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In the oppressive darkness of Rue Royale, beneath the dimly lit gas lamps that scattered shadowed pools of amber light onto cracked cobblestone, Lestat de Lioncourt was steeped in a reverie of both exquisite adoration and seething dread. He stood at the tall window of his townhouse, the air thick with New Orleans humidity pressing against the glass like a lover's breath, as he gazed intently across the dim parlor where Louis lay asleep on the velvet chaise.
His Louis. His enigma. His one true obsession.
Lestat’s gaze followed the subtle rise and fall of Louis’s chest, the delicate way his lips parted in sleep, as if even in unconsciousness he were forming some beautiful, doomed thought that only he would understand. The room was silent, save for the faint ticking of the clock on the mantel, an almost rhythmic pulse that echoed Lestat’s mounting tension, each tick a reminder of the time that slipped through his fingers, threatening to leave him bereft, empty.
Since they'd first met, Lestat had fallen hopelessly, fatally, for Louis, pulled in by his austere elegance and guarded manner. Louis was everything Lestat was not—reserved, quietly resilient, bound by a code that Lestat, in his own brazen narcissism, had never fully understood. The enigma of Louis thrilled him, and he had learned early on that every piece of himself Louis offered was a gift. The man was far too exquisite, his beauty so particular and restrained, and Lestat had learned early on that such rare souls were to be hoarded, protected—kept close, away from the ugliness of the world. But now, something new simmered within him.
He feared Louis was slipping away.
In recent weeks, he’d seen it in the way Louis’s gaze lingered too long on the open doors to the city, as if measuring the distance between himself and freedom. He noticed the unease in Louis’s eyes whenever Lestat spoke too tenderly, the way he would shift, glance away, something cautious—fearful, perhaps—flickering just beneath his surface.
This realisation had bloomed into an insatiable, gnawing fear, a thought that clawed its way through Lestat’s mind until it was all he could see: Louis will leave me.
The mere idea was repulsive, unthinkable. He had not bent the very threads of fate to find Louis, only to watch him walk away as if all they’d shared meant nothing. It was inconceivable to Lestat that he, with his charm, his beauty, his devotion, could be abandoned. It grated against the very fabric of his soul, which thirsted endlessly for admiration, attention, devotion—all that Louis, in his own frustratingly reserved way, had been giving him since they met.
But now? The world felt more precarious.
As he studied Louis’s sleeping form, Lestat’s lips curved into a contemplative smile, a terrible, possessive thought igniting in his mind. If Louis would not stay out of desire alone, Lestat would give him a reason to. He would create an unbreakable bond, something so visceral, so eternal, that even Louis, with his tormented heart and wandering thoughts, would feel compelled to remain.
An idea—a perfect, darkly miraculous idea—had taken root.
Lestat imagined it: a child, born from their union, an undeniable link that would tie Louis to him forever. If Louis bore his child, he would no longer have the option to leave. It would make him his in a way no other bond could achieve. And what’s more, the audacity of such a plan thrilled Lestat, made his pulse race with the excitement of a hunter on the cusp of a perfect kill.
But he knew, of course, that Louis would never agree. His lover was far too principled, too cautious. That was why Lestat needed to be…creative. He needed to find a way to set his plan into motion without Louis realizing, not until it was far too late.
In the flickering candlelight, Lestat took a quiet step toward the chaise, each movement calculated, a predator’s grace in every step. His gaze lingered over the delicate contours of Louis’s face, memorizing each shadow cast by his high cheekbones, the faint hollows beneath his eyes. There was something timeless, otherworldly in Louis’s beauty, something fragile and unearthly, as if he were only half a part of this world.
Reaching down, Lestat brushed a stray coil from Louis’s face, his fingers lingering a fraction too long, his touch possessive. Louis murmured in his sleep, his head shifting slightly into the caress, a gesture so innocently tender that it made Lestat’s heart ache. He could almost pretend, in moments like this, that Louis truly belonged to him, that the softness was voluntary, that he was entirely willing.
"Mon Louis," Lestat murmured softly, his voice barely a breath. "You have no idea how beautiful you are, how much you mean to me. How could I ever let you go?"
A small sigh escaped Louis’s lips, his brow furrowing slightly, as though his body could sense the turmoil simmering beside him. Lestat’s fingers traced down Louis’s cheek, resting at the curve of his jaw, pressing just enough to feel the warmth of his skin beneath.
But this gentle admiration could not satisfy him. Not anymore.
Lestat leaned down, his lips barely brushing Louis’s ear, the warmth of his breath stirring faintly against his lover’s skin. "I will keep you forever, Louis. And soon, you will have no choice but to stay."
As the hours slipped by and the city outside lulled into silence, Lestat sat beside Louis, watching him with rapt attention, the first seeds of his scheme taking root in his mind.
Louis was intersex, a secret he’d shared with Lestat in one rare, vulnerable night before they'd had their first taste of true intimacy. But despite their intimacy, Louis had guarded part of himself, refusing to allow Lestat access to his most private self. The traditional side of him, one Lestat only half-respected and half-despised, held fast to the idea of marriage—of commitment, of purity—even as Lestat pressed, teased, and tried to break down the wall between them.
“That part of me,” Louis had murmured once, when Lestat had dared to broach the subject again, his voice soft but unyielding, “is for after we’re married, if that is ever to be.”
Lestat, for his part, had scoffed. The idea of marriage, of an institution as archaic as that holding sway over their relationship, seemed absurd. But in his own fervent way, he’d complied, begrudgingly accepting the boundaries Louis set, even if they only heightened his fixation.
Tonight, though, as he looked at Louis, the moonlight pale against his sleeping face, the obsession grew. In his mind, Lestat saw their life together, not simply as lovers but as something indelible, bound by blood, by ties that transcended all earthly bonds. The thought of marriage had always seemed ludicrous—but the idea of a family, of having something that no mere contract could provide, stirred a new hunger in him. It was perfect. It was inevitable. It was Louis who needed convincing.
Moving closer, Lestat knelt by the chaise, his fingers ghosting over Louis’s arm, savoring the warmth that pulsed just beneath the surface. He’d thought of it often: Louis allowing him, fully, vulnerably, to claim what he had so earnestly guarded. Lestat imagined Louis’s reluctance crumbling, the look in his eyes as he finally yielded, as he finally entrusted Lestat with that part of himself. And with that trust, Lestat would forge something stronger—a tie that Louis could not break, no matter how far his thoughts might wander.
He settled beside Louis, his mind already spinning with how he might achieve it. He’d be gentle, he decided. His lover needed coaxing, a reminder of his devotion. And perhaps, just perhaps, Lestat could bend Louis’s rules without breaking them outright.
In sleep, Louis murmured softly, his brow furrowing as if sensing the intensity of Lestat’s thoughts. Lestat’s hand drifted, feather-light, to Louis’s hip, resting there possessively, a faint smirk tugging at his lips as he let his thoughts stray deeper into his plan. He would give Louis no reason to doubt his love. He would even honor his boundaries, at least to a point. But once his idea came to fruition, Louis would have no choice but to see Lestat’s devotion for what it was—absolute, consuming, irrefutable.
As the first light of dawn crept along the edges of the drapes, Lestat rose from the chaise, casting a final, possessive glance at Louis’s sleeping form. Soon enough, Louis would belong to him in every way, even the parts he so adamantly guarded.
The seeds of his plan were planted, a dark thrill pulsing in his veins as he looked upon the man he would bind to him, irrevocably and forever.