Chapter 1: The Bond
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Jack slowly undid his fly, letting his trousers fall and loop around his ankles. Aaron, who was on his knees right in front of Jack, watched his fully erect cock spring free. Aaron licked his lips, fuck he was drooling, he looked up at Jack's smug smirk while stroking his cock, slowly Aaron took Jack in his mouth, just the tip, teasing him, swirling his tongue and sucking ever so lightly, then he pulled back completely licking a thick stripe from the base of Jack's cock to the tip, before he could take him in his mouth again he was yanked back by his hair, pain shooting through his skull while a moan escaped his lips. "I don't want you teasing me, you know I can edge you for hours and then leave you like that begging for my cock all night." Jack almost growled while tightening his grip around Aaron's scalp.
"Woah! You're reading absolute filth!" Sirius Black, the heir to the most Noble and Ancient House of Black exclaimed while pulling back a chair and settling beside Remus.
Remus shut the book more quickly than he would like to admit–getting caught while reading smut in broad daylight by his... enemy? Bully? A pureblood Slytherin aristocrat?–was certainly not what he was expecting. He sighed trying to force his body to not blush, giving Black a look which could piece through glass and muttered "What the fuck do you want?"
Sirius smirked— like his smirk. "You look like the person who would cum the second his little cocklet is touched." Sirius replied. Blunt. So casually. Like he was talking about his next class.
Remus sucked in a sharp breath— IS HE GODDAMN CRAZY?? he thought, he's sitting here in the library while pouring such filth without any shame whatsoever. God he's a sick bastard.
In any other situation Remus would just get up and leave, this was happening for months now–Sirius finding him, bullying him with his sharp words, but he never resorted to anything sexual like he did just now and Remus John Lupin was feeling bold today. Why? Don't ask him. He doesn't know. Maybe because he didn't want to be appearing as a blushing prude teenager.
Or was it Sirius' charm?
"I am the person who can make you cum in a split second." Remus replied, looking more smug than he ever did in his entire life. Sirius' eyebrows shot up, he looked at Remus up and down, fully checking him out. "Well, certainly not me."
Okay, Remus was wrong—Sirius Orion Black, the prince of Slytherin House has gone officially insane! Remus hardly bit back a cough, fuck he's nervous, "Guess you'll never get the honour to find out." he blurted. At least his brain is fully functional.
Remus did not miss the shift in Sirius' eyes, he could feel it in his bones, a plan, trying to capture Remus into something. Sirius put his elbow on the table and set up his chin on his fist, he looked at Remus with more intensity than one could handle. Remus wanted to squirm under his gaze, wanted to vanish, just melt down or run.
"I have a deal for you." Sirius spoke, there was something dark hidden under his tone, but Remus couldn't figure it out yet.
"What deal?"
"Let's sign a contract, a bond, if you can make me cum under 10 minutes while sucking me off, I'll leave you alone and never mention your lycanthropy again."
Yes, that is exactly why Remus had been putting up with Sirius for months now, nobody knows how Sirius figured it out, he just cornered Remus one night in the hospital wing and started blackmailing him since then.
However, the words struck something deep inside him, the idea of his mouth on Sirius' dick was absolutely disgusting, horrifying even and not what his self respect wants. His every cell repulsed with the idea, this was absolutely mental! He mentally gagged by just thinking about it.
But a bond in the wizarding world held power, power like an unbreakable vow, and also a hope— he could escape the daily torment.
"And if you win?" Remus asked, he had to know the pros and cons. He's not stupid enough to get trapped in fake promises.
"Then.." Sirius started, Remus could swear he saw his eyes turning a shade darker, ".. you'll be my slave, at my beck and call, I can take or do whatever I want with you and you cannot disagree."
Nope.
Not happening.
Who knows what's in the mind of this sick, mentally unstable man, but the fear of his lycanthropy being exposed pushed through his brain like an arrow. He isn't thinking straight.
"Okay. Deal. But I want the same thing in return, if I win you'll be my slave and never mention my lycanthropy." Remus says cautiously.
Sirius giggles—Remus wants to punch him so hard. "Done!" Sirius says with a wink. "My dorm at seven today?"
"Fine." Remus muttered and got up and left the library without looking back.
When he was back in his dorm—which he shared with James and Peter, he sat on his bed, his head in his hands contemplating the events of today and whatever he's going to do tonight.
Was it right?
What if he loses?
He won't. He knows this much: he can make any man cum under five minutes or so because he has been gay his entire life, had summer flings both at school and at home. He is sexually experienced and has given many blowjobs to different people. In short— he's a skilled cocksucker.
After some more thinking a thought suddenly crosses his mind, what if he wins? Sirius will be his slave for life. Remus could do literally anything with him. And that excited him to his core.
He would make him suck his cock first, in order to return the favour which he's giving Sirius today. After that what? Fuck Remus was getting ideas, making Sirius beg for his cock, or fuck him senseless into the mattress. He pushed himself off the bed— he couldn't get hard when he's going to suck off his enemy's dick. He checked the time, 6.30 pm, he took a deep breath and left his dorm. He was wandering off the castle killing his time, he didn't want to appear too desperate by reaching there early.
He knocked on the door of Sirius' dorm at 7.05 pm. Sirius opened the door with a grin so broad and sinister, it made Remus' skin crawl. He stepped inside while looking around, there were four beds. He could identify Sirius' bed as the last one near the wall, the three others belonging to Barty, Evan and Regulus— Sirius' twin brother. But the dorm was empty except the two men about to sign a bond—they must've gone to dinner, not that Remus wanted them here anyway—he was pulled out of his thoughts when Sirius held his shoulder and made him face towards him, pushing a paper into his palms, the contract.
The rules were simple, exactly the ones discussed in the library, Sirius was dangerously close to Remus' face when he spoke, "I want you to reconsider this my little wolf, anything means anything, if I ask you to undress in front of the whole Great Hall, you'll have no other option than to comply." Sirius' smirk never left his face while he was spitting the crude words out of his mouth.
Remus chuckled, fighting hard to keep his dominating aura, "We'll see who's the one to order who after some time." With that he signed the contract and handed it over to Sirius who signed it too. He kept the contact inside his bedside drawer. And sat at the edge of his bed, spreading his legs and undoing his trousers, "Well, let's begin."
Remus nodded and stood infront of Sirius, he slowly sank to his knees coming face to face with Sirius' clothed dick trapped in his underwear, fuck this was already humiliating, he wanted to get over with it as soon as possible. He looked up at Sirius, who had his sinister smile plastered on his face.
Sirius took the posh stopwatch kept on his bed and turned it towards Remus, there was a timer already set for ten minutes. After a beat, he started it and Remus was snapped out of his thoughts by the ticking of the stopwatch. He nodded at Sirius, who placed the stopwatch back at its place. It was action time.
Sirius lifted his hips so Remus could pull down his underwear and trousers in one go, letting the garments settle around his ankles. Sirius was half hard already—this is going to be hella easy— Remus took him in his palm and moved his hand up and down, grabbing the precum from the tip and spreading it evenly along Sirius' length. He saw how Sirius' breath hitched and his breathing became heavy, he was fully hard now. Remus gulped, because Sirius was well endowed, almost like Remus, but Remus' thick dick was a side effect of his lycanthropy, Sirius was a goddamn natural.
Remus decided against wasting even a second and engulfed Sirius' dick in the wet heat of his mouth, the moan he heard from above him made his own prick twitch in his pants. He took in Sirius inch by inch, using his hand for the rest, he was not going to gag on his cock just yet. Remus smiled slightly when he heard Sirius' breath become ragged more and more.
He pulled back completely letting the cock slip out of his mouth, taking a deep breath before diving in again and sucking like his life depended on it. He placed his tongue against the vein on the underside of his cock and hollowed his cheeks. He could feed Sirius writhing above him when he started bobbing his head up and down trying to take him a little deeper each time.
Sirius fisted his hands in his sheets carefully keeping his hands away from Remus because Sirius promised him that he wouldn't touch him while Remus sucked his cock. And God bless him, Remus was such a good cocksucker. Remus let Sirius' dick go again and lapped at the balls, taking them in his mouth too and sucking as hard as he could, he could faintly hear Sirius' whines getting louder as he sucked his balls.
Remus was already in a haze, his brain felt a little fuzzy. He took Sirius' tip in his mouth and licked at the slit, toying with it and putting pressure on it. He dipped his head again, taking Sirius' length inside his mouth.
Sirius was close, Remus could feel Sirius' thighs shaking slightly. Remus brought a gentle hand up and rubbed his thighs soothing the sensations. He felt Sirius twitch in his mouth, Remus closed his eyes again and hollowed his cheeks.
He was going to win.
Definitely.
Suddenly the stopwatch went off.
Remus opened his eyes, his lips still stretched around Sirius' cock and looked up at him. Sirius released a relaxed sigh which turned into a sinister smirk in a second. It was so evil Remus pulled back and stared up at Sirius while breathing heavily, the stopwatch still ringing.
Ten minutes were up.
Sirius didn't cum.
Remus lost.
HE'S FUCKED!
Chapter 2: Let Me Fuck Your Face In Peace
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Sirius looked down at Remus, whose lips are slightly red from the previous stretch and is breathing heavily, all while sitting on his knees in front of him. Sirius stops the ringing of the stopwatch and faces Remus again who is shocked as if Sirius grew another head. Sirius laughs, dark, like a full on maniac type, his eyes crinkle and chest shaking which jolts Remus out of his trance. His first thought is— run. So he does.
He gets up like his life is on line and bolts for the door. "Remus, stop right there." Sirius commands.
Remus stops dead in his tracks, he's two steps away from the door, he can escape if he just— his foot is not moving, he's stuck in his position, between Sirius and the door to his escape.
Sirius comes behind him and keeps his chin on Remus' shoulder, Remus tenses, his body going rigid like he's a warrior in a battle. "Turn towards me." Sirius speaks again. Remus does. His body moves automatically as if it isn't his own. He looks straight into Sirius' eyes, they're as dark as the night, before he could get another thought inside his head, Sirius spoke again, "Drop to your knees." Remus' knees hit the ground with a thump. He's fighting internally trying to move his limbs but his body just won't listen because it's listening to Sirius Black afterall.
Sirius goes back to his bed and sits on it, Remus didn't even notice that Sirius has tucked his cock away and is in his underwear. "Crawl to me, Remus."
This is probably the most humiliating thing he has done in his entire life, Remus puts his hands on the floor and starts crawling to where he was on his knees earlier sucking off his enemy? Wait, now what? Sirius owns Remus, so? Is he his master or something? Fuck, Remus wants to cry, he probably looks like he wants to cry because Sirius crouches down infront of him and pats his head. "Relax baby, I won't hurt you."
Remus' entire body relaxes suddenly and he's happy because he can feel his fingertips moving, he's getting his mobility back. Sirius is still touching his face, patting his cheek and Remus is like lightning— he grabs his wand from his pocket and pushes it against Sirius' neck and electrocutes him.
Sirius groans and falls back, his head hitting the mattress, he gives Remus a death glare and starts "Remus you..." but Remus electrocutes him again and runs as fast as he can, out of the dorm, down the stairs, out of the dungeon and straight towards Gryffindor Tower, if he can't hear Sirius then he doesn't have to follow his orders.
Guess luck favoured him in his most desperate times.
By the time he reaches the portrait he's panting and also shivering, he mutters the password and runs up to his dorm, his legs threatening to give up any second by how fast he had climbed up the stairs. He barged into his dorm, straight to his bed and charmed the curtains shut. Remus tries to remember his own name, his breathing slowly coming back into his lungs and heartbeat calming down slightly. He looks around, yes he's in his bed, the ceiling above his head is definitely his dorm so he's safe. Yes, he's safe inside his dorm.
He closes his eyes and swallows, his throat feels dry but he doesn't have the courage to even get past his curtains for some water. So he closes his eyes and forces himself to sleep.
Sleep does come to him, but even in his dreams he can see the absolute devil incarnation which was Sirius Black.
Remus wakes up shaking and gulps, he opens the curtains ever so lightly to see the morning light coming from the windows. He's in his dorm, he's safe. He takes a deep breath in, he can hear footsteps shuffling through the dorm, James is probably up. He slowly slides out of his bed and spots James trying to retrieve something from under his bed.
"Good morning Moony!" James exclaims and then goes to his trunk looking for something.
Okay, everything is normal. Remus slowly walks towards the bathroom, he should probably shower, he could smell his sweaty body after the run from the dungeon which left his body exhausted. He turns on the shower, letting the warm water relax his muscles, he closes his eyes and wishes that yesterday was a dream, a nightmare. His hopes are shattered the second he notices a tattoo on his left wrist—an infinity symbol—it was the bond mark, Sirius would have one too, the confirmation that the deal has been sealed, bonding him to Sirius till death, or until both parties agree to terminate the deal, which was never gonna happen, he knew it in his bones, Sirius was going to ruin him.
He let out a shaky breath, there was no point in crying now, he didn't even notice he had tears rolling down his cheeks. He tried to scrub off the mark like a fool but it remained dark against his fair skin. Suddenly there's a fist banging on the bathroom door. "C'mon Moony, we're already late for breakfast." It was Peter. Thank god.
"You both leave without me, I'll be down in a minute." Remus yelled back from the shower. Except he wouldn't, he had decided he's not going to leave his dorm ever again, he doesn't want to face Sirius, doesn't want to be his slave.
He steps out of the bathroom and puts on some comfortable clothes, he's going to miss all his classes today, there's no way he'll be able to avoid Sirius, he's in the same year as him, sharing all his classes. He lies on his bed and hugs a pillow to his chest, still in denial, his thoughts are interrupted when the door of his dorm bangs against the wall and Sirius fucking Black walks in like he owns this place.
Remus is up in an instant, blinking fast, he cannot believe his eyes—How? What? Sirius cannot enter the tower! He's not a Gryffindor— except Sirius is actually here.
Before Remus can even get a hint of what is happening, Sirius grabs Remus by his scruff and brings his face closer to his own. Remus can feel Sirius' breath fanning against his lips and his knees go weak when he hears Sirius say, "Come to the seventh floor corridor after dinner." Sirius leaves as fast as he came but Remus can hear his own heartbeat in his ears. A lone tear escapes his left eye but he wipes it before even the air can get to touch it.
Now he's here, standing with Sirius Black beside him, staring at a door which somehow magically appeared in front of them.
Sirius opens the door, "Get in." He orders. Remus has to move, as if he has any other choice. The room is large with candles decorating the sides and a large bed in the middle. Yes, just candles and a bed—what kind of room is this? Sirius goes and sits on the edge of the bed just like yesterday but looking even more intimidating, his eyes penetrating holes on Remus who is stuck to the ground at the door. He's secretly praying for another escape route.
"Get naked." Sirius' words pierced through his foggy mind. Remus' hands start moving against his will, removing his tie first and letting it fall on the ground. Remus is full of panic now. "Sirius please.. I- I'm sorry I just..."
"You're sorry for what?"
Remus remains silent at that question. He doesn't know what to say. He's breathing heavily when his shirt and trousers join his tie on the floor, he digs his fingers in the waistband of his underwear and pulls it down in one swift motion. Now standing completely bare for Sirius' eyes to watch him.
"Get on all fours and crawl to me."
Remus lets out a whine and then he's crawling, on his hands and knees, naked. God this is so humiliating. What did he do to deserve this? When he reaches right in front of Sirius—who is fully clothed—he's face to face with his pelvis. Sirius grabs his hair and pulls him up, back on his knees, Remus lets out a pained hiss, his hands grabbing Sirius' at the back of his head. "If you ever try to run again, there'll be consequences, grave consequences." Sirius rasped, his steel gaze on Remus, making him squirm.
"Sirius please, spare me, I was stupid to ever doubt you, please please I- I'm sorry for electro- hexing…hexing you yesterday." Remus looks like a child, looking up at Sirius and begging with his face as the picture of complete innocence. But Sirius just smiles and when he speaks, his voice sounds oddly happy, "The bond is signed Remus, you had your choice, you cannot escape now."
Remus bites his lower lip at that he feels tears stinging his eyes. "Oh love, don't cry over such a petty thing," Sirius leans closer to his ear while tightening his grip on Remus' hair "Because we have the whole weekend ahead of us, I'll give you plenty of options to cry over completely different reasons." Remus shivers at Sirius' silky voice and drops his head on Sirius' shoulder in defeat, a drop or two escape his eyes which gets quickly absorbed in Sirius' shirt.
Sirius sits back up and lets go of Remus' hair, Remus shoulder sag, his hand coming to shield his dick from Sirius' eyes, he keeps looking at the floor while Sirius undresses himself. Several thoughts cloud his mind. Why did he agree to this?
Sirius sits back on the bed and speaks "Give me a nice blowjob like you did yesterday, fuck, did I tell you that you suck cock like you were made for that?" Remus couldn't answer because the magic doesn't wait, Remus darts forward and starts kissing Sirius' cock. Because according to the magic, a "nice blowjob" is supposed to be nice for Sirius and Sirius only.
Remus is kissing Sirius' dick all over, kitten like kisses spreading all over his dick and then his balls, fuck he laps at the balls and the edges like he's some dog, he feels his own saliva smear on his face, he takes the left testis in his mouth, closing his lips around it and sucks— fuck he feels pathetic— he puts pressure on it with his tongue and licks it up and down.
He does the same with Sirius' other testis, a sick feeling pools in his stomach, precum drips from Sirius' penis and coats Remus' cheeks, Remus can tell that Sirius is enjoying himself, hell the noises he's releasing are downright pornographic.
Finally, the magic decides that Remus was not actually a dog, he released the ball in his mouth with a small pop and takes Sirius' cock in his mouth— just the tip— and swirls his tongue around it, poking the slit with his tongue. The magic wants Remus to go down further. So he does, but he cannot take Sirius all the way down.
One, because he's huge.
Two, because Remus hates gagging and despises deep-throating like he despises himself being a werewolf.
But the magic is relentless, Sirius' tip hits the back of Remus' mouth and he gags, coughs a little and tries to pull back to breath. He cannot.
He gags a second time on Sirius' dick and tries to pull back again. His breath is cut off for a second and he starts struggling with Sirius' cock threatening to enter his throat. Sirius then threads a hand through his tawny curls and pulls him back, the tip of his cock still in Remus' mouth but at least he has some time to breath, for a split second he thinks maybe Sirius is having mercy on him, and maybe he'll let him go. Fuck, he really wished.
Instead, Sirius releases his hand on his hair and speaks "On all fours again, I would love to do this myself." Do what? Remus moved back and was on his hands and knees again—maybe he was a dog afterall.
"Turn to your left." Remus turns now facing the empty room, until Sirius drops to his knees in front of him with his erection pressing against Remus' closed lips. "Open up, baby." He said and Remus could hear the smile in his voice. Remus obliged, his jaw opening, and Sirius thrusted all the way in one go, his cock pushing past his mouth and entering Remus' throat, in one swift motion, letting Remus' nose press against his freshly trimmed pubic hair.
Remus gagged violently, coughing in broken sounds and tears start falling from his eyes down his cheeks and on the floor, he tried to pull back, pushing Sirius' thighs away but he was being held to Sirius' groin with a tight grip. He tried to say something, all coming out as gibberish, anything, anything to stop this torture, his throat fucking hurt!
"Shh...baby, relax your jaw and throat and keep your hands on the floor, let me fuck your face in peace." Sirius cooed. Remus' neck immediately relaxes and his jaw falls slack, finally Remus gets air to breath, his hands drop to the floor supporting his body, maybe it's easier if Sirius just commands him to relax.
Sirius pulls back and then roughly thrust again, this time going another inch into Remus' throat. A pained "Hnngh!" espaces Remus and more tears roll down his pink cheeks but he's pretty sure Sirius relishes the sound. He pulls back again and thrusts with the same intensity again, and again.
Sirius sets a rough face and starts fucking his face like he's fucking a lifeless fuck toy. Remus finds it easy with his jaw relaxed but it doesn't hurt any less. He can practically feel his throat opening and closing. Sirius' dick ramming inside his throat probably bruising it.
Sirius is breathing heavily and moaning constantly. When he drops a hand from the side of Remus' head to his neck, holding his throat, Remus' eyes widened, he thinks Sirius is going to choke him, his breathing goes uneven again, the tears and spit drooling down his chin never stopping but Sirius just rubs Remus' throat as if he's trying to relax him.
Remus hums around Sirius and Sirius' jaw goes slack in a silent moan, "Fuck, baby do it again." Remus hums again and Sirius feels his entire body on fire. The vibrations of Remus' throat sending a spark of pleasure through every nerve ending.
Sirius has never got to fuck anyone's throat, well Remus is his first slave isn't it? Sirius keeps up the relentless torture for a long time, he feels something warm pool in his stomach everytime Remus' screams are muffled because of his cock. This feeling of domination was awaking a monster inside him.
Finally Remus feels Sirius twitching in his mouth and thrusting even faster, chasing his orgasm, Remus is sure he looks liked a epitome of bad luck, his lips stretched open like a whore and getting fucked in an animalistic pace. Sirius abruptly pulls out of Remus' mouth and lets go of him completely. Remus sags to the floor, his forehead resting against the cold stone floor, breathing absolutely ragged, he caresses his own throat trying to relax it after such brutal intrusion.
"Get up and keep your mouth open." He hears Sirius command again. He has no energy, his shoulders and knees and wrist are hurting from staying in this dog position, yet the magic forces him to get up, he's on his knees, his back leaning against the bedside draws, his vision is slightly hazy, he probably looks like a slut with hooded eyes and his jaw slack but he registeres Sirius is on his feet, a hand on his own dick, pumping himself hard and fast.
Remus registers what is going on when he feels hot cum shoot inside his open mouth and on his cheeks, neck and shoulder.
"Swallow, baby." Sirius purrs. Remus closes his mouth and swallows Sirius' seeds.
Fuck it. Remus' whole face and neck goes red, either from anger or embarrassment, Sirius just cums on his face and then makes him swallow.
"FUCK YOU!" Remus screams at him, even when his throat hurts like a bitch, chest heaving, tears rolling down his cheeks mixing with Sirius' cum, his chin is still wet with his own spit. Sirius smirks and chuckles darkly in response. "Too bad, Rem baby, looks like it's your ass which is about to get fucked tonight."
Chapter 3: The First Time
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"Get on the bed, on your hands and knees again." Sirius commands like he has the right to do so. But he does have the right isn't it? Remus tries to protest with his whole body, he tries to keep himself away from the bed, his footing stable on the floor, but the magic is more powerful than he'd admit. Remus climbs up on the bed, with his naked arse presented to Sirius like a Christmas gift, his chest is rising and falling so fast he's sure he's going to faint. He looks back at Sirius, who is eye-fucking him, looking at Remus' naked form like a predator while stroking his own dick, making it hard again.
"Stay still." Sirius speaks while he gets behind Remus pressing his hips flush against Remus' ass cheeks, rubbing his dick up and down Remus' cleft. Remus feels shame burn through his stomach, he can't believe this is happening, he closes his eyes when he feels Sirius lean on him, Sirius' chest against Remus' back and his lips on neck. He bites Remus' neck where it meets his shoulder while rutting against his arse like an animal. Remus lets out a shaky whimper, and bites his lips to keep his sounds from escaping his lips, feeling more filthy than ever. Sirius suddenly fists his hand in Remus' hair and roughly pushes his face down on the mattress, Remus' left cheek against the mattress and Sirius' lips biting his earlobe.
"I love you like this, you look so hot, with your ass in the air for me to fuck, like a fucking bitch, that's what you're isn't it? My adorable fuck-puppy." Sirius whispers in his ear and then kisses his cheek. Remus' dick twitched at his crude words, leaking precum on the mattress, he can't believe he's getting hard when he's about to get fucked against his will. "Please Black, I'm begging you, let me go." Remus begs, his voice shaky because of the face-fucking he just endured. Sirius tightens his hand in Remus' hair and pulls his head back, his fingers scratching Remus scalp, making him face the headboard.
"Oh love, I'm about have so much fun with you, and you begging me makes it alot better, I'm gonna ruin you to shreds with my dick inside your ass, I'm gonna fuck you each night while testing all my kinks on you. You'd love that right? You're my own fuck toy now." Sirius husks in his ear, dark and sure. Like he's stating a fact. With that he released Remus' head letting it slump against the mattress.
Remus squeezed his eyes shut in defeat. It's done. There's no escaping now. He's doomed for this life. Sirius settles on his knees behind Remus, slowly spreading his ass cheeks to expose Remus' puckered hole. Sirius licks a long stripe up his hole smearing his saliva on Remus' rim with his tongue. Remus shudders and bites his hand in order to keep himself from moaning. He absolutely hates this. Sirius summoned a bottle of lube from his trouser's pocket which was on the floor. He squirts some of it on his index and middle finger and holds Remus' cheeks apart with his left hand. He circles the rim slightly, teasing, and then pushes two fingers up to the knuckles at once. A whimper escapes Remus' lips, he clenches his hole, trying to reject the burning intrusion. It hurts to take two fingers at once without any previous stretch.
Sirius tuts. "Unclench your hole and relax, it doesn't need to be too painful if you just listen to me and do not hold back any sounds, I want to hear you falling apart under me loud and clear." Sirius says while curling his fingers inside Remus. Remus lets out a broken moan— too loud perhaps, the magic taking its own privileges— his body relaxed immediately, making more room for Sirius' fingers, he pulls back, adds another finger and then pushes in again, this time up to the hilt, his middle finger hitting a soft bundle of nerves which makes Remus arch his back and moan loudly.
Sirius lets out a happy laugh and then continues abusing Remus' hole, scissoring him open, stretching his fingers up to their limit and playing with Remus' inside. Remus is a stuttering and whimpering mess under Sirius, pressing his left cheek hard against the mattress, his eyes shut tightly with dried tears around the edges, he's mortified hearing the filthy sounds escaping his own lips. Fuck, he feels pathetic.
Sirius pulls his fingers back with a pop sound and Remus' hole clenches around nothing, he feels oddly empty— it makes him a little impatient. Sirius lubes up his cock with a generous amount, ready to rail Remus. He presses his blunt, shiny head on Remus' stretched hole, but Remus moves forward an inch, again rejecting the intrusion, Remus' own dick is fully hard, hanging heavy in the air, a wet spot has been formed under him on the mattress with the amount of precum he's leaking. Sirius holds his hips and brings him back, holding him still.
"Have you ever done this?" he asked with mild amusement. Remus shook his head no. Sirius didn't like the lack of response. He pinched Remus' right ass cheek. Remus let out a pained groan, "Speak when you're spoken to." Sirius demands, he's getting impatient, he just wants to push his aching cock inside Remus and fuck him senseless, yet he waits to hear his response.
"No" Remus let out through gritted teeth.
"You're a virgin?" Sirius asked, excitement visible in his voice.
"No, I'm a top, I have never taken a dick up my arse before."
Sirius snickers at that. "Well, you're about to be a bottom for the rest of your life.." he runs his hands up and down Remus' spine "... but I'm honoured to take your arse-virginity, fuck it seems like you were made to be my fuck-puppy." Sirius laughs darkly and Remus is too humiliated to even get a word out of his mouth. "Get ready." is the only indication Remus gets before Sirius pushes his full length inside of him in one go, his hips flush against Remus' ass, Remus lets out a long drawn shout, he winces, his mouth opening and closing in a silent moan. The stretch is too much for him to handle at once, if the first thrust hurts so much he wonders if he'll survive the whole night. "Fuck, you're so tight, oh my god, yes, I was right, your ass was indeed made to take my cock."
Remus feels his face heat up at the dirty remark, he feels so full, his stretched hole burning even when he just had Sirius' three fingers inside of him. He breathes deeply through his nose when he feels Sirius pull back with just his tip remaining inside his hole, Remus braces himself for another sharp thrust and it's more rough than he imagined, he screams and tears up because Sirius dick is rammed against his prostate with a particular sharp thrust. His vision goes blurry with his own tears. Sirius seemes skilled, he aligned his hips so perfectly he is hitting all of Remus' sweet spots, fucking him like an animal. Remus doesn't stop whimpering and crying even for a second, he's pushed forward with every thrust and brought back by Sirius' sharp hold on his hips.
Remus sucks in a sharp breath when Sirius leans forward slightly and takes both of Remus' nipples between his fingers, rubbing them, shooting sparks of pleasure in his spine. "Sirius not there I-" He's interrupted when a sob wrenches out of him when Sirius pinches his nipples hard. "Yes baby, I can touch you wherever I want, however I want." Sirius speaks with his mouth against Remus' neck, Remus can feel the room blurring, his left cheek still rubbing against the mattress, he's sure there's going to be a bruise tomorrow.
He feels himself slipping, his mind going into a sweet haze, where he doesn't want anything but some friction around his dick. He's been on edge now for hours, or is it morning? Was Sirius fucking him the whole night? He doesn't know. Remus gets a hold of his own dick and releases a relaxed moan, he tries to thrust into his own fist but Sirius holds both of his wrists and pushes them away from his cock placing them on either side of Remus' head, all whole fucking him in a brutal pace.
"You cannot cum without permission. Your dick belongs to me now, I can play with it like a toy, if you want to cum, you'll either beg me or you won't cum at all." Remus sobs at Sirius' words. He's frustrated. He just wants this to be over and sleep forever, Sirius is going too rough on him considering this is his first time. "Please..." He lets out, his voice so small it doesn't even reach his own ears.
"Come again?"
"Please let me cum." He pants, he can't breathe properly, he can feel pain swelling in his abdomen, he tries to defy Sirius by releasing, but he cannot, his body isn't his own now, the magic will allow him to come only if Sirius commands it.
"I feel you really don't want to finish with how vague you're being plus..." he stops thrusting for a moment and takes Remus' cock in his hand, squeezing it, bringing him to the edge. "...I want you to call me Daddy whenever my dick is up your arse, that must be humiliating for you isn't it?" Remus can practically feel Sirius smiling and drilling holes into his back. Sirius hold his hips with his left hand and starts fucking him again, each thrust in sync while he's pumping Remus' cock with his right hand. Remus sees white dots inside his eyelids, the over stimulation from both the sides making him dizzy, he feels his balls tightening painfully.
"Please daddy, it hurts, please let me cum, I hav- have been so good please please, I- I just want to cum, Daddy please allow your puppy to cum, I'm begging you." Remus begs through his tears, his throat still hurts because of all the fucking Sirius did to it, Remus doesn't know he gave in so quickly because of the magic or because of the desperation to cum. Sirius wished Remus could see his feral grin. "That's like a good puppy, my good fuck puppy..." Sirius kisses his shoulder affectionately. "..you can cum now."
Remus feels he has released his entire insides through his dick, he never came so hard in his life, thick white stripes shooting down on the mattress. He feels like he has been cuming for hours, by how long it took him to let everything out. He never stops crying or screaming like a street whore because Sirius doesn't give him time to relax, he fucks Remus through his orgasm and continues fucking him relentlessly, chasing his own orgasm now, Remus cries out in overstimulation thrashing against Sirius trying to get away. He vaguely thinks how can someone last so long without cuming.
Sirius hugs Remus' shoulders from behind and pulls him up, both of them on their knees now, Remus drops his head back on Sirius's shoulder.
"Ah- Ah-- ungh!" A string of moans and whimpers falling from his lips with the change of angle inside his already post-orgasm sensitive ass, he's begging Sirius to stop, "You released too much for someone who's pretending to hate this entire ordeal." Sirius speaks sharply with his palm closing around Remus' throat holding him in his place. Remus just nodded, even in his sex-induced haze he wasn't going to argue with Sirius, he fears choking so much.
Remus hears Sirius moan against his ear and his hand tightening around his neck—he could still breath though—then he could feel hot cum shooting inside him— Sirius came inside him— he's embarrassed beyond limits now. Sirius claiming him in a very intimate way, Sirius painting his insides white, Sirius calling him his own fuck-puppy. Everything is just so disgusting to Remus. Sirius pushes Remus back on the bed—into his favourite position again, Remus figured Sirius loved doggy style more than he loved oxygen— he pulled out of Remus' hole slowly, his freshly fucked up hole releasing squelching sounds with Sirius' cum inside. He feels the cum leaking out of his hole, sliding to his balls and also down his thighs.
Sirius holds his own softening cock in hands and with his glistening tip, he pushes the cum leaking out back into Remus' gaping hole. "Keep my seeds in you baby, they're your reward for begging so nicely, you're my good fuck puppy right? Take everything, you're not going to waste even a drop."
Remus wants to die now, he lets out a frustrated whine, he wants the earth to swallow him whole. Sirius just laughs, he gets down to the floor to reach for his wand, he casts a quick cleaning charm on the bed and crashes down on it pulling Remus with him, both lying on their sides while facing each other trying to catch their breaths. Remus has his eyes closed, he's taking in the rest he's getting after such an intense session, he wants to sleep, dream about nice things and forget whatever just happened.
He's too fucked out to even protest when Sirius slowly snakes an arm around Remus' waist and pulls him closer, summoning a sheet to cover both of them. Remus doesn't fight him, there's no point in fighting actually, he lets his body relax onto the soft mattress and slips into a deep slumber, too exhausted to even notice Sirius' arm running up and down his shaking thighs.
Chapter 4: Morning Sex
Notes:
I'm a hardcore believer of aftercare!! And you should be one too!!
Chapter Text
When Remus tries to opens his eyes, his vision is a little hazy, he still feels tired, his entire body aching—but wait, there's something warm pressed against his body, so warm that Remus wants to move inside and settle there forever— he blinks multiple times to clear his vision, then much to his horror, he realises he's sleeping beside Sirius, not even beside, he's snuggling him with his head on his chest and Sirius' arm thrown over his waist. He jerks back like he has been burnt, startling Sirius out of his beauty sleep. Remus shuffles back and moves out of the bed or tries to move out of the bed, he feels sharp pain shoot through him the moment he's on his legs and falls back onto the bed with a wince.
He breathed deeply through his nose and looked down, his thighs were still covered in Sirius' dried cum—he wants to throw up— a sick feeling settled in his abdomen when he felt his throat aching and his ass sore, a constant reminder of yesterday's events.
"Where are you going?" Sirius inquires, his morning voice does something funny to Remus' insides.
"To my dorm, I want to shower, I feel sick to my core." Remus spits his words out like they're venom on his tongue. Sirius raised one eyebrow and eyes Remus up and down, a smirk decorating his aristocratic face.
"You don't need to, today's Saturday therefore no classes, and about showering... I'll help you with that." With that Sirius slips out of the bed not bothering to even put on underwear —he's shameless like that—and puts a hand on Remus' shoulder. Remus yanks his shoulder back with such force his head feels dizzy for a second. Sirius narrows his eyes down at Remus and takes two steps back. "Get up." He commands. Remus' body complied without even wasting a second. He lets out a wince, the soreness hitting him with full force.
"You can't even stand on your own legs without shaking and you think you can walk back to your dorm alone? C'mon puppy you're smarter than that." Sirius mocks him. Remus wants to kill him, rip him to shreds and watch him bleeding on the ground.
Sirius waves his hand and a side of the room shifts into a shower cubicle—what the fuck is this place. "Use me as your support and let's get into the shower together." Sirius offers and Remus has to comply anyways. Remus releases an internal sign and holds Sirius' shoulder, putting as low pressure on his leg as possible, he's relieved he doesn't have to do this alone, that Sirius has the decency to provide him with some aftercare, but he doesn't let his face show even the slightest hint of calmness. He clenches his jaw and looks at Sirius pointedly, still fantasizing about killing him mercilessly.
They both enter the cubicle together and Sirius turns on the shower, warm water falls on both of their skin and Remus feels his muscles relaxing, the tension slowly leaving his body. Sirius leans back on the wall and watches Remus shower, his scarred fingers moving up and down his arms, flexing and massaging his own body. Sirius feels his dick slightly swell at the whimper which escapes from Remus' mouth.
"Put your hands on the wall and spread your legs." Sirius orders, his voice still hoarse. Remus' eyes immediately widens and his entire body tenses once again, yet the magic gets him into position, the warm water falling on his back now.
"Sirius please, I'm sore, my throat has been hurting since yesterday, can't this wait for some time? Please." Remus pleads in a small voice, he was avoiding speaking as much as he can because even the slightest movements in his throat hurts. He isn't sure he'll be able to handle a rough fucking again, he'll be crying and begging to stop the second Sirius even puts his finger inside him.
"I know, I wouldn't have gone so rough on you if you didn't fucking hex me the other day." Sirius speaks as he comes to stand beside Remus pressing his left shoulder on the wall where Remus has his hands, "Look at me." Remus faces him, he notices Sirius Orion Black looks fucking perfect even at seven in the morning. Sirius conjures his wand from under his pillow and Remus is highly impressed at the blatant display of magic—he doesn't let his face show that.
Sirius presses the tip of his wand against Remus' throat and mutters an incantation, the pain and soreness in Remus' throat vanishes like it was never there. Remus releases the breath he did not know he was holding, he truly thought Sirius was going to hex him into submission. He blinks at Sirius and tries to speak, "What is that?" yes, his throat feels perfectly fine, he's genuinely confused, he has never heard about that healing charm ever. Sirius smirks wide, his face twisting into something sinister yet again, "Sex magic."
God bless Remus' ears, trust Sirius Black to have a fucking degree in sex magic. Remus decided against answering him because he still wants Sirius to heal his bottom. Sirius gets behind him, "Arch your back a little," he speaks and Remus does, his shoulder still tense, he realises he'll never be able to relax around Sirius ever again, Sirius pushes his ass cheeks apart and points his wand at the rim and mutters the charm again. "There you go, puppy, as good as a virgin." He mocks Remus by slapping his ass twice, he'll be forever mocking him for the fact that it was Sirius who fucked him for the very first time.
"Don't call me puppy.." Remus grits out, his voice full of anger, he could feel the redness spreading down his neck "..and fucking leave, I want to shower in peace." Remus tries to move, but the magic is waiting for Sirius' command— fuck the magic honestly— Sirius lets out a dark chuckle, dropping his wand next to the him, Remus hears it clatter against the cold tiled floor, Sirius gropes his ass with a bruising grip, slowly kneeding his ass cheeks, his chest pressed against Remus' back, his dick hard and leaking pressing against the back of Remus' thigh. "I'll leave when I get my morning sex." Sirius rasps in his ear. Sirius' voice was full of smugness, because he is a smug bastard afterall.
"Sirius, please, why now? I need rest." Remus whined. He cannot take this again. He doesn't want to.
"No, you don't, you're my fuck puppy and the only thing you need is my dick in your arse." Sirius states like a fact. Like he didn't just reduce Remus to a fucking place to put his dick for pleasure.
Sirius turns off the shower and conjures the lube from the bed. Remus sucked up a sharp breath because this time he felt the tip of the lube bottle push past his rim, he doesn't even feel anything until a generous amount of lube is squirted inside him with an obscene sound, Remus feels hot all over except his hands which are pressed against the cold shower wall. He feels Sirius' finger prodding at his entrance and purses his lips tightly, he's not gonna make a single sound when Sirius is going to defile him like this.
Sirius pushes two fingers into him up to the hilt and Remus realises the soreness from yesterday was not the only thing which was gone, instead he was completely clean of Sirius' dried cum and was indeed tight like a virgin again. He can sense the heat pooling in his lower abdomen, his dick coming to life with every curl of Sirius' finger. A small whimper gets past his lips when Sirius adds another digit spreading the lube thoroughly on his walls.
Remus tries to calm his breathing. He feels cool air hit his insides when Sirius pulls out his fingers, then he feels the inevitable press of Sirius' dick at his entrance. "You can tell me if it hurts." Sirius assures him and pushes his dick into Remus' hole in one slow thrust. Remus makes a muffled sound low in his throat. It doesn't hurt any less this time, considering he was tight again, but he won't give Sirius the satisfaction, if anything, he just feels so intimately violated and so fucking full of Sirius' thickness. Remus doesn't even notice himself arching his back more. Sirius pulls out and pushes in again setting the pace with a few shallow thrusts, nothing too deep, nothing too rough.
After Sirius feels Remus is ready, he pulls back and slams back inside with such force and hits Remus' prostate with such accuracy he could have gotten an award for that. "AHH DADDY!" Remus practically screamed, it came out without him noticing— because the magic remembers Sirius is his daddy now. Remus cringed at the nickname and pressed his forehead against the cool tile, humiliation written all over his face. Sirius feels an intoxicating rush of lust run through his veins and starts fucking Remus hard and brutal, hitting his prostate with every thrust. Sirius snakes an arm around Remus waist and holds the base of his dick, squeezing it roughly, his other hand finding Remus' nipples to pinch and pull.
"Too much, too much, slow down!" Remus cries as he throws his head back on Sirius' shoulder. He's moaning like a whore because of the overstimulation, Sirius is using Remus' dick to pull him back whenever he's pushed a little forward due to a sharp thrust. His loud whimpers right beside Sirius ears are making Sirius go insane, his thrusts somehow getting faster.
Remus feels himself slipping again, his eyes shut tightly, mouth open in a silent moan, he feels a sweet fog crowd his thoughts, his cock is so hard it's probably red at the tip. He can sense his orgasm approaching, he turns his head towards Sirius neck and pants, "Da...Daddy I-" but the evil prick Sirius interrupts his sentence "Nope, no cumming." Remus whines at that, a few tears escaping his eyes for the first time today. He feels Sirius' thrust getting sloppier and in no time Sirius releases his load inside. Remus lets out a filthy sound when he feels Sirius bite his shoulder. Sirius then pulls out and turns Remus towards him.
