time in ages
Jin froze on his way to the door, but recovered fast “You stay downtown, right?” he asked, turning to Yoongi, completely ignoring Namjoon and his judgemental looks
Yoongi nodded slowly “Yes...?”
“There’s this excellent sushi place there..” Jin continued. “You like sushi?”
“I do!”
“Perfect” Jin smiled “I’ll take you, then. Let’s go..”He didn’t wait for an answer. He was already halfway out the door by the time Yoongi even registered what just happened.
Yoongi blinked. Then blinked again. “Um... okay. Bye?” he said awkwardly to Jungkook and Namjoon, before trailing after Jin with the surprised energy of someone who had just been politely kidnapped
As the door shut behind them...Jungkook just stood there. Arms crossed. Staring at the door where both of them disappeared
“…What the hell just happened..” he muttered “Was that some new weird way of flirting?” he asked himself out loud, nose scrunched in disbelief
Namjoon didn’t reply. Instead, he said quietly “You smell like blood oranges”
Jungkook didn’t even turn around. “That’s Yoongi hyung’s scent. I hugged him..”
“You hugged him?” Namjoon echoed
“Yeah”
Namjoon didn’t say anything after that, but Jungkook caught it..the shift in his scent, that subtle tightening, the tiniest spike of something possessive bleeding through his calm.
Jungkook’s jaw tightened “You wanna sniff me next?” he asked sharply “Go ahead. Mark your territory or whatever it is you are dying to do.”
Namjoon sighed “Jungkook...”
“What?” Jungkook turned around now, eyes narrowed. “Don’t start..”
“I wasn’t...”
“You were” Jungkook cut him off. “You always are”
Namjoon’s eyes sharpened “I just don’t want..”
“God,” Jungkook groaned, rubbing a hand over his face. “You are so predictable. Do you even hear yourself? You sound jealous...”
“I’m not jealous” Namjoon said flatly.
“Then stop acting like I’m some puppy you have to track with a GPS..” Jungkook snapped, voice going rough “If you really trusted me, you wouldn’t need to sneak around..”
Namjoon’s jaw flexed “I wasn’t sneaking...”
“No?” Jungkook scoffed “Then why the hell were you hiding behind a tree, alpha?”
Namjoon opened his mouth. Then closed it...he had no answer for that
Jungkook huffed in frustration and brushed past him, shaking his head “You’re just so...unbelievable..just disgusting..” he muttered as he went inside the house slamming the door in Namjoon's face.
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The sushi place Jin picked Tsukihana was a small but upscale place sitting between a quiet gallery and a flower shop . The street outside was all soft cobblestones and warm light...Yoongi was very surprised to find such a street in between the busy city . Inside, there was low music playing and they sat near the window, menus in hand, the table lit by a delicate overhead fixture.
Yoongi hadn’t touched the menu yet. He was messing with the sleeve of his shirt..pulling down the seam like he was desperately trying to adjust its length
“You look nervous..” Jin said, not even looking up from the menu
Yoongi looked up, then blinked and shook his head quickly “No, it’s not... I mean, maybe a little. I just get like this... I’m just awkward with new people..” he admitted
Jin’s eyes didn’t move “New people or just me?”
That got a nervous little laugh out of Yoongi “Feels like a me problem either way...”
Jin set the menu down gently and leaned his cheek into his palm, elbow resting on the table. His tone was lighter now “You are doing fine. But you should relax a little...I don’t bite ” He winked
Yoongi was momentarily frozen before he glanced back at the menu in a hurry, trying to mask the warmth creeping into his ears
The silence stretched a little before Jin broke it again as he watched Yoongi trying to read the menu “So what do you do? Aside from tutoring college kids who fall for their teachers..”
Yoongi nearly choked, eyes going wide “I... It wasn’t like that ”
Jin lifted his hands in mock surrender, still smiling “Too soon?"
“It’s fine..” Yoongi mumbled, shaking his head. “I just wasn’t expecting it. We weren’t... It wasn’t anything like that. I was just helping him with heat... It was no feelings attached...I promise”
“I was joking...Yoongi ssi ” Jin said,smiling
Yoongi huffed quietly, then tried to recover “I’m actually a teacher. Or trying to be... I’ve been doing some temp stuff. High school, uni, whatever I can get. Nothing long term yet...I m actively attending Interviews for something permanent " he explained
Jin tilted his head, like he was genuinely interested. “And your degree...?”
“Yeah...Literature. Master’s..”
“Same as Jungkook then”
Yoongi nodded “That’s how we ended up as tutor and student for this long...I guess he picked up an interest in literature because of me...I have been helping him study since high school ”
Jin leaned back slightly, reaching for his water “So you are the kind of guy who can tell me what Shakespeare really meant when he said ‘Love is a smoke raised with the fume of sighs.’”
Yoongi bit his lips trying not to smile too big “He meant love’s a mess and it sucks..”
Jin laughed hearing that... Loud and full ...and totally unbothered by the few people who glanced over. He looked genuinely amused. Yoongi watched him for a second too long and looked away before it became obvious
Their food came not long after. Jin moved with this easy grace...pouring soy sauce and chopsticks in hand before Yoongi had even unwrapped his. There was something about the way he carried himself that was insanely attractive in Yoongi's eyes and he tried his maximum to not stare.
Jin looked up between bites “So...First time in the North?”
Yoongi nodded “Yeah. I have always stayed close to home. I don’t really travel much..”
“Someone waiting back home?” Jin’s tone was still casual, but there was something more under it
Yoongi snorted “If there was someone, I wouldn’t be messing with your brother in law , would I?” Yoongi shrugged “There’s just... no one..I have a mother back home, but she stays with my older sister and her family ".
Jin hummed softly “ Then...You should travel more.." he said “I think you’d really fit in here..in this part of the world...”
Yoongi raised an eyebrow. “Is that so?"
Jin nodded " You would....also, there’s something special about going somewhere new. Somewhere no one knows who you are. You don’t have to carry anything. You just get to be...”
Yoongi studied him “Is that how you see it?”
“I like reinvention..” Jin said, not even pretending to think about it “And indulgence...”
Yoongi tilted his head just a little“That explains the cologne..”
Jin let out a small gasp with his hand on his chest “Are you saying you don’t like it?”
Yoongi shook his head quickly “ Its giving very rich older man energy...”
Jin grinned “I’m choosing to be flattered.”
“You should. It was meant that way...”
They both smiled. The rest of the meal passed quietly and comfortably. Yoongi felt at ease surpringly ...his shoulders had started to loosen, his breathing was a little easier than before...Jin was easy to talk to, and he understood why Jungkook was so fond of the beta. By the end, his stomach was full and his chest felt tight in a good way.
.
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Outside, the street had gone a little quieter.. the air had cooled... Jin asked if Yoongi wanted a photo for memories. Took it himself when Yoongi said yeahand then showed it to him with a grin and his thumb swiped through filters selecting the best one before handing it back.
“I’ll drop you.." Jin said, already unlocking his car
Yoongi hesitated. “It’s just a five minute walk.”
“I know. I still want to.”
.
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At the hotel entrance, Jin didn’t turn the engine off. He just looked over “Thanks for coming. I had a good time..”
“I should be saying that. You didn’t have to do all this..but Yeah! I had a great time..” Yoongi reached for the door, hand pausing on the handle
"You have got really nice eyes.." Jin said suddenly “When you are not looking at the floor.”
Yoongi froze in place " Huh?" That was all he managed to get out
“I noticed that about you..” Jin went on. “You don’t like eye contact. But your eyes are beautiful...”
Yoongi didn’t know what to say. His throat was dry
“See you tomorrow, Yoongi" Jin said, pulling back like it hadn’t meant anything.
Yoongi gulped down and nodded slowly before he stepped out, still slightly stunned. He gave a half-wave before walking toward the lobby doors as quickly as possible.Jin waited until he was inside before driving off
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Upstairs, the room was still dark.. he didn't really bother to switch the lights on. Yoongi stood there in the quiet for a long moment before finally walking over to the bed. He dropped face first onto it, one arm stretched out and the other over his face.
He screamed into the sheets for some reason
“…God, what was that?” he asked the air in the room
He could still feel the warmth in his chest...and this was weird...Just Jin. Just the way he looked at him. Like he already knew something Yoongi hadn’t figured out yet.
And the worst part was how much he liked it.
And he already knew...he was in trouble
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Notes:
They are back!!!! 🥳🥳🥳🥳🥳
Chapter 18: Something's Shifting
Notes:
Sorry for the major delay. My dog got really sick again and needed surgery, and her recovery took a few weeks. I was spending most of my time taking care of her during that period. On top of that, I’ve been dealing with some pain in my right hand that’s gotten worse recently, so I haven’t been able to write as much as I used to
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(See the end of the chapter for more notes.)
Chapter Text
Jungkook hadn’t spoken to Namjoon since the previous night.He ate alone. Slept alone in the guest room.
The silence between them was heavy. It wasn’t just about Yoongi. It was the way Namjoon hadn't trusted him. And sure, Jungkook knew being friendly with your not-quite-an-ex-but-kind-of-almost-one would anger any alpha, but still. He wanted Namjoon to trust him. That was the whole point. That’s what hurt the most.
Now he stood under the hot stream of the shower, head bowed, water running over his tense shoulders, trying to think of anything but the weight in his chest... when the bathroom door swung open and he didn’t need to look. He already knew.
Namjoon barged in like he owned the place...which, technically, he did
Jungkook reached for a towel, wrapped it around his waist and turned with a glare “What the hell are you doing?” he snapped “Ever heard of privacy?”
“Don’t joke with me..” Namjoon said, ignoring the question completely “Privacy? What privacy?”
Jungkook's jaw clenched “You’ve seen me naked before, sure ” he muttered, looking annoyed “But that doesn’t mean you can just barge in like this. We don’t have that kind of relationship yet. Knock. Like a normal person...” he said firmly
Namjoon folded his arms “It’s my house..”
“I'm your mate...It’s mine too. So apologize. And don’t do it again”
Namjoon blinked at him “What?”
“Apology, alpha. Now!!" Jungkook insisted
Namjoon looked stunned for a second. He sighed and nodded “Fine. I’m sorry. I won’t do it again..” He stepped forward and kept his hands on Jungkook’s bare shoulders His voice dropped “But you need to understand one thing..I can’t be away from you. You know that. My alpha...” He inhaled sharply “My alpha can’t stand it..”
Jungkook could sense the way tha alpha's scent was sour and unpleasant...but he rolled his eyes “It was one night. Don’t act like it’s the end of the world...”
“It is the end of the world ” Namjoon said, eyes serious. “At least to me..”
Jungkook sighed “What about when you travel for work?” he tilted his head, water still dripping down his neck “You gonna drag me along on every trip?”
“If I could, I would. But it's different ...even when I’m not with you, I know you aren’t mad at me...and that's a relief,knowing that you are happy and content "His voice trembled “This... you being angry like that...I couldn’t handle it...”
“I’m always mad at you though ” Jungkook muttered under his breath.
Namjoon went quiet for a second “You know what I mean.” His grip tightened slightly, not enough to hurt, just enough to feel “Whatever you feel...I feel it worse. I don't understand why this bond we have is so deep but it's far more intense than regular ones .I couldn't sleep Jungkook...I craved your scent all night. I wanted to calm you down...I could feel how you weren't feeling normal last night...your anger... it was like a wall. I couldn’t breathe through it" he paused before continuing
"This may not seem serious to you. But to me..my alpha felt threatened. I felt like I failed... to protect my omega..”
Jungkook was so stunned for a second. He knew Namjoon was telling the truth from the way he looked at him. He sighed, finally nodding “I’m not angry... just annoyed. And I told you...Yoongi hyung is just a friend..”
“It feels like he came here to claim my omega..”
“Namjoon..” His voice softened “I won’t hide this... Yes, we used to sleep together. But it wasn’t romantic. There were no feelings. I went through some really bad heats back then... it was really painful and he helped. That’s all it was. I'm sure you had omega's helping you during ruts , right.."
Namjoon went silent, he didn't respond to it while Jungkook continued
"And yeah, he’s still around, because he is one of the few people who kept me alive when I had no one..he is the one who kept me sane in that house. He’s important. He’s a link to my past I’m not ready to cut off... I need that... like you need Jin hyung..”
Namjoon’s jaw clenched, but he stayed quiet
"I know it’s hard. It’s weird and uncomfortable and if the roles were reversed, I’d probably be spiraling too. But I’m not asking you to be his best friend. I’m just asking you to trust me..He is just Yoongi-hyung to me” Jungkook said “He could’ve claimed me then if he wanted to...when I was vulnerable. But he didn’t. That’s not what we were..”
Namjoon’s breathing was still uneven, body tense with the weight of jealousy and confusion “It doesn’t help when you describe it like that ” he muttered bitterly.
So Jungkook did the only thing he could think of. He leaned in and kissed him. At first, it was to soothe him. But Namjoon responded with heat, pulling him closer by the waist, hands gripping too tight, like he was still scared Jungkook might disappear. The kiss deepened soon...fierce and grounding. When they broke apart, Jungkook buried his nose against Namjoon’s scent glands...breathing him in and it calmed Namjoon's racing heart a little.
“I’m not cheating on you. Whether I like this bond or not... I’m not planning to betray it. I don’t want anyone else.” he assured
Namjoon’s body eased just slightly, his alpha quieting with the closeness.
“I don’t want anyone else..all I want is to be treated fairly, with respect"” Jungkook added softly. “Please remember that..”
