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Being a farmer is so nice and fun, you don’t have to worry anything. All you have to do was just sit on a chair and watch the animals doing their stuff, they are just chilling waiting for their food and play with the others animal
Everything is normal, nothing will happens or so you thought. You think life is going to be easy? Hell no…. The Gods decide to give you a motherfucking tiger, what are you going to do about it? Keep it in a warehouse and lock it forever so no one will become its meal? But the thing is where did you get this tiger from?
You can’t actually remember but all you remember was finding it outside your farm. It fell into your trap, those traps you made are to ensure no coyotes enter the farm but you don’f expect it to be a tiger. No a half man half tiger, something you have never seen in your life. At least the man looks hot though, what at you event asking about you damn pervert?
It takes you two days to get it out of the trap. Does the half man half tiger give you a thank you? Hell no, it tries to eat you, how can it eat the one that saves it ass from hunger. You end up spreading its mouth wide to prevent the tiger from biting you.
And what else? Give it the pit bull treatment… the dog muzzle, it fits perfectly and now it can’t bite other than scratch your entire body making scars on your body and it hurts so bad. You have no choice, what would the government do if they found a half man half tiger? Experiment on it go course and you can’t handle the sight of it calling for help
It doesn’t make cat noise, it speaks human language. That is something far more twister
You keep it in a warehouse away from the animals. The animals almost got crazy upon seeing the half man half tiger. You have to separate it
You need answers, there are tons of question you have in mind. Why is there a half man half tiger? And why the fuck does it speaks human language
You just carry yourself a shotgun to ensure your safety. You fed it daily and it seems to calm down for a bit after weeks staying in your farm. You can talk to it, maybe who knows?
“Come in, don’t just stand out there” says the half man half tiger as you enter the warehouse holding a shotgun
“Explain yourself” you say sitting on a chair
“Call me Ryomen Sukuna and stop thinking of me as some sort of wild animal” says the tiger
“How can I trust you that you are not an animal?” You ask
“Isn’t the collar enough to answer that question of yours?” He says
“You are… an animal” you say as the half man half tiger want to scratch you so bad
“What are you a fool? I’m not an animal, think again” says Sukuna
“Then that means you are a dog”
“You little shit” says Sukuna as he comes towards you
Too bad you are in a bad position so is he. You have one of his claws right on your eyes while he has a shotgun under his chin. It’s either both of you died or on live to tell the tale
“Are you trying to say that you are a human?” You ask
“Well maybe [human], but think again. You humans experiment on us, torment us and find joy in watching our eyes slowly close and lose hope in surviving and free from you humans” says Sukuna
“I think there are some misunderstanding” you say
“You humans are all the same, don’t try to prove yourself innocent. I know what you humans want, power, money, status… that’s all you care” says the half man half tiger
“But there are some humans that treated animals nicely too”
“Silent, you insect. Open your mouth and I make sure you never see again” he says
“Then says goodbye to your head” you say as Sukuna could do nothing but sighs in annoyance
“You are an animal right?” You ask
“Yes…” says Sukuna
“Then why the fuck did you attack me when I sys you are an animal” you say loudly as Sukuna looks away doesn’t give a fuck to you or your words
“Shut your mouth, I don’t like hearing you insects shouting in my ear” Sukuna says loudly in a cold tone
“Listen to mankind, the most intelligent animal in the world. You have to listen to the most intelligent not a dumb tiger like you” you say loudly pointing fingers at Sukuna. You can see the veins bulging on his head and you know he is ready to kill you right here right now
“Like hell I would listen to you vermin after what you have done to me”
“Then that’s men’s you left everyone for your own sake. Isn’t that make you a jerk and a coward” you say
“They are nothing but mere insects. They can’t do anything without me, they can only depend on those who are stronger them to survive. They can’t even do anything, they even let someone died just because of their foolishness and selfish. Would you even believe they tried to kill me just because I kill thousands of humans that tried to take me down” Sukuna says in a serious tone
“Since when did you animals have the same feelings as the humans and speak like one” you ask
“I was experimented on, you fool. You can’t even see that” Sukuna says loudly as he looks like he is about to choke you to death
“Sounds familiar… I have heard of this news before. Ah right… you come from a facility that was made by the government. Kinda surprised to se you animals still alive after all that experiments” you say
“You knew all this time and try to act like a fool” he says looking at you with anger and hatred
“Listen… I only heard it from the others. My fame is currently 5km away from that facility and of course not everyone knows what lies inside these walls. The government, you should blame them not the citizens. They know nothing, why don’t you kill those who have fun in torturing you and come up with the idea to experiment on animals trying to make them look more human and talk like a human too” you say
“No matter what you say, you humans are all the same.” Sukuna says looking at you as you think of blowing off his brains
“Where is my thank you” you ask as Sukuna is confused
“What is thank you?” He asks, you realize he is a tiger that were experimented by the scientists. What a poor tiger but you don’t give a fuck
“A gesture when someone help you with something” you say
“You don’t deserve my thank you” he says in a cold tone
“Fine… but do you want to go outside” you ask
“Go outside in the daylight for you humans to go and report to that damn facility. Hell no. Not in a million years would I go outside” he says
“It’s nothing but animals and me on this farm. There’s no one, we are on the outskirts” you say
“You humans come up with such words that is so confusing” Sukuna says
“Don’f worry, I will explain it to you. But do you want to stay here like forever or give it a chance to go outside” you say
“…” Sukuna hesitates for a moment
“Cmon, it’s been weeks since you have stepped outside. I can ensure you that there is no one outside. But if you don’t want to then I will take my leave and come by tomorrow, Kay?” You ask in a cheerful tone trying to brighten up his mood
You were about to leave when he says he will go out this time. But you told him not to do anything weird to your farm or the other animals
“Look… isn’t it more peaceful and chill outside rather than staying in that dark warehouse” you ask
“I always live and sleep in the dark, there were no light, no sunshine. Just the light shining at my eyes. Sometimes I thought it was the sun but turns out it was just a sign of another experiment” Sukuna says looking at the sun
“Talking like a traumatized person, you don’t look that traumatized” you say
“I didn’t know what you refer tra me zy as but I already got used to it. It’s boring in there, it would be more fun to feast on a fresh prey” he says as you pull a shotgun out of nowhere
both of you continue walking as you can see his movement. While half of his human body doesn’t do anything but just crosses his arms. That’s when you realize he has four arms and four eyes. Half of his face is covered with a mask. How did the scientists manage to create this? He looks chill and calm, not entirely calm. You can sense the hunger forming up inside him just by looking at his eyes
“If you are that hungry, just say so” you say
“being me flesh, meat, anything but not vegetables. It’s been 5 months since I have eaten meat” he says
“What did they even feed you in there” you ask
“Oh you don’t want to know, if you humans hate rotting food then so do animals like us. We hate eating rotten flesh not when it had gone off for weeks or maybe months. But it’s the only source of food there, we have no choice but to eat and survive for another day” he says
“But how can an animals manage to survive this long without eating” you ask
“I’m their first creation and the first to be the test subject that runs smoothly without any problems” he says
“I can’t remember how long I was in there. Maybe hundred of years or so” he says
“So you are just immortal?” You ask
“Not basically immortal, we can still die unless we are careful. Don’t ask why, I don’t even know either. Aka the scientists themselves, they keep talking about how they are doing this for the mankind and in the name of SciEncE” he says
You see the rabbits getting out of their cages and trying to do something dumb by jumping over the fences as you enter inside and slowly pick one up
“What the fuck are you doing?” He asks
“I think you should stay away, those bunnies are scared of you” you say as Sukuna scoffs
The bunnies are too cute and you can’t help but pet them and hug them more while Sukuna stands by watching you passionately. You are going to died it cuteness overload
“Do you want to pet them?” You ask bringing a bunny close to Sukuna. That’s when you see him drooling, he is really hungry
“Let’s just keep going” you say giving him the side eye as he follows from behind
“Actually, I have been trying to get you know another animal that is the same like you. He was also experimented but he is under the water and I don’t know if you two come from the same facility or not” you say walking into the forest
“Are we even there yet?” He asked
“Just a little more” you say walking on the path that leads you deep inside the forest where it lies a river and a lake. You never expect a river to connect to a lake and it looks so beautiful like you have whichever something in life. If it was luxury, you would be more happier but the natural beauty… it’s ok too, you are fine with it
“[y/nnnnnnnnnnnnnnnnnnnnnn] what tool you so long? It’s been so lonely here, why did you have to leave me here for centuries” you heard a familiar voice coming from under the water of the lake. You know it’s Gojo, he doesn’t want to come up to show his face yet, he likes to surprise you
“It’s only been a 4 hours” you say
“4 hours is enough to make me died of boredom. You better come with a tank or something that I could fit inside” he says loudly under the water
“I’m not that strong to bring you back to my farm” you say scratching your head
“This voice, I has heard it before” Sukuna says in a low tone
“Don’t think I can’t hear youuuuuuuuuu” Gojo says loudly as Sukuna can only do nothing but crosses his arms and sighs in annoyance when he realizes it was someone he used to know
You walk onto the dock and wait for Gojo to pop his head out of the water but he didn’t. You have no choice but get on a boat. Sukuna follows you from behind, you forgot to warn him not to walk on the dock
“Hey!! Don’t step on that piece of wood or you will fa…” you see him stepping on the dock and that’s it. He fell into the water crushing the dock and it is destroyed. How heavy is Sukuna? You can’t imagine him getting on the boat and proceed to crush it too. Luckily, he can swim though, but how? How can a half man half tiger even able to swim. You can’t imagine the scene of a half man using his arms to swim up or the lower body dangling around like being hold onto the air like some sort of dog swimming. But he looks normal and a bit annoyed because you don’t warn him earlier
“[y/n]…” you heard a serious voice from behind you
“Why did you let this damn cat alive?” He says in a serious voice and it was the first time you see him being this serious when he always cheerful and playful for 24/7. What is wrong with him? You don’t even know
Gojo stops to think for a moment before opening his mouth “ah… I see, you don’t want blood in your hands do you? Well let me kill him for you” he says as you can see his blue eyes that were once closed now open. there were 6 not two, there are two above and two below his main eyes. And what’s more weird is how he smiles like a child. You then felt like something is wrapped around your waist as you almost forgot he is a damn fish do of course his tail would be long like a damn snake. You are fucked. You are going to fucking drown
You were dragged into the water by his tail as you scream. When you are under the water you are shocked that you can see under the water, it really hurts your eyes when you try to do so but it doesn’t hurt anymore and that is a great thing and why the fuck you are breathing. Are you crazy?
“Don’t worry, I have given you a bubble and now you can breathe under the water. And what do I get in return for letting you breathe and see under the water?” He says as you can see his playful smile
“Food…?” You say as Gojo only pout and looks away. But he shifts his attention to Sukuna
“Gojo… what are you doing? Gojo” you shout under the water as you see him swim around Sukuna and grab his legs pulling him deep into the water. Too bad Gijo was scratched in the eyes
“Do you believe I wills at you alive right here right now, you damn fish” Sukuna says as you can’t here nothing but the sounds of someone trying to breath under the water. But he is still fine
“You damn tiger, do you believe I will drag you deep into the water and left you drowning. Do you believe I will bite your arm off” Gojo says angrily putting a hand on his right eye to stop the bleeding
“Try me” Sukuna says with a challenging tone as you can’t comprehend why a damn cat is fighting with a damn fish. Cat always wins cause they eat fish but also loses since they hate water. But Sukuna doesn’t seem to hate the water or scared of it, he seems to be a bit more calm
You almost forgot that Gojo is a an orca. He doesn’t have the body of an orca but you suspect he is half human half orca. He looks too sunshine and rainbow to be an orca. But you do enjoy watching a cat fighting with a fish. You could only imagine the sight of a cat using its paw to slap the fish, while the fish throw using its tail to slap the cat
In the end they keep fighting for 15 minutes while you swim up the surface and was able to breath normally again but you don’t expect someone to drag you back down into the water
The bubble we’re gone and you are moving like some god damn cya being under the water and what else you can’t breath, you are going to drown
You realized you were hold by Sukuna as he lets you face Gojo himself. When Gojo tries to move the other way, Sukuna moves at the same directions like Gojo, he is holding you like a cat being shown to everyone but Gojo is in front of you and he can’t do nothing
“Ah… you won’t fucking drown me unless I move this insect away from my gasp” Sukuna says as you can’t understand what he is saying but just nonsense words. Gojo looks annoyed and angry, he places his hands on your body and tries to pull you away from Sukuna as Sukuna lets go of you
You were taken into the surface as you are trying to breathe. Sukuna also comes out of the water and shake himself trying to get the water off his fur and his body. He does look like a damn cat
“I didn’t even know a fat as like you would crush the dock” you say making Sukuna annoyed
“Keep away from her, you damn tiger” Gojo says loudly as he pops his head out of the water
“You are the one that should be shut up, you can’t even walk like me” Sukuna says letting out a chuckle, Gojo was furious and he throws himself onto the surface by going deep into the water and jump out of the water
But you never expect him to come out of the water with legs even Sukuna is confused
“What the fuck?” You say as your brain stop working
“Take a look at my beautiful legs, I’m the perfect experiment of the facility, be able to turn into a human” Gojo says with a proud tone (it’s a joke)
“What are you going to do about it if I don’t” Sukuna says with a mocking tone as Gojo takes off his tail and run straight into Sukuna with bare legs (it’s a joke)
“This insect will become my meal” Sukuna says in a cold tone
“Too bad I found her first, she is supposed to be my [meal] not yours” Gojo says loudly as he can’t do nothing, it’s not like he is able to walk on the ground, he is a fish
Sukuna Stan’s there and laugh at Gojo as you felt like these two have known each other before
“How the fuck did you even get out of that facility? I assume you are also a jerk leaving your friends behind” Sukuna says letting out a chuckle
“I dig a hole and most of the fish had escape only you animals who lives ion the ground remain there being tortured every single day” he says as you can fully see his six eyes. His eyes are beautiful, it looks like a diamond
“I need to go back, it’s about to turn dark” you say leaving Gojo and Sukuna behind, Gojo waves his hands saying goodbye to you
“I’m kinda surprised to see you being too fond with a human” Sukuna says with a mocking tone
“It’s none of your business” Gojo says with hatred in his eyes
“I don’t even know what those humans injected inside your body but I suspect you are slowly becoming the things you hate. You are looking more human, Gojo. I don’t remember you being this weak” he says with a mocking tone, letting out a laugh triggering Gojo’s anger
“Then why didn’t you kill her?” Gojo asks, he thinks he has gotten the right question when Sukuna doesn’t seem to answer his question
“It’s because of this damn thing” Sukuna says
“You could take it off with your own hands. You don’t even need her to take it off” Gojo says. Sukuna doesn’t say anything and just stay silent. He is completely annoyed and furious
“You better keep your mouth shut or I will make sure you go blind” Sukuna says, Gojo only let out a chuckle and knows that he has won. Even if his face were scratched, he still has four eyes left to see
“We animals aren’t capable of feelings like love” Sukuna says, Gojo only stays silent and go back deep into the water. Sukuna leaves the lake and go back to your farm.
You never know that Gojo has dug a way into your farm by using digging and digging. He will do anything just to ensure you are safe from that tiger
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“What the fuck at you doing to me, human?” You hear a loud mighty roar shouting at you as its body got wet by the water. Sukuna… he needs to get a bath after eating all your damn animals and the blood still reeks
“You are my animals, stained the wall red and what else? The blood reeks, you damn fat ass. You are going to get a bath and don’t think i will forgive you for almost killing my entire farm. Do you believe I will turn you into a cow” you say angrily holding the pipe in your hands and just straight up splash his entire body with water, he is annoyed really annoyed but that’s what he get for eating your animals
You can’t turn him into a cow like one of those fan fiction on Google. You shouldn’t think too much about it you damn pervert
“Are you done yet?” Sukuna asked
“No, the warehouse stinks because of you” you say receiving a death glare from Sukuna
“Say that again…” he says in a serious voice
“…” you say nothing cause you know it will make things worse. You don’t want to put up a fight with Sukuna, you don’t want him to go on a rampage. But you have a problem ever hearing his name, it reminds you of someone a long time ago. You can’t seem to remember their face nor their voice just their actions. You don’t have the guts to question him, he is an animal. How could he be related to a person you know?
“Cat got your tongue? That’s how you should behave when around me” he says in a harsh tone. You shouldn’t waste your time around him, just stay silent and you are 100% sure he will shut the fuck up
You have been tired lately, you can’t seem to know why. But you are easy to spacing out, you still can’t find reason why. It’s just nothing but why and why and why, what are you even doing? Trying to live, trying to forget everything that you have done, trying to forget h…. It’s not the best time to bring that person up
“Are you even listening to me, human?” Sukuna says loudly shaking your shoulders and see you snap out of reality, you seem to be in shock and a little surprised but quickly calm down. He doesn’t know what is wrong with you but he can surely say that you are slowly under his effects
“We are done, I will be leaving you here. If you need anything call me” you say leaving Sukuna alone in the warehouse wet, he shakes his body getting rid of all the water before going back to where he was doing
You have been hearing noises lately at night. And it seem to be directly in your house or out in the farm where the animals are sleeping. You can’t seem to know where but it makes you annoyed and hard to sleep
Late rin the morning you find out that someone has dug a hole right in your farm. You are annoyed of course since the animals can’t swim and the hole is so deep but you could see the water down there so you suspect this might be something related to the pipes being broken
Turn out it wasn’t the pipes, it was Gojo. He is crazy and just digging a way through your farm. You can’t even believe that he dig his way through inside your farm and now there is a hole. A really big hole, you don’t blame him of course since he is a good boy unlike Sukuna who always tries to kill you
But there is one small problem, he somehow got the water from the lake flow through the hole he had dug and now you have to move the animals from another warehouse to stay in while you digging up dirt and dirt to create a little lake for Gojo. You will work out on that stuff later but it will take you a long time. You know Gojo is happy and knows what he is doing. You don’t blame him, there was nothing for you to do so you guess that works out as a task
You need to check on the amount of money you get. You seem to be running low, your business, it’s not doing fine either. You need another plan to make money. You are running low on cows since Sukuna had eaten almost every single one of them and now there are 2 lefts. But you also need money to feed the two cows and then some time later they would breed. Without animals how can you make money
What even more worse is your crops it was destroyed by the water that flow out of the hole Gojo digs. You lost every single of your crops and of course that’s mean all your hard work mean nothing. How are you supposed to live? It seems like everything you done is pointless, as if the God isn’t proud of your work
[Why is there so many things you have to worry? Give yourself a break and come play with me]
You remember that voice, the kind of voice that you would always spend time with when both of you are still kids. What was their name? What do they look like? What is the collar of their hair? Their eyes? Face? And most importantly are they…?
Snap out of it… they aren’t real, they are long gone. Stop blaming yourself for everything
[Why you are not talking to me, [y/n]]
They are talking to you, should you reply back? You shouldn’t they aren’t real, they are not real. They are just an imaginary friend right? Your hands are shaking, shaking from what? Are you scared of a mere voice? You are really pathetic and weak
[Oh… I know what’s wrong… did you finally come back to your sense that you (…..) me]
You then felt like everything has turn black and you could only feel like you are drowning or slowly dying. What is this feeling? You have never experienced this before
Why does it feel like you are actually experiencing dead? Is this how people actually dies? Alone and scared, everything is so dark. This is not suppose sir be happening.
[It seems like the guilt is crawling up your back and is drowning you in nothing but regrets. Do you regret it? For what you have done to me? A.N.S.W.E.R M.E]
The voice says loudly awaken you up from your slumber. Everything is just a dream, nothing but a dream. But then why is there a shovel in your hands. You remember putting it away
Why is there blood on it? You then look up to see Gojo was trying to wake you up this whole time and you hurt him. You felt bad for what you have done and throw the shovel away and immediately go towards him
“Are you fine? I’m sorry for what I have done. I didn’t meant it, I’m so sorry. Please forgive me” you say with a shaking tone but then he just only smiles as if he was very happy of what you have done. But why is he smiling? Why?