Remus looks like he was fucked by a hurricane, his wet hair plastered on his forehead, his cheeks and neck as red as a tomato, his eyelashes wet either from tears or the shower, he's gaping like a fish because his dick is still hard in Sirius grip. "Cum puppy, cum for your daddy." Sirius cooes while pumping Remus' cock up and down, Remus holds Sirius' shoulder—his thighs are trembling like a leaf— and releases thick, hot stripes of cum all over Sirius' abdomen, moaning shamelessly while tilting his head back.
Sirius holds him until Remus comes down from his high, his breath becoming even. Sirius lets him go and Remus takes the wall as his support to keep standing on his own legs while trying to get his brain functioning again. Sirius turns on the shower and cleans the sweat and cum off his own abdomen and steps out of the shower, leaving Remus to figure himself out. Remus watches him leave and feels a sudden coldness wrapping itself like a blanket around him.
He pushed those thoughts away and turned on the shower, somehow he feels more mortified than yesterday. Last night, he was in a haze where he felt everything like a slow sensation, but today in broad daylight, everything felt ten times real. He feels used and dirty while washing Sirius' warm cum off his thighs and from inside his hole.
When Remus steps out of the shower, he realises he has no clothes and has to walk back into the room butt-naked—as if he has any dignity left after Sirius fucked him senseless, he thinks sarcastically— Sirius is lounging on the bed, still naked but covering his lower body with the sheets, Remus spots a big platter of breakfast and realises how hungry can sex make a person. He joins Sirius on the bed and holds the sheet to cover his own body but Sirius catches his wrist, stopping him.
Remus clenches his jaw so hard he feels his teeth are going to fall off, he gives Sirius a sharp glare and lifts both of his eyebrows, a silent question hanging in the air. Sirius levitates the platter to the bedside table and when he speaks, Remus swears Sirius' voice was five times deeper than normal, "You're going to suck me off first, I want my seeds to be the first thing you swallow every morning." Remus, horrified at the cruel remark, retaliates immediately, "What? But you just finished in the shower."
"Yes and I can cum again..." Sirius speaks with fake innocence lacing his words. He pushed the sheets away and revealed his soft cock sitting on his lap, "...get to work. You don't have to make a show out of it today, just swallow my cum."
The magic doesn't even wait for Remus to get a hang of the situation, Remus get on all his fours and sits infront for Sirius' spread legs, taking his cock in his mouth, slowly slicking the whole length with his saliva, he bobs his head and hollows his cheeks, making Sirius hard inside his mouth—what the fuck, he just showered and now he's sucking cock again— Sirius moans above him and brings a hand to caress Remus' cheeks, "Do what you can, don't hurt yourself this time." Sirius says and Remus feels something warm spread inside his chest. He's relieved Sirius isn't pushing his cock in his throat again, but he's hella confused at the sudden softness in Sirius voice, Remus thinks maybe he was just angry because of the hexing yesterday.
Remus puts his tongue flat against Sirius' underside and puts slight pressure while sucking the head of Sirius' cock. He feels Sirius twitch in his mouth, trying hard not to thrust. Remus puts both of his hands on Sirius thigh and dips his head again, this time sucking hard making Sirius release in his mouth. Remus swallows everything obediently and gets back up wiping his chin with the back of his hand. Sirius looks at him with a content smile and says, "You can eat now."
Remus takes the platter and gets back on the bed, making sure to cover his dick this time. He eats in silence, the toast rolling down his throat while he can still taste Sirius' cum in his mouth and inside his stomach makes him blush violently. He realises Sirius wasn't joking when he said he was going to use him like his own fuck toy. He finishes eating and looks at Sirius who is watching him intently— he's cooking something inside his head, Remus knows, "What now?" Remus asks.
Sirius blinks at him and replies, "Nothing, you can get back to your dorm, do whatever you want but meet me here tonight again." while he shuffles for his clothes, putting them back on and leaving without looking back. Remus watches him leave and gets up to get dressed himself, his clothes are folded neatly and kept near the headboard, so Sirius is a gentleman afterall.
Remus enters his dorm and James immediately stands in front of him narrowing his eyes behind his glasses at Remus—this man is one hell of a mother hen. "Where were you the whole night? How can you leave without informing us. I was looking for you!" Remus ignores the questions and goes to sit on his own bed, James eyes him suspiciously when Remus lets out a small wince when his bottom made contact with the mattress— he vaguely remembers the feeling of Sirius thrusting inside him, he pushed the thought away as fast as he can.
"I was with someone." Remus speaks, well that isn't a lie is it? It's not like he can tell James that he's someone's fuck buddy now. James' eyes widened and he immediately crowds Remus' personal space almost sitting in his lap, "What? When? Who? Did you guys fuck?" he questions—Remus doesn't understand his interest in Remus getting fucked, he thinks James probably pities his furry little problem and is just happy to see him having partners— Remus sighs, looks at James and lies straight to his face. "No James, I don't sleep around with a person without knowing them." James purses his lips together and nods.
"Will you tell me who is it?" he asks excitedly. Remus takes a deep breath and shakes his head no, James deflates like a balloon. "He doesn't want me to out him yet, you know?" Remus speaks with his hand on James' shoulder—yeah he knows, the homophobic department of Hogwarts doesn't let gay people date in peace. James nods and then offers, "I'll help you get around with him when you need, just ask and I'll be there, no questions asked." he says with a wink. Remus is genuinely happy for himself, James is the epitome of a perfect friend.
Chapter 5: Library Humiliation
Notes:
Sirius is a bit dark here :)
Chapter Text
Remus is sitting in a secluded corner of the library, no one ever visits this corner table because it's near a broken window. He's reading dark romance— yeah he reads muggle dark romance gay novels, a lot of it actually, that's the reason he feels a small wave of arousal whenever Sirius makes him do things against his will.
Whenever people look at him, they would probably think he's like a fiveteenth century virgin maiden who has never touched a man in her life— but in contrast to that he's a fucking whore who has read hundreds of dark romance novels and even wanked imagining himself in those scenes.
What is concerning for him is that he's now picturing Sirius and himself in all those scenes. He has been thinking non-stop about how Sirius fucked his hole while pressing his face against the mattress. He even remembered the taste of Sirius' cum while eating his lunch earlier today. The fact that he caught Sirius eyeing him from the Slytherin table did nothing to stop his train of thoughts. He thinks about the pain in his throat this morning, he didn't like that, he doesn't want it to happen again, but then Sirius healed him and Remus fucking Lupin wished Sirius would fuck his throat raw again to feel the sting once more.
Remus is positive he's getting manipulated because Sirius took care of him in the morning, his brain is pulling tricks on him or maybe the bond magic is making him feel like that— yes, he definitely doesn't enjoy being someone's toy. He shakes his head and tries to focus on the sentences.
The top in the story has tied the bottom to the bed and is rubbing ice on his nipples and down his stomach then pressing the cube to the balls. Remus clenches his hole and feels the light soreness from the morning shower-fuck. He wonders if Sirius would ever do this to him. Remus' eyes widens when the tops pushed an ice cube inside the bottom—is this okay? Doesn't ice cube starts to burn a little after being pressed on the skin for too long, fuck, the bottom must be suffering— Remus keeps reading the absolute porn on paper.
"You're reading filth again."
Remus jolts in his chair and looks back, he comes face to face with Sirius, he's so close to his face their noses are almost touching. He closes the book with a sharp smack and gets up. "How did you find me? What the fuck? Since when are you spying on me?" he asks, his voice surprisingly steady for someone who was just caught reading hardcore smut again.
"Sit down, don't get your knickers in a twist, I came behind you when you were reading about three ice cubes being pushed into-" Remus slaps his palm on Sirius' mouth refraining him from completing his sentence. He feels his cheeks heat up. He drops into his chair and grits out, "Are you crazy? Why are you speaking so loudly?" Remus thinks Sirius had zero ounces of shame in his brain. His thought is verified when Sirius licks the palm against his lips.
Remus pulls his hand back and gags a little and wipes his hand on his trousers— Sirius is crossing his limits of shamelessness and it doesn't even surprise Remus anymore— Sirius' smile splits his face into two when he speaks, "You're surprisingly shy for someone who reads these kind of books, no wonder you were moaning like a whore under me." Remus' face goes more red than physically possible, he's sure he'll remain red in the face forever by how embarrassed he is. He rubs his face and picks up his potions book and busies himself in its contents, ignoring Sirius completely. Sirius pokes him on his side to get his attention, Remus jolts a little then glares at Sirius.
"What do you want?" he asks.
"I want to spend some time with you." Sirius replies with his voice calm and collected, staring straight into Remus' eyes.
Remus wavers for a second but his annoying side takes the best of him. "I don't, leave me alone." He goes back to reading his book but Sirius pokes him again. Remus makes an annoyed tut.
"Why don't you want to spend time with me?" Sirius asks with a pout on his lips. "Not even your parents want to spend time with you, let alone me." Remus bites back without looking up from his book. He regrets the second the words leave his mouth. He whips his head to look at Sirius and watches the visible shift in his expressions.
Sirius' face hardens, his eyes narrowing, his jaw clenched tightly, a vein in his forehead popping out. He looks so fucking angry, raging. Everyone knew about the Black family, the suffocating aristocratic ways of growing up, the curses, the howlers, they were notorious for being insane towards their own children. Remus panics and opens his mouth to apologise, "Sirius I didn't-"
"SHUT UP!" Sirius full on growls and pushes Remus' chair back with his boots. Remus' mouth falls shut, he tries again, but his lips won't move. "Get up and pull down your trousers and underwear." Sirius growls again with fire in his eyes. Remus panics like anything, he's holding the table with such intensity his knuckles are going white, they're in the library where anyone could walk in, he doesn't want Sirius to fuck him in public, if anyone sees he'll have to fling himself off the Astronomy Tower.
Remus' body moves on his own accord, he whines low in his throat, silently begging Sirius to stop this. His breathing goes short, his heart hammering inside his ribcage when he undid his belt with shaky hands and letting his trousers pool around his ankles, his underwear joining a second later.
He was now standing naked from waist down in front of Sirius and everyone to see, he prays to every God in the universe to let this end quickly without anyone noticing. "Get down on your knees." Sirius commands while rolling up the trouser on his right leg. Remus drops to his knees with a crack, genuinely scared for his safety now. Sirius looks like he's going to kick Remus until he bleeds. Remus is only slightly relieved at the fact that now his naked body is hidden behind the table and Sirius' figure. Sirius puts his right leg forward and Remus shuts his eyes tight, bracing himself for whatever is coming, he's afraid he won't be able to even scream because his lips are closed tight.
"Open your eyes." He hears Sirius' voice hard as a rock. He opens his eyes and sees Sirius sitting on his chair like a King, his right leg out. Remus notices Sirius is wearing black boots, expensive ones, the one with a lot of strings and golden metal hoops to tie the shoelaces. "Hump it." Sirius commands. Remus doesn't understand the command, but the magic does, Remus moves forward on his knees and settles on Sirius' boot, his balls resting obscenely against the rough shoelaces. His eyes widens, perhaps trying to pop out of his sockets, a burning shame runs through his body which he feels in his fingertips too. He starts rubbing his balls on Sirius' boot up and down. The metal hoops feeling cold and the shoelaces like spikes against his very sensitive skin. He scrunches his face in embarrassment.
"Move faster and keep your mouth open, I want everyone to hear you moaning like a fucking slut." Sirius snarls, his face showing zero emotions. Remus opens his mouth and shallow whimpers escape loud and clear out of his throat. Remus' hips start moving faster on their own, his dick swelling up with every hump. Sirius—the fucking sadist— lifts the toe of the boot up and angles it, Remus' balls now flatteneing and his dick also rubbing on the rough texture of the shoelaces.
Remus lets out pained groans as he feels his balls and dick scratching against the metals. The friction is too much, it's like he's humping a sandpaper—or a cactus. Tears are forming in his eyes from the humiliation and pain both, he looks up at Sirius and begs for his mercy.
"We're not stopping until you cum." Sirius replies flatly, he looks bored but his jaw is still clenched tightly. Remus cries out when the humping starts to get extremely painful—he's sure someone must've heard him— his jaw is aching and spit pooling in his mouth from how long it has been hanging open, his dick is hard, he can feel the underside getting scratched up, he isn't able to even come close to cuming by how much pain he's going through.
He keeps humping Sirius' boot for a long time, his hips have started aching, he's sobbing with tears and snot covering his face, but Sirius keeps looking at him with a poker face. Finally, finally after a fucking torturous amount of humping, crying and begging, he feels his orgasm approaching, it'll end soon, he think. He starts going faster on his own accord, his sensitive areas are burning like they're on fire, he feels his own spit drooling down his chin, he releases out his cum on Sirius boot with a loud whimper, he doesn't even let out a decent amount— he feels like a fucking nine year old who had his first orgasm accidentally—but he's glad he finally did it.
He can finally feel his body as his own, he falls back on his ass, not caring about the dusty floor, he's sobbing, trying to wipe his face with one hand the other going to caress his groin— fuck even the slightest touch of fingertips on his balls feels painful— he screams when Sirius grips his hair and yanks his head forward, their noses almost touching now. Remus cannot see Sirius' face with tears obscuring his vision, he whines pathetically and begs Sirius to let him go, but he can feel the grip on his hair— Sirius is still angry.
Sirius pushed his face towards the floor and Remus had to brace himself on his hands to avoid falling face-first on the floor. He realises he's directly above Sirius' boot, his own cum has dripped down the sides and is lying on the floor.
"Lick it, clean the mess you've made." Sirius growls out pushing Remus face down. Remus' grimaces, then puts his tongue out and licks a long strip from the toe to the vamp, he repeats the same motion again, licking his own cum in his mouth and swallowing it, his face twists in disgust.
Here, down on his knees, in front of Sirius, he realises that Sirius truly owns every part of his body now, he can make him do whatever he wants no matter what. He licks the last drop of his cum from the outsole of Sirius' boots and looks up at him, he has dried tears on his face and pants like he just ran a few miles.
Sirius darts forward and grips his neck tightly, choking him, Remus' vision goes blurry at the edges. "If you ever again, get a word out of your mouth about my family, I'll show you how insane a Black can get." Sirius grits out with so much bite Remus feels it in his bones. He nods the best he can with Sirius fingers around his neck. Sirius releases him and storms out of the library without looking back.
Remus falls on his butt again trying to catch his breath. He quickly gets up and covers his private parts, he hisses the moment fabric makes contact with the scratched and bruised skin. He sits on the chair and groans in pain, tearing up again. He puts his head down on his arms and hunches over the table, slowly trying to calm himself down after what just happened. After some minutes, he gets back up and wipes his tears, sniffling slightly as he marches towards his dorm as best as he can, every rub of the cloth against his balls and cock hurts like a bitch. A man's groin is his most sensitive part, Sirius is a man too, he's completely heartless for putting Remus through this torture.
Remus lies on his back on his bed and charms the curtains shut. He slowly removes his bottoms and caresses his cock, it still stings a lot. He carefully presses the tip of his wand to it and casts a healing spell, the sting slowly dies down and a cooling sensation spreads down it, he does the same to both of his balls and then releases a relaxed sigh. The pain is finally gone after such a long time. He changes into his pyjamas and cries himself to sleep feeling disgusted in his own body, he doesn't want to eat anything. The feeling of his own cum in his stomach is enough for today.
Chapter 6: Playing
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Remus doesn't get out of his bed on Sunday, he's afraid of Sirius—like really scared to his core. The images of him licking Sirius boots are burned inside his eyelids. He's having nightmares about him again and again. He doesn't see Sirius on Monday, not even in class, Sirius didn't attend a single one of them, he's silently praying this continues everyday. But that isn't possible is it?
He spots Sirius on Tuesday at breakfast, but luckily he's sitting with his back to the Gryffindor table—maybe he's still angry, Remus pushes the thought away as soon as it comes— Sirius doesn't have the right to stay mad when he keeps moving the bar of humiliating Remus lower and lower. Remus feels he's lost all his self-respect by worshipping Sirius' boots.
Sirius doesn't try to find him on Wednesday and Thursday, even on Friday he's sitting with his back facing Remus. Remus hopes Sirius has given up on him. He feels lucky— maybe Sirius regretted fucking a filthy werewolf afterall and decided to pick someone else to torture.
His luck runs out when he's paired with Sirius for his last class of the day— it's Potions and Professor Slughorn has a tendency to assign inter-house partners. Remus' breath goes very still the moment Sirius comes up to stand beside him. Remus slightly turns his head towards him to judge Sirius expressions— his face is completed schooled, like he has practiced this expression for years, his eyes doesn't have the wicked glint, he holds his head high like the fucking royalty he is.
Remus looks away so quickly he feels the world spin for a moment when Sirius looks back at him, Remus picks up random ingredients from his table and starts mixing them, anything to keep himself occupied and away from Sirius' gaze.
Fortunately Sirius doesn't speak the entire time, he doesn't even ask to pass any ingredients, he just Accios them with his wand. Remus wants to sing the moment Horace ends the class and he gets to run or he was about to run?
Sirius grabs his wrist and turns Remus towards him, crowding his space and whispering in his ear, "Come to our room tonight." His husky voice sends a shiver down Remus' spine.
Sirius gathers his things and leaves with Regulus who was giving him curious looks. Remus stares into nothingness for a complete ten seconds before Peter's voice jolts him out of his thoughts and they leave for their dorm together.
Remus feels every part of his body shaking as he steps into the room. He spots Sirius lying back on the bed comfortably with his wand twirling in his hands. His face twists into an evil smirk when he sees Remus standing in front of the door. He rolls on his side and supports his head with his hand. "Come closer." he orders. Remus crosses the distance in five wide strides, he balls his hands and clenches his jaw to hide the nervousness simmering low in his abdomen.
Sirius notices his hard expression as Remus approaches him and starts "What? Are you still thinking about what happened in the library?" Remus doesn't reply, he physically cannot find his voice.
Sirius gets behind Remus in an instant and snakes his arm around his waist pressing his lips to Remus' ear, "You're my toy Remus, how much time do you need to accept that? I can play with you anytime and anywhere, if I didn't mention it before." His voice is so dark Remus could feel dark magic radiating out of it.
"Undress and get into position." Sirius commands. Why does he always make Remus pose like a dog? He can fuck him against a wall or something right?
Remus removes all his clothes and climbs on the bed again, facing the headboard. He feels the bed dip as Sirius climbs behind him and settles right behind his ass. Sirius places his cold palms flat against his ass-cheeks and digs his nails into them. Remus hisses at the sudden piercing feeling. Suddenly he feels a sharp pain on his left ass-cheek, he whimpers and looks back to see Sirius sitting fully clothed with his mouth on Remus' ass, he fucking bit him.
"What the hell? Are you an animal?" Remus snaps because he genuinely wonders that now. Sirius gets back up and looks straight into Remus' eyes, brings his left hand up and delivers a sharp spank right where he just bit him. "OUCH!" Remus shouts out because not only was that unexpected he fucking watched Sirius spanking him.
Sirius breaks into a smile which is all teeth when he notices a red handprint slowly blooming on Remus' arse. "Spread your cheeks for me." Remus' doesn't know if this is the magic obeying him or it's his own resignation. He lets his shoulders and face press against the mattress and hold both of his ass cheeks, spreading them as far as possible and presenting his hole to Sirius like a showpiece. He doesn't like this position because he cannot see what Sirius is trying to do, the anticipation always sets him on edge.
He feels a dull and blunt thing pressing into his hole, it isn't soft like Sirius fingers, he clenches his hole tightly when he realised Sirius is trying to push his wand into him. "Sirius what the fuck you're not going to fuck me with your wand, I'll kill you!" Remus' voice is slightly muffled because of the pillow.
"Hush puppy, don't speak to your daddy like that, and I'm just trying a new spell on you." Sirius pushes his wand just two inches in and mutters a spell. Remus' mouth fell silent again, he hated this feeling, hates lying there helpless while Sirius took his voice.
I'm his lab rat now, the thought alone is traumatizing for him. He feels his insides getting wet after Sirius pulls his wand back. Sirius then pushed one finger into Remus easily without any resistance. Remus gasps low in his throat.
"It's a lubrication charm, I don't like wasting my time with that lube bottle. I don't even have to cast it twice, the amount increases as the body requires." Sirius mutters while fucking one finger in and out of Remus. Remus vaguely remembers Sirius talking about sex magic, he must've learnt this spell over the days he spent not fucking Remus.
He adds another two fingers inside Remus stretching them wide. "You can speak now, I want to hear you while I do this." Sirius commands again. The last time Sirius said "while I do this" he fucked Remus' throat raw until it bruised, Remus thinks Sirius loves keeping him in the dark, purposely avoiding giving him details.
"What are y-you doing?" Remus half moans when Sirius starts scissoring him, hoping he would get some kind of hint.
"Like I said, playing with my toy." Sirius speaks flatly. And Remus presses his forehead on the mattress muffling a moan. Why did he even try asking him.
Remus tenses when he feels Sirius' fourth finger pressing into his hole, the stretch is slightly too much for him and he feels the painful sting. "Wait. Stop. I'm stretched enough, just fuck me already." he tries to sound angry but what comes out is a desperate whimper.
"Aww, look at you whimpering like a back alley whore, too desperate to get fucked by my cock, well much to your disappointment, I'm not going to fuck you tonight." Sirius replies casually.
"Then what- ugh fuck.." Sirius found his prostate "...are we doing?" He pants out as best as he can with his forehead flat against the mattress.
"Playing."
Remus is ready to let out a snide remark but his eyes widens as he feels Sirius' thumb nudging his rim now. He pushes himself up on his hands and tries to get away, "No. Stop. You are trying to put your hand inside me." Remus begs with sheer panic clearly visible in his voice.
Sirius' left hand is at the back of his neck at an instant and pushes his face down on the mattress again, where it was resting earlier. Remus is still struggling against his hold but his body melts completely as he hears Sirius command him to stay still. "For your information it's called fisting." Sirius laughs at the end of his sentence.
Sirius gets back behind Remus and pushes his thumb in, waiting for a second before he starts pushing the widest part of his duck shaped hand past Remus' hole. "No no please I can't take it, you'll tear me!" Remus begs helplessly, he scrunches his face as he feels himself stretching impossibly wider, pain and pleasure mingling together.
"Relax your hole. You will take it, the lube will help." Remus immediately feels his body respond and his muscles relaxed, Sirius takes the opportunity to push his entire hand up to the wrist inside Remus. Remus screams gibberish when he feels Sirius' hand ball into a fist inside him, tears start rolling down his cheeks and he keeps moaning loudly with every in and out of Sirius' fist.
"Ah- hng- ah" he whimpers every time Sirius punches his prostate. Remus feels his dick pressing against his own stomach, he didn't even realise he was fully hard. He doesn't realise anything at this moment, he just feels stuffed up to the brim.
His thoughts are sluggish and his moans broken. Sirius keeps up the assault on Remus' prostate and Remus quickly cums with a long drawn shout. Still panting when Sirius stops moving his hand, letting Remus come down from his high. He whimpers pathetically again when he feels Sirius pull out his hand out of his hole, the cold air settling inside his gaping hole.
He hears Sirius scoff behind him and casts a quick cleaning charm on the bed and settles beside Remus pulling him down too, just like the first time when he fucked him. "Only a whore like you could cum untouched like this, that too this fast." Sirius' voice piercing through the fog inside Remus' brain.
Remus bites back a reply because he's busy catching his breath, he can feel a large gap in his ass uncomfortable as hell, he vaguely wonders if it'll ever return to its original size. Sirius brings up a hand to caress Remus' cheek. Remus doesn't know whether he blacked out or slept, he doesn't know whether Sirius muttering an apology for using him like that in the library was real or a dream.
Chapter 7: I'm Gonna Make It Fit
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Remus wakes up tangled in Sirius' embrace again, but this time his throat isn't hurting, his bottom isn't sore, and he doesn't feel dried cum anywhere on his body. Sirius must've casted the healing sex magic while he was sleeping. He notices one thing— Sirius is fucking warm, burning like a campfire and engulfing Remus in it too. Remus has his back pressed against Sirius' chest, a hand thrown over his waist protectively. Remus tries to remove Sirius' hand slowly, but he only tightens his grip and pulls Remus back flush against his naked body.
"Are you awake?" Sirius asks him again in his same husky, deep, scratchy morning voice. Remus nods, muttering a small "Yeah."
"How do you feel?" Sirius asks while nuzzling his neck, he's leaving feather light kisses on his neck and shoulder. Remus wants to tilt his head more, give in to Sirius' kisses and sleep more with him but his arrogance doesn't allow him to do so. "Why do you care?" he spits rudely. From the corner of his eye he can see Sirius lifting his head from the pillow and fixing his gaze on Remus' face.
"I'm asking if you feel any pain." Sirius tries again. "I know and I don't care, I don't have to tell you shit." With that Remus circles his fingers around Sirius' hand on his waist and pushes him away. Before Remus' feet could touch the ground he is yanked back on the bed and Sirius climbs above him, catching both of his wrists and pinning them on either side of his head. Years of quidditch did got him some muscles.
This feels so different from any other time when Remus is forced to take Sirius' cock from behind while his head is pushed on the bed. Now he's lying beneath Sirius, Sirius' legs on either side of his waist, face to face, Sirius' shoulder length hair falling down, and he's looking at him so intently it makes Remus uncomfortable.
"Why do you never stop being a brat?" Sirius questions while tightening his grip on Remus' wrists. "I'm not being a fucking brat! I just want to get back to my dorm!" Remus half yells. Sirius only keeps looking at him, sharp and unmoving, his eyes slip to Remus' lips.
Suddenly Sirius dips his head down and latches his mouth on his neck, Remus feels Sirius' lips just below his jaw, he's kissing and sucking there drawing a light moan from Remus. He dugs his teeth into the skin— not breaking the skin but sucking hard— by the time Sirius pulls back, there's a bright red hickey on Remus' neck, way above from where the collar of his shirt would rest.
Sirius' face twists into a smirk as he sits back on his heels and speaks "Someday I'll come up and fist you on your bed with your friends watching, and you're not allowed to cover that up." he points at the hickey slowly turning dark, "I want everyone to know how much of a whore you are." With that he dresses up and leaves Remus behind in the room alone.
Remus ignores the way his cock twitched when Sirius talked about fisting him again in front of his friends. He quickly scrambles out of his bed to get dressed and leave, he starts plotting a story in his head about the hickey to tell his friends.
By the time he reaches his dorm, James and Peter had already left for breakfast, he quickly gets into the bathroom to take a quick shower, while showering he touched his hole and rubs it slowly, it feels a bit puffy and wonders how did it look around Sirius' wrist the night before.
As he's about to leave for breakfast and takes a last look in the mirror, the hickey has turned slightly purple now. He mentally curses Sirius for how careless he's being. He walks into the Great Hall already getting looks from people whose gazes are fixated on his neck, his legs come up to an abrupt halt when he sees Sirius sitting beside James and laughing with him.
What in the world is going on? He can feel his heart in his throat, his eyes trying to bulge out of his face. Sirius spots him and his face splits into his iconic grin, he just winks and walks back to the Slytherin table.
Remus tries to calm his breathing and approaches James, who looks unbothered as always. "What was Black doing here?" he asks hesitantly— he didn't tell James about the bond did he? "Just quidditch stuff." James replies nonchalantly without looking up from his breakfast. Remus nods and sets his own plate.
"What is that?" Remus jolts at Peter suddenly yelling at him. He looks at him and Peter is covering his mouth in amusement and pointing his finger directly at the hickey. Apparently, Remus forgot about that. Remus feels a blush creep up his cheeks and looks around to find James giving him mirthful glances. "Remus you absolute whore! You keep disappearing on Friday nights and then come back with a fucking bright hickey!" James exclaims like Remus just fucked his crush or something. "Tell me who are you fucking." James full on demands while crossing his hands.
"We are not fucking James! Keep your voice down, people are looking!" Remus grits out while smiling at people nervously.
"If you don't want people to look then why didn't you cover it. You're being an attention seeking whore!" He doesn't like James calling him a whore because Sirius is making sure he gets to hear enough of that.
"That's because he doesn't want me to cover it!" Remus snaps back without thinking. James' eyebrows are in his hairline now. Remus groans and puts his palm against his neck to avoid any more attention.
"He seems kinky." James sniggers and gets back to his breakfast. Remus doesn't bless him with a reply because Sirius is a kinky bastard and there's no denying that.
It's dark outside when Remus steps into the room—their room— Sirius has a book today in his hands and lights up like a Christmas tree when he hears the door shut behind Remus. "Wow you came willingly today." Sirius sing songs. Remus doesn't mind the sarcasm in his voice because Sirius is being reasonable and fucking him only on weekends, he atleast gets to rest the whole week to endure another kinky torture session. Remus sits beside him on the bed and says "I have a question." Sirius closes his books and faces Remus, "What?"
"How did you get into my dorm? How do you know the password?" Remus has wanted to ask this question for days now. Sirius' grin is a bit lopsided when he replies, "James is my friend, has been for years now, how can you not know that? We have been playing and training together for quidditch since second year. I asked him for the password and the way to his dorm pretending I wanted to hide something from Regulus."
Remus lets it sink in. He doesn't know how he missed it, but it's probably because he has zero interest in quidditch. He just hums and realises Sirius has access to his dorm now, so there's nowhere to hide, that's the exact reason he's here willingly.
"From now onwards, whenever you're in this room, you'll get naked and be on your hands and knees facing the headboard without me telling you. Understood?" Sirius speaks while settling at the foot of the bed. Remus just nods and begins stripping, he should get used to this routine of Sirius using him.
He gets into position and stares blankly at the wooden headboard in front of him and asks "What are we doing today?" He knows Sirius isn't going to tell him, but that doesn't mean he won't try. Sirius mutters the lubrication charm and Remus feels some of the lube slip out when he clenches his hole. He should also get used to being humiliated in front of Sirius.
"We're trying a toy today, arch your back a bit more." Sirius replies and Remus juts out his ass. Sirius starts fingering him and stretching his hole. Small noises keep slipping out, he doesn't try to hide them anymore because it's easier when he's doing it willingly rather than the magic forcing it out of it which makes his throat hurt slightly.
He feels oddly empty when Sirius gets out of bed to reach for something kept in the drawer. "Can I look at it?" Remus would like to be prepared for whatever is coming. Sirius seems to think for a moment before holding the toy in front of Remus' face.
It's a green butt plug, about 4 inches long but it's not the length which scares Remus, it's the thickness, with its widest part being almost twice the size of Sirius girth. "It's not gonna fit." Remus whispers without even realising it. Sirius just laughs out loud and gets behind Remus again, spreading his ass-cheeks apart. "I'm gonna make it fit." Remus shudders at Sirius' lusty voice.
Sirius starts pushing in the plug slowly, some squelching sounds coming of Remus' hole as the lube gets squished inside, Remus hisses when the widest part stretches his rim, "It hurts!" he breathes out, the experience is very similar from yesterday when it was Sirius' fist pushing inside, but less painful because of the smooth plug compared to Sirius' rough knuckles. "It'll be easier for you if you endure this rather than something else." Sirius replies, his voice calm and focused, he's twisting and spinning the plug to get it fully inside Remus. Remus wonders what Sirius is planning to do with him which involves stretching him like this.
Remus lets out a slight whimper when the plug is finally inside, he breathes out the breath he had been holding for the past minute. Sirius slowly pulls him down with him and they both lie in bed together with Sirius spooning Remus.
"Now you can go to sleep." Sirius speaks while covering both of them. Remus turns his head and looks at Sirius dumbfounded. "You.." he points a finger at Sirius "...want me" he points a finger at himself "to sleep with a toy inside my ass? Like the whole night?" he points the same finger towards his bottom. Remus is positive Sirius doesn't want that because THAT'S FUCKING INSANE WHAT IS HE GODDAMN THINKING?
"Yeah. Now sleep." Sirius just shrugs.
"I'm going to fucking maul you on the next full moon, did you hit your head on the wall or fall of the stairs!!? I'm not doing it!" Remus screams so loud the whole castle must've heard him.
"You're not allowed to take out the plug or leave this room." Sirius commands nonchalantly and rests his head on his hands seeming uninterested in Remus' dramatics.
Remus lets out a frustrated groan and picks up the pillow and starts smacking Sirius' face with it. Sirius yelps "Hey! Stop it!" he lets out an indignant laugh. Remus immediately stops and his hands fall to his side and his body goes still. Sirius sits up with a devilish smirk and pinches Remus' right nipple harshly.
"You know what, I didn't even want you to stop, but I love being reminded that I'm the one to control you, and you're nothing but a hole to keep my cock warm, speaking of warming, if you don't want to sleep, suck me off." Sirius says while proceeding to lie down with his legs spread wide, his cock on display.
Remus' body moves to fulfill his master's need which causes the plug to shift inside Remus and he yelps. The plug isn't touching his prostate but the stretch is too much, it feels like a constant stimulation neither fulfilling nor completely vacant, which is annoying Remus to his core.
Remus starts licking Sirius' balls first, the magic always forces him to use his mouth as a lapdog, he then pulls the foreskin back and licks the tip, he swallows the precum which leaks out of it, grimacing at the bitter taste, he uses both of his hands to massage Sirius' balls as he takes him in inch by inch, using his hands for whatever is left out of his mouth, he sucks and swirls his tongue left and right, he pulls back completely to breath and then dives in again and hollows his cheeks this time and runs his tongue on the slit.
He repeats the movements while bobbing his head up and down. Sirius like aways is enjoying his cock being worshipped like a deity, Remus tries to remember a time when someone gave him a blowjob, but he can only picture the first night when Sirius fucked his throat mercilessly. His dick slightly hardens at that.
Sirius shoots his load inside Remus' mouth with a groan and speaks while breathing heavily, "Keep it in your mouth, don't swallow." Remus sits back on his ass and the plug pushes in slightly, he jolts up and sits on his heels keeping his ass 2 inches above the bed, his mouth is full of Sirius' cum, he can feel bile rising up his throat, he cannot spit it because of Sirius command and the more time passes the more disgusting he feels.
Sirius is now using his mouth to fucking store his cum. Remus is never going to forgive him for this. Sirius comes face to face with Remus and pats his cheek lightly and speaks, "You deserve this for screaming at me, while I'm still angry, you can swallow now." Remus does and immediately starts making gagging sounds by how filthy he feels inside.
Sirius narrows his eyes at him. "That's another disrespect now, start wanking." he orders and settles against the headboard with a pillow in between and retrieves his book. Remus' hand goes to his own neglected cock and starts wanking. Remus doesn't need the magic for this, he knows what and how he likes. He keeps moving his hand up and down and occasionally rubs his thumb on the head coaxing an orgasm out of him, he was already turned on by the constant stimulation from the plug. He notices Sirius isn't looking at him, his eyes are fixed on his book—stupid book, Remus thinks. He shoots his cum out in thick stripes, it lands on the bed and Remus sighs in relief.
"Don't stop, keep going." Sirius finally looks up at him and relishes the surprise which crosses Remus' face. His hand starts moving again up and down, "Faster." Sirius commands again. Remus whimpers but has to speed up his hand. He feels overstimulated, he has never wanked two times in a row. Why would he ever?
"Sirius I can't cum two times in a row." he begs without stopping his hand. "Well then apologise if you want." Sirius speaks making sure he doesn't activate the magic— smug bastard wants it to come from Remus' side. Remus, over taken by the growing sensitivity in his groin, starts begging "I'm sorry, please make it stop, please please please." Remus thinks there's no point in telling Sirius that he's in pain now because he never listens.
"For?" Sirius asks, faking confusion. Remus groans but feels his balls tightening painfully "I'm sorry for yelling at you, now please can I stop? I just gave you blowjob, show some mercy Sirius!" he cries out. He never in his life imagined he'd be begging Sirius for mercy, but life has never been kind to him.
"Okay, keep going until you cum." Sirius speaks happily. Remus just holds back his tears and cums again—this Slytherin asshole made him apologise and yet is torturing him—his insides feel unbearably hot and his thighs are shaking beneath him. He takes a deep breath and just lies down on his side to relax. Sirius casts a cooling charm on Remus' body and a cleaning charm on the bed; he also lies down with Remus. Remus doesn't pull back when Sirius tangles his legs with him, frankly, he fears he'll combust if Sirius decides to force another orgasm out of him.
Chapter 8: Fucking Him Awake
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Sirius wakes up early in the morning— he could barely sleep because he has been bubbling with excitement ever since he pushed the plug inside Remus. Remus' back is again pressed against his chest and he looks extremely peaceful, Sirius wonders if Remus likes when someone holds him while sleeping. He slowly pulls back the covers exposing their naked forms and moves to check on the plug.
The green handle of the plug is nudging out, Sirius smiles wide and looks at Remus' face, his expressions calm and collected, he's probably exhausted from yesterday's events.
Sirius takes his own dick in his hands and starts pumping it to make himself hard, he then points his wand at the plug and makes it vanish, he's watching Remus' face while doing so. Remus doesn't even twitch— Sirius feels lust in physical form running in his veins— Remus' hole is still stretched, not as much as it was with the plug, but far enough for Sirius to put the tip of his cock in, Sirius doesn't even feel anything by how stretched Remus is, that's the reason he chose a shorter and wider plug. Sirius is slightly more than nine inches, the plug was half of it, he wants to stretch the rest of Remus' hole with his own cock so he can enjoy the fucking too.
Sirius puts his arm under Remus' knees, takes a deep breath and thrusts into Remus in one go, at the same time he pushes Remus' knees flat to his chest with his arm, almost folding him in half and starts thrusting ruthlessly. Remus jolts awake in surprise and hisses feeling the sudden sting down there. With his left hand Sirius quickly casts an Incarcerous to bind Remus' wrists behind his back, Remus starts writhing against Sirius on the bed but Sirius only drops his wand and holds Remus' wrist and legs tightly, fucking him awake in spooning position.
"Daddy, I'm sore!" Remus cries out, the nickname making Sirius go absolutely feral. "You'll let daddy have his fun won't you? Yes, you'll be a good boy." Sirius speaks and starts going rougher and rougher grunting obscenely with every thrust and releasing a long moan when Remus clenches his hole. He's using his grip on Remus' wrists to keep bringing him down everytime he shifts away which only results in Sirius fucking him even deeper.
Remus is howling now, unable to form a coherent sentence, babbling pathetic little noises, tears start rolling down his eyes and onto the sheets, he's thrashing his shoulders on the mattress—anything to get away from the painful assault—he isn't even able get hard because his hole is so sore from keeping that toy inside him for the whole night. An overwhelming feeling washes over him when Sirius hits his prostate, he's brutally using Remus to get off now, chasing his own orgasm with relentless movements.
Remus' eyes are squeezed shut, he's slowly adjusting to Sirius' pace when Sirius grabs his hips and hails him up on his knees, his face pressed now on the pillow. "Da- Daddy ugh-uhm! Please! Go slow please!!" Remus chokes on his own tears. Sirius' hips are slapping against Remus' arse with every thrust, skin-slapping sounds echoing in the whole room.
Remus can feel the fog in his brain return, he vaguely remembers reading about it in his dark romance novels that the submissive often slips into some kind of subspace during intense sessions. Sirius shoots his cum inside Remus with a sigh of relief—like he's been wanting to do so for months— he stays inside Remus until he's turned soft, and pulls back slowly only to watch his cum rolling down out of Remus' outstretched rim.
Sirius smiles wickedly and conjures the butt plug again, he puts his thumb and index finger inside Remus' hole and stretches it as far as possible, Remus makes a noise of protest low in his throat and shifts away as best as he could with his hands still tied, Sirius tuts and brings him back ordering him to stay still.
Sirius slowly pushed the plug in again— it fits this time perfectly— and slaps Remus' arse twice lightly and chuckles. "Keep my cum inside, puppy, it's precious." He laughs loud and dark and undoes the spell on Remus' wrists.
Remus falls on his side and brings his hands to his face to wipe out his tears, his face is red from arousal, his cock half hard neglected by Sirius who just climbs out of the bed and goes into the shower to retrieve something, by the time he's back.
Remus is gone.
Remus is barely walking, he's dragging his feet and supporting himself on the wall with every step, he barely had time to put on his clothes properly— he forgot his belt, he just put on his trousers and didn't even mind tucking in his shirt, his thighs are burning. He isn't unfamiliar with pain, one can handle a decent amount after his body rearranges itself every full moon, but it's not pain which he's feeling. It's the super uncomfortable feeling of the butt plug inside him—holding Sirius' cum—moving with every step he's taking.
But he couldn't stay, he couldn't stay after Sirius just fucked him awake and left as soon as he finished, he felt the cold seeping into his bones the moment Sirius left to shower, to clean himself while Remus was feeling barely conscious. He doesn't know why his heart is clenching at the thought of being left alone, why did he expect something better from Sirius who has been fucking him like a dog.
He reaches the top of the stairs and braces himself, the first step only sends a jolt of pleasure up his spine, he sucks in a sharp breath and looks around. The castle is dark and empty, it's probably around 4 am, because there are no prefects around at this time. He holds the railing tightly and takes another step barely suppressing a moan which climbs up his throat.
"Stop right there!"
It's Sirius. Remus knows his voice but doesn't turn around. He won't. He hears Sirius' footsteps approaching. He straightens his back and turns on a poker face, he isn't going to show the slightest hint of weakness to him. Sirius comes to stand infront of him, Remus has always been the taller one, but even if Sirius is standing on the step below him, he's looking intimidating as fuck!