Namjoon exhaled slowly and hooked his finger beneath the omega’s chin to tilt his face up. He looked at him like he was trying to memorize every detail, burn it into his mind. The intensity made Jungkook flustered, breath hitching, but he didn’t look away....and then he kissed Jungkook again..slower this time.. Jungkook moaned into it, hands snaking up to wrap around Namjoon’s neck,..Namjoon then pulled back just enough to grip under Jungkook’s thighs and lift him up.
“Wait..” Jungkook gasped, clinging to his shoulders “Hyung, I wasn’t done talking… I have to.." Jungkook protested, half hearted at best
“Then talk later” Namjoon said “Let’s do this first..”
He carried Jungkook toward the bedroom, his clothes already getting damp from Jungkook’s wet skin..but he didn't care...He stepped out of the bathroom and nearly dropped Jungkook when he saw Jin standing in the doorway with his arms crossed
“Oh, for fuck’s sake ” Namjoon groaned and settled Jungkook slowly on the bed
“Good morning to you too....So can you both stop trying to screw each other for one second? I have a question to ask ” Jin said flatly
“No!! Get out. Who asked you to come in?” Namjoon frowned
“Hello..I live here...and the door was wide open" Jin added, walking in casually “I was looking for your omega..”
Jungkook flushed red as a cherry, still clinging to Namjoon like a startled puppy.
“What happened, hyung?” he asked, while trying to hide behind Namjoon’s shirt
“Can I come in?”
“No!!!" they said in unison.
Jin ignored them and leaned against the doorframe anyway “So. Jungkook. Does Yoongi like pastries for breakfast?”
“…What?” Jungkook blinked
“Pastries. Croissants. Danishes. Cinnamon twists. That sort of thing..”
“I… I don’t know” Jungkook said, confused
“Think..” Jin pressed “Like if someone were, say, getting him one. Is he into fruity stuff or just plain butter?”
“He likes tangerines, I think…”
“Perfect. I’ll get him an orange danish from Marigold Bakery then. They make the best. Anyway,” Jin said, already turning to leave, “go back to making babies. Sorry for interrupting.”
“Wait.." Namjoon said, narrowing his eyes “Why are you asking?”
“I’m picking him up from his hotel..” Jin turned around
“Since when?”
“Since I texted him last night. Why? You jealous?”
Namjoon scoffed, running a hand through his hair.There was a beat of stunned silence before Jin shrugged and left the room leaving Namjoon and Jungkook alone
“He’s what?” Namjoon asked sharply, glaring at Jungkook like it was somehow his fault.
Jungkook looked frozen “Is he seriously trying to flirt?”
“Might be..” Namjoon muttered “All these years of staying single, and that ass decides to go after the one person I can’t stand..”
Jungkook gave him a look.
“I mean...I don’t hate him ” Namjoon corrected, a little too fast “Can't stand means...I..I just… have complicated feelings or whatever...” he tried to downplay it making Jungkook roll his eyes
“You are very insufferable, you know that?” Jungkook sighed
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Yoongi bit into the pastry, chewing slowly savouring the tart and sweet taste of it. Jin glanced over as they stopped at a red light, to watch his reaction.
“So? How do you like it?” Jin asked
Yoongi hummed in approval “Hmm. Not bad. I usually skip breakfast. And I'm not really a sweets guy but…” He paused, holding the pastry like it was suddenly suspicious “I could get used to this. It’s actually really good...the orange flavour is so good..I love the taste of citrus !”
Jin grinned, looked satisfied. He leaned in without hesitation and brushed his thumb against the corner of Yoongi’s mouth, wiping away a bit of powdered sugar. The touch was light but enough to freeze Yoongi in place. His eyes widened comically but Jin choose to not comment on it
“And the coffee?” he asked, as if he hadn’t just short circuited the man beside him
Yoongi blinked, looking down at the cup in his hands. “Good..” he said finally “Smooth. Kinda… comforting..”
Jin’s smile widened “Great”
The light turned green and the car rolled forward. Yoongi stayed quiet, trying to refocus on the road ahead. But Jin’s calm confidence was still making him flustered in a quiet way. He couldn't even think straight for a second
“We are almost there..” Yoongi said when they began climbing a narrow road that curled up toward the hills
Jin nodded, eyes flicking to Yoongi again “You look good, by the way. I like what you did with your hair...”
Yoongi turned to him, raising a brow “Are you always this forward?”
“If I like someone ” Jin said easily “I don’t see the point in pretending...”
Yoongi let out a soft laugh, not quite knowing how to respond to that.. Jin wasn’t just being flirty ..there was something very matter-of-fact about it, like he had made peace with wanting what he wanted and wasn't afraid to say so
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They pulled up in front of the house soon. Jin parked the car smoothly, and Yoongi stepped out, stretching a little.
As Jin got out of the car, he nodded toward the small guesthouse beside the main building “Wanna visit my home?”
Yoongi blinked, caught off guard “Oh..yeah.
But..Jungkook?” he asked
“It’s fine” Jin waved it off “Namjoon’s still around. You’ve got time..Come on..”he said walking towards his home
Yoongi followed him slowly..“Mmm...so maybe it’s better I avoid Jungkook's alpha right... He’s not exactly comfortable around me, is he?”
Jin chuckled “Just a little. Maybe try not to breathe too close to Jungkook. You know how alphas are. Jealousy’s practically wired into their blood. You would know..especially when ex situationships are involved”
Yoongi sighed “So he knows about us?”
“Kind of..” Jin said, shrugging as they walked up the front steps “I guess he figured it out..”
“Shit" Yoongi cursed under his breath
“It’s okay..” Jin said lightly as he unlocked his door “Jungkook can manage him. Trust me. Anyway..” He turned, arms out as he pushed open the door “Welcome to my humble home...”
Yoongi stepped inside and looked around. The house had that lived in kind of warmth. Nothing too polished, but every detail felt intentional. Shelves with books and odd trinkets, framed photos, a couple of soft blankets draped across the back of the couch. It smelled like coffee and cedarwood
“This place is cozy ” Yoongi muttered, taking it all in “Has a really... homely vibe. And the view...damn. It’s fantastic...” he said as he looked out of Jin's patio door
Jin beamed “Wait till you see it at sunset"
"Wait, you have got a guitar?” Yoongi asked as he noticed a Guitar sitting in the corner of the living room like it was on display
Jin followed his gaze and chuckled “Yeah. Got it as a gift from an artist I liked..after a concert..You can check it out if you want to" he offered
“Oh. That’s cool " ayoongi walked toward it, fingers brushing the worn edge of the neck “I like this place. A lot...” he said taking a sip of his leftover coffee
“Wanna move in?” Jin deadpanned
Yoongi choked on his coffee and turned bright red “Excuse me?”
Jin just laughed “Kidding. Kind of..” he winked playfully
Yoongi shook his head, trying not to smile, but paused when his eyes landed on a framed photo on the shelf. A younger Jin stood beside a smaller, smiling man ... bright eyes, soft cheeks, their arms looped easily around each other. And he then noticed that there were many more photos of the same man all over the walls and the shelves.
Jin followed his gaze and fell quiet “Yeah. That’s Jimin. The... mate and husband...”
“You are mated?” Yoongi turned, looking surprised.
“Was..” Jin said softly “He passed away. Chronic illness. It’s... it’s a long story. I’ll tell you over dinner tonight...”
The room shifted with that one sentence. Yoongi’s teasing melted away, and his features softened “Shit. I’m sorry..”
“Don’t be..” Jin said, still smiling “It’s been a while.”
There was a quiet between them after that. Yoongi wasn't really sure about what to say next so he kept picking the sides of his coffee cup and Jin smiled seeing this.
“So..” he said, changing the subject gently “Do you play?”
Yoongi nodded. “Yeah, I do...My appa taught me when I was younger and I sort of developed an interest in it gradually "
“Wow!!...You’ll have to teach me then..” Jin smiled
“You never learned?”
“I did..” Jin said, dragging a stool out from under the kitchen counter.“Now I can’t seem to remember a single chord...” he clicked his tongue, faking disappointment
“You forgot it all ? Just like that?” Yoongi raised his brows
“Suddenly...” Jin shrugged “The effects of old age, you know...”
Yoongi bit his lip to keep from smiling “Right. Of course...”
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“Good morning ” Yoongi greeted quietly as he stepped into the kitchen, looking for Jungkook, followed by Jin
Namjoon who was having his breakfast, froze mid bite, spoon still in his mouth. He looked up, with his eyes slightly wide. Then, without saying anything, he stood and took his plate to the sink
“Morning..” he said finally, rinsing it under the tap
Yoongi glanced at Jin, who gave him a tiny shrug like, he is always like that, don’t mind him
Namjoon aggressively scrubbed his plate by the sink, half listening as Jungkook wandered in and started talking about something related to the notes Yoongi gave him yesterday. But halfway through his sentence, Jungkook noticed Namjoon still standing there, watching him a little too closely
“Can you not?” Jungkook muttered, stepping back
Namjoon blinked “Sorry.."
“Go away..” Jungkook added, barely hiding the edge in his voice
Namjoon didn’t argue. He just nodded and walked off quietly, drying his hands on a dish towel as he went
“Nice..” Jin quipped from the counter “He has started obeying you...”
Jungkook huffed, looking annoyed “Or he won’t get to be near me. It’s that simple..”
“Oops. Harsh!! Do it again” Jin grinned, not even pretending to be sorry
Jungkook chuckled lightly, glancing over at Yoongi "Did you have breakfast?”
Before Yoongi could open his mouth, Jin cut in “Yes, he did! I fed him well..” Jin said proudly, already tying on an apron “You two go ahead..do whatever it is that you plan on doing. I’ll get started on lunch”
Jungkook raised an eyebrow but smiled “Lunch already? You trying to impress him or something?”
Jin flicked Jungkook's forehead "Maybe I just like feeding people..Like I have been feeding you all these days..”
Jungkook gave a knowing smile but didn't say anything back
Jin turned to Yoongi, his eyes softening just a touch “Do you like seafood?”
Yoongi nodded, leaning back slightly against the kitchen counter “Yeah. I do...”
“Perfect” Jin said, with a little spark in his eyes as he reached for some spices in the shelf. “I’ve this recipe I wanted to try out. Takes a few hours of marination and prep work...but I sure it's gonna be awesome"
“I like seafood too” Jungkook added quickly, his bottom lip jutting out in an exaggerated pout as he leaned against the counter “You never made me this special dish..”
Jin didn’t even look up from what he was doing “That’s because you’ll eat anything that doesn’t bite you back, Jungkook..I can feed you just about anything...no need to work hard in the kitchen”
Yoongi huffed a laugh, clearly trying not to. Jungkook gasped, with one hand over his heart.
"Wow. So much disrespect under one roof”
“You’ll survive..” Jin said dryly
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“Is he angry at you? For meeting me ” Yoongi asked quietly, glancing over his cup during their tea break
Jungkook shrugged, leaned back against the bench in their backyard “He’s just being an alpha. I know how to manage him. Don’t worry. He is not dangerous.”
Yoongi smiled faintly and took another sip, his eyes watching Jungkook carefully
“What?” Jungkook raised a brow
“You talk about him so fondly..”
“What? No, I don’t...”
“You do!” Yoongi smiled softly
Jungkook looked away, tapping his cup against the table.
“The resentment’s less now, huh?” Yoongi asked
Jungkook didn’t answer, just drank from his cup.
Yoongi broke the silence first “He is still a very dangerous alpha, though. I mean… I’m kind of intimidated by him. He’s so big. And scary. Only you would look at him and say he isn’t ”
Jungkook rolled his eyes, leaning back with a soft huff “He just looks like that. He is a moron...Just big muscles"
Yoongi let out a soft chuckle “Maybe to you. I’m scared to even meet his eyes. His scent shifts when he sees me...like I’m some threat. It’s sharp. I don’t think he means to do it but… it’s there”
Jungkook didn’t answer right away. He just stared into his tea
“But with you..” Yoongi added gently “It’s different. His scent softens when you walk in. His whole face changes, actually. His eyes go all… quiet. Like he is trying to drink you in..it's cute"
Jungkook snorted “He just wants to get laid. That’s all this is. He is being agreeable now because he thinks it’ll get him somewhere..”
Yoongi nudged his knee under the table “Oh, come on. It’s not just that. Even you know it..”
Jungkook didn’t respond. Just shifted in his seat and looked away.
A brief pause settled between them, until Yoongi cleared his throat “Also I had to ask something to you...Is Jin… I mean...is he like this with everyone?”
Jungkook smirked and looked at him “You mean flirty? Cooking Michelin star dishes ? Driving back and forth? ”
Yoongi tilted his head thoughtfully. “Hmm. No, not just flirty. He is a bit… forward. And very overwhelming in this way where he knows exactly how he affects people. And he uses it..”
Jungkook’s expression softened a bit " I think he is being a little different with you. I don’t know much, but he hasn’t really tried dating in years... I don’t know what’s happening, but… he seems to like you.Which is strange because...”
“His husband?” Yoongi finished for him
“You know?”
“Yeah. He told me today..”
Jungkook nodded slowly “ Namjoon hyung looked surprised too..” he said quietly “I don’t think Jin hyung has really dated since… since he died.”
“Oh..” Yoongi murmured. “Maybe he’s not flirting, then. Maybe he is just… friendly.”
“Only you would know, hyung" Jungkook said, then added after a pause “But I do think he’s trying to court you. And you have my full support...”he smiled
Yoongi’s lips quirked
“Trust me ..he is the best hyung ever...” Jungkook added under his breath, almost like a confession “He deserves someone decent. So don’t run away..”
Yoongi smiled “I’m not going anywhere...”
