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Lewis wasn’t surprised to see Nico in the stairwell of the apartment complex- he did live there as well after all
What did surprise him was to see him sitting on the stairs just outside of his door, tear stains covering his reddened cheeks, his body leaning up against the railing, his hair a mess and eyes red and puffy
Lewis hated the German, sure, but it still broke him to see him crying, or after the fact where he still looked so broken
Lewis’ steps haltered as he saw Nico sitting on the stairs “You alright, mate?” He couldn’t just walk past him and ignoring him like he didn’t notice him there
Nico looked up, surprised Lewis was actually talking to him “Yeah. ‘M fine” He mumbled, looking down into his hands again, a few silent tears falling down his cheeks again
“Wanna talk about it?” Lewis ask softly, almost quietly, not sure why he was still talking to Nico
“Why would you want to talk to me voluntarily?” Nico chuckled, sniffling softly
Lewis sighed softly “Have you eaten yet?” He asked, looking at his watch, noticing it was slightly past six
“What?” Nico asked confused, looking up at the Brit
“I’m asking you if you want to eat dinner with me- it’s left over from yesterday, but…” He shrugged slightly
“Is it-“ “Yes. It’s some vegan shit” They both chuckled softly “Come on” Lewis added, walking the few steps up the stairs to unlock his apartment
Nico stood up, groaning slightly as he’s been sitting down for too long. He followed Lewis silently- apart from when he closed the door
The entry way was the same, he’d gotten a new shoe rack, and he had gotten a small bowl for his keys instead of just throwing them on the shallow table, but it was the same
Kitchen. New stove- switched it out to electrical, recoloured the counters and cabinets- Nico’s always told him to, he never did…
Nico never liked vegan food, never understood why Lewis decided on it, but it was better than he had expected
Lewis didn’t eat, he just looked at Nico. He was curious, and maybe a little concerned about his state
Nico was resting his cheek on top his closed fist, sure to leave a big red mark on his pale skin. The tear stains on his cheeks were evident
“Why’d you talk to me?” Nico asked softly, not looking up at Lewis but breaking the awkward silence
“It would be mean of me to just walk past you when you were sitting and crying on the stairs in front of my apartment door” Lewis explained, chuckling slightly to try and lift Nico’s mood, but it apparently didn’t work
“Y’know, I didn’t even realise it before you showed up” Nico chuckled, so maybe it did work
“You didn’t notice you were crying?” Lewis asked confused
Nico looked up “No, that I was sitting in front of your door” He clarified with a slight smile
“Ah. You still don’t wanna talk about it?” Lewis asked softly, fidgeting with his fingers softly
“I doubt you wanna hear about my marital problems” Nico chuckled softly, looking back down into his food, pushing it around with his fork
“We were” He felt a single tear roll down his cheek and throat “Until she told me she cheated on me” More tears rolled silently down
Lewis was surprised by this. He never expected this- not from a couple like Nico and Vivian “Nico-“ “Sorry, I just…” Nico stopped himself, standing up and walked to the bathroom he knew were right around the corner
Nico slid down the wall of the bathroom after he had closed the door. He didn’t allow himself to crying
Crying in your ex-best friends bathroom after he let you in after seeing you cry in the stairwell? Pathetic.