"What now!?" Remus snaps, harsh and angry.
"Shut up and stay completely still." Sirius commands and scoops up Remus in his hands in bridal style.
Remus is appalled.
No one has ever been able to do that, he seems lanky but he's fucking heavy because of his height. Remus lies like a doll in Sirius embrace, unable to move a single muscle but he can feel the warmth returning back to his body. Sirius grunts as he takes the first step up and looks at Remus, both of them are glaring daggers at each other.
"Put your hands around my neck and make yourself comfortable, if you try to make this more difficult I'll throw you down the stairs." Sirius speaks and even the air knows he isn't joking. Remus puts his arm around Sirius' neck and redistributes his weight.
Sirius carries him all the way to their room and places him on the bed carefully. Remus still cannot move at all. Sirius applies something like yellow slime on his wrists and the bruising from the ropes earlier starts disappearing. Remus looks at Sirius who's already looking at him.
"Get up, we're gonna shower." Remus gets up. He keeps forgetting that he cannot fight the magic afterall. Sirius helps him into the shower and starts to undress him.
All of the times Sirius fucked him, he never undresses him personally, now when Sirius is unbuttoning his shirt and is pushing it off Remus' shoulders, he cannot stop the blush rise up his neck and staining his cheeks pink.
"You're blushing." Sirius speaks while fumbling with Remus' trousers. Remus wants to deny, he opens his mouth but no words come out. Sirius sighs heavily like this whole thing is a pain in his ass, "You can speak." He lets out and Remus' trousers pool at his ankles and he steps out of them.
"I'm not blushing." Remus' voice is too desperate for his own ears. "Yeah yeah whatever." Sirius lathers his own hands with soap and starts spreading it on Remus chest and hands. Remus feels like a child now. Why must Sirius embarrassing him like this?
"Just allow me to move, I know how to take a shower myself." Remus says annoyed. "You're not in any position to demand anything." Sirius turns him around and lathers up Remus' back and slowly moves down to his hole. The butt plug is still resting inside Remus.
"Spread your legs a little." Remus does it without protest. Sirius slowly twists the plug and starts pulling it out with measured movements, when the plug is out, Sirius lets it fall on the floor and pushes two fingers deep into Remus. "Siriuss…" Remus moans when Sirius curls his finger, slowly scoping out the cum. Sirius only chuckles and repeats the movements. This is somehow more embarrassing than the last time when Remus was left alone to clean himself up. Remus is half hard by the time Sirius finishes cleaning Remus' hole thoroughly.
Sirius turns him around again and grabs Remus half hard cock and squeezes, drawing a whimper from him. "Do you want to finish?" Sirius questions. Remus doesn't know, he's feeling cranky because he didn't get to finish earlier, but at the same time he can wank when he's back in his own bathroom, he ends up mumbling a small yes anyways. Sirius helps him get off in the shower and Remus cums with Sirius' name on his lips.
Sirius makes him sit on the bed afterwards and lies down on the bed himself. Both of them have towels wrapped around their waist and otherwise naked. "Do you want me to heal your hole?" Sirius asks, not even a hint of shame in his voice. Remus cringes at the question. Why is he even asking? Remus refuses to bless him with a reply.
"I won't do it if you don't ask me to." Frankly, fuck him. Remus can go on with a sore ass, it's not even one percent of what he goes through every month. "Well then don't!" Remus snaps with his jaw clenched tightly. "As you wish, puppy. You can leave. Have a fun Sunday!" Sirius sing songs. Remus just dresses up and leaves, he isn't going to spend a single minute with this maniac if he has the choice.
Sirius is scanning the Gryffindor table but he cannot find Remus, he wasn't here at lunch either. Sirius cannot fathom a reason for his hiding again. He's snapped back into reality when Regulus snaps a finger in front of his face. "You've been eyeing the Gryffindors for days now. What's the matter?" Regulus asks. Sirius just shakes his head and replies, "Nothing, I was just looking for James." Regulus doesn't press any further and goes back to his own dinner.
Suddenly Sirius feels a sharp burning sensation on his left wrist, right where the infinity mark rests. He doesn't let the slightest hint of pain show on his face, he slowly sets his spoon down and announces "I'll be back in a minute, I just have to use the restroom." Barty just nods at him while Regulus and Evan are busy discussing some old book.
As soon as Sirius is out of the Great Hall, he runs. He goes through a mental checklist in his head.
Gryffindor Tower?Too easy.Other commonrooms?Password?Library?Book worms might be present.Their room?Remus doesn't know how to summon it.- Deserted classrooms on the fifth floor? Yes, that must be it.
Sirius starts checking every empty classroom on his way, he can feel the burning sensation increasing every moment. He's panting heavily by the time he reaches the last classroom.
I am stupid to start with the first classroom.
He slaps himself mentally. Finally, he barges inside the last classroom and there is Remus. With a book open in front of his desk and wand pointed at his own wrist. Sirius leans on the doorway and mutters.
"Found you."
Chapter 9: Punishment
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"Found you."
Remus drops his wand and takes a step back. Sirius just casually comes up to him and closes the book with such force the table clatters.
"Breaking Ancient Spells: A Guide" says the cover.
Sirius lets out an amused huff and then sets the book on fire. Remus gasps and quickly picks up his wand to cast an Aguamenti but Sirius quickly disarms him and catches Remus' wand, putting it inside his pocket. For a moment they both stare at each other, Remus doesn't try to run towards the door knowing that will only anger Sirius more. Sirius slowly starts walking towards him like a predator towards his prey but Remus is frozen in his place — he can get out of this if he acts smartly.
Remus' breath hitches the moment Sirius holds his chin, he looks straight into Sirius' eyes with fake confidence.
“You were trying to get out of the bond." Sirius states, his eyes are so cold Remus has to look away. He just shakes his head no.
"No? Then why are you hiding here?"
"I was just thinking of… I was covering the mark, you know in case someone knows, in case… what if…they might see, you know?" Remus stutters so bad he doesn't even have the courage to keep up with his lying anymore. Sirius looks at him with his steel gaze and he knows that Remus is lying. Remus resigns immediately, fearing Sirius might make him do something like the other day in the library.
"Okay, I'm sorry, I was trying to undo the spell, I agree, I did wrong, please don't hurt me." Remus pleads with the best puppy-dog eyes he can make. Haha puppy.
Sirius just grabs Remus' collar and pushes him against the wall, caging him completely. Remus is again impressed with the amount of strength those muscles have. "I'm being so patient with you and you in return just keep making things more difficult!" Sirius growls out. He's angry again.
"I said I'm sorry. I'll never do it again." Remus tries again.
Sirius just tuts and brings his face closer to Remus, their lips almost touching. "You broke a rule, and do you know what happens when people break a rule…?"
Remus knows exactly where this is going.
"…they get punished." Sirius finishes and pushes himself off Remus. "Strip. Now."
Remus panics, not in public again. Remus' hand goes to his shirt and he starts unbuttoning it, he rarely wears his tie after his classes are over. "Sirius, let's not do it here, we should- let's get to our room, we'll be comfortable there, there's a… a bed there. Please." the words rush out of his mouth even before he reaches the third button.
It's a bait—Sirius knows it. Yet he takes it. He orders Remus to stop and Remus feels his heart move out of his throat and down to its right place again.
"A bed does sound nice. Come to the room." Sirius commands and marches out before Remus.
Remus is slightly relieved, he knows he's about to get spanked but he would rather be hidden behind a closed door than in an empty classroom with windows. He knows how the night is about to proceed, it always happens in his books. Remus has often wondered how being spanked would feel, he couldn't ask any of his previous partners to spank him—he had too much self respect for that—but he'd be lying if he said he didn't want to experience it once. He just prays it won't be too painful. Tomorrow's still Monday and he has his classes.
When Remus enters the room, Sirius is already sitting on the edge of the bed while folding his sleeves back up to his elbows. He looks sexy. Remus mentally slaps himself for thinking that and begins undressing. He steps out of his underwear and starts moving to get on the bed.
"From now onwards, whenever you're in this room, you'll get naked and be on your hands and knees facing the headboard without me telling you. Understood?"
Yeah, both the magic and Remus remember that.
"Not on the bed, here, bend over my thigh." Sirius commands while he manspreads his legs. Remus feels another wave of embarrassment wash over him and settles with his abdomen pressed on Sirius' thighs and his ass jutted out. Sirius gets hold of Remus' dick and brings it between his own thighs and closes them. Remus sucks in a sharp breath and can do nothing but relax while he feels the rough fabric of Sirius' trousers squeezing his dick.
Sirius takes his right ass-cheek in his hand and palms it. "Do you know what's about to happen?" His voice is so full of mirth.
Remus just nods.
Sirius brings his hand up and delivers a hard blow and Remus scrambles forward a little with a loud yelp. That was unexpected. Remus feels the pain slowly bloom in his ass. "You'll count and apologize after every spank." Sirius says as he rubs the spot on Remus' ass where his handprint rests. Remus squeezes his eyes shut and replies "Yeah. One. I'm sorry."
Sirius brings his hand up and delivers another hard spank on his left cheek.
"Two. I'm sorry." Remus breaths out.
Sirius keeps alternating between the cheeks, spanking Remus with the same intensity again and again.
"Fifteen. Please, I'm sorry!" Remus pants out. He has tears in his eyes threatening to fall any second, he can feel the heat in his ass radiating out. His dick is half hard still trapped between Sirius' thighs.
"You're mine, Remus." Sirius slowly kneads his ass to soothe the pain. Another smack.
"Sixteen, I'm sorry!" Remus digs his nails in Sirius' thigh.
"You belong to me and no one else. I want you to remember that." Another smack.
"Seventeen, I'm sorry!"
"You can't get away from me, if you run, I'll punish you. If you hide, I'll punish you. If you try to escape, I'll punish you. Another smack.
"Eighteen, I'm sorry!"
"I should parade you around like this, your ass red with my handprints, for everyone to see." Another smack.
"Nineteen, I'm sorry!"
"I own you, Remus. I'm your master now, you follow my commands. And there's no getting out of it." Another smack.
"Twenty, Daddy, I'm sorry! Please! Please!" A sob wrenches out of Remus and he brings a hand back to stop Sirius.
Sirius slowly rubs his ass-cheeks and says "Keep your hands away. I know you're sorry, but you haven't learnt your lesson yet." Remus sobs again but brings his hands to hold Sirius' thighs.
Sirius keeps delivering blows sharp and hard, he moves his hand down to Remus' upper thighs and slaps them too. By the time they reach forty, Remus is a complete mess. He's crying endlessly and his whole face feels hot, even his eyes are red-rimmed and he's choking on his own sobs begging Sirius to stop and that he'll never try to escape again.
"Who do you belong to, puppy?" Sirius asks.
"You! Forty one. I'm sorry! Sirius please!" Remus whispers in a small voice, his throat feels sore. Smack!
"Who owns you?"
"You! Only yours! Forty two. I'm sorry!" Remus whimpers loudly when another smack meets his arse. The pain is overwhelming him. He catches a feeling of submission clouding his thoughts.
"Forty three. I'm sorry!"
"Say it out loud, puppy, say daddy owns you." Sirius demands and delivers another spank at the same place.
Remus is writhing in Sirius' hold, "Forty four. I belong to you, only yours, please Daddy, I'm sorry! Stop it, it hurts alot!" He cries out pathetically.
Sirius brings another six spanks—three on each side— in quick succession and picks up Remus placing him in his lap and bear hugs him. Remus hides his face in the crook of Sirius' neck and sobs violently, coughing and wheezing every other second. Sirius registers Remus has probably slipped in some kind of non-verbal subspace, he rubs his hands up and down Remus' back and down his sides.
Sirius slowly pulled back from the hug when Remus' sobs went down and wiped the tears decorating his pink cheeks. "Do you want some water?" Sirius asks so softly Remus tears up again and nods while sniffling. Sirius quickly levitates the cup sitting on the bedside table and conjures water and holds it up to Remus who sips it with shaky hands. Sirius holds Remus until his breathing turns even and his body stops shaking.
"Can you speak? Do you need more water?" Sirius asks politely. Remus doesn't understand the quick change in his personality, he just shakes his head no.
"Is it okay if I place you on the bed?" Sirius Orion Black is asking Remus John Lupin for his consent??? Remus doesn't have the energy to think about it. He feels the haze in his brain clear and can clearly feel the stinging sensation on his bottom, so he just nods again. Sirius carefully places him on the bed on his side and begins stripping himself.
"Are you going to fuck me now?" Remus asks in a voice barely above a whisper. He isn't sure Sirius will show any mercy on him, he's cruel like that.
Sirius climbs on the bed and pulls Remus closer but Remus flinches back. "Sirius please don't, I can't take it." Remus speaks with tears pooling in his eyes again. Sirius places a hand on Remus' cheek and says "Go to sleep, I won't do anything."
Surprisingly, Remus believes him, he doesn't know if he should, but he does anyways. He just closes his eyes and lets Sirius whisper soothing words to him.
Chapter 10: Need To Make It Quick
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Remus wakes up to a hand slowly massaging his thighs, he flutters his eyes open only to come face to face with Sirius, yesterday's events come rushing back into his mind.
"Get up, we have to get back to our dorms." Sirius' morning voice will never not be attractive to Remus. He stirs and slowly sits up, wincing at the bruising on his bottom. He looks back over his shoulder and watches Sirius shrugging on his shirt. He Accios his own clothes which were still lying near the doorstep.
Remus hisses lightly while putting on his underwear and looks straight at Sirius who is already looking at him. "You're not healing it, I want you to feel it for days. That's your lesson." Sirius says and comes to stand in front of him. Remus decides there's no point in arguing with him so he just nods and quietly button ups his shirt.
"Are you okay? You're not being a brat today." Sirius asks while eyeing him up and down.
"What's the point in arguing?" Remus replies flatly.
"Hmm. Looks like you just needed a good spanking." Sirius smiles in amusement. Remus has to look away at the crass remark.
"Can I please leave now?" Remus asks, still looking at the floor. He couldn't get a glimpse of Sirius' reaction, Sirius just starts walking towards the exit leaving Remus alone. He is halfway through the door when he turns back and looks straight at Remus, "I won't hurt you if you just listen to me." and walks out.
Monday is more difficult than he predicted. First, his friends won't leave him alone. They're convinced Remus is shagging someone scandalous behind their back and that's the reason he's being so secretive. They're not wrong though.
Second, sitting in classes when you took fifty spanks the previous night is one hell of a task. He decides if he has to annoy Sirius, he'll do it on Fridays only.
Third, "I won't hurt you if you just listen to me." What did he mean by that? He did hurt Remus badly during the library incident, let us say that was about his family and all but he also left Remus alone after mercilessly fucking him awake, but he also coddled him afterwards. What on earth goes inside the mind of that Slytherin scum.
Remus is yanked out of his thoughts when someone fists their hand in his uniform and hauls him inside the boys washroom. "Just keep walking." It's Sirius and Remus is going to murder him. Sirius leads him into an empty bathroom stall and throws a silencing charm after closing the door. "Have you lost it? What if someone sees us?" Remus whisper-yells even though he knows about the silencing charm.
Sirius ignores him. "Turn around and place your hands on the wall." Remus does and Sirius hugs him from behind and starts fumbling with Remus' belt. "Sirius! We're going to shag here? What if someone sees us?" Remus whisper-yells again.
"I don't understand how anyone is going to see or hear us in a closed stall with a silencing charm, are you retarded?" Sirius speaks annoyed, he pulls down Remus' underwear revealing his bruised arse. Sirius feels slightly aroused when he remembers how he got it.
"You look so pretty." Sirius compliments while kneading Remus' ass. Remus hisses at the touch and cringes at the remark. He's calling my ass pretty? Motherfucker.
He hears Sirius mutter the lubrication charm and press two fingers into him. He yelps loudly, taking two fingers at once is still difficult for Remus. "Can't you wait until the night?" Remus tries to sound annoyed between his heavy breaths.
"I could've waited till Friday, but who knows if you are successful in undoing the bond. Then what? I must have fun while this lasts." Remus can hear the grin in Sirius' voice, now he has an excuse to fuck Remus any time of the day. Remus sighs in defeat, guess actions have consequences.
Sirius pulls out both of his fingers and Remus feels the blunt head of his cock pushing in. It's difficult to adjust so quickly when Sirius didn't even stretch him properly. Remus scrunches up his face, he feels the burn when Sirius stretches him with his girth. "At least give me some time!" Remus pants out. "Need to make it quick, we have Transfiguration next." With that Sirius pulls back with just his tip inside and slams back again.
Sirius has never gone easy on Remus, he won't go now, he's holding Remus' hips with a bruising grip and fucking him hard, drawing moans from him. Everytime Sirius' hips meets his bruised arse Remus can feel the soreness hit him with full force. He's whimpering pathetically not even five minutes into it. Sirius takes Remus' dick in his hand and starts stroking it to bring him close. Remus cums with a shout, Sirius following him shortly. Sirius pulls out slowly and quickly casts a cleaning charm on both of them and leaves as soon as possible.
Remus locks the door and takes a moment to catch his breath while he pulls up his trousers and buckles his belt. He clenches his hole and feels the light soreness already spreading. Great! A bruised ass and a sore hole. What a fun Monday!
At least Sirius left him in a state where he can walk. Small mercy. He's late to Transfiguration anyways.
Remus is pulled into a broom closet again before dinner and is on his knees in an instant to suck Sirius off. He won't tell anyone but he has got a habit of sucking dick now. He swallows Sirius' hot cum and sits back panting heavily. Sirius holds Remus' jaw and slaps his wet dick twice on his cheek. Remus has to grind his teeth to keep himself from snapping. "Fuck, the things I would like to do to you." Sirius says while wiping a stray tear off Remus' cheek.
"You're already fucking me twice a day." Remus pants out, still recovering from the blowjob he just gave Sirius.
"Yeah, I'm not sure I'll ever get enough of you. You're so good." Sirius says while doing his belt. Remus feels his cheeks heat up at the compliment. He's just using you. He didn't mean it like that. He scolds himself mentally. Sirius' hand is at the knob when Remus stops him. Sirius raises one eyebrow, he sees Remus take a deep breath.
"Can you… Will you heal me before dinner? It's just difficult to sit for long times." He says and looks away, his cheeks red from embarassment. Sirius just chuckles keeps looking at him. Remus raises his eyebrows after a second.
"I'm waiting?" Sirius says innocently.
"Why do you have to always embarass me? You know what to do!" Remus questions him sharply.
"I don't know what you're talking about." Sirius says while fake pouting.
Remus just whines and unbuckles his belt and lets his trousers fall, he takes one look at Sirius—he's grinning like always— and pulls his underwear down too. He turns away and places his hands on the wall, presenting his bruised arse to Sirius. "Please." He mutters softly.
Sirius heals him without any further ado, he even helps Remus with his trousers and belt after. "See, I said I won't hurt you if you just listen." Sirius says while looking left and right before he exits the closet.
At dinner James nudged him, "You were late to Transfiguration today, you are never late to Transfiguration." Remus just huffs annoyed and replies, "Are you my nagging wife?"
"I saw you with him today." James speaks while casually munching his dinner. Remus' heart stops beating for a second. "W-what? When? That's not possible!" The words stumble out of his mouth before he can think. James faces Remus with a smirk that says Gotcha! and Remus throws his head back and bites back a laugh. "Ugh! I can't believe I fell for that stupid trick." Remus is smiling like an idiot. Why is he smiling? He doesn't know.
"Remus, don't you trust me?" James asks and Remus can feel the hurt in his voice. "I trusted you enough to tell you about my darkest secret." Remus says honestly. "But this isn't just my secret, it's his too." James seems to understand and they both return to their food.
Chapter 11: Consent
Notes:
Guess the feelings are knocking on the door! :)
I know it's a little sudden but just pretend this makes sense, I intented to write just smut but c'mon guys it's wolfstar, a little bit of drama and emotion has to be there. Let alone the fact that I love writing funny scenes.(James and Peter are not an animagus in this series)
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Remus is looking for a reference book in the library when he's hauled between the bookshelves again by Sirius. He's getting bold nowadays. "Sirius! What the fuck! You're being reckless, move! Someone will see us!" Remus whisper-yells and moves out of Sirius' grip. Sirius has a wicked glint in his eyes "Would you like to go to an abandoned classroom or our room?" Remus would like to tell him that he prefers their room over anything but there's something else he needs to do first.
"Sirius, I need to tell you something first."
"Do you have a boyfriend?" Sirius' voice suddenly drops an octave.
Remus is thrown back in his own mind. Why’s he asking that?
"Why do I need to tell you that?" Remus snaps a bit more harshly than he intended, well the moon is close, can you blame him?
Sirius pulls him down by his collar and brings his lips closer to Remus' ears. "Because you're mine, you cannot date other people when you're mine." Remus feels his whole body erupt into goosebumps, his knees going weak. He pulls back and stares directly into Sirius' eyes. Fuck they're so deep. Remus just turns back on his heels to walk away when Sirius catches his wrist. "Tell me." he says.
"What?" Apparently Remus lost his thinking capabilities when Sirius crowded his space.
"You said you needed to tell me something."
"Oh. Yeah." Remus checks their surroundings making sure no one is hearing them. "The moon… is on this Thursday and…and it kind of makes me restless and itchy so if– I mean I'll appreciate it if I get some time like…"
"You want me to leave you alone." Sirius doesn't even wait for Remus to agree or disagree, he just nods and leaves.
Thursday rolls around and Remus realises it was a very bad idea to ask Sirius to leave him alone. Sirius didn't try to fuck him in two days. He didn't know it was possible, he sincerely thought Sirius was just going to drag him to their room and have his way with him. The thing is, he starts feeling horny the more close the moon gets but he didn't want Sirius to know this. His hormones were probably at peak imbalance because of the daily sex he was having with Sirius and the two days break completely left him sexually frustrated.
While he's sitting alone in the shack waiting for the moonrise.
"I won't hurt you if you just listen to me."
"I'm not sure I'll ever get enough of you."
"Do you have a boyfriend?"
Remus is breathing heavily, already on the verge of breaking out of his body. He cannot waste his time thinking about this now. But he cannot take Sirius off his mind. Why? Because he knows.
Remus knows what is happening to him. He isn't dumb. This isn't the first time he's feeling it. He's growing affection for Sirius. A tiny crush. Maybe that's the reason his body has missed Sirius like a starving man looking for water in a desert. He pushes the feelings down, deep under him where he cannot find them himself, he's mastered the degree of being in denial and he'll use that now.
Remus wakes up in the hospital wing as usual, he flutters his eyes open, his head is killing him like usual. He sees three figures looming on top of him. James, Peter and Sirius. SIRIUS?????
Remus has to squint his eyes to make sure he's seeing things right. Yeah, he's definitely Sirius, wearing black posh pants and a dark green shirt. He's looking back at Remus half hiding his smile.
Remus looks at James who has his jaw clenched tightly. James gestures at Sirius with his eyebrows almost reaching his hairline. This is the guy? James doesn't voice the question, because you can communicate in your mind when you've shared the same dorm for seven years now.
Remus just shakes his head no. The fact that he's sweating early in the morning is totally unrelated.
James smacks Remus' chest, "I knew it!" Remus literally stops mid groan because Sirius has grabbed James' wrist now "Don't hurt him." he says to James. HE SAID WHATTT?? Remus is failing very badly in hiding his blushing face and James just whistles and grabs Peter by his neck, who looks slightly paler than usual, and starts walking out of the hospital wing muttering something about love birds and time and his classes.
Sirius is beaming so hard at Remus his face must be hurting. "What was that? They saw us!" Remus says exasperated. Sirius is annoyed as hell. "What is your deal with people seeing us together? I don't mind it! They should know you're taken!" Taken? Taken by who?
"I just thought you wouldn't want to be seen with a half-blood gay werewolf guy etc etc." Remus grumbles. I mean that's right, isn't it? Sirius is just using him for temporary pleasure.
"Do you get one every time you transform?" Sirius asks while tracing a new scar on Remus' cheek, he's changing the subject but Remus doesn't mind.
"Yeah, normally it doesn't happen because werewolves usually transform in packs so they have partners but here I'm the only one so I end up hurting myself."
"Do you think you'll stop hurting yourself if you have a partner too?" Sirius asks.
"I think so." Remus doesn't understand how Sirius is benefitting from this whole conversation.
Sirius just hums and before he gets up to leave he asks "Will you come to our room on Sunday?" Remus just mumbles a small yeah and Sirius leaves. Remus will never ever tell anyone that for the first time in his life he was looking forward to get inside the room and get his brains fucked out.
Remus spends the whole afternoon in his hospital bed and is released in the evening. He knows he cannot avoid his dorm forever and that James is going to strangle him after the stunt Sirius pulled in the morning. He just takes a deep breath and pushes the door to his dorm open and a pillow comes flying right at his face.
"Remus John Lupin! You absolutely sneaky git! You're dating a Slytherin and that too Sirius Black!" James keeps on yelling and Peter picks up another pillow to throw at him.
"Guys! I can explain!" Remus squeaks while dodging the second pillow.
"Yeah you're going to explain everything!" Peter drags him to his bed and they all somehow sit cross-legged in one small bed.
"For how long?" James is glaring daggers at him. What is his problem!?
"Three weeks."
Peter picks up the pillow again but James stops him.
"How did this happen?" Peter questions.
Remus is sweating buckets now, can he tell his friends? No, absolutely not.
"I- er…"
"If you don't tell us the truth I'll strangle you now!" James threatens with the pillow raised again.
"Okay! okay!" Remus resigns with his hands up in surrender "We just fucked one day and didn't stop since." Remus cringed at his own sentence. God, he's so awkward.
"Give us the details." James demands and Remus is horrified "You want the details about us fucking!?"
"We'll ofcourse we want to know how does the heir to the most Ancient and Noble House of Black fucks!" Peter says like it's no big deal.
These people are so unhinged.
Remus tries to remember all the times Sirius fucked him into submission. He feels all the blood in his body move south just by thinking about it.
"He's…good, really great." Remus awkwardly holds up a thumb.
James just squints his eyes at him. He wants more.
"Guys this is really awkward, please!" Remus whines and hides his face in a pillow.
"There's no need to hide, your ears are visible and they are as red as Lily's lipstick." That's Peter.
Remus tries to picture all the nights he has spent with Sirius. "He… has a nice body, you know quidditch and all?" Remus waits, James and Peter nod. "and he just makes me feel good but I deny it all the time because he's smug and I don't want to boost his ego!" Remus rushes out.
"So you're currently in the denial phase and yet you told him about your furry little problem? I mean he looked pretty sad today at the hospital wing but you're sure it wasn't too early?" James asks, his tone measured, he is making sure Remus' secret is safe. Remus feels a sudden warmth spread all over his body, so he is asking about Sirius because he doesn't want Remus to get hurt.
Remus just takes a deep breath before saying "He's better than he looks."
James just mumbles small but confident "I know, I know." and gets out of the bed leaving Remus with Peter.
"Please don't ask me any more questions, I'm tired!" He says quickly and Peter seems to understand. They both leave him alone for the rest of the day.
Remus enters their room and his hands immediately go to remove his jumper. He still doesn't like undressing without having control over his own body.
"Stop!" Sirius commands before Remus has his jumper removed. The room seems brighter than usual tonight. Sirius comes up to Remus and pushes his cold hands inside Remus' jumper and shirt, Remus takes in a deep breath when he feels Sirius' hands slowly sliding up his sides, he exhales a soft whimper when Sirius starts kissing his neck and flicks his nipples with cold fingers.
Sirius removes Remus' jumper and turns them around and starts pushing Remus back towards the bed while unbuttoning his shirt. Remus lets Sirius manhandle him into the bed while his own hands start fumbling with Sirius' belt. Sirius pushes Remus' shirt down his shoulders and throws it off the bed, his own top joining a second later.
Sirius attacks Remus' neck again while his hands are mapping Remus' body. Remus feels a sudden softness in Sirius' touch; he doesn't know what to do with it. He wants to offer himself to Sirius, let him do whatever he wants. Remus' back hits the soft mattress and Sirius climbs up on him, he's sucking and biting Remus' neck and shoulders, leaving a trail of hickeys on the way down to his nipples.
Sirius takes Remus' left nipple in his mouth and Remus arches off the bed while moaning Sirius' name. Fuck, hearing his name from Remus' mouth when he's panting and moaning is doing something inhumane to Sirius. He asks Remus to lift his hips and pushes his jeans and underwear down in one go.
Sirius then proceeds to take off his own bottoms and climbs on the bed again, taking Remus' half hard cock in his hand, stroking him lazily. "Sirius please." Remus isn't sure what he's begging for. He just wants to feel Sirius everywhere on his body. He cries out when he feels Sirius take him in his mouth, fuck it feels so good. Remus tries to remember a time when someone sucked him, the only thing he can recall is him staring up at Sirius through his eyelashes while Sirius fucked his face. His dick twitched in Sirius' mouth at the memory.
This might be the best blowjob of his life, he has tears in his eyes by how hard he came inside Sirius' mouth. Remus looks down for a moment and watches Sirius swallow and wink at him, he's so hot, Remus lets his head fall back on the mattress and groans.
Sirius gets back on his knees, spreads Remus' legs apart, Remus obliges without protest and Sirius smirks at him for a moment, Remus has to look away in embarrassment. They both don't utter a single word. Letting their desires communicate and guide each other. Sirius mutters the lubrication charm and pushes two fingers in and Remus bites his lower lip in order to not embarrass himself too much. This is so different, much intimate from any other time. He can see Sirius now, he's looking at Remus so softly, grey eyes meeting his own hazel ones.
"Ah Siri… Please please please." Remus whimpers when Sirius curls his three fingers inside. Sirius aligns his dick with Remus' hole and leans so close to him his shoulder length hair tickles Remus' cheeks.
"What do you want?" Sirius asks in his deep husky voice and Remus keens. "Please! Just put it in." and Sirius pushes his whole length inside in one slow push. Remus muffles his moan by biting Sirius shoulder, that'll definitely leave a mark.
Sirius thrusts deep into him, every thrust sending a spark of pleasure up Remus' spine. Remus can't believe Sirius is having this effect on him, the slow sensation inside his stomach is slowly blooming into something warm. He can feel Sirius' thrust getting sloppier, he locks his ankles at the back of Sirius' waist and pulls him closer.
"Daddy…may I please?" Remus feels his orgasm approaching, "Cum whenever you want." Sirius says and kisses Remus just below his ear. Maybe it was Sirius' silky voice which sent Remus over the edge. Sirius releases just after some moments and lets his body fall flush against Remus, breathing and panting near his ear. This is exactly a replica of Remus' dream, Sirius naked and panting above him, he mentally curses himself for dreaming about such filthy scenarios.
Remus doesn't dare question Sirius about anything, he doesn't want to, not after they just shared a bed together, well they have been doing it for weeks now but this, Remus did consent to this. He'll blame his post-moon hormones for this, he'll call it a teenage mistake or Stockholm Syndrome. But he did give himself to Sirius willingly this time without any regrets.
Chapter 12: First Kiss?
Notes:
I intented on writing filth only but guess the feelings and plot made their way again.
I'm a sucker for protective Sirius Black!!
Not Remus being jealous of James.😭
I LOVE PRONGSFOOT! <3
Also Jegulus? :)
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Remus knows what Sirius was trying to do, he didn't speak much because he didn't want the magic to force Remus. He also knows that he begged Sirius to put his dick inside him because at that moment he could see nothing but Sirius, feel nothing but Sirius. The only thing Remus doesn't know is why Sirius didn't command him do to anything, because he can feel Sirius has changed, he is being a desperate bastard now.
Sirius is cornering him in empty hallways and has been fucking him in abandoned classrooms for a week now. Remus knows they're at risk of being seen, yet whenever it happens, he just goes along without protest. The other day he was laying back on a desk while Sirius was pounding into him with Remus' legs on Sirius' shoulder, he felt the same tingling sensation in his heart again. Nowadays Sirius doesn't force him to take his cock from behind instead, he makes sure Remus can see Sirius fucking him.
The fact that Sirius forces Remus to be completely naked while fucking him is making Remus hard even if he thinks about it. He doesn't care whether they're in an empty classroom or broom closet or the boys washroom, he strips Remus to complete vulnerability and then puts him back again. Remus can still feel the glide of Sirius fingers on his shoulder, the hands running all over his body.
Remus closes his books and leaves the library. It's past three in the afternoon, James must be in the quidditch changing rooms after his practice, Peter must be somewhere in the Greenhouse and Remus is going to take a nap in his dorm.
Remus stops dead in his tracks at the threshold of his dorm room because the object of his thoughts is lying in his bed. "What are you doing here!?" Remus closes the door and locks it with a charm. "I wanted to see you." Sirius says.
"Bloody hell! We just fucked in the broom closet like two hours ago, you're insatiable!" Remus drops his bag on his bed and begins unbuttoning his shirt.
Sirius grabs his hand while he's at the third button and begins buttoning up Remus' shirt, he takes a step closer and says "I'm not here for that."
Sirius holds up a small bracelet in his hand, it has green, black and silver beads, and a letter S hanging from it. Even the S is in the shape of a silver serpent with green eyes. Basically, you could take one look at it and be sure that it belongs to a Slytherin. Sirius holds Remus' left hand and puts it on, “You're not allowed to take it off ever. I want everyone to know that you're mine.” he says with a sly smile.
“What if I'm showering?” Remus asks, he loves defying Sirius. “It's charmed, it won't be damaged, why don't you try to remove it?” Sirius says suggestively. Remus narrows his eyes at him and tries to take it off, he yelps when an electric shock goes through his body “Sirius!” he exclaims, downright horrified. “Don't be a brat again, would you like a collar with a visible leash instead of this?”
The smirk Sirius has on his face tells him Sirius is more than willing to put a collar around him. Remus just looks down and shakes his head no. His cheeks going red from embarassment. “Hmm, that's what I thought, well I gave you something, now I want something in return.” Sirius says and steps another step a little too close to Remus. Remus' breath hitches seeing Sirius so close, his heart flutters in his chest, his stomach churning uncomfortably.
His eyes, god his eyes are so pretty. Remus thinks. What does Sirius want then?
"Just give me a nice blowjob." Sirius says with a grin. Remus groans and drops to his knees. What and why did I expect something better?
"This still makes you insatiable." Remus says before taking Sirius in his mouth. Sirius is always so loud Remus is glad he locked the door earlier.
Halfway through the sucking and licking the door knobs rattled "Don't stop." Sirius commands before Remus can pull back. Remus' heart rate picks up and he looks up at Sirius through his eyelashes, Sirius' grin which is similar to one of those villains in muggle cinema is back on his face, with a wave of his wand the door unlocks and James walks in.
"Oh sorry!" James squeaks and turns around and bangs the door shut while leaving.
Remus swallows around Sirius and yells as soon as he can find his voice. "Why did you do that!?" His throat is a bit scratchy. Sirius just laughs heartily and squishes Remus' cheeks "I like embarrassing you in front of your friends and as I said earlier, I want everyone to know you're mine." he winks at Remus.
Remus slaps his hands away, he feels a flare of anger in his bones, "You'll pay for it!" Sirius just raises his hands up in mock surrender.
When it's time for Sirius to leave, he commands Remus to open the door for him and they both come face to face with James who's trying to mask his smile with fake anger. He barges in before Sirius could get out and kicks the door shut.
James grabs Sirius by his collar and pulls his face so close they could kiss if anyone just tips their face up a bit, "You! Sirius Black! Keep your hands to yourself while you're in my dorm. You're fucking disgusting! Shagging in the middle of the afternoon?"
Sirius just smiles seductively and pulls James closer by his waist. "I would rather keep my hands on you." His voice is absolutely dripping. Goddammit! James moves his hands from Sirius collar to his chest and smirks "I knew you always wanted me."
Remus goes a little bit purple from watching the whole flirting. He feels a tsunami of jealousy in his chest, something is making his heart clench a little.
Did they have something going on? Is that why James was angry when he found out about Sirius? Did James know about the bond all along? Did Sirius want James all along? Is Remus just an option for him to get close to James? Remus wants to cry now.
Suddenly they both start laughing out loud like a maniac couple and James pushes Sirius backwards, he falls straight into Remus' arms. "Go shag your boyfriend somewhere else!" And Remus wants to sing hallelujah now.
Boy? Friend? Boyfriend? Remus and Sirius? Boyfriends? That thing between couples?
Remus is still holding Sirius, their arms are still touching. Is that what Sirius told James? Sirius slowly turns towards Remus, he looks shocked as well, but Sirius Black can never let emotions overpower him. He says "I will, James, I will." and kisses Remus' cheek before marching out. "Were you so happy after receiving the bracelet that you got down on your knees in a second?" James asks with a smirk. "Shut it!" Remus snaps without any bite and goes to his own bed charming the curtains shut.
Boyfriend. Boyfriend. Boyfriend.
Remus' head is hurting, has been since yesterday, he cannot focus on his simmering potion because of it. He has been staring at Sirius' back profile for minutes now. James, who is his partner today, has already nudged him thrice and assured him that Sirius won't disappear and he can stop staring. He has also cracked some dirty jokes which made Remus flush violently.
Suddenly a wicked thought crosses Remus' mind. Woah! he thinks. Why didn't I think about it earlier? He rounds his table leaving James alone and reaches Sirius' table in four long strides. Regulus and Sirius halt their potion making when Remus approaches and Sirius looks downright scandalised. Remus feels pride swell in his bosom, did Sirius really think he's the only mastermind here?
"Lupin you…" Remus doesn't let him finish, he just grabs Sirius' face and connects their lips, not a kiss, just an innocent peck, but he could hear a string of gasps the moment he pulled back. Sirius' has his eyes bulging out, Remus squishes his cheeks the same way Sirius did to him and whispers "I love embarrassing you in front of your friends too." and steps back to return to his own table. James is gawking at him. He vaguely thinks how similar James and Sirius are, had Sirius been in Gryffindor, they would surely be best friends.
Remus could hear aggressive whispers all day targeting him and Sirius, he even saw Regulus and Sirius arguing during lunch. This is great!
Remus steps out of the library after returning his books, it's almost time for curfew, it's dark and the corridors are deserted. It happens so fast he doesn't even notice how it happened, he's pushed so roughly on the wall his head bangs against it and someone grabs his throat in a bruising grip. It's Mulciber. Avery and Snape are standing behind him with their wands pointed at Remus.
"Look guys, it's Black's queer boyfriend, I can't believe we missed him." Mulciber says while tightening his fingers around Remus' throat.
Remus reaches for his wand in his pocket but his wrist is quickly caught by Snape "I told you something was going on with Black, he hasn't been in the commonroom these days."
Mulciber pushes Remus on the ground and steps on his ankle, Remus screams his lungs out, he quickly gets a hold of his wand and sends Mulciber flying backwards. He tries to get up but Avery disarms him and snaps his wand into two.
What a fucking time! Three against one that too wandless. The universe must be enjoying it!
Avery grabs Remus by his collar and presses his wand against his neck. "I love queer bashing, do you know that?" he says with his teeth bared like an animal. Remus is struggling in his hold when Avery falls on the ground beside him stunned. Remus looks back breathing heavily to see Sirius and James standing side by side with their wands raised.
Thank God!
Sirius sends a stinging hex towards Snape and disarms Mulciber who was coming towards James. James quickly kneels beside Remus holding him protectively.
"Here to protect your Gryffindor boyfriend Black? You should pass him to us after you're done with him. We'll share him to get a taste." Mulciber says while eyeing Remus up and down. The remark is so crass and filthy and sounds so real from his mouth that Remus visibly shrinks back on James' hold, who just mutters a small "We're here."
It's Sirius who bristles. He picks up a table which was standing nearby and throws it towards Mulciber with his bare hands. Remus and James both gasp at the same time when they hear a loud crack and the table smash on Mulciber's body, eyes so wide staring at Sirius who kicks Snape's face until his nose bleeds. Sirius is angry, he's angry because Remus was hurt. He's angry and he's so hot. How would it look if Sirius fucked him while Mulciber, Avery and Snape are lying unconscious around them? Remus feels his abdomen heat up at the thought.
Sirius wipes the sweat on his forehead and comes straight towards Remus. "Are you okay? Can you walk?" His voice is so full of concern. James is still staring at Sirius with heart eyes. "When did you get so strong? It's doing things to me." James says to Sirius shamelessly.
Sirius just laughs and turns his attention towards Remus again, "Do I need to carry you again?" he asks with a soft smile on his lips. Remus doesn't know whether he wants to agree or disagree when James interrupts his thoughts again, "Again? You carried him? When? How much did I miss?" James says with his jaw hanging. What's so scandalous about Sirius carrying Remus? Remus will ask James later.
"Will you let him speak?" Sirius is serious now. Both Sirius and James turn towards Remus and he cannot handle such intense gazes at him. "I-er I think I need to visit Poppy, it's not broken but it hurts like a bitch." Sirius just nods and says "Okay you both go to the hospital wing, I'll meet you there." he looks back towards Snape who's groaning in pain "I need to take care of them first." and God help Remus, he's getting hard just by hearing Sirius- the heir's voice.
Remus is sitting in the hospital bed, James is sitting beside him in a small stool, he sees Sirius entering the wing with his robes flying in every direction, he looks like a main character even when he's just walking. He comes up to sit beside Remus on the bed. "Is your ankle healed?" he asks. "Yeah, no pain now." Remus is still not used to Sirius fussing over him.