“It’s fine… I forgive you… it’s not your fault. It was mine, I know it’s wrong to dig a hole through your farm and I know you would be mad at me so just don’t blame yourself” Gojo says with a smile, hey do you actually feel uneasy, as if this was just part of an act. His smile looks so genuine but so fake at the same time, did he do this on purpose? What is he motive? Why do you have so many question but few answers. Why are you asking yourself these kind of question but not do something to find the answers to it
“[y/n], do you hear me? Snap out of it please” it’s Gojo’s voice but then you ask yourself what is happening
“It’s good to know that you fully snap out of it” Gojo says letting out a sigh of relief
“What happens?” You ask
“Sukuna just basically knock you out for challenging him and now he is mad. But it’s good to know that you are doing fine but a little hurt. Your head is not too damaged, just few small injuries. I’m sure it will take you a few days to fully recover” he says with a smile on his face
“How the fuck did that actually happens and why the fuck am I beside a pool of water” you ask
“You can’t seem to remember what happens? You saw the hole and think it was a good idea to make a bigger hole for me to get through and live comfortably. But turn out there was something flowing out of the hole and it hit your head making you fall unconscious. This was after you get knock out from Sukuna. You are still perfectly fine but I think you may feel a little big dizzy” he says
“You make this hole bigger and end up turning it into a swimming pool” you say, he nods his head
“Not exactly a pool but u think it fits my size. Don’t do this to yourself alone, let me just do this by myself. I will make the pool deeper so I suggest you not to come near the pool in any circumstances. But while you are unconscious, I did manage to make Sukuna loses one of his arms. Are you proud of me?” He says with a smile on his face, but this smile seems off. It seems to be holding something and what does he meant by making Sukuna lost one of his arms. You don’t know what to answer but just nod your head
You out a hand on your head feeling the smooth layer of the bandages. That when you realize Gojo did this, he bandaged your head. How nice of him… all this time it was just a dream and you have been overthinking about those things too might why cause you to have stress. Good to know it was just a dream. You don’t know what would happen if it wasn’t
Are you turning crazy or what? Maybe you are just tired that’s all it matters. You should get some rest, not when you put bear traps in the woods and wonder if you caught any animals. There are rangers and other farmers around here. They are desperate to get an animal for themselves and who knows what they might do to them
You head inside the woods and hear the sound of someone trying to remove a bear trap. You got closer to the noise, that’s when you felt like someone is watching you from afar. You can sense it, their eyes are on you watching your movement. Good thing that you come with a shotgun or else
A wolf, it’s a a wolf similar to Sukuna and Gojo. It’s just an ordinary persons with wolf ears and tail. But the thing is he is trapped, he is an animal not a human. Maybe the scientists is somehow be able to turn these animals into humans and it seems to be working but slowly and slowly
The wolf, he got his leg stuck inside the bear trap. He tries to wiggle free from the bear trap but to no avail. When he sees you, he tries to escape but his leg was held back by the bear trap. He looks scared and but more nothing but anger and hatred as if he hates your kind. Of course, it was obvious ever since you met Sukuna
You pull out another bear trap and set it on the ground, picking up a wooden stick and throw it inside the bear trap. The wolf looks at you confused, wondering what are you doing but it never let it guards down. You show the wolf how to open the bear trap, that was when he calms down and realize you have good intentions and let you remove the bear trap of his legs
You don’t feel like being watched anymore but you still could hear the sound of someone moving in the bushes. Maybe it’s the wolf friend
“Choso… Wait, she has good intentions” you hear a voice from behind you as a man with black hair knock the fuck out of you
“Choso, what the fuck? Why did you knock her out?” Says a tired and annoyed tone
“I’m sorry… I didn’t meant to. It’s just I can’t stand the sight of you being angered at the sight of a human so I thought knocking her out may calm you down” Choso says sweating heavily
“She has good intentions and even removes the bear trap off Megumi’s leg” says a loud voice
“Why the fuck an I surrounded by idiots” Megumi whispers to himself
“Let’s take her back to our shelter, besides I can smell another human coming” Megumi says with a serious voice as Choso carries your body lovingly, feeing sorry for what he has done
“What the fuck happens?” Says a more annoyed tone as the three of them doesn’t know what to say
“Choso knocks out the one who tries to save my ass” Megumi says with a serious tone that makes the atmosphere around them more worse
“My apologies… I didn’t mean to” Choso says with a voice full of guilty
“You knock out a human? You don’t even think of a situation where their families will look for them?” Says a deep, calm tone
“It’s my fault” Choso says looking down and then walk int a corner of the room to punish himself while the others continue to think of what to do with you
“This human, she is fucking cursed by Sukuna himself” says the deep, calm tone
“What the fuck do you mean by that Geto?” Says Megumi
“It’s obvious to notice, the marks, the scars on her body. There is no way a scar like this could be from a dog or cat, it’s match the size of Sukuna’s claws. He fucking curses her somehow, just by mere touching could already make you fall into hallucination. It’s kind of different depends on different person. If they are good, they have nothing to fear or regret of so Sukuna’s curse would be useless but for the bad, guilt crawling up on their spine reminding them of what they have done, this human is not an exception” Geto says with a serious voice
“I will be keeping her in my room, she somehow has the bandage writing Gojo on it” Geto says before picking you up and took you to his room
[You are interesting… why aren’t you showing any kind of emotions when I hurt you. Are you really that pathetic? You are so bored, why don’t you just cry or show any anger. Are you trying to hide it? There is nothing to fear of, show me that crying face of yours] it’s that same voice again, but this time you somehow back in the time where you are just a kid, only 8-9 years old
You remember that person, who always pick on you just because you sit next to them. You don’t show any emotions, why? Because you are sick of course, you can’t afford to spread the virus to the others so you wear a mask, the person said that bullshit
[I want to see your face, get the mask off] that person says again
You remember them being a bully. Ah… right the person is a boy, but you can’t seem to remember their name or face. You still don’t know why everything you see is just nothing but black and white. You can’t remember much except the time being with him
“Fine I will show you my face, happy” you say pulling off the mask revealing your nose red from the amount of sneezing in a long hour
You can see the smirk on the boy’s face as if he is satisfied of what he is seeing
[Now I will be the only one who can see your face. You should get it off when I’m around] the boy says with a serious tone before putting his hands on your face
[Do you ever feel angry at me? You used to help me back then and I repay you back by beating you up, were you angry? But I don’t care about the answers, all I care is about how you will forever be my toy, you will never leave me]
He received a punch in the face, you could see the blood dripping out of his nose. He looks happy, but why does he look happy? Does he like being punched that bad
[You still have the strength to fight back even though I had beaten you up like a bulb, you have my respect. Don’t disappoint me, I will give you one week to prepare then we will decide who get to be the pet] the boy says with a challenging tone before acting like an innocent boy when someone comes
You can’t seem to remember much but all you know is that boy always see himself as your enemies and your friend. For what reason? Because you help him or he is just mentally ill or he just wants to see you suffer
“Urghhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhh” you groan loudly putting a hand on your head after being knocked out twice a day
“You are awake, how are you? I’m so sorry for what happened. My friend, he hits you in the head and I am deeply sorry for letting that happen” says Geto, you see a half man and half snake in front of you, you are scared of course since you hate snake. One of them tried to bite you last time and almost kill you
“Who are you?” You and
“Geto is my name, thank you for getting rid of the bear trap in Megumi’s leg. I know you may have a lot of question but I’m willing to answer it. It’s night time and I think you should stay here for a night before returning back home” he says with a gentle voice
“Are you animal?” You ask
“It will take a lot of time to explain but maybe yes and no. I still don’t know, it depends on the body” Geto says with a nervous tone
“You guys don’t know who you are? You guys only remember your name but don’t know who is possessing this body. May I know why?” You ask
“I still don’t know, sorry but I could answer other question…” he says nervously, maybe all the animals that were experimented can’t remember or just lose their memories
“Do you know anyone name Gojo?” You ask
“I know him, he is my best friend. But he changed” he says nervously
“Why?”
“I can’t answer that question… it’s too complicated. He has become one of them” he says
“What the fuck do you mean? Just explaining it to me, I have a lot of questions that needed to be answered now”
“If you want to know that much then I will tell you. Gojo himself is not safe to be around with, he could you and act like an innocent fish all he wants but sooner or later he will lure you into the water and eat you alive. In the past, he used to be normal but ever since he tasted human flesh, he has gone crazy. If you meet him, just don’t get tricked” he says, is there anything else about Gojo that you don’t even know about?
“He has six eyes, you better be careful whenever he opens his eyes. You could fall into hallucination” Geto says in a serious tone
“What about Sukuna? You know him right?” You ask
“I would be nothing but a dead corpse if I make eye contact with him. He is too dangerous, I suggest you not to get closer to him. You could get yourself cursed if you mess with him. You are currently [cursed], he will try to make you remember all of your mistakes. He will make sure you are reminded of what you have done in the past, it’s hard to get rid of it unless you kill him yourself. But that’s all I know, you should get a rest” Geto says before putting you back on the ground where lies a comfy mattress
But you still have questions of how they are made? Where do they even come from? And why the fuck did Sukuna curse you? Who is Gojo? Is he even a silly daily like you know or is he hiding something far more sinister? Where is the facility? What is their motive? Too many questions and you just don’t want to know. Why? Is it because of him? Is it because of that boy? Are you trying to remember what happens in the past? Or are you trying to redeem yourself and make yourself innocent? It wouldn’t even matter, he will still despises you anyways, just go to sleep and then everything will just disappear
“She hasn’t come back yet” Sukuna says to himself, he got out of the warehouse and went look for you himself. You are important and he can’t afford to lose you yet, you have already made a promise. He can’t let you broke it
Chapter Text
“Are you awake?” You heard a soft gentle voice waking you up as you slowly open your eyes and see Geto looking at you
“I’m sorry if I woken you up but there are some things I want to talk to” he says
“Go on, I have a lot of questions to ask you” you say
“Does anyone know about the facility?” He asked
“I remember it was in the newspaper in the 90s but it’s currently 2025. Maybe it had been around for hundred of years or more. It was mad why the Government but they keep it a secret and never told the public what they are doing inside that facility” you say
“How did you meet Sukuna??” He asked
“Long story short, he fell into a hole and I have to get him out. He seems pretty chill and doesn’t do anything weird other than hissing and hitting me in the face with his tail”
“What about Gojo?” Geto asked curiously
“I can’t exactly remember but I meet him when I was going fishing on the boat. I did notice something was inside the water that had been eating the fish. That was when we make eye contact, he was eating a fish peacefully and was scared when seeing me. There was a collar on his neck and I think it could be taken off but I don’t know what to say since I don’t speak animal language”
“You know that I can see you right? They is nothing fear, you hungry? It seems like you eat fish and you have eaten every single one of them in this lake. Do you want one” you say with a calm voice handing a fish out in the water
You may get yourself killed but he looks harmless. He goers closer to you, he sniffs the fish before taking it away. You can see him turning his back on you and eat the fish he looks happy and satisfied
“I will come back tomorrow, you don’t have to fear of going hungry again but you should leave the baby fish to grow before eating them. Let them breed and you will have more food” you say before getting the boat onto the surface and leave
“You won’t believe if I told you this” you say
“What is it about?” Geto asked
“He gave me a human body as a gift and it scared the fuck out of me” you say
“I told you he is a crazy maniac” Geto says
“You knew him?” You asked
“He use to be my friends but not anymore since he keep acting like an animal” he says
“What do you mean by that? What the fuck do you Lena by acting like an animal? Aren’t you guys animals that got turn into half human half animal?” You asked
“We used to be humans before getting experimented. I don’t know how but this body is mine and only one soul can possess it. I somehow beat the shit out of the snake’s soul and take over this body. As for Sukuna, I don’t think he is a human. Gojo, he is too weird” Geto says
“That’s sounds like something that I don’t want to experience. But how did you get experimented? The government say they took prisoners in to be the test subject” you say
You believe their leis, they make the prisoners the guards instead. It angers Sukuna so much that he goes on a rampage. As for Gojo, he was holding back the whole time for everyone’s safety but staying alone inside a chamber for too long make him go insane. Sukuna, he only craves flesh and enjoy killing the others so he was normal and was able to keep himself sane with those sadistic hobbies of his” Geto says
“Why does it sounds so chaotic” you say
“It may sounds chaotic but it’s worse than you thought. Is there anything else you’d want to ask? Everything I say could be a lie since memory is fuzzy after leaving the facility”
“The collar… what is the collar on Gojo’s neck and Sukuna’s” you ask
“The collar represent the government’s strongest weapon for the War. They don’t want both of them go loose and cause chaos. As for us, we are harmless so they don’t expect much from us and left us to die of starvation. Both of them are highly dangerous, approaching them could cause you your own life” he says
“That’s all I have for now, I will go meet the others” you say leaving Geto’s room
You see a man with black hair and a black straight line on his nose and he looks cute somehow since he looks like those who make something that hurt the others and wants to apologize
“I’m sorry for what I have done last night I hope you could forgive me” he says with a guilty voice
“It’s fine” you say seeing his face filling with nothing but happiness as he almost about to kill himself if you don’t forgive him. You would be a dead meat if Geto doesn’t tell him that you are a good person
“Are you a human?” You ask
“My father made me using a bat’s DNA” he says making you uncomfortable to say the least since what kind of father turn his own son into a half human half bat and experiment on him. Isn’t that crazy enough?
“But it’s good to know that you forgive me, I’m sorry for what I have done” he keep apologizing as you told him it’s fine
“May I know your name?” You ask
“Choso” he says
“What about the others?”
“the one that got stuck in a bear trap is Megumi, the one that come out of the bushes is Yuji. There is someone else in this house too, Toji”
“Who is he?”
“A panther, Megumi’s dad”
“Isn’t Megumi a wolf?” You ask
“I don’t know but I heard his wife is a wolf. You can go talk to him, he is right outside” Choso says with a gentle voice
You then left the house, it doesn’t look like a house to you. It looks abandoned, you plan to take everyone back to your farm. You couldn’t imagine the sight of those animals living in this house, it’s too dirty and most of all scary
You then see a man with black hair and a scar over his mouth. He looks like he is deep in thought but you wonder what is he thinking about
There is something telling you that both of you had something similar. Something that has been troubling you for a long time. But you don’t have the courage to say it out loud
[Say it]
[Why so afraid? Don’t you want to redeem yourself. Don’t you want to be seen as someone innocent? Tell him. Say it out loud and clear]
[Why are you hesitating? Don’t you say we are friends and I am your only best friends. You say you are a woman who keep their words, then tell him. Do what I said. Don’t be afraid, I will always be here for you [y/n]]
[Get out of my head]
[No… if I suffer in that damn place for years then you must suffer with me. It’s your damn fault that I got turned into like this, it was always your fault. None of this could have happened if you have just listened]
[I don’t remember a thing, you are the one that got yourself killed. Why blame me?]
[For you to remember, you hate forgetting things right? Then I will remind you. Hate me as much as you want but I will make you remember]
Where are you again? Right you here having this weird scenario created by that damn boy
“What do you want” you asked as the boy is standing in front of you
You feel nothing, everything around you slowly turn into nothing but darkness. The boy, he looks like some sort of demon
You can’t nothing in him just nothing but pure darkness and a pair of eyes looking at you
[What do I want?] he says bringing his hand closer to touch your face
[18 years being with you, you called me a friend. I never have a friend and yet I thought it was just a joke. A joke, a mere joke that I thought it was just a lie]
“It’s pointless now, I don’t remember a thing”
[I will make you remember, I like being your friend but I want something much more than that. Do you remember that day? The day that your parents says that I’m useless and aren’t capable being with a girl like you. I gotta admit that they are right for not letting a murderer be with you. Yet your heart says none the less]
“I grow out of love” you say making the atmosphere more tense as you could feel the anger and confusion in his eyes
[I’n sorry…? No… you still love me and I love you. You can’t just abandon me, forgot about me and left me here to rot, to suffer and die alone. You promise me]
“I told you it’s pointless when I tend to forget things. I just don’t remember even if you keep haunting me for many years. Of course I still love you but do I look like I would love a murderer”
[I was blamed, they only find out when I was taken away. They experimented on me, used me as some sort of weapon but I must thank my Mother for letting me realize the true extend of happiness. I enjoy flicking fear upon the others even you, my Love. I enjoy seeing them crying, squirming under my feet begging for forgiveness and mercy. Please don’t forget me, you can do whatever your want. Beat me up, socks me, use me as a toy for your satisfaction, you can do anything even if it means to stay by your side] he says as you felt disgusted and a little bit scared and sad for him
“You are crazy” you say
[Crazy? I was crazy once, they lock me in room. A rubber room. A rubber room with rats. And rats make me crazy]
[Crazy? I was crazy once, they lock me in room. A rubber room. A rubber room with rats. And rats make me crazy]
[Crazy? I was crazy once, they lock me in room. A rubber room. A rubber room with rats. And rats make me crazy]
You accidentally make him talk nonstop as you regret calling him crazy
[Me? Crazy? Don’t you even understand how much did I have to go through?] he says
“I’m sorry, I can’t remember. I don’t even know who you are, just tell me your name. What do you even look like”
[It would be better if you use your brain. Tell me… do you love me for what I have done. Was I accused of murder? Am I guilty? Did I kill my HIM? Am I a murderer]
“…”
[Of course you wouldn’t know, but that’s doesn’t matter. What matter is that you would forever love me right? Please just this once, please…]
You felt mixed of emotions, you don’t know or remember a thing. Then how do you even be able to love him
[No one had chosen me before so please, please just this time. I just want to your love, is that too much to ask?] he says holding your hand
“Snap out of it, they are not real and their words are nothing but lies to deceive you. Do not fall for them” you heard a strange voice calling you as you were slapped
[See you next time] the boy says as Toji is slapping you hard
“Ow” you say placing a hand
“Thank for waking me up” you say
“You should return back to your home” he says
“Where is Yuji and Megumi?” You ask
“They head out to look for food, I’m just making sure this place is safe and cozy before they got back here” he says
“How do you know that I’m like…. Uh….” You can’t find the right words to tell him
“Hallucination… they are inside your mind playing with you. Don’t trust their words, it’s nothing but full of lies” he says with a calm tone but how the fuck did he know
“How do you know?” You ask
“Would you even believe me that I got my own wife haunted me every single day and night but it’s feel great to hear her voice and see her face smiling at me softly. But I know it was nothing but an illusion created by my mind to trick me” he says
“I don’t remember a thing and my own friend haunted me trying to get me remember” you say
“That’s normal, those who feel guilty always experience those. You should relax yourself a sleep are yourself. Sometime they could attack you for what you have done” he says
“What did you do?” You ask
“What did I do?” Toji says as memories flushed through his head. He wished to tell it to someone to get rid of the burden on his shoulders but he can’t. What if they think bad of him? His son hates him for it
“What did I do…? Ha…ha…” he says while laughing as you felt like it was not a good idea to ask him that
“Then what did you do?” He asked
“I can’t remember” you say staring blankly at him
“You can’t remember? I wish I could not remember too, she keeps haunting me trying to remind me of those fateful nights. I wonder what does she say to me? I don’t know what she is saying” he says
“I can’t remember my friend’s face but I can hear his voice telling me to remember” you say
“Follow, maybe we could talk through this somewhere” he says as you follow him from behind
It was morning and the sun is already on the sky shining through the forest. It was peaceful almost like you had gone through this experience before with someone you sued to know, but you can’t remember who. Does he have white hair? Or pink hair? Who? Was he cheerful? You can’t remember a thing
“My wife… she was kind and sweet, a kind of women that every man would want and desire and yet she choose me. Someone who is not capable of finding a normal job, I was an assassin before turning into this half human half panther. And if you ask me, yes I do have a criminal record” he says
“so it’s true that the Government used prisoner as an experiment”
“No they made the prisoners a guard instead. Let me tell you, they are very cruel and enjoy the others suffering and squirming beneath their feet. The government, they may have successfully created a killing machine without knowing it. They crave killing and want to torture every single test subject every single day. It’s like a living hell hole, my wife she was there. she was kidnapped by the Government” he says
“What did they do?”
“The scientists, they see her as a perfect specimen for their experiment and turn her into a half human half wolf. But she was weak to continue living. I can’t stand seeing suffering like that while having to give birth to my child. She is a half human half wolf so Megumi already have wolf ears and tail when he was born”
“Did they take him away?” You ask
“Of course, they took him away cause it was the first time they ever see a human giving birth to a half human half animal. That’s what they want and they continue to do it to created more, but there’s also those who come out as a failure”
“…” you keep walking taking a look around the forest as it brings you unnecessary memories
“Some were born unidentified, they look weird almost as if they are monster. Poor children… they have to watch their own parents died, they are called the Forgotten. The scientists left them to starve to death but they never find out the real threat they possess”
“How come do you know so much?” You ask
“The others, they lost their memories when their soul got transfer into another body. While I myself was a human, I regretted everything I did and the pain I inflicted on my wife so I sew a dead animal onto my own body”
“I’m sorry what?” You ask as you thought that was just a joke but it wasn’t
“Don’t worry, it was my fault anyways so I deserved it. This is the place I want to show you” he says sitting on down on a log as you sit down on a big rock
“This place it’s not bad, but it’s remind me of someone I used to know” you say
“So you finally remember” he says as you shook your head
“Don’t blame yourself, it’s not your fault. Everyone made mistake”
“Only one mistake could cost you your life or the other” you say
“They are stranger, you don’t know them and they don’t know you. So why do you even scared of hurting people’s live” he says
“I can’t remember why?” You say
“Relax yourself” he says
You then look at the sun in the far distance as you enjoy this moment of peace
“I forgot to give you your shotgun back” he says taking a shotgun out of nowhere and give it back to you
“Can I know more about your wife?” You ask as you see his eyes full of sparkle when mentioning his wife
He goes on rambling about how beautiful, kind she is and says how she looks so beautiful with his child yet he can’t protect her
“Do you think that’s sometime life feel unfair” he asked you, it’s a tough question but you answer it she has
“Life, there’s no happiness except for pain and suffering. The world cruel so of course it would be full of nothing but criminals roaming around the city while the innocent had to suffer every single day
“Can you tell me where did you get the panther to begin with? Why is your wife kidnapped? What is the government’s purpose?” You ask
“It’s seem like you really want to know more about the government’s motive. But tell me… what are you going to do with those information?”
“Uh… show it to the public and create a war between the citizens and the government?” You say as he just sigh in annoyance
“That won’t do anything, they won’t believe you unless everyone single one of us makes it out alive. There are no evidences, even if the facility is in lock down and abandoned, you won’t find anything in there” he says
“Of course they will, they will be a tiny small document they left behind. Could I know why did you sew a panther ears and tail to you?” you say
“Like I told ya, kid. I regret everything I have done. While my wife and kid are both half human and half animal, I feel like an outcast. Almost as if I don’t belong in that family, I’m a human. I’m not like them so of course my son would ask why he looks exactly like his mom but I don’t. There was a project back then to transfer both souls into one body. The body is half human and half animal. You know why? The scientist are sick in the head and put them back together” he says looking at the sun before continues
“Let me tell you, the people inside that facility are all crazy even the kids that got kidnapped go crazy by the lack of food and water. I was a guard back then, they made me as one when they find my document. I was an assassin before going to jail. Being a guard in that place is something I wish to forgot. Watching the kids get experimented and those animals got their body torn off and put back together. It was sick and I really wanted to throw up back then”
“There were two boys back then that manage to survive. The scientists they have already got the animals to put them back together, but all of them are alive. That project is disgusting making all of them fight each other to survive and control the body. The scientist will cut half of the human’s body and a half of the animal’s body before putting them back together”
“How all of them are alive?” you asked
“Drugs… they used a lot of drugs on the boys and the animals to make sure they are alive. And they would watch from the outside and let the doctors putting the two bodies together. One body two souls” he says
“Then who control the body?” you asked
“They have to fight to have control, back then they keep a tiger that have been inside that facility for many years by using chemicals and drugs to keep it alive. That boy, that pink hair boy gives me the creep cause he would always smile as if he is confident about killing the tiger and control the body that the scientists have put them back together. I thought he would never win against a tiger that have been killing hundred of innocent people back then. But he was alive and the scientists would always watch if this was the tiger’s soul controlling the body. And they came with the final result saying the tiger control its newfound body” he says as your brain is loading
“When the scientists told the guards to come in and take the tiger outside. That was when he attacked, it was not the tiger but instead the boy. That day, he killed around 400 guards and 20 scientists, let me tell you something those scientists he killed are very important in that project. They manage to keep him locked and sealed away for safety”
“What about the other boy” you ask
“I can’t exactly remember much but he has his own body and an orca’s body put together. I hate that brat, he picked a fight with me just because I throw his friend into his cell” he says
“I mean like it was your fault” you say as he stays silent and was about to choke you to death
“…”
“This place remind me of someone I used to spend time with but I can’t remember who. I feel so helpless and pathetic, what kind of person who can’t remember their friend’s name and face” you say
“It’s not your fault, it’s not your fault” he says
“What if it’s truly my fault? Because there is no way he would come back to keep reminding me of what I have done to him” you say
“I can’t even remember anything except for my parents telling me to not be with him or else since he acts like a delinquent but he was just a boy who cares for me a lot…” you say
“I thought I was the only one who was filled with nothing but guilt and regret… whatever you do do not respond back to the person that is talking to you or else” he says
“….” You don’t say nothing but it just feel awkward talking about your regret and guilt when you can’t remember a thing. Was it your fault? He told you not to worry about it and if you do that boy is going to haunt you more, and it’s best to stay silent. But can’t stand the sight of watching him cry and beg you to stay and put that fake smile saying he will wait for you
Who was it? Who was that boy? What’s his name and what does he look like
“They should be back by now” Toji says with a worried face
“I’m sure they will come back soon since it’s been hard finding a deer in a forest” you say
“Deer you say…” he says as you feel weird like what is he trying to say?