It’s pretty much the same as it was back then. Towels was the same colour and brand as it was back then, same soap brand standing in the shower. It was the same
It was the same. That’s when Nico could hold back the tears. It would never be the same with Vivian again. Never
Lewis had originally planned on staying in the kitchen starring in space until Nico was ready to come back out again, but it almost broke him to hear the quiet sobs
“Nico?” Lewis asked softly, knocking quietly on the door. He could still hear his quiet sobs and shallow breaths “Can I come in?” When Nico didn’t answer, Lewis trying opening the door. It wasn’t locked
He closed the door again before sitting down beside Nico- not close, but not far. Close enough for Nico to lean over and rest his head on his shoulder, which he did
They had never done anything like this before, not even when they were still friends, or when they were young and emotional
Lewis snaked his arm around Nico’s shoulder and let it fall down to his waist, pulling him closer, trying to soothe him without words, resting his own head on top of Nico’s
Nico’s sobs gradually quoted down till they were silent and gone, his breathing coming back to normal as well
Nico raised his head, his blond hair falling into his eyes as he looked up at Lewis. Nico was taller, but he looked so small like this
“I’m sorry” He muttered low
“It’s alright” Lewis smiled softly, his other hand coming up to push the blond strands behind his ear, his thumb ‘accidentally’ caressing his cheek
That did it for Nico. He had known the moment Lewis entered the bathroom that it would end badly, but seeing his smile, his brown eyes and his soft touch did for him and he leaned forward, kissing Lewis softly, a kiss Lewis could turn down anytime
He didn’t at first- kissed him back actually, but he realised what had actually happened that day and pulled back
The small whine that escaped Nico from the loss of the touch did something to Lewis, but he composed himself
“Nico-“ “Please- jus’ keep kissing me. Felt so good” He was needy, you could see it in the way he was trying to get closer to Lewis, the way his hands tugged at the front of the Brits shirt, his bottom lip stuck between his teeth, blue eyes wide and innocent, almost piercing
Lewis sighed softly but leaned in to kiss Nico again, the blond immediately kissing back
The kiss quickly got messy and wet “Need… More” Nico mumbled against Lewis’ lips
“Nico-“ “Please. Make me forget, just for a little while” Nico had pulled back, looking at Lewis with the most adoring eyes, his blue eyes almost gone from how blown his pupils were
Lewis was hesitant. Nico was vulnerable, and he’d feel like taking advantage of him, but if it made him happy. He nodded softly
Nico has never gotten up from a floor faster. He pulled Lewis with him, dragging him into the bedroom like it was his own apartment
Lewis barely got the door closed before Nico had him pressed up against it, being all over him again
Lewis arched his neck, sighing softly when Nico kissed down his neck, leaving a wet trail, his pale, cold hands going under Lewis’ shirt
Goosebumps raised on Lewis’ skin as Nico’s hand slid up his body when he pulled the Brits shirt over and off his body
Lewis pushed softly at Nico’s hips, guiding him over to the bed, pushing him down softly, getting him to sit up slightly to pull his own shirt off of him
Lewis immediately leaned, mouthing at Nico’s collarbone, a wet trail of his spit being left behind as he moved down his body
The whimpers and whines leaving Nico’s lips were like music to Lewis’ ears, sending tingles down his spine and all his blood flow down south
Nico held onto Lewis’ shoulder softly when the Brit started mouthing at his abdomen while his hands worked on getting the button and zipper of his jeans undone
Lewis started mouthing at Nico’s skin from his knee to where his boxers ended, ‘accidentally’ leaving a mark or two behind
Nico moaned softly when instead of pulling his boxers down, Lewis started palming him softly through them
“L-Lew” Nico moaned softly, covering his mouth with his hand, his back arching slightly
“Come on now, don’t hide from me” Lewis chuckled softly, removing Nico’s hand with his own that wasn’t pre-occupied
He laced their fingers, keeping Nico’s hand pressed against the bed as his other hand started stroking Nico slowly- still through the boxers
“Lew, Lew, Lew. Please- ah” Lewis chuckled softly before removing his hand, causing Nico to whine needy
The Brit sat up, slowly pulling down Nico’s boxers, purposefully ghosting his fingers down his thighs
“Bedside drawer” Lewis said before leaning down, mouthing at Nico’s thighs again, ‘accidentally’ leaving a few more marks
He leaned back up, taking the bottle from where Nico had thrown it on the bed
“Lew, please- hurry up” Nico panted heavily as Lewis warmed up the lube between his fingers, his cock leaking slightly onto his stomach
Lewis shook off the feeling of the pleasure going down Lewis’ spine when he saw how good Nico looked with tear stains down his cheeks, eyes red and puffy from crying. Lewis shook it off, but it turned him on so much