Sirius takes a deep breath and takes Remus' hand in his playing with the bracelet, he has to look away before he speaks "You didn't embarrass me in front of my friends, you just earned yourself bullying for the whole year. My housemates are… not exactly friendly?"
"Was he jealous because you didn't introduce him to your friends?" James interrupted again. Remus is going to hex him into the next century now. What is his interest in their relationship? Wait, are they in a relationship? He still hasn't talked or corrected Sirius about the boyfriend thing. He doesn't know where they are both standing now.
"Will you be fine?" the words stumble out of Remus' mouth without his permission even Sirius is taken aback, but he quickly recovers, "Yeah, you know, Black family heir and all." Sirius makes a vague gesture in the air like that explains everything.
"I think it's good, we can hang out now, without hiding and all." James says to Sirius.
"What hiding?" Remus spits out. He cannot control himself now. Did they really have an affair going on? Remus is jealous and he knows it and he doesn't want to be jealous but he is.
James sighs sadly "Sirius and I have trouble hanging out, I'm a blood traitor and he's the heir."
Sirius continues the conversation "If my family finds out, they'll probably throw me out and make Regulus the new heir." he sounds oddly happy about being thrown out of their own house.
James perks up slightly at the mention of Regulus but Remus and Sirius are too busy staring at each other to notice.
"Will I see you today?" Sirius asks in a low voice and gives James an annoyed look when he tries to bring his face closer to hear the conversation.
Remus just nods and asks Sirius to leave. He doesn't tell him that he's going to kill James now that's why he wants Sirius gone. As soon as Sirius is out of the door Remus grabs James' tie and starts shaking him.
"Why? The fuck? Were you flirting with him!?" James looks like he doesn't know what Remus is talking about. "We were not flirting! That's just how we talk! Eww, why would I flirt with your boyfriend!" Remus flushes at the boyfriend word again "Just keep your hands off him!" he grumbles and James just whistles and shakes his head yes.
Chapter 13: Pet Play
Notes:
This one is a bit kinky.
*cheeky wink*
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Remus knows he's in trouble, the retaliation stunt he put up in the Potions class today did get both Sirius and him into a fight and now he needs to watch out for the Slytherins finding him again.
The moment he steps into the room, he knows something is about to happen. The room is dark today, or is it because it's post dinner hours? There's something on the bed Remus cannot make out, but what he can makeout is a huge mirror kept just beside the bed and Sirius is staring at Remus through his reflection in the mirror. Remus is sure Sirius asked the room for the mirror because it's almost twice the height of the door and cannot be carried in hallways.
Remus is naked at the doorstep when he starts walking towards the bed.
"Stop." Sirius commands. Remus stops.
"Kneel." Remus kneels on the floor, right in the middle of the room.
Sirius grabs the thing on the bed and comes to stands in front of him. Remus has often seen Sirius fully clothed while his own are lying on the floor, but today he feels the aura of domination surrounding him. Sirius tips his head up while holding his chin and Remus spots a small paperbag in his other hand. "I'm mad at you." Sirius says. "I know, I'm sorry." Remus whispers.
Sirius crouches down in front of Remus and shuffles through his bag, "Do you know I can get into serious trouble if the word reaches my parents that I was spotted kissing a man?" Sirius wraps something around Remus' neck but Remus misses it because he was busy taking in Sirius' husky voice.
"I'm sorry." Remus tries again, he wants Sirius to know that he's genuinely sorry.
"Close your eyes." Sirius says and moves away. Remus' vision goes black and has to rely on his hearing to predict what's coming next.
"I won't hurt you if you just listen to me." He remembers.
"Put your hands on the floor." Remus does, he's back in Sirius' favourite position after a long time.
Remus feels Sirius do something to the back of his neck and a hairband is put onto his hair. He hears Sirius move behind him and feels the lubrication charm being casted. Sirius stretches him with his two fingers and Remus whimpers, he feels the palm of Sirius' hand caressing his spine and he shudders lightly, his dick hardening when Sirius starts scissoring him open.
"Ah! Daddy please!" Remus moans when Sirius inserts a third finger. He didn't need to call him that, because Sirius' dick is not up his arse yet. He does it on his own accord. Maybe because he's got a habit of it by how frequently Sirius has been fucking his brains out.
Sirius removes his fingers and starts pushing something else inside Remus' hole, it's a butt plug, Remus remembers from last time, he's panting slightly by the time it's fully in, he feels something like hair tickling his ass and thighs when Sirius asks him to open his eyes.
Remus takes a moment to get a hang of the situation, Sirius is standing in front of him with a leash in his hand which is attached to Remus' neck that means he's probably wearing a collar. Remus feels a swarm of butterflies in his stomach, that means the butt plug in his ass must have a tail attachment. Sirius likes humiliating him like that. Remus is still not used to it.
"Crawl." Sirius commands and starts moving backwards with Remus following him, the butt plug shifts with every step and Remus cannot stop the moans and whimpers falling out of his lips, Sirius is grinning down at him and Remus feels the redness in his neck spread to his chest. Sirius sits down on the bed with Remus kneeling in between his legs, he's holding Remus' face with both of his hands, as if admiring him. "You're beautiful." Remus closes his eyes and leans into Sirius' touch.
Sirius unzips his trousers and pulls his soft cock and balls out, "Get your bone, puppy." he says happily and Remus takes Sirius in his mouth. Remus now sucks Sirius' cock like he was born to do it, because every other day Sirius makes him do that. "Take it all." Sirius pants out. Remus relaxes his throat and takes Sirius inch by inch, he gags and coughs but the magic forces his face down on Sirius' cock. It's difficult than when Sirius fucks his face because then he just takes the rough fucking without putting any efforts. Remus realises he likes it better when someone just fucks him stupid, he can't believe he missed this experience by gaslighting himself as a top.
Sirius pulls Remus face back by his hair and Remus fucking moans. Sirius cums on Remus' cheeks and neck with a groan, he gets a hold of his own dick and smears the few drops of cum left on his tip on Remus' lips. Remus has never felt so humiliated in his entire life, all the times Sirius fucks him, he's humiliated on a next level, the glide of Sirius' cock on his lips like someone is applying lipstick on him churns his insides up.
"Climb up on the bed." Remus climbs up and comes face to face with his own reflection. He's still on his hands and knees, a black leather collar placed on his neck with golden letters "S.O.B" decorating it, a leash attached to it which is being held by Sirius, and a hairband with golden-brown dog ears holding his hair back. He takes in his state, his face is covered in Sirius' cum which is dripping down on the bed, he's panting with his mouth open.
I look stupid. Remus thinks.
Sirius lies down beside him bringing his face close to Remus' palm on the bed, he plays with the bracelet on Remus' hand and asks "Were you jealous because I didn't introduce you to my friends?" Remus is going to throw James into the Black Lake for putting this idea inside Sirius' head. Remus just shakes his head no. He isn't lying because he wasn't jealous, he was jealous because Sirius was flirting with James.
"Were you jealous because I was being touchy with James?"
HOW DID HE KNOW? IS REMUS THAT TRANSPARENT?
Remus just nods and looks away. He doesn't want to hear Sirius laughing at him for being stupid. Sirius gets off the bed and kneels on the ground, he uses the leash to turn Remus' face towards him and their eyes meet. Remus swears he felt an electric shock go through his body.
"You're mine, Remus. I don't want anyone who's not you. I should keep you looking pretty like this all day. Make sure James and everyone else sees that you're my puppy and no one is allowed to touch you, I should leave your face covered in my cum like this, and let everyone know you belong to me. Then you'll have no reason to be jealous."
Remus' cock twitched at the degrading words and Sirius saw it! Remus wants to die now, or kill Sirius.
Remus wanted to look away again but the leash was being held tightly by Sirius "Excited are we? Should I leave the collar on after we're done, hm? Or even better, take you on a walk like this during breakfast tomorrow?" Sirius' offers darkly.
Remus is going to cum just from Sirius' words if he doesn't stop speaking absolute filth, he just shakes his head no lightly. For a split second he imagines how would it look, if Sirius really took him to the Great Hall like this. Thankfully, Sirius begins undressing himself and climbs up on the bed to sit with his back against the headboard. "Ride my thigh, don't cum without permission."
Remus is too embarrassed to say anything, so he just lets the magic do its work. He moans when the plug shifts again—he keeps forgetting about it. He settles on Sirius' thighs and starts riding it, rubbing his dick and balls up and down while holding Sirius' shoulders. "Look at yourself." Sirius says a little too happy for Remus' liking.
Remus turns his head towards the mirror and watches himself humping Sirius' thigh, his tail moving forwards and backwards obscenely and the leash jingling with every hump. He also sees Sirius grinning wide while eye-fucking Remus through the mirror and a small amount of precum leaks out of his tip.
I truly look like a dog. He thinks sarcastically.
Remus feels the heat in his abdomen growing, "May I cum?" he pleads. "No, go faster." He knew Sirius won't allow him to cum this fast, the magic forces him to move his hips faster and the humping becomes overwhelming quickly. He remembers the time when he was humping Sirius' boot and his cock kicks again. "Sirius, please…" he begs again. "Stop." Sirius commands and Remus' hips come to an abrupt halt, he sags onto Sirius' shoulder, recovering from the ruined orgasm.
Sirius caressed his sides "Are you tired already? We have a long night ahead." he says wickedly. Remus just whines, he knows he deserves it for making things difficult for both of them.
"Turn and get back on your hands and knees." Sirius says while stroking himself. Remus gets into position facing away from Sirius and Sirius starts spinning the plug and pushing it in and out, fucking Remus with it. Remus tightens his hands in the sheets below him while moaning shamelessly. It's barely been three minutes from when his last orgasm was ruined and the plug his already poking his prostate at times bringing him to edge again. Finally, Sirius pulls the plug out and starts pushing in his cock.
The stretch is always too much for Remus, let alone the fact that Sirius almost never gives him the time to adjust before he starts fucking him roughly, his thrusts so violent Remus is pushed forward with each one of it.
"Daddy! Would you please ahum! no- please go slow!" Surprisingly, Sirius listens to him.
Sirius suddenly pulls the leash wrapping it around his fingers, Remus' neck is yanked backwards and he cries out while arching his back more. "Look in the mirror." Sirius grunts in between his thrusts.
Remus looks towards the mirror and relishes the sight of Sirius pounding into him mercilessly while he's moaning like a whore, his fully hard and leaking dick slapping against his own stomach every time Sirius' hips meets his ass. Sirius looks so powerful, his muscles flexing as he's holding the leash like he's controlling a wild horse, all while fucking Remus. "Daddy… please may I cum? Please let me cum." he screams when Sirius hits his prostate. "Not yet." Sirius let go of the leash and leaned forward wrapping his fingers around Remus' throat, the feeling of the collar below his palm making him go feral, "I might let you cum if you bark for me." Sirius husks in Remus' ear.
Remus whines low in his throat, he feels his face heating up at the crude words, he shakes his head no. Sirius tuts and moves back getting the leash back in his hand and pulls again, "Bark." he commands and Remus has to. Sirius laughs loudly like he just conquered something and pulls out after a few thrusts holding his own base to stop himself from cuming.
Sirius flips Remus on his back easily and takes him in his mouth. Remus cries out in overstimulation, his cock is still recovering from the second ruined orgasm when Sirius hollows his cheeks around it. "Daddy, it's too much! I can't!" Tears well up in Remus' eyes and he starts squirming to get out of Sirius' hold but Sirius ignores the pleas and begins bobbing his head up and down bringing Remus to the edge again.
Remus feels his mind giving into the ownership Sirius has established today. He feels the feeling of submission return. He wants to make Sirius happy. Take whatever he's giving him and just melt away. He has been in denial since the beginning but now when Sirius is edging him, he just wants to submit to him and relish in the sweet fog surrounding his brain.
"Daddy I'm…I'm… I can't hold it! Please please please!" Remus begs when he feels the same painful feeling of his balls tightening again. Sirius just pulls back and tears fall out of Remus' eyes from his third ruined orgasm of the night. Sirius comes up to kiss his tears away and waits for Remus to calm down slightly. Remus' cries reduce to small sniffles soon and Sirius speaks, "Come ride me." and settles back against the headboard again.
Remus whines loudly, he cannot take any more edging, but he wants to, he doesn't know if he'll be able to, but he wants to give himself to Sirius.
He takes a deep breath and sinks down on Sirius' cock with a cry of overstimulation, taking his full length and starts bouncing on it, his thighs are trembling violently and he feels his insides are on fire, he feels another orgasm approaching soon, he was sensitive as hell after all. Tears are rolling down his cheeks and falling on Sirius' chest.
"Who do you belong to? Sirius asks.
"You, I belong to you, only yours!" Remus cries out.
"I don't like it when others hurt you." Sirius says while caressing his back "You'll take care of yourself next time, right?"
Remus nods desperately "Yes! Yes! I'll… take care of ahh! myself, I'm sorry!" He chokes on his own tears.
Sirius holds Remus' waist and begins thrusting up. "You can cum now." Remus releases with a long shout, he feels his cock jerking at times and electricity runs through his body. For a moment, he saw white sparks shooting behind his eyelids because of how long he was on the edge. Sirius fucks him through his orgasm and releases inside him a moment later.
Remus hides his face in Sirius' shoulder, still crying and shaking from the overstimulation. Sirius carefully brings a hand to thread his fingers through Remus' curls and another one around his waist pulling him close. He removes the hairband and collar and throws them off the bed and continues holding Remus.
He feels Remus calm down a little and asks "Baby? Can I pull out?" Remus just hums and Sirius slowly pulls out his soft cock and lets both of their bodies fall on the bed, facing each other. Remus is again mortified at the feeling of Sirius' cum leaking out of his arse, the wetness always makes him blush.
Sirius wipes Remus' tears away and they both stare at each other for a long time. "Remus?" Sirius calls him when Remus is out of his headspace, "Yeah?" Remus replies weakly.
"You started this."
Sirius grabs Remus' nape pulling him close and crashes their lips together. Sirius kisses Remus like a hungry animal, Remus is kissing him back with the same intensity. Remus tangles his hands in Sirius shoulder length hair and turns their bodies slowly, climbing on top of Sirius and straddling him. Remus pulls back for a moment to look at Sirius, his black hair laid out on the pillow, his lips red and bitten by Remus, he's panting lightly beneath him.
He dives in again in another bruising kiss, and Sirius is more than happy to return it.
Chapter 14: I'll Teach You Again
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Remus is studying in the library again when Sirius approaches him. "Why are you always sitting alone?" Sirius asks. "Because I like my peace and silence, and I have good grades unlike you." Remus snaps at him. He's angry at Sirius for god knows why, he woke up in their room alone today that's when he felt his heart clench a little. Sirius made him dress up like a dog yesterday and kissed him, then just decided to disappear.
"Get up." Sirius commands, his tone harsh and Remus immediately regrets snapping at him. Remus gets up from his chair and Sirius turns towards him with his chair. "Sirius, I'm sorry." Remus immediately apologies, he knows Sirius is an egoistic bastard and he immediately takes the bait if Remus just acts accordingly.
"Kneel." Sirius commands. Remus drops to his knees again, he has got a habit of sitting on the ground in front of Sirius now. Sirius takes Remus' chin in between his fingers and says "I shouldn't have let my guard down so early and gone easy on you, you forgot your lesson, but don't worry I'll teach you again." and starts unbuckling his belt.
"Sirius, please, we're in the library. People will see us." Remus pleads. "Well, they'll not if you finish this early." Sirius takes his cock and balls out in front of Remus' face. "You know what to do." Sirius says with a grin expression. Remus knows Sirius is trying to abuse the power he has over Remus by making him do this, he's deliberately not activating the magic.
Remus looks around, there are a few students here and there but none too close for them to notice, he knows Sirius will not relent so he sighs in defeat and takes Sirius' cock in his mouth, the first time without the magic forcing him to do so. He's rushing with his movements, sucking as hard as he can, Sirius hardens in his mouth quickly and releases a low moan. Remus starts bobbing his head up and down and uses his one hand to massage Sirius' balls and the other one on the dick he cannot fit in his mouth.
"Keep your hands away." Sirius orders breathlessly. Remus whines and moves his hands to hold the handles of the chair Sirius is sitting on, Sirius immediately takes the opportunity and pushes Remus face down on his cock until he's fully inside Remus' mouth. Remus gags violently and starts coughing around his cock, his breath constricts and he tries to push his head backwards but Sirius brings his other hand to hold Remus' head in its place too. Sirius lets Remus struggle for a minute and then releases him but doesn't let him go too far, the tip of his cock still in Remus' mouth.
Remus looks up at Sirius, the light from the windows falling at such an angle Sirius' face looks like it was carved out of a stone by the gods himself. "You might want to hurry, puppy. People might look." he says with an evil smirk.
Remus tries to turn his head around but Sirius holds him in his place and shields his eyes away from the world. "Just please me, Remus, and I'll make sure you're not in trouble, I'm the one in control of your life now." Sirius says it so darkly Remus feels his entire body shudder, Sirius' cock is still heavy on Remus' tongue, he nods as best as he can and swallows Sirius again.
He hollows his cheeks and feels the precum which drops on his tongue, Sirius is close, so Remus pushes his tongue flat against Sirius' cock and sucks as hard as he can. Sirius releases his hot cum in Remus' mouth and he swallows without any instructions because he knows Sirius will make him do that anyways.
Remus immediately tries to get up but Sirius pulls him down by his hair again, Remus scrunches up his face in pain. "Open your mouth." Remus obliges and Sirius spits into it. Remus feels so humiliated he wants to drown himself in the Black Lake. "Swallow." Sirius commands and smiles when he sees Remus' Adam's apple bob up and down. He lets him go and Remus immediately scrambles back into his chair, grinding his teeth so hard they might break. He looks up and scans his surroundings, no one is looking at them, he feels relief wash over him.
He notes that he'll never try to disrespect Sirius in public now. "Meet me at our room tonight." Sirius says and leaves.
Remus immediately gathers his books and leaves for his dorm to wash his mouth with soap. He feels anger simmering in the pit of his stomach. He cannot believe he swallowed Sirius' spit and his dick fucking betrayed him by hardening at that.
Remus is paired with Sirius again at Potions, Sirius just keeps smirking at him and it takes everything in him to not snap at Sirius. "You're coming with me to the Quidditch changing rooms after this." Sirius whispers to him while cutting ingredients for their potion. Remus curses himself for causing this, this wouldn't have happened if he just went along with Sirius' plan of getting railed on weekends. Sirius leaves the class first and Remus follows after ten minutes.
Now that Remus has personally made it clear to everyone that the "S" dangling from his wrist means Sirius Black, he's even worried about people finding out they're shagging in public. What would they think if they knew that Remus is Sirius' slave now? Remus doesn't want to even imagine that. He's already getting looks from evil Slytherin girls who couldn't have Sirius for themselves.
He opens the door and takes in his surroundings, this is the first time he's here. Sirius is sitting on the bench with an evil smirk plastered on his face, Remus comes to stand in front of him unsure what to expect. "Strip." Sirius commands. Remus drops his bag on the floor and then proceeds to take off his shirt and trousers, the underwear part still makes him uncomfortable as hell.
When he's fully naked Sirius eyes him up and down not saying anything for a complete five minutes, Remus grows restless and snaps "Just get on with it!" Sirius gets up and brings his face close to Remus, he stares back defiantly, his height has always given him an advantage of domination, but not in front of Sirius now isn't it?
"I have to tame you well, you're still as wild as a horse even after I spanked your ass purple." Sirius says crudely. Remus just looks down and doesn't reply, frankly speaking, he was actually afraid Sirius would curse him for trying to undo the bond magic and he's still ashamed of how pathetically he cried and begged Sirius to stop spanking him.
He can handle more pain than that, but every time Sirius touches him his body betrays his mind, like he's missing something but cannot understand what.
"You said you wouldn't hurt me if I just listened to you." Remus is trying to trap Sirius into his own words. "I did, but you never listen to me, do you? I'm trying to be nice but all you do is snap at me and make us the target of bigots." Sirius argues back. Remus feels at a loss of words, Sirius did try to be nice and all the times Remus snapped back which got him a boot worship and a spit in his mouth and let's not forget he barked for him yesterday.
"I don't want you to be nice, I just want you to go easy on me." Remus blurted out without thinking and cringed at his own words. Sirius smirks wide at him. Remus mentally slaps himself for giving Sirius the satisfaction that he has been fucking him hard.
Now this dickhead will fly on cloud nine.
"Just fuck me already and let's leave, we still have three classes left." Remus tries to change the subject he doesn't like that they're arguing when Remus is naked, it makes him feel like an idiot.
“Beg.” Sirius says and sits down on the bench once again. Remus once again is overpowered by the bond magic, he clenches his fists and says “Please, fuck me. I'm begging for your cock. Please, Daddy.”
"Since you asked so nicely, put your hands on the wall and spread your legs." Sirius says with a winning smile and unzips his trousers. Remus turns and stares at the white wall in front of him with his ass jutted out, he's staring at the bracelet on his wrist when Sirius gropes his ass and Remus closes his eyes in embarrassment, suddenly Sirius lands a sharp smack on his ass and he yelps, "Why?" he snaps again. "Because I can." and Sirius spanks him again, harder this time and Remus jolts a little forward.
"And I won't go easy on you until you stop being a brat." Sirius says and mutters the lubrication charm, he pushes two fingers in and starts scissoring Remus open immediately, maybe a little too rough for his liking. Remus moans when Sirius adds his third finger, "You moan like a whore and act like you don't enjoy it." Sirius says and curls his fingers inside.
"Because I don't!" Remus tries to sound angry but another moan escapes anyways. That's a blatant lie anyways, whenever Sirius fucks him he loses all his senses one by one and turns into a puddle. "We'll see that." Sirius holds both of his ass cheeks apart and slams inside Remus in one sharp thrust and he shouts out. Sirius starts fucking him roughly like everytime, "Put your hands behind your back." Sirius commands again and pushes Remus flat against the cold tiled wall. Remus feels Sirius' dick exploring his insides deeper than ever and groans softly, his own hard cock flat against the cold tile feels so uncomfortable. "Daddy…" Remus moans loudly and arches his back more when Sirius hits his prostate.
Sirius keeps up the relentless assault on his prostate and Remus feels his orgasm approaching, he isn't going to beg this fast so he tries to hold it as best as he can, he feels Sirius getting close too. Sirius releases his load inside Remus with a groan and stays inside until he's soft and then pulls out.
"Sirius, I didn't…" Remus tries but Sirius spanks him again, Remus yelps and looks back sharply. "Don't give me that look, puppy, you're not going to cum anyways." Remus feels a sudden flare of anger in his chest probably from his ruined orgasm, but he doesn't say anything, he knows Sirius will do anything to torture him.
Sirius manhandles Remus and makes him kneel on the ground with his hands on the bench, Remus looks back and sees Sirius sitting behind him while shuffling inside his bag. "Look ahead." Sirius says and Remus turns his head defeated.
He feels Sirius cast a cleaning charm and then the lubrication charm again, then he feels something being stuffed into him, it's another toy, he knows, but this one is less thicker and longer, Remus whimpers when the toy presses against his prostate. He's panting slightly by the time Sirius is done pushing it inside.
Remus is frustrated by how long this is stretching out so he finally decides to ask "What is that?" His voice is a bit breathy. "It's a vibrating dildo." Sirius replies happily and Remus feels his world crash, if this is exactly what Remus is imagining then he's doomed.
"Get up and get dressed, you're not allowed to remove it." Yes, Remus is definitely doomed. "Sirius, please! We have the whole day ahead!" Remus pleads while his hands pick up his uniform from the floor, putting it on. "I know, that's your lesson number two." Sirius says and leaves immediately.
Remus leans against the wall heavily, even the slightest movement is enough to make him whimper, it feels so uncomfortable. He puts one leg into his trouser and feels the dildo brush against his prostate again. By the time he's done putting on his uniform he's half hard already. He Accios his cane from his dorm, he sometimes used it after the rough full moons and uses it for support.
With every step he's taking the dildo brushes against his prostate keeping him constantly stimulated, he's sweating heavily by the time he reaches his next class. The moment he steps into the class the dildo starts vibrating violently, Remus purses his lips tightly to avoid moaning and his grip on the cane tightens, turning his knuckles white. He takes a look at the class, the only seats left are in the front or just beside Sirius at the back.
Remus vaguely wonders if this is also a part of Sirius' plan. He ends up sitting beside Sirius; it doesn't matter anyways after he kissed him in front of the whole batch. The vibrations go down and Remus sighs in relief and looks at Sirius, "Please, Sirius." He whispers. "You should have learnt from the last time." Sirius says without even looking at him.
Remus understands there's no getting out of it now, he's fucked for today. After some time Sirius slightly leans towards him "You can cum if you want to, but you're not allowed to clean it." Sirius says wickedly and the vibrations start again. Remus sucks in a sharp breath and sags with both of his hands on the desk breathing heavily, he knows his face is burning like fire and people might notice if he doesn't get it together.
This is worse than he thought, Sirius keeps turning the vibration on and off without any pattern, he did it in all three classes and at lunch, Remus doesn't want to walk in cum covered pants the whole day and his body feels it is about to explode by how long he's been on edge. Even his friends have noticed him sweating and tearing up slightly, his face is flushed red but Remus laughs it off and says it was just the moon. He's achingly hard the whole day hiding his bulge in his robes.
By the time evening rolls around Remus is in serious pain, the vibrations didn't stop even when he was in his own dorm and Sirius has taken every opportunity to torture him immensely, his backside is so sore even sitting has become difficult and he cannot spent another moment like this.
There's still some time left for dinner so he decides to look for Sirius. He decides to leave his cane in the dorm to avoid suspicious glances. He's going to beg Sirius to take this torture device out and just fuck him into oblivion. His legs trembling beneath him, he's feeling dizzy while climbing down the stairs and has to lead heavily at the railing, he finally finds Sirius walking with Regulus towards the Great Hall.
Remus yells "Black!" and both the Black brothers turn around, Sirius just looks at him in amusement and Remus is relieved that Regulus just walks away with a disgusting look on his face. "Please…come with me." Remus feels his thoughts going sluggish and incoherent. Something is happening to him. He vaguely registers taking Sirius into a broom closet.
"Woah! Are you that desperate?" Sirius laughs at the end of his sentence. Remus could feel his surroundings blurring. "Sirius, I wouldn't have asked if this wasn't important, it… the toy it's painful, very much. I know for a fact that it's not supposed to be, so please… just take it out… I- I think…" The last thing Remus remembers is Sirius wrapping his arms around him.
When Remus opened his eyes he was still in the broom closet, but he was sitting on the ground, his back against the wall and his head was leaning on Sirius' shoulders, he felt a little happy that Sirius didn't leave him alone like he did in the morning. Remus unconsciously clenches his hole and notices his bottom isn't sore anymore and the toy is gone.
He looked up at Sirius slowly and Sirius asked "Are you awake? Do you want to go to the hospital wing?" His tone clearly comforting, Remus felt a sudden pang of regret for how badly he's been snapping at Sirius. "What happened to me?" Remus asked, his throat felt a little dry.
"You fainted, why didn't you tell me if it was so bad? Who faints because of a toy?" Sirius asked honestly. Remus just tries to move out of his grip, but Sirius tightens his hand around Remus' shoulders, not letting him move. The thought of him fainting over a toy makes him feel pathetic and weak. "I had never done something like that before and I just… thought it wouldn't matter to you." He whispers in a small voice.
Sirius just sighs beside him and cups Remus' face turning his head to face him, "I don't want to hurt you badly, but you keep testing my patience, you had your choice, I know for a fact that you would've berated me without any filter if I had been in your shoes. So don't act like I'm the evil one here." Remus stares right into Sirius' eyes while he gives his little speech. He's right, he agreed to this, there's no point in throwing tantrums now. Sirius just gets up and walks away leaving Remus alone with his thoughts.
Remus takes a moment to think, Sirius is actually right, he originally planned to treat Sirius very badly if he had won, way worse than what Sirius was doing. He feels he should just be thankful that Sirius atleast lets him recover after fucking him, but Remus wouldn't have dragged this thing this long, and his plan mainly consisted of making Sirius do his homework, but now the thought of Sirius leaving him alone stirs something inside him. Something he has been wondering for days now. He gets up, brushes his robes and walks towards the Great Hall for dinner. He'll talk to Sirius tonight.
Chapter 15: I'm Your Toy
Notes:
(See the end of the chapter for notes.)
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They are in their room again, Remus originally planned not to go but his legs took him anyway. He enters the room and Sirius is as always sitting on the bed with a book in his hand. What does he read so much?
"Don't undress, just leave if you want to, I'm not going to fuck you after you just fainted on me." Sirius sounds bored as hell. Almost pitiful. Remus wanted Sirius to go easy on him and now he feels stupid when Sirius is going easy on him. He would've just opted for getting fucked mercilessly than being viewed as a damsel in distress. He clenches his fists and walks towards the bed and sits beside Sirius. No one speaks a word for a moment, Sirius just keeps looking at him intently. Remus takes a deep breath like he's about to start a battle, "Why don't you want to fuck me?" he asks. He isn't sure why he's asking this. Why is the thought of Sirius not wanting to fuck him is so uncomfortable for him?
Sirius closes his book and narrows his eyes at Remus, "Why do you want me to fuck you?" Sirius questions back. Remus takes a deep breath again. He is going to get his answers today. "You said you didn't want to hurt me." Remus says cautiously, looking down at his bracelet again, something just feels weirdly comforting about it.
"How am I hurting you when I'm not even touching you?" Sirius asks sarcastically and holds up both of his hands in mock surrender.
"Why would you not want to hurt me?" Remus asks again.
"Do you want me to hurt you?" Sirius asks, confused.
Remus is irritated now, "I just want to know why you take care of me when you don't have to do it. Why do you need to heal me? When you can just fuck me, it's me who'll be in pain, you can tell me to shut up and I have to, then why? It's not like we're friends, you can just have your fun and leave me behind. And not coddle me like a child or shower me, yet you do that. Why?" Remus looks straight at Sirius and sees something shift in his eyes.
Sirius just bites his cheek and says flatly "Because I want to." He is so annoying!
"That's not an answer!" Remus all but yells.
Sirius gets up on his knees on the bed and grips Remus' face harshly. "Don't you dare yell at me, puppy. I wonder how many punishments it'll take for you to start acting accordingly." he says with gritted teeth.
"Strip and lie back on the bed." Sirius says and conjures a glass from the bedside table. Remus undresses quickly and lies back on the bed and Sirius says "Hands behind your head, do not move them and you're going to stay very still while I play with you." Remus feels his skin erupt into goosebumps while he gets into position. Sirius always comes up with new madness to 'play' with Remus which drives him insane.
Sirius conjures water into the glass and turns it into ice, Remus' eyes widens and Sirius smirks down at him. "You're the one who gave me this idea, isn't it?" Sirius teased. Remus gulps and looks away, maybe looking away will make it easier. "Keep looking at me." Sirius says. He knows me too well, Remus thinks and his eyes are stuck on Sirius' face.
Sirius picks up an ice cube and places it on Remus' cheek first, slowly circling it. Remus feels his breathing getting heavy, he tries to relax as much as possible but his chest is visibly heaving. Sirius slowly drags the ice down Remus' neck and collarbone and slowly circles it around his right nipple. Remus whimpers and tries to look away but his head doesn't move, he stares at Sirius who is grinning widely. "I like it when my prey fights back, Remus. I love taming wild animals." Sirius says darkly and moves the ice to the other nipple. Remus moans at the feeling and arches off the bed slightly, he feels the cool water dripping down his sides and down towards his navel.
"If I leave you in a state where I cannot fuck you again. Where's the fun in that?" Sirius' voice is so full of lust that Remus has to close his eyes for a second but the magic forces it open and he continues looking at Sirius.
Sirius lies down on his side beside Remus and brings his face very close to Remus', seeing Sirius this close always intimidates Remus, but he cannot look anywhere accept his eyes for the moment. "I like fucking you multiple times a day, it's sad I cannot keep you in my dorm otherwise I would've used your hole as a cockwarmer." Sirius whispers and his breath fans over Remus' lips.
Remus doesn't even register that Sirius has picked up another ice cube now, his dick swells at Sirius' degrading words. Sirius slowly glides the ice cube towards his naval and holds it there. "You'll come to my dorm tomorrow and I'll spank you there, you need a lot of discipline." Sirius says and gets another ice cube and holds it just above Remus' hard dick. "Look at yourself, you're already leaking when I have barely touched you. That's the reason I made you my slave, puppy. I'm going to torture you into craziness." Maybe Sirius didn't actually mean it but the magic forces Remus to look at his own cock, it his fully hard and leaking in Sirius' hand.
Remus feels the ice cube melt and drip drop by drop onto the tip of his cock and his facade of strength comes crumbling down."Daddy, I'm sorry, please." he pleads. The feeling of cold droplets on his dick is new, he never thought Sirius would truly do this to him. He presses his hips back onto the mattress. He would like to just get away, he feels the sensitivity in his groin increasing every second upto a limit where he feels a slight numbing sensation at the tip of his cock.
Sirius just looks at him with a smile, "You beg too quickly for someone who acts like he has a lot of self respect, did you forget how you were barking yesterday?" Remus flushes and whines at that memory, he feels Sirius dominating words piercing through every nerve ending, for the first time he truly feels owned. Sirius never did so much talking while fucking him. Remus recalls all the time he felt the same feeling of submission cloud his thoughts.
He cries out when Sirius presses the ice cube flat to his tip and starts dragging it up and down, Remus brings his feet together and rubs them together, writhing slightly but the magic is holding him in his place. "Daddy, Daddy, I'm sorry! Please stop. Uhhng!" He moans again when Sirius presses the same ice cube to his balls, he throws his head back on the pillow and purses his lips, his face scrunching up in overstimulation.
Sirius takes another ice cube and puts it between his balls and leaves it there. Fuck, this is worse than torture. Remus could feel it melting slowly and the sensation quickly turned painful. Remus opens his mouth to say something but Sirius quickly connects their lips, kissing him like he's trying to suck Remus' soul out of his lips. Remus feels the cold trail of water slowly moving downwards towards his hole and moans into the kiss. He is breathing heavily and whimpers again and Sirius takes another ice cube and presses is just at the tip again and holds.
Remus feels the sweet haze return and his body feels a little light, like he's flying. Sirius sits back up and keeps on adding new ice cubs and rubbing it up and down Remus' length, his dick twitches at times and has turned red probably from the constant rubbing. Tears start rolling down Remus' cheeks and he starts begging breathlessly, "I'm sorry, I'll never disobey you again, please please I'll be your good boy, stop stop!" He cries out, his vision is blurry but he continues looking at Sirius, out of his own will this time.
Sirius just looks back impassively and moves Remus thighs apart and settles in between them. Remus tenses slightly, his breathing ragged and cheeks red. He can barely feel anything in his private parts except the burning cold numbing sensation. Sirius starts gliding an ice cube towards his hole and Remus whimpers and squirms, clenching his hole tightly.
"Daddy, not there! I'm begging you, please, I understand it, I'm your toy, for you to fuck and tame. I'll listen to you! Please, not there!" he cries out and tries to close his thighs but Sirius keeps holding them apart. Sirius laughs darkly and slowly circles the ice cube around Remus' rim.
"That's right baby, it took almost two months for you to truly realise what you are, that's it just submit to me." With that Sirius pushes the ice cube in and Remus screams "Oh fuck! Merlin fuck!" and arches off the bed. He feels the cold seep into his walls uncomfortably and thrashes against the mattress, he clenched his hole reflexively which caused the ice cube to melt more due to the pressure.
Sirius laughs again—he's too happy to see Remus suffer like this— and gets another ice cube and pushes it in too with a devilish smile on his lips. Remus is crying pathetically now, Sirius name on his lips like a constant chant, he barely even realises he's cuming until Sirius mocks him about cuming untouched. That's the last thing he remembers before his vision went black.
Remus opens his eyes slowly and stares at the blank stretch of skin in front of his eyes. His head is on Sirius' chest and they both are naked, legs tangled in each other, he looks up to see Sirius sleeping serenely. Now when Remus looks at Sirius, he feels a newfound obsession settle in his heart, he remembers yesterday's events in pieces. Him agreeing that he's Sirius' toy, how he came untouched, he feels a blush creep up his neck and cheeks. Maybe the denial phase is over now, he just snuggles closer to Sirius, his body and mind too tired to think about anything except relishing this moment.
Remus wakes up to fingers inside his hole stretching him open, he whimpers like a whore and opens his legs willingly. “Daddy, I'm barely awake..” he grumbles, he doesn't like morning sex as much as Sirius. "Well, then go back to sleep." Sirius says and adds a third finger, Remus throws his head back at the pillow and moans loudly. “Yeah, keep moaning like that baby, this is what I have wanted all along, my own submissive.”
Remus feels blush creep up his cheeks, he tries to remember what caused this, he noticed himself obeying Sirius right after being spanked fifty times, he remembers he was just a second away from barking on his own will but denied at the last second. Maybe he was too arrogant all along to accept being the one who is dominated, but he'll still blame it on the magic until his last breath.
He moans again when Sirius pulls out his fingers and his hole clenched around nothing. Sirius holds both of his knees and presses them flat against his chest, almost folding him in half and enters him in one slow thrust, Remus whimpers when he feels Sirius brushing his prostate lightly. Sirius pulls back again and starts fucking him in his animalistic face, the bed jolting below them and a string of groans falling out of Remus lips.
He clenches the pillow tightly and bites his lower lip to keep some sounds from escaping. He was already half hard early in the morning and Sirius' fucking brings him closer to the edge quickly, he cums with a long moan but Sirius fucks him through it and Remus gets overstimulated quickly, whimpering and begging Sirius to stop. Sirius pulls out and commands, “Come here.”
Remus immediately gets on his fours and opens his mouth willingly, Sirius enters his mouth in one swift motion and releases his cum inside his mouth. Remus swallows obediently and tries to pull back but Sirius doesn't let him go, "Keep me in your mouth, I like the warmth." Remus remembers what Sirius had said yesterday.
"It's sad I cannot keep you in my dorm otherwise I would've used your hole as a cockwarmer."
Remus imagines a scenario where he's forced to sleep with Sirius cock inside his mouth, he feels the heat pool in his abdomen at the thought. Sirius releases him after ten minutes or so and Remus sits back up wiping drool from his chin. Sirius looks at him with slight affection and Remus asks “What?”
“You just opened your mouth and swallowed without me telling you to.” Sirius says with a knowing smirk. Remus looks away and says “I know you would have made me do it anyways.” He tries so hard to keep his face from getting red but fails miserably and Sirius notices his fingers twitching slightly but doesn't comment. “Hmm, you're right. Let's go, but come to my dorm after dinner today.” Sirius says while shuffling for his clothes. Remus just nods, he feels the fear settles inside his stomach, getting spanked by Sirius is definitely the worst punishment ever.
"I don't know why you are attacking me!" James ducks and hides behind his bed.
"Because you fucking put the idea in his head that I was jealous!" Remus sends another hex in James' direction. No one holds a grudge like Remus Lupin.
"That's cute! Couples do that! The hickey on your neck says everything! I helped you get railed and you are trying to kill me!" James tries to run out of the dorm but Remus pounces on him and they both fall to the ground.
"I didn't want your fucking help! Why are you so interested in us!?" Remus is straddling James now with his wand poking James' neck.
"I'm not interested in you both!" James yells back trying to push Remus off.
"Well you keep eyeing him! Every fucking moment! Breakfast, lunch, dinner, quidditch, or the fucking Potions class! You're clearly interested in him!" Remus will choke James now if he doesn't get his answers.
James is just grinning like an idiot and he starts blushing? He's a dead man now!
"Wrong Black brother mate!" James says and Remus loses the grip on his wand. James takes the moment to quickly snatch his wand and casts a quick Aguamenti on Remus' face.
Remus sputters and wipes his face, quickly mumbling a shocked "What?"
James brings a hand up and scratches the back of his neck "I-uhm, I may have a crush on Regulus? Sirius' twin? That's why I have been eyeing him and not your man." Remus has to bite his lower lip in order to stop smiling. My man. Is he?
"You're daydreaming again." James says exasperated and casts another Aguamenti on Remus' face. Remus yelps and quickly takes back his wand. He climbs off James and they both sit on the floor still panting from the little episode they just had.
"So you like Regulus?" Remus says carefully.
"Yeah. For a moment I thought you're shagging Regulus because of how secretive you were being with Sirius, that's why I was trying to catch you but now you can shag all you want, Sirius is like my brother. Ew, I don't even think about him." James explains.
"What made you think I would be shagging Regulus?" Remus is genuinely wondering that.
"I don't know, I saw him trying to approach you the other day in the library but Sirius took a seat beside you so he just turned around and left. I thought maybe you both were shagging and didn't tell Sirius. Do you remember the day Sirius was at the Gryffindor table even though it's risky for us to hang out?" James stops for a second for Remus' reaction, he just nods and waits for James to proceed.
"Yeah, I hinted that Regulus might be shagging you but he just laughed it off, and now I feel stupid because he was shagging you the entire time!" James crosses his hands like he's offended.
"Ah that explains it!" Remus says. Why would Regulus try to approach him?
Notes:
Why would Regulus try to approach him?🧐
Chapter 16: Belting
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Remus enters the dungeon just after dinner, while he's crossing the Slytherin common room he gets weird glances from a few younger Slytherin but Remus barely minds them, being in seventh year has its own privileges of being the seniormost class. The bracelet dangling from his wrist somehow makes him feel safe even though he knows it has no magical power as such, he just feels a feeling of belonging whenever he looks at it, that's enough for now.