“Have you been going into the forest lately?” he asked
“Uh………..no?” you say
“Does it has anything to do with me not going into the forest?” you ask
“Yes, you remember about the Forgotten I told you earlier. They are free from the facilities and probably luring somebody in to feast on” he says
“So you mean that deer over there is the Forgotten” you say as he put a hand on your mouth before you could say anything
“Stay silent, do not acknowledge it” he says looking at the deer that you had just pointed. The deer, it seems like it was looking at you and Toji
The deer was very very far away, you don’t know if it was a deer to begin with since it has been following you two ever since you step out of the house. It doesn’t look like a deer but it has the same body of a deer, it’s a normal deer right? there is nothing wrong with it. You keep watching the deer and then turn to look at Toji as he is keeping an eye on it like some sort of prey
You have a gun with you so maybe nothing will happen, it can’t run that fast, right?
“You mean that thing is the Forgotten, look like a normal deer to me?” you say as you turn your head to look at the deer and it’s walking on two legs. That scared the fuck out of you as Toji told you run
Both of you run as Toji is behind you ensuring you that nothing will happen to him as if he has had this experience before
“I told you not to say anything about it now it’s chasing us down” he says
“That’s look like a Wendigo or Skinwalker” you say
“The more you acknowledge it, the faster its get” he says
“That’s unfair” you say
“World is not sunshine and rainbow when those scientists turn them into this kind of thing” he says
“Is there a way to get rid of them” you ask
“Chop its head off, keep running, you are so slow” he says lifting you up as if you are a potato sack before continue to run towards the house. But you gotta admit that he is really fast as if he really is a black panther. Both of you got back safely as you can’t forget the sight of the deer looking at you and run towards you in a weird position almost as if it was an predator preying on its prey
“Where the fuck is [y/n]?” Sukuna asked the two boys beneath him
“Like hell I told you, you bastard” Yuji says loudly as Sukuna put his feet on his head to keep his mouth shut
“Is this how you greet your cousin? You are so pathetic and weak and you little wolf, where is [y/n]” he asked Megumi as he keeps his mouth shut
“What does she have anything to do with this? And what are you planning to do with her?” Yuji asked
“Nothing, you don’t have to worry, just tell me where the fuck she is. She is fucking injured and I need her back home right now” Sukuna says loudly
“Like I would tell you after everything you have done” Yuji says loudly trying to get away from Sukuna but to no avail
“…” Sukuna says nothing and just stare at the two boys beneath him, he can’t kill them, he need to find you quickly before night come. Those things in the wilds are not animals but something else, the facility is near here so of course the animals had somehow been killed. He had seen a dead body of a deer getting its skin ripped off leaving with nothing but its body in the cold wind suffering in pain and beg for death. it was sick to watch but its kinda fun to watch it suffering in pain and beg for something or someone to end its life. It was so pathetic that he gives the deer a rest
He picked Yuji and Megumi with his lower arms and proceed to go look for you and find a house, he thinks that must be the place that Yuji and Megumi had been staying in. but he doesn’t expect you and Toji inside the house
“Hi” you say towards Sukuna as Toji looks shock, you see Sukuna dropped Megumi and Yuji as if they are just pile of clothes, he then get closer to you and proceed to try and scratch your face as you put the shotgun right in front of him
“Long time no see, guard” Sukuna says in a cheerful tone
“You knew him?” you asked Sukuna as Geto comes out to see why it’s so noisy and proceed to stay silent. The house is not big enough to fit Sukuna inside but he tried to fit in somehow and he looks like he is having a hard time standing straight when he had to crouch his body down a little bit. The whole house is silent
“Let’s live in my farm” you say thinking it was a good idea when Yuji, Megumi, Toji and Geto look at you as if it wasn’t good idea to live with a maniac inside a farm
“You have Sukuna and Gojo in your farm and think it was a good idea to let them live in there despite knowing that they could kill you anytime” Geto says in disbelief
“Don’t talk bad about Gojo like that, he is the purest in the farm” you say
“Yeah the purest” Toji says in a mocking tone as he proceed to agree to live in your farm
“…” Geto stays silent since he knows this will not be a good idea but he agrees anyways. Megumi and Yuji had no choice but to agree since living in a farm is better than living in a house when knowing there are danger right in front of this abandoned house
Now you got yourself 6 animals, great… that’s mean you have to look for food to feed them. Sukuna seems fine with it but as long as they don’t annoy him, he won’t proceed to kill anyone or do anything weird. Everyone is fine with it except for Gojo who is annoyed
“You say I would be the only one in this farm but you proceed to bring 5 animals back” Gojo says loudly into your ears while Sukuna is behind you trying to get at least a bite
“Bite her and I will show you what it’s mean to beg for mercy and death” Gojo says
“What are you going to do a tiger, you damn fish” Sukuna says with a mocking tone that almost got Gojo drags him into the water but he fails since Sukuna is too heavy
“You are one fat ass cat, you shouldn’t be named Sukuna. Potato suits you more” you say feeling the atmosphere around the three of you becoming tense
“Do you believe I will bite your head off” he says
“No” you say as Gojo drags you into the water to prevent Sukuna from biting your head as he takes you somewhere
“Stop digging up more holes, Gojo” Geto says in annoyed tone but shock to see you all wet and come out of a hole
Geto takes you away from Gojo and walks away with you in his arms
“Don’t get close to Gojo, he isn’t safe to be with” Geto says
“May I know why?” you asked
“Just don’t be close to him, like I told you before, he will just straight up to drag you into the water to eat you alive” he says receiving Gojo’s death stare. Gojo maybe Geto’s friend but you don’t know why Geto doesn’t trust him, things are weird, too weird to say the least
You get closer to Gojo and pet him as his face is red like a tomato since you keep petting him for 15 minutes straight. That’s his fault for being too cute as you remove your hands off his face. In the far distance, you could see Toji hiding somewhere behind the tree watching Megumi and the same goes to Choso watching his brother, Yuji. It seems kinda cute but for Toji’s situation, it wasn’t cute one bit. It seems sad to say the least, it’s like living your life full of regret and guilt when he had to watch his own son hate him just because he did something to his wife. You would hate it too but it’s seem kinda hard to watch
Maybe they could work it out somehow, it’s not your problem so you should just ignore it
You then head back to your house and go down into the basement where most of your stuff are kept. There is a white board fill with nothing but picture and beside you is nothing more but a boy who had his face blurred out by a black marker. You can’t remember his face or name.
There is also a table and a box on it fill with nothing but tapes and recorder. You take a camera out of your jacket, start making it into a tape, and put it in the box. They will be important on exposing the facility to the public but you wonder if you are able to stay alive without getting killed by those animals you take in
Sukuna and Gojo, everyone warns you to not get close to them, only Sukuna is seen dangerous when Gojo is almost harmless to say the least but he still scared you sometimes. But you wonder how the fuck is he able to find a dead body and give it to you as a gift. You currently need someone to go with you into the facility. Going alone can cost you your own life. You should get a rest, you are too tired after what has happened
You almost forgot about the Forgotten, are they a deer? Wendigo or Skinwalkers or just simply fail experiment? But you should watch out for them since they make most of the animals in the forest gone, you never see a bear and birds lately and no sign of coyote. Something is currently wrong…
NOTES: English is not my first language so I hope you guys are able to understand what I’m trying to write. If not you could ask me questions and I will answer them. It’s hard posting another chapter when my phone is taken away. I’m currently writing this on my computer and I’m not familiar with it, but I hope you guys have a good day
Chapter 4: Into the Facility
Chapter Text
You don’t know what you should do next. You need to find someone to how it’s you into the facility. Gojo, Geto and Sukuna might know where it is. You can’t risk taking Toji with you, he is a human. You need a half human half animal to go with you to talk to those like them, they will be able to understand and trust you
But who should you take? Gojo, he is a fish not a land animal unless it’s Sukuna, but Sukuna is a maniac, he will just straight up kill you and the others. Geto, he is a snake maybe he can go with you. But you don’t know who to choose that’s when you heard voices again
[Why don’t you ask Sukuna to go with you? He will be happy] says the motherfucking boy that gives you nightmare every single day
[You stupid? He will kill the others]
[He won’t,trust me. Without him you will be a few meat, you could also take Megumi and Yuji or maybe Choso with you] says the boy but then you thought why did it become so smart suddenly?
[Ok fine, I will take Megumi, Yuji and Choso with me]
[Why don’t you make it live? Don’t turn it into a tape no one will believe your story. If you really want to help that much then make it live] says the boy
[It will end up alerting the government and they will ban the live. We rather turn it into a tape before handing it out to the public to see. We will get banned pretty fast once they know we are discovering their secrets]
[Use another phone]
[I’m poor you dumbass shit]
[Tha’s rude, you always whispers sweet words into my ears and you call me a dumbass]
[I don’t even know you, you are just a ghost]
[You little shit, do you believe I will torn your mouth off? I can’t believe this is what you would say to your lover] the boy says angrily as he looks away
[It’s pointless, I can’t remember a thing…] you say, you then see a tears drip down on his face but it’s look scary since all you could view the boy as black and white person. His body is black while his eyes make you think he comes from the abyss of hell. Maybe you are the wrong here
[uh…. Hug?] you say opening your arms as the boy turn around and hug you tightly almost as if his life depended on it
“Tell me what happens that day? Who are you? And what are you to me?” You ask
[I’m “……”] the boy says as you can’t make out what his name is, all you could hear is nothing but mere whispers almost as if it was the sound of someone screaming and crying for help
[I know you won’t be able to know my name even if I told you. Let’s just say that day, I murder someone. Someone I despise for getting you away from me. You know that both of us are lovers. You promise to be with me forever and will never leave me alone. Yet you did, you left me for that boy just because your parents thought I’m a bad influencer, a murderer. But what would you even do if you have to watch your family falls apart and tried to kill the others for money] he continues[They were blind by mere money, just because I was a murderer that they are willing to do anything to get them. I was betrayed by those I once trusted. You were there, but what’s the point since I have set the whole house on fire. It was my fault that I make you fall into coma and lost all of your memories. I thought j was betrayed and you left me but turn out you come back just to get me out of that burning house]
“Is that what happens?” You ask
[No… there’s more to the story]
“[……..]” you say loudly as you could in the house that is about to fall apart. You will find him even if it costs you your life. He doesn’t want to be alone and his life, it has been a living hell. You can’t just left him to suffer, you will suffer with him and help him when you know he could go insane at any point
“Help… me… please” says a woman beneath a closer as she can’t get up. She was crushed and was about to be burnt to death anyways. That’s when you realize it was his mother. You still can’t remember that day, that day it was so weird and uncomfortable
“Ma’am, do you have anything to say about your son” says the judge as you are nothing but a watcher. You wasn’t there to witness it happens. It was in court
“I’m truly grateful for what he has done. It makes me feel like I have been freed from all of my suffering. Thank you, son. Finally you did something that I don’t have to regret. Thank you, thank you” she says loudly as tears begin to drip down onto her faces. Her voice looks genuine almost as if she meant everything she says
“Ma’am, please your son is here” days the judge as you could see the boy looks at his mother with nothing but anger and hatred. If it wasn’t for the handcuffed then who knows what will happen to her
“He brings me nothing but despair and I’m truly can feel happiness. I can start all over again, the God have finally forgave me and give me a chance to restart a new life. Oh… how I can’t find the right words to thank you my son” she says with sparkles in her eyes as if she was finally reborn
“Help… me….” Says his mother beneath the rubbles as you left to find [him]
“Where are you? Just call out of me, I can’t bring myself to let you die. I’m sorry that I left you back then. I should have realized sooner, I should have stayed at home with you to help you. I’m so sorry, please just tell me that you are alive” you whispers to yourself as you hope he would be fine
In the far distance, you see him holding a knife in his hands. His entire body was covered in nothing but blood. You should go and help him, but you shouldn’t. They told you he has gone insane and there’s nothing that could help him, save him. What are you supposed to do? Kill him? Convince him? Tried to get him snap back into reality? It won’t work, it’s pointless, but maybe there’s a chance. There will always be a chance for you to knock some sense on his mind even if it’s killing yourself
You have already made a promise to never leave him alone, to forever stay with him, till death do both of you apart
[…………….]
[You can’t even remember that day or what happen between you and me even if I told you] says the boy as he got away from you and you then slowly wake up. You can’t even remember but that memory is still flicking through your head making your head hurts. Maybe he is right about you can’t remember a thing or two about that day or what happen in the past. Did you even have a coma? No one told you have coma before, did they lie to you? But that’s doesn’t matter anymore, you need to focus on going inside that facility
You get out of the basement and wasn’t expecting Sukuna to be standing right outside of your house
“What do you want?” you ask
“I can sense that you are going into the facility without me” he says in a serious tone
“How the fuck do you know?”
“Threatening the smartass snake” he says letting out a chuckle as if he is happy about it
“Fine you will go with me” you say as you see him being too happy, you fear he will kill you on purpose
You get out of your house and see Sukuna following you like some sort of dog. Is he a cat cause he can purr and overall he also can bark since he has a large mouth than can roast the shit out of you. And you have nothing to talk back
From the far you could already see Megumi and Yuji from afar as they were just talking. You got closer to them and ask
“Do you guys want to go to the facility with me?” you ask
“[Y/N], ARE YOU SERIOUS, YOU ARE GOING TO KILL YOURSELF” you hear a loud voice from afar as you realize it was Gojo
“Shut the fuck up you damn fish, how do you even be able to hear us?” Sukuna says back in an angry tone
“You are not taking my kids into that damn facility” Toji says as he just jumps out of the tree he hides
“I… will… go” Choso says in a nervous tone
“Nice…” you say to yourself
“I also have my brothers inside that facility, I need to get them out” he says nervously as he got out of the bushes he hid. Why does he look so cute all of the sudden, you don’t mind it sine his face will someday make the others think he is nothing but an innocent little guy
“YOU GUYS AREN’T LEAVING WITHOUT ME” Gojo says. You then feel the ground beneath you is shaking, Gojo just dug a hole and you almost fall into it if Sukuna doesn’t push you away
“You can go” you say happily
You don’t even know if Gojo will be able to be inside the facility since he is a fish. Sukuna, he is just too big to fit inside, you fear he will just straight up hurt his back and complain about it throughout the way back home. Choso, you don’t know if he will get himself killed since he is a human right? he is a human right? maybe, you don’t know for sure
“What you are planning to do once you get inside the facility?” Choso asks
“Find information and document and maybe learn more about the others. And maybe expose it to the public for them to realize those weird ass experiments” you say
“Am I a human?” he asks
“Of course you are a human, what the fuck are you on about? Did you just take drugs?” you ask as he shooks his head
“I’m not a human, I’m just a test subject made by my own father to satisfy his sick ideas. I was his first success, from a DNA to a half human half bat” he says
“You are a bat, I just realize that” you say
“I thought you know” he says
“No I don’t you just look like a human to me” you say as he just looks away as both of you proceed to go where the facility. Gojo and Sukuna goes on a different path but all of you plan to meet inside the facility and you hope things will go well
“This is not what I expecting” you say in a nervous tone as you already see dead guards right outside of the facility. Why is it so deep inside the forest? It scares you a lot since you will just meet more of those called the Forgotten. But then again your question is who kill those guards? And why the Government do anything with it? Did they simply just abandon their own facility? Their own project?
“So much have changed, this is not the same like I used to remember. Please be careful, let me guide you through into the facility” Choso says as he takes the lead
“Why do you say it’s not what you used to remember?” you ask
“Lots of stuff happens but this is not what I expecting… the test subjects used to be merciful but you should take a look at those bodies. It’s… something that I expected, those blood look fresh, maybe those guards were sent by the Government but was quickly killed” he says as you take a look at the bodies
You can’t imagine the feeling of those guards have gone through to slowly get their body torn in half. One got his face ripped off, one got his whole limps torn off. Do the test subjects really that hungry that the guard’s bodies look like they have been brutally bitten off? This is too much… you don’t think you could be able to keep your mind normal after this. You are 100% sure you will go insane if you keep looking at those bodies. Everywhere is nothing blood and guts spraying on the ground
And the same inside the facility, nothing but dead bodies and stuff laying all over the floor and you begin to work. Trying to search for a document, file, recorder or anything to give you information about this facility. You finally find one, it’s about Gojo. But why the picture is his younger self? Why does it remind you of someone?
[GOJO SATORU]
[He will be pair with an orca. Although he is already dead but he is the only to be able to pair with an orca. We will be begin the experiment right now to ensure his body is still fresh after death, we can’t waste any time. We will be able to test out if he is able to remember anything about his life, he will be the perfect specimen in this project. And let’s just hope he is cooperative]
[The experiment was a success, test subject seem to be in a state of confusion. He must be wondering why he was brought back to life. I should call him “it” since it’s not Gojo possessing this body, it must be the orca controlling the body. It possess itself its newfound power, six eyes but four are entirely closed for some reason. I should let the guards in to see if it harmless or not. But why does it keep looking at me?]