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Namjoon was seated behind his desk,going through the quarterly reports.. He had barely touched his coffee when his phone vibrated, he ignored it at first..until he saw the name on the screen: Hyunsik. One of Jungkook's older brothers
Namjoon's brow furrowed deeper. It was unusual for someone from the Jeon family to call these days, especially Hyunsik who rarely reached out. Most of the updates had come through Youngseok, the eldest, and even those had been very businesslike.
He exhaled once through his nose before answering.
“Hyunsik ssi..” Namjoon greeted politely “Is everything alright? Any trouble with your creditors?”
A laugh rang out on the other end “Namjoon-ssi, no no. By your grace, everything’s much better now. We have paid off most of our debt...only a few more people . Our father is finally at peace. Even mother’s health is improving...The house hasn't been this happy in ages” He paused, voice slipping into something different “I was just calling to check in. And see how our little pup’s doing these days... You know he hasn't really called anyone since he left”
Namjoon’s jaw twitched. He may have understood what this was about “He is doing well...and I don't think what you told is true..he has been in contact with Hajoon.”
"Ohh!!" Hyunsik laughed again " Yes him and his stubborn head. Looks like he is still angry at us...but atleast it's good to know that he is doing well"
Namjoon hummed " Yes...he is focusing on finishing his studies now . He’s been catching up on the work he missed..”
“Ah, that boy…” Hyunsik hummed again “Always chasing something, huh? Couldn’t sit still even as a child. That degree obsession of his...” He gave another short laugh. “Honestly, he was born different. Too bold and too stubborn for the Jeons, if I’m being honest..But we have always tried to teach him the proper way ”
Namjoon didn’t respond..but he could feel something twisting inside his chest already
“Wild, even..” Hyunsik continued with a snort “My noona and omega used to say he needed taming. Says he’s gotten worse now… thinks a little too highly of himself these days.We saw how he behaved at your party. Talking back like that...so disrespectful. That’s not how we raised him..”
Namjoon took a deep breath to calm himself “He is finding himself.." he said quietly " He is still very young...and that’s part of growing up..”
“Is it?” Hyunsik’s tone lost its shine “Don’t encourage that behavior, Namjoon-ssi. He doesn’t need to go chasing things that aren’t meant for him. Someone like you… you should understand that. We taught him well. Discipline and obedience. He knows what it means to be a proper omega..”
Namjoon’s grip on the phone tightened.
“I heard about that friend of his...Yoongi, wasn’t it? Left everything behind to follow him? Tch. That’s the kind of nonsense you let slide?” Hyunsik clicked his tongue “I apologise for him if he caused you trouble. But don’t let Jungkook drag you around like that. You don’t have to give in to every whim just because he gets sad...”
Namjoon stayed silent.
Hyunsik wasn’t finished “I know how it is. You are an alpha. You want stability and a family. A mate who knows his place. We are all still bound by the same rules, aren’t we? But that boy...he doesn’t understand that. He needs reminding"
Namjoon’s other hand curled into a fist on his lap.
“Don’t let that sweet face fool you. He knows exactly what he is doing. If you don’t rein him in now, he’ll run wild. He may say he was ‘trapped’ here, but we never hurt him. He was safe. He was well kept...And it was the only right way ”
Namjoon could feel his restraint snapping finally...his voice dropped, colder than it had been the entire conversation “Being caged and watched like a prized animal is not the same as being safe..”
There was silence on the other end for a moment. Then Hyunsik’s voice came back...edged with some warning.
“I’m just saying… don’t forget that he can be reckless if he is allowed too much freedom. He wouldn't know what’s best for him. He still needs control. He always will.."
Namjoon let out a slow breath“Hyunsik-ssi, let me remind you of something we both know....” He paused “Once an omega is claimed, he becomes the alpha’s responsibility" His voice hardened to steel “So he is my omega now. And I am very well aware that he is mature enough to decide what's good and bad for him...So please don't worry about him anymore"
And just like that, he ended the call. With no goodbyes and no pleasantries
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That night, when Namjoon returned home, the weight of the conversation still pressed against his chest. But all of it melted the moment he walked into the bedroom
Jungkook was fast asleep, curled up in the middle of their bed. He was wearing Namjoon’s old hoodie, sleeves swallowed his hands, the hood barely clinging to his messy hair. One hand clutched the collar near his face, nose buried deep in the fabric like it was a lifeline. His scent ...the soft, mellow cherry blossoms floated in the air, it was delicate and unguarded...he was happy and Namjoon could sense it
And for someone accused of being wild and unruly, he looked so heartbreakingly gentle like this.
Namjoon stood at the doorway for a long moment, then quietly walked over, brushing a hand through Jungkook’s bangs.
Jungkook stirred a little, murmuring sleepily “Hyung…”
“No" Namjoon whispered. “Sleep...”
Jungkook gave a soft, trusting hum and nestled closer into the hoodie. That was all it took. He was asleep again in seconds. Namjoon didn’t say anything else. But as he curled up beside Jungkook, letting the boy tuck himself closer, he felt something unfamiliar bloom in his chest... a quiet, aching protectiveness that scared him more than anything.
Later, after Jungkook’s breathing had deepened again, Namjoon slipped out of bed and walked to the kitchen. His throat was dry, heart still pulled tight from the earlier conversation.
The door opened just as he poured himself a drink. Jin had just returned from hsi dinner with Yoongi, the faint smell of sake clinging to him..
“You good?” Jin asked, raising an eyebrow “Saw the light in the kitchen. You are usually out cold by now..”
Namjoon said nothing at first. Just handed Jin a glass of water
“Got a call today..” he finally said“One of Jungkook’s brothers...”
Jin’s eyes narrowed slightly. “Ohh!! Really? Why?”
Namjoon nodded “Yeah. Being a condescending bastard. As usual..I get why Jungkook hate that family”
Jin leaned against the counter, sippinng “It’s horrible how they treated him"
Namjoon scoffed “Called him reckless. Said he needs to be reminded of his place. That he was ‘taught better'..He kept saying Jungkook’s too much and too stubborn Like he is a problem that needs managing...What kind of brother is he?" He sighed
Jin gave him a long look. “Don’t you think there’s a bit of hypocrisy in that?”
Namjoon frowned. “What?”
“You did the same to Taehyung.”
“It’s not the same..” He protested
“It is. Potatoes and tomatoes...it’s the same mindset... You talked about omegas like they were meant to breed and behave. Remember Taehyung? How you lectured him about rules and omega behaviour when he left?”
Namjoon didn't reply. Just downed the rest of his drink.
"The old you would’ve agreed with Hyunsik in a heartbeat. You talked to the Jeon's like a total dickhead while you went to meet Jungkook.. remember!! You said you wanted a well tamed well behaved omega to continue your bloodline . I was terrified for Jungkook when you brought him home..” Jin continued “I thought you’d control him and try to fit him into your perfect little box of tradition. I was sure..if you ever pulled any stunts on him, I’d personally end you...But I guess you are feeling a bit different now, aren’t you?”
Namjoon didn’t answer.
“I told you this was deeper than you could imagine. But you..you always needed proof burned into your skin before you accepted anything . I know you are having a hard time with it. I don’t blame you. You have been buried under those old rules for so long you started mistaking them for your own thoughts..
“It’s fear for you..” Jin continued “You are scared of doing things differently. Of letting go. But look at you now...do you even recognize yourself anymore? I see the difference...he is changing you without even trying."
Namjoon looked down at his hands.
“I’m glad he is shaking you up a little..” Jin said “All those things you worshipped...it’s garbage. Maybe it worked once. Maybe in someone else’s world. But not in this one. I need you to come to terms with it. Slowly, sure. But do it. Stop fighting what’s already yours..” Jin reached out and gave his arm a gentle squeeze “You should call Taehyung. He and Hobi are doing good..Maybe you could learn a thing or two from them. All Tae did was choose a happy life. That’s all Jungkook’s asking for, too..”
Namjoon finally sighed. The kind that sounded more like surrender than relief.
“It’s alright. Don’t get too worked up..” Jin replied, leaning back again “I just love that you are finally taking it seriously. Honestly, I was scared you’d treat him like some side piece. But this bond?” Jin laughed “Watching it kick your ass is kind of fun..”
Namjoon shook his head “Enough about me.…So... you and that alpha....?”
Jin smirked “He has a name..”
Namjoon rolled his eyes “Didn’t know you were into alphas..”
Jin shrugged “I wasn’t. But then again, you were my only reference point. Hardly a great advertisement..”
Namjoon chuckled “Fair..”
“He is gentle..” Jin said quietly. “Smart. Kind. Doesn’t feel like he’s trying to dominate the room just by breathing. Maybe that’s why Jungkook felt safe around him...”
“He is also your type...”
Jin tilted his head “What? Cute and small?”
Namjoon gave him a knowing look
“Maybe..” Jin laughed “Let’s see how it goes. I’m not rushing anything. Just… letting it happen..”
“You are good at that.”
“I know..” Jin said, with a wink “I could charm a damn tree if I needed to..This is just a cute alpha..”
Namjoon laughed softly, the tension in his shoulders finally starting to ease
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Notes:
Please ignore all the mistakes:))
Chapter 19: One Step Back
Chapter Text
Namjoon and Jungkook ate quietly at the dining table, the clink of cutlery and low hum of voices from the kitchen filled the space between them. Jin and Yoongi were chatting near the kitchen sink, laughing and giggling in between. From the corner of his eye, Namjoon caught Jin leaning in under the pretense of wiping something off Yoongi’s face ...his fingers lingering on the alpha's cheek a little longer than necessary
Namjoon rolled his eyes and glanced at Jungkook, who was chewing on his food with that familiar little frown he always wore when he really liked the food. Which made Namjoon smile faintly “How’s your project going?” he asked, pouring water into both their glasses “Everything on track?”
Jungkook nodded, swallowing a mouthful of rice “Yeah… we made good progress. The paper was mostly done anyways...it just needed some revisions. I’m finishing that up now. After that, it’s just studying for exams..."
Namjoon hummed in approval, listening closely
“I’ll need to go back home to present it, though ” Jungkook added after a moment “And to take the exams. They have to be done in person...”
Namjoon went quiet, the last phone call with Hyunsik echoing in his mind. He didn’t want Jungkook anywhere near them...especially now taht they had some sort of argument about Jungkook. He remembered the one promise he had made when they got mated... Jungkook would never have to go back to that house again. It was the first and maybe the only thing Jungkook had really asked of him ever. And he intended to keep that promise.
“We can rent a place nearby.." Namjoon offered calmly “Somewhere close to campus. You don’t have to go home or inform anyone about this...Jin can go with you, help you with everything"
Jungkook looked up at him “You are not coming with me...are you busy?”
Namjoon paused “When are the dates?”
Jungkook tilted his head “Hmm....They haven’t told me yet. I’ll request them to schedule everything close together so I can finish it all in one trip"
Namjoon nodded slowly “Alright. Once we know, I’ll check my schedule"
Jungkook hesitated before speaking again, his voice turning softer “I’d feel safer if you are there with me. I’m scared my brothers might try to see me if they know. And I just… I don’t want to deal with them. They are pretty scared of you , so they wouldn't dare to mess with you for sure"
Namjoon’s eyes softened, his hand brushed lightly against Jungkook’s under the table
“I get it..” he said quietly “I’ll try to be there..”
Jungkook gave a small nod, but the tension in his shoulders didn’t fully ease “I really want to see Hajoon hyung though... I’ve missed him. He must be showing well by now…”
Namjoon gave a small smile “Maybe we can reach out through his alpha. He is not like the others, right? He might be willing to meet somewhere discreet...”
Jungkook didn’t respond at first, but eventually nodded, this time more to himself than to Namjoon “Yeah… maybe”
“And I’ve got a business trip coming up soon..” Namjoon said, setting down his glass. “I forgot to tell you about it. I'll be gone for a few days... a week at most”
Jungkook stilled suddenly. He chewed slower now, swallowing with some effort. He had expected something like this...Namjoon always had work. He knew how busy he was most days and for most of his life, Jungkook hadn’t minded being alone. He even craved for being left alone since he lived in a home that didn't allow him any dor of privacy . But now, even though he had gone into the whole mating thing expecting to feel distant and untouched by it like always...it wasn’t exactly turning out that way. With Namjoon’s trip coming up and his own visit back home, he wasn’t sure how long they’d be apart… and that thought didn’t sit well with him anymore
His cherry blossom scent wilted slightly
"You are not taking him with you?” Jin asked as he returned to the table, setting down a fresh bowl of rice
“He has exams..” Namjoon replied without looking up. “And presentations. He should stay focused...”
“But your trip’s later, isn’t it?” Jin pressed “He could just go sightseeing or something while he is there...better than leaving him here alone, right?”
Jungkook licked his lips and glanced up at Namjoon, looking hopeful
Namjoon sighed “Yeah, but it’s not a vacation. It’s back-to-back meetings...investor calls, financial reviews. I’ll barely have time to go out or even eat. You know how it usually is. He’d be bored out of his mind... just stuck in the hotel. And I'm not going to trust him with anyone I don't know... neither am I going to let him wander in a new city all alone"
Jungkook's face fell once again
“Ohh... sounds thrilling..” Jin said with a sly smile. “Finance meetings. Love that for you... Going alone?”
Namjoon shot him a flat look “No. Taking the team. Why?”
“Nothing..” Jin said, his grin widening “Just... you used to whine about financial strategy meetings. Now you seem to enjoy them. Any particular reason? Or... particular someone?”