He pushes the door of Sirius’ dorm open. Sirius is exactly where he was the first time Remus was here, the dorm hasn't changed in the slightest, he relives the almost two months he has spent being Sirius' slave in a fraction of seconds. Sirius smiles sinisterly at Remus and beckons him towards his bed, he wonders how Sirius convinces his dorm mates to give him the dorm. Remus comes and stands beside the bed, he's always fidgeting around Sirius nowadays, like something is crawling on his back at all times.
“Strip.” Sirius says and Remus immediately starts unbuttoning his shirt, his trousers follow next and then his underwear. He's again naked in front of Sirius, he has gotten used to it by now but the way Sirius eyes him up and down always makes him slightly overwhelmed. “On the bed.” Sirius says and pulls a drawer open revealing a set of items, the ones Remus has already seen.
Remus climbs up on the bed and poses on his all fours, as if Sirius would like anything else. Sirius climbs up beside him and Remus hears belt opening sounds, before he could process anything else the belt is being wrapped around his throat and Sirius is threading the end through the buckle, tightening it to the desired fit, and securing it.
Remus swallows audibly, he feels the cool metal buckle on his nape and goes red from arousal, somehow this is more embarrassing than when he was wearing a collar. “Hold the bed post.” Sirius says and gets something from his drawer, Remus gets up on his knees and holds the right bedpost, he can see most of the dorm from this angle. Sirius casts an Incarcerous binding Remus' hand to the bedpost. Remus feels this is absolutely unnecessary because he won't be able to disobey him anyway.
He feels the lubrication charm being cast and Sirius inserts his two fingers in one swift motion, Remus has gotten used to being scissored open by Sirius but it's not like he can help his body's reactions can he? Remus moans and arches his back a little more, he hears Sirius chuckle behind him, "I love how responsive you are." Sirius gently pulls the belt around Remus' neck and then pull out his fingers.
Honestly, Remus' didn't even know he was responsive, he never knew he would enjoy having Sirius fuck him and being treated like a submissive would turn him on. Maybe it's just Sirius, because everytime his other partners tried to dominate him, he just broke up with them. He never felt secure in any previous relationships like he does in this one, his heart tingles again at the realisation that they're actually not in any kind of relationship. They're not even friends.
Remus feels a butt plug being inserted inside him and leans his forehead against the bedpost and groans a little, he feels the tickling on the back of his thighs and wonders if it's the same one with the tail, he looks down between his legs and his suspicions are confirmed. He moans when the largest part is inserted and the plug is fully inside him.
What happened to the spanking part? Remus wonders, but he doesn't voice it, he would rather take the fucking than the spanking. Sirius climbs out of the bed and goes to get something from his trunk, Remus' eyes follow him and widens when Sirius takes out another belt and flexes it in his hand. He folds it in half and wraps it around his palm, holding the buckle and edge while the looped part is dangling down. It's a whip now.
“Sirius I-” Remus begins “Sirius?” Sirius interrupts raising his eyebrows. Remus swallows visibly and his breathing goes erratic quickly “Daddy, what are you doing?” His voice shaky, he tries to lift his left knee forward but the plug shifts inside him and a whimper escapes his throat, he sets his leg back to where it was. “What do you think I'm doing?” Sirius asks with a smirk, he brings up the belt and smacks the looped edge on his left palm. It's a display now, foreshadowing of the future.
Remus whines loudly and says “Please Daddy, it'll hurt so much, I said I'll obey you, I'm yours already, at least take the butt plug out, please!” Remus was already sweating at the idea of being spanked, now he's spooked at the idea of being spanked with the butt plug. Sirius slowly walks towards him, he's taking his time, making Remus nervous. Remus tries to move his wrists but they're binded strongly.
Remus never looks away from Sirius' face, he tries to give him the puppy dog eyes again. Sirius traces Remus' body with the belt in his hand and he shivers, “I know you're mine, puppy. We had already established that, but I want you to remember that you're mine, I have seen how often you keep forgetting that, and I would have done this anyway just to play with you.” Sirius says darkly. Remus thinks this is his payback for reading dark romances all his life, his life turning into the best kind of novel with plot twists he doesn't even know are about to come. “Daddy…” Remus whines like a child again.
Sirius brings the belt up and delivers a sharp spank on Remus' left ass-cheek, he yelps loudly, he knows Sirius deliberately missed the plug to put him on the edge. The belt cuts through the air again with a swoosh and slaps against his right ass-cheek again. It's not bad, definitely not painful, Sirius is giving Remus the time to adjust, but Remus just tenses his body knowing the third hit will be harder. Sirius brings down the belt again, this time hitting both the cheeks and the plug, Remus throws his head back and yelps loudly, shufflling a little forward.
That one definitely hurt, but the plug sent sparks flying inside him, his cock hardens a little. Remus feels he's in some kind of dilemma whether he wants to scramble away or take another hit. He takes several deep breaths through his nose and slowly settles back to where he was.
Sirius caresses his spine and Remus immediately feels relaxed, “That's my good boy, just take what I'm giving you and submit to me, baby.” Sirius says silkyly. Remus feels his brain turn into mush the moment he hears the nickname, “Can you just…keep touching me while you do that?” he asks softly. Sirius comes in front of him and kisses him on the lips, Remus feels himself responding to the kiss naturally like he couldn't even think about pulling back. Sirius pulls back and says “Anything you want.” Remus thinks this is a bit unfair, he doesn't want to be spanked at all if he thinks about it.
Sirius glides his hand from Remus' shoulder to the back of his waist and presses down making him arch his back again, Remus hears the belt cut through the air again and hit is arse sharply. He yelps again because of the plug which goes straight in, his shoulder aching slightly from the uncomfortable position he has been in.
Sirius starts bringing down the belt in quick succession and Remus feels the pain settling in, his chest starts heaving and tears forming in his eyes, he moans loudly because the plug is pushed in every time, sometimes it pokes Remus' walls and it hurts a little.
Sirius gets hold of the tail and pulls back, Remus lets out a strangled sound at the sudden sensation, Sirius just sets the plug in his original place and begins spanking Remus again. Remus is breathless when Sirius asks “How many were they?” Fuck, he didn't count.
“I- I didn't count.” Remus whispers and he knows Sirius is cooking something in his head. Sirius juts tuts. “Then we'll have to start again.” Remus whimpers at that. “Daddy, please, it hurts.” he yelps in pain when Sirius smacks him again. “It's supposed to hurt, sweetheart.” Sirius rubs Remus' ass to soothe the sting slightly.
“But I'm taking out the plug because you've been so good.” Remus relaxes slightly and mutters a small “Thank you, Daddy.” he moans sinfully when Sirius starts fucking the plug in and out of him, his dick hard and leaking, but he doesn't dare cum without permission. He knows Sirius won't let him cum without making him beg. Finally, Sirius pulls out the plug and Remus feels the same uncomfortable feeling of clenching around nothing.
“You better count this time.” Sirius warns and immediately brings down blow after blow without any break, Remus' arse was already bright red and Sirius chose to spank the same place twice or thrice. Tears start flowing freely out of Remus' eyes and he starts babbling incoherently, he sobs loudly at a particular sharp spank and leans forward on the bed post, trying to get away from the assault.
“Daddy, I'm sorry! I'm sorry!” he chants repeatedly, he forgets for a moment that he hasn't done anything to apologise as such. The only feeling clouding his thoughts is the urge to submit to Sirius. “How many were they?” Sirius asks while groping Remus' ass, he feels the heat radiating out of it. “Twenty. Please…no more.” Remus says in between his tears.
“Good boy.” Sirius pushes two fingers into his stretched hole and curls them, Remus squirms at the feeling and clenches his hole. “I'm going to fuck you now.” Sirius announces and unzips his trousers, he doesn't take them off. “Daddy, I don't think-” Remus screams mid sentence when Sirius pinches his ass and pulls the belt around his throat cutting his oxygen supply for a second. “I didn't ask you to think.” he says menacingly and pushes his hard cock inside, his hips flush against Remus' ass at once.
Remus screams at the burning stretch again, even the slightest movements enough to put him on edge. Sirius starts thrusting ruthlessly into him and Remus sobs when feels his insides churn with pleasure, he thinks Sirius is really trying to make him go insane by fucking him into madness. “Ah- ah- ah!” Remus moans fractically, his voice sounding oddly feminine.
Suddenly, the door opens and Barty Crouch Jr walks in. Remus quickly looks away to hide his red face covered in tears, he expects Sirius to put on the curtains but what Sirius does is change the angle and starts abusing his prostate brutally. Remus mewled involuntarily.
“How hard are you fucking him? I could hear him screaming from the stairs.” Barty says casually and sits on his own bed, taking in the live porn scene in front him, he's shameless like that. Remus flushes again, he feels his face will burn into ashes by how hot his cheeks are, he feels Sirius' rough fabric of trousers rubbing against his sore ass.
He can't believe Sirius is fucking him infront of Barty while Remus is stripped naked from head to toe with a belt wrapped around his throat while Sirius is fully clothed, the only exposed part of him also burried deep into Remus. Remus feels weak and vulnerable whenever this happens and Sirius probably knows it. Sirius does it to establish his dominance over him. First in front of James, then the bracelet and now Barty, he's feeding his ego by showing off Remus.
Remus feels his orgasm approaching and starts begging, he's too fucked out to care about Barty’s presence. “Daddy, may I cum please? I have been…so good, please?” he's proud he barely stuttered.
Sirius pulls the belt again and Remus is pulled back slightly, “Yes, you can.”
Remus cums and at the same time he feels Sirius release into him too. Sirius undoes the binding on Remus' wrists and pulls him back by his shoulders, Remus sags heavily on Sirius chest, letting his breath back into his lungs. “You didn't fuck me that hard ever.” Barty says to Sirius and Remus feels a sudden pang in his chest. Sirius fucked Barty?
“I wasn't interested in fucking you.” Sirius says flatly and charms the curtains shut. He pulls up the belt over Remus' head and begins maneuvering them back on the bed, Remus still impaled on Sirius' cock, they both settle on the bed. Sirius is behind Remus and pulls him close by the waist, letting his cock sink deeper into Remus. Some cum slips out of Remus' hole and he cringes at the feeling “Aren't you going to pull out?” he asks while he's still panting.
“No.” Sirius states calmly in his ear and Remus just gives in. He's too tired to protest anyways. They both stay like that for a long time, just resting against each other. Remus feels his brain working again and he's shocked because the embarrassment doesn't take over his mind this time instead, he felt his insides turn into a jungle of butterflies when Sirius said he wasn't interested in fucking Barty. He remembers that Sirius said that he's his belonging now. He doesn't question him about it because he doesn't want Sirius to get any more ideas to embarrass him in front of the public.
Sirius pulls his soft cock out slowly, Remus hisses slightly. Sirius casts a cleaning charm on Remus and Accios something from his tabletop. Remus feels a thick liquid spread all over his ass and the constant sting from earlier begins to vanish. “What is that?” He asks and wonders why Sirius decides to give him a massage when he can just heal him with the charm.
“It's an oil, it'll help.” Sirius replies vaguely and massages Remus' body with his strong fingers. Remus feels relaxed like he hasn't felt in days, his heart flutters a little when Sirius glides his hands down to the back of his thighs. “Is your neck alright?” Sirius asks lightly and takes Remus' face in his hands, probably checking for bruising. Remus feels like this is exactly where he belongs, lying in Sirius' bed with Sirius taking care of him after going rough on him.
He sighs sadly when he notices that he has started feeling affection for Sirius outside sex, he thought his crush on him must be his brain playing tricks on him because of the moon. But now, he can feel the pent up feelings bubble up again.
“What is it?” Sirius breaks into his cloud of thoughts. “Just tired.” Remus says.
He cannot tell him, it's too early for Remus himself.
“You can rest here, we'll leave for your dorm after some time.” Sirius says and pulls Remus close again, he turns in his embrace and asks politely “Will you give me this weekend to study? I have been falling behind in classes.”
“Of course, I have my own schoolwork too, I cannot spent the entire year fucking you now can I?” Sirius says with a false innocent tone and Remus fights a smile and just closes his eyes.
Chapter 17: The Magic Will Do It
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Sirius kissed him goodbye after walking him to his dorm. When did we agree to kissing? Remus wonders. He busies himself in his studies and homework and practicing spells and tutoring the younger kids. In between all of the work, his friends did a great job in making him insecure about the whole thing with Sirius. Apparently, now Remus and Sirius have become the talk of the town. The bracelet hanging from his wrist starts to feel heavier each day, everyone thinks they're so cute, that too a couple, an openly gay couple, and how Sirius is so hot and Remus is lucky to have him. But do I really have him? Sirius has me. He owns me. Remus thinks. But Sirius never displayed any kind of romantic gesture for him.
He ended up in a game of truth and dare on Sunday evening with his friends and was blushing with his whole body by the end of it.
“Sirius looks at him like he never looked at anyone.”
"Look at that bracelet!"
"Did you notice they both disappear at the same time?"
“He's dating the hottest boy in our batch.”
“Did you see his face when Remus kissed him?”
“Sirius loves him so much, he's openly dating him, that's such a grand gesture considering his family and all.”
Sirius didn't fuck him on Monday or Tuesday, he just casually hangs around with James and him now, throwing mean looks to anyone who looks at them a little to closely. He pulls Remus a little closer when they're crossing by a group of Slytherins. Sirius often sits beside him in classes and makes sure they're always touching, hands or legs at all times. Remus was pulled a few times in broom closets for heated makeout sessions. The moment Sirius' lips are on his, his body melts like ice on the beach, the waves crashing into his brain and drowning him.
He walks into their room on Wednesday night. The room has changed today, there's a lot of space between the bed and the door. Sirius pulls him into another heated kiss as soon as he's inside, his hands undressing Remus with a desperation on the fingertips. “I've missed you.” Sirius says in between the kiss and Remus just moans and lets Sirius undress him.
They kiss until they're both breathless and panting, Sirius pulls back and looks straight into Remus' eyes. He has planned something, Remus can see the wild glint in his eyes. Sirius takes out a blindfold from his back pocket and holds it in front of Remus.
Remus bows his head in submission for Sirius who smirks wide and puts it on Remus' eyes, he wonders how one would look completely naked with a blindfold over his eyes? Sirius walks Remus towards the bed and Remus hears a swish sound, like something appearing out of thin air. The blindfold is off and Remus blinks twice and focuses on the items laid out on the bed. A black and white maid dress and red lacy panties. Remus flushes violently and looks back at Sirius. “Put them on.” Sirius says and sits on the bed like a God, watching Remus hungrily.
Remus swallows visibly and takes the panties first and puts it on, it's a v-cut women's panty and barely covers anything except caging his half hard cock. The tight fitting makes Remus a little uncomfortable, the red laces flat against Remus' ass, it doesn't even have elastic, just thin strings to tie on either side. Probably for easier access—Remus flushes at his own thoughts while he's tying the knots.
He bends a little forward to pick up the dress and yelps in surprise when Sirius spanks his ass, digging his fingers in the flesh and kneads it. “This is about to get a lot better.” Sirius rasps and traces the lines of the panty. Remus feels a full body shudder go through him. He picks up the dress and puts it over his head, his fingers shaking slightly, he feels his face heat up while he's straightening the skirt barely covering his ass. The skirt doesn't even reach down to his thighs, an inch of his ass clearly visible, he's sure his cock would be jutting out of the skirt obscenely if it wasn't for the panties.
He starts fumbling with the white laces waiting for further instructions. “Kneel.” Sirius commands and Remus sinks onto his knees in an instant, he keeps his gaze down, too ashamed to even look at Sirius who is sitting fully clothed and Remus is between his legs in a maid dress. Sirius holds his chin and tips his head up but Remus keeps looking down towards Sirius' groin, the tent in his trousers clearly visible.
“Look at me, baby.” Sirius whispers and Remus' eyes snap up, he gets the idea that he's about to get devoured tonight.
Sirius Accios some things from the bedside table and Remus' eyes widens, he purposely kept them hidden— a pink collar and leash, a hairband with pink cat ears, handcuffs with pink frills and a butt-plug with a pink tail. Remus is going to hate the colour pink now. He pouts while looking and Sirius who just laughs heartily. “You'll be good for me right?” Sirius asks while caressing Remus' cheek with his thumb. God, Remus is gone for this boy right here. He nods obediently and bows his head again.
Sirius carefully gathers Remus' hair and tucks them behind his ears to put on the hairband. He then places the collar and leash around Remus' neck. "Climb up on my lap." Sirius commands and Remus moves up and sits on Sirius' lap, facing him and both of his knees on either side of Sirius' thighs.
Sirius' brings both of his palms and squeezes Remus' ass-cheeks. "You're cute." Sirius teases and Remus feels his insides do backflips. He snakes his arms around Sirius' neck and hides his face there, his cheeks are burning hot because of how much he's blushing.
Sirius moves the panties aside and spreads Remus' ass cheeks apart, he then mutters the lubrication charm and inserts two fingers inside Remus, slowly fingering him open. Remus moans lightly and gets up on his knees, providing Sirius better access to his hole. Sirius smiles wide and inserts a third finger, “Did you miss this?” Sirius asks and stretches his fingers upto their limit. Remus moans sinfully and nods while biting his lower lip. Sirius gets hold of the plug and starts inserting it carefully, he cannot see Remus' hole from this angle so Remus brings his hands back to guide him.
Sirius raises both of his eyebrows suggestively and Remus blushes again, he whimpers a little when the plug is pushed in completely, spinning it to get it to a comfortable position. Sirius straightens the skirt of the dress and smacks Remus' ass lightly, “Get back on your knees.” he says. Remus carefully moves back on his knees, “Fuck!” he groans when the plug shifts inside him.
“Hands.” Sirius asks and Remus presents both of his hands to him in front of Sirius who gets the handcuffs and puts it on Remus' wrists and eyes him up and down, appreciating his own creativity.
Remus looks delicious. Sirius wants to tear open the dress and fuck him then and there on the floor. Remus is looking down at Sirius' feet, his cuffed hands lying defeatedly on his thighs. Merlin, the cat ears look so good with the blush covering his pale cheeks. The collar has the word “Daddy’s” written in black bold letters in sharp contrast to the pink background. The tail is lying on the floor, peeking out of the skirt of Remus' dress.
“Do you know how to dance?” Sirius husks and Remus feels his heart leap inside his chest, and his stomach churn, all the blood in his body rushing south in an instant. He closes his eyes and shakes his head no. He knows this is about to get a lot worse.
“Don't worry, the magic will do it for me.” Remus hears the grin in Sirius' voice. His heart is still rattling against his ribcage as if it's trying to break free. “Turn around.” Sirius says, he turns around—still on his knees—and takes the scene in front of him.
There's a large silver pole with a ramp around it and a sofa just in front of it. Remus goes more red than what could be counted as healthy. Why is Sirius so kinky?
Sirius kisses his neck from the back and sinks his teeth on his neck lightly, Remus whimpers as he feels shockwaves of pleasure run through his body. Sirius pushes Remus lightly by his shoulders and he ends up on his hands and knees.
“Christ, what a sight!” Sirius squeaks like a child. Remus feels goosebumps erupt on his skin, Sirius is clearly talking about his arse which is presented to him. Sirius gets a hold of the leash and whispers silkyly in his ear. “Crawl to the ramp and give me a seductive pole dance.”
Remus begins crawling towards the pole, his ass on display for Sirius who groans relishing the sight of the red laces sticking out of the very short skirt, and Remus’ tail which swings lightly. It's difficult to crawl with handcuffs so Remus takes very short baby steps which causes the plugs to shift frequently, he lets out small whimpers on his way.
Sirius takes a few steps forward and pulls the leash, Remus' stumbles forward a little catching himself on his elbows, “Faster, we don't have the whole night.” he says with a mean smirk. The magic forces Remus to move faster and the plug sends trails of fire inside him, he's panting slightly by the time they reach the ramp.
Sirius lets go of the leash and reaches to the sofa before Remus could crawl to the pole and settles with both of his hands on the backrest and his right ankle over his left knee. Fuck, he looks so hot. “Let's begin then.” He says cheerfully and starts unzipping his trousers.
Remus climbs up on the ramp and holds the pole with both of his hands, he takes one last look at Sirius and lets the magic take charge. He swirls around the pole, his hands roaming all over his body and coming down to rest on his hips, he sways them left and right repeatedly which gets the tail to swing too.
The skirt hikes up a little exposing his panties when he hooks his leg on the pole and spins around twice. He leans back on the pole tweaking his own nipples one by one while moaning shamelessly. “Fuck.” He hears Sirius mutter who has his dick out in his hands.
The magic has taken extreme privileges for what can be called a "seductive pole dance". Remus turns his back towards Sirius and drops sensually hiking up his skirt again presenting his ass to Sirius, the pink tail peeking out of the panty and tickling Remus’ thighs. He rubs his dick up and down slowly on the pole and throws his head back mewling like a kitten, probably because he's wearing cat ears today.
Remus sticks out his tongue and slowly licks the pole from bottom to top while getting up and swirls again and winks at Sirius. He faces Sirius this time and slowly dips again while running his cuffed hands on his dress sexily, his long legs on display, he slaps his own ass and the plugs goes straight in, he lets out an embarrassing moan and Sirius hisses lightly at that.
Remus gets up again and turns, he holds the pole with both of his hands and arches his back, he wiggles his ass teasingly which causes the tail to swing obscenely and looks back at Sirius with hooded eyes, “Fuck me, Daddy.” he says sensually. “That's enough!” Sirius growls and stomps over to the ramp, Remus didn't even register Sirius taking off his own clothes.
Sirius slaps his ass hard and brings his right hand to cup Remus’ clothed dick who moans like a back-alley slut. The red fabric of the panty stained with precum. “Maintain the position.” Sirius growls again and squeezes Remus' dick harshly. Remus mewled again and kept holding the pole tightly while arching his back more. Sirius tears down the underwear roughly and starts fucking the plug in and out of Remus brutally.
Remus squeaks embarrassingly when Sirius pulls out the plug and inserts his three fingers at once. “I'm going to ruin you tonight.” Sirius husks lowly in Remus' ear and squeezes his dick again. Remus keens and clenches his hole around Sirius' fingers. He feels the blunt head of the cock pushing in and his hole stretching apart too quickly, “Daddy, I'm… not ready. Oh my god!” he breathes out. Sirius just slams into him harshly “Are you saying this doesn't feel good?” He asks and rolls his hips twice. Remus lets out a high pitched moan, “Fuck! God! It does! Please please.”
“That's what I thought.” With that Sirius starts fucking Remus in an animalistic pace, his right hand still squeezing Remus' dick, trapping it in an uncomfortable position, deliberately torturing him.
Remus starts panting quickly, tears welling up in his eyes from the relentless thrusting, with every thrust he's pushed forward, trapped between the pole and Sirius. The lubrication helps but Sirius seems too desperate tonight. Remus' legs are trembling slightly, it's definitely more difficult than when he's pushed on the bed, now he has to stand on his own legs with no support except the pole.
“Please, please be gentle!” Remus cries out and grabs Sirius' wrist which is crushing his cock. Sirius releases Remus' cock and holds his hips with a bruising grip, fucking him like an animal in rut. Sirius nuzzles his neck from behind and breaths in deeply, like he's trying to suck him in.
He sneaks his hands inside Remus' dress and finds his nipples, rolling the buds and pinching them. Remus groans and pants fractically, his painfully hard cock rubbing against the pole.
“Daddy, I'm close.” Remus whines when Sirius hits his prostate repeatedly.
“You are not cuming until I do.” Sirius' voice drops an octave.
Sirius pulls out and starts pulling Remus towards the sofa, he settles with his back on the backrest and Remus on top of him, his cuffed hands holding Sirius' neck as his support. “Ride me.” Sirius commands and Remus quickly sinks down on Sirius' cock, his thighs shaking slightly and he sobs at the overstimulation, “Please, please… let me cum.” He looks down at Sirius with tears in his eyes, Sirius brings up a hand to play with Remus' ears for a minute and then cups Remus' face, wiping his tears away “I love it when I make you cry.” He says and Remus automatically leans into the tender touch.
Sirius splays his hands across Remus' chest and feels the soft fabric of the dress, flipping up the skirt and crowds it at his waist. He holds the leash again and wraps it around his palm, controlling Remus' movements.
“I'm close, go faster.” Remus sobs again and starts bouncing faster, his thighs starting to ache now. He wouldn't have been able to last so long if it weren't for the magic. Finally, Sirius cums into him with a groan and Remus releases immediately after, painting Sirius' abdomen white.
Remus came so hard he thought he was about to faint for a moment. He presses his forehead on Sirius' shoulder and pants heavily, Sirius brings a hand to caress his nape, his fingers fumbling with the collar's hook, removing it and throwing it down.
“Was that too much?” he asks softly, Remus wants to laugh at the question, why is he asking now when he showed no mercy in fucking him? Still, he nods gently. “What can I do? You look so hot like this.” Sirius says while mapping Remus' body. Remus feels his face grow hot again at the compliment.
Sirius picks him up easily while he's still inside Remus and carries them to their bed. Remus clings onto him by locking his ankles behind Sirius' waist. He feels his body has turned into jelly, his legs have gone completely numb from all the crazy dancing and fucking and riding Sirius just made him do.
Sirius slowly pulls out and lays Remus on the bed on his side, uncuffing his hands and gets behind him. Remus expected him to cast a cleaning charm but he feels Sirius entering him again, he presses his face on the pillow and whimpers “Daddy…”, bracing himself for another round of mericiless fucking but once Sirius is completely inside, he takes out the hairband but lets the dress stay on. He then pulls a sheet over them and puts his arms around Remus' waist.
“Are we going to sleep like this?” Remus asks lazily, his eyelids already drooping from exhaustion. He very much wants to get out of his maid dress, it isn't uncomfortable, the fabric is rather soft but he doesn't want to appear too desperate to sleep with Sirius' cock inside him in a maid dress.
“Yeah, your hole is for me to warm my cock remember?” Sirius says mockingly and Remus just nods in defeat and lets his head fall on the pillow, he doesn't even correct Sirius that he was talking about the dress.
Sirius fucked him awake in the middle of the night again—it's probably the dress which turned him on. Remus woke up howling at the thrusting inside his already sore hole. “Daddy, please I'm sore!” He cries out again like he did the very first time this was happening.
“Hush, I'm being gentle, aren't I?” Sirius says and continues fucking him. Surprisingly, yes, he was a lot gentler than any other time, he fucked Remus slowly and sensually massaging his thighs at times and kissing his neck languidly.
Later in the bathroom, Remus was surprised to see a bath tub filled with hot water this time. Sirius slowly sank them both into it, massaging Remus' whole body, thoroughly working on knots and his shoulder blades which were aching from holding the pole for a very long time yesterday. Remus was ready to dive into a deep slumber again by the time they were finished, he didn't know when he started relying on Sirius for comfort, but he's greedy enough to just go on with it.
Notes:
I ran out of kinks now, do y'all have any ideas? Even pinterest prompts would work.
Chapter 18: Chastity Spell
Notes:
Lengthy chapter because I wanted to post it in one go rather than posting two separately. It kind of makes sense because the events take place back to back. That's why it's not that detailed.
Thank you everyone for your comments<3
I have already written like upto 20 chapters but I'll surely add the other requests in between somewhere, this one fits here that's why I'm posting this early. Keep giving me filthy ideas.
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Remus steps into their room again and immediately the vivid memories from a few days ago flood his mind. Merlin, he never thought he would get exposure to such kinky fucking. He has had literal dreams about him in that dress, Remus feels he never stopped blushing after Sirius said "You did so good." to him during the bath, nowadays he has started to smile a lot like an idiot teen girl in love.
The room is again different today, there's a bed, a sofa, and a centre table. It's post dinner hours, and Remus would like to just sleep into a coma but he doesn't think Sirius will let him do that.
Sirius is sitting on the sofa with his legs spread open, Remus thinks he's about to get on his knees and that's exactly what happens.
“Open.” Remus opens up his mouth wide. He will be able to draw a portrait of Sirius from this angle just from his memory because of how many times he had been on his knees in front of Sirius.
Sirius pushes his cock inside Remus' mouth, he pulls back out just enough so that Remus is not gagging. He holds Remus' face to his groin and moves back a little, letting his back rest comfortably on the sofa. Remus' chin and neck too rests comfortably on the sofa with Sirius' cock in his mouth. He looks up at Sirius with confusion in his eyes, but Sirius just smirks sinisterly.
“You don't have to suck me off, just keep me in your mouth.” Remus' eyes widened, he thought the cockwarmer thing was over after Sirius fucked him awake the night Remus danced for him.
Sirius conjures a book from somewhere and begins reading it, Remus looks up again and reads the cover—it's their Potions textbook.
“You know that the exams are coming, you wouldn't want me to fail do you?” Sirius says with false innocence, he turns to the next page, “So I thought this could be a good idea to keep me from getting cold while I'm studying.”
Remus cannot see Sirius' face, but he knows he's smirking wide behind the book. What else is he planning to do with me? Remus flushes in embarrassment. He can't believe he's just sitting on the floor with Sirius' cock resting on his tongue. Like—he could have been doing something else? But no, Sirius made his entire worth of being his personal cock-holder or warmer, which Sirius calls him nowadays.
Remus doesn't know how much time has passed, but it's enough to make his jaw ache slightly, he's trying his best to swallow all of the spit pooling in his mouth but some still slips out of his lips, coating his chin and the sofa below. Remus tries to call Sirius' name but it all comes out muffled, Sirius gasps loudly at the sudden vibrations and brings his hand at the back of Remus' head.
“Keep quiet.” Sirius commands and Remus' mouth immediately goes silent, he thinks Sirius is absolutely cruel for taking away his voice, what if he has to tell him something important?
Another stretch of time passes by and Remus' jaw feels like it's stuck in its position, even his legs have gone numb now. He tries to pull back but it doesn't work, he cannot fight the magic.
He brings up his arms and pats Sirius' thighs repeatedly. Sirius tuts, “Keep your hands behind your back.” He says annoyed and turns the page again, not even sparing a glance at Remus.
Remus feels so useless sitting there, unable to move or speak. Sirius releases him after a long time, “You can move.” Sirius says and Remus spits out the drool, looking sharply at Sirius while wiping his chin. “You cannot just shove your cock in my mouth!” He snaps angrily.
“I can, and I'll do it everyday until our exams are over, you're my cockwarmer.” Sirius says with a smirk, he looks absolutely unfazed, like Remus’ words didn't even reach his ears.
Remus turns back angrily and glances at his watch, he has been here for an hour and fifteen minutes, that means he had Sirius' cock in his mouth for at least an hour.
Ew. Gross. More humiliating and enduring face fucking.
“Can I leave?” Remus asks, he tries very hard not to snap again, he's grateful Sirius didn't push him on the ground and beat his ass with his belt for snapping at him again. “You can but you'll be here everyday at the same time, understood?” Sirius says gravely and Remus nods lightly before leaving.
This is the fourth day he's here with Sirius' cock in his mouth again, his knees are hurting and so is his jaw. Sirius never uses him for more than two hours, but his already sore joints still hurt. Remus is released again and he pants slightly.
“Sirius, I have to study too. How will I manage everything if I'm here everyday?” Remus asks politely, fake politeness—if Remus is being honest. He is perfectly able to manage everything because Sirius lets him rest all day, he doesn't pull him inside broom closets now, he did it once two days ago, but it's still very easy than getting fucked in between classes.
But Remus would very much like to get out of his cockwarmer duties, he very smartly came up with a lie too real, because exams are approaching and everyone knows he is at the top of his classes.
“I barely take two hours from you, you're free the whole afternoon and evening.” Sirius argues.
“It still hurts my legs, and my jaw too.” Remus says with a pout.
Sirius eyes him up and down, like he can see through Remus like he's transparent. “Strip.” He commands and Remus' eyes widens, Did I make it worse? He thinks. Remus is naked in less than five minutes, standing two steps away from the sofa, he is fiddling with his hands behind his back.
Sirius points his wand at him and mutters a spell, a thin white glowing light comes out of his wand and settles on Remus' soft cock. Remus gasps loudly and brings his hand forward, “Stay still.” Sirius' voice reaches his ear before his hand can reach his cock, and his body goes completely still.
The light slowly engulfs Remus' cock and balls, coating them white completely and then disappearing. Except they didn't actually go away, they just became invisible. Remus can feel his cock heavy, but he cannot see anything on it.
“What did you do?” Remus whispers shakily, he's genuinely worried about the wellness of his private parts.
“It's a chastity spell…” Sirius says with a smile which is all teeth, “If you want to study, then you can study, I won't touch you, but then…” he gets up and looms in front of Remus, tracing his wand on Remus' cheek, “You should focus only on your studies, isn't it?”
Remus feels at a loss of words, he did know that chastity device existed, but ye didn't know that there's a spell for it too. He just nods shakily.
“Alright, get dressed and leave. Good night!” Sirius exclaims and leaves.
Remus charms his curtains shut and casts a silencing charm as soon as he reaches his bed. He removes his bottoms and looks at his cock, it looks perfectly normal, but it doesn't feel so, he slowly touches the tip of his cock. What a weird spell, Remus can feel sensation on his fingertips, but he cannot feel anything on his cock, like it's suspended in free air. Remus takes it fully in his hand, again he can feel and see that he has his cock in his hands, but the sensation doesn't reach his cock.
He swallows audibly and just ignores it. How bad can a chastity device really be?
It is way worse than Remus thought.
Absolutely torturous.
Who would invent such a spell and why? What were the makers of magic trying to do? The moon is three days from today and Remus is lashing out at anyone who tries to talk to him for more than five minutes. He spares James and Peter because they both have been taking care of him since second year, and he owes them a lot.
Remus tried everything, he tried humping a pillow— he felt absolutely mortified at his desperation. He took both cold and hot showers, he even tried to sacrifice his self-respect by fingering himself which left him way more sexually frustrated than he had ever been in his life.
He didn't know his plan would backfire this badly, this is the fourth day of him wearing whatever this is and he's so close to sobbing in front of the whole class. Sirius was a man of his words and didn't touch him at all, he would just sit beside him and chat idly, like he didn't just put a damn cock cage on his cock.
“Will you meet me at our room after today's classes?” Remus whispers weakly, he almost begs when Sirius doesn't reply for a minute.
“Nope. After dinner.” Sirius replies nonchalantly.
Remus cannot wait for the night, he cannot wait for even a second! But he just nods and breaths out of his nose. He isn't about to snap at Sirius with a cock cage on.
They both enter their room together and Remus immediately falls on his knees in front of Sirius of his own will, unbuttoning his shirt at a fast pace. “Daddy, please, I'm sorry, you can use me however you like, please just take this thing off.” he begs pathetically and shrugs off his shirt, his hands now moving to his trousers. He takes them off too and kneels naked in front of Sirius, who is leaning against the door with a winning smirk on his face.
“Daddy… please.” Remus whines when Sirius doesn't touch him, he begins unbuckling Sirius' belt, maybe he'll fuck him if Remus pleases him. Sirius halts Remus' hands and Remus looks up at him with pleading eyes, “Please.” He whispers again.
“Follow me.” Sirius orders and begins walking towards the bed, Remus immediately starts crawling, he decides he'll never disobey Sirius again. Never. He already submitted to him, yet he takes Sirius' softness for granted, he thinks he deserves being put into his place, he follows Sirius like a dog and comes to sit in between his legs.
Sirius is sitting on the bed and takes Remus' face in his hands, “I thought you would at least last a week.” He laughs loudly at the end of his sentence. Remus whines again, just the thought of him wearing this for a week makes him shiver in fear.
“Please Daddy, I'll never disobey you, please let me cum.” Remus begs again, this is the most amount of “please” he has ever used in a span of ten minutes. “You seem too desperate to cum.” Sirius raises his eyebrows at Remus. He's deliberately dragging this to torture him.
Remus nods desperately, “I’ll do anything, Daddy. Please let me cum.”
Sirius pulls out his wand and flicks it, the moment cool air touches Remus' cock he sighs heavily, finally, finally he's out of this torture. He doesn't dare move a single muscle without Sirius' command. Sirius slowly moves his right leg forward and taps it on the ground twice. Remus looks down—he's wearing boots. Not again.
Remus thinks he doesn't have any self respect left either ways, he has already danced, barked, mewled, been a cockwarmer and worshipped Sirius' boots. There's nothing left to lose now.
He slowly settles on Sirius' boot, this one's different, it doesn't have laces or hoops, it's just smooth leather with a zip near the heel. He begins humping up and down, increasing his pace and rubbing his dick and balls flat against the leather. Atleast last time he was being forced to do so, this time riding Sirius shoes on his own will makes him feel like a true submissive.
He moans loudly and shamelessly, chasing relief after four long days, he grabs Sirius' knee and begins humping wildly like a bitch in heat. “Bark.” Sirius commands.
Remus goes red in the face and looks down in embarrassment. “Woof!” He barks lightly, this was Sirius' command and not his own will, that's why it comes out more real than he expected. Almost like a kicked puppy.
“Continue loudly, and keep looking at me” Sirius laughs darkly. Remus looks straight at Sirius and barks again, “Woof! Woof! Woof!” Remus feels shame seeping out of his body, the fact that he's barking will never not be humiliating to him, but he's too past that now. “Daddy, may I cum? Please? Woof!”
“Stop.” Sirius commands and Remus’ hips come to an abrupt halt, he feels his orgasm slowly, very slowly dying down, tears pool in his eyes in an instant. He was so close.
“Daddy!” He sobs, and presses his face on Sirius' thighs, “Please please please let me continue please, I'll do anything! Please Daddy!” He sobs with tears, rolling down his cheeks and his fingers digging into Sirius’ knee. Sirius is so cruel, he just laughs again at Remus' begging. “Please please please I'm begging you, please command me to continue please Daddy.” He begs pathetically while wiping his tears.
“Go on, cum on my shoes and then you'll lick it clean.” Sirius cooes and Remus sniffles and continues humping again, for a moment he really thought Sirius would leave him desperate and begging, the thought causes a weird shift inside his chest. Sirius is wearing boots which wouldn't hurt Remus like he did last time, there are moments like this in which he lets hope dwell inside his heart, that Sirius cares about him deeply too.
Remus cums with a long drawn shout and whimpers frantically, holding Sirius' knee tightly. He shudders violently when his cock jerks and releases thick white stripes of hot cum on Sirius' boots.
He gets about ten seconds of relief when his body starts moving on his own again, he slowly lowers himself on the ground and licks a long stripe on Sirius' boot. His cum on his tongue feels warm, he can smell the leather and a little musky scent of skin on the boot, it's probably because of Remus' balls which were being rubbed on the surface.
He licks another strip up from Sirius' toe up to the vamp. Sirius' slowly lifts his leg and places his foot on the mattress and props his chin on his knee, looking down at Remus hungrily, there's still some cum left on the sides.
“I want a good look at it.” Sirius says happily and Remus' body complies again, he licks another long stripe up and presents his tongue to Sirius before swallowing loudly. He does it a second time and now the boot looks clean, he sits back on his heels and pants while looking at Sirius.
“Your punishment isn't over yet.”
Remus feels the hair on his body stand up, he looks down and nods obediently. Sirius gets up and orders Remus to climb up on the bed.
Remus settles on his hand and knees again but Sirius doesn't pull out his cock, instead he Accios a whip and takes a pillow from the bed. This one is a literal thin leather whip, he knows just by the look of it that this is going to be the worst punishment of all. Remus wonders if Sirius already knew that he would come begging to let his cock spring free, that's why he had the items ready.
Sirius keeps the pillow in between Remus' spread legs and commands “Hump it until you cum.”
Remus wants to tell him that he just came a minute ago, but he knows Sirius won't listen. He recalls the time Sirius made him wank two times in a row, there's no point in arguing with him now. He just whispers “Sorry Daddy.” while his body obeys and starts humping the pillow, he's reminded of two days ago when he tried to do this on his own will and feels another wave of embarrassment rush through his veins.
“I don't mind when you're being bad, puppy. Otherwise, how will I get to whip you?” Sirius snickers and gropes Remus' ass.
He's right, that's the reason he lets Remus disobey him quite a few times, because Remus gets bold and acts out, which results in him getting a punishment.
Sirius holds the whip and aims at Remus' ass, he pats it twice with the whip and then brings it down sharply. “AAHHH!” Remus screams and falls face first onto the mattress. That was painful as hell. “Daddy! It hurts alot!” He breathes out, tearing up again.
“Don't stop until you cum, same goes with me too.” Sirius commands and brings down the whip again. Remus screams again, the thinnest part of the whip connects with his skin and it stings like he was just stabbed. He gets up quickly and continues humping the pillow, he feels his cock hurting from the sensitivity, the friction of rubbing on a fabric is more than doing it with your own hand.
The more faster he's going, the more his cock hurts but if he doesn't cum fast, he'll have to endure the whipping for a long time. Sirius knows how to torture Remus to complete submission.
Sirius keeps bringing down the whip again and again in quick succession, Remus is sobbing and coughing by the time he feels his orgasm approaching, the skin on his ass is prickling, almost like a painful burning sensation. His whole face and neck is flushed red and hot tears are dropping down on the bed, his upper lip is covered in snot and saliva by how much he has cried and screamed and begged Sirius to stop.
He cums on the pillow with an overwhelming feeling of shockwaves churning his stomach and falls forward panting heavily, eyes closed and cheek pressed on the pillow but arse still raised in the air. He loses all consciousness of his surroundings for a second until he feels Sirius palm flat against his ass. He doesn't hit him, just keeps it there.