[The test subject appear to be very cooperative and won’t go against any rules or order I made. I should give him a bigger tank. The test subject isn’t capable of talking but it seems to be bored and want something to play with. We will bring a janitor inside to clean his tank and be his new source of entertainment]
[This damn fish… it tricked me into thinking it was an animal but it turns out Gojo comes back to life. He had made nothing but holes throughout the facility and had escaped. This damn fish… we can’t let it escape. It will cause nothing but death to the citizens. We must find it now]
[Why does nobody tell me that this damn fish could open all of six of its eyes and make everyone fell into a hallucination and be killed. And he had gotten more larger, he could grow? Why does nobody tell me about this? Why did we get mocked by a damn fish. We need the damn fish back]
[The motherfucking fish is back and it won’t know what I will do it. Finally I could put the collar on it, it won’t eat the guards nor kill them anymore]
[Oh how I wish I take back what I say, this damn fish is just as a pain in the ass like Sukuna. I’m done, I’m done with this job. Can I get replaced by someone? I hate this damn fish, it’s going to make me go insane]
[DR.VINCENT]
[CAUSE OF DEATH: HALLUCINATION, HE HAD LOOKED GOJO IN THE EYES EVEN IF THE WINDOWS ARE BLOCKED. WE WILL PROCEED TO TELL THE OTHER NOT TO GO NEAR GOJO SINCE HE IS GOING TO END UP MAKING ANOTHER HOLE AND THE PLACE FLOODED. WE ADVISE YOU TO GET READY TO PREPARE FOR ANOTHER BREAKDOWN. THE FACILITY IS UNDER THE WATER, WE WILL MOVE THE TEST SUBJECT TO THE SURFACE TO PREVENT HIM FROM RUNNING AWAY. WE WILL GLADLY INFORM THAT HE IS NOT HARMLESS ANYMORE. HE IS AS DANGEROUS AS SUKUNA, WE NEED HIM TO BE TAMED TO BE THE WAR WEAPON]
[PLACE OF DEATH: GOJO’S CHAMBER]
Why does the document is nothing but mere confusing words that your brain isn’t able to process what it just read
But all you know Gojo is dangerously that’s all and you shouldn’t get closer to him but who gives a fuck
“Choso come look at this shitty ass document” you say as you look around to see where Choso but then you realize he is missing
“Choso!! Where are you? I don’t know the way out. Am I lost” you say loudly as someone appear out of nowhere
“Hi!!! It’s been a long time since we have guest. You seem lost, let me help you” says the man with blue hair and stitches all I’ve this body as you were dragged. You can’t get out of his grasp since he is trying to hard to drag you into somewhere. You pull your hand back, that’s when he realizes you are trying to pull away from him and he proceed to pull your hand towards somewhere
“My name is Mahito. Nice to meet you, you are hurt and you need to be treated” says the man as there is a smile on his face. It seems fake, he is going to fucking kill you. The amount of bodies laying all over the floor is enough to tell you that he shouldn’t be trusted
“Get off me” you say giving him a warning as you sense someone is behind you
“Why do you make it so hard for us to treat you” he says with a pouting face. What does he mean by “us”, there must be someone behind you, take out the shotgun now
You pull out the shotgun and turn around to see a half man half animal charging towards you. His mouth was wide open as if the as ready for at you alive. Too bad, it lands right into the shotgun, you hate to kill those you only just met but they tried to kill you so you don’t mind
His head was then shot, small pieces of his brain lying all over the floor creating a pool of blood. His eyes look like marble rolling on the ground. You turn around to see Mahito looks disgusted
“You… everyone after her” Mahito says with a serious tone. Numerous people come out of their hiding spots, out of the vents just to go after you? This is unfair, this is too unfair. How are you supposed to fight back against thousands of them? You are fucked, really fucked, you were knocked out before you could know anything. Not a motherfucking animal throw a brick at you, that’s unfair. One against thousands, they will pay. You will make them pay
“Where is [y/n], did I just lost her?” Choso says to himself as he feels like something is off
“Hey… over here” says a brown hair girl with cat ears and tails. She is hiding inside a room and urging Choso to go inside
“Who are you?” Choso asks
“Nobara” the girl says
“You are Yuji’s friend. Let me get you out, he would be very happy to meet you” Choso says happily as he tired to step out of the room but was stopped by Nobara
“It’s not the best time to go out right now. Your friend, she was attacked by the others. Now they are bringing her to the battlefield. Are you a human?” Nobara asks in a worried tone
“AHHHHHHHH WHAT THE FUCK AND WHERE THE FUCK AM I” you say loudly as you are awaken by the cold water and you realize you are ok some sort of battlefield and surrounding you is nothing but test subject that is half human half animal sitting on a chair and watching you form afar
You quickly realize what is going to happen next. Where the fuck is you gun? They take it away, that damn Mahito guy, you will turn him into a milking cow if you are able to make it out alive
Who the fuck are you supposed to fight here. This is not some MMA fight, you aren’t that good in fighting but you could make them a little more freaky
“Ladies and Gentleman, it seems like we have enough players for this tournament. Let us begin with our first obstacle, the Forgotten” says the voice through speaker as it’s so loud that it’s hurt your ears
You then take a look around and see there are others like you who are stuck. You then have the best idea to survive
“Let’s stick together and fight back to survive” you say
“Hell no, why should I trust you. You look so weak and pathetic. I would be better off alone instead” says the man with blond hair
“Kaito, calm the fuck down. If we want to make it out alive, we must stick together and below and other. There’s only five of us” says the man with black hair
You look around and see there’s four people that just end up in the situation like you
One woman and three boys. You know where this is going. It’s going to chaos since one of you will have to be the winner and you know how crazy it is to see them leaving their humanity just to survive
You see from afar is down sort of a door but it’s look like to be used for keeping something inside a chamber. And it opens to be that one fucking deer that gives you nightmare. You know how to beat it, rip it mouth opens
“It’s the deer” you say
“Looks easy” says the woman with brown hair
“Girl… I encounter that thing and it walks like one of those bugs in games. Look!!” You say as the motherfucking deer is walking strangely. It seems to realize who you are just straight up dash towards you. This thing runs so weird, it runs in a zig zag position. It’s hard to make out what it’s next move
“Who got a gun?” You ask
“They took it away” says the black hair man
“How the fuck are we supposed to fight against a Skinwalker?” You say loudly as it really aim towards you
“You will be the bait” says the blond hair man
“Excuse me? Me a bait, take that woman instead” you say loudly
“Why it should be me? I’m weak, I can’t do anything” the woman says as she tried to act weak
“We are cooked” you say as the fucking deer is literally behind you. You will get bitten right, not when its mouth is wide open
“Gotcha, you little shit. Now you can’t do nothing. HASHAHAHAHAHHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAH” you laugh like a maniac as both of your arms ar eon the deer’s mouth preventing it from biting you. It struggles to get out of your grasp but it doesn’t work. Now the fucking deer is using its claws to make you let go of its mouth
“Let me take a look at your teeth and stop SCRATCHING ME OR I WILL RIP YOUR MOUTH OPEN” you say loudly as you take a look inside the deer’s mouth. Nothing but pitch darkness and a lot of sharp teeth that can pierce through your skin
“Uhh… is no one gonna help me” you say as a the black man got closer and snap the creature neck
“This is called the Forgotten, usually people like to call them the Skinwalker due to social media. This is the weakest one” the black man says
“It’s rude to not introduce myself, my name is Haru” he says
“And what about the brown hair woman? And that guy?” you ask
“Her name is Akane, she is supposed to be our doctor but it’s turn out she is afraid of blood. And that guy over there, he is dead long ago. We brought his body with us to feed off those hungry animals if we were under attacked. Why are you here? A normal citizen shouldn’t be inside this facility. Isn’t the dad bodies enough to convince everyone not to enter inside” he says in a serious tone
“Uhhhhhhhhh, I’m just a little curious that’s all. Is there other type of the Forgotten?” you ask
“Yes, there are many types of them but you easily encounter the Skinwalker more than the others. The others, could be killed by using fire” he says
“What about those animals?” you ask
“Good to hear you ask or else you would be a corpse. They want to get rid of us humans because the government think it’s a good idea to experiment on animals. They go through a lot and they won’t forgive what we did. They have the mindset of killing every single humans. Someone must behind all of this madness, now they are taking great fun in watching us trying to survive” he says
“Is the experiment that bad?” you ask as Haru nods
“…” there was an awkward silent in the atmosphere, maybe it’s because the deer is dead. What were they expecting?
“It’s seem like our players manage to defeat the first obstacle. Now onto the final” says the speaker as it reveal to be that damn blue hair man. He looks like a rabbit, you hate this guy, his smile
[Do not let your anger get the better off you, Dear] it’s that voice again but why is it so different? The voice was more calmer and serious. He sounds cold, like he has no emotions at all. You almost got scared shitless just by looking at his face. His body is still nothing but pitch black and what else, his eyes are red like blood. Is he trying to look into your soul?
[Don’t panic, listen to me if you really want to survive. Don’t get near him, he can turn you into something that you wish you could die. The pain is unbearable] says the boy, he doesn’t look like a boy to you, he has gotten more taller and he is taller than you and why is he so big? It scares you a lot
[Your shotgun is taken away, I suggest you not to go near Mahito and wait for the others to come. You don’t have to stay silent, use your mind and TALK] he says angrily, why is he so mad? You are scared of him now
“What do you even want me to say” you ask
“Tell me that you love me” he says letting out a laugh, he has gone crazy like you think
Why the fuck is Mahito looking at you as if you are his next target?
“Wait… I can take on this guy” Kaito says proudly
“Kaito, I don’t think that’s a good idea. Step back, we didn’t read a single document about this damn rabbit just because you rip it to shreds. We can’t fight him unless we know what is he capable of” Haru says in a serious tone as he is keeping his guard up
“TURN THEM INTO A PILE OF FLESH”
“MERGE THEM TOGHETHER”
“LET THEM SCREAM WITHOUT THEIR MOUTH”
“LET THEM GO WHAT WE HAD GONE THROUGH”
The crowds says loudly as you already realize what is Mahito is going to do, turn into a pile of flesh? Nah, merge with another? This is not some analog horror where a dog owner got themselves merge with their dogs
“Stay behind me, I already know what is that damn is going to do?” Hary whispers
“He is going to make us merge together. Shouldn’t we spilt up? We should avoid his hands and watch his movements” you whisper quietly
“Akane, why are you silent all of the sudden?” you ask looking at the brown hair woman standing still as if she is traumatized by something. That’s when you turn around and see the sight of Kaito turning into a pile of nothing but flesh. Mahito turns him into anything he wants, whether be the Perry the Platypus. It’s too disgusting and what else, Mahito makes him fight all of you
“AHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHH” you turn around to see Akane being taken away by the other animals as she begin to beg for mercy and for a second chance to live. They didn’t do anything to her yet. But you already know what they are going to do next. They are surrounding all of you. It’s too unfair for 3 to fight against a thousands of those things. Not when Mahito is going to turn you into some sort of a blob
“You should think of a way to get out of this madness cause I’m going to fight these guys with my bare hands” Haru says
“You are willing to kill yourself that much,” you ask
“I’m a solider, beside isn’t my duty is to sacrifice myself for the others” he says
“I should go down there and help, you could stay here” Choso says kicking the door down and proceed to jump into the arena
“You are going to kill yourself” Nobara says loudly but it’s no use. Choso is just too stubborn
“Mahito…” Choso says in a serious tone
“Isn’t it my old friend? Who decide to visit us while leaving us all behind to suffer” Mahito says with a cheerful smile
“Let all of them go, I have already find a place for every single one of us to take shelter” he says
“This place is more safe, a warning to those who had experimented on us or are you here for this girl over there?” he asks
“We can settle this, she has Sukuna and Gojo on her side. You don’t want to put up another fight between all of us right? If she dies, they will go against us” Choso says in a serious tone
“Do I look like I care? Kenjaku can deal with the both of them” he says
“This time, it’s much more different Mahtio. I suggest you to let all of them go” Choso says as his words was fall on deaf ears. Mahito the others to tear Akane apart as her screams echo through the arena
She was crying begging for mercy for a second chance to live. Even if she has done nothing wrong, they still don’t care, driven by nothing but anger and hatred towards the scientists who had experimented on them just because in the name of science. One of them put their claws into her eyes trying to rip her head off. One tears through her skin making a pool of blood beneath them. She was still alive, screaming for help, for mercy, she begs for death but what comes to her is nothing but pain and pain. Why does she has to feel her body slowly got torn in half? Her eyes got poked out. Why does she has to be skinned alive? Like one of those people who kill the animals for food and their fur
[This is pretty fun to watch] it’s the voice again, and why does he has to be so cruel? This is hard to watch, why are you doing nothing to help them? You are useless without a gun, at least give Haru a helping hand on beating them up. You look to see what is Haru doing? He is tearing their head apart and he seems to be enjoying this. Why is everyone crazy?
“You are not touching her, Mahito… I need her for something” Choso says in a serious tone as the crowds cheer
“KILL OF THEM”
“TRAITOR”
“HE IS A TRAITOR, TRAITOR DESERVE A CRUEL PUNISHMENT”
“MERGE HIM WITH HER, WATCH THEM CRIES FOR MERCY”
“FIGHT”
“FIGHT”
“I BET ON THE SURVIVORS”
“IF YOU DIE, I WILL KILL YOU MYSELF”
“You better take me to the arena or else” Sukuna says coldly to the boy with dog ears and tails
“I will sir” he says nervously
“Why do you keep wasting my time, where the fuck so the ARENA” he says loudly
“Sir… please hang on… there’s a problem with going down under the water” says the man
“So you telling me you won’t let your own king go down into the arena just because of a small problem. Who do you think I am? I am your new king” Sukuna says in a cold tone
They keep walking and walking. Sukuna is about to kill this guy if he keeps wasting his time
“You know what? I have enough with this” Sukuna says angrily as he eats the man alive and proceed to go where the arena should be
“Uhh…. Can anyone hear that sound? It’s sounds like someone is trying to break into the arena. Look the door, it’s look like something is breaking it down” you say loudly pointing towards the door as everyone is silent. No one even speak a thing
“The door, it’s hard to break, this isn’t possible. Everyone get away from the door” Mahito says loudly as the door welcome you by slamming right into your entire body as you are knocked down by just a flying door
“[y/n]!! Wake up, hang in there” Choso says loudly as he take shout body to somewhere safe and follow them is Haru
“WHERE THE FUCK IS THAT WOMAN YOU DAMN INSECTS” Sukuna says loudly through the arena as he jumps into the arena shaking the whole ground and what else he is killing someone just by stepping into hem. They were crushed
“Sukuna??” Mahito says in shock
“Why is the King of Animals here?”
“Is the traitor’s words true?”
“Is it true that she has Sukuna and Gojo on her side”
The crowds is fill with question but also anger and hatred when they realize their formal allies are being brainwashed by humans
“Where the fuck is that woman? Don’t you dare waste my time” Sukuna says in a seriously one as Mahito looks around trying to search for you but could only see the corpse of someone being torn off to prices and was brutally bitten
“I’m sorry…? Is this what you are trying to say that this is the woman I am looking?” Sukuna says in a serious tone as his expression harden. Mahito runs away and so does everyone as they let out a lot of the Forgotten to hold Sukuna back
“Come get me you lowly insects. Don’t disappoint me”
“Everyone follow me, I know a place to hide” Nobara says as she leads three people into a small room. Find a medical room and there was a woman with brown hair taking cigarette inside there
“You come with a lot of visitors, Nobara” says the brown hair woman
“Put her down on the bed, I can take a look at her wounds” the brown hair woman says tabbing on the bed beside her
“The name is Shoko” she says as she begins to inspect your body
“Don’t worry she just got knocked out pretty badly and just needs a little rest. And that guy over here, take this” Shoko says pulling out a med kit and hand it to Haru
“What are you doing here Shoko? Geto has been looking for you. I know a safe place to stay in” Choso says
“Geto… didn’t the others say he is dead?” Shoko asks
“Dead, he is not dead still alive and healthy. He is resting inside her farm” Choso says
“She got Sukuna and Gojo ok her side, we will be able to fight back against the Government” Choso says
“I don’t like that idea of yours, dude” Haru says
“You are going to get everyone killed. It’s best to stay low and act like you are dead. This is life and death situation, you don’t want yourself to get killed nor your family and friends. Once I got out of here, I will tell them that all of you are long gone just for the safety of the others and the facility must be blocked off. I couldn’t risk any more innocent people entering inside the facility” Haru says
“That’s what I’m planning to do. Just hide and let the others fight driven by nothing but mere anger and hatred towards you human” Choso says
“Do you want to pet the cat?” You bring the cat towards the a pink hair boy in front of you. Why can’t see you see his face? You need to know his face. You need to remember
His hands got closer to the cat as it hisses and run away
“I’m sorry, you don’t have to feel bad, let me tell you how soft it feels ok?” You say as you can see the expression on the boy’s face showing nothing but mere sadness
[It’s fine, I deserve it] says the boy
“No you are not, uhh… hug?” You say opening your arms as the boy hugs you tightly. Just like the same as always but why is it so hot? Why is the entire place on fire? Who is hugging you? Why is he crying? What just happens? Why everything is blurry? Why you can’t remember? Stay awake, just stay awake. God damn it, now you miss the opportunity to see his face
You slowly open your eyes to see that you are in a medical room
“What just happens?” you ask putting a hand on your head
“A door welcome you with open arms” Haru says trying to make atmosphere less tense, but to no avail
“You should talk about how you are still fine healthy. You almost scared me to death” Choso says
“LET ME TOUCH YOUR EARS” you jump right up when you see a brown hair woman with rabbit’s ears while the other have cat ears
“GET AWAY FROM ME” Nobara says as she tries to get away from you but was quickly pinned down. You just straight up pet her
“Should we keep moving?” you ask
“Take a break, then we will continue our journey” Haru says
“Can I go with you” Nobara says as you don’t mind, now you got a brown cat girl with you and a brown rabbit who is a doctor but you aren’t sure if she wants to go with you and Choso
“What is your plan?” Haru asks
“Recording and expose all of this to the public” you say
“That’s your plan” Haru asks as if it was the worse idea to ever exist
“Once all of us make it out here alive, we will act like this facility doesn’t exist and just straight up ignore it. I can’t risk any more innocent to die on those hungry animals” Haru says
“Does anyone have any document?” you ask
“Document…? The scientists have destroyed almost every single one of it. The only way to get information is by kidnapping a scientist” Haru says
“Guess we are cooked, let’s move forward” you say
Every single one of you got out of the medical room and begin to look for an exit. That was when the light turn off, you lose sight of everyone and doesn’t even know where the fuck you are going. You put a hand on the wall to see which way you were going. It’s too dark and you cant see a thing. You are fucked since you forgot to bring a flashlight with you and your phone is about to die. It only has 5% left, you are going to end up dead
5% left, you could use it to turn on the light, turn it on and you are sure nothing will happen, right? that was when the lights turned on all of the sudden. You are fucked, there is no one beside you, you are really lost and you see no one beside you
At this rate you are going to get killed. Where is everyone? Go back and search for them, you keep running and running but it’s seem like you are going into a loop. There is no way out, every room is the same, the hallway it’s all the same. Where the fuck are you going? You keep running and running until you are exhausted. You are alone now…
In the far distance, you can a half human half animal charge towards you as you already prepare for the worst. All of the doors suddenly closed blocking every single exit as you are alone to fight off this damn animal
At what cost, you lost your left arm but it’s better that it’s not your right arm. You can’t still believe how you make it out alive just by crushing its body by using a door. How? You don’t even know, you just use your brain and see how the door works. Each room you step in, the door would close in a slow pace, you use it as an advantage to kill this damn animals and it costs you your left arm. It hurts so bad, but you can’t scream unless you want to attract more of those things
You take a look behind your back and see the half human half animal got crushed by the metal door. But in the end, it gives you another route to go. Your vision is starting to get blurry, you can’t walk much after what happens. You are going to pass out due to blood loss. Your body is still shaking after that fight
Stay awake, just stay awake and maybe you will find the others. Are you scared? You are scared shitless even if you tried to act strong. Maybe they have left you behind. Do they? Or it’s just your way to cope with your difficulties? You don’t know either
“You dumb fuck, I told you to go with me” you hear a cold voice as you look up to see Sukuna standing in front of you
“Just got into a fight… I might need a little rest” you say laying flat on the ground, Sukuna looks around trying to find a cloth but he end up ripping your pants off and use it to tighten around your left arm that was bitten off
“Stay with me… don’t die yet” he says. You are a little surprised since this is the first time you see him being this kind and gentle. He lays your back onto the wall. You try to catch your breath but it’s ragged and hard to breathe when blood is covering your entire mouth
“Just let me rest for a little bit…” you say as you slowly close your eye
NOTE: I don't know if you guys are able to understand what i write so i hope you would and give me questions if you guys are confused of what i'm trying to say
Chapter 5: Psychologist and a Patient
Chapter Text
Where are you again? Where are you? Who is standing in front of you? A boy with white hair, what is his name? You can’t remember his face? Is this the boy that has been haunting you? But he looks so different
“Come on, [y/n], wake up, let’s play” the big says cheerfully as he grabs your hand tightly leading you into a forest
“Where are we going?” You ask
“Are you that easy to forget our favorite place. Come on, us e your brain” he says cheerfully, he leads you to a blossom tree. It was beautiful, full of flowers, trees, almost as of it was created by the Mother Nature herself. There is nothing that you could to say to describe this beauty, it looks surreal
“Let’s play hide and seek shall we?” The boy says with a smile on his face
“Yeah sure, why’s not” you say trying to get at least a bit of happiness before you wake up or is you thought
In front of you were a man with white hair, he is bleeding heavily. You look down on the ground and they is nothing but blood and blood
“Why are you here?” He asks
“…” you don’t know what to say because you can’t remember
“Oh wait… I promise to hang out with you. I almost forgot, but could you leave, I’m not in the mood. There are guests inside my house. You should go back home and don’t worry about me. It’s just ketchup” he says with a cheerful tone before closing the door, he says quietly
“He is coming for you, GO now”
You do what he told and then go somewhere else to proceed your thought. What just happens? Where are you right now? Your mind is fuzzy, you can’t remember anything
Why are you in your house? Why is the TV turn on? You didn’t turn in the TV or remember watching it. But why do you feel weird? Why can’t you move your body? Why can’t you…
[Today’s news is about a young man was found brutally killed inside his home]
[His family were also killed brutally with their limps cut off. Polices suspect that the murderer jsut have tortured those innocent people before leaving them to die. The police are currently searching for the murder. If you have any information about this family, please contact us. Your information is very important to us to find this murderer]
In front of the screen was the white hair man. It was him but why can’t you remember his face? Why can’t you grab your phone and told them what happens? Tell them everything you know about him, about […….]
Who is the second person you even mention? Who is it? Are you going insane? Or it’s just you hallucinating
[Look behind you…]
[Turn back]
[Turn back]
There is someone behind you and you don’t dare to turn your back against [him]
[Turn back olease]
[I just wanted to see your face]
[Please for one last time]
[Please] he keeps begging and begging as you finally turn your back
A man who got twitches all over his head. He is bleeding from the is die and out, his head was about to fall off almost as if he is about got a head surgery
[Thank you] he says smiling, his smile get wider and wider and wider and wider and wider. The room turn black as he reaches for your eyes and then you black out
“WHAT THE FUCK DID YOU DO TO HER?” You hear someone yelling loudly as you are being held by someone
“CAN’T YOU EVEN TAKE A SECOND TO LET ME EXPLAIN. GIVE HER BACK TO ME” you hear then another voice, you think they are fighting
“EXPLAIN? YOU EXPLAIN TO ME? I DON’T NEED AN EXPLANATION. I DON’T TRUST YOU BEING AROUND HER. SHE LOST HER LEFT ARM BECAUSE OF YOU”
“HOW CAN IT BE MY FAULT YOU DAMN FISH?”
“REMEMBER WHAT YOU DID YOU SON OF A BITCH”
“You better feel lucky that I didn’t kill you right here right now. She is awaken” you open your eyes to see Gojo holding you gently while Sukuna, he looks serious. But why the fuck is Gojo here?