Lewis guided Nico’s legs to bend with his clean hand, his lubed fingers circling his hole softly, a whine pulled from the blond’s throat
“Lewis” Nico’s voice was so high pitched that it almost rang in Lewis’ ears “Need it- need you, Lew”
Lewis slowly pushed in his finger, Nico whimpering at the feeling, his hands fisting into the sheets beneath him
Lewis’ other hand soothed up and down Nico’s thigh, trying to get him to relax so he could start moving his finger
Nico quickly got relaxed, Lewis’ hand working magic on his thigh, his finger slowly moving doing even more, whines and whimpers pulled from the German
Lewis slowly worked up to three fingers, loud moans pulled from Nico when he curled his finger up to hit his prostate
He slowly pulled his fingers out, wiping them clean on Nico’s thigh, earning a whine from the other
Lewis chuckled at it, ridding of his jeans and briefs as well before getting back in between Nico’s legs
“It’s insane how fucking pretty you are” Lewis chuckled, stroking himself slowly, making sure to lube all of him up
Lewis leaned over Nico’s body, slowly pushing himself into his pale body, a soft moan falling from his lips
When he had pushed all the way in, Lewis let his head fall into the crook of Nico’s neck, letting him adjust to Lewis’s size
God, Nico felt so good that he almost didn’t realise he was crying again. He only realised when Lewis’ voice filled his ears
“Hey, hey, hey. Love, we can stop. It’s okay. Are you hurt?” Lewis asked softly, leaning back to look at Nico, his hands wiping away the tears from his pale cheeks
“N-no. I’m okay. Don’t stop. Jus’ need a moment” He didn’t know why he was crying- maybe because he felt so good. He’s never felt so good. Not even with Viv. He’ll never feel like this with Vivian
Lewis leaned down, kissing Nico’s cheeks, tasting the slat of his tears on his lips. Lewis’ hands went up and down Nico’s sides, trying to get him to relax again
“You can move” Nico exhaled, his breath stuttering slightly, his hands softly on Lewis’ biceps, squeezing him softly
“You sure?” “Lew- please” Nico whined quietly, his fingers tightening slightly around Lewis
Lewis nodded softly, taking an extra pillow from beside Nico’s head, pushing it under his hips
“Tell me to stop and I will, okay?” Is what he said. Cry and I’ll stop Is what he thought. The tears might turn him on, but it broke him to see Nico broken
Nico nodded slightly, closing his eyes softly when Lewis made a few soft and slow thrusts
“Faster- harder… Please” Nico whimpered quietly, wrapping one of his legs around Lewis’ hip, pulling him closer
Lewis groaned softly as he sped up, going faster and harder, Nico’s moans ringing in his ears, the pillow making it easy for Lewis to hit Nico’s prostate
“L-Lew. H-harder. N-need it” Nico whined out between his moans, nails digging into Lewis’ back
“Fuck, baby. You have no idea how long I’ve wanted this” Lewis groaned, his hips going harder, pounding into Nico at this point
“P-please. So close” Nico moaned, his stomach covered in pre-cum, his hole clenching down around Lewis’ cock that was twitching inside of him
Lewis chuckled softly, wrapping his hand around Nico’s neglected cock, stroking him to the same pace of his thrusts, Nico’s moans getting louder, soon having him spilling over his own stomach and Lewis’ hand
“Fuck, you’re so pretty” Lewis panted, his hand slowing down, his hips getting sloppy and out of rhythm
Nico pulled at Lewis’ jaw, pulling him in to kiss him tenderly- even in his exhausted taste
The tender feeling of Nico’s lips sent Lewis unexpectedly over the edge, his hips pressed against Nico’s ass, coming deep inside him
Lewis had his face in the crook of Nico’s neck as he breathed heavily, coming down from his orgasm
Nico took the silent moment to look around Lewis’ room as he hadn’t gotten the chance before
Everything was still the same. Same closet, same bed, same bedside tables, same rug. He hadn’t even moved things around
“I told you to not get married” Lewis said as they were both sat in the bathtub, Nico’s back against Lewis’ front
“Yeah, you did” Nico chuckled softly, feeling Lewis kiss his shoulder softly “Can we talk about ‘how long you’ve wanted this’?” He laughed softly
“No” Lewis shook his head softly with a smile
“Then what about these?” Nico asked, pointing to where his thigh was seen above the water and the ‘accidental’ marks
“I don’t want that bitch to think she ever has a chance of getting you back again” Lewis almost growled, his arms tightening around Nico’s middle
“I’m not saying you should’ve- we’re not 15, but don’t you think you should’ve done it places she could see them?” Nico chuckled
“Mh… You’re right” Nico yelped softly when he felt Lewis sucking on his neck, his hand tugging on his hair, forcing his head back to give him more space
“Lew…” He whined, holding onto the sides of the tub, sighing softly, knowing he was defeated
“Think that’ll be better in a bit” Lewis hummed, his thumb going over the soon-to-be hickies
“Hate you” Nico mumbled grumpy, sitting back up again
“Oh, yeah- ‘cause moaning my name while you’re coming around my cock is ‘hating me’” Lewis chuckled at Nico’s deep blush going down his body