Remus whines as his skin burns wherever Sirius' fingers are touching him, he's sure his ass is scratched up because of the whipping. “How many were they?” Sirius asks, his voice still firm. “Twenty…seven” Remus pants out, he learnt to keep counting after last time.
“We'll round it off to thirty, maintain the position.” Sirius says wickedly.
“Daddy, you said until I cum.” Remus whines lightly, he doesn't want to anger Sirius anymore.
“This wouldn't be happening if you just kept being a good boy.” Sirius slaps his ass once, it wasn't soft at all. Remus yelps in pain.
“I gave you a lot of time to manage everything because of upcoming exams, yet you decided to be a brat and try to escape.” Another harsh blow landed on Remus' ass.
“Just because I listen to your wants, that doesn't mean you'll take advantage of my softness and lie to me. You were desperate to cum right? We'll count how many times you can cum tonight.” Sirius says darkly and smacks Remus one last time and he sobs again.
Sirius slowly picks Remus up in bridal style, cautiously not touching his arse or letting it brush against his uniform. Remus curls his arms around Sirius' neck and presses his face against his chest, sobbing and wetting Sirius' shirt with his tears. Sirius carries him towards the sofa and carefully tries to place Remus' feet on the ground but Remus just clings to him tightly, he locks his eyes with Sirius and shakes his head no.
Sirius looks at Remus' tears filled eyes and smiles comfortingly, “I'm going to heal you, baby. I'll give you time to relax.” He says very softly. Almost like he's speaking to a three year old.
Remus still shakes his head no and tightens his arms around Sirius, sniffling loudly. “Alright, lock your ankles behind my waist, hold tight, don't fall.” Sirius says. He knows he can trust Remus because this is a straight command and Remus' body will obey anyhow. Remus follows and clings to Sirius like a koala.
Sirius takes his wand out and mutters the healing charm, immediately the sting from earlier starts dying down and the thin red lines and scratches start to disappear and Remus' smooth skin reappears.
Sirius places his palm flat against Remus' ass cheek and Remus jolts up slightly, trying to get away but realises that it doesn't hurt this time and relaxes again.
“All good? Should I place you down now?” Sirius purrs in Remus' ear.
“Please. I cannot cum again.” Remus whispers back while sniffling. He's scared Sirius is going to fuck him now.
“I won't fuck you right now, baby. C'mon, stand up.” Sirius commands softly. Remus has to lower his legs on the ground, he sniffles once again and locks eyes with Sirius, who is smiling softly.
“Kneel.” Sirius commands again and Remus immediately kneels, he doesn't wait for the magic to force him into it. Sirius settles on the sofa and lowers his trousers and underwear, stroking his cock to life. “Open.” Remus opens his mouth wide and swallows Sirius' cock at once, just enough for it to rest at the back of his throat.
“Don't suck, just keep me in your mouth.” Remus closes his lips around Sirius’ girth. Sirius places his thigh against Remus' cheek and Remus leans his face on it. “You can rest now, close your eyes. Relax and don't move until I command you otherwise.” Sirius says and throws his head back on the backrest, relishing in the warmth of Remus' mouth.
Remus immediately feels his body relax and he's mortified at how quickly he has become accustomed to being Sirius' cockwarmer, he comfortably rests his head on Sirius' thigh, breathing in the musky scent of his groin and just closes his eyes. He can feel his throat is slightly sore because of sobbing endlessly, he feels himself losing his mind to sleep slowly.
“Remus, wake up!” He hears Sirius slowly patting his cheek, he flutters his eyes open and realises he has a cock in his mouth. Immediately vivid memories of him getting whipped flood his mind, he looks up at Sirius through his lashes with wide eyes. “You look quite comfortable like this, I asked you to close your eyes for a moment and you spent two hours sleeping with my prick in your mouth.” Sirius laughs while caressing his hair. Remus feels his entire body grow hot as Sirius puts his thoughts into words.
Sirius pulls out of Remus' mouth and manoeuvres him. Remus ends up being bent over with his chest pressed on the sofa seat and his knees on the floor, there's a little space left between his upper thighs and the sofa, his soft cock dangling down in the free space.
Sirius mutters the lubrication charm and pushes two fingers inside, Remus squeaks slightly and arches his back, Sirius holds Remus' right wrist and glides it towards Remus' cock. “Make yourself cum.” He whispers and Remus tenses, his hand grabbing his soft cock and stroking it lightly before increasing his pace.
He whimpers when Sirius pushes a third finger inside him, “Daddy… please.” Remus begs again, even though he had time to recover, he still feels tiredness clinging onto him. “You'll take it, you're my good boy right?” Sirius asks gently. Remus wants to tell him to stop, but every time Sirius asks him to be good, he takes it like a challenge, like something inside him forcing him to be Sirius' good boy out of sheer will.
“Yes, daddy. I'm your good boy.” The effect of the sentence is enhanced when a high pitched moan escapes his throat at the same time Sirius curls his fingers inside, brushing his prostate lightly.
“Daddy, can I cum? Please? I'm your good boy.” Remus asks while panting heavily, he didn't know he was capable of cumming three times in a single night. He knows at the back of his mind that Sirius allowed him to cum, but still he wants to get his permission, it's like a pavlovian dog response for him now. “Yes baby, you can.” Sirius chuckles lightly and Remus feels his chest grow a little warm at that, Sirius is happy with him that he asked for his permission. When did Sirius being happy with him become his priority?
Remus releases with a groan, painting the floor white and his toes curling, he squeezes his eyes shut and breathes through his mouth, feeling absolutely exhausted. Remus' was halfway through his orgasm when Sirius pulled out his fingers and rammed his dick inside. Remus is pushed forward on the sofa roughly, his cock now squeezed between the front of the sofa and his own thigh, he feels the rest of the hot cum rolling down his thighs.
“Daddy, no no please.” Remus cries in overstimulation, he looks back at Sirius with pleading eyes. He at least expected Sirius to give him some time after his orgasm. He wonders how Sirius undressed himself when his fingers were inside Remus all the time. “Hush, you'll speak only after you have cum again.” Sirius says and Remus immediately falls silent.
Sirius is always so rough and brutal with him, Remus feels like he's being split open by Sirius’ cock inside him. He's whimpering low in his throat, silent tears flowing out of the corner of his eyes. He's digging his fingers roughly on the sofa because his insides feel like they're on fire and his extremely sensitive cock his rubbing constantly on the sofa everytime Sirius thrusts into him.
He wants to get away but there's literally no space to move forward and Sirius is bruising his prostate with every thrust, the overwhelming pleasure slowly turns painful as he comes close to cumming again.
Suddenly Sirius pulls out and settles on the sofa, “Ride me, I want to see you.” He's grinning slightly at Remus' fucked out state. Remus stands up on his own shaking legs, he feels a little dizzy while doing so and straddles Sirius, he slowly sinks down on his cock and feels the burning stretching again.
He looks at Sirius and sobs, shaking his head no, but his body obeys the command and he starts bouncing, the same painful tightening feeling of his balls returning. “Yes baby, you can cum again, good puppy, go faster.” Sirius kisses Remus' red nose and grabs both of his hands and puts them on his shoulders, his own going to hold Remus by his waist, guiding him up and down. The only sounds he can make right now are pained groans while sobbing.
Remus' thighs are shaking violently, his ass snapping with Sirius' thighs and he whimpers low in his throat, his whole face is wet—half from tears and half from sweat, the usually bouncy tawny curls now plastered on his forehead. His weeping red cock swinging obscenely up and down, he can feel his head floating slightly and the surroundings blurring.
He cums while crying loudly and falls forward on Sirius' chest, breathing absolutely ragged and body shaking violently, he doesn't even register Sirius cumming inside him until he feels himself being lifted off Sirius' cock and the cum slips out down to his thighs. He feels himself losing his senses slowly, he vaguely registers Sirius' hand on his cheek, “What's the count, baby?” Sirius asks gently. “Four…” Remus whispers very lightly. That's the last thing he remembers before falling unconscious.
Sirius cradles Remus' fainted figure, pressing him flush against his body. He casts a cooling charm on Remus' body and conjures his handkerchief from the pocket of his trousers which is on the floor. He casts an Aguamenti on it and slowly wipes Remus' face with it, cleaning the sweat off his forehead and neck. He checks Remus' face for bruising or redness and finds none. Finally he casts a cleaning charm to clean both of their cum and picks up Remus, carrying him to the bed and placing him gently on it.
He doesn't know whether it's safe to use sex magic on an unconscious body, so he gets a healing elixir from the drawer and applies it on Remus' rim. He lies beside Remus and places Remus' head on his bicep. He too falls asleep while caressing Remus' cheek.
Remus wakes up slowly, his eyelids feel heavy and his whole body aches when he turns slowly. He groans in pain and reaches for Sirius behind him, only to feel the other side of the bed empty. He flutters his eyes open. Sirius isn't here, even the bed is cold on his side. Immediately yesterday's events come rushing back into his brain.
He left me.
Remus feels tears stinging in his eyes, a sudden discomfort surrounding his mind and body like a blanket of painful spikes. He slowly gets up on his arms and looks around the room, Sirius is really not here, not even his clothes are lying on the ground. It's just him. Alone. He feels his heart clench badly, a sudden anxiety crawling up his insides and settling on his chest. Heavy. Like a rock. His bottom lip wobbles and tears roll down his cheeks.
He left me.
“ This wouldn't be happening if you just kept being a good boy.”
He sobs at the memory, even his throat is sore because of how much he screamed yesterday.
He left me because I was bad.
He bites down on his bottom lip harshly and begins to cry, pulling his knees to his chest.
“You decided to be a brat and try to escape.”
He sobs again.
I didn't want him to leave me, I was bad. And he left me.
Suddenly the door opens and Sirius walks in, dressed in his school robes, the uniform isn't even proper, it looks like he just hastily put it on to run out.
“Daddy!” Remus cries out and Sirius comes running to him and climbs up on the bed quickly. “Baby, what happened? Why are you crying?” Sirius’ voice is so soft, Remus throws himself at him and clings to him, clenching Sirius' shirt in his fist tightly. “I'm sorry, I'm sorry, please don't leave me, I'll be good, I promise.” Remus speaks while choking on his tears.
“Remus, calm down, I didn't leave, I just went to James to tell him that you're with me.” Sirius pulls Remus on his lap just like yesterday, cradling him again.
Remus immediately feels his body respond, and his muscles relaxing, his fingers losing their grip on Sirius' uniform, “I'm sorry, I have been bad.” he cries again.
Sirius understands that this is a subdrop, he has already read about it, but he didn't know it would make Remus this sad.
“Baby…” Sirius whispers gently and tries to pull back. “No!” Remus exclaims and clings to him tightly. “I'll be good, please.” He whispers against Sirius' neck. “Okay okay, you'll be good, I understand.” Sirius says defeatedly.
“Will you be good and spread your legs for me? Hm? Can you do that?” Sirius asks gently, he thinks his command would make Remus panic more, so he tries to keep the magic from activating. Remus easily spreads his legs because he's sitting sideways on Sirius' legs, he folds his knees, placing his feet flat on the mattress. Sirius mutters the lubrication charm and circles Remus' hole slightly, it feels a bit puffy, but Remus doesn't react so he very slowly pushes two fingers in slowly moving them in and out of him.
“Daddy, more…” Remus moans against Sirius' neck and Sirius pushes his third finger in after a minute. Remus squeaks slightly and purses his lips, Sirius knows Remus is sore, but by the looks of it, he absolutely needs this right now.
“Will you lie down for daddy? I won't leave, I promise.” Sirius cooes gently and pulls his fingers out of Remus’ hole, he starts to unbutton his trousers so that Remus knows that he won't leave. Remus slowly gets out of Sirius' lap and lies on his side, “Daddy.” He calls again immediately.
“Just a minute, baby.” Sirius lubes up his own cock stroking himself quickly. He aligns himself behind Remus, “I'm putting it in alright?” Sirius waits for Remus to respond first. “Please.” Remus pleads and Sirius slowly pushes his cock in. Remus whimpers in pain but holds Sirius' thighs tightly, not letting him pull out. Sirius pushes himself fully inside and brings Remus closer by his waist, his back now pressed against Sirius' chest.
“Close your eyes baby, try to sleep. I won't go anywhere.” Sirius caresses Remus' sides slowly and kisses his neck lightly. Remus tightens Sirius' hand at his waist and closes his eyes. Letting himself relax again.
The next time Remus wakes up, Sirius is massaging his back. Remus groans slightly and clenches his hole instinctively, he isn't sore, he isn't in pain like he was earlier today, he realises he doesn't know the time. “Sirius…” Remus turns towards him to come face to face with him. “What's the time?” He asks and notices his throat is fine too, Sirius must have healed him while he was sleeping. “It's afternoon, do you want to eat something?” Sirius asks and runs his hands up and down Remus' arm.
Remus does feel hungry, but he just snuggles closer to Sirius, hiding his face in his chest. Sirius thinks this is weird, “Are you hurting anywhere?” he asks softly.
“I…I don't know why I was crying earlier today.” Remus says and swallows audibly. Ah! So that's what it is.
“Hey, it's nothing, it happens, it's called a sub drop. Like when your mind feels extremely happy due to sex and your hormones are elevated, then after you stop, the brain tricks you into thinking that you're sad because you aren't happy anymore.” Remus feels second hand embarrassment at how childishly Sirius explains it. He knew what a sub drop is, his dark romance books have given him enough knowledge about everything related to sex. He just didn't know the feeling would be this strong. He just hums and pulls Sirius closer.
“Will you be angry if I crack a joke now?” Sirius speaks and purses his lips trying to suppress his laugh.
Remus pulls his head back and looks at Sirius with his eyebrows raised.
“You look like a baby in my arms. Now I have a fetish of carrying you around.” Sirius says and laughs loudly.
Remus punches his chest, Sirius groans and laughs more.
“You're a pervert!” Remus exclaims.
“I am. For you.” Sirius says firmly and takes Remus' face in his hands and presses his lips to his. Remus smiles wide and kisses him back.
Chapter 19: I Love Him×2
Notes:
Angst-Drama-Wolfstar. One cannot last without another.
Also a little atyd refrence?
(See the end of the chapter for more notes.)
Chapter Text
Sirius didn't use Remus as his cockwarmer after that day. Remus has been blushing furiously for two days straight because Sirius literally fucked him into oblivion, he didn't even know it was possible until is happened to him.
“If your muscles ache because of the moon then you're supposed to tell me that and not accuse me of making things ‘unmanageable’ for you.” Sirius had said while they were showering together.
“Sorry Daddy.” Remus whispered and nuzzled Sirius' neck as an apology.
Yesterday Sirius wanted to annoy him, so he decided to fuck Remus behind his curtains while James was present in the dorm sleeping. Sirius absolutely refused to put on a silencing charm and Remus had to bite his hand to keep filthy sounds from escaping him. He would've never been able to look James in the eye again if he ever heard them having sex.
The only thing that isn't annoying Remus is that Sirius is growing more protective over him because the Slytherins did try to corner him once but Sirius was there to defend him, also the moon is tonight and he isn't sexually frustrated because he gets his needs met. Remus mentally cringes at his own thoughts because it makes him appear like a cheap rent-boy inside his head.
Remus spots Sirius lounging near the Black Lake and comes up to sit beside him. He holds his left wrist in front of Sirius' face, the bracelet is still shining as if new, Sirius raises one eyebrow at Remus.
“Take it off.” Remus says. Sirius just clenches his jaw and looks away.
“No.” He refuses flatly.
Remus turns Sirius' face towards him and says “The moon, it's tonight. I'll probably rip it off if you don't take it off now.” Even when Remus doesn't know where they both are standing relationships wise, he still doesn't want the bracelet to get damaged.
Sirius' face softens in realisation and he presses his wand to the bracelet, whispers an incantation and takes it off. He puts the bracelet on his own wrist instead.
“I'm putting it back on you.” Sirius warns and Remus just nods with a slight smile.
Sirius looks around for a bit and then grabs Remus' wrists and begins dragging him towards the Forbidden Forest.
“Sirius, what?” he asks, confused.
Sirius just pulls them behind some trees and takes two steps back. "Tell me we're not shagging here!" Remus exclaims in disbelief. Sirius just rolls his eyes, "It's you who always thinks about shagging and fucking." He mocks Remus, who goes red for the hundredth time this month.
Again he imagines a scenario in his head, would Sirius ever fuck him here in the forest?
Remus suddenly suspects the magic has some kind of legilimency power because:
- How does Sirius know that he "always thinks about shagging and fucking."
- He thought of sleeping with Sirius' cock inside his mouth and Sirius made him do exactly that, was that just a coincidence?
- Sirius even stopped it because Remus' joints hurt because of his lycanthropy—but he never told Sirius about the lycanthropy part? He just said that his legs hurt.
“Do you remember you said it could make you hurt less if you had a partner?” Sirius says in a very serious tone and Remus is snapped out of his thoughts, he eyes Sirius up and down.
Did he get a werewolf for me or something? He pushes the weird thought away and just nods.
Remus' eyes widened and he gasped loudly when Sirius' body shrinks down into a majestic black dog, with silver eyes and fur which seems too soft just by looking at it.
“You're an animagus!” Remus exclaims.
Sirius quickly shifts back into his human form and smirks at him. “Did I finally manage to impress you?” he asks while wiggling his eyebrows.
Remus is still struggling with his thoughts, Sirius is seventeen, how did he manage to do this so early?
“I was thinking I could join you for the full moon.” Sirius says happily.
“What!?” Remus straight yells on his face and Sirius is startled slightly. “Are you mad? What if I kill you?”
“Stop it! You won't!” Sirius yells back while rolling his eyes.
“You're not doing it!” Remus shouts and turns back to leave. “You say it like you can stop me.” Sirius says with a smirk and catches up with Remus.
Remus has tried all the arguments valid or not to convince Sirius to leave him alone but the stubborn motherfucker just commanded him to shut up. Now when they're sitting in the shack together, Remus is glaring daggers at Sirius, who is looking back in defiance. Remus just gets up and starts moving towards the door.
"You're not leaving!" Sirius yells from behind.
"Why would I leave when it's the full moon!?" Remus yells back, he opens the door and comes back to face Sirius.
“If I try to attack you then please leave me alone and run.” Remus pleads. Sirius just sighs like Remus is the one overreacting and nods. “Just change early, what if I remember I had a human in here with me?” Remus says. He feels his body growing hot, it's barely ten minutes left for the moonrise. Sirius mutters something about Remus' drama and changes into his animagus form.
Remus thinks Sirius' dog form is also beautiful like him, he puts a hand up and brings it close to the dog's face, when he's sure Sirius is not going to bite him. He booped the dog's nose and smiled widely.
“You're cute.” He says.
He scrambles back when Sirius suddenly barks loudly and screams when he feels his bones snapping. He was so happy for a moment he forgot about the moon completely. Transforming in front of someone feels so different.
What if he thinks I'm weak for crying out loud?
What if I hurt him badly?
Another scream tears out of his throat and he looks straight at Sirius, who even in his dog form looks worried.
Remus slowly blinks open his eyes, the blank hospital ceiling coming into his view. He remembers about the moon, about Sirius, he feels his affection for Sirius grow at the thought that he was willing to sacrifice his life to make the moon easier for Remus. He tries to get up and his bones feels slightly at ease compared to other full moons. He spots Sirius sitting beside him looking at him with a wide smile on his face.
He's alright. This is Remus' first thought.
“Was I scary?” Remus asks in a small voice.
“No, you were beautiful.” replies Sirius.
Remus' heart skips a beat. He called me beautiful.
Remus looks down blushing and sees white bandages wrapped around Sirius' left arm, horror crosses his mind and face and he scrambles forward taking Sirius arm in his hand. “What happened?” Remus asks, his breathing uneven and tears start pooling in his eyes. “Hey! It's just a scratch.” Sirius reassures him.
What if he's lying?
Remus hastily tears open the bandages and reveal a small but clear scratch against Sirius' pale skin. Tears slip out of his eyes and he sighs heavily.
I didn't bite him. I didn't bite him. I didn't bite him. He's fine. He's fine. I didn't turn him. He chants in his head.
“Are you sad because it isn't a bite?” Sirius mocks him.
Remus feels his heart crack a little. “Shut up!” He screams and smacks Sirius' arm where the scratch rests and Sirius groans slightly in pain.
“How dare you! Do you even know what you're talking about? I was bitten when I was just four! I wouldn't wish that on my worst fucking enemy! So shut up if you don't understand how it feels!” Remus screams at him with tears falling freely out of his eyes, his chest heaving a little, he's still holding Sirius' arm in a bruising grip.
He turns away from Sirius and hides his face in his hands, still crying.
All his life, hurting other people because of his lycanthropy has been it's biggest fear, and he feels guilty for scratching Sirius' porcelain skin, that too where it'll be clearly visible.
Sirius taken aback by this sudden outburst feels more guilty than ever. “Hey!” he climbs up on the bed and holds both of Remus' wrist trying to see his face, “I'm sorry, Remus. I… I didn't know. I'm so sorry, I was really insensitive.” He apologizes immediately while coaxing Remus to let him see his face.
Remus slowly removes his hands from his face, he sniffles lightly and says “I hate you.” Sirius just pulls him closer hugging him, “I know but I'm still sorry, that was really mean.”
Remus just wraps his arms around Sirius' back and sniffles again “The scratch. It will leave a scar, they are permanent.” he bites his bottom lip, trying not to burst into tears again.
“I don't care. I'm sorry.” Sirius apologises again. Remus pulls back after a few minutes and Sirius brings up a hand to wipe the tears away, he takes Remus' left hand in his and slides the bracelet from his to Remus' wrist. The gesture seems so small yet so big.
“You should rest, I'll come back later.” Sirius says softly and Remus nods, lying back on his bed again.
There's a sudden change in Sirius' behaviour towards Remus and it's making him go crazy. He didn't try to fuck him, maybe he's just letting him rest for a few days after the moon. He kept asking if Remus was feeling okay after the moon. He even joked about the wolf being happy about having a partner. He does kiss Remus from time to time. Overall, he has gone soft maybe because of Remus' little breakdown.
Remus is lounging in the garden when Sirius approaches him, "We have a free period next, come to the room." he says and leaves before anyone can notice them. Remus is one hundred percent positive Sirius has come up with something wild again, otherwise he would've taken Remus to a broom closet for a quick shag.
Remus finds Sirius outside their room leaning against the wall, "Don't undress when we're inside." he says and grabs his wrist and leads him inside. Remus can't help the smile on his face, the moment the door is closed, Remus stops dead on his tracks, his eyes widens and his blood runs cold, he can feel his heart hammering in his ears. There's someone else also present.
Regulus Black.
He's sitting comfortably on the bed and stands up when he spots them.
"You're my own fuck toy now."
"I saw him trying to approach you the other day in the library."
"You should pass him to us after you're done with him. We'll share him to get a taste."
NO.
Remus whipped his head towards Sirius and he looked happy?
Sirius didn't!
He wouldn't!
But they're here.
With Regulus present in their room.
I fell for someone who treats me like a toy to pass around when he's bored.
"No." Remus says in disbelief and tries to yank his wrist out of Sirius' hold. This startles Sirius who only tightens his grip, "Leave me! You can't do this! Let me go!" Remus can feel his breath shortening. Sirius brings his hands up and holds both of his shoulders tightly "Remus? Remus what's happening?"
Remus is panicking now. He knows if Sirius commands him he'll have to comply. He can feel the tears already forming in his eyes, the fear settling inside his stomach. He didn't feel it the first time with Sirius. Never with Sirius. But he feels it now.
I'm about to get assaulted.
They're going to ruin me.
I'll have to kill myself after this.
"Please, this is wrong, leave me!" Remus begins yelling and thrashes against Sirius.
"Remus stop!" Sirius yells back and Remus' hands go limp.
It's done.
I'm just his toy.
He never had any feelings for me.
The tears Remus has been holding back starts falling freely, his knees go weak and he falls on the ground, taking Sirius with him.
"Why? What did I ever do to you? You said you won't hurt me if I just listen to you!" Remus screams at Sirius, "Then why must you hurt me this badly? These months? Did they mean nothing to you!?" Remus is sobbing so badly Sirius is sure he must've done something really bad to cause this.
"Remus, baby, I don't understand what-" Sirius tries to caress his cheek but Remus flinches back. "Don't call me that!" he yells "You said that I'm yours! You said that I belong to you! Then why?" Remus is coughing slightly from all that yelling. "Just because Regulus is your fucking twin brother!? Did you really give him the right to have a go at me? Am I really just a toy for you Sirius!?" Remus unconsciously digs his finger nails on Sirius' arm.
Regulus who was standing dumbfounded hears his name being mentioned and he mutters a small "I think I should just leave." and gets out of the room. He didn't even sound considerate, just bored.
Remus is staring blankly at the door Regulus just slammed shut. "Remus, I don't know what's wrong, I can't understand you right now. Regulus is my twin, yes, so what? Did he hurt you in any way? Tell me please. You're scaring me." Sirius looks so worried now, downright horrified, he isn't touching Remus because he flinched back, his hands are just looming in the air waiting for Remus to give him consent first.
Remus doesn't understand it. Regulus left, Sirius says he's scared. What's happening? "Why?" he hiccups mid sentence "Why was he here?" He asks Sirius.
"He just wanted to talk to you about James. He says he likes him or something like that, you just tell me what did he do to you that you're reacting this badly? I'll kill him! Did he bully you too? Because of the kiss?" Sirius is rushing with his words. Anything to make Remus calm down.
Remus didn't miss the way Sirius clenched his hands into fists when he asked about the bullying. He's so protective of me and I thought-
"Don't undress when we're inside."
Remus closes his eyes and begins to cry again. Why did he have to be so pessimistic? It's Sirius, he promised he won't hurt him. He slowly reaches his hand out and Sirius pulls him closer and presses Remus' head to his chest. Remus can hear Sirius' heartbeat, it's so fast, he's probably nervous because of Remus' breakdown.
"Do you want me to leave you alone? Or call James? Peter? Should we go to the hospital wing? Just tell me what do. I'll do anything, baby." Sirius sounds like he's trying hard not to cry himself, he's caressing Remus' back and his sides.
Remus just fists his hands in Sirius' shirt, pulling him impossibly closer, almost climbing on his lap, "Don't leave me." He cries in Sirius' arms.
Sirius doesn't, he continues holding Remus, he helps him to get to their bed and holds him there too. Remus' breathing slowly comes back to normal and he pulls back sniffling lightly and looks at Sirius, he isn't asking for anything, he's just staring back at Remus, waiting for him to get comfortable.
"I'm sor-" Sirius puts a hand on Remus' lips.
"Don't apologise, just tell me what he did to you?" Sirius has fire in his eyes. He'll burn down the whole castle if he has to.
Remus looks away, he has to, what is he going to tell him? "He didn't do anything."
Sirius takes Remus' hand in his. "Then tell me what happened, I won't judge you for anything, was that a panic attack? Tell me so we can avoid it in future."
Remus doesn't want him to tell the truth, but he thinks he needs to. Remus is a good person after all and Sirius deserves the truth.
Remus takes a deep breath before saying "I thought…" he stops, looks at Sirius, he's looking back so expectantly, "I just thought that…" he stops again, takes a deep breath again and squeezes his eyes shut, "I saw Regulus and thought you're going to share me with him." he tells Sirius.
Sirius doesn't move, he doesn't comment, Remus isn't sure Sirius is breathing, he just looks at Remus with a haunted expression. "What?" Sirius mumbles, his voice not above than a whisper.
"You thought I was going to share you with him." He states. It's not a question. "For a night? For sex?" This is a question, his voice cracks a little and so does his heart and Remus can do nothing but nod.
Sirius drops Remus' hand like he has been burnt. He scrambles out of the bed and turns away and walks a few steps towards the door, he stops mid-way and returns to Remus, grabs him by his shoulders and shakes him.
"Did you really think that Remus!? That I was going to share you with my brother? Do you really think that I'm some kind of sick monster and I'll get others maybe I don't know- Evan or Barty, and let them fuck you? Is that what you think of me!?" Sirius is so close to tears and Remus can clearly see that. He's biting his inner cheeks and breathing so ragged like he just ran up seven flights of stairs.
"I don't! I really don't! But if you command me to do so then I have to, what other choice do I have?" Remus says hurriedly and he regrets the choice of his words immediately.
Sirius let's go of Remus' shoulders and stumbles back, he wipes his tears before they can even fall. "Get up, and go to your common room, you're free to do whatever you want. Don't look for me ever again." His voice is so hard when he speaks and faces away from Remus.
"Sirius, I don't, let me explain…" but Remus' legs start moving on their own, he's out of the bed and walking towards the door, he keeps calling out Sirius' name but Sirius doesn't even flinch.
When he closed the door of their room, he felt a sting in his heart, like a heartstring was just snapped and then he walked towards his common room.
Sirius gets back to his dorm, Barty and Evan are not here, they're probably fucking in an abandoned classroom. Regulus is sitting in his own bed with a book on his lap, he spots Sirius and asks "Is Lupin okay?"
Sirius takes the wall as his support and slowly sits down on the floor, he doesn't even have the energy to get to his bed. Regulus comes to sit beside him, he has never been the one with emotions, he doesn't know what to do. He just sits idly beside him while Sirius is breathing heavily, clawing at his chest—right where his heart rests.
"I think I'm in love with him." Sirius says with tears pooling in his eyes.
"Oh Sirius…" Regulus mumbles.
Remus realises the magic doesn't relent even after four days, he cannot approach Sirius in classrooms or corner him in empty hallways, his legs stop moving the moment he takes a step towards Sirius. He waited at the seventh floor corridor but Sirius didn't come once.
Remus can feel the feelings he has been pushing down overwhelm him, he's missing Sirius, he's missing him so badly even James and Peter have noticed him sulking.
Remus is sulking again, playing with his bracelet, he's thankful it's physical impossible for him to remove it. James comes up to sit beside him on his bed, "Remus, I know I said I won't meddle now but, did you guys break up?" Remus feels the tears roll down his cheeks before he can stop them, he throws himself towards James.
"I love him, I love Sirius and he doesn't love me back and it's all my fault. I ruined everything with my pessimism." he cries in James' arms.
Another two days goes by and Sirius is avoiding James too, the Black brothers are so good at planning their escape James is annoyed he couldn't corner them even once. Remus just tells him to give up and that he'll handle things on his own, but he doesn't know how.
Exams have approached so it's absolutely impossible to try and talk to Sirius or Regulus. They both barely leave the dungeons except for meals and their scheduled papers.
Another two weeks passes by and Remus is sitting in the library reading poetry about unrequited love. The magic is still as rigid as a rock, Sirius almost ran into him yesterday. He had eyebags under his eyes, Remus tried to follow him but his legs stopped moving again.
That was the closest he got to him in weeks, he tried to reach out but Sirius just left. He realises it's upto Sirius whether they can talk or not because Sirius can approach him but he cannot approach Sirius.
The chair beside him is pulled back, he looks up and his heart leaps for a moment. It's Regulus, but he looks so similar to Sirius, Remus really thought it was Sirius for a moment. When has life been ever kind to him?
"If you're going to wail again just tell me now I'll leave before you make a scene." Regulus says sharply. Remus just shakes his head no. Regulus looks around them making sure no one is eavesdropping.
"Do you want to talk to Sirius maybe?" Regulus whispers and Remus wants to kiss him or push him into a heap of soft petals.
"Yes! How? Is that possible? Wait, how do you know?" God, Remus is so desperate.
"Merlin, you're desperate." Here we go, the universe must be laughing at Remus now.
Regulus looks around again and says "Listen, I have zero interest in your lover's quarrel, I have noticed you sulking and Sirius refuses to talk to you, I have a plan and I'll only tell you about it if you give me information about Potter without telling him, if he gets a hint I'll kill Sirius and paint his blood on your face." Regulus doesn't even stutter, he looks like he would enjoy killing someone.
Fuck, he's dangerous.
Right now, Remus has zero concerns about James' privacy, and he wants Sirius alive and well, would be even better if Sirius comes and fucks him. He happily gives whatever Regulus wants and also wants to fall on his feet and worship Regulus because of how full-proof his plan is.
Regulus- the Mastermind. Remus will call him now.
Notes:
I originally thought of writing a Sirius/Remus/Regulus scene but who am I kidding? Sirius is a dog who isn't going to share his mate with anyone!
Someone did predict in the comments that Regulus must be trying to get to James through Remus. My friend, great minds think alike! :)
Chapter 20: Pathetic (Reunion)
Chapter Text
Remus is holding some books in his hands and is waiting in an empty corridor near the dungeons. Dinner is going on in the Great Hall that's why there's no chance someone will spot him wandering here and there. He hears footsteps approaching him and instead of hiding he starts walking towards them, he rounds the corner and comes face to face with Mulciber, Avery and Regulus.
Mulciber and Avery perks up when they see Remus alone, and Regulus looks bored as always. Avery grabs Remus by his collar and crowds him against a wall, "Look Mulciber, it's the scum from the previous time, did your boyfriend throw you to the curb then?" he says with an evil smirk plastered on his face.
"Why don't you ask him yourself? Maybe he'll be kind enough to fuck you and your family too." Remus spits out.
Avery's fist lands on Remus' face and he groans, "You half-blood ball-sucker, we'll make sure you don't get out of here in one piece. Mulciber." Avery looks back and Mulciber casts an Incarcerous to bind Remus' upper body. They both start dragging Remus away, they're about to move into an empty classroom when Mulciber calls out to Regulus "You're not coming?" he asks.
Regulus, who was leaning against a wall watching the whole scene, says "No, I don't have time to waste on Gryffindors." and walks away.
Remus is deposited on a discarded bench and Mulciber has his hands on Remus' throat, choking him. "You see this…" there's a scar on Mulciber's left cheek— that must be from a cutting spell, "Your darling boyfriend did this." he continues with his teeth bared.
"And now you're the one going to pay for this." Avery says and pulls out a small pocket knife and hands it to Mulciber.
"Things won't be good for you if you touch me." Remus grits out, thrashing against Mulciber's hold.
Mulciber just tightens his hand around his neck and Remus sees his vision go a little black at the edges, "Oh darling, but I'm already touching you."
Mulciber eyes him up and down suggestively, pressing the sharp edge at Remus' cheek and slowly moving downwards, he stops at his chest and turns his face towards Avery, "We'll take him to our dorm after this." He says with a grin and licks his lips.
Remus' heart stops beating for a second, he'll be in huge trouble if this doesn't work out. He thrashes again but Avery grabs his hair and pulls his face backwards, "Where should we put it? He already looks like a scarred animal, I wonder what Black saw in him."
Mulciber scoffs and releases Remus' neck. Remus starts coughing trying to get air back into his lungs. "Maybe on his neck, who knows, he might die from the blood loss." Mulciber says darkly and presses the knife on Remus' throat.
"Stupefy!" "Petrificus Totalus!"
Avery is thrown back towards the wall and Mulciber falls on the ground paralysed. Remus looks at the door with his eyes open wide.
He came.
Sirius is holding the wall and panting heavily with his wand still raised, but he doesn't go for Mulciber or Avery. This time he comes straight for Remus, he cuts open the ropes and starts rubbing his hands up and down on Remus' arms. He takes Remus' face in his hand, his eyes roaming all over Remus' face, "Are you okay? Are you hurt?"
He's worried.
He cares about me.
He won't hurt me.
"Remus! I'm talking to you!" Remus snaps out of his thoughts and holds Sirius' hand, "I'm fine." he whispers and squeezes Sirius' hand to emphasize his point. Sirius sighs in relief and sits on the bench beside Remus. He lets his face fall on the desk and breathes in raggedly, he's tired, he ran all the way from the Great Hall to the dungeons, Remus can see some sauce smudges on his fingers. Remus smiles internally, he came for me.
Suddenly there are hands on his collar again. Why are people obsessed with manhandling Remus? But it's Sirius this time so he doesn't mind. "W-what?" Remus asks in disbelief. Sirius seems angry. No, he is definitely angry.
"What part of, 'Stay safe in your dorm and do not walk alone at night.' Did you not understand!?" Sirius growls in Remus' face. "They're sons of Death Eaters! For Merlin, try to understand! They'll tear you apart without a second thought!" There's so much concern in Sirius' voice, Remus feels flowers grow inside his chest. He pulls Remus up by his collar and starts pulling him out of the classroom.
"I'm gonna throw you down the stairs and make sure you break both of your legs. If you cannot walk then you won't be spotted by my bigot Slytherin housemates." Sirius says with gritted teeth and he's really taking Remus towards the stairs.
"Sirius, Sirius! Wait!" Remus sputters and hauls Sirius and pushes him flat against the wall. He puts his hand in between Sirius' head and the wall to protect his head from banging on the wall painfully and looks straight into Sirius' eyes.
"Just let me speak my part, please!" Remus pleads.
"There's nothing left to say, you just-" Sirius says but Remus pushes the palm of his hand onto Sirius' mouth to stop him from saying anything stupid.
"Do you remember what Mulciber said the first time he was bullying me? He said that you should pass me around, and Sirius, that just somehow stuck with me, I didn't mean what I said the other day, James also said that Regulus was looking at me in the library, the signals just got mixed and the same day you took me in the room with Regulus and I just panicked. Sirius, why would you bring someone in our room, it's for us!" He says as fast as he can.
Remus takes a moment to breathe and whispers "I trust you, Sirius. I really do. I trust you with my life." with that he brings his palm down, his other hand still holding Sirius' by his hair.
Sirius lets the words sink in for a moment, then he clenches his jaw, "You're lying!" he bites out. "I'm not!" Remus retaliates. Sirius tries to push him off but Remus doesn't relent. The moon is close and Remus can feel the wolf inside him. He'll take what he wants.
Sirius exhales out of his mouth and nods. "Okay then." he says with a fake smile and physically drags Remus towards the dungeons, Remus doesn't struggle, but it's difficult to keep up with Sirius. He stumbles on the stairs quite a few times. Sirius opens the door to his dorm and pushes Remus inside, he turns towards Remus after locking the door and casting a silencing charm.
"Drop your wand." Sirius commands and Remus pulls his wand out of his pocket and drops it on the floor.
"Kneel." Sirius commands again and Remus does.
Sirius comes in front of Remus and points his wand straight at his face. "This is my dorm, not even James will come to find you here. Dinner is not yet finished, nobody will be able to hear you even if you scream for help." he says wickedly.
Pin drop silence stretches inside the room.
This is a test and Remus is more than willing to pass it.
Remus catches Sirius' wrist and presses the tip of the wand on his forehead. "Do it then." he says boldly. Sirius tightens the grip on his wand.
He won't hurt me.
He never has.
He came to protect me. Twice.
I love him.
Even if he doesn't, I love him.
Even if he hurts me, I'll keep loving him.
It's not possible not to love him.
I'll tear myself apart for him if he wants.
He's the flame and I'm the moth, I'll burn myself alive and then my body shall swim in his melted wax. Yet, I'll keep loving him.
"Aguamenti!"
Remus is appalled!
Remus is one hundred percent sure it's James who taught Sirius this and he'll make sure James meets his grandmother in heaven.
Remus just shakes his head and flutters his eyes open. He looks at Sirius who has his lips pursed in amusement, he slowly steps forward and wipes Remus' wet face, "You're right, it's my fault, but I cannot stop Regulus, he's the one who told me about the room. If James and he decide to get together, we won't get it free always."
This madman agrees that it's his fault, yet he decided to avoid him? Remus wants revenge now.
"Is that the best you've got, I bet Regulus could do better than that." Remus says coldly, fuck! his stomach flips when he sees the change in Sirius' expressions.
Sirius raises his eyebrows and crouches down to face Remus. "Oh, is that it?" he questions while tracing Remus' bottom lip with his index finger.
"Hm, I bet he could fuck me way better than you." Remus spits out.
It's a bait. A very unveiled one. Remus is trying to rile Sirius up.
Sirius grabs Remus' throat and brings their faces so close their noses are touching. "Did you forget your manners, puppy?" Sirius grits out. He's angry and an angry Sirius really does it for Remus.
"Teach me again then." with that Remus crashes their lips together in a hungry kiss. They both pull each other's bodies flush against their own, Remus' hands wandering inside Sirius' shirt. It's wet and messy, Sirius bites Remus' lower lip and he moans. Remus grabs Sirius' nape and pulls him closer to deepen the kiss, wet kissing sounds are ringing in his ear but he doesn't mind. If anyone saw them, they would say they're not kissing but eating each other's faces. Sirius pulls back panting and Remus chases his lips.
Sirius tuts and gets up and starts fumbling with his trousers. "You're not getting what you want tonight." he says and Remus is busy staring at Sirius' cock in front of his face. "Get me nice and hard, baby." Sirius cooes and Remus feels his stomach fluttering at the nickname.
Remus takes Sirius in his mouth as deep as he can and pulls back slowly, smearing his saliva on his length. "Fuuuuck!" Sirius groans and throws his head back in pure ecstacy. He then licks a thick stripe on the underside of Sirius' dick from the balls all the way to the tip and swallows the cock again, Sirius quickly hardens and fists his hand into Remus' hair and pulls his face back.
Remus tries to lick the tip by moving his face forward even though the grip in his hair hurts, but Sirius just tightens his hand more. The fact that Remus is here, begging willingly, is making him go insane.