“Fish can’t walk on the surface” you say
“That’s what I’m saying” Sukuna says
“I’m a special kind” Gojo says with pride
“Give her back to me” Sukuna says in a serious tone
“Why would I? You almost kill her” Gojo says as you never see him this serious
“Stop fighting you damn animals. I’m going to be crushed by those stones if you fight in this damn facility. Go outside and fight. Hurgghhh” you shout at the top of your lungs as you cough out blood and then fainted again
“It’s your fault that she passed out” Gojo says loudly
“You dumb fuck” Sukuna mumble under his breath
“Found her” both of them turn to look at Choso who is running towards you
“How are you even able to live in the surface” Choso says loudly
“I’m special” Gojo says
“Why the fuck is her left arm missing?” He asks
“It’s Sukuna’s fault” Gojo says loudly pointing Sukuna
“How the fuck is it my fault? Do you believe I will grill you alive” he says loudly
“We have a doctor, let get her to safety” Choso says as he lifts your body in a bridal style before taking you to where Shoko is
“Why the fuck is Gojo here? I thought you dead” Shoko says
“How can I be dead? I’m living peacefully outside of my jail” he says in a happy tone
“Peacefully? You dug up holes inside her farm and house” Sukuna says loudly
“That’s for safety measure in case she is hurt” Gojo says back as the both of them started fighting
“SHUT THE FUCK UP OR YOU ARE GOING TO MAKE EHR CONDITION MROE WORSE” Shoko says loudly
“Yes ma’am” Gojo says as he lays down
“Why the fuck should I listen to you?” Sukuna says while laughing at the sight of Gojo laying down pathetically
“I know how to remove the collar and I have the button right here. You don’t want to go crazy and kill yourself, don’t you?” Shoko says in a serious tone as she takes a button out of her jacket before hiding it away when Sukuna lays back down
“Urghhhhhhhhhhh” you groan loudly like an old man
“She is awake”
“How are you feeling?” You heard Shoko’s voice as you wake up
“Dizzy” you say
“Don’t worry, just keep resting. We will take you out of this facility” she says
They never know someone is following them from behind. They want to get out of this facility too but for a purpose. They want something else in return
“We are out, it’s early in the morning” Nobara says
“Only 1 days had passed of virus wit would be early in the morning. But what we should be worried about is [y/n]” Shoko says picking you up gently in his arms while Gojo is walking like a snake. He isn’t used to being on the surface and it’s hard for him to move around
“Who’s there?” Sukuna says in a serious tone as everyone is confused. All go them turn back at the entrance of the exit
“Come out, don’t make me do what you will regret later. Come out” Sukuna says once again with a dangerous tone. It reveals to be Mahito
Second later, in front of Mahito was Sukuna holding him by the neck lifting him up
“You little rascal thinking you could go anywhere causing trouble? Fix this problem or else” Sukuna says in a harsh tone as Mahito is thrown in front of Choso who is holding you in his arms
“I told you but you never listen. But that’s what you deserve” Choso says
“Heal her arm” Gojo says cheerfully from behind Mahito as he regrets following them. Not jsut one person but there is also another
“Didn’t I tell you to get out? Don’t make me go look for you and skin you alive” Sukuna says harshly
“I thought it was food, you mean this guy” Gojo says opening his mouth to let a fox slip out of his mouth
“Disgusting” Sukuna says as his face twists in disgust, the same goes for everyone else
“Spare me” the fox says nervously
“Get back to your original form” Sukuna says as the fox goes back to its normal form. It was a man’s rig green hair, he is shaking like a leaf out of fear
“Let’s just take everyone back” Shoko says
“Not so fast…
I need her arm heal right now” Sukuna says as the atmosphere get more tense
“Why in such a hurry?” Gojo says from behind
“Give him a few time to relax, we don’t want anyone to be uncomfortable” Gojo says
“We should just go back and figure this out somehow” Haru says as everyone head towards your house
“Good to see that you are still fine, you shouldn’t have come looking for me. I’m not… cheating on you, those women try to get my mind go crazy just because they wanted me to tattoo their private parts. I hope you…” you look up to see it was the man with red eyes, he is laying on top of your stomach while his fingers are drawing circle around your belly
“It’s not your fault, but I don’t want to see it happen again” you say, you can’t really remember anything but your mind is feeling a bit angry and mad. It’s so complicated to know what you are feeling
“Are you angry at me for what I did?” He asks
Your mind is telling you to say yes but your heart say otherwise. It told you to say no
“No” you say
“Do you love me?” He asks
Your heart is telling you to say yes, to remember and know more about your past. You need to remember who you are
“Yes” you say as he only chuckles. He then lift himself up to kiss you in the cheeks
“Do you think our parents would let us marry each other?” He asks
“Of course they will, what are you talking about?” You say, you are wondering if you say it on purpose or it was your answers. You say it on your own maybe you are recovering your memories back
“They are trying to kill me just because i’m not perfect. They say I’m useless, homeless, no job, weak, pathetic. I can’t understand why, I did my best trying to put my family back together. But it never works, it only make thing more worse. My mother hates me for the death of my father” he says
“It’s not your fault, it’s just fate. But you have me so you don’t have to worry” you say
“I have you? You go out with another means that night without telling me. How can I make sure that you meant everything you say” he says in a serious tone
There’s something telling you to say that it was your friend. You didn’t cheat on him, you were meeting your old friend that you haven’t seen for years. You told him that and he took out his phone to show you being with a white hair man and both of you are kissing
“That’s photoshop” you say as you can clearly see it was photoshop
“Am I not enough? I love you, I give you my heart and everything that you could have asked for. Just tell me, what do I need to have for you to love me” he says as tears start to form up on his eyes
“It’s not real, it’s edited, you have to believe me. I wouldn’t dare to cheat on you, even if I was, I wouldn’t have lied to you. I would have admitted to you that I cheat or tell you that I grow out of love but I won’t go out and lied and tell you that I’m innocent” you say
“How can I trust you” he asked
“Then what about the time when I always forgive you for what you have done inside your shop?” You say
“Are you serious right now?” He says in a cold serious tone
“Do I look dead serious to you when I told you that I didn’t cheat on you. I’m dead serious about it” you say
“Fine… I will trust you this time, don’t let me see that damn white hair again” he says harshly
You hug Sukuna hoping it would do something to brighten up his day
You remember having a sister, her name was Akane. She was really fond with Sukuna, maybe because she is more successful than you. She is a doctor, a psychologist. Maybe she could help Sukuna a bit. You can sense he doesn’t have a good childhood. His families are so fucked up and you don’t want them to haunt him forever
You are sure, your sister will do die thing to help him, you will show him your sister later. For now, you will try your best to help him, he has been weird lately
“Is she even awake?” Mahito asks
“Her heartbeat is kinda slow and weak, give her a few time to rest” Shoko says
Shoko then left Mahito in the room with you as he thought something malicious
“Hi” Gojo says cheerfully from behind scaring Mahito
“What are you doing here?” He asks
“What am I doing here? Of course to watch my stupid dumbass friend who almost got herself killed” he says
“But fish aren’t supposed to stay alive on the surface” he says
“Because I’m special” Gojo says throwing Mahito out of the house
“You are safe for now…” Gojo says
“Shouldn’t you be like your sister, Keiko?” Your mother says loudly
“Dear, I think you shouldn’t say that” your father says gently
“Don’t you dare talk to me” your mother says loudly
“I’m the one who make money and put food in the table and you dare to talk to me like that” your father says loudly
“Look at her, she is pathetic, poor. She can’t even find a get a degree and have a good job, she has been living in this damn house for years. She is an adult” your mother says
“She is the only one that keep us alive back then. Without her and me, Keiko and you would have starved to death back then. At least show some respect” your father says
“You always defend this damn bitch. Take a look at her! She loves a delinquent, someone that is accused of murder. Can’t even you believe that? She will bring shame to the damn family” your mother says loudly as you only could stand there and watch. What is this memory you wonder to yourself? You don’t remember this but it hurts a lot, watching your parents fighting just because you are not successful than your sister
“Your wife is right, [….]” your grandfather says angrily
“See, even your damn father agrees with me” your mother says
“Shut the fucks up you two. You are the reason why she is like this?” Your father says
“Me?! Why did you put the blame on me? It was you that spoils her too much and now she is like this?”
“Spoil, are you fucking crazy? While I’m away, Keiko was the one who look healthily while she looks like she is about to be starved to death. What did you even do to her back then when I’m not around?” Your father asks
“It’s her fault for not taking care of her little sister. She can’t even take care of her and almost got her hit by a car”
“You damn mad woman, how can she even take care of her own sister? She is too young back then, you left her to take care of Keiko. Are you insane?” Your father asks
“Your mother does that to make your daughter better” your grandfather says
“Shut up!! You keep implanted her with something growing up to be a lawyer or a doctor? I’m done with that shit”
“Take a look at yourself, you can’t even raise her to be better” your mother says
“What did you even tell her? TO be better, to be better than what? You jsut want money and live freely ignoring your own daughters while I’m trying to make money and put the food on the damn plates. This is what you have done to your own daughter [y/n]? Are you satisfied playing with her damn mind?” Your father says loudly
“Can all of you shut up? I have enough, i don’t care about your opinion whatsoever. I just want to be myself, I’m out of here” you say storming out of your parent’s house with your phone while your father is calling for you. Do you regret leaving your father back there? Or you are just selfish and only think of yourself? It doesn’t matter, being with Sukuna is enough to make you a little bit happy
“My sister told me to keep a check on you, she says you have a lot of mental problem. Care to tell me?” Keiko asks Sukuna as he sits on the chair looking normal. but there is some thing in his eyes that gives her the creep
“You look a lot like her, you already know that I can’t do nothing without her” Sukuna says in a pathetic tone
While Keiko thought of taking advantage of your boyfriend and twist him for her own pleasure. Sukuna looks like an easy target with his fucked up childhood. It will be easy. Keiko arranges meeting Sukuna every day trying to get his trust
“Do you love me?” Your sister says trying to act like you as Sukuna says yes while caressing her face
“Do you trust me” she asks
“Yes”
“Would you do anything for me? Even if it’s killing someone?” She asks
“Of course, I would do anything” he says lovingly with a warm smile on his face
“Can you kill [y/n] for the both of us? She is in the way, she is trying to take you away from me” Keiko says playing with Sukuna’s hair
“But before that can I show you something?” Sukuna asks, Keiko then nods
“This is actually my house” Sukuna says
“You have a house?” Keiko asks
“I used to but I kinda having a hard time selling it. Please take a seat, I will go make is both tea” he says gently before going into the kitchen leaving Keiko inside the living room. The house was old, but not that old. It gives her the vibes of a traditional household. But this one is different. Something is telling her to move around and explore the house
She then goes look around the house, seeing his room but it was locked shit. She needs a key to get inside but the door look old, maybe she could break it down but she can’t. It will alert Sukuna
She keeps searching high and low and eventually find the key. It was somewhere hiding beneath bunch of boxes in the other room
She then goes to his room to open it and enter inside
She is shocked by what she has seen. But then a cold chill run down her spine when there is a picture on the wall saying [Discarded] while there is a picture of you next to it. What does this supposed to mean? Never in her life being a psychologies could predict what is wrong with this damn man
“Curiosity kill the cat, Keiko” Keiko turns back to only see Sukuna’s sadistic smile as he slams the cup of tea into her head knocking her down before dragging her into a basement
“So you are awake, you have even out for three hours and eleven minutes. Good afternoon” Sukuna says sitting on a chair facing Keiko as she sits on another chair
“You seem to be struggling, here let me help” Sukuna says ripping the tape out of her mouth
“What is the meaning of this?” She asks
“You look too much like her, I fear you would do something weird to get rid of her so I am doing a bit of favor by changing your appearance. It would be easier to differentiate between you two” Sukuna says bringing a tray of medical tools
“Where did you even got those?” Keiko asks as she begins t o panic, she struggles to get rid of the ropes but to no avail. She screams for help but no one came. It’s just her and Sukuna
“I wonder if she would be able to recognize you after this. I first think of letting you go since you look a lot like her. I don’t tend to kill people a lot after that incident” Sukuna says cleaning the medical tools on the tray
“My mind is already telling me to kill you when you mention about getting rid of her? You know you look a lot like her, so let’s have a bit of fun” Sukuna says with a warm smile on his face that he would always smile at Keiko. He tried to reassure her that nothing would happen to her but she doesn’t buy it. She prays for someone to go and help her
“I hate siblings, they tend to be get attention from their parents a lot. I hate seeing her being annoyed at her mother, but I could guess my mother was a little less harsher. You have never experienced pain, do you? That must have been feel great right? To be able to live happily freely without getting scolded or yelled at by the others. I hate those types of people, looking at them living happily already disgust me” he says almost got himself cut with a small knife
“How dare they can live happily after watching me kneeling down for forgiveness and mercy. I’m innocent” he says with a mocking tone
“None of them are innocents, you know? Every single one of those insects always have a sin. They are not perfect nor innocent. They have fun in tormenting the others, they always act so kind and friendly but deep down they jsut want to see me fail” Sukuna says
“You are those type of those insects. I hate every single one of you, but I will have my fun I watching you suffer. Now open up” Sukuna says in a cold tone
“You look beautiful” Sukuna says in a gentle tone showing Keiko her new appearance as she screams loudly
NOTES: I won’t tell you what Keiko’s face looks like, just think of that damn thing in Smile 2. Yes the red monster thingy but a little bit human. Sukuna is crazy and sadistic, he must be like in the manga. But I don’t know what would he act like if he had a girlfriend or a wife. But I will try to make it looks normal. His past isn’t revealed in the manga yet but it’s enough to tell me that it wasn’t all happy or sunshine so I’m sticking to that
But that’s all for now, hope y’all a good day. It was hard to post this when I’m busy as fuck. Someone free me from these endless suffering of doing homework. I’m in Asia, help. Would you believe me if I’m not 18, guess my age :)
Chapter 6: Visitors
Chapter Text
“You are one weird kid” you say standing in front of a boy who doesn’t have a face and it’s just straight up blacken except for his hair being white like Gojo. You wonder if those two are the same or different
“Weird? Watch your mouth, you woman. You know nothing about me” he says angrily as he lashes out onto you
“I’m just trying to tell you to go and play with the other kids, not here bullying someone. And what the fuck did you just put in my lunchbox?” you say loudly as you realize you have just gone back to a kid , maybe in elementary school
“Nothing” he says with a smirk as you push him away, you then see nothing but cockroaches in your lunchbox. You give him a death glare as he runs away. You follow him from behind
You decided to wait for the time when he is about to take his lunchbox, you will shove his food into your damn mouth. You did but at what cost
“What the fuck is wrong with you?” he says loudly
“The only problem here is you, you put cockroaches into my food and I will eat yours. Those things takes really good not gonna lie. I’m gonna tell your mother about you trying to poison me” you say loudly as you much down on his food as he tries to get the lunchbox away from you
“What the hell is going on with them”
“It’s the first time, I see him talking to someone”
“You mean […], he always quite and mysterious, he always get on someone’s nerve whenever someone is trying to bother him”
“But isn’t she bothering him?”
“Well technically yes, but she seems to have fun tormenting him”
The classroom is full of talks, gossips and rumours about you two. But you don’t give a fuck
“Wait you are actually crying?” you ask as you got closer to comfort him
“I’m so so-“ before you could finish what you are saying, he tackles you down onto the ground and then gives you the biggest smirk you could ever seen
“Got ya” he says with a serious voice as he snatches the lunchbox away from you
“I could have beaten you up right here right now but nevermind, I don’t want to get into trouble” he says
“You take that back” you say loudly before jumping on him to beat the shit out of him. But it turns out the both of you fight endlessly without stopping
The both of you got into detention, you don’t know why this situation felt familiar as if you have been in this situation for a lot of times. But where have you had this feeling before? You can’t understand, what are you doing? Why do you keep having past memories that you have been wishing to erased. You don’t want to remember, it hurts. It hurts so much, you can’t bear it. All you remember is having a loving, caring boyfriend, but he has mental problems due to his family being so mean to him
You want him back, you miss him, yet you can’t remember his name nor his face. Was his voice deep? Was he cheerful? Was he prideful? Who is he? Is he doing fine without you? You hope so since you are nothing but a failure
“It’s not your fault” the white hair boy says to you
“It’s not your fault, don’t put the blame on you” he says as you turn your gaze towards him only to see nothing but half of his body. Everything went dark after that, are you hallucinating? Are you going crazy? Yeah, maybe you are going crazy…
[He is not real]
[He is dead]
[Get over it]
“[y/n], you got something on your hair”
“Shortie”
“I hate you”
“I told you to leave”
“Don’t even come back”
“Do you know how much I hate you with my entire life, because of YOU that’s my life is destroyed”
[I’m sorry]
[XX,XX,XXXX]
[A boy and his family were found dead in their house. Their body were all cut limp by limp. The police said they have never seen any sort of case like this before. This case was much more brutal than all the cases they have. The boy was found with half of his body cut off, they said he was eaten alive before cutting in half. The rest of the families were alive while the murderer cut off their limbs, they were set on fire alive. The police suspect the murderer must have used some sort of chemical to keep them alive for hours before dying]
“COME INSIDE THIS HOUSE”
“TAKE THIS BOY TO THE HOSPITAL, HE IS STILL ALIVE”
“SIR, COULD YOU TELL ME WHAT HAPPEN TO HIM?”
“GET OUT OF MY FACE, CAN’T YOU SEE THIS BOY IS GOING TO DIE? I DON’T GIVE A FUCK ABOUT THE NEW NOR THE STORY. NOW GET OUT BEFORE I SEND YOU TO HEAVEN”
[You should have stayed that day]
[You should have stayed longer]
[He needs you and yet you leave him to suffer]
[What kind of friend are you?]
[None of this would have happened if you are not in his life]
[He would have been alive if you never exist]
[People would prefer you dead than being alive]
[It’s all YOUR fault]
You open your eyes to see Gojo sleeping on your body, why do you feel wet? You push Gojo aside and see half of your body in the water. You hope you don’t look like that one guy that has his entire body soaked in water for hours and it looks so dried up. You try to leave but Gojo hold you by the leg making you fall onto the ground. You could only see his smirk
“Why the fuck I’m in the water,” you ask
“I can’t stay on the surface for long, I have my limits you know?” he says
“Didn’t you just you are special and can stay on the surface for a very very long time” you say
“Only for 12 hours, I would be a dead fish if I stay on the surface longer. Sukuna would cut off my lower half for me not to go back in the water” Gojo says as the word [cut half] make you remember something
He looks like that white hair boy you see in your dream, is it him? no it can’t be, he is long dead. He can’t come back to life, he is already dead. There is no point in him being alive
“Snap out of it, are you thinking of me?” he says with a cheerful tone
“You look ugly as hell, no one would want you” you say as he goes on crying and acting like a damn child
“You are still ugly and you can’t change my mind” you say as Gojo puts his full weight on you
“I’M GOING TO DIE SOMEBODY HELP” you say loudly as Gojo hold both of your legs and started to drag you into the water
“HARU, MY BIG HANDSOME MAN COME SAVVVVVVVVVVVEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEE MEEEEEEEEEEE HE IS GOING TO KILLLLLLLLLLLLLLLLL MEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEE” you say loudly as Haru could only watch from afar and hope you for the best as you are dragged into the water
“Gojo, we could talk this out please. I don’t want to get drowned” you say as he throws you into the water as you scream loudly for help. He drags you deeper into the water and all you can see is nothing but pitch black. You can’t see in the water
You are given a bubble to see and breathe. You can see clearly in the water now, he is wearing a blindfold. You don’t remember him wearing a blindfold and why is he looking at you like that. Is he this big? You don’t remember him being this big, he is much larger than you. Why does he look like a whale to you? He is as big as a whale or maybe you are going crazy
Is he trying to remove his blindfold? You are curious about his eyes though, is it true he has six eyes? There is one way to find out though, why is he so quiet? It’s unusual for him to be like this, and you are scared of course. But your are curious of what he looks like
He is slowly removing the blindfold, you can only see a tiny bit of his eyes and before you could do anything. Someone drag you of the water
“Don’t think about it, you damn fish. You don’t want to be cut in half again, do you?” Sukuna says with an angry tone with his hand holding the collar of your shirt
“You are soaked wet, you are going to catch a cold. Are you this dumb?” He says loudly pointing his sharp fingers at you. You never expect his nails to be this long and sharp, it scares you of course. Imagine he hits you with his nails and boom you are blind
“Put me down” you say as you struggle to escape his grasp
“No, not today, not from my watch. You sneaky little piece of shit, remember your place” he says in an angry tone
“My place? No… remember your place, Sukuna. How dare you interrupt my face reveal to her? And second do you know how it’s rude to grab her by the collar of her shirt and just shout at her? Where is your manners?” Gojo says with a playful tone, he is going to get himself killed
“Are you asking for a death wish, you damn fish? Do you believe I will fry you alive?” He says loudly
“Do it, do you think I’m scared? The frying pan is not that big to fry me. What fry me is [y/n] herself. Give me have YOUR G-“ before Gojo could finish, Sukuna jumps right in punching him in the face really really hard. Gojo ends up passing out and floating on the water. It’s weird
“You don’t need her, Sukuna” Gojo says in a serious tone, is he gay?
“So you are gay?” You say calmly
“I understand, I won’t interfere in your chance of getting Sukuna. He is all yours, I’m truly happy that there is someone who can deal with his shit” you say
“That’s not what I-“ before Gojo could finish, Sukuna jumps right into his words
“I don’t even know you are gay, Gojo. My apologies but I must reject your confession” Sukuna says in a playful tone. He is having fun and you know it
“Hell no!!! I’m not gay” Gojo says loudly
“The way you talk isn’t it sounds gay?” Sukuna asks
“You motherfucker…” Gojo whispers to himself
“I have no intentions of giving my own l-no I mean m-JUST FORGET IT I HAVE NO INTENTION OF GIVING YOU THIS DUMB STUPID HUMAN YOU UGLY SMELLY FISH” Sukuna says loudly
“Get over my dead body” Gojo says loudly as he realizes he can’t go ok the surface. Why? It’s because it’s too damn hot and one step on the surface mean being fried
“What’s wrong? Scared of the sun?” Sukuna smiles maliciously as he dashes towards Gojo grabbing his arms. His nails pierce through Gino’s flesh making a pool of blood rolling down his arms. Sukuna tried to pull Gojo on the surface but to no avail, Gojo cut off his arms before he could do so
“You are no fun but your meat tastes REALLY good. When was the last time I ate you alive?” Sukuna asks
“You asshole…” Gojo mumbles to himself before going back into the water
“Eat alive…” you say to yourself, why is it feel like you have heard that word before, but when was it? You can’t remember, eaten alive… is it the same in your dream where the white hair boy is eaten alive by a murderer. Could it be Sukuna?
“You have caused me a lot of troubles for the past few weeks. Care to explain yourself, you say I’m the only one in that damn warehouse and you bring multiples men back home. What the fuck is wrong with you?” Sukuna says loudly while munching on Gojo’s arm
“Is that a problem?” you ask, you are so confused
“Yes it is” Sukuna says loudly
“They are the same kind as you and I couldn’t let them out there being killed or captured by the Government” you say
“Then why don’t you keep them far away? Far away from that warehouse, I can’t sleep with two brats in my room” Sukuna says angrily
“So you want to crush my couch, got it. You are sleeping on the couch” you say
“NO” he says loudly
“Fine then on the bed just like you always wanted” you say
“You are going to be my pillow” he says
“I’m not having myself getting crushed by a fatass like you” you say
“Tonight is a full moon and those room of yours won’t do much to save your ass” he says in a serious tone
“I never know half animals half humans like you could go insane during the full moon. I thought all of you have a heat” you say
“Are you done reading those fan-fic stories online, you disgust me” he says
“God doesn’t forbid anyone from doing their hobbies” you say proudly
“You better be prepared yourself for tonight. I don’t want to see a dead corpse the next day” Sukuna says in a serious tone
“I will be having fun in tormenting you with that remote” you say seeing Sukuna giving a death glare before he walks away
“Shoko… could you please give me that remote? I heard there is a full moon tonight” you say
“I will give you the remote since you are the only one who can handle Sukuna alone. But don’t get yourself killed, stay far away from him when using this remote. But not too far, he can throw himself at you” Shoko says handing you the remote as you smirk widely
“Thanks, by the way where is Kenjaku?” you ask
“He runs away” she says
“Did she leave?” says a voice in the locker
“Yes, you can come out. Now go away before I change my mind, there is a full moon tonight. You don’t want to be killed right?” Shoko asks as Mahito could only nod. He runs away as fast as a rabbit
“Good thing, I’m not like them… I will be able to survive this night” Shoko says to herself
“What the fuck are you doing in the warehouse?” Toji asks
“Sukuna says tonight is a full moon or maybe blood moon” you say
“Are you that stupid thinking blood moon is real? There is only a full moon and of course tonight is a full moon” Toji says in a serious tone
“Although, I’m not like them, you can rely on me” he says proudly
“Why do I have a bad feeling that both of us will get eaten alive” you say
“Tried to survive for a week, once the full moon occur. It takes about a week for them to turn back to normal” he says
It’s so damn scary” you say to Toji as the both of you are int he warehouse trying to survive for the night
“Don’t even fall asleep, they would literally rip you to shred if you dare close your eyes” he says in a serious tone
“Sukuna and Gojo are probably the one you should keep an eye on. One tiny mistake could lead you to your death” Toji says in a serious tone
“I will keep an eye on them” you say proudly as you hear the front door broke down
“The fuck”
“Shut your damn mouth” Toji says in a serious tone having one of his hand covering your mouth
You push Toji’s hands away from you and just casually peak your head out of the door to see what has happened. Nothing happens before Toji pulls you back into the warehouse.