Namjoon froze for a moment, caught off guard by Jin’s sudden teasing. His eyes flicked to Jungkook, then back to Jin, as he saw a flicker of confusion cross his mate’s face. He quickly cleared his throat, trying to shake off the awkwardness tightening in his chest“I... I’m not!” he muttered, frowning “I don’t like them. Obviously. They are just... necessary. So I deal with it...”
“Mm..hmm..” Jin shrugged,looking very much entertained by Namjoon’s discomfort
Namjoon gave him a pointed look but didn’t bother responding. Instead, he turned away and reached for his water, and took a long sip of cold water to calm himself.. The heat crawling up his neck had nothing to do with the temperature... and everything to do with Jin’s knowing smirk. He always knew how to stir things up...especially when it wasn’t needed
After a while he turned back to Jungkook“By the way..” he said gently “ when’s your next heat expected? If it overlaps with my trip, I’ll need to make arrangements in advance..”
Jungkook blinked, suddenly caught off guard by the question.He still hadn’t made up his mind about spending his next heat with Namjoon. The thought alone made his pulse race. Part of him ached for it ...the idea of being close to his mate, of letting go completely in the safety of his arms. But the other part…the part that kept him awake at night…he knew it might trigger Namjoon’s rut..and he had never experienced being with an alpha in rut..And there was the bigger truth he buried...ruts and heats carried risks..it could lead to a pregnancy, most probably. He hadn’t yet talked to Namjoon about it..also he wasn't sure what he wanted anymore. He wasn't sure he hated Namjoon like he thought he would...and he wasn't sure if it's just the bond messing with his head either.
“It hasn’t come yet?” The voice snapped him out of his thoughts. Yoongi had just walked in, carrying a dessert tray full of dark chocolate brownies.
“Wasn’t it due last month?” he asked, with genuine concern.
Everything froze suddenly.Jungkook’s head shot up, his wide eyes locked on Yoongi in a silent, almost desperate plea... To beg him to stop talking.... But the words had already left Yoongi’s mouth and he realized too late what he had done. He bit his lip, but the damage was done.
Namjoon had gone completely still.His posture stiffened and Jungkook could feel the change in the air... the alpha suddenly looked bigger somehow...he was almost towering over everyone without moving an inch. And Yoongi who was noticeably smaller in stature despite his subgender, seemed to shrink even further
Namjoon’s head turned slowly, his gaze locking on Yoongi. His jaw was tight, and the eyes carried something fierce. His scent spiked in the air ...it was sharp, tense… almost threatening.
“Hyung…” Jungkook reached across the table, his hand brushing Namjoon’s arm in a gentle attempt to calm him. But ut barely did anything.
Yoongi gulped down, “I.. I’m suddenly not feeling well...” he blurted out...already stepping back a little “I...Need… some air” His laughed nervously “Real stuffy in here…”
Namjoon didn’t speak. He simply set his chopsticks down, his tongue pressing against the inside of his cheek. His eyes were blazing now, even though his body barely moved from the place he was sitting.
Jin broke the tension with a short laugh, and reached over to pat Namjoon’s arm “Relax. Don’t kill the man. Sit your ass down… and Yoongi...go ahead. I'll bring dessert out to the patio.”
Yoongi nodded quickly and disappeared, faster than either of them could respond
Jungkook let out a soft sigh, feeling relieved that Yoongi was safely out of Namjoon’s reach. But the alpha’s eyes still lingered on the doorway he had left through...and his body posture was still screaming anger and jealousy
“Actually...It was supposed to come ” Jungkook said finally, hoping to distract him “But it didn’t. I was thinking… maybe I should see a doctor about it...”
“Mating bonds can mess up heat cycles the first few times,” Jin said casually as he grabbed a plate, scooping generous portions of brownies and ice cream onto it. “Jimin had two back to back after we mated… It’s probably something like that..”
Namjoon gave a small nod “Still,we’ll get it checked. And with your finals and submissions coming up, I think you should go on heat suppressants temporarily. You can’t afford to be distracted. What do you think?”
Jungkook hesitated for only a moment before nodding “Okay..”
“I’ll come with you to the clinic tomorrow"
Jungkook hummed in acknowledgment
Jin exhaled loudly and stood up carrying the dessert bowl in one hand “I’ll take this to Yoongi. You two finish up and clean here, alright? If I see dirty dishes in the sink tomorrow morning, I swear I’ll whoop your asses. Both of you.." he warned , before disappearinh down the hall, humming a tune in his lips.
They ate in silence for a few minutes.But, Namjoon’s gaze kept going back to Jungkook ...his mind was still reeling from that talk with Hyunsik , eventhough it's been a few days since that happened..He really didn't want Jungkook to know about it too. He finally cleared his throat to invite his attention
“I’m not pressuring you ” he said quietly.
Jungkook looked up, meeting his eyes.
“But I want you to do well in these exams..” Namjoon continued “Finish your project strong. I know Yoongi’s helped a lot, but if you need extra guidance… I can arrange that. Whatever you need..”
Jungkook blinked at him, confusion flickering across his face “Huh?”
Namjoon gave a faint shake of his head “No, just… do well. Don’t let anyone ever say you can’t, or that it doesn’t matter. And don’t you ever think any less of yourself"
“Did something happen?” Jungkook asked, searching his face.
Namjoon met his gaze and shook his head again “And… about what you want after this...whether you want to stay home, or study more...I’ll help you prepare for it. Whatever you decide.”
“I haven’t really thought about it ” Jungkook admitted honestly
“That’s okay!" Namjoon said softly “Take your time. No rush. But next time… don’t hesitate to talk to me about it..”
Jungkook felt heat stir in his chest, a small smile tugging at his lips as his scent shifted
“What?” Namjoon asked, narrowing his eyes slightly
“You are different today..” Jungkook said, tilting his head. “Talking like this… it feels like a different person from the one who used to knock down everything I did. So… does this mean I can go out alone without Jin hyung trailing behind me?”
Namjoon’s gaze lingered on him for a moment longer than necessary before he finally looked away, grabbing his plate and rising from his seat “Go back to your room if you are done… and finish your work. It’s already late..”
He didn’t look at Jungkook as he spoke.Jungkook pouted in response as he stood up, he carried his bowl to the counter before heading toward his room...but it only earned him the faintest twitch of a smile from Namjoon’s lips.
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Jin stepped out into the cold night, the chill immediately brushing against his skin.He glanced around the patio, expecting to see Yoongi there ... but it was empty. He spotted him instead in the backyard, under one of the soft garden lights. He sat alone on the bench, hands tucked into his sleeves, head tipped back to watch the stars and the silver moon above
He almost looked so ethereal like that and for a moment Jin just stood there, watching him in the quiet
Then he walked over, the sound of his footsteps crunching lightly against the gravel.
“I should learn to shut my mouth” Yoongi muttered when he heard the footsteps. He didn't need to look to know who it was.
Jin’s lips curved into a smile “Yeah..” he said, dropping down beside him without asking “That was a totally unnecessary comment..”
Yoongi huffed a quiet laugh, but his eyes stayed on the sky.
“I just… said it out of habit. You know? Shit. Your brother probably went back to hating me...”
“Oh, he’s never gonna like you...” Jin chuckled “Trust me...But… he’ll try to act normal around you. He’ll stay calm for Jungkook. That's the best he could do in this case”
Yoongi’s shoulders shifted in a little shrug “Damn!!. I mean… anyone would do the same."
Jin tilted his head, studying him. “But you are cute when you get embarrassed...”
Yoongi let out a scoff. “You just say anything.."
Even so… Jin noticed the faint red creeping over the curve of his cheekbones.
“See? Cute..” Jin repeated. He then scooped up a spoonful of warm brownie and melting ice cream, and held it out toward him.
Yoongi eyed it, then at Jin. He hesitated at first. Then he leaned forward and took it from the spoon. His cheeks deepened in color under Jin’s watchful gaze
“Hmm..It’s good ” Yoongi said nodding in approval “You are really good at cooking… and baking too, I guess..”
“I know!” Jin smiled, watching the tip of Yoongi’s tongue dart out to catch the chocolate at the corner of his mouth
Yoongi smiled back and something about that and the place they were in softened something in Jin. He leaned in with quiet confidence, closing the space between thm...his lips finding Yoongi’s in a soft yet warm kiss..Yoongi’s lips part slightly under the pressure and Jin took advantage of that space, drawing the alpha's lower lip between his own, holding it there for a beat before letting it slide free.
The sweet scent of blood orange filled the night air
When they pulled back, Yoongi let out a slow breath… then another. His eyes closed for a second, like he needed to steady himself.
“…Are you flirting with me?” he asked once he was able to calm his racing heart
Jin tilted his head, smiling “What do you think?”
Yoongi hesitated, his gaze flicking away “Can I ask… what your intentions are?”
Jin blinked at that, biting his lip, studying the way Yoongi was looking at him ...it was like he was still unsure, like he was weighing every word “Hmmm… is it the widower thing? Does that scare you off?” he asked
“God, no. It’s not that ” Yoongi said quickly “It’s just… you are Jungkook’s brother-in-law. So everything about this is already messy. And I’m going back home in a week. We might never even see each other again. I just… I don’t know what this could be. Beyond a hookup, maybe. And I’m not sure I want something like that " He glanced away for a second, then back at Jin “I used to do that ... hookups, and casual things. I’m not a saint. But these days… I don’t think I’m into that. I’ve never actually been in a serious relationship. And I think… now I need that. And I’m pretty sure you’re not the type to sleep around either.”
Jin exhaled slowly, shaking his head “I haven’t touched anyone since Jimin..”
The air stilled between them suddenly. They sat in silence for a moment, the faint sound of leaves rustling in the wind filling the space
“So… what do we do with this?” Yoongi asked, finally looking back at him.
Jin gave a little shrug, glancing down at the dessert melting away in his hands. “We probably don’t start something we can’t finish. Is that what you are saying?”
Yoongi nodded slowly “I wish there was a way for us to make this work. I mean… I’m obviously intrigued by you. But…” he trailed off
Jin was silent for a while..staring into the dark night before him...but soon, his mouth quirked into the faintest smile as his eyes drifted toward the warm glow of the garden lights “If only we could find a way…” He clicked his tongue
Yoongi didn’t know why… but something in Jin’s tone made him feel flutters in his stomach, just a little.
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Jungkook was hunched over his laptop at the table in their room when Namjoon came in, carrying the faint scent of coffee with him. He just wrapped up a late video call with some foreign investors and was planning to go back to finish off some leftover work after a shower , but instead of heading straight for the bathroom, he stopped behind Jungkook, his eyes flicking to the document on the screen
The omega's brows were knit tight, his fingers moving fast over the keys. Beside him, his notebook lay open, which was filled with notes and doodles.
Namjoon set a hand on the back of Jungkook’s chair and leaned over “Wait…” His voice was low and he tapped the screen lightly “This section...it seems a bit off. I feel like you are repeating the same point in slightly different words. You could look into it and make it sharper I think”
Jungkook glanced up briefly “So… cut it down?”
“Not just cut..” Namjoon said, his hand brushing Jungkook’s as he pointed again “ Right now it jumps from one point to the next too quickly. Try making it flow more, like you’re telling a story instead of just listing things.”
Jungkook nodded, and started making the edit, but the alpha didn’t move away. His warmth lingered at his back, his enticing scent mixed with the earthy trace of coffee.
“Actually…” Namjoon leaned in a little more, reaching over to scroll. His chest pressed lightly against Jungkook’s shoulder “Here....this earlier paragraph? The way you wrote this here... That balance is what you want to keep.”
Jungkook only half-heard the words now, his focus slipping as Namjoon’s voice settled low in his ear. The alpha was so close it felt like the air around the desk had shrunk . Jungkook blinked at the screen, trying to hold onto his train of thought, but with Namjoon practically leaning over him, the lines of his report were starting to blur into something else entirely. And before he knew it, his scent began shifting to something very "inappropriate"
“You okay?” Namjoon asked, catching the shift
Jungkook cleared his throat “Y..Yeah. Just…”
“What?”
“You’re kind of… distracting ”
Namjoon’s mouth curved into a smile “I’m trying to help..”
“Yeah, but not in the way that makes me want to work" he chuckled sheepishly
Namjoon sighed, but he didn’t move back. His eyes narrowed slightly, the corners of his mouth curling like he knew exactly what he was doing “You are so…”
Jungkook smirked, leaning back just a little , like a brat “So what?”
Namjoon tilted his head, leaning in until their faces were almost touching “So easy to get worked up..”
Jungkook’s mouth fell open in disbelief “Wow. Victim blaming...You should be ashamed of yourself. I’m the innocent one here "
Namjoon hummed like he didn’t believe it for a second “Mm. Sure...” he scoffed
“Then stop looking at me like that..”
“Like what?”
“Like you want to bend me over this table...”
Namjoon let out a soft laugh through his nose “Stop fantasizing and do your work, Jungkook..”
Jungkook narrowed his eyes, but before he could throw something back, Namjoon straightened and stepped away. “Actually… I’m gonna take a shower and work in the other room. Don’t get too lonely...okay!”
Jungkook sat frozen for a moment, blinking, fully aware the alpha had just played him ... and that it had worked
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Namjoon sat alone in the guest room, laptop open in front of him. He was supposed to be finishing some pending work but somewhere between files, an old photo folder popped up. And from that, Taehyung’s face stared back at him. Namjoon’s chest tightened instantly. It’s been so long since he had allowed himself to think about Taheyung… and all he could think was if Tae was here, he would have adored Jungkook, spoiled him, treated him like his baby just because he could.
Before he realised, he was already on Taehyung’s social media, scrolling through it. And he realised that everything Jin had previously told him were truth...Tae was happy....pictures of him laughing with Hoseok, their arms slung around each other in candid shots. Sunlit hikes, blurry coffee shop pictures they’d clearly taken of each other, concerts pictures. He even found an article linked right there ... about Tae’s latest research study, praising his work and his team
For a long moment, Namjoon just stared at the screen. Then, slowly, he shut the laptop. He set it aside and lay back, staring at the ceiling, feeling that familiar, hollow ache inside him. For some reason all he could see was Taehyung’s defeated expression, the shouting, the sharp words they said to eachother, the way his face had looked when he walked out of the house for the last time. The way Jin’s anger towards him was so bad that he refused to speak to him for weeks. Years had passed, but Namjoon could still see it like it was yesterday. Back then he had been so sure he was right... But now… now he wasn’t sure at all.
The door opened softly. Even before he looked, he could feel the scent of his omega in the room. Jungkook slipped under the blanket without a word, fitting himself into Namjoon’s arms and holding on tight.
“What is it?” Namjoon asked quietly " Are you okay?"
“It feels weird without you” Jungkook murmured against his skin “Are you okay? Your scent is… off. I could feel it...”
Namjoon exhaled “Just…stressed about some stuff in the company.”
Jungkook pulled back a little to search his face in the dim light “You always say that. Why are you always so worried? Isn’t this your company? Shouldn’t it be easier?..”
Namjoon smiled “That makes it tougher. It’s a big job...Your family had a business too...So you understand this!!”
Jungkook sighed “They went broke when I was a kid..And I had a whole team of brothers who made sure I never understood stuff like this… remember?” He scoffed "The prized possession- the obedient , well raised omega you bid on? Yeah ... that was the result of keeping me an idiot...”
Namjoon stilled at that comment. Something in his chest twisted painfully hearing Jungkook refer himself like that.
“I don’t really get it...” Jungkook continued “but… maybe you could teach me some things. Then I could work with you..”
Namjoon’s gaze softened “You’d like that?”
Jungkook shrugged “I don't know....but nothing huge… just enough to take some of the weight off you..So you could sleep a little better.”
Namjoon licked his lips, his eyes stung for some reason hearing him say that “…Maybe,” he whispered after a pause
Jungkook yawned, but his arms didn’t loosen “Anyway, I’m sleeping here tonight. Don’t say no...I don't want to walk back to our room”
Namjoon raised an eyebrow
“Hmm..Not because I want to..” Jungkook added quickly, though the warmth in his voice gave him away. “But if I’m not near you when you are like this, I won’t be able to sleep. It’s weird… feeling like this...”And he tucked himself closer, keeping his head under Namjoon’s chin...his nose buried to the alpha's scent glands. Namjoon stayed still, staring into the dark, not sure what to do with the storm brewing in his chest .... the ache of everything from the past and the quiet comfort of someone who refused to let him suffer it alone..it was strange , feeling all that together. In the past, he had always managed these things by himself. It had always been easier for him to just shut off anything that was distracting him from work… until now.
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Namjoon came down the stairs the next morning, already dressed for the office. The smell of warm food and coffee drifted up from the kitchen, pulling him toward it. He heard the sound of familiar laughter from the kitchen as he walked towards there.
Jungkook was at the stove, hair still messy from sleep, his oversized pajama shirt slipping off one shoulder. He had the sleeves rolled up, exposing his forearms . Beside him, Jin was slicing vegetables, while telling some silly story that made Jungkook laugh
“…and then he tripped over the cat!” Jin burst out, his loud laughter ringing through the kitchen
Jungkook snorted, covering his mouth “Hyung, stop, I’m going to burn this!”
They didn’t notice Namjoon at first. He stood there for a second, just watching Jungkook, all happy and smiling. It wasn’t supposed to make him feel the way it did .It should’ve been comforting...but it wasn’t. Instead, something twisted sharply in his chest, an ache he didn’t want to name.
Jin looked over as he noticed Namjoon standing there silently “Oh, you are here. Come on, breakfast’s almost ready..”
Jungkook turned with a bright smile, lifting an earthen bowl “Look, I made your favourite .. gyeran-jjim ”
Namjoon took a deep breath and shook his head, buttoning up his jacket “I have to head out. Something urgent came up..”
Jungkook frowned “But… I made this for you..”
“I know..” Namjoon said quietly “Sorry… another time...my driver is already here..” And before either of them could say more, he was gone
Jungkook stared at the doorway, the happiness from earlier already fading. He turned back to the stove, his shoulders dropping in defeat “Guess I’ll just throw this away then…” he muttered, mostly to himself
Jin set the knife down and came over. He kept a comforting hand on Jungkook's shoulder “Hey… it’s not what you think..”
“Then what is it?”
Jin sighed “Probably stress from work..”
Jungkook still looked unconvinced “Feels like it’s about me. Everyone says he likes me or whatever, but it doesn’t feel like it. One moment he’s nice, the next he just…” He trailed off, shaking his head
Jin gave a small smile and squeezed his shoulder “You are not any less, kid. You lash out at him for no reason too, remember?”
Jungkook pouted in response making Jin chuckle . He patted his back “Now…don't throw it away...more food for us” He winked, making Jungkook roll his eyes despite himself.
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Namjoon sat in the back of the car as it rolled through the waking city. The traffic hadn’t built yet since it was still pretty early .
He stared down at the phone in his lap, then caught his own reflection in the tinted window. He could still see Jungkook’s hopeful face in his mind and the way it fell when he walked out abruptly. His chest felt heavy, like he was carrying something he couldn’t set down. He didn’t even know what exactly he was running from. But even thinking about his feelings made his throat tighten . So instead, he told himself it was better this way. Better to be busy. Better to keep moving.
Only… that the hollow feeling in his chest didn’t agree.
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Namjoon had just finished a call when a knock came at his office door
"Insu is here with the final proposal,” Doyun announced from the doorway, peeking his head in.
Namjoon didn’t look up from his computer “Let him in..”
The door opened soon, and Insu stepped inside...his deceptively sweet caramel scent wafting into the room. It immediately invited Namjoon's attention, making him look up from the computer
But his shoulders stiffened almost instantly at the sight of the omega. That polished look, that suggestive smile...they hadn’t changed, not even after all this time, not even after they had ended things for good . He had every reason to fire Insu after their last private conversation they had, but the omega was too valuable to the company...one of his top finance officers, overseeing the most prestigious multi million dollar projects and letting him go without a replacement would create consequences Namjoon couldn’t afford right now
Still… the sight of him made Namjoon’s jaw tighten. The way he talked about Jungkook still reeled his mind...it was like a bitter taste in his mouth.
“I wanted to go over the figures before the trip” Insu said. He set a thick file on the desh softly " Some final adjustments before we lock the budget..I need you to sign on it.”
Namjoon opened the file, and began scanning the document before nodding " I 'll send it back by evening. But, you could’ve sent this by e-mail. No need to come all the way here"
“I could have..” Insu agreed, stepping closer “But some things are better discussed in person..Don't you think?!.”
Namjoon didn’t look up. He noticed the way the omega leaned a hand on the edge of the desk, looking pretty casual.. as if he was claiming the space. And Namjoon knew exactly why Jin had been snarky about this earlier. Jin had never liked Insu and Namjoon couldn’t blame him. There was something about the omega that always felt calculated.
“So… how’s your omega?” he asked suddenly
Namjoon’s pen paused over the page “ Are you here to discuss work or my personal life?" he asked sharply
“Mmmhmm....” The hum was almost a purr “I’m excited about the trip… it’s been a while since we have gone anywhere outside the office. By the way....” Insu’s lips curved...“ does he know you are traveling with me?”
Namjoon’s grip on the pen tightened “Yes. He does..”
“That’s nice..” Insu said smoothly “We wouldn’t want any doubts forming in his mind, would we? I have heard a talk around the office… that he’s quite territorial.”
Namjoon lifted his gaze. The silence stretched for a beat before he shut the file with a deliberate snap “We are done here. If there’s anything else, my assistant will inform yours. Now… get back to work. I’m not paying you to stand here and worry about my husband or his personality ”
Insu straightened slowly...but his smirk never faded. He then turned and strolled out as if he had achieved exactly what he came for. The sound of his shoes echoed against the polished floor..his caramel scent still lingered faintly in the air even after the door shut.
Namjoon leaned back in his chair, staring at the closed door for a long moment. The thought crossed his mind—again...he might really need to fire him. It would be the best option considering everything. His gaze drifted to the window that have him a good view of the city skyline. He wondered if he should mention this to Jungkook. After all, he had given the omega a hard time about Yoongi....and Yoongi, for all his flaws, had been a decent alpha. Not like Insu. Not someone who were carrying bitterness inside. And with this upcoming trip , he was sure he may need to handle more of his antics.
Namjoon exhaled slowly and turned back to his work.
"Maybe later...after Jungkook is free from the stress of his studies " He thought
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Chapter 20: His Omega's Rage
Notes:
(See the end of the chapter for notes.)
Chapter Text
Jungkook was about to serve another scoop of rice into Yoongi's bowl when it emptied, but Namjoon's sharp stare caught him mid-motion. Jungkook froze, his nose twitching as he picked up the displeasure rolling off the alpha's scent. His hand retreated instantly
"Ahh...I...I'll take it myself.." Yoongi chuckled, trying to lighten the air, looking a little sheepish as he scooped his own rice. He avoided Namjoon's eyes, which were trying to burn holes through his skull.
Jin's jaw clenched as he watched the exchange. He set his chopsticks down with a click "I swear, Joon, one day I'm going to turn the hose on you..."
Namjoon looked up, his brows furrowed "What? I didn't even say anything..."
"You don't have to say anything!" Jin shot back "It's enough that you look at him like you want to kill him...it's been weeks. Just give up already!!" He jabbed a finger toward Yoongi.
"I just looked!" Namjoon threw his hands up "What, is this not my house? Am I not allowed to look wherever I want?"
"Are you five? Do you even hear yourself?" Jin's tone sharpened, his eyes narrowing "Here I was thinking maybe you'd finally grow some sense after getting a mate, but apparently all it did was make you lose the last brain cell you had left."
Namjoon blinked, visibly offended by Jin questioning his intellect "Excuse me? I graduated when I was seventeen. I run a global corporation..."
"Yeah, yeah!!" Jin waved his chopsticks dismissively "Kim Namjoon, the great world leader, master of the universe. And yet here you are glaring at people across the dinner table like a toddler who won't share toys "
Yoongi, who was quietly chewing, slipped a hand under the table to squeeze Jin's fingers...like a silent plea to let it go. But Jin wasn't finished talking.
"No, I'm serious..." Jin pressed, leaning forward "You won't even let that kid breathe.." He tilted his head toward Jungkook "Don't go here, don't look there, don't talk to anyone...you are always making stupid rules for him. And meanwhile you do whatever you want..."
Jungkook's chopsticks hovered over his plate, wide eyes darting between them. He wasn't really sure what was happening anymore. He had never really seen Jin this angry or irritated before.
Namjoon stiffened "That's not fair. I'm just..."
"Protective?" Jin cut in, voice dripping with scorn. "Obsessive is more like it. Have you even apologized to him? For the way you have been acting these past few days?"
Namjoon frowned, feeling more defensive "What do you mean? I didn't do anything..."
"Exactly!!" Jin's voice cracked "You have been living at the office, ignoring his calls, barely talking to him. Do you even remember he's your mate, or should I print it out, laminate it and tape it to your stupid work desk that you are apparently married to?"
Namjoon's jaw tightened "I've just been busy...you know it's the time for the quaterly reviews... " He looked down at his rice, suddenly looking very interested in it.
"Busy!? " Jin scoffed "And then you come home only to terrorize him for breathing near Yoongi? Meanwhile..." Jin stopped himself, teeth clicking together as he swallowed the rest "Don't make me say things I don't want to say, Namjoon!" he warned
"Hyung..." Namjoon's voice cracked
"Ohh...don't 'hyung' me!" Jin glared at him "Don't start slipping back into being that jerk again. I won't sit quietly watching you mess with him. I'm serious this time!"
Namjoon's fists curled under the table. His throat bobbed "I'm not trying to..."
"Then what are you trying to do?" Jin snapped. And cut him off before he could complete the sentance "Because right now all I see is you hurting him "
The silence that followed was heavy and suffocating. Jungkook's hands trembled slightly as he set his chopsticks down, unsure whether to speak or keep pretending to eat. Namjoon's eyes flicked once more toward Yoongi and Jin immediately caught it, he huffed in anger
"Enough!!" Jin said at last, slamming his spoon down for emphasis "Stop glaring at Yoongi, stop ignoring your mate, and eat the damn food. And finish everything...because I'm not packing leftovers into the fridge again!!"
The table went dead quiet once again. Namjoon said nothing more, he began chewing stiffly, shoulders feelings rigid as stone... but inside he felt the weight of Jin's words pressing down on him. He wasn't ignoring Jungkook out of neglect...infact every moment apart from the omega was its own kind of ache. But the truth was, he was drowning in the sheer intensity of his feelings, he felt so overwhelmed that pulling away felt safer than facing them. And yet, when his gaze caught the flicker of hurt in Jungkook's eyes as Jin was scolding him , guilt twisted deep in his chest...because he was certain he was causing the younger more pain than he could ever admit....though his pride still forced him into silence.
As they continued eating , Yoongi looked at Jin once again...with a quiet admiration glimmering in his eyes. The way Jin went head-to-head with Namjoon..he was so fearless and unrelenting...it was magnetic. He never thought he'd see the powerful alpha silenced like this by a beta. But then he remembered how Jungkook said how Jin ran the house eventhough Namjoon thought otherwise.And watching this play out, Yoongi realized it wasn't an exaggeration.