"Close your mouth." Sirius commands and Remus immediately purses his lips. Sirius holds his dick and rubs the tip on Remus' lips and then moves to his cheek slowly spreading Remus' saliva on his face. Remus tries to turn his head and kiss Sirius' cock. "Merlin, I didn't fuck you for three weeks and you're ready to kiss my cock like a whore." Sirius scoffs.
Remus nods desperately, "Please, Daddy, I'm your whore." he moans and kisses Sirius' length, flicking his tongue around it.
"Open your mouth."
Remus opens up happily. Sirius pushes his girth inside Remus' mouth, pulls back and presses in again entering his throat slowly.
When Remus' nose is flush against his abdomen, Sirius releases a relaxed sigh, "Fuck, I have missed this." Remus hums around him and the vibrations of his throat sends electricity through every blood vessel making Sirius moan. Sirius wants to fuck Remus into the next century now, "Hands on your back." Remus moves his hand behind his back and Sirius starts thrusting in and out of Remus' mouth.
"Yeah… this is exactly where you belong, your mouth is just for me and no one else. Oh Merlin, it feels so good." Sirius says while increasing his pace. Remus hums again in acknowledgement, sending vibrations up Sirius' cock. He is struggling to breath and is gagging slightly, drool rolling down his chin but he doesn't want Sirius to go easy on him. The moon is close and Sirius destroyed his sex habits by fucking him in every corner of the castle. Now the wolf is horny and wants sex and it wants it with Sirius only.
Sirius thrusts deep into his mouth and releases his cum down Remus' throat. He holds Remus to his groin until he's soft and pulls back to look at his face.
Remus' face flushed, his eyes slightly hooded and mouth open, he's panting heavily. "Please… please fuck me." he says between his heavy breaths and Sirius feels he's going to combust.
"Get up." Remus gets up and Sirius pushes him on one of the posters of the bed, almost tearing his shirt open. Remus' hands go to his own trousers and he's pulling them off and stepping out of them in no time. "Woah! You're desperate." Sirius says while taking in Remus' naked body after a long time. Remus pulls Sirius face close and whispers "I'm desperate for you, why are you not fucking me?"
"Because I want to torture you first." Sirius says while pinching Remus' nipples. He whines pathetically, "Torture me after you've fucked me."
Sirius just grins in return "Where's the fun in that?" he says and latches on Remus' left nipple, sucking and biting it while stroking Remus' length in his hand. When Remus is fully hard and leaking, Sirius orders Remus to get on the bed and he immediately obliges by getting in his hands and knees without asking.
"Hands on your back." Sirius says and comes to sit beside Remus. He's still fully clothed, that mean he's not going to fuck Remus yet. Remus just holds his wrist behind his back and his face is pressed on the pillow, his ass out on display, he whines when Sirius' doesn't touch him for a long moment.
He yelped suddenly when a sharp spank landed on his ass. "I don't like you desperate, be patient and I'll fuck you or shall I leave you? Like this? Hard and leaking on my bed?" Remus whimpers pathetically and Sirius spanks him again. "Where are your manners?"
"Two. Sorry Daddy."
"That's right." Sirius rubs Remus' ass to soothe the sting. He brings his hand up and delivers a sharp spank in the same place.
"Ah! Three. Sorry Daddy." Another smack and Remus moves an inch forward.
"Four. Daddy, please I'm sorry. Please fuck me, I'll do anything." Remus whines again.
"You're my good boy right?" Sirius husks in Remus' ear.
Sirius is about to deliver the fifth blow but he gets another idea. He closes the curtains and puts up a silencing charm. "Lay on your back." Remus turns and lies on his back while his hands are still at the back of his waist, his chest jutted out.
Sirius spreads Remus' thighs open and winks at him. Remus doesn't understand what's going on, he looks down towards his groin and at the same time Sirius' hand connects with Remus' balls, a sharp slap echoes through the curtains and Remus wails, throwing his head back and tearing up.
"Anything?" Sirius asks while squeezing Remus' balls tightly. "Yes daddy anything please please!" Remus cries out. He doesn't understand what this is all about. Sirius has the magic, he can force Remus into anything.
Sirius slaps his balls sharply again and tears fall out of Remus' eyes, he moves an inch up on the bed. "Ahh! Please Daddy, No- I'm your good boy please please, I'm sorry." Remus chokes out.
"If I want to put you in a collar, and make you wear it all day. Will you do it?" Sirius mutters the lubrication charm and pushes two fingers inside. Remus whimpers and nods obediently. He would really do it, just to tell everyone that he belongs to Sirius now. So whenever anyone looks at him they immediately think of Sirius too, Remus would gladly show off the collar to everyone and tell them that he's untouchable because Sirius is the only one who gets to touch him.
Sirius slaps his balls again and Remus sobs. "Speak up." Sirius commands sharply. "Yes! Yes I will." Remus feels arousal run through his veins because Sirius laughs darkly in response. He thinks not even two minutes have passed and his orgasm is building already, Sirius is going for his prostate with every pump in of his fingers. Sirius pushes in a third finger and Remus feels his body erupt into sparks he hasn't felt in weeks, he whimpers loudly when the fingers curl inside him again and again.
"Daddy, I think, I'm close." Remus moans again when Sirius pushes his fourth finger in too. "You're allowed to cum." Sirius sounds too happy to be true.
Remus just lets his body melt into the moment and releases while chanting Sirius' name. For a moment he wonders whether he really missed Sirius or he just missed getting mericilessly fucked by him.
Sirius pulls his fingers out and aligns his dick with Remus' hole, he pushes in and his hips are pressed against Remus' ass at once. Remus screams in overstimulation and squirms violently, "Oh Merlin! Daddy, please!" Sirius didn't even give him a minute of relief after his orgasm, thankfully he didn't start thrusting immediately. He just stays inside Remus.
"You cum just from my fingers and dare get another man's name out of your lips? That too my brother? What are you? A slut who is too desperate to get fucked?" Sirius asks darkly, his face centimetres away from Remus. So that's what this is about, he makes a mental note of riling Sirius up whenever he wants to get punished.
Remus is panting heavily, he feels a little proud that his plan worked and Sirius' degrading comments make arousal pool in his stomach, his already sensitive cock swelling again.
Right now, he wants to kiss Sirius. He cranes his neck up and catches Sirius' lips just for a second before Sirius pulls away. He pulls his dick out and slams in again making Remus howl again. "Answer me." Sirius demands again, he still doesn't start moving inside, he's letting Remus suffer in anticipation.
"I was…just trying to make you fuck me." Remus pants out and whimpers pathetically when Sirius slaps his balls again. "You're so pathetic." Sirius rasps before he starts thrusting in and out of Remus. The bed creaks under them and the posters move ever so slightly.
Remus nods with tears covering his face. "I'm so pathetic."
"You're mine. You are just for me. I can keep you covered in my cum all day if I wish so." Sirius says and takes Remus' right nipple between his teeth. Remus screams at the sudden pain, arching off the bed.
"I'm yours! Yes please, I'm your cockslut, please fill me up daddy." Remus chokes on his moans.
"No one can fuck you like I do." Sirius says and splays his hands on Remus' chest, pushing him down again, he brings his face closer to Remus' ear and bites his earlobe.
"Yeah ugnh! No one can fuck me like you do!" Remus turns his head and connects their lips and that's enough for Sirius to cum inside him. Sirius brings his hand between them and strokes Remus' cock for some time and he's pushed over the edge too. They both hold each other until they're breathing evenly again.
Later, they're both lying in bed together, Remus' head is on Sirius' chest, his heart is beating so calmly—a sharp contrast to the last time Remus had his head on Sirius’ chest. Sirius is playing with Remus' hair when he whispers "C'mon, I'll walk you to your dorm."
Remus just tightens his hold around Sirius' waist "I want to stay with you tonight." he pouts.
"Okay, we'll sleep in your dorm then, I don't want the whole dungeon to see you leaving in the morning." Sirius says and slowly gets up and fishes for their clothes. Remus understands and they both leave for the Gryffindor Tower hand in hand.
"It feels so nice, holding hands with you." Sirius says while they're walking down the corridor, it's past midnight and there are just a few couples making out in the shadows.
"Don't make me hard again." Remus jokes.
"You were an innocent bookworm, now you're an uncontrolled whore?" Sirius questions even though his cheeks are crimson.
"It's your fault for making me this horny." Remus nudges Sirius and they both start laughing.
Remus is about to push open the door but the door opens from the other side and he comes face to face with Regulus, whose three buttons are undone and there's a bright red hickey just below his collarbone. James is standing right behind him.
"Reggie!?" Sirius shrieks and pushes Remus and Regulus aside to enter the dorm. They both fall towards each other Regulus has to catch Remus so they don't fall face first onto the ground.
"Potter!" Sirius growls and goes straight for James and crowds him against a wall. "Sirius!" Remus tries to stop him but Regulus just holds him back. "He's a wild dog, just ignore him, also, I warned James he said he would deal with anything to be with me. So just watch."
Remus is gawking at the sight in front of him. Sirius had pushed James on the bed and is now straddling him with his wand right above James' right eye.
"How dare you touch my baby brother! I'll gauge your eyes out!" Sirius snarls.
"I didn't do anything, we just kissed nothing more than that! Just a kiss! It was chaste! Ask him!" James is trying to move the wand away from above his eye but Sirius is not relenting. They both turn their heads towards Regulus now.
"He's lying." Regulus says and pulls down his collar to expose two more hickeys.
Sirius looks like he's about to exhale fire.
Before he could look back at James, James smacks a pillow on his head and pushes himself up from the bed, he runs towards Remus and uses him as a human shield. "Your boyfriend is trying to kill me! Protect me!" James says breathlessly.
Remus just looks back at him and asks "You're the one who taught him to cast Aguamenti in people's faces didn't you?"
James nods quickly, "Yeah, that's me so what?"
"Well, he used that prank on me too and now I'm not going to protect you." Remus says calmly and moves out of his grip to come stand beside Regulus and Sirius.
Sirius conjures his wand from where it had fallen and marches towards James again "You're done for life, Potter."
He points his wand straight at James who just closes his eyes shut, but this time it's Regulus who stops him. "I haven't shagged him yet, you can kill him after that." he says and Sirius deflates like a balloon yet he turns towards James and punches him, "If you hurt him I'll drown you in the Black Lake." James just groans and mutters a small thank you.
"I think he has lost it." Remus says to Regulus.
"Well, I want my preys docile." Regulus says and Remus just nods.
"Nice shag then?" Regulus asks suggestively. He's smirking because he knows his plan worked perfectly. Actually, he was looking for the opportunity to corner James, but Remus was upset and James wouldn't leave his side ever. He can be the wingman if he gets James Potter in return.
Remus just blushes and nods "What about you?" he points at the hickey.
Regulus sighs exasperated, "I think he wants to marry me first." he says and looks towards James who is still struggling in Sirius' grip.
"Yeah, he's pure like that. I love him. Please don't break his heart." Remus says and Regulus smiles sadly "I'll try not to."
Remus pulls Sirius to his bed, both lying while facing each other and James goes to his own. Peter is somewhere off with his girlfriend. Remus is caressing Sirius' cheek with his left hand, the cool metal of the bracelet tracing Sirius' cheek.
"Remus?" Sirius whispers gently.
"Hm?"
"About what you said that day…" Sirius stops to take a deep breath and Remus braces himself, either Sirius' words will shatter his heart or cradle it, "I don't know if you'll believe me, but I don't see you as a toy…maybe I did. But I stopped months ago." The grip on Remus' waist tightens slightly and he feels his chest warm up.
The things is, Remus already knew that, he knew it when Sirius carried him the first time, he knew it in the showers, he knew it when Sirius threw a fit because Remus was bullied, he knew it when Sirius kissed him, he knew it when he fainted on Sirius, he knew it when Sirius decided to join him for the moon, he knew it when Sirius stopped using his command every other second, he knows it now because Sirius decided to convey it to him.
"I know." Remus says and Sirius squeezes his eyes shut for a moment, like he has been dying to hear that.
Sirius kisses Remus' wrist and they both fall asleep while holding each other. Sirius wakes up in the middle of the night and watches Remus' asleep, "Oh Remus… I wish you had any idea." he whispers with a smirk on his face.
Notes:
Nobody will be able to predict the upcoming plot twist. *evil smirk*
Chapter 21: Boyfriends
Chapter Text
Sirius is making up for the lost times. Remus had Sirius' cock down his throat the moment he woke up in the morning, then they fucked in the shower before leaving for breakfast together. Now Remus is naked again in an empty classroom, he's on all his fours propped up on a long sitting bench, while Sirius is pounding into him from behind. He's dressed in his quidditch gear, he has his match in less than half an hour, Gryffindor vs Slytherin.
Sirius insisted on shagging Remus just before the match for “good luck”. He cums inside Remus and leans forward, kissing Remus' shoulders while he rides his orgasm out. Sirius pulls out slowly and spanks Remus' arse once, again for his “good luck”.
He helps Remus with his uniform and leaves quickly after giving him a goodbye kiss. Remus holds his face in his hands blushing furiously, he stares at the bench where his cum still rests, he quickly casts a cleaning charm on it and goes to watch Sirius' performance.
Slytherin wins, it wasn't an easy match, the Gryffindors were at 140 when Regulus caught the snitch.
Remus is sure everyone must have noticed the smug look Regulus gave James when he flew past him with the golden snitch in his hand. But not everyone knows that the look wasn't just about team rivalry.
Sirius on the other hand kept his composure during the game, obviously because he already fucked Remus before the game, he isn't that insatiable.
Remus is waiting at the corner of the corridor for Sirius to come out of the changing rooms.
It's Regulus who appears in front of him with his same boring expressions, “He wants you inside, don't worry, the rest have left.” He says and leaves without paying attention to Remus' reaction.
Remus gulps and carefully enters the changing rooms, maybe Sirius is that insatiable.
He's pulled into a deep kiss the moment the door closes behind him, he pulls back from the kiss panting slightly, “Again? I'm tired.” Remus pouts, even if Sirius heals him every time the exhaustion from being exposed to such rough fucking remains, Sirius rarely goes easy on him—not that Remus is complaining, he's a healthy teenager who loves sex, but getting fucked three times a day sounds alot to him too.
“You deserve a reward for being my good luck, don't you?” Sirius pushes Remus down on the bench and goes down on his knees in front of Remus.
Merlin, Remus will sacrifice himself to the devil for this scene to be plastered inside his eyelids, Sirius looking up at him with a smug smirk while undoing Remus' trousers. He takes Remus' cock in his hand and strokes him, making him hard inside his fist. He licks the head lightly and Remus moans and fists his hand in Sirius’ hair. He hasn't been the one in control for a long time.
Sirius removes Remus' hand from his hair and holds both of Remus' wrists, pinning them down on either side of Remus' waist on the flat surface of the bench.
He won't let Remus take control even when Sirius is the one with a cock in his mouth. Sirius engulfs his cock and sucks the living hell out of him. Remus groans and purses his lips, breathing heavily while trying to lift his hips upwards into Sirius' mouth.
Sirius holds Remus' thighs instead and hollows his cheeks, Remus doesn't try to grab Sirius again—he knows how to follow unspoken orders now.
“Daddy, I'm cumming!” Remus chokes out and Sirius dutifully swallows everything and sits back on his heels, he looks up at Remus, both panting slightly, “That was amazing.” Remus praises and they both erupt into laughs. Sirius pulls up Remus' trousers and crosses his arms over Remus' thighs and supports his chin on it.
Remus feels a sudden warmth in his bosom, Sirius is sitting on the floor in front of Remus, right at his feet and he doesn't seem embarrassed about that.
“So what do you wanna do?” Sirius asks lightly.
“I cannot handle any more fucking, that's for sure.” Remus replies and smiles fondly at Sirius.
“You're weak.” Sirius says rolling his eyes.
“Sirius?” Remus calls out his name, maybe a little too formally, Sirius just hums in return, both of them not looking away from each other's eyes.
“What are we?”
The silence that stretches in the changing room after those words leave Remus' mouth horrifies him, he swears he could even hear his own heartbeat for a split second.
Sirius' smile falls and he pulls his hands away, “What do you mean?” he asks coldly.
“It's just…everyone at school thinks we're a couple…” Remus whispers in a small voice, he couldn't just go back to Sirius and fuck him with literal no strings attached could he?
“It doesn't matter what they think.” Sirius looks away and scrambles up on his feet, he turns and starts moving towards the door.
“I like you.” Remus speaks from behind, unwavering and bold. Sirius comes to an abrupt halt but he doesn't turn towards Remus. “Are you going to leave me and avoid me for weeks again?” Remus questions with hurt evident in his voice.
Sirius sighs and faces Remus, leaning back at the opposite wall, he doesn't know what good this distance between them will do, but he needs it to think properly.
“I'm not going to undo the bond under any circumstances, if that's what this is about, if it's another trap then don't waste your energy on it.” Sirius whispers calmly.
Remus feels his heart clench so badly he wants to throw up. He told Sirius about his feelings, he went first, he took the risk of getting rejected, he is here wearing his heart on his sleeve and Sirius thinks that this is a trap?
“Is it all casual then? All this time we have spent together? The fact that you help me with showers and not leave me behind aching. You keep fighting with your own housemates because of me, you're the goddamn royalty yet you're fucking a half-blood werewolf, the fact that you've put a bracelet on me to let everyone know that I belong to you, does that mean nothing for you?” Remus asks while looking down, he sees the brown tiled floor go blurry because of the tears accumulating in his eyes.
“You joined me for the full moon knowing I could hurt you, was that casual too?” his voice trembles a little. Don't fucking cry now you idiot. He thinks. But that is his only hope, that is the one thing which tells that maybe, maybe Sirius likes him too.
Silence stretches again, there isn't a sound on Sirius' side, a lone tear escapes Remus' right eye and he breaths in deeply. I was the only idiot all along then.
"You said that you don't see me as a toy anymore! Then what are we, Sirius!?" He yells at Sirius, more tears making their way out of his eyes.
Sirius comes up to him and kneels in front of him, he takes Remus' face in his hands but Remus looks away, clenching his jaw hard. Sirius wipes the tears away with his thumb.
“I can't love you the way you want me to.” Sirius whispers and Remus' eyes snap up, their eyes lock and everything stops for a moment.
Love. Love. Love.
“What?” Remus' voice was so low Sirius wouldn't have heard it if he was two steps away.
Sirius brings their faces closer and connects their foreheads. “I love you, Remus. I have been loving you for a long time, but I am engulfed in darkness, there's no light in me. You know how we started, that's the way I love, and Remus, I want you, I need you. I did everything to have you in any way possible. I'm not letting you go now, if you choose to like me, you'll have to like me the way things are going. I love you too much to let you go. I'm not risking it.”
Remus sobs silently at Sirius' confession, and brings their lips together. It isn't rushed or fast, it's slow and sensual, romantic— some people would say. He pulls back and looks at Sirius, even though he has tears rolling down his cheeks Sirius still looks beautiful, this is the first time Remus has ever seen Sirius cry. “I love you too.” Remus whispers and Sirius pulls him down into a hug. Pressing their bodies so close, as if he's trying to make them one.
“Remus?” Sirius says while caressing Remus' back, both still hugging each other comfortably. “Will you be my boyfriend?” Sirius asks cautiously.
Remus immediately tries to pull back but Sirius doesn't loosen his grip, “Answer me first.” Sirius whispers shakily. Who knew, ever the confident, Sirius Orion Black will be shaking in front of Remus John Lupin. He smiles wide and goes red in the face, “Yes.” he mumbles and Sirius pulls back now blushing too.
Sirius lies beside him in Remus' bed, both shirtless and freshly showered, just cuddling with each other. Sirius casually takes Remus' hands in his and takes a deep breath, like he's fortifying himself. “Would you like to do the couple-stuff with me?” He rushed out.
Remus wants to laugh out loud because of how nervous Sirius looks, but he doesn't, he knows Sirius will fuck him into submission if he does. Normally after three months of staying together, Remus would think "couple-stuff" means sex, but he knows here it does not. So he's genuinely confused what Sirius is talking about, he's ready for whatever Sirius' offering but he decides to torture him anyways.
“Like what?” Remus asks, confused.
“Like…er- a date…?” God! Sirius is blushing! Remus wants to throw himself off the Astronomy Tower just to work on his aggression. Also it looks like Sirius spent a huge amount of energy in getting those words out of his mouth. So he just nods happily and Sirius squeals, “Tomorrow, Hogsmade then!” He says excitedly. Remus wants to cry now, Sirius already had a date planned. When did life decide to be kind to him? He'll take the opportunity anyways!
Notes:
Sirius on his knees confessing to Remus that he's engulfed in darkness and not willing to let him go? Absolutely what our King Lupin deserves.
Chapter 22: Date
Notes:
early update because I would like to get to the filth part asap :)
also, more suggestions needed guys, apart from the ones in the comments, do you guys have any like INSANE ideas? (No blood/body horror please)
Chapter Text
Sirius is holding Remus' hand under the table while they're sitting inside the Three Broomsticks. “Stop it, Sirius.” Remus says blushing. Sirius has been staring non-stop at him, he absolutely refuses to let go of his hand and Remus is slowly turning into a puddle because of the sudden love bombing.
Sirius just smiles wide in return, “There's a new bookstore nearby, wanna visit?”
Who will tell Sirius that a date to a bookstore is just what Remus wanted. “Yeah.” Remus nods, displaying just one percent of his excitement.
The intoxicating smell of new books is threatening to drown Remus. “I'll buy you anything you want.” Sirius says while eyeing the bookshelves, he is the kind of person who would read books just for the pictures, so he really isn't interested in this place.
Remus on the other hand is planning to settle here, this bookstore is way bigger than normal ones with different sections assigned to different genres rather than just different shelves.
“Will you mind if I get more than five?” Remus asks with a pout. Sirius just laughs and kisses his cheek, “You can get fifty if you want.”
Remus goes red in the face and nods, he turns towards the bookshelves and braces himself, I'm about to conquer this place. He thinks and disappears inside the shop. Sirius stays at the counter talking to the owner about whether they have a membership card or not. He'll get one for his boyfriend.
Remus picks up two reference books and one fantasy novel Peter had suggested, he wanted to try muggle literature but this place only has the popular ones like Shakespeare. Remus isn't a big fan of this guy. The romance and poetry section is a mixed section, he traces the books one by one. Sometimes Remus does judge a book by its cover, he picks up one book and reads the first two pages. The first scene is about a girl being chased by a masked killer in the forest, Remus' breath hitches slightly, they normally don't keep these types of books at the upper shelves where anyone can grab them.
“You're a stubborn one aren't you?” The man says while pressing the knife just enough for a small trail of blood to leak out of Evelyn’s throat. The rugged surface of the tree digging in her back, she doesn't dare utter a single word. “I'll see how stubborn you can get.”
The knife slowly moves down to her chest, cutting through her dress. “I didn't do anything.” Evelyn’s voice is not above a whisper, her hands shaking where they're tied behind her back, a trail of sweat rolling down her back.
“I know sweetheart.” The masked man slowly snakes his arms inside her torn dress, feeling Evelyn’s skin below his gloved palm, gliding then upwards towards her breast. "But I'm going to do alot of things to you."
Remus closes his eyes for a moment and visits the memory of Sirius dragging him into the forest to tell him about his animagus form, for a moment his heart lurched inside his ribcage. He did think Sirius would do this to him, the whole serial killer vibe really fits him.
“How are you reading with your eyes closed?” Sirius' voice startles him and he drops the book in his hand. “I- I wasn't…” He fumbles because Sirius is right infront of his face, the other edge of the books spine was touching Sirius' leather jacket's zip when he dropped it. He quickly picks it up and places it on the shelf with shaky hands.
Sirius narrows his eyes at him and hands him a card. “I got a library membership for you, it'll last for three months. I have already paid, you don't need to worry about it.” he says and leans against the bookshelves, the book Remus was just reading is right next to Sirius.
“Thank you.” Remus gulps and looks away, arranging the books in his arms.
“Remus?” Sirius whispers, Remus immediately feels all the blood in his body rush south. Sirius is using his deep flirting voice with him. His heart starts hammering inside his ribcage, he doesn't reply, he just locks eyes with Sirius, waiting for him to continue.
“Should I command you to take out the page you were just reading?” Sirius says it with such domination Remus feels his knees go weak and his face grow extremely hot, he hugs the books on his arms a little too close.
“Daddy, I-” He immediately stopped whatever he was saying and slammed his mouth shut. Sirius' eyebrows reach his hairline and he bursts out laughing like a madman. Remus squeezes his eyes shut in embarrassment, he presses his forehead on the bookshelf on his left, cursing himself in such colourful words he didn't even imagine he could think of.
He just called Sirius “Daddy” outside sex and Sirius will never stop mocking him for it.
Sirius is wheezing slightly when Remus smacks his shoulder with his books, “Stop it! It isn't funny.” He snaps without any actual bite.
“Alright.” Sirius takes a deep breath in to calm himself down. “Let's go.” Remus grumbles and moves towards the counter.
At least the moment is gone now.
They both step out of the bookstore and Sirius is still smiling lopsidedly at him. “Don't look at me like that!” Remus grumbles again.
“I can look at my boyfriend if I want to, you can hardly stop me.” Sirius says smugly and intertwines his hand with Remus'. He has been calling Remus his boyfriend every other minute and Remus is absolutely loving it. He realises Sirius really has some issues, not only anger issues, he doesn't deal with emotions as good as a normal person, again a Black family thing.
“I have something to show you, let's go.” Sirius begins dragging Remus towards the small fields nearby. They both end up on a wide stretch of empty land with nothing but the ground in front of them.
“What?” Remus asks, confused. Sirius takes out his wand from his hostler and points it towards the sky, circling it in large circles while muttering an incantation.
A huge cloud starts forming above them and goes still the moment Sirius stops the incantation, he takes a deep breath and throws a spell towards the cloud. A silver shining engulfs the whole cloud and delicate snowflakes start dancing in the air and glistening like diamonds in the sunlight, falling down and covering the land.
Some of it lands on Remus' cheek, he slowly wipes his cheek and feels the snow in his fingers “Wow.” He looks straight into Sirius' eyes, mesmerized at the amazing display of magic. Sirius is looking back at him with eyes so full of love Remus wants to jump inside them.
Sirius steps forward, the toes of their shoes now brushing together. He takes the bag out of Remus' hand and lets it fall on the ground, slowly taking Remus' hands in his.
“Do you know how to dance?” Sirius whispers gently.
Remus grits his teeth hard and bites his bottom lip, a blush creeping up his cheeks, his stomach flips up and down again and again. These are the exact same words Sirius used when he put Remus in that maid dress.
Remus knows it was one hundred percent deliberate from Sirius' side. Sirius Black needs his fun even when he's being romantic. He wants his body to stay calm and not react to Sirius' words but he thinks he's barely managing that. He shakes his no slightly.
Sirius proceeds to bring his face closer to him, Remus thinks he's about to get kissed but Sirius moves to his ear at the last moment, “You did quite well last time.” Sirius husks in Remus' ear and a chilling shudder goes down his spine.
He tries to pull his hands back but Sirius only pulls him closer and snakes his arm around his waist, pressing their bodies flush against each other. Sirius nuzzles Remus' neck and presses an open mouth kiss to it slowly moving upwards just below his ear, Remus gasps slightly and squeezes his eyes shut. “Sirius, we're outside.” He breathes out, Sirius' mouth still latched on his throat.
Sirius slowly pulls back just enough to look into Remus' eyes, he slowly guides Remus' right hand to his waist and intertwines his right hand with Remus'.
Sirius takes one step at a time, slowly getting Remus into the rhythm, matching their steps together and slowly circling around the small field which is now covered in a thin white sheet of snow. There's no music, so Remus doesn't feel out of sync at all, just slow dancing with glittering ice falling all around them. Some of it settles on Sirius' locks, the sharp contrast of pitch black and silver makes Sirius look so ethereal.
Is this what Sirius calls a date? A fucking slow dance below a magical snow cloud. What is he? A boyfriend who straight came out of the books for Remus John Lupin? Had Remus knows he would get this then he would've told Sirius the moment he developed a crush on him.
Remus tries to remember the last time when someone did such a grand gesture for him, of course James did for his birthday but this one's different. Sirius knows Remus hates crowds, he would've never taken Sirius' hand if there was an audience present, but right now it's just them, Sirius and Remus in their small bubble.
“I love you, Remus.” Sirius says it like a universal truth. He purposely trips Remus and catches him by his waist, bending him in his arms and pressing a chaste kiss to his lips. Remus feels tears pool in his eyes at an instant, he closes his eyes, not wanting to embarrass himself by crying on the first date.
Suddenly he feels himself being scooped up, Sirius has picked him up again and he's grinning down at him. “Sirius!” Remus exclaims but his voice betrays him by cracking a little. Sirius' face immediately softens, “Do you not like it?” Sirius asks, “We can go back to get more books if you–”
“I love it.” Remus doesn't let him complete the idiotic sentence. Honestly, who wouldn't like this? And why are they even alive?
Sirius spins Remus' around and he squeaks, “Hey! No!” Remus is still worried that he's so goddamn heavy and Sirius will drop him sooner or later.
“Should I try and throw you up? Like people do in the muggle cinema?” Sirius suggests with a wild glint in his eyes and Remus panics, he tightens his hold around Sirius' neck, “You're scaring me! I definitely don't like it now!” Remus exclaims.
Sirius purposely did that to get Remus out of his emotional headspace, like he knew Remus didn't wanted to cry in front of him.
He slowly puts Remus' feet on the ground and immediately connects their lips. Remus kisses him back with love, angling his face and pulling Sirius closer by his nape. Sirius has to get on his tiptoes to kiss because he's a short king and Remus loves the small advantage he has over him.
They're back in the castle in Remus' dorm, lying on his bed and cuddling each other late at night.
“You didn't say it back.” Sirius says suddenly.
“Hm?” Remus asks, confused.
“When we were dancing, you didn't say it back.” Sirius frowns. He is so goddamn dramatic. This guy has been fucking Remus like a sex god for literal months and he's frowning because Remus didn't say he loves him back?
Remus feels bold suddenly and he climbs up on Sirius, straddling his waist and pins both of Sirius' wrists on the pillow above his head.
What a delicious sight– Sirius Orion Black, lying below him in a vulnerable position.
“You really wanna do this, puppy?” Sirius asks teasingly.
Remus brings his right hand flat on Sirius' mouth, sealing it with his palm. “How about now, Daddy?” Remus says with a grin.
How will Sirius command him if he cannot speak? Remus has always been a smart wizard.
Sirius raises one eyebrow at him, it's a warning. He's waiting for Remus to drop the act.
Remus is being a brat again but this time he has the advantage, Sirius doesn't have his wand and Remus is in a strong enough position to keep Sirius pinned down. “You're helpless without the magic. I get stronger as the moon approaches. Right now, you're the weak one.” Remus says with a smirk.
Now listen, Sirius loves Remus, that too with all his heart but he has slight ego issues, you know Black Family heir and all. He would've let this slide if Remus didn't fucking call him “weak” and “helpless” but Remus has never been the evil one, that quality is solely for Sirius Black.
Sirius wriggles his wrist just slightly and Remus tightens his hand, pressing his wrist down slightly.
Remus' stomach drops when feels and also sees Sirius smiling wide behind his palm, his eyes crinkling and his cheekbones moving up. It's a bit creepy if Remus thinks about it.
Suddenly an electric shock goes through Remus' body and he jerks away from Sirius.
Fuck, he forgot about the bracelet.
Sirius quickly shows off his beater skills and pushes Remus flat on the mattress, his head near the footboard now with Sirius' left hand on his throat and his body covering Remus'. Sirius whistles sinisterly and eyes him up and down, he pulls the bracelet again and another shock goes through Remus' body, he arches off the bed writhing in pain. “Sorry! Sorry Daddy! Sorry!”
“You messed up pretty bad, baby.” Sirius fakes a pout and holds the bracelet again, he won't pull it but Remus doesn't know that.
“Please, please, I was just playing. Daddy, I'm sorry.” Remus whines, he's panting slightly. Sirius lets go of the bracelet and tightens his hold around Remus' throat, he traces his right pointer on Remus' cheek “Then it's my turn to play with you, isn't it?”
Remus feels heat pool in his abdomen. Sirius' voice has always been attractive to him. Merlin, he's about to get punished again, after a month–his cock kicks at the thought alone.
Sirius pushes himself off Remus and grabs his wrist, “Wanna go out for a walk in the moonlight?”
Remus knows Sirius cannot be this kind, but he just goes along. He isn't sure Sirius will show him any mercy if he disobeys him again. Why doesn't Remus learn from his mistakes? We'll get to know soon.
He tries to reach for his wand under his pillow but Sirius just pulls his wrist again smiling wide at Remus, the smile isn't real at all, in fact Remus thinks he's in a lot more trouble now. Good trouble, but he won't tell Sirius that.
They both leave the dorm together, leaving behind the last hope of Remus' survival–his wand.
The moon is almost full, everyone's sleeping while they're crossing the gates of Hogwarts.
Remus is screaming internally. What on earth was he thinking?
“You know when Regulus and I were like six or seven years old. We used to play in our garden.” Sirius has been telling him about his childhood this whole time, about his house-cum-castle and other rich pureblood things. He hasn't let go of his wrist till now, dragging Remus wherever he wants.
“Our garden was huge, with a lot of trees and plants, there was a small pond, a swimming pool and even a small quidditch pitch. That's how we both started liking quidditch.” Sirius continues with his story time.
Remus is so confused, what is happening here? Is Sirius now showing off his wealth?
“My favourite game was hide and seek, Reggie always insisted on hiding first and whoever used to win got a reward.” He laughs at the end of his sentence.
“What lovely memories, isn't it?” Sirius asks Remus who just nods in fake excitement.
They come to a halt right at the edge of the Forbidden Forest. Sirius turns towards Remus and points his wand at him. With a flick of his wand Remus' clothes vanish and now he's standing butt naked in front of Sirius, with just the bracelet dangling from his wrist.
“Sirius! What are you doing?” Remus exclaims, his hands immediately going to cover his crotch, he looks around here and there.
What if someone is out here like them?
“Playing, baby.” Sirius smirks wide and takes something out from his pocket– his stopwatch. He places the chain around Remus' neck like a long necklace, the circle shaped watch over his lower sternum, he grabs Remus' scruff and pulls him down slightly.
“Hide, Remus. Wherever you can. You have thirty minutes. Remember the winner gets a reward. If I catch you I'll take my reward without any mercy.” Sirius' voice is a literal low growl, like a predator.
Remus feels a weird thrill inside his stomach, his cock swells slightly. He looks like a spooked animal about to get hunted.
Sirius clicks the stopwatch and it starts ticking but Remus is frozen in his place, unable to move or speak.
This whole thing is actually scary, it's so dark in the forest, there could be wild animals out there.
“You're wasting your time.” Sirius snaps a finger in front of Remus' face and he jerks back slightly.
“I'll count to a hundred only.” Sirius shrugs and starts counting while staring straight at Remus, he isn't even staring, he's eye-fucking his naked body.
Remus immediately takes large steps towards the forest, “And Remus?” Sirius calls from behind and he comes to an abrupt halt, turning his head back towards Sirius.
“I have never lost a game of hide and seek.”
Chapter 23: Hide and Seek
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Remus is running, the air is filled with the sounds of rustling leaves, the hooting of unseen owls, and his own heavy breathing. He's barefoot–Sirius wasn't kind enough to leave the shoes, or maybe he just forgot. Remus will throw a tantrum later on.
The cold night air is pricking Remus' exposed body, the early edge of the forest was just large bushes and leafy plants rubbing and brushing against his groin and naked legs. Sirius really is making him go through a fantasy. He had his hands trying to protect his balls from getting scratched up because of the thin branches, they ended up scratching his ass.
What would anyone think if they knew about what Sirius is making him do? Every time small insects or a leaf brushes against his naked skin he loses a small part of his pride. He's just a toy for Sirius to play at the end of the day. Even if Sirius doesn't agree to it, Remus has started believing it, with or without magic.
There is actually no path to follow, because nobody wanders this deep into the forest, just moonlight seeping in through the canopy of trees above him.
He comes to a halt behind a tree, panting heavily, catching his breath and looking around, it's so dark. Remus has slight night vision, a side-effect of his lycanthropy. A gush of wind blows through the branches and he shivers, goosebumps covering his whole body. He brings his hands to hug himself and rub his arms.
He feels the stopwatch dangling from his neck and checks it–there are still twenty minutes left.
Remus wants this to end soon, but he doesn't want it to end too. Either he's going to be punished mercilessly or he has to keep running, but that is also not worth it because Sirius never loses, Remus already knew that before he was told that. He doesn't even try to think about his winning possibilities because that's just impossible. He sighs loudly in defeat, there's no escaping Sirius Black's hold. He can just delay whatever is about to come.
He looks down towards his groin, his cock is half hard already, because this whole thing is hella exciting and scary. Like a front seat of the rollercoaster ride. Maybe he should just give up, maybe then Sirius will go a little easy on him, but he did it the last time and Sirius made him cum four times. He feels his cheek and neck grow hot suddenly at the memory of the bookstore, Sirius knew, he always does.
He walks towards the area where there are more thick trees, the sharp twigs and stones prickling his feet, he's glad he didn't bleed until now. He's planning to make himself bleed intentionally then blame Sirius for it.
Suddenly he hears bushes rustling and quickly hides behind a tree carefully not touching any dirty surface with his naked body and checks the stopwatch, fifteen minutes left. He stops breathing completely, he tries to think whatever he was cooking inside his head but he cannot think of anything. He purses his lips and peeps back slightly.
It's completely empty.
No figure in sight.
A weird silence stretches, the stopwatch ticking is the only sound Remus can hear. He looks around again, and starts walking. There's no point in standing in one place.
He looks at his hands, they're dirty, the moonlight illuminating his whole body. He looks up towards the moon, and just stares for a moment. He's tired of walking now. He wants to sit but he isn't about to sit on the dirty forest floor with sand and mud everywhere when he isn't even wearing anything.
He whips his head towards his right, there is a figure looming in the darkness, it doesn't look human at all–just a black shadow of something. His heart rate picks up, he stumbles back and begins running in the opposite direction. He looks down at the stopwatch again.
Less than ten minutes left.
It's definitely Sirius.
He can hear the heavy footsteps now too.
Fuck, he can't believe he's being chased by his boyfriend in a dark forest while he's stripped naked.
He carefully ducks all the branches, he remembers Sirius told him he doesn't like it when he gets hurt. Even in times of crisis, Remus is thinking about how to make Sirius happy. He's so deep into this now there's no going back.
A chilling shudder runs through his body when he hears his name being called, he abruptly comes to a halt and looks around, his breathing going erratic because the voice is everywhere, literally coming from every direction, echoing again and again in Sirius voice, and it's so goddamn scary, he curls his toes in the small leaves below his feet.
Sirius is using magic to confuse him.
He never plays fair.
He notices his legs are shaking slightly, he stumbles back again when he feels air shift behind him, like someone just walked by. Something sharp pierces through his foot and he gasps loudly, the dust slowly sticking to the small amount of blood pooling, he scrunches his face up in pain and slowly lifts his foot up.
He hears the rustling sound again.
Suddenly he feels a sudden terror in the air, the hair behind his neck standing up.
There's someone behind him. No, Sirius is right behind him, he knows it in his bones.
He's smiling wide like a psychopath, the grin is radiating out.
Remus exhales out several shaky breaths and puts his bleeding foot down on the ground.
He very slowly turns around.
There's nobody again.
He looks down towards his feet and sees two silver eyes shining in the dark.
“What the fuck!” He exclaims and moves backwards, his back hitting the rough bark of a tree. His heart is hammering inside his chest, he really thought he was about to get eaten by some wild animal.
Sirius shifts back from his animagus form and smirks wide at Remus. “Gotcha!” he says and twirls like a child.
“I almost had a heart attack!” Remus exclaims while panting heavily, he grimaces and pushes himself off the tree, the dust particles sticking to his back. Ew.
“I don't like you talking when you're naked, you look better when you're crying and begging to cum.” Sirius quickly casts an Incarcerous binding Remus' wrists on his front.
Sirius takes a threatening step towards him and Remus moves back, “Sirius.” he gulps.
Is he really going to fuck me here?
Remus’ back hits the bark again with Sirius' face centimetres away from him.
“Daddy.” Remus whispers again.
Sirius grabs Remus' cock, squeezing it, Remus’ head thumps against the bark and he moans, Sirius' hands are so warm against his cold body.
“Daddy, I'm cold.” Remus whines when Sirius massages his balls, Sirius stops for a moment and looks at him, Remus quickly regains some of his lost composure “And I stepped on something sharp, and my feet hurt because you took my shoes.” he continues with a frown while blinking constantly, trying to guilt-trip Sirius.
Sirius chuckles and slowly kneels down, “Which one?” He looks up at Remus and he thinks he's some kind of princess now, and Sirius is his prince. He blushes at his own thought and has to clench his jaw to avoid giggling like a baby.
“Left.” Remus whispers, he feels a little embarrassed because he's literally naked. But Sirius did it to embarrass him.
Sirius lifts Remus' left foot, placing the heel on his knee, “It's a nail. Sorry.” His voice softens a little.
“It's your fault!” Remus is throwing a tantrum now. He holds Sirius' shoulder for support, bending forward slightly.
Sirius looks up to him with his eyebrows raised, he's smiling because he also knows this whole thing is hella childish, “I'll make it up to you.” he says and pulls the nail out, Remus hisses slightly. He didn't need to, but that is also a part of his tantrum.