“Don’t even think about it” he says
“It’s different… I heard footsteps. It wasn’t them, it’s someone else” you say before you hear footsteps outside and shut your damn mouth
“Are you even sure this is the place? I don’t see Haru and plus this is someone’s house. He says one of the test subjects has left this area. But I don’t trust him, he always onto something” says a guard
“I don’t know man, he is our Leader and we should listen to him and leave this place” says their friend
“Bro… are you stupid, the Government sent a whole group here to search this area to see if one of the test subjects is hiding in this farm. We should keep looking around. Wait, is that a warehouse?” says the guard as both you and Toji start to walking to the highest floor of the warehouse and hope they don’t come inside
“It’s just a warehouse, plus there is nothing there. I can ensure you nothing is in there” says their friend before moving forward towards the barn
“Turn on your night vision, it’s a full moon. Why the Government never tell us about this?” says their friend
“If they tell us, some of us would run away in fear of being killed. They are just pussy, but if we success bringing one back, just imagine sexy hot chicks around you all night” says the guard
“You disgust me” says their friend
They never know someone is spying on them like some sort of animal keeping an eye on its prey
“What the fuck are we supposed to do near this damn lake?” says a guard
“Keeping an eye on it, that’s our task. But I don’t see anything in the water even though I turn on the night vision or put a camera under the water” says their friend
“Let’s just wait for the scientists to take an example of the water” says their friend
“Can you see this shit, Kenjaku?” says Mahito examining the examine of the water
“Let’s leave the guards here” he says in a serious tone
“What? Why? We need them to ensure our safety” Mahito says
“Can’t you not see it’s a full moon and plus the temperature in the water is different. We need to leave now” Kenjaku says in a serious tone before leaving as Mahito only follows from behind
“[y/n]”
“Over here, play with me” says a low gentle voice the corner of the warehouse. Toji is sleeping, maybe it’s fine for you to go look for the source of the sound. It felt familiar yet strange at the same time. You have heard it before but where, you can’t seem to remember
You don’t know what time is it but you can ensure that it’s already midnight. But why do you hear voices? Are they calling for you? Where is that boy that called himself your boyfriend? Where are you even going? Following the source of the voice. You can’t see anything just pitch black, why are you walking mindlessly? You should snap out of it
[Are you coming, y/n?]
[Come on, walk faster. You are going to miss this out]
[You changed so much]
[If it weren’t for that day, you would have recognized who I am]
[Keep walking straight and you will find your answer]
You don’t know why you are listening to the voice. You know it’s wrong but why are you supposed to do? You can’t see a damn thing as if something is blocking your vision. You should keep moving forward. You regret not taking a flash light with you. You are going to get yourself killed out here
Then all of the sudden it’s sunny again, what is happening? Are you going insane? It’s literally midnight and then boom sunshine and rainbow. You should punch yourself. It can’t be like this. You don’t think you are normal. You should hit yourself harder with something else
[Are you proud of me?] says the boy but this time his hair is pink, what scares you the most is his eyes. He is staring right at you as if you have done something wrong
[You know, I won’t blame you if you run away, you are scared and probably confused what is this place. Let’s just say you are in your lucid dream. None of this is real and you should relax yourself. Why don’t you come closer, I have something to tell you]
“What do you even want?” you ask
“Give me a hug if you truly LOVE me” he says with a cheerful tone
“Love? For fuck sake I told you I don’t remember a thing even if you try to convince me that you are my boyfriend or some shit. I won’t believe any of it” you say in a serious tone only to give given a death glare
“Don’t I look familiar to you? Try to remember, you are almost there. But give me a hug, that’s all I want to ask” he says as you got closer and open your arms. He happily wraps his arms around you and hug you tightly. It feels strange and something is telling you to push him right then and there but it feels warm and cozy. It looks inviting, you can’t seem to push him away. There is something that is telling you that it’s fine to hurt him
[You are easy to lure, don’t move, just a bite and nothing would go wrong right?] the boy says in a serious tone as you could feel his breath on your skin. That’s when everything turns dark again, you are indeed insane. Are you hallucinating? You don’t remember seeing Sukuna right in front of you. Did he trick you? you are fucking doom, he is going to eat you alive
[Don’t worry, I won’t hurt you, just one bite] he says as you could see four of his eyes boring into yours. He looks like some sort of animal playing with its prey. You should shoot him with your shotgun
[No….] he says before releasing all of his arms off your body. He stands up and have one of his hand holding his mouth
[Leave…]
[JUST LEAVE]
[LEAVE YOU STUPID FUCK BEFORE I GO INSANE] Sukuna says loudly before you run away
“Did you hear that? We should check it out” says a guard
“Did you turn on your night vision?” says their friend as he nods
“We will got ourself a sum of money” he says before go looking for the source of the sound
Sukuna disappears right into thin air. You can’t see shit, it’s so dark. You should use your ear to make out where is he. You don’t hear anything, you chose to run away. You can hear his footsteps getting louder and louder, tiger can’t see in the dark right? They can’t, they only hunt during the day. Maybe you could hold your breath and walk slowly to not make a sound. He can hear very well
Why do you feel like there is someone beside you? You can clearly see his hand visible in the dark as he grips his hand onto a tree. You shouldn’t move, he will notice and scratch your eyes
“IT’S OVER THERE, SHOOT IT” says a guard from afar. They are doomed. They are goign to fuckign kill themsleves. But what is the point of knowing that? You could use them as a bait to escape. Sukuna’s hand was retrieved and you almost got yourself killed
“YOU FOOL, YOU ALMOST SHOT A CITIZEN. HEY YOU, LEAVE THIS PLACE BEFORE A BEAR GOT YOU” says a guard as he walks up to you
“What are you doing? Do you even know it’s midnight right now. Go back home” says the guard
“This is my farm, what are you guys doing in my farm is the problem” you say trying to make out where the fuck is Sukuna
“This place is secured by the Government, we always sent a letter to the owner of this place before arriving at this place” says the guard
“There was no letter”
“That’s strange, follow me, I will lead you to somewhere safer” he says
“You are going to get yourself killed right now, don’t move. He is here” you whisper into his ears as he realizes what is happening
“Dude why are you standing there, say something” says his friend as the guard tried to give him hand signal telling him to hide. But he doesn’t understand what is he trying to say
“You are scaring me, say something” says his friend as Sukuna pops out of nowhere in the darkness, the guard has one of his hand cut off as he screams loudly. He then goes to grab the walkie talkie to alert the others about the monster that they are dealing with
“DANGER RED, TEST SUBJECT 019 IS HERE, I REPEAT TEST SUBJECT 019 IS HERE, SEND IN REINFORCEMENTS” the guard says loudly as he looks at Sukuna in front of him
Sukuna just stands there saying nothing, he is cold as fuck. The silent is going to kill you. does he know that there are three people or only one. He is looking at you
[He is looking at YOU]
“Did you hear that one of the most dangerous test subject is here?” says a guard
“But it the Government’s weapon. We can’t kill it, we have to put it down on a coma or something. We can’t even take it down, it’s a monster. And plus Kenjaku and that damn rabbit left us here to death. We need to leave too and contact the special team to deal with this” says their friend
Both of them stand up and begin to leave the lake, but just as they were about to set off. One of them fell into a hole
“Hey dude, could you get me out of here” says the guard
“The hole is too deep, wait here, I will get a rope and get you out” says their friend before leaving
“Be fast dude, I’m scared” says the guard
15 minutes has passed and no one came
“Dude, what’s taking you so long? Are you even there? Answer me” he says loudly taking out a walkie talkie to contact his comrades but no one answer
“It’s so dark in here, I’m scared. Somebody please, anybody” he says loudly. That was when he felt something wrapping around his body
“Finally you have come but what takes you so long and why are you in the water” says the guard before releasing something is in the water. It was not his friend, nor someone sent to help him. it’s a creature, a fish but it can’t be this big. It’s not a fish, it’s something else
You shot Sukuna with your shotgun prevented him from eating the guard alive. He looks at you with a mix of hatred and sadness
He charges towards you picking you up like some sort of potato sack and proceed to throw you across the forest. You land onto a tree hurting your back. The impact hitting your head making you fall into unconscious
“SEND REINFORCEMENT NOW SENT IN THE SPECIAL TEAM ONE OF THE TEST SUBJECT IS HERE” says the guard’s friend to the walk-in talkie as there are no responses
“Fuck…” he mumbles to himself before running away. He was chased by Sukuna. Bullets don’t work against him. It only weaken him for a matter of time. Something as big as Sukuna needs a larger weapon to take him down. The only way to stop this madness is by burning down this place
Someone is left inside the barn, someone is left inside there. He is hungry but he is trying his best to withstand it
But there was also someone else too inside the barn unable to control his bloodlust. Just one bit wand nothing else would happen
Someone find you but who is it, but don’t worry they will just take a bite and everything would go normal
“AHHHHHHHHHHHH” you scream loudly as you are awaken by someone biting your arm
“The fuck are you doing? What are a you a vampire. My mistake you are a bat so of course you would bite me” you say before pushing Choso away as he comes back to his senses
“I thought I almost killed you if you haven’t waken up” he says in a worried tone
“So it does get out of control if someone doesn’t stop you. Ok noted” you say before taking out a paper and write on it before putting it in your pocket
“Where the fuck am i?” You ask
“I can’t bring you back to the barn, Geto would go absolutely insane if he saw you. There is no where for you to hide. I don’t know if I will go insane or not but it’s only a matter of time. I have not much to say but if you give me a few of your blood then I might be able to stay fully conscious” he says
“Can I lick the blood on your face” he says as you feel like it’s weird but you must keep him sane so you allow him
He licks your face like a cat addicting to cat nips
“Ok that’s enough” you say
“That’s enough Choso, don’t lick my tongue” you say before someone appears right in front of you
[It’s just an hallucination and he is not real, stop thinking about it]
The boy stretches out his arms to hold your face, he is literally touching your face. You should do something or just told him to go away but you can’t. Choso will think you are going crazy
“Good to know that you are fine” the boy says as you could see both of his eyes staring into you very own soul. Is he looking down on you? or just surprised that you manage to survive Sukuna’s attack
[I’m sorry…]
It’s that voice again, the same sentence saying sorry all over again. What has truly happened? Did he do something in the past that cause him to be this apologetic? What has happened? You don’t remember a thing, what happens? You are nothing but just clueless trying to find answer and help the rest of the test subjects escaped
And here you are being repaid with all those unnecessary memories that you yourself wished to be [erased]
[Did you want to remember all of this]
[Do you wish for it to be gone]
[Have you gone crazy?]
[What kind of memories do you wish to eraise?]
[Do you want to break that promise you made with HIM that bad]
[You promised]
[You better keep your mouth shut]
The boy got his face closer to you. You can’t see anything except for his eyes. What is he trying to tell you?
[You need to leave NOW if you want to keep yourself SANE]
“You fine, [y/n]. You seem to be in distressed” Choso says in a worried tone
“No… everything is fine… it’s just I’m a little tired. Let’s get back to safety” you say before standing up and just follows Choso
NOTES: sorry guys for not posting a chapter for weeks. I really want to focus on my studies right now. I need to get to college so I must study so maybe next month I will probably post a new chapter. I’m so busy and tired from studies. You guys can ask me any question if you are confused about something. I need to focus on my studies now so I hope you guys could understand, the series wil not discontinued just stop for a month and I will come back later
Chapter Text
[Today is a special day]
The words coming out of your mouth make me feel disgusted. How can you be so goddamn cheerful and happy? When myself is suffering? It’s just a goddam project, what’s so fun about it? It’s just boring as the other subjects. Yet I can’t make a scene in this damn classroom. I don’t’ want to cause any trouble or else
I really want to punch this damn bitch so bad, what’s so cheerful about this special day she kept saying. It’s not special when I’m suffering every damn day. You can smile all you want but don’t do that in front of me. I hate you, just die already. Why can’t you not just leave me alone? I won’t do this damn stupid project
[Today is a special day]
“Son, don’t you think it’s rude not to welcome your mother when you are back home?” says the mother
“Why should I? You thought I would greet you and say thank you after what you have DONE, you damn woman?”
“You know that it’s not true right? I love you, you are my baby of course, so will you listen and shut your mouth. I have been trying to be nice when al you do is just push me away and blame me for everything”
“Blame you? Arent you the one who has been trying to get rid of me? You tried to sell me to a black market once and do you know how much I suffer in that hellhole?”
“It’s for your own good”
“My own good your ass, you should have been killed like that damn drunk asshole”
“Watch your mouth, son”
“NO you should be the one shutting your mouth, you are nothing like him”
“You were a failure, of course your father would turn into a drunk addict if it weren’t for you. You were a mistake, a failure, you were never supposed to be born in the first place”
“But it’s your own fault, you own fault for fucking my father up. You are the one who has to take responsibility while I don’t”
“Maybe I should have gotten rid of you since the day you are born”
“I would glad for that to happen”
“He is coming, you should fix that behavior of yours. He also has a son, much better than you. Don’t do anything stupid”
“You know this is weird, right?”
“Why the fuck are you here?”
“Keep your tone down, I’m here for the project, remember? Wait don’t tell me you didn’t actually heard my voice on the way to your home, right?”
“No, you are too damn annoying for me to care”
“Rude”
“Care to go and take a deep breath outside?”
“No”
“How about doing the project?”
“No”
“Uhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhh… how about you trying to be better? Your mother say you are a failure after all. I think she is trying to be better but you don’t seem to think of that happening”
“NO, not in a million years would I place my trust in that psychopath”
“But she is your mother”
“I don’t care”
“Then why don’t you try to leave the house and do your own things?”
“Do I look like I have a choice?”
“Then you would forever stuck in this hellhole and never experience happiness nor freedom. Trust me, she will just lock you up in this house or try to kill you again. It’s best for you to run away”
“Don’t talk like I have a place to stay or to survive. I’m on my own”
“That’s true but it would make it ten times better when there is someone who understand what you are going on through. Trust me I could help you, just say the word and I will help. Besides this window is easy to break down. Maybe I could distract your mother to let you do whatever you want?”
“The look on your face is enough to tell me that you want your mother dead badly. I won’t tell her about that, she thinks the same to you too. But the decision is up to you to whether leave this house or not. It would be too lonely to stay in this room with only a window to look at the sun?”
“Now I truly believe this day is special somehow… maybe I’m just weird. But then will you accept to step outside for the first time, I can ensure that you can return to this house by noon. Your mother won’t know since she is too busy with her own business”
“Today is a special day”
“So how do you feel? Peaceful? Lonely? Happy or just want to punch someone?”
“I want you dead”
“HAHA, nice joke. Don’t even punch me after what I have gone through just to get your heavy ass out of that damn house. You thought it would be fun to punch someone who help your ass?!”
“You deserve it for trying to annoy me”
“EXCUSE ME? I SHOULD HAVE LEFT YOU IN THAT DAMN HOUSE TO ROT AND DIED”
“If your mother manage to catch you, she would have sold you to the black market. There are a lot of fun stuff in there”
“HELL NO WOULD I BE IN THAT DAMN PLACE”
“AT LEAST GIVE ME A THANK YOU AFTER WHAT I HAVE GONE THROUGH”
“No, why would I? you don’t deserve my gratitude nor my respect”
“I’M GOING TO FUCKING TELL HER WHAT YOU HAVE DONE TO ME”
“Go do it… wait… what did you just say? DON’T YOU DARE, I WON’T DIE IN HER HANDS TODAY YOU DUMB BITCH”
“THAT’S YOUR FAULT, YOU ASSHOLE. NONE OF THIS WOULD HAVE HAPPENED IN THE FIRST PLACE
“YOU BETTER BE GRATEFUL THAT I SAVE YOUR ASS”
[Today is a special day]
“Why did the teacher even make me sit next to you?”
“Maybe because I’m the only one who is able to make you shut the fuck up”
“Do you believe I will throw you out of this damn window?”
“Do it”
“[….], come sit back down, what are you doing to [….]. put him back DOWN THIS INSTANT”
“YOU FUCKING BITCH, HOW DARE YOU, PUT ME DOWN OR I WILL MAKE YOU GO BLIND”
“YOU BETTER BE GRATEFUL FOR WHAT I HAVE DONE TO CARRY YOUR ASS WITH THIS DAMN PROJECT”
“FUCKKKKK YOUUUUUU”
“WE ARE IN FLOOR 1, HOW CAN YOU EVEN FEEL PAIN”
“THE BOTH OF YOU, STAY IN THE PRINCIPLE’S OFFICE”
“This is your damn fault”
“The fault lies within you, you asshole”
“Me, taking the blame? Oh hell nah, it should be you instead”
“Fuck you, you know what? How about we explore around the school since the principal is gone and everyone too?”
“Why not? I’m bored as fuck”
“I heard there is a blossom tree in our school. Do you want to look for it? A blossom tree would be cool to hanging out around, it’s fun and also peaceful”
“I would rather burn it, it makes me feel disgusted”
“You are weird you know that? Once someone find a blossom tree, they can’t be helped but captured by its beauty and its peacefulness. You are so weird to feel disgusted.”
“That’s my own opinion, do you have a problem with that?”
“Well maybe I do, but isn’t little peace makes you feel happy and relief after a long day? Maybe you just used to all the chaos inside your home. Give yourself a chance to relax, there is no danger, nothing but peace and safety now. No one can even hurt you, not even your mother. Ignore her words”
“Even if she told me to unalive myself and said my existence is nothing but a pain in everyone’s lives?”
“Listen to me, her words doesn’t matter. Just remember that you are born in this world with a purpose to live and nothing else. Just me luck and happiness will be on your side”
“Why do you even bother to even talk to me? After what I have done…”
“It’s all in the past, none of them matters only if you tried to be a better person. I’m sure there will be a few people likes you”
“It’s all bullshit, nothing but made up excuses to make me feel better but I know nothing will change and surely will”
“Trust me, it will get better soon”
“Why the fuck are we in the musical room?”
“Just me trying to see the new piano they just bought”
“Are you fucking serious?”
“It’s just been a long time since I play the piano, I just wanted to try and see if I’m able to play it”
“Probably a few years, I just don’t know if I still remember how to play it . my parents told me to stop playing the piano since it does nothing but just annoys them more. Don’t know why, maybe they want me to focus on my studies”
“So they got rid of the piano?”
“Give it to my sister”
“I should give it a try, it’s been too long”
Although, his mind is telling him to tell you to stop yet he couldn’t bring himself to say that. But instead, he just stands there and watch you play the piano. It sounds peaceful but there are a lot of mistakes you play. Maybe it’s because it’s been too long and you would probably forget how to play it or how a song sounds. But none of them matter, he just felt at peace for the first time
There is something always bothering his mind, wondering if someone has truly care for him, care about his existence. But then why do you even bother to talk to him in the first place? Do you pity him? Maybe not… he doesn’t deserve your kindness
“So where the fuck is the blossom tree?”
“I have no clue. I don’t even know where the fuck is it”
“You fucking dumbass, of course it would be right in the center of the school”
“But there’s none”
“How dumb are you bitch, it’s right in front of your eyes. How blind are you?”
“Are you sure dude? Oh yeah right, it’s the blossom tree. But where the fuck are we?”
“How come the blossom tree in the back of the school? This is the part where the building is under construction. Where have you taken us to, you dumbass?”
“I don’t even know”
“You freaking dumbass, I will fucking kill you”
“Calm the fuck down, it’s not that big deal. I’m sure we will find a way out, beside why don’t we take a rest and enjoy this peace”
“We are lost, you dumbass. Why are you so calm?”
“Shhhhhh, my child, when you are lost, you have to keep yourself calm. But the exit is right over there. Why are you so dramatic? Just relax, ok?”
“Fine…”
“You aren’t even afraid if your mother scold at you when you are in detention”
“She doesn’t care if I died or not, she would gladly for me gone. Even if I tried to e better, she still doesn’t understand and just ignore me as if I didn’t even exist”
“Why don’t you ask for help? If I remember correct, she takes a man back to her home, ask him for help. I’m sure he is willing to help you escape that hellhole. No one will help you unless you ask for help yourself”
“…”
“We should hang out at this spot. It’s more peaceful and fun”
“Fun your ass, more like hell”
“EXCUSE ME? I took you to this place and this is how you repay me? How ungrateful”
“What do you even expect from someone like me? You want a thank you? not in a million years would I give my gratitude towards someone like you, you dumb bitch”
“You fucking asshole”
“WAKE UP, PLEASE DON’T DIE”
“AHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHH”
You wake up feeling the cold water touching your face. It’s so cold that you started seeing your grandfather
“What the actual fuck, Choso?”
“I thought you are dead, you haven’t woken up for a few days. I started to get worry that you might have died” he says between tears. You didn’t know he was this emotional
“Calm down, it’s not like I’m dead. It’s morning right?” you ask
“Yeah”
“Great, I guess we could go outside and hope everyone is back to normal” you say with a normal tone
“Sukuna is not himself, he is literally trying to kill Gojo. Although, the full moon has passed, Sukuna still acts strangely. He has been staring at the water for hours now” Choso says wiping his tears
“We should go and check on him” you say standing up and try to process what has just happened. You are currently in the barn right now, but what the fuck happen to Sukuna for him to stare at the water for hours. Surely, Gojo is safe right? there is no way, a damn cat would like the water. But Sukuna doesn’t look like the one to stay dirty. Gojo would though, but he is damn fish. That’s impossible
“Wait… where is my shotgun?” you ask
“It’s here… you just causally drop it” Choso says
“But didn’t I remember it was broken though?” you ask trying to remember
“No, it wasn’t broken” Choso says with a calm tone
“OK…” you say taking the shotgun from Choso, why do you have a feeling that the shotgun was broken, you don’t know why
“You… [YOU], how dare [YOU] brought yourself in front of my home?”
“Talking like as if you haven’t caused me any trouble”
“Say the one who kill me, cut my body in half and let me watch my own parents getting killed in front of my eyes?”
“Isn’t it your fault? None of this would have happened if you don’t appear in my life”
“Says the one who ruin my entire life for just existing. [YOU] ruin everything, everything was perfect back then. It was all perfect, but then you came, you just appear out of nowhere ruining everything. My life, my friends, my family, they are all gone because of you. Turning into this weird animals. I’m not a furry and never will, even if it grant me hundreds of years to live. I don’t want it, being brought back to life. I thought it was going to be different yet they treated me like some sort of animal in a circus. I’m a human not an animal, and you are the only one who cause all of this”
“…”
“Are you happy of what you have done, Sukuna? Putting her in a coma, making her lose her memories. Isn’t that great? She won’t have to remember someone like you, someone who only cause nothing but troubles, someone who only brings bad luck, misery and pain. It’s all because of you, the fault lies within [YOU]”
“HAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHA… how funny, how funny… blaming me for everything. Why don’t you take a look at yourself? Why don’t you try to help her even if she had gone through so much to get used to her life? She always says she could handle it and it was a no problem. Why don’t you try to change her mindset or help her? If you knew she was that stubborn, she won’t even tried to come and help me”
“So now you are blaming her for everything?”
“…”
“I will take that as a yes, I can’t even understand why she brings herself to love you in the first place. You are nothing but a murderer”
“You know nothing will changed if you keep blaming me for everything instead of doing something to change it. You are pathetic, I expect you to be better but instead you are nothing more than someone who blames the other for everything. Take responsibility, Gojo”
“Wouldn’t it be fun if this day is more special?”
“Special your ass, it’s nothing but the same as usual”
“Usual, you are wrong… what if she finds out of what you have done? Would she even bring herself to forgive you? You are the one who tried to kill me, Gojo?”
“…”
“Do you think I should cut ties with my parents, [….]?”
“You probably should, they have done nothing but costs you trouble. You should cut ties with them for your own sake. It’s not healthy, they will just likely drag you down with them. Just listen to me and cut ties with them”
“But my sister, she has been missing lately… I’m worried about her”
“Don’t worry, nothing will happen to her. Just get yourself a rest, you have worked hard enough for the both of us”
“You are going to be my future househusband”
“Like hell I would”
“Who bring food to the table and money for you to spend?”
“Fine I will be your future househusband”
“GREAT”
“I don’t feel well lately”
“Why that’s? Tell me, what’s been bothering you? Don’t keep it to yourself”
“First time seeing you this nice, have you gone soft? Usually it’s your actions that speak louder than words”
“Isn’t it weird for their lover not to show their future wife attention and care?”
“No it’s not… but it’s just… been weird lately. My parents… they stop bothering me, I don’t know why but I have a bad feeling about it. And besides, work been hard lately. I don’t think I could come home early, maybe probably midnight to put food on the table or money for college, you know?”
“It will get better soon, love”
“I’m just tired, my colleague is so mean. He keeps saying I don’t work as hard as the others. When he himself keep taking credit off my works, I can’t stand it. Maybe it’s too weird since I’m still in college”
“Forget all of them, now decide whether you want to take a bath, eat your damn food before it turns cold or my dick?”
“Food :3”
“Damn you…”
“[y/n], I think it’s best for you to stay here and let me go and check on Sukuna. I just want you to be safe, and also I want to give you this diary. I found it inside the facility the other day. Maybe it will be useful since you want to free all the test subjects’ Choso says handing you the diary as you stay in the barn flicking through pages of the diary
[DAY 1]
[The only reason I am writing this is because of this parasite. It behaves strangely, instead of looking for food or someone to mate with. It tries to possess their body by going into their body. But how? I’m still trying to keep an eye on it]
[The others says they are plenty of those parasite. Yet I insist, this parasite is special, different body, different shape, length and behavior. It is indeed smart, really smart. Even if it was put in a corner, it would still get itself into safety]
[I don’t really care if they call me crazy right now. I need to learn more about this parasite and why does it try to control someone’s body. I’m sure it will give me a good result and a promotion]
[Day 23]
[One of my employee’s dog was missing for a week and now it was found in my office. Why? I still don’t have a clue, I have make sure to lock the door and how does it even Abel to get in my office in the first place. And why does it behaves strangely?]
[No ordinary dog would be silent when seeing their owner. This dog is nothing but totally silence. It doesn’t bark nor lick their owner but instead just stood there as still as a stone]
[How strange, I’m still keeping an eye on the parasite and found it missing. That’s strange, I remember keeping secure in a container. I need to have a look at my coworker’s dog]
[And guess what I found? That parasite is inside the dog’s brain. It had taken over its body, how impressive. I should be horrified instead but if I report this to the Government. They will surely give me a promotion. But on the second hand, isn’t that mean creating an ampules of smart parasite controlling your brains]
[Wouldn’t it mean causing a Third War World? No I can’t let none of these happens nor anyone any finding out about this. It will bring nothing but pain and misery to the citizens]
[I need to think of a way to get rid of this parasite but I couldn’t bring myself to. It truly impressive, why should I even bother to get rid of it. But would it spread it to the others? I’m sure it won’t, only animals works right?]
[Day 165]
[I have been thinking of a way to get rid of the parasite yet everything was futile. Is the God playing with my mind? There has to be a cure, there is no way a parasite can possess no cure. There has to be a cure, there has to be. Or else everyone would be dead. I can’t trust anyone, people keep going missing in this damn facilities and boom. They appear out of nowhere befriend me with stiches over their head. I’m scared, I maybe next. I don’t want to get controlled, I must find a cure]
[My wife, still as sweet as ever. I just hope nothing bad happens to her. She is the only person that can understand what I have gone through. I can’t bring myself to see her getting hurt. She is the only person that I have left in this world. My light, my hope, my world. I can’t afford to lose her, not within my watch. I will make sure she is safe and sound]
[Day 557]
[Fuck you]
[Fuck you]
[Fuck you]
[Fuck this damn life]
[Why? Just why? My light, my hope, my world is gone replacing by that damn parasite]
[Oh my dear lover, my love, how could the God be so cruel to a kind and loving person like you? why is the God is so cruel to me and you? We were perfect together yet you were taken away by them. Why? Just why? You were the only hope that I have to live, my only purpose to continue and live. How could I just move on like nothing happens. This is nothing but a mere unforgettable day]
[How dare that damn parasite took control of your own body and act like it my wife? How dare you? You mere parasite… It looks like I have let my guard down. How could a mere parasite like you took control of someone’s body, a human being? I won’t let that damn thing took control of someone’s body. That damn parasite must stuck with me. I will make sure it feels every single pain inside my body]
[I must go and take this damn thing for a checkup to see if they see any unusual things inside my wife’s body]
[This damn parasite keeps acting like a perfect wife that everyone needs. But to me I need my real lover. Not those fake smiles, those innocent eyes boring into me. It’s nothing but a fake copy of my own wife, acting like a perfect little wife that will always obey their husband. I won’t fall for its lie]
[Day 558]
[Today I give that damn thing for a checkup. They keep saying they found no unusual thing inside that body. How strange… this damn parasite must be that smart to hide itself deep within that body. If I want it to possess me, I must give in]
[It talks to me like a normal human being how I should let it in, give myself to it]
[Of course I would… for humanity, it will come down with me in this damn body. I won’t allow it to escape]
[Day 771]
[My first test subject…]
[Oh how it amuses me that he keeps saying this day is very special. How strange, maybe it’s his habit. He is perfect for my experiment, I hope it will turn out to be a success]
[I’m able to do anything in this damn body but I can’t get out. This damn human, he is smart, so smart that he traps me in this body prevent me from going to another host]
[So far, no one notice any strange behaviors inside this body. now I’m free to do anything I want and use my knowledge to slowly make them in misery]
[I can feel this human screaming at me for killing his so called lover. You human don’t even understand love to begin with. It’s nothing but a nuisance. I will slowly break his mind make him realize that none of those things matters. He must gives in to me, my plan would all go smoothly. I can only control this body for a few hours before this human takes over]
[Day 773]
[I tried to tell the others about this yet they don’t believe me. It seems like no one truly cares and notice. Do they even know that humanity lies in my hands? Just one mistake and this damn parasite would double itself and took control of someone’s body. But thank god that it can’t multiply or else]
[Why do I feel like every time I tried to find a cure, it was nothing but a mere failure. Is there someone out there that could understand what I have gone through?]
[I can’t just simply doing this alone without someone backing me up. What if I am unable to secure this damn parasite in me? I must need a backup plan to ensure that it stays with me forever]
[I can feel it talking to me like a friend, trying to lure me in that rabbit hole. I won’t fall for its lies not when I’m still alive and still open my eyes]
[I feel like I’m going insane day by day, try to keep myself awake to fight off those thoughts that promises me money, love, a happy life. Yet it was nothing but mere obstacles. Nothing can beat my wife’s beautiful face, her smile, her happiness that awake my heart]
[Day 881]
[Someone was died because of me, this damn parasite keeps taking over my body, killing the others. No not killing but it stays as far as it can and have the others got rid of that person once they find out about its existence. If it tries to get along with the others then that mean’s humanity is doomed. I can’t get it get along with the Government. They are nothing but a sick fucks only cares about money not the lives of the others, the innocents, the murderers get to do anything while the innocent stays behind bars. I can’t let that happen, I must cut off my tongue]
[…]
[This human is smart, he cut off his tongue preventing me from contact the other. I must need to do something with that, nothing can stop me from achieving all of my plans. No one can stop me]
[How pathetic… just how pathetic, why is the human so ways to deceive. Just mere money, leis, promotion, a happy life. It’s enough to drive someone crazy. I was able to convince a doctor to make me a new tongue]
[Everything had gone perfect]
[Day 990]
[I surely has gone insane, I can’t get rid this parasite nor find a cure. I’m done, I’m trapping this thing with me. I won’t let it escape, no matter how hard it tries]
[I can feel my mind slowly fading away, I guess this is the end… I have no time but to write this important thing in this diary]
[The machine… break it… destroy it. It must be destroyed b it I can’t bring myself to do it. This parasite hold me off… but I hope someone out there could break the machine, get rid of all the pain… it will stop the Government from trying to create more of those damn furries. I hate FURRIES]
[THIS DAMN PARASITE’S FETISH IS FURRY. SOMEBODY HELP ME]
[BURN THE MEMO MAKE IT SUFFER FOR TAKE A LIKING TO FURRIES]
What the actual fuck did you just read. You should just put the diary inside that basement of yours for you to investigate later. Your mind is still confused and doesn’t understand anything. You just hope Choso is ok while checking on Sukuna
“You fucking damn cat, GET OFF ME” Gojo says loudly
“LIKE HELL I WOULD, let me taste that FISH MEAT” Sukuan says loudly bitting into Gojo’s tail as he groans in pain
“…” Choso is standing from afar watching too afraid to get close, in fear of getting eaten by Sukuna. He shouldn’t have gone here alone. He needs you right now, he is doomed. Is there anyone that could help him right now?
“You better watch your damn ass, I’m going to fucking throw you into this damn water, you DAMN CAT” Gojo says loudly throwing Sukuna into the water by waving his tail
Sukuna was wet and coated in the deep water but he still doesn’t the to get his mouth off Gojo’s tail. Gojo was annoyed and begin to wag around like a dead fish trying to get Sukuna off but to no avail. He has no choice but to bite him back. Both of them started to take a piece of flesh from the other and eat it like it was nothing
Sukuna slowly drags Gojo onto the surface and throw him across the forest
“YOU MOTHERFUCKER” Gojo says loudly
“Crawl and wag like a dead fish for me, won’t ya?”
“Like hell I would” Gojo says
Sukuna crosses his arms knowing he has won. But all he wants was for Gojo dead, he wants him dead but eating him up isn’t enough. He wants him to go every single pain he has felt that he has caused
“…”
“It’s pointless if she doesn’t remember anything… I will let you off the hook jus this time”
NOTES: I’m back from the dead, free from all my test and homeworks. I’m truly free, now I can update my other works and write another chapter and it will too damn long. But I hope you guys a good day
Chapter Text
What should you do? What is the goal? Should you go and destroy that machine? But you don’t even know what kind of machine. You have to wander back into that facility, deep inside the forest. You ain’t doing that unless Sukuna and Gojo calm the fuck down. You should go look for them, you didn’t see Choso anywhere
You go outside to check only to see Sukuna standing right at the entrance of the barn. You close the door and simply get out from the back door. You are not getting yourself eaten today. He looks so goddamn serious and his eyes are filled with nothing but hatred and anger. You hope you will make it out alive
[BANG]
[BANG]
When did he get this strong? You hope the door of the barn doesn’t broke down. You don’t want to get eaten nor killed today, you need to look for Gojo. You are scared as fuck without your shotgun. You can’t find your shotgun anywhere. You remember it was somewhere in this barn but somehow disappear. You are cooked, you are going to end up dying
[BANG]
You could hear the door being taken down as you turn your face to loose where Sukuna. Only to see him standing right in front of you
“I hate those hide and seek games of yours. Will you stop? It scares me to death” he says with an annoyed tone
“I always wonder why I should keep talking to you… even though you can’t even remember anything. Why are you even alive to begin with? Living with you day by day makes me feel nothing but guilty. Just forget it, you won’t even understand, beside you just look like someone I know” he says while looking away
“…”
“Why don’t you just get away from her? You are the problem, Sukuna. The reason why I am here today and why she lost all her memories. Do you think… it’s that funny to play with her mind? She can’t remember shit and yet here you are thinking it would be fun to talk about this matter. None of this would have happened in the first place” Gojo comes out of hole as his face is filled with nothing but hatred and anger
“So you are TELLING me that I am the PROBLEM. Take a look at yourself, you are the one who thought it would be fun to send guards and police forces after me just because I tried to defend myself. You want me to end up in jail that bad. Would you do the same if some goddamn gang start to surround you just because you bump into them?” Sukuna says loudly out of anger
“Everything would have been different if you have tried to change that mindset of yours. Violence is not always the answer. For your ENTIRE LIFE, all you could feel is nothing but the thrill of the chase, the violence, the thrill in torturing me, DESTROYING your own family. And it is also you that Choso ends up turning into some sort of parasite and now being renewed, he can’t REMEMBER shit. Your own cousin, YUUJI, who is someone that always care for you after what you have done. YOU KILLED HIM, YOU FUCKING CHANGED HIM, DID YOU SEE HOW HE LOOKS LIKE NOW” Gojo says loudly
“THATS DOESNT HAVE ANYTHING TO DO WITH ME” Sukuna says loudly
“OF COURSE IT DOES, YOU ARE THE ONLY REASON THAT WE ARE HERE TODAY. DID YOU EVEN REALIZE HOW PAINFUL IT IS TO SLOWLY ROTTING AWAY. I WAS FUCKING ALIVE THE WHOLE TIME, BEING BURIED AND FORGOTTEN. I WAS ALIVE FOR THE WHOLE TIME, SLOWLY FEELING MYSELF BEING TESTED AND USED ALL OVER AGAIN AND AGAIN. WATCHING EVERYONE SLOWLY LOSING THEIR MIND, MY OWN FRIEND BEING TURN INTO SOMEONE ELSE DIFFERENT THAT I DON’T EVEN KNOW OR REALIZE” Gojo says loudly
“WHAT KIND OF AUDACITY YOU HAVE TO SAY THAT IT DOESN’T HAVE ANYTHING DO WITH YOU?” Gojo says loudly as if he is about to snap
“YES I ADMIT IT, IT IS INDEED MY FUCKING FAULT BUT IT’S NOT LIKE I AM SOMEONE FOR YOU TO BLAME ON. IT MUST BE DONE” Sukuna says loudly as you could see him gritting his teeth
“IT MUST BE DONE, YOU FREAKING ASSHOLE. YOU LOST YOUR DAMN MIND JUST BECAUSE YOU REALIZE YOUR LIFE IS SLOWLY FALLING APART. SHE WAS TRYING TO HELP AND SAVE YOUR ASS AND YET YOU TRIED TO KILL HER” Gojo says loudly as Sukuna doesn’t have enough patient to deal with this nonsense
“SHUT THE FUCK UP, YOU KNOW NOTHING ABOUT ME . YOU KNEW NOTHING ABOUT ME, SAY ANYTHING YOU WANT BUT KNOW THAT I WON’T CHANGE THE WAY HOW I SEE THINGS AROUND ME” Sukuna says as he tried to get Gojo back into the hole but end up getting bitten anyways
Things finally start to calm down as soon as Gojo leaves, Sukuna is still a bit annoyed. Should you even ask him to go back to the facility with you though. You are afraid of getting killed again. It’s like having a ticket to heaven
“Do you mind if I go back to the facility?” you ask in a nervous tone afraid of getting yourself killed since your shotgun is totally gone
“Do I mind? DO I FUCKING MIND? YES I AM, YOUR STUPIDITY IS GOING TO FUCKING KILL YOU, YOU IDIOT. FOR FUCK SAKE, YOU ARE NOT GOING IN THERE. NO CHANCE AND NO FUCKING WAY YOU ARE ALLOWED TO STEP FOOT INSIDE THERE” Sukuna says loudly
“There are others who is stuck in there and beside… didn’t we have to deal with the Government too. I don’t remember anything right now but my mind is telling me to go back there” you say in a calm tone
“They have lost their mind, all of them, you will have yourself being torn apart if you go back there” Sukuna says, finally calming himself down
“But I have to go back there, to know the source of what is happening. And in that damn facility, there is more floors below down there and why the fuck is there a facility in a dark forest. We need to tell the public about this” you say
“Trying to play the role of a hero, do you believe it’s that easy. WAKE THE FUCK UP, THIS IS THE TRUTH OF THIS WORLD. IT’S EITHER YOU KILL OR BE KILLED. THEY DON’T CARE, NONE OF THEM CARE, JUST LOOK AT THE OTHER CONTRIES. ALL THEY WANT IS MONEY AND SOONER OR LATER, ALL OF THOSE TEST SUBJECTS WILL BE USED AS A WEAPON FOR WAR. AND YOU, YOU SHOULD HAVE LEFT LIKE I TOLD YOU TO, YOU DON’T HAVE ANYTHING DO WITH THIS. JUST ANOTHER LOST SOUL WANDERING THINKING THEY COULD HELP THE OTHERS. Just leave already…” Sukuna says letting out a loud sigh, he is so done with you, dealing with your shit is not on his bingo list. All he wants… never mind it isn’t necessary to bring that up
“Just one time, I mean like maybe we could help them out. You are the most violent one in that facility anyways. I bet there are many who dislike you” you say loudly
“Just listen to me for goddamn once, can’t you just see how they fucking prepare themselves to maul you? The moment you step foot inside that building, they already have the upper hand even if you try to convince them that you are here not to harm them or not. They won’t spare a single time to listen to your bullshit. Even if you have my help or not, they will target you first, you are against thousands or maybe more but who knows” Sukuna says with a serious tone
“B-” you were interrupted by him as he puts his finger right in front of your mouth to silent you
“Shut the fuck up, I won’t make the same mistake again that I have to regret for my entire life. Take a look at yourself and tell me are you even capable of helping us? You are not capable of helping nor keeping yourself saved. Either you leave or I make you,” he says
“But why do I have to leave? What if they come after me instead? You are probably mutated into some sort of this random thing that lost all your memories. Shouldn’t you also have someone outside to help you out too? Then how are you even make it out of that hellhole?” you ask
“Sacrifices must be made, I am not the first nor the last. Gojo probably got it lucky and get himself out of there easily. You don’t even know how tiring it was to have tons of them chasing after me. And of course it’s worth it to see them begging and screaming for help” he says
“And don’t think that I got out of there doesn’t mean you CAN” he says
“But I have no choice, I thought maybe I could be of a help. Do you truly think I would sit here and wait for the Government to send their guards and chase after me. Maybe they will use the military too who knows. You and Gojo are too dangerous anyways” you say
“You are an outsider, you have nothing to do with the facility nor anything with us. Even if you tried to do so, don’t just think I won’t go after you just to send you back here” he says with a serious tone
“And what IF it works out, come on just think of it. People will recognize who you are and treat you differently” you say
“Spare me from your nonsense” Sukuna says loudly
“Do you even realize that those people like you could always end up dead? Use your fucking brain for once. You aren’t going to save them and neither do I. No one could ever get them out of there even if it turns out to be a success. They would forever continue to live, never forget the incident that happened back then. It will come back and haunt them, serve them as a reminder that their own friends died for their sake. There is no point in coming back even if you are curious about who we used to be” Sukuna says loudly
“I don’t give a fuck, you ain’t stopping me from going back there” you say loudly as you are hit in the face
“Despite all the warning, all the fucking signs, all the red flags. You still CHOOSE to go back, what is wrong with you? Did you just forget that you have something important other than saving someone who doesn’t even know you. They are just strangers, would they really be happy if you save them?” Sukuna says
“You know… it’s kinda weird to see that those people suffer they same way as you do and you REFUSED to help them. Would that be a little too selfish of you? Knowing that you have escaped from that hellhole, yet you still chose to think about only yourself. Even though, I know that… myself used to be that dumb in the past to cause myself losing my entire memories. Would that really be ok? I don’t even know for sure but I can’t seem to move on from it. I need to know what happen since it’s the only way for me to remember my past memories” you say
“Don’t come back crying to me when they got your leg” Sukuna says with an annoyed tone before leaving the barn. You couldn’t help but let out a sigh
“Just don’t pay much attention to it” you heard a voice from behind
“How long have you been here, Choso?” you ask
“Since Gojo left, you must be wondering why your shotgun is missin . Gojo took it when he left. And besides don’t pay much attention to Sukuna’s words. He doesn’t meant any harm, I’m sure he is just worried about you since I used to have a brother who is always grumpy but caring at the same time. It’s hard to put up with his anger issues though” Choso says with a nervous tone
“You love your brother a lot…” you say feeling a bit weird as if your mind is telling you that you used to have someone that has anger issues before. Someone in your family that always cause trouble and always make you do deal with it. Someone that has entirely away from your mind ever since you lost your memories. But you can’t seem to remember, all you know that you lose contact with your family
That’s when reality hits you, giving yourself a question
[Who are you?]
How could you even know? You don’t know how you got this farm nor how things got this way. All you ever wanted was peace, you want the others to feel safe and sound within the farm. You know there are others who is trying to find you, who want them back. There are also the others who want their freedom, just how much can you do?
You are not a hero in some sort of story, you are just a normal person, a person, someone who is trying to live, someone who is just minding their own business. Then what is your purpose? And why can’t you just remember anything? Is this some sick joke the God is playing in you? Playing with your mind, making you trying to find the answer when you know it’s futile
That man left you with a task, telling you to get rid of the parasite while you just want to show the whole world that those people do existed and they are being experimented on like some sort of rat. But you can’t bring yourself to tell the others about it. Your mind is telling you not to as if it was a bad idea. You will never find yourself the right answer, calling for help, helping the others
But then the question is left behind?
[How can you help them?]
Maybe it was foolish of you, thinking the world is full of sunshine and rainbow when you deeply know that the Government is trying their best to take advantage of you, to record of how they react around normal humans and soon enough, you will be apart of their experiment
Nothing even make sense, times passes too fast, it passes way too damn fast. You never got the chance to breath nor feeling the sense of peace. What are you supposed to do? What could you even do to help them? Was it futile? You felt like a joke, a clown to this world. What could be the key that could help you save them? Time is running fast by the second. It’s either you are running out of time or do something so foolish that everyone would straight up call you dumb
Should you kill yourself to end this madness? You don’t feel quite well, everything is just too tiring. Is there anyone out there who is willing to help you? Or you are alone on your own dealing with this situation? Was Sukuna right about telling you go away and never come back since it wasn’t your problem and you weren’t involved in this situation?
What was your past like? What was your life before like this? What happened to Sukuna and Gojo? You know the answer but it wasn’t the right answer you are looking for. You need to have your own opinions and your own thought. Do you know Sukuna before any of this happened?
Did he come looking for you ever since that day? Was it all connected? About the tiger roaming freely around the woods, was he the one trying to find you after successfully escape the facility. Was he trying to make sure that you are safe? Or he is trying to drag you down with him? That trap was obvious, anyone could notice it even the animals, then did he do it on purpose. Your mind is so fuzzy and your head hurt, all you wanted was peace. And someone that would actually help you through those times
You always tell yourself that’s it’s alright to be alone by yourself, telling yourself that you are strong but were you? You are alone, all by yourself, you will never get used to the feeling of being all alone even though you always wanted to be alone. It’s strange and you know it, but you crave something, something that you will never be able to find nor answer. You feel a sense of longing for something, but you can’t quite actually understand it
“I need to go” you say loudly as Choso only nods
“What’s with the face, [y/n]?” Sukuna asks as you only put your head against his body to rest as you use his body as a pillow
“Do you think we will make it out alive?” You ask
“No, the chance is low, I can feel them sending more guards to this little farm you build. But I never imagine this is what you wanted after a life in the city. You always brag about how you are going to be an engineer and yet here you are being a farmer and go back to the in countryside. You miss me that much? Or it was your own decision?” He asks
“I don’t know, I truly don’t know, no matter how hard I tried to answer those questions. I will never find the correct answer, I don’t even know how did I end up here almost as if I was awaken from a dream. A dream where I get to be happy and live peacefully with someone that I truly care about. I don’t know who that person is, I just can’t remember. But what is the point of complaining when me myself didn’t do anything” you say loudly
“I want to remember, I just want to remember what happens, and it looks like the God doesn’t want me to remember almost as if I am a joke to the entire world. Just what is the point of us being here? Slowly waiting and waiting and waiting for WHAT exactly? Waiting for them to come and kill is all. Will you guys ever find freedom nor your own happiness? But why does it have to always be me? I mean like think about it, just think about it?” You say loudly as Sukuna doesn’t say anything
“I come here for REASON, they say I will be able to find HIM if I go back to where it all started. This damn place, this is the fucking place HE says he wanted to live in just because it was peaceful. I miss HIM, I fucking love HIM, I just want to remember”
“[y/n]”
“Isn’t that too much to ask? All I want was to remember what he looks like nor his face. I know HE feels guilty about himself for not doing anything but I do not need any of it”
“[y/n]”
“I have told HIM that I will take care of everything. And what did he do? Commit crimes, can’t blame though? He has gone insane and I would have too if everything is slowly falling apart”
“I can’t even fucking do this on my own. Everything is gone, I lost everything that hold dear to me. I can’t remember what the reason I am here for? Nor my own goal? My own purpose, nothing of it, I can’t remember. What the fuck am I supposed to do? Everything is pointless and what? Futile? It’s fucking useless”
“[Y/N]” Sukuna says loudly in an angry tone as you finally snap out of it
“WHAT? CANT YOU JUST LET ME COMPLAIN LIKE YOU ALWAYS DID FOR ONCE” you say loudly as you realize it, Sukuna puts his entire body onto you as your face is filled with nothing but his soft fluffy fur
“Shut up and take a rest, you like having a cat being a loaf on top of you like this so don’t complain. Just shut the fuck up”he says loudly as you decide to give yourself a rest, a break from all of those things
“I don’t know what to do, how are we supposed to get out of there alive? We are going to get killed. They are trying to kill us. What should we even do?” You manage to make out words before it was muffled by the furs
“We will be able to survive? They at literally coming. The collar is still on your neck, it hasn’t been removed. We don’t have a memo of it. I don’t know what the scientist is talking the about. I don’t know what kind of machine did they use to make you like this. I just don’t know… I just wish we could be happy and live peacefully. I’m tired of everything, tired of trying to make things better but it will never work. It seems futile. Just no matter how hard I tried, it always go down the drain” you say loudly as you are muffled by Sukuna again
“They have the button, just one small press and all of you would went insane. We won’t be able to fight back, I just wanted to give up and hang you guys to the scientists so bad but what about you guys? Your own freedom, I need to figure out how does the button and the collar works. It doesn’t make any sense” you say loudly as you are muffled again
“So that’s asshole tell you what happens? That’s good to know, you need to know what happens anyways. It’s all happens because of me, because of my own mistake. You need to leave. You need to leave as soon as possible” Sukuna says loudly as you don’t know what to say
Notes: I have like a lot of ending for this series. But it’s base on how you choose to keep on reading this series though. The reader chose to left
[ENDING 1: LEAVING]
You decided to leave the barn, for what purpose. Why do you have to leave? There so much things you could do, so much things to try and fix things, to try and help them. What have you become? You are so pathetic, so easy to give up. How pathetic You should have look yourself in the mirror. Look at you, pathetic isn’t it? You are such a coward always leaving things behind and let the others fix it for you. Trying to make yourself clean, innocent? Or trying to be the victim in every story? And make your own love a damn JOKE? A murderer? A monster? A cursed? You make him look like a joke
From the start, you have always been pathetic, a coward, a greedy little bitch that only want nothing but everything for herself. You always say you have a hard life? Hard life? More like a happy life, always getting pleased when seeing them, you only want them. You don’t even want them, you do not want to help, you do not care
Face yourself, you coward. Go outside, I dare you. Go outside… and let’s see if anyone would appreciate your help or would be GLAD to see your face. What would your own family think? What would HIS family think? Pay for all the damages you have done, get a lawyer. Why are you so pathetic? You won’t be able to do anything right by yourself
Always depend on the others, always act high and mighty. How funny… what a joke. Cry all you want, no miracles will come
Look at the TV, are you happy? Are you happy? Seeing them acting like some sort of animal inside a zoo. Look at them closely, a fucking animal. That’s not a human, that’s a fucking animal, an entertainment in everyone’s eyes. You did this, you could have tried to help them
You were lucky that damn thing love you or else he would chase you across multiples countries just to watch you suffer. You were just LUCKY, you were always LUCKY and yet you always say you have bad luck. Bad luck? More like having a beats loving you to this day. You won’t get rid of me
I will always be stuck inside your head. Remind you of your own mistake, of your actions. You won’t get rid of me. Pay them a visit, will you? They miss you
Your own work is nothing but a mistake. No one will believe you that those are human beings being turn into those monstrous things. All of the tapes, the videos, they are useless. You have no proof and the Government would be able to take it down easily. Everyone hate you, show your face to them, show them, tell them what makes them looks like this
They would be proud, show them
A huge failure isn’t it, all of it were taken down by the Government. You did what you have to, and that was pretty dumb and brave of you. Such stupidity, you are devastated aren’t you? Don’t worry
They will give you a chance, a chance to be with them and see them again. Good luck being stuck inside that facility forever. They won’t mind nor blame you. You won’t be able to see them again, you could only talk and hear how much hatred and anger they have for you. It’s your fault, try and fix it
Aren’t you happy to him? Your love, aren’t you afraid of being eaten alive. It isn’t him and you know that really ell don’t you. Stay far away from him, stay far away from him. You know him really well, he never wants to hurt you. You should leave, I told you to leave. Such stupidity
How does it felt being left alone in the dark now? All alone, nothing but a piece of flesh. You should have it coming, should have known better. But you two will be reunited sooner or later, this damn forest will be taken down and demolished by the Government due to the danger the [animals] possess to the visitors. It’s good to see old faces right?
At least someone still remember you though. Isn’t that a good thing?
For this ending, yep it is a bad end if the Reader chose to leave everything behind, decide to listen to Sukuna’s advice. His advice isn’t that good either nothing but bring bad things. For this ending, all of the test subjects were put inside a forest being seen as an animals. Basically just like a zoo but much more worse. They are allowed to attack the visitors. They are allowed, yeah they are allowed. The staff and the CEO wouldn’t take responsibilities because they have put all kind of rules to warn the visitors about the dangers
And they are highly dangerous. The CEO would put a hiring employee paper everywhere because the staff keep dying. Sukuna and Gojo wouldn’t recognize the reader due to the collar
Sukuna would be the first to be used a secret weapon for War. And it would take a lot of money to have him, but due to the anger he possess, he would have to be given back. He has gone insane, as for Gojo, he is trying his best to keep him sane but it only make things worse
But that’s for ENDING 1: LEAVING
let’s move on forward if the reader decide to not leave and be stubborn
“I won’t leave, I won’t. You will be my test subject” you say loudly as you begin to struggle to get out of Sukuna. He still sit on top of you like a loaf cat. Is he trying to kill you?
“Test subject? How funny… I would like to see how it works….” He stays white for a while before getting off your body. He is still deep in thoughts
“It’s kinda difficult to say this but… I don’t think I will be able to be with you again. I mean I lost a lot of memories right now and I still don’t know how I got this farm to begin with” you say loudly
“I don’t mind, I can wait. Patient is the key after all, I’m used to it” he says loudly
“I think I do know something that you could add to your little collection. How’s the tape? The video, all of them, they won’t be enough. The Government can delete them easily. It would take you a lot of time and effort to be able to convince those fools. Let’s just say… they would say it’s AI. And what would you say?” He asks
“Uhhhhhhhhhhh… live-streaming?” You say
“That could work, and tried to get a whole view of me or Gojo. They would believe is instantly. We need to get both side at war. There is a chance one support the Government and one support us. This could be a huge advantage, take this chance and gather more info. I do know a thing or two you could write down in those diary of yours” he says loudly as he watches you writing nonstop in a diary that look really old as if you haven’t touched it in years
“Will we survive?” A same old question, a question wondering if all of them will make it out there alive or would have to face their punishments for all of their actions. A hope, a light, a call for help, a call for something that no one would know
An answer is waiting for everyone at the end of their journey. A friendship, a bond being made to another, tighten their bond, their relationship. Once it’s broken and shattered… what would they have to face? What would they do? What would they do? Run away? Fight back? Or what? Get themselves killed? What is the point in fighting back? They have no chance. Everyone is dead
[HELLO DOES ANYONE COPY?]
[YES SIR]
[HEAD INTO THE MAIN OFFICE SEARCH THAT COMPUTER AND GOES BACK TO OUR MAIN BASE WE SENT A HELICOPTER ON YOUR WAY]
[How far is that computer, Commander]
[WE HAVE NO TIME BE BACK BERE FAST. WE HAVE NO TIME FOR QUESTIONS THE TRAITORS ARE AMONG US]
[ITS THE AMONGUS] (it’s a joke, please do not read this sentence)
[SENT BACK UP SENT BACK UP HELP US PLEASE AHHHHHHHHH]
[THE CLEAN UP TEAM DEAD]
[SOLDIER 1004 DEAD]
[SOLDIER 1003 DEAD]
[THE HELICOPTER IS UNDER ATTACKED]
[TEAM ALPHA DEAD]
[TEAM BETA DEAD]
[THE LAST REMAINING SURVIVOR: THE COMMANDER, SOLDIER 1545 AND THE TRAITOR]
[So all of you have been deceiving me all of this long?]
[I LOOK UP TO YOU COMMANDER WHY JUST WHY? PLEASE I HAVE A FAMILY TO TA-]
[BANG]
[BANG]
[BANG]
“Everyone is dead except for us and the Commander” says a man with black hair
“How could it be the Commander? There is no way it’s him, he has been with me all this time” says a man with short brown hair
“He has been with you all this time? Could it be there is a shapeshifter? Didn’t we get rid of all of them already?” Says the black hair man
“All of them were gotten rid of, right” the brown hair man says loudly
“None of them were, one was left alive, kept hidden by the Government” says a man wearing a suit coming in alongside with a captain’s hat. The commander, Haru
“But too bad I have a lot of things to explain to you too. I hope you all survive” Haru says loudly knocking down two man and take them with him
“Where the fuck am I?” The black hair man says loudly
“Keep yourself at ease, Keichi. Jinu will be up soon” Haru says loudly sitting on a chair across Keichi
“The fuck? What si the meaning of this? You LIED to us” Keichi says loudly
“I do not lie, they LIED to you. Both of you will know the truth son. I’m only doing this for my people, for freedom. Everyone, everything deserve a chance to be free” Haru says loudly
“Look at the screen in front of you” Haru says loudly pushing in a computer with a facial expression looking at the both of them confused and doesn’t even know what was it supposed to do
[What do you want?]
The computer says loudly showing annoyance and make an annoyed and tired face. It can blink and act like a human
“Show him the tapes” Haru says loudly
[Yeah sure… is everyone dead? Don’t tell me you get rid of all of them]
“Your PARTNER did it himself, it’s not my fault. These are the two men I trusted the most, they have the same purpose as mine” Haru says loudly
[Such confidence… I like that but I’m not sure if they are trustworthy or not. But since I’m just a computer… I can DO anything I want anyways. Let’s lock here… here… here and there… done no more obstacles and bloodshed on the hallway]
The computer says loudly as the sounds of doors closing and locked tight were made inside the room they are in. Lights were turned on as Keichi was flashed. The lights… they were too bright for his eyes, he is going to go blind soon and that’s what the computer want for fun
[Want some air conditioner?] the computer asks with a smiley face on the screen as the cold wind breeze through the both of them
[Here’s the tape, keep your eyes on the screen] it says loudly, running through all kind of tapes letting Keichi watching everything. He wasn’t supposed to watch them, to listen to this traitor and yet curiosity gets the better of him. Allowing himself to watch the tapes, knowing the truth, the secrets that were hidden by the Government and their sick experiment
Images flashes through the screen, something that he thought was made up but ti was true. It was real, the people there were real, all of the test subjects were there. The War Weapons were there, something that can’t be taken down easily without a bomb, an explosion, they have to keep the test subjects alive. Some of them were alive, some were dead. But then who is the one recording all of this tapes. When did this happen? Why did the Government hide this away from the public’s eyes? Why? What is the reason?
“But who record all of this” Keichi asks
[Me] says the computer with a smiley face
“Ignore her, she is just trying to make you going insane. I will explain everything once Jinu wakes up” Haru says loudly
[BANG]
“What is that?” Keichi asks as he fears something is going after the four of them
[Relax… it’s just HIM throwing one of your comrades against the door or maybe use them to open the locked door… who knows? He is too unpredictable] the computer says loudly with a smiley face, standing there looking around
[I want my body back so bad. I hate being like this] it says loudly
“We will find your body back soon or find someone who can replace you. It’s up to you anyways” Haru says loudly
[I have to decline, doing that would be too far. The top priority is my body but I need to make sure to get enough allies before fighting back against the Government. We need to make the citizens believe in us] it says loudly
“We have a visitor” Haru says loudly as a big snake crawls out of the vent scaring the fuck out of Keichi
[Relax… it’s just a snake, big snake man, Geto. He likes doing this, don’t mind him. We need to return back home] the computer says in a worried tone
“We can’t go back there, the farm is burnt down. But you are better this way, more USEFUL. You can sent a lot of your mini version to explore this facility, talks to the others and lead them to the right path. This is much more convenient, you won’t died, you will just transfer yourself to another computer and the circle repeats” Haru says loudly
[Yeah yeah whatever, at least it’s better to not get chased by a tiger though or almost get fucked up by a tiger anyways] the computer says loudly while slowly realizing the topic it brought up is weird
“AHHHHHHHHHHHH” Jinu screams loudly when he sees a big snake man and then pass out immediately right on the chair
[Let’s just forget what just happened. Shall we continue with the taps or show something much more cooler?] the computer asks
“Now not the time to be joking around, [y/n]” there snake says loudly
[You are no fun Geto, and besides I think I found a way to get rid of the collar. Just a few more materials and we are done. We need the key card, the Master key card, the scientists have them it can unlocked anything in this facility and the other places]
“The Master key card? It was gotten rid of to make sure the test subjects never run away” Haru says loudly
[We make a fake one, there must be an extra. They just have kept it somewhere else]
“What is the meaning of this?” Keichi asks loudly
[Do you want to live? Or do you want to died? Who are you fighting for? Is it for your own family? For your friends? For your loved one? You fight for who? Is it about freedom? Do you like being used as a pawn? Being told lies that make you think that the Government is telling you the truth. You need a lot of stories to make up your mind, most of the test subjects here. They were humans just like me, they put my mind is die a computer to make me useful. They want humans to become more efficiency, more useful]
“How can I trust you?” Keichi asks
[It’s up to you, it’s your choice. I will let you go and you never told anyone about us or maybe you will. We will continue to live and let the world see what the Government is hiding even if it’s mean death of course. I want peace, not bloodshed, not being used as a weapon for war, a test subject for science, not seen as an animal who don’t capable of love] the computer says loudly
“[y/n], I think that’s enough… no need to tell more details. We will find you a new body, but for the meantime. I will keep an eye on you. We need to leave now, they sent backup, there is no time to waste. They have alerted locked up the entire place, the facility and the forest. We have to leave now, Haru why don’t you stay? It’s too dangerous to come with us” Geto says loudly grabbing the computer in his arms
“Leave, I will take care of the both of them. Keichi, I look forward to your answer. I’m sorry that it has to be this way, don’t tell anyone about this incident since no one would believe you anyway. I’m the [Commander] anyways, no one will be able to questions my motives” Haru says loudly, untying Keichi and Jinu before leaving the both of them on the ground
“This job is so tiring, why do I have to keep an eye on those animals. This is so tiring. I want to go back home snd watch movies not working and staying up late watch these stupid animals? What’s so special about them? Just nothing but a bunch of weird animals with weird colors” says a woman with blond hair loudly sitting on chair stretching her body like a cat
“Stop complaining and get to work Yuri, this is the only job that pay us well. We need to pay off our debts” says a loud woman with long brown hair saying loudly across the hut. One of them was a park ranger staying inside the hut keeping an eye on everything, one have to go around the forest to make sure that things are in order
“Yeah yeah whatever, Akane. Have you found that myths yet? About a man with his lower half body is a tiger’s? Talking about him already making me drooling, those things could only be seen in fanfic and novels. But if it is real, I’m carrying triplets with its kittens” Yuri says loudly as Akane is disgusted
“You disgust me and stop talking about those nonsense stuff. Our shift ends here, let’s go back home” Akane says loudly in a disgusted tone
“Finally, I get to go home and see my beautiful hammy” Yuri says loudly in a happy tone as the both of them walks out of the hut only to hear the sounds of broke bones nearby
“Someone is nearby, should we help them?” Yuri asks
“We will get ourselves killed, let’s go. We don’t have to stay here and get ourselves killed. Come on let’s go, we will report this back in the morning” Akane says loudly holding Yuri’s arms and run away
[Let them go… we don’t have to get the others into this mess. Let’s go… leave them be…]
“…”
[Calm yourself down…]
“…”
[…I don’t know what to say anymore. Let’s go… we have a lot of things to do. Would you help me or not? I don’t want to bother you right now but you are about to go insane. Just how many times did they press the buttons?]
“…I would like to see the real you… not this little things that you created. It’s no fun, but I will see you sooner or later. You just can’t order me around like I’m apart of your playthings, your tool. Do me a favor, keep me accompanied, just the two of us”
[Yeah I will… as much as you want, I won’t leave… we are in this together anyways… I will try my best to help and get everyone out of here…]
“You will just get yourself killed anyways but we are meant to get ourselves killed anyways”
Notes: this chapter may confused you a lot but long story short, in the future, [y/n] was forced to be put inside a computer. Her mind was transferred into it becusss she likes computer, she is an engineer and of course they make her useful by putting her inside a computer. And yes everyone went insane except for a few, they were not seen as an important thing as Sukuna and Gojo
But if you guys have any question, feel free to ask since this chapter may confused some of you. I will try my best to explain. Three timelines, the past, the present and the future. I will try to make it understandable as best as I can
And I’m so sorry for not updating this fic for an entire summer. I’m on vacation and completely forgot another this fic. I’m so sorry =(((
i forgot to post the half of this chapter ;-;
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