He raised his brows slightly, catching himself staring too long at Jin. He ducked his head and went back to his bowl, pretending not to smile.
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The air at the table slowly settled, the earlier tension melted away, and Jin was the first to break the silence again.
"So, Yoongi.." he said casually, reaching across to drop another spoonful of stew into Jungkook's bowl , pretending as if he wasn't just yelling at Namjoon moments ago "...you said you are looking for a job... something permanent, right?"
Yoongi blinked, caught off guard by the sudden question "Uh... yeah!"
"You are a lit major?" Jin asked around a mouthful of rice.
"Literature and linguistics, yeah..."
Jin hummed thoughtfully, like it was the most ordinary conversation in the world "You've got teaching experience, right?"
"Mostly temp jobs" Yoongi said, rubbing the back of his neck "A year and a half... but yes.."
Jin set his chopsticks down, eyes narrowing just slightly as if the matter was already decided "Good enough. There's a vacancy at a high school I know here . They need someone immediately. You should call them..I'll send you their number "
Yoongi straightened in his seat, surprise flashing across his face "Really? Here?? Oh-wow..."
Jin gave a small nod, looking calm as usual "I mean, you don't mind moving here, right? I know it's a bit far from home... but it's a good opportunity. Don't let it pass. You know how tough the job market is right now"
Namjoon stopped eating altogether. He leaned back slowly, staring at them with his eyebrows raised so high, it nearly disappeared into his hairline
"...Are we just... pretending this is normal?" he asked Jungkook discreetly. And the omega had no answer to that
Yoongi felt his face heat up, heart thumping harder than he wanted to admit. Jin was far too casual about this...as if pulling teaching jobs out of thin air was nothing...but Yoongi couldn't shake the feeling the elder had more to do about this than he was letting on
"But... I don't even have my certificates or any papers with me.." Yoongi stammered, rubbing the back of his neck "I only have soft copies...in my laptop"
"Then send the soft copies" Jin replied smoothly, reaching for his water like this was the most ordinary conversation in the world "The rest can wait. Actually, don't stress about it much...If you want the job, it's yours" he shrugged
Across the table, both Jungkook and Namjoon had frozen, staring at Jin. Namjoon's brows were knitted together in judgement, while Jungkook's mouth, on the other hand, had fallen open in disbelief, his chopsticks hanging uselessly in his fingers as though he'd just witnessed sorcery
Yoongi choked on his water "Wait...what? Don't they have interviews? Some kind of process? How can they just giveaway a job.." he laughed nervously
"Not really...No process necessary...I guess they are cool like that..." Jin waved a hand dismissively.
"That's... strange. Hmm..." Yoongi's brows furrowed as he set his spoon down "What school is this?"
Jin leaned back " Daehan Academy "
Jungkook's head snapped up, eyes widening. "Wait...that one?Where have I heard of it..." His voice dropped to a whisper, more to himself than anyone else
Namjoon let out a short snort "Of course," he muttered under his breath, the corner of his mouth curling in half a smirk "That's Suyoung noona's family 's school.. she is your sister-in-law!!
"Yes. So?" Jin looked perfectly unbothered. And Yoongi was sitting there frozen, he honestly had no idea how to react to this information.
"It's the middle of the school year..." Namjoon pointed out
"And?" Jin countered flatly
"Do you get why I'm asking all this?" Namjoon crossed his arms , shaking his head slowly
"A teacher quit suddenly..." Jin explained, pulling out a folded paper from somewhere and sliding it across the table like he had been expecting this Q&A session
Namjoon , peeled into the contents of the paper and let out a low, skeptical laugh... "Wow!! How...Convenient..." he tilted his head
"Do you have a problem with me , Kim Namjoon?" Jin's eyes sharpened instantly
"Nope" Namjoon muttered, leaning back. He knew better than to argue when Jin used that tone
Jin smirked and looked back at Yoongi, smiling " Have you seen the salary package , Yoongi"
Yoongi nodded, picked up the paper and scanned it....and his eyes widened comically "Oh lord... car and housing allowance too? On top of all that....Whoa..."he mumbled in disbelief, seeing the number of zeros printed on that paper.
"Told you.." Jin smirked " It's one of the best schools in this place...They pay very well"
"Are you sure they'd be okay with me just stepping in? This is... kind of amazing, considering..." Yoongi trailed off, still dazed
"Positive. You can start next month . We'll move your stuff when we go home for Jungkook's exams. You can come back and start on the lesson plans and stuff....Your mom won't be staying with you, right?"
Yoongi nodded "No, she lives with my sister currently.."
"Perfect" Jin said with a satisfied smile "We'll look for a house that suits you later, but until then...you are welcome to stay here with me..."
"Ah..." Yoongi froze again...completely at a loss for words
"Oh...sorry, I mean in this house. Plenty of rooms to spare. Oops!" He added a playful wink
Yoongi bit his lip, his cheeks warming "...Thank you" he managed softly
Meanwhile, Jungkook just sat there, utterly dumbfounded at how Jin had managed to arrange Yoongi's entire future in under five minutes flat
Namjoon scoffed, leaning back "Seriously? All this time I'm accused of being controlling, of not letting people breathe...and look at you now.."
Jin's glare cut across the table, and Namjoon immediately shut his mouth "...Sorry " he muttered quickly, eyes dropping back to his rice
Jungkook was still wide-eyed, Yoongi overwhelmed and totally confused, and Jin... acting like this was just another Tuesday
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"Good night, hyung.." Namjoon said before heading back to his room
"Hmm... talk to him. Don't be an idiot.." Jin muttered, giving him a pointed look as he stood in the living room doorway
Namjoon only nodded. The sound of his footsteps faded down the hall, leaving Yoongi and Jin alone in the quiet of the room.
Yoongi leaned back against the couch, waiting until he was sure Namjoon was gone. Then he glanced at Jin, with a faint frown pulling at his lips "You did all that just so I could stay here, didn't you?"
Jin smiled and shrugged "No. A job was seriously available..."
Yoongi narrowed his eyes, not convinced by his excuse" Yeah...just like that!! Close to your home....because you know you can't move because of your responsibilities here and you won't leave Jungkook and Namjoon alone"
Jin shrugged " When you put it that way..?"he chuckled
Yoongi sighed "Please tell me you didn't fire anyone for this. I wouldn't be able to forgive myself if you did..."
"I didn't!!" Jin said laughing "She got a better offer at another school. I swear..."
Yoongi nodded , his tension easing a little bit, though his fingers still tugged at the hem of his sleeve "All that trouble... just for me..." His voice was softer now, almost reluctant, like he wasn't sure how to hold the weight of it. He got up from the couch and moved closer to Jin.
Jin gave a little shrug "Well, you wanted us in the same place so we could work things out, didn't you? So I made it happen.."
Yoongi looked down at his hands, chewing the inside of his cheek before whispering "You make it sound so easy..."
Jin's gaze softened.. "It is easy..."
Yoongi's chest tightened. Warmth bloomed there so quickly it made his throat ache "Thanks..." he murmured, eyes dropping to teh ground " I don't think anyone ever cared about me enough to do something like this for me..." He let out a nervous laugj
Jin waved it off lightly with a smile "Come on, I'll drop you at your hotel. It's getting late..." He reached for his keys on the table
But before Jin could step away, Yoongi rose on his toes and caught his mouth in a kiss. Jin froze for a split second...but instinct quickly took over. His hand slid into Yoongi's long hair, fingers curling firmly around the soft strands as he pulled him closer. The kiss deepened, lingering far longer than either of them intended. Yoongi's pulse thundered in his ears, his chest pressed tight against Jin's as his scent thickened around the beta, filling the room with the blood orange , until it felt like there was no space left to breathe anything but him
When Yoongi finally pulled away, he grinned faintly, lips flushed...face even redder and a stray lock of hair fell into his eyes as he took rapid breaths to calm his racing heart
"See? It's working already..." Jin chuckled, brushing that strand aside with a wink "So... we'd better hurry. Otherwise, I might just keep you here instead of dropping you at that hotel..."
Yoongi bit back a laugh and nodded in agreement
From the dim corner, Jungkook saw it all. A faint smile touched his lips, and without a word, he turned away, tucking the moment quietly into his heart.
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Jungkook walked quietly into his bedroom, a faint smile tugging at his lips. His heart was still light from earlier...seeing his two favorite people finding happiness together. He'd wished for Yoongi and Jin to find good partners, but he never expected they'd find that in each other. It warmed him in a way he hadn't thought possible.
But his smile fell when he noticed Namjoon already sitting on the edge of their bed, changed into his pajamas. Like he'd been waiting for him
"Hey..." Namjoon's voice was soft
Jungkook's lips pressed flat "Mm..." he hummed in response
"You going to bed? Or planning to study more?" Namjoon asked, eyes searching his face
"Bed.." Jungkook replied shortly, giving a small nod. "I'm done for today.." He avoided Namjoon's eyes, moving toward the closet
Namjoon's gaze shifted, catching the little corner near the window. He smiled faintly "I see you made yourself a nest.." he murmured, gesturing at the pile of neatly arranged blankets and pillows, the soft plushies, and even a few of Namjoon's clothes scattered there among books and other study materials.
Jungkook shrugged, still not looking at him. "I was stressed. It... helped..." He said, shifting on his feet "Are you... sleeping here? Or..."
"Do you mind if I do?" Namjoon cut in gently
Jungkook gave a small scoff " When have I ever told you to sleep apart?" He turned toward the closet again.
But Namjoon's jaw clenched. He stood abruptly, and closed the distance between them in two strides, his hand wrapped firm around Jungkook's wrist and he tugged him gently
" Hey..." Namjoon's voice cracked on the word "I'm sorry.."
"Why?" Jungkook asked without looking at him, gaze fixed stubbornly at the floor
Namjoon's heart dropped as he caught it...the shift in Jungkook's scent, sad and bitter.. heavy enough to make his own chest ache .His fingers loosened slightly on Jungkook's wrist "Did I upset you?" he asked quietly, searching his face
"Yes!!" Jungkook admitted after a long silence. His eyes lifted to Namjoon's, a faint trace of wetness in it "That night, we were fine. You helped me study, we cuddled, you were... kind to me. And then the next morning, it was like seeing me made your life hell again.." His voice cracked. "One day you're close, the next you're so far I can't even breathe. And you know I can't control how I feel about you.." His chest heaved. "I was in hell for the past few days..."
Namjoon closed his eyes, exhaling hard. "I know.... Believe me I do...I wasn't good either. I could sense that you were upset... I'm...I understand ..."
Jungkook swallowed, voice trembling "Then imagine being me " he looked at his alpha with shiny eyes " I didn't ask for this bond. I don't even understand what I feel most of the time...because you confuse me so much. I don't know if it's the mating bond or something else, but I feel it, hyung. I feel it, and it scares me...scared me that my whole life would we wasted trying to make sense of our relationship "
Jin's words echoed in Namjoon's mind suddenly. He knew he needs to be honest with Jungkook about what he was feeling "I feel... disappointed" Namjoon admitted finally
Jungkook blinked at him "Disappointed?"
"Every time you say it's just the bond..." Namjoon whispered, his hands curling into fists "That's all you give me. Like I don't exist outside of it... Like none of this is real..."
Jungkook's brows furrowed "But you don't care about me, do you?"
Namjoon's throat worked "I don't know," he admitted hoarsely "I don't know what this is, but when you say it's only the bond...when you throw that in my face...it hurts. That's all I know...and you have said so many times you hated this. Hated being here. Hated being with me." Namjoon's voice cracked "So how am I supposed to believe otherwise?"
Silence pressed down thick between them. Jungkook's lashes trembled, tears threatening as his words spilled out. His cherry blossom scent had soured, filling the space with ache "Because you don't even try to find out who I am.." he whispered "You're so obsessed with the idea of what an omega should be that you don't even see me. You just want to control me so much..."
Namjoon's scent deepened, tinged with smoke"I know... I've done and said things that you find unacceptable... But Jungkook, I never tried to stop you from doing anything you like... All I ever did was show my displeasure at the things I don't like..."
Jungkook laughed bitterly "Yeah... but you forget who I am. I'm not your business project you can keep in order all the time. I'm a living, breathing person. I have a personality...sadly. I know it isn't what you wanted when you mated me, but I swear the goddess wanted to mess with us by linking us together. We can't be any more different!"
Namjoon huffed, his vetiver curling sharp, frustrated, almost bitter on his tongue.
Jungkook sniffled "Do you even want to make this work, hyung? Or are you just waiting for me to give up, so you can have an excuse to let it go?"
Namjoon's chest twisted at the break in Jungkook's voice. Slowly, he reached up and cupped the side of Jungkook's neck, thumb brushing over the warm skin. His scent shifted, turning soft to calm his omega "I don't want you to give up.." he murmured. "We can't... this bond is for life"
Jungkook's breath shuddered, his scnet flaring sharp with despair "Exactly... for life!! Which is why we have to make it work. I admit...I was immature and stubborn too. Because I expected a life like my sister in law's had...I wouldn't say this is perfect, but yeah!! I was wrong...neither you or Jin hyung are like my brothers. But I admit my mistake. And I need you to do the same. Show me something that makes me want to stay. Because all we do is fight... or have sex..." His throat bobbed
"We don't talk. We don't even try. Look at Jin hyung...he's bending the world just to keep Yoongi close. And us? We're mates... and..." his eyes burned as they held Namjoon's, "..you work a lot, I get it, you are busy. But when you come home... we are still nothing. Do you even know what I like? What I hate? I bet everything you know about me is from Jin hyung, not because you tried to understand me..."
Namjoon exhaled sharply, dragging a hand down his face. Jungkook was right, and it stung him more than he expected "Okay.." he said finally, voice steadying with resolve. His hand came back up to Jungkook's cheek "We'll change that. I'm busy for the next few weeks, but after that... I'll make a plan. Just us...alone. Wr can go somewhere or do something..."
Jungkook blinked, his heart stumbling at the certainty in his tone "You're... sure? You want to do that...with me?"
"Yes!!" Namjoon said. His gaze didn't waver "And until then, I'll try to be more open. I don't know how to do this... but I'll try. For you. For us..."
Jungkook's lips parted, the tears finally spilling. He gave a small, broken laugh, shaking his head "You're so dense, hyung. But... fine. I'll wait..I get it was hard for you to be honest about all that and I understand you..It doesn't make any sense to me...your rules and whatever...and there is no excuse to some of your behaviours....but I'm trying to understand everything from your perspective too"
Namjoon's chest eased just a fraction at that. He pulled Jungkook into his arms, holding him close until the younger finally let himself lean in, forehead pressing against his chest " Thank you.." Namjoon whispered into his hair
Jungkook's lips parted, eyes lifting to his with a softness that hadn't been there minutes ago . Their gazes locked, neither daring to look away. Jungkook's fingers twitched before he lifted them, brushing lightly at Namjoon's pajama buttons. He hesitated, fumbling with one. His throat bobbed as he whispered "I missed you"
Namjoon's chest tightened, the scent of his vetiver softened, mixing with the faint sweetness of cherry blossom. He hummed low in his throat, pressing his nose briefly against Jungkook's temple "I've missed you too.."
Jungkook dragged his fingers down Namjoon's chest, tracing the lines of muscle through the loosened fabric. His mouth tugged into a pout, as he opened a button on his top slowly
Namjoon caught his wrist gently, his thumb brushing over the thin bones there "Jungkook..." he murmured "Don't tell me this is what you want right after accusing us of having only a sexual relationship"
" I don't know what you are talking about.." Jungkook shrugged and he continued unbuttoning his top
Namjoon smirked faintly, tilting "You're unbuttoning me..."
Jungkook's cheeks flushed, pink blooming against his pale skin "It's not me...it's my omega " he grumbled, pouting harder "I'm near you after days and all I want is to jump you..."
A low chuckle rumbled out of Namjoon as he leaned in, brushing his lips against the shell of Jungkook's ear "It's been a while, hasn't it?"
"Mhm..." Jungkook whispered, his breath hitching. But before he could finish the thought, Namjoon caught his mouth in a rough kiss, guiding him backward toward the bed.
"I don't want you losing sleep and lose focus on studies...." Namjoon murmured against his lips "So we'll make this quick.."
"No!!" Jungkook pulled back, just enough to meet his eyes, his pupils blown wide . His eyes were stubborn "Not quick. I want..." His breath broke "I want all of it.."
Namjoon's resolve almost cracked at that, his scent spiked in need. His lips crashed back onto Jungkook's, hungrier this time, his hand sliding low, slipping past the waistband of Jungkook's shorts. His fingers stuttered, then slid through slick that was already waiting for him, coating his skin instantly.
"God..." Namjoon breathed, pressing his forehead to Jungkook's as he worked him open. "Look at you... so ready for me..."
Jungkook gasped, clutching tight at his shoulders, head falling back with a broken moan as Namjoon's fingers pushed deeper, stretching him "Hyung...ahh.."
Namjoon pulled his fingers free with a wet sound. He guided Jungkook down onto the mattress, and tugged his shorts down . Jungkook gasped, his legs fell open without any resistance
Namjoon bent low, lips burning a trail across the inside of his thigh before spreading him wide, exposing him. His tongue traced over the sensitive ring of muscle... tasting, lapping at his hole until Jungkook was writhing, letting out high-pitched sounds that transformed into helpless cries.
Jungkook's hips jerked off the bed and a strangled moan spilled out of him " Hyung...please...I need.." he tried to speak but it got lost somewhere between the moans he was letting out
Namjoon hummed against him, the vibration making Jungkook cry out louder. He pushed his tongue in, greedy and wet, lapping deep while one hand gripped his thigh hard enough to leave marks. The other wrapped around Jungkook's cock, stroking him in a rhythm that matched the one of his tongue .The double assault made Jungkook clutch his fists at the sheets. Every drag of Namjoon's hand up his shaft was timed with the push of his tongue inside, slick noises filled the room, mingling with Jungkook's broken, high pitched cries.
"God...fuck..." Jungkook sobbed, chest arching. His scent spiked, the sweet cherry blossom flooding the air as his body trembled violently.
Namjoon didn't stop, his hand kept pumping him rougher, and tongue thrusting deeper until Jungkook fell apart with a desperate scream, spilling all over Namjoon's fist. His whole body began shaking and he collapsed against the sheets, chest heaving as he sobbed through the release, still twitching when Namjoon finally pulled back, lips and chin wet with him.
Jungkook was still trembling from the overstimulation when Namjoon wiped his mouth with the back of his hand and began climbing down the bed. But before Namjoon could move Jungkookk shoved him at his chest pushing him back onto the mattress.
"Jungkook..." Namjoon called, but the younger was already climbing over him, straddling his hips. His lips pressed wet, open kisses down Namjoon's chest, over the firm lines of his abdomen, leaving a shining trail.
Namjoon groaned low, head tipping back into the pillow "You don't have to..."
"I want to taste you..." Jungkook cut him off and slid lower, fingers hooking into the waistband of Namjoon's pajama pants. In one swift tug, he freed him. The alpha's cock was heavy and flushed, already dripping at the tip. Jungkook's breath caught, lips parting in awe before he bent down and dragged his tongue from base to tip, savoring the salty slickness.
" Fuck..." Namjoon cursed... hips jerking before he could stop himself. His hand immediately found Jungkook's long hair, fingers curling tight as if to anchor himself.
Jungkook moaned softly around the taste, then took him deeper, lips stretching wide, swallowing him down inch by inch until his nose brushed against Namjoon's skin. His eyes glistened as he looked up at the alpha
The sight nearly undid Namjoon. His breath stuttered, fingers fisting tighter in Jungkook's hair "God, baby... you are killing me..."
Jungkook pulled back slowly, lips wet and swollen...and a strand of spit connecting his mouth to the head before he licked it away with a wicked little smile. Then he sank down again, bobbing his head in a steady rhythm, his hand twisting and stroking in time with the wet suction of his mouth.
Namjoon groaned...his thighs tensed and his usually controlled composure fell apart with every drag of Jungkook's lips "Jungkook...damn.., fuck..." His hips bucked helplessly, chasing more of that heat.Namjoon couldn't hold it back...his chest heaved, eyes screwed shut as his orgasm tore through him with a guttural moan, spilling hot down Jungkook's throat.
Jungkook swallowed greedily, not letting a drop go to waste, before finally pulling off with a wet pop. He licked his lips slowly, eyes glinting with mischief as he looked at Namjoon, his wet hair falling over his flushed face. His cherry blossom scent flaring in satisfaction.
Namjoon hauled Jungkook back up by the hair and dragged his mouth to his own in a bruising kiss, groaning into him as their lips clashed. He could taste himself on Jungkook's tongue.. "Stop giving me those eyes. I only have so much control.." he whispered
Jungkook laughed breathlessly against his mouth
"I'll clean you up," Namjoon said , his voice sounding hoarse "You just go to sleep."
"So bossy..." Jungkook rolled his eyes, a smirk tugging at his mouth even as exhaustion began creeping up him
"Sleep!" Namjoon ordered and he pulled Jumgkook down beside him
Jungkook hummed softly, curling into Namjoon's side as he tugged the elder's hand over his waist and held it there. "I don't mind sleeping like this..." he murmured, burying his face into Namjoon's neck and breathing in his earthy scent. Namjoon tightened his arm around him, pressing a light kiss to his hair as Jungkook's cherry blossom softened to calm and his breathing evened out, falling asleep in his embrace.
---
Jungkook chewed at the end of his pen, books scattered everywhere across the table"I'm so stressed... I'm leaving tomorrow morning, and I don't think I'm ready. I've never even spoken in front of people before, and now everything depend on this? It feels like I'll just pass out..." he said clutching his stomach to ease the fear coiling inside him
"I'm sure you'll do good.." Taehyung said through the phone
"You could say that...you and your brother are geniuses..." Jungkook muttered, chewing harder at the end of his pen
"Come on, you are smart . I heard Jin hyung say that.."
"He lies."
Taehyung chuckled softly "He doesn't !! You just don't believe in yourself"
Jungkook groaned, pushing his books away "It's not just that. Everything feels... I don't know. Messy. Some days your brother looks at me like I'm the only thing he wants near him, and then the next day, it's like I'm a problem he doesn't know how to deal with. It's exhausting, hyung. I don't get him at all"
"That sounds like him," Taehyung replied knowingly
"And now.." Jungkook went on, dropping his forehead onto the table "he has this big work trip the day after tomorrow, so he won't even come with me to support me. Can you believe that? He's supposed to be this big alpha, but when I actually need him, he's gone..." he scoffed in annoyance
"Mm... seems like your problem isn't really your presentation or exams, Kook. Are you upset because hyung isn't coming with you?"
Jungkook snorted immediately, though his ears turned pink "Noo..." he muttered, too quick
"Uh huh.." Tae chuckled knowingly. "You can lie to yourself all you want, but not to me..."
Jungkook buried his face in his sleeve, wishing Tae couldn't read him so easily " But, I'm not lying..."
"Jungkook-ah..." Taehyung's tone softened "You know he doesn't do well with this kind of thing. It's not because he doesn't care. He probably just doesn't know how to be there the way you want him to. He arranged for your stay and is sending Jin hyung with you..he probably thinks it's enough"
"Don't defend him.." Jungkook grumbled, though his voice lacked real bite. "I didn't even ask him to do much. Just... show up. That's all..."
There was a pause on the other end before Taehyung spoke carefully, "He probably never had feelings like this before, so he doesn't know how to act"
Jungkook let out a bitter laugh "Pfft. Trust me, it's not feelings. I don't think he even knows how to feel anything"
"I bet you're short-circuiting his old fashioned wiring..." Taehyung teased "You are his fated mate. Of course it's messing with him. Just give him time...he'll come around."
"It's not like I want him to," Jungkook said quickly, though his fingers toyed with the edge of his notebook, betraying him.
"Mm.." Taehyung hummed "Funny. You sound more upset that he isn't giving you his full attention..."
"I'm not!!" Jungkook argued weakly
"You are...." Taehyung said with a laugh. "Don't think I don't hear it. The way you talk about him has changed. You wouldn't care this much if you didn't..."
Jungkook cut him off, scowling. "Are you seriously trying to sell me on your brother? What kind of person does that?"
"Not selling, just pointing out the obvious..You're attached whether you admit it or not"
Jungkook went silent, not denying it
Taehyung sighed softly. "And trust me... hyung never gave a damn about anyone. Maybe me, in past and Jin...but that's it. That's why none of the omegas he was with ever lasted more than a rut. Until Insu..."
Jungkook's head snapped up at the name " What?"
"Yeah.." Tae said easily, not catching the shift in Jungkook's voice. "He was a pest anyway, so it doesn't matter. What I mean is...hyung was cold to everyone. He was low key scared of Jin hyung...so he never messed with him but other than that everyone was scared of him...Even our uncles and elders . But with you, he is different. He is so soft.... You talk back, you push him around sometimes, and he still lets you. When I was living there, I didn't even dare breathe wrong around him. He scared the hell out of me. But you..." Tae chuckled "you get away with everything. That's not nothing, Kook. I'm not saying you to compromise or sacrifice your freedom or happiness for this...but... I know him. He'll change...I can see it already "
Jungkook frowned, pen pressing against his lip. The name Taheyung told circled in his head like a spark refusing to die. Insu. He knew the name... He just couldn't place where he had heard it.
"Oh...shoot, I have to get back to work" Taehyung cut in, before Jungkook could ask more
"Hyung..."
"I'll call you later, okay? And good luck tomorrow. You'll be fine" The line went dead, leaving Jungkook in silence, the name echoing in his head , refusing to leave
.
.
When Jungkook came downstairs, he couldn't find Jin anywhere. He searched for a while and found him in Namjoon's office, hunched over the desk, glasses low on his nose, the blue glow of the laptop screen reflecting off it.
"What are you doing here?" Jungkook asked leaning on the doorway
"Needed some documents for the revenue authority..." Jin muttered, eyes never leaving the screen "Deadline's tonight. I have to recheck forms, run through some figures..." He paused only long enough to glance at Jungkook "Why? What happened?"
"Are you picking up Yoongi hyung today too?"
"No.." Jin said, still typing "He said he'd manage on his own. I've got... things to sort out before we leave."
Jungkook stepped closer, nodding . He hesitated a bit before deciding to speak "Hyung.." he called "What's Namjoon-hyung's assistant's name again?"
Jin stilled for a second, before answering "Eunjii and Doyun. You met them at the party...Why?"
Jungkook hummed, though his eyes never softened "Hmm..."
The small sound made Jin finally look up "Kook ah. What happened?"
"Nothing.." Jungkook's lips curled faintly, it was not quite a smile. His gaze dropped to the screen, then snapped back up "So... who's this... Insu?"
The name made Jin still... his fingers froze mid type. He coughed once, choking on nothing, and the way his throat worked to swallow down silence told Jungkook far more than words could
"Soo...I was talking to Tae hyung.." Jungkook continued, his eyes sharp, observing Jin's obvious discomfort "He mentioned someone who... helped Namjoon hyung during ruts. And I swear I've heard that name before..."
Jin tried to brush it off, immediately "Oh, look at the time, I really should.."
"Hyung!" Jungkook pressed and Jin froze again, his excuse collapsing in his throat
Jungkook's eyes narrowed "Did I meet him at the party?" His voice wasn't loud, but it had that dangerous edge
Jin's shoulders sagged as if the weight of the question had pressed down on him. He sighed, eyes flickering away from Jungkook's sharp stare "...Yeah. He's staff. You met him..."
Jungkook's jaw tightened, his fists culred slowly at his sides. And Jin could sense the anger in his scent ...it was strong enough to affect his beta senses
"So he works with his ex fuck buddy." The words came out flat, almost calm, but the calm was worse than anger . He laughed , but there was no humour in it " he works with this man...in his office...daily!! And no one cared to tell me about it!!" He scoffed
Jin sucked in a breath, shaking his head quickly "It's not like that..." He shifted in his seat, tapping at the laptop keyboard even though the screen had already gone idle
"Did he have feelings for my alpha...?" Jungkook asked "Hyung said...he was a pest..What does it mean?"
Jin hesitated, lips parting and closing again as if the truth was stuck in his throat. He shifted uncomfortably in his chair, gaze darting anywhere but Jungkook's face "...It was... complicated. He stayed longer than the others. Namjoon... kept him around. And maybe, yeah, he wanted more. But he was pushy and Namjoon ended it..."
" Huh...Wow!!" Jungkook scoffed "And he still chose to keep him around" he gritted his teeth " Tell me one thing.." Jungkook said, his voice dropping to a low, dangerous growl. "The trip Namjoon hyung is taking. That guy's going with him, isn't he? "
Jin sighed "...He is. He's part of the team....He works as..."
"Yeah...finance bullshit!! I remember now" Jungkook cut him off . His chest rose and fell too quickly, heat flooding his veins. His eyes darted across the desk and landed on the cactus sitting smugly in its little pot...and the way Jin's eyes were on it.
"Hyung..." he said suddenly. Jin glanced up to look at him
"That plant. Why are you looking at it like that?"
Jin blinked, caught off guard "What?"
"That cactus..." Jungkook repeated, slowly
Jin forced a casual shrug "No reason. It's... just a cactus."
"Is it his gift?" Jungkook pressed, his scent once again spiked in anger and frustration
"Jungkook..."
"Yes or no?" His voice was lower now, trembling with restrained anger
Jin shook his head "...You should be thinking about your exams..."
"Oh, screw exams!!" Jungkook burst out, his voice breaking as his whole body shook "Give me the keys to your car.." he demanded
Jin's eyes widened "You can't..."
"Well, he can't be running around with the omega he used to fuck. Not when he has me..m" Jungkook's lip curled, anger sharp in his tone "So give me the damn keys, hyung."
"Jungkook..."
Before Jin could finish, Jungkook's hand shot out. He grabbed the cactus, ignoring the spines digging into his skin, and threw it hard against the wall. The pot smashed instantly, shards flying, soil spilling down in a messy spray. The sound echoed through the quiet house.
Jungkook stood frozen, chest heaving, hands still trembling like they hadn't caught up to what he'd just done. His burning eyes stayed locked on Jin, daring him to speak.
Jin swallowed hard, staring at the broken pot before meeting Jungkook's glare. He could feel it...the raw, dangerous omega rage, the one he had only heard about. And now, seeing it in front of him, Jin was sure the moon goddess hadn't been joking when she tied his brother's fate to this omega
His voice came out quiet, heavy with defeat "...Keys are in my house. Usual place.."
---
"Where's your boss?" Jungkook asked before he had even reached the secretary's desk
Doyun looked up, startled, his hand pausing above the keyboard "Oh..hello, Mr. Jeon. We didn't know you were coming in. Mr Kim is in a meeting, sir, you can..."
But Jungkook didn't wait for permission. He pushed past him, and walked over and opened the door to Namjoon's office.
Namjoon's head jerked up from the papers spread across his desk. His gaze locked on the figure in the doorwy..his omega... In the same clothes he'd seen in that morning. His hair was messy, strands falling into his eyes. His hands shook at his sides, and his scent...was all sorts of wrong ...wilted flowers and bitter smoke...it rolled into the pristine office like warning sirens
Namjoon's mouth opened, but the words faltered when he saw the raw fury burning in those dark eyes "Jungkook? What are you...did you come alone...where is Jin??" His voice trailed off, as he saw the look aimed at him
But Jungkook just kept staring at him in anger .He coughed and straightened, he forced a calm into his features as he glanced at the two middle aged men seated across the desk, mid-discussion just moments ago. "Gentlemen... leave us.." he requested politely
They exchanged wary glances, and gathered their belongings in a rush. Soon...the door shut softly behind them and silence settled around
Jungkook didn't waste any time, he stepped forward, closing the space between them "Fire him.." he said, in a low voice, his fists clenching on the sides
Namjoon blinked, startled by the blunt command"...What?"
"Fire him... That man." His voice cracked, venom spilling through every word"Your fucking ex..."
Namjoon's breath hitched, his throat bobbed as he processed the fact that his omega knew about Insu "...Jungkook..."
"Don't!!" Jungkook's voice cracked ... his scent was bitter and burning, suffocating the room "Don't you dare say my name like that. Not when you've been keeping this from me.."
Namjoon took a step forward "I wasn't..."
"You weren't what?" Jungkook cut in, fury shaking his whole body. His finger jabbed the air between them "You weren't hiding it? You weren't planning to just let him sit in here every fucking day while I....while I..." His voice wavered, lips trembling before he forced the words out again "While I sat there like some idiot who didn't know his mate's ex is still his little friend?"
"JungKook, it wasn't like that. Listen to me..."
"Don't you Jungkook me!" The younger hissed "Why the fuck would you fuck someone you work with? Isn't that illegal? Isn't that against every rule you preach to everyone else? Or is it just you who gets to bend them whenever it suits?"
Namjoon dragged a hand down his face, trying to hold himself together. His alpha was restless under his skin, disturbed by his omega's anger "It wasn't like that. I knew him before he started here. We met at a convention and got along. Whatever was there ended before he ever worked under me..."
"Then why is he still here?" Jungkook's voice cracked, his whole body trembling "Why did you take him in knowing damn well it wasn't a good decision? You knew he still had feelings for you..."
"Because I told him it was never happening and he accepted it...he never made it into an issue before ...and he's good at his job!" Namjoon muttered, forcing his voice calm "I acquired the company he worked in. I kept staff with strong records...he was one of them. I didn't care about the rest of the details... And I didn't expect it to interfere with my life. And it hasn't, trust me..."
"Oh, right. You don't care!!" Jungkook's eyes glistened,his teeth bared in a snarl "You wanted him so badly you went and bought his fucking company..."he scoffed
"No!" Namjoon's voice jumped. "...it was a business decision. You know I've never had felt anything for anyone except you , Jungkook. I wasn't lying to you....All I wanted was to grow the company. Nothing else..."
"So you are telling me that man never once tried to come between us?"
Namjoon went silent for a moment " He really didn't, he backed off after I asked him to....until.... recently....he may have told a few out of line things after we got mated" he admitted
Jungkook let out a sharp, bitter laugh"Of course. Of course he did " He stepped close "You were so mad at Yoongi. He never had feelings for me....and you still crucified me. But this guy?" His throat bobbed "This guy gets to sit in your office, breathe your air, follow you across the world and I'm supposed to just sit here smiling like the dumb omega you wanted to mate so badly?"
"Jungkook-"
"Shut up!" Jungkook's fists slammed against the desk, rattling pens, spilling Namjoon's glass of water across scattered papers "You are a fucking hypocrite. You think I'm stupid?"
Namjoon's lips parted " I wasn't going to keep him, I swear. He's been trying to talk shit about you and I..."
"And you sat there listening!!"
"No!" Namjoon's voice cracked "I was going to fire him. Soon.."
"When?" Jungkook spat "When you are done parading him through this trip? After you've let him be by your side again? Tell me, hyung...when exactly were you going to care about me? When were you going to think about how this makes me feel?"
Namjoon flinched, chest heaving "It's not like that.."
"It's exactly like that!" Jungkook laughed. He jabbed a trembling finger into Namjoon's chest
Namjoon grabbed his wrist, holding it, eyes glassy with guilt "I was planning to fire him after this quarter. Trust me. I don't care about him...I care about you. I wasn't planning any of this. Not getting mated so fast, not..." He swallowed hard. "Not being with you the way it happened. None of it...It never even occurred to me that this will be such a big probelm.."
"No!!" Jungkook shook his head, breath coming in ragged bursts. "You hid it from me, hyung..so you knew!! You knew it was a problem....and that is the issue here. You wanted to know everything about my past so badly....and I never lied to you about anything. But what about you??"
Namjoon's lips parted, but no words came.
His chest heaved and his voice cracked"I hate you..." he whispered
Namjoon froze, as if he got physically struck
"I FUCKING HATE YOU!" Jungkook's scream split the room
The sound echoed through the office, rattling Namjoon to his bones
"Jungkook, please..." Namjoon reached out without thinking
"Don't touch me!" Jungkook recoiled violently, eyes wet, his scent burning like smoke and ash "You are nothing but a hypocritical jerk. And you know what? I was right. This bond? It's nothing but a chain. Because if you had an ounce of respect for me, you wouldn't have let this happen...atleast you wouldn't have have me such a hard time about Yoongi.. Atleast you would have told me that he is working here..Maybe I wouldn't have cared about it if you were honest!!...But you were clearly trying to hide it from me"
His lips curled "Maybe I should go find someone else. Maybe I should call it professional too ..like you do... Let's see how you like it.."
Namjoon went pale "Jungkook..."
But the omega was already storming toward the door "Don't call me. Don't follow me. Don't even breathe in my direction..." His hand trembled on the handle. "Because if you push me, I swear...you won't survive it!"
The door slammed so hard the glass rattled in its frame.
Outside, the assistants froze mid-step, staring as Jungkook walked out, eyes red and face filled with fury. Namjoon burst through after him, only to stop when he realized chasing him would only humiliate them both.
He sighed and called for his assistant "Eunji.."
"Yes, sir?" she immediately approached him
"Follow him. Quietly...but make sure he gets home safe...I don't know how much experience he has with driving in such busy roads...so, just do something..please..." he begged
"Yes, Mr Kim.." she whispered, already running after the way Jungkook disappeared
Namjoon gulped hard and looked at Doyun, who was standing there , looking awkward " Doyun, call HR. Draft Insu's termination papers...today. I don't care how late it gets. Make the compensation package generous...severance, bonuses, whatever is owed, add more if needed. And prepare a glowing recommendation letter. I don't want him blacklisted, I just want him gone. Out of this building before tomorrow morning. Understood?"
Doyun froze, eyes wide "S..sir... Insu? Are you sure...?"
Namjoon's glare snapped to him " Yes, Doyun"
Doyun swallowed hard and nodded quickly "...Yes, sir. I'll take care of it." He bowed once before retreating to his table
As the silence pressed in, Namjoon slowly walked back to hsi office and slumped into his chair. His pulse thundered in his ears. For a long second, he just sat there, breathing hard ...before fumbling for his phone and dialing Jin.
The line connected on the second ring "You didn't tell me he was coming here this angry.." Namjoon said hoarsely "Why didn't you...why the hell did you tell him about insu at this time..He is supposed to leave tomorrow hyung!"
Jin's sighed "...I didn't have to. He talked to Taehyung. That's how he found out. Was he that bad? I mean he was pretty mad when he left...Did he yell at you?"
Namjoon let out a hollow, bitter laugh that almost sounded like a sob "Bad? Hyung, he hates me. He hates me now...I didn't even know how to talk to him...allI did was just sit and listen to him yelling at me...God!! Why did you take him to meet Taheyung...." he groaned in annoyance
"Ass!! Tae didn't do anything....he probably expected his brother to be honest with his omega. You deserved it by the way... I told you not to hire him. But no!! you always think you can control every storm. And now look where you are " Jin scoffed
Namjoon pressed his palm over his mouth "...I don't get it. I was jealous about Yoongi too. But I wasn't this angry. Why is he like this?"
"Because you are not an omega!!" Jin muttered "You don't understand. Omegas... they feel everything deeper. Especially when it threatens their bond...and home . They're fragile, yes, but when you betray that trust? That's when you see the rage you have only heard about.... Alpha rage is sometimes nothing before that Joon"
Namjoon's throat tightened. He squeezed his eyes shut, Jin's words cutting deeper into his chest.
"Fuck..." he whispered, his voice breaking "...Hyung, I don't know if I can fix this."
"You can," Jin said firmly. "This isn't just about Insu. It's about everything else in his life too... That's what's feeding his anger. So take it easy. Apologise. Be gentle. Stay close. Don't leave him alone.."
Namjoon closed his eyes, his chest aching. "Damn it... every time we take one step forward, it feels like we're shoved ten steps back."
Jin smiled " I wasn't joking when I said this mated life is difficult. So stop acting surprised...and learn to deal with it.And you already did a pretty good job today," Jin added "You actually learned when to shut up. You didn't try to justify yourself with how you were okay with him and Yoongi being friends..... so, good job!"
Namjoon huffed a bitter laugh, running a hand through his hair "Doesn't feel like a good job, hyung..."
"Doesn't matter..." Jin said flatly. "Its a start.... And that's what counts"
___
Notes:
The fact that JK here reacted exactly how we all thought Joon would when it came to Yoongi 😂 He was way calmer than expected...just a jealous little baby. This one was intense
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