Sirius disinfects the wound and heals it. He kisses Remus' foot placing it down– Remus feels a swarm of butterflies going wild inside his stomach, Sirius is so goddamn cheesy sometimes.
Sirius holds Remus' waist for a moment and quickly picks him up, throwing him on his shoulder this time. He really wasn't joking when he said he had a fetish of picking him up.
Remus gasps loudly, he feels his hard cock pressing against Sirius' chest and he knows Sirius can feel it too. How embarassing. He struggles slightly because he cannot hold anything with his tied hands, fisting his hands in Sirius' clothes for support.
“Give me my clothes back!” Remus wiggles in Sirius' hold, kicking his legs in the air.
Sirius chuckles again but doesn't even budge. He holds both of Remus' ankles and slaps his ass–hard. Remus yelps and falls silent, it was a warning, he purses his lips as he feels the heat slowly pool where Sirius just smacked him, there must be a handprint already blooming. Sirius starts walking towards where there's more grass, so Remus' feet don't hurt.
The fact that he is naked is bothering Remus a little too much, his hard cock is trapped obscenely against his stomach and Sirius' shoulder, he knows Sirius is not taking him seriously because he's naked and vulnerable. A slight blush tints his cheeks while he's staring down at the ground, watching Sirius' feet move so confidently, he didn't even struggle when he threw Remus on his shoulder.
Sirius places him down on a pitch of wet grass and Remus discreetly covers his groin with his tied hands.
Suddenly, the stopwatch on his chest rings and Sirius' expressions turn dark. He grins at Remus, “It's my reward time, puppy. But I'm giving you a choice because you were hurt.” Sirius’ voice returns to his dominating tone and Remus feels his cock jerk slightly.
Sirius steps impossibly closer to Remus, their lips are literally brushing against each other. “We can return back to the castle and I won't punish you," He swats Remus' hands away and grabs his cock again, stroking him up and down, "but you'll have to come exactly like this…” Sirius says while tracing Remus' chest and abdominal area with his other hand and Remus immediately breakouts into goosebumps, a trail of precum leaking out.
He knows Sirius isn't joking at all, he will really make him walk through the castle naked, “or I'm putting the chastity spell on you.”
Remus' eyes widened, he moved back a step but Sirius didn't release his dick, only stretching his hand to allow some space between them, “That's unfair! I can't choose between the two!” The firm tone of Remus' voice is ruined completely because he's panting slightly.
Remus squirms embarrassingly when Sirius tightens his fist and pulls him forward by his cock.
Merlin, Remus feels so dirty, Sirius just used his cock as a leash to pull him back. How much more kinky can he get?
“Then I'll choose for you.” Sirius says and turns around.
“Wait!” Remus yells even before Sirius can take a step, he didn't even tell him for how long he'll have to wear the spell but anything is better than taking the risk of walking around naked. He exhales out his mouth in defeat. “Put the spell on me.”
Sirius faces him again, a shit-eating grin on his face. “You're smart, babyboy.” He chirps and casts the spell, a heavy feeling settling on Remus' leaking cock again. Here, begins the torture.
Sirius manhandles Remus making him kneel on the ground, he then pushes Remus' shoulders forward. He catches himself in his elbows because his wrists are still tied. He looks back when Sirius casts the lubrication charm.
“Sirius? What?” Remus asks, astonished. He looks back to see Sirius taking his cock out of his underwear and pumping it in his hands.
“I never said that I wasn't going to fuck you, baby.” Sirius says happily and inserts two fingers inside Remus' hole.
“Ah! Please don't, that's so cruel.” Remus groans out. It was so bad when he didn't have any sexual intercourse last time, he's sure he'll have to go through hell if Sirius decides to shove his cock into him now.
“I know baby, that's probably the worst thing that could happen to you, but then you should've behaved.” Sirius says and pushes a third finger in. Remus lets his head fall against his forearms, clenching his hole tightly, it hurts slightly because Sirius didn't let him adjust with his two fingers first.
The feeling of Sirius' fingers inside him is so not enough, like a good part of it is missing, like someone is scratching his back but deliberately missing the itchy part. He knows Sirius will not let him cum tonight.
Sirius pulls his fingers out and begins lubricating his cock, “Daddy, please take it off. You can put it on again, please.” Remus pleads, shifting back slightly and spreading his legs more for Sirius, the wet grass sticking to his knees and arms, a reminder that they're out under the sky where anyone can see them.
“No.” Sirius says flatly and starts pushing in cock slowly, very gently, letting Remus suffer.
Remus feels his insides churn up with uncomfortable pleasure, like something tight caging his insides, Sirius starts fucking him slowly, his movements not even one percent rough of the normal pace, he's deliberately taking his time.
Remus looks down towards his cock, it isn't even hard now, "Don't worry baby, I'll go slow, we have to walk back to the castle." Sirius moans as he is approaches his orgasm. His voice was full of mirth, there's a wicked surprise there too.
This is worse than getting spanked, he's getting fucked but cannot experience the pleasure. But the feeling is there deep down, he can feel Sirius hitting his prostate continuously. He's sweating even in the cold atmosphere because his body is growing unnaturally hot due to the constant ruined orgasm. The whole forest public setting is making him more sexually aroused and frustrated at the same time.
Sirius has his dignity maintained, he can't feel the ground below him because he's wearing his clothes, he's the one controlling Remus, the cool air is not touching Sirius' body, it's out of reach for anyone to touch except for Remus himself, who is stripped off of his self respect, with Sirius claiming complete authority over him.
“Daddy, please, I'm begging you, let me cum just once.” Remus whines pathetically.
“No.” Sirius says and releases inside him with a long moan.
He pulls out and pulls Remus up on his feet, he quickly casts another spell and Remus' clothes are back on his body, but the twist is, he didn't cast the cleaning charm before doing that.
“You didn't-”
“I know,” Sirius interrupts him, he's biting his bottom lip, “You're coming like this, with my cum leaking out of your arse, you should know who you belong to.” he husks and begins pulling Remus towards the castle.
Remus feels shame burn through his stomach with every step he's taking, the feeling of Sirius cum dripping out of his stretched hole and spreading on his trousers is so humiliating. Sirius deliberately left out his underwear.
He involuntarily clenches his hole and more cum leaks out, he cringes at the feeling, recalling all the time Sirius said that he would do this to him.
Remus is more ashamed of the fact that he doesn't even try to protest, one because he likes to obey Sirius, two because he likes when Sirius humiliates him like this. He feels the cum slowly roll down his thighs towards the back of his knees and shivers slightly, Sirius eyes him up and down while they're crossing the gates, "You can curse me baby, but then I won't take it off soon." Sirius laughs lightly.
Fuck! I'm pathetic. Remus thinks and just nods obediently.
Remus suddenly visits the past months he has spent with Sirius, how much his life has changed, he always felt a spark with Sirius but Sirius was always so egoistic that none of them decided to talk about it. He didn't know he would enjoy getting manhandled by Sirius. Why can Sirius read him like an open book when Remus doesn't even know what he wants for himself? He's literally so cruel with Remus during sex, always pushing his boundaries, but after that he showers him with love and care. There's this sharp contrast, yet Remus wants to go back to Sirius every time, surrender to him and get humiliated in return, like a magnet is pulling him towards Sirius.
Sirius made him walk all the way to their room, the stairs were even more humiliating, the sticky cum rubbing inbetween his ass-cheeks and his trousers sticking to his skin because of it. Maybe walking naked was a better option because there's literally no one in the corridors except Filch's cat.
Sirius slaps his ass when Remus is entering their room, deliberately spreading his cum more, "Undress." He says and Remus pulls down his trousers first, too desperate to get out of the mess, then his shirt joins the floor.
Sirius walks behind him and Remus knows he's enjoying the view, his legs are covered in Sirius' cum, a small trail reaching down to his ankles.
Remus gasps slightly when Sirius rubs two fingers on the inside of his thighs, "Should I leave you like this everyday to keep you in check?" He asks while gathering some of the cum there. Remus feels too embarrassed to even make a single sound, he just bows his head and lets Sirius have his fun. It is better than to walk around the castle without anything under his trousers except Sirius' cum.
Sirius holds up two cum covered fingers infront of his face, "Open." he says.
Remus doesn't even feel the magic forcing him, he willingly darts forward and sucks Sirius' cum from his fingers, swirling his tongue around them and swallowing everything, only pulling back when he has licked them clean.
"Such a good boy." Sirius praises him and smiles wide. Remus swears he could've cum just from those four words alone if he weren't wearing a fucking cage.
Sirius casts a cleaning charm on Remus, thank Merlin, and pulls him towards the bed, they both settle comfortably on it with Sirius shredding his clothes and spooning Remus from behind.
"I'm yours." Sirius whispers in his ear and Remus absolutely melts in Sirius' embrace. He purposely said that he is Remus', because this is the first time they're here since…well that. He needed to acknowledge it. Remus needed Sirius to say it.
Remus turns and presses their bodies close, hiding his face in Sirius' neck.
"You're mine." He says for the first time to Sirius.
"Yes, Yes I am." Sirius whispers and tangles their legs together.
Chapter 24: Full Moon
Notes:
My heart says the scene in the shack is canon.
Blink and miss the slight breeding kink.
(See the end of the chapter for more notes.)
Chapter Text
Sirius fucked Remus’ face the first thing in the morning, he has made a routine out of it–whenever they both wake up on the same bed, he makes Remus swallow his cum as his first meal.
Thankfully Sirius didn't try to fuck him in between classes. With the chastity spell still on, Remus is on the verge of having another breakdown because the moon is tonight.
Currently Remus is hugging Sirius like a koala, his cheek pressed against Sirius' shoulder, inhaling the smell of expensive shampoo and perfume. Sirius always smells so nice, with or without clothes. Remus has been impaled on Sirius' cock for the past two hours, his own soft cock–still chaste– resting in between their abdomens, both of them naked, just sitting comfortably on the sofa of their room while Sirius is reading a quidditch magazine.
Remus clenches his hole tightly, trying to get his boyfriend’s attention. “Behave.” Sirius says sternly and pulls Remus closer by his waist, his cock brushing Remus' prostate lightly.
Merlin, one word out of his mouth and Remus goes red like a tomato. He secretly wishes Sirius would say that again. He pulls his head back and kisses Sirius on the lips, their tongues swirling around each other, Remus sucks Sirius' bottom lip in his mouth, nipping at it playfully. They both pull back while panting slightly.
“Will you not take it off?” Remus says with a fish-pout face.
Sirius smooches Remus' lips one more time, “I will, when you tell me what were you planning to do with me when you had me pinned down.” Sirius asks with his eyebrows raised.
Remus looks down towards Sirius' naked chest, he himself is confused about the answer, or he is just not ready to accept it. Remus knew one word out of Sirius' mouth could have made him obey, yet he decided to try his luck, he reimagines the whole scenario inside his mind, deep down he knows Sirius would have dominated him in the end.
“I don't…know.” Remus whispers.
Sirius pulls Remus back in his embrace, “You'll know soon.” He says while caressing Remus' back.
Remus stays like that, with Sirius inside him.
They're in the shack, an hour for moonrise left, Sirius knew for a fact that chastity spells don't hurt–he always takes mercy on Remus when he's hurting–but they just frustrate you up to a level by starving off your orgasm where you want to jump off a building, just to feel anything.
Sirius fists his hands in Remus' hair and drags him lower on his knees slowly, Remus' knees hit the wooden floor of the shack with a thump. "I don't even need the magic to make you obey me, baby." Remus feels his heart lurch inside his chest, because Sirius is right, he doesn't need it, Remus will gladly do anything for him.
Sirius has stopped using his command altogether and Remus is hella confused, what's the point in keeping the bond when Sirius is not using it? Or he's annoyed, because Sirius is not fucking him properly.
Sirius gets behind him, still holding him by his hair and pushes him on the ground. Remus catches himself on his hands and he's back right where he belongs, on his fours below Sirius.
Sirius kneels behind him and vanishes both of their clothes, a shiver runs up Remus' body. "Daddy, now?" He whispers but yelps when Sirius' palm meets his arse with a sharp smack. The sound echoes in the quite dusty room.
"You forgot who you belong to again." Sirius says and another hard slap lands on Remus' ass-cheek, Sirius watches the ripples going through the flesh slowly.
Except Remus didn't forget, he wants to belong to Sirius more than anything right now, that's why he just mutters "Sorry Daddy." and goes along. Sirius takes off the chastity spell and mutters the lubrication charm and inserts two fingers into Remus who moans loudly–more in relief than pleasure, arching his back more, his cock swelling already after being trapped for such a long time.
Remus desperately wants to wank right here and cum as quickly as possible, but he doesn't, because Sirius won't be happy. He just relaxes his hole as much as he can, allowing Sirius to use his hole however he likes. Sirius doesn't speak at all while he fingers him, only small moans are falling out of Remus' lips.
“Daddy, please…” Remus' dick is already leaking when he feels the tip of Sirius' cock at his entrance. Sirius holds his hips firmly and pushes inside in one go as always. Remus screams gibberish and tries to move forward but Sirius just pulls him back. They both stay like that for a moment, Remus' mouth hanging open while he's panting heavily.
Sirius runs his hands all over Remus' back and sides and down his thighs. He gropes Remus' ass, spreading him apart and leans forward which causes his cock to sink deeper into Remus who whimpers sinfully.
Sirius' lips ghost over Remus' ear, "Now, tell me the truth, Remus. You like it when I take control, don't you?" he husks firmly. Remus nods desperately, there's no point in lying, Sirius is his boyfriend now, he isn't going to judge him for anything.
Sirius starts fucking him with shallow thrusts, "Say it." Sirius whispers again while rolling Remus' nipples.
"I like it when you take control." Remus moans out. He sounds so pathetic, almost like a whore.
Sirius sounds so dangerous tonight, he looks so dangerous tonight. He's looming over Remus like a predator, whole whole body pressed against Remus' back and his hair falling from the sides and tickling Remus' nape and shoulders.
"You're a whore, baby, enjoying getting fucked when there's barely an hour left for the moonrise." Sirius licks Remus' ear while increasing his pace, the fact that Sirius is whispering all these things in his ear makes him leak more precum on the floor creaking below them. He thinks Sirius is stupid because obviously he's enjoying this right now because Sirius chose to keep him "chaste" the previous day.
"Yes, I'm your ah! whore." Remus pants out. Having his daddy's cock ruining his insides after such a long time of brutal nothingness makes him see stars.
He fucks himself on Sirius' cock, meeting every thrust while pushing back his ass. Skin slapping sounds are echoing through the whole room obscenely.
“You like it when I reduce you to nothing but a hole to fuck and make you do things you don't want to, isn't it?” Sirius rasps again in his ear, and slowly increases his pace.
Remus feels his insides grow unbearably hot, “Yes!” He groans when Sirius hits his prostate, he lowers himself on his elbows and presses his forehead on the back of his hands which are on the floor, his back arches at the perfect angle, offering himself to Sirius completely.
Sirius grabs his nape and moves to his other ear, “Except you actually want to do it, but you don't admit it because you feel embarrassed about telling me that you take pleasure in being humiliated.” His voice is dripping with smugness, he knows everything.
Remus whines and nods again, Sirius' voice just beside his ear making him go absolutely feral, “How…do you -AAHH!” He screams when Sirius bites his shoulder hard, leaving teeth marks behind.
“You wouldn't have come back, baby. You wouldn't have begged me to fuck you if you weren't a desperate whore for me.” Sirius slowly licks the area where he just bit, soothing the sting and sucking a hickey there.
Sirius chuckles darkly when Remus pushes his knees back, fucking himself on Sirius' cock because Sirius slowed his thrusts deliberately.
He grabs Remus' base, keeping him from cumming. “Puppy, now tell me, why were you misbehaving?” he says suggestively while rapidly increasing his pace and Remus feels like his dick is going to explode at the nickename. Sirius is messing with his brain by slowing and increasing his thrusts without any pattern.
"Please Daddy…I'm your good puppy, please let me cum, I'm sorry." Remus begs, his voice shaky because of the brutal thrusting on his backside.
Sirius just tightens his hold on Remus' cock when he doesn't get his answers, up to a point where it becomes painful. Some tears roll down Remus' cheeks, "I just wanted to get punished, because you didn't do it for a month. I swear, that's why I was misbehaving, I'm sorry! Please, it hurts, let me cum, please!" he cries out and throws his head back on Sirius' shoulder, turning his head and trying to catch Sirius' lips.
Sirius releases his cock and kisses Remus deeply, he angles his hips and thrusts sharply on his prostate. Remus cums while moaning into the kiss, his brain short circuits and body shuddering violently under Sirius, who overstimulates him like always by fucking Remus through is orgasm. Remus moans fractically, biting his bottom lip hard.
Sirius gets back up, finally lifting himself off Remus' back and chasing his own release now, he fists his hand in Remus' curls and pulls his head back up, Remus cries out loudly, he rises from his elbows to his hands because of how harsh the pull was, his nails scraping the wood below him.
"You'll remember this, Remus. This moon, you'll transform with my cum inside you. I'm claiming you mine. This is right where you belong." Sirius says like he's announcing his succession on some throne, and cums inside Remus.
Sirius releases his tight grip on Remus' hair and grabs his throat, circling his fingers below Remus' face and pulling him backwards on his knees. Remus' oxygen supply cuts off for a moment, his hands helplessly trying to grab something in the air for support until he sags back on Sirius with his back flush against Sirius' chest.
Sirius thrusts into him a few times and Remus whimpers, raising his hips lightly to get away but Sirius moves his hand from Remus' throat to his abdomen and pulls him back, Remus can feel some cum squeeze out of his hole, the slight squelch sound is always so humiliating.
Sirius gathers the cum rolling down Remus' thighs with his other hand and wipes the cum coated fingers on Remus' face, evenly spreading it on Remus' lips. He shoves his fingers inside Remus' mouth ruthlessly. Remus' plea comes out as a choked mewl when Sirius presses his fingers down on Remus' tongue.
Remus sucks around the four fingers inside his mouth the best he can, cringing at the slight bitter taste while swallowing. Sirius brings his lips closer to Remus' ear again, "They're my seeds, baby." Remus cannot see him, but he knows Sirius has his teeth bared, "You're my puppy with my pups inside you." Sirius grits out, not in anger but in pure domination, establishing a hierarchy. He pulls his fingers out and Remus coughs raggedly, letting the air back in his lungs.
Remus takes in Sirius' words, he's really going to transform today with Sirius' cum leaking out of his arse. This whole thing is insane, like Sirius sees Remus as his mate because of his animagus form, like an animal marking his territory. Remus feels so intimately belonged, claimed–like Sirius said. This whole month he wondered whether Sirius truly cared about him or not, he doesn't have any doubts now. He is Sirius and Sirius is his.
Sirius manoeuvres them towards the bed on their immediate right. Remus sags with his chest on the dusty bed, his face on his forearms, knees still throbbing on the wooden floor and Sirius deep inside him.
Sirius slowly caresses Remus' spine, "Are you fine?" he asks. Remus wants to ask him why does he ask this question after fucking him until he cries, but he doesn't. He'll ask him tomorrow just to snap at him, he loves pushing Sirius' limits and get fucked in return.
"Yeah, alright." His breathing slowly returning back to normal.
Sirius pulls out half way and thrusts in sharply making Remus jolt and howl in overstimulation–this jerk. “Next time you wanna get punished, just tell me.” Sirius grins and kisses Remus' shoulders. The bite will definitely leave a mark for days.
Remus is appalled, is he supposed to just come up to Sirius and say “Daddy, spank me?”
Nope. Not happening. Never.
Suddenly he feels his body go extremely hot, "Sirius, change now!" he rushes out and pushes himself up on his hands. Sirius immediately pulls out and shifts into his animagus form. Remus feels the cum slowly slip out down his cleft and his bone cracking a minute later, he screams in pure agony, his hands coming up to hug his own body.
Sirius comes beside him and licks Remus' shoulder, the best he can comfort him now. Another heart wrenching scream tears out of Remus' throat and he slowly transforms into a werewolf.
Remus wakes up at the hospital bed like always, he tries flexing his shoulders and cracking his neck. His body again feels at a lot of ease.
He looks around, Sirius isn't here, immediately bad thoughts start clouding his mind. He tries to sit up and then spots Sirius, he's sleeping on the bed next to his.
God, he looks so cute.
Remus lets his head fall back on the small bed railing in relief, admiring Sirius’ sleeping figure.
He flushes when he realises the teeth marks on his shoulder must have been clearly visible to Madam Pomfrey when she healed his bones, he slowly glides his right hand towards his bottom and circles his middle finger over his hole–it feels a little puffy.
Remus bites his bottom lip and blushes violently, Sirius is really one kinky bastard. He lies down to rest again, facing Sirius this time.
Sirius was right, Remus will always remember this one full moon.
James and Sirius get breakfast for him, Remus slowly sits up leaning heavily against the metal backrest, “Aren't you supposed to rest after the moon?” James smirks at him, he's clearly talking about the hickey.
“Aren't you supposed to not fuck your bestfriend’s siblings?” Sirius questions back.
Both the Gryffindors' faces are currently matching their tie colour.
“Hanging out with blood-traitors now?” All three of them look back and see Mulciber and Snape walking in through the hospital aisle.
“Do you have your wand?” Sirius whispers quickly, James nods and takes his wand out of his pocket. That means Sirius doesn't have his wand on him, neither does Remus. Sirius quickly covers Remus' body up to his neck, hiding the scars beneath the sheets.
Sirius stands up and shields Remus' body from the two Slytherins, “Don't you fuckers learn from getting hexed again and again?” He bites out.
“I was just wondering, Black. Why does your boyfriend disappear from time to time?” Snape says wickedly, taking a few steps closer to Remus' bed but James steps forward blocking his way. Remus feels panic rise inside his stomach, Sirius discreetly rubs his hand on his thigh, a tiny gesture of reassurance.
Mucliber tries to disarm James but he deflects the spell skillfully, “This moment won't last forever, Mulciber. I can get you expelled if you try to attack me.” Sirius growls out. An aura of domination suddenly takes over the hospital wing, Sirius is using his pureblood privilege.
“You're right, but what about him?” Mulciber says and fires a hex straight towards Remus. James quickly holds up a shield, protecting all of them. Sirius tries to conjure his wand but he can't remember where he left it.
Snape quickly gets a hang of Sirius being wandless, he levitates a stool and throws it straight towards James' face, the stool doesn't cross the shield but James' focus falters and the shield falls instantly.
Mulciber and Snape fire spells at the same time the shield disappears, it all happens so fast, there's no time, James cannot deflect two spells at once. Sirius climbs up on the bed and covers Remus' body with his own, taking the fire spell on his back and James goes flying backwards and thrashes against the empty beds.
“Sirius!” Remus exclaims and tries to get up but falls back groaning when his bones shift slightly, he's barely functioning in the mornings after the full.
Sirius' robe on other hand is burning quickly, he scrambles out of the bed and takes it off as soon as possible, some strands of his hair also catches fire, he slaps his hands in his hair when he's also thrown back against a wall, falling on the floor face first. At least his hair is not on fire now.
James scrambles up and disarms Mulciber, catching his wand and quickly throwing it towards Sirius. “Take it!” He yells.
The wand lands a few steps away from Sirius, he tries to take it but a cutting spell hits his right wrist and a deep gash appears, blood quickly flowing out and getting soaked up in his shirt. “Get a professor! Or Madam Pomfrey!” He yells at James and tries to get up, holding the wand with his bleeding hand and running towards Remus.
James hesitates for a second, two against one when Sirius is injured is not a good situation, but with Remus weak and vulnerable on the hospital bed, they can't handle this alone. He throws his own wand too towards Sirius who catches it this time, pocketing it instantly, he watches Mulciber and Snape going straight for Remus. James jumps out of the nearest window, going to find someone.
Snape now has Remus by his throat, “Try something and he'll not be in a very happy situation.” Snape smirks at Sirius.
Sirius abruptly comes to a halt, still a few feet away from Remus' bed when Snape presses his wand on Remus' forehead, “Your fight is with me, Severus.” Sirius snarls at him.
Mucliber approaches Sirius with an evil smirk, “Give me my wand.” Sirius grits his teeth hard but hands it over to Mulciber, he isn't about to risk his boyfriend for a stupid fight. Mulciber grabs Sirius' bleeding wrist and bends it backwards, fisting his other hand in Sirius' long hair and begins dragging him.
Sirius goes willingly, stupid Slytherins didn't even notice James handing him his wand.
Mulciber makes Sirius and Remus face each other, “Watch while we get our revenge on your prince, Lupin.” He grins and kicks Sirius' back of his knees, his knees colliding with the ground with a loud crack. Sirius doesn't even groan, he just clenches his jaw hard. He has had enough torture at home, this will barely make him react.
“Sirius, No.” Remus grabs Snape's wand with his bandaged arm, he feels his blood boiling seeing Sirius on his knees. Snape opens his mouth to hex him.
“SEVERUS!” Sirius screams at him, “One word out of your mouth and I'll rip your throat out with my bare hands!” His scream was so loud both Remus and Snape flinched back. Snape loses his grip on his wand for a second and Remus has his jaw hanging open, he has never seen Sirius scream like that before.
Mulciber jabs his elbow on Sirius' jaw roughly and Sirius' head collides with the bedside rail, by the looks of it Remus knows it was very painful, Sirius' lips start bleeding profusely, a small trail dripping down his chin. “Look at him getting all defensive over his half-blood pet.”
Snape laughs loudly and electrocutes Remus, he screams and thrashes lightly, his already weak body writhing in pain.
“Sectumsempra!”
Snape stumbles back a few steps and falls on the ground like a doll, Sirius turns around and hexes Mulciber, his body immediately breaking out into painful boils, Sirius shoves his body on the ground and kicks his right wrist repeatedly until he hears his bones cracking.
Remus gets up panting heavily and looks towards his left, Snape's chest is covered in blood, his shirt torn and large gaping wounds right at the centre of his chest, stretching to his abdomen. He feels bile rise up his throat because of the smell of metallic blood mixing with the air.
Sirius stomps over to Snape's writhing body and steps on his chest, “I told you to fight me, you half-blood scum.” Snape wails in pain, his face going a bit paler than usual, a small puddle of blood has formed under him.
“What is the meaning of this!?”
Remus whips his head towards the voice and sees McGonagall and Madam Pomfrey standing side by side, both of them looking absolutely horrified. James is panting heavily behind them but still he comes running to Remus, “Are you okay?” His forehead is covered in sweat. Remus nods quickly, he's a little traumatized because of the whole situation with Snape, Sirius is grinding his boots so brutally on Snape's bleeding chest.
“Mr. Black!” McGonagall pulls Sirius back by his shoulder, Madam Pomfrey chants healing spells after healing spells on Snape's unconscious body, but the blood won't stop gushing out.
“What is happening!?” McGonagall questions sharply.
“He tried to attack Remus while he was injured!” Sirius yells straight at the professor's face, McGonagall’s eyes turn sharp.
“I know about him. I won't let him get bullied because of your reckless measures to keep him safe.” Sirius grits out.
Remus isn't even surprised, Sirius has the audacity to argue with professors, his mother made sure she raised a Slytherin rebel not agreeing with Dumbledore’s muggle-loving views. But will Sirius really fight with the authorities because of him? What if they decide to send a letter to his parents?
“He isn't responding!” Madam Pomfrey is panicking, never in her career has she been this helpless. “Mr. Black, this will be counted as an attempt to murder!"
Sirius scoffs and looks away, “Sirius, heal him!” Remus pleads, he isn't about to let Sirius murder someone because the person was mean to him.
“Siri, you're better than them.” James' voice cuts through the chaos.
Them–his family, people who tried to cross them have gone missing for the stupidest reasons.
Sirius' jaw unclenches, James' wand falling out his hands and clattering with the floor.
He takes a deep breath and nods at his friends, picking up the wand and healing Snape.
McGonagall and Madam Pomfrey quickly levitate Snape’s body on the farthest bed from the three friends. Mucliber’s body joins the next bed a minute later, at least he isn't looking half dead like Snape.
Sirius sits on the small stool beside Remus' bed, all three of them staying silent, stealing weird glances at each other. Remus stretches his hand and wipes the blood on Sirius' chin, “You're hurt.” He whispers.
Why isn't Sirius approaching Madam Pomfrey to get himself healed?
“It's you who gave them this idea.” Sirius grits out angrily.
If Sirius was a good listener, he would've heard Remus' heart break into pieces.
Remus' eyes scan Sirius' body, there's a bruise on his head, his wrist still bleeding, a busted lip and burnt hair.
Did I cause this?
“It isn't his fault!” James Potter will die defending his friends.
Did I really make Sirius the target by offering myself as a bait to Mulciber and Avery in the first place? They knew he would come to defend me.
Sirius just gets up and leaves, not even bothering to get any of his injuries fixed.
James pulls Remus closer, he didn't even realise he was crying silently until James wipes his tears away. “He doesn't have the right to blame you for this.” James assures him but Remus doesn't believe him, he needs Sirius to say it.
I just had him, we just got together. Then why. He said he loves me.
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Chapter 25: Chocolates and Switched Dynamics?
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Chapter Text
Remus is released from the hospital wing just before dinner, he didn't miss the way Madam Pomfrey gave him pitiful glances. James has been sitting by his side since evening but Sirius hasn't visited him once since the incident in the morning.
Both of them walk towards the Great Hall silently, James grabs his shoulder reassuringly when they're entering the hall. Sirius isn't at dinner, Remus doesn't even know whether he's healed or not. He isn't even angry, just hurt. How easy it is for Sirius to avoid him completely over small misunderstandings, that too after they had spent such a passionate night together.
James doesn't even let him glance towards the Slytherin table, as soon as dinner is over, he drags Remus towards their dorm. Remus sighs sadly while climbing up the stairs. Why am I so unlucky?
Remus opens the door and comes face to face with Sirius who has a huge bouquet of red roses in his hands, a small smile decorating his lips. James nudges Remus forward, “You have the dorm tonight!” he says cheerfully and closes the door behind him, leaving Remus and Sirius alone.
Sirius slowly steps forward presenting the bouquet to Remus, “I'm here to apologise.”
Right, abandon me and then get roses.
Remus scoffs at him and marches towards his bed, not even sparing a glance at the bouquet. He pushes open his curtains and his eyes widens, his bed is covered with chocolates, boxes of chocolates, of every kind, each and every type available in Hogsmade, from the cheapest candy to the most expensive dark chocolate.
Sirius follows Remus like a kicked puppy, waiting for him to say something about the literal heap of chocolates on his bed. Remus on the other hand has stopped functioning all together, he had told Sirius just once that he liked chocolates, didn't even specify which one.
Sirius grows impatient because he couldn't get a reaction out of him, he grabs Remus' wrist and turns him towards himself, sinking on his knees as soon as their eyes meet. “I'm sorry, my love. I was a terrible boyfriend to you today.” he apologises sincerely, holding up the bouquet again.
All the anger inside Remus sinks down slowly, Sirius looks so small in front of him, he takes the bouquet and pulls Sirius up on his feet. “Do you really think it's my fault?” He asks desperately, because he needs to know it. James is right, Sirius cannot blame him for it. It's no one's fault that they're being attacked because of society's prejudices.
Sirius cups Remus' cheeks and shakes his head no, “It's mine.” he says softly, “I’m sorry I couldn't protect you, I’m sorry my housemates keep bothering you, I’m sorry that you have better options yet you're stuck with me.”
What the fuck. Remus' heart is trying to crawl out his throat and Sirius thinks he's an option for him?
Remus realises Sirius is healed, even his wrist is fine now but his hair is a bit shorter, he must've trimmed the damaged ones. He grabs Sirius' face and kisses him deeply, their teeth clicking slightly. Sirius pulls back abruptly, pausing with their lips just barely touching and breathing each other's air, the bouquet squishing in between their bodies. “I love you.” he whispers. “I love you too.” Remus whispers back and connects their lips again.
Sirius pulls back again–he needs to make up with his boyfriend first–and connects their foreheads, “Forgive me?” He asks gently.
Merlin, Remus loves Sirius' soft side.
Remus stares straight into Sirius' eyes, “I do and I don't want better, I want you.” He says and removes the bouquet from between them, placing it on his bed.
Sirius smiles wide at him and snakes his arms around Remus' neck, “We have the dorm to ourselves.”
Remus pulls Sirius forward by his waist, pressing their bodies flush against each other. “And my bed is covered in expensive chocolates.”
Sirius looks towards the rest of the empty beds, “Which one is James'?” He asks shamelessly. Remus laughs loudly at that and points at James' bed.
Sirius nods and kneels on the ground in front of Remus. He takes his wand out and casts an Incarcerous, tying his own wrists this time and drops his wand on the floor. “What?” Remus asks, eyeing him suspiciously. “I still have to make it up to you.” Sirius says with a smirk.
Only Sirius Black has the potential to smirk while sitting on the ground below someone. He unbuckles Remus' belt with his tied hands and undoes the button.
Remus thinks he's about to faint when Sirius takes the trouser's zip in between his teeth and pulls it down swiftly, letting the trousers pool around his ankles. His underwear joins next and Sirius strokes Remus' length with his palms.
When Remus is fully hard, Sirius grabs his right hand and guides it towards the back of his head, making Remus grab a bunch of his long black hair.
“Sirius?” Remus is so confused.
What is he doing?
“Are you really that innocent, baby?” Sirius asks with a lopsided grin.
“I…I-” Remus stutters very badly, Sirius is looking up at him, his lips are an inch away from Remus' hard cock.
Sirius tuts, “Will you really make me say it, Remus?” Remus nods because he really needs to know what on earth Sirius is thinking.
“I'm yours tonight, however you want.” Sirius whispers, his voice sounds so slutty Remus feels heat pool in his abdomen.
“May I suck your cock please?” Sirius whispers again in the same voice. Remus tightens his hold on Sirius' hair. He feels his left leg quivering slightly.
Is Sirius really giving up the control he has just like that?
Sirius licks Remus' tip but Remus pulls his face back by his hair, he needs a moment to make sure that this is really happening, Sirius moans shamelessly, “Just like that.” He says and leans into Remus' touch, looking up with hooded eyes.
Remus is breathing a little unevenly, he hasn't done this in months, he doesn't even know whether he can do this right. Sirius brings his hands up to caress Remus' thigh, “It's just me.” He assures Remus and he immediately feels a wave of calmness wash over him.
Right, it's just Sirius, they have been together for months. He can trust him.
“Open.” Remus says firmly trying his best to imitate Sirius, he didn't miss the slightest grin on Sirius face before he parts his lips, opening his mouth wide. Remus pushes his cock inside and groans loudly when Sirius swirls his tongue around it, he starts with shallow thrusts, only inserting himself halfway inside. It's Sirius who pushes his face down on Remus' cock and gags slightly, Remus pushes himself fully inside and holds Sirius still for a moment, panting at the heat surrounding his cock, Sirius hums around him and Remus’ brain turns into mush, is this how Sirius feels everytime he fucks his face? Not that great honestly.
Remus increases his thrusts as he feels his orgasm approaching, Sirius' muffled moans sound like background music while Remus face-fucks him. He feels a weird uncomfort bubbling inside, he tries to push it down and takes all of Sirius' hair holding it in a small pony and cums down his throat, Sirius doesn't even struggle or choke on it, he swallows everything quickly and waits for Remus to pull out.
“Fuck!” Remus mutters and pulls out of Sirius’ mouth, he sags back on the bedside drawer looking down at his boyfriend, Sirius' lips are flushed red and wet from saliva. “Thank you.” He whispers while panting heavily and winks at Remus.
Remus thinks it's Sirius who has much more whorish tendencies than himself.
Sirius grabs his wand from the ground and unties his wrists, he gets up on his feet and vanishes both of their clothes. Remus notices Sirius is rock hard, a bit of precum visible on the tip.
Did he just get hard from sucking me off?
“C'mon love.” Sirius' voice is a bit scratchy, he coughs to clear it, pulling Remus towards James' bed. Remus thought Sirius will immediately push him on the bed and fuck him into the next week, instead Sirius lies down and pulls Remus on top of him. Remus thinks he's dreaming, Sirius is laid out naked below him, his ink like hair spread out on the pillow.
Remus is pulled down in a heated kiss, he can taste his own cum on Sirius' tongue. Sirius pulls back from the kiss latching onto the bite mark on Remus' shoulder, “How do you want me?” he husks, his breath tickling Remus' ear.
Remus feels his brain go fuzzy, the same uncomfortable feeling returning, his blood rushing in his ears and a weird ringing inside his head, it feels so wrong like this, he has spent his entire life thinking no one would love him, but with Sirius now present in his life, he just wants to receive tons of it and drown into it.
“Sirius stop. I don't like it!” Remus says out loud and lets his head fall on the pillow breathing heavily.
Sirius immediately brings his hand up and caresses his nape, snaking the other around Remus' waist and pulls his body down, Remus now lying on top of Sirius. He can feel Sirius' hard cock pressing against his crotch.
“What's wrong baby?” Sirius' voice holds so much concern and warmth Remus wants to cry for ruining the moment. But he doesn't think he can do this, he just cannot fuck Sirius after months of being the one on the receiving end, he doesn't even think he'll be comfortable doing it if Sirius uses the bond magic now.
“Just take care of me.” Remus whispers like a child, maybe it's because he's still weak after the moon or because he feels slightly betrayed that Sirius thought for a second that it was Remus' fault. Maybe he just wants to stay how things are in general, with Sirius taking care of him every awake moment. He doesn't want any control, just Sirius claiming him as his own.
“What do you want me to do?” Sirius brings up the sheet to cover their bodies, it must've taken a lot of strength to put your thoughts into words and ask someone to take care of you. It would've been embarrassing for Sirius too, he'll bring the whole castle down if Remus asks him now.
Remus slowly glides Sirius' hand on his waist towards his bottom, he's on the verge of tears, if Sirius doesn't get the hint, he'll have another embarrassing breakdown here.
Sirius sits up slowly with Remus clinging onto him, he mutters the lubrication charm and Remus didn't even realise how tense his body was until he relaxed it. Sirius slowly turns them around, pushing Remus on the bed instead, he would like to see his face for any discomfort.
“Alright?” Sirius asks before he tries to touch him again. Remus nods and lets out a relaxed sigh when Sirius slowly spreads his thighs open and circles his rim. Sirius ties his hair up and leans forward catching Remus' lips and sucking on his bottom lip, he starts fingering Remus open while swallowing all the filthy sounds escaping his lips.
Sirius kisses his cheek and gets up, stroking his own cock which had grown soft, he isn't even fully hard when he pushes all the way inside Remus, connecting their lips again. “I love you.”
“I love you more.” Remus moans sinfully and throws his head back because he feels Sirius' cock slowly swell inside him. He'll fight anyone with his bare hands who says this isn't the best feeling in the world.
Sirius literally makes love to him, going at a slow pace, peppering Remus' face with kisses and leaving small love bites on his neck, he slowly licks Remus' nipples, swirling his tongue around the bud while massaging his balls gently.
“Daddy, I'm close.” Remus whines and fists his left hand in Sirius' hair, “Just let me take care of you baby.” Sirius purred in his ear while increasing his pace to push Remus over the edge.
Remus' body shudders lightly as he releases his load in between them, he pants just beside Sirius' ear. Sirius stops for a moment, letting Remus come down from his high, “Shall I continue?”
Remus wants to slap some sense into Sirius, but he isn't going to ruin the moment. He will if Sirius doesn't cum inside him. “Yes, please.” he digs his ankles on Sirius' back, pushing him in deeper.
Sirius slowly sets his pace again and cums inside Remus, letting his head fall on Remus' chest. Remus wraps his arms around Sirius' middle, he feels a little guilty for not going along with Sirius earlier.
“You were so good." Sirius says and looks up at him, placing his chin on Remus' sternum. Is this how being in love feels? Knowing your partner so well that you're able to read his thoughts?
Remus thinks he needs to clear things with Sirius. “I just…like when you take care of me not the other way around, I don't think I can do that.” He admits honestly, setting a boundary right there. “And I hate it when you avoid me. Just yell at me if you're angry, but don't leave me alone.” Remus doesn't even try to hide the hurt in his voice.
Sirius pulls his soft cock out of Remus and quickly casts a cleaning charm on both of them, he wraps their naked bodies with the blanket and lies beside Remus, who is still frowning at him. He brings up a hand and cups Remus' cheek, “I wasn't avoiding you, I was just busy with something and then I had to sneak out of the castle to get you your chocolates." Sirius replies calmly.
“Your ‘something’ must've been more important than your boyfriend!” Remus is throwing a tantrum again, but Sirius loves handling all of them.
“It was.” Sirius says and Remus' expressions immediately change. He blinks twice at Sirius.
“You're joking.”
“I'm not.”
“You don't love me!”
Sirius Accios a chocolate from Remus' bed and unwraps it for him, “Trust me, you'll like it.” He says and holds the chocolate to Remus' lips.
“What is going on!?”
Remus and Sirius are startled awake, Sirius immediately trying to reach for his wand. James is gawking at the sight in front of him.
Sirius and Remus in his bed.
“What do you think?” Sirius asks him with a cheeky smile and Remus relaxes back onto the pillow, he isn't going to participate in this chaos early in the morning.
“Remus! I can't believe you shagged in my bed?” James tries to smack his head but Sirius catches his wrist. “No hitting my boyfriend.” He says in a warning tone.
Remus' cheeks go a little pink and snuggles closer to Sirius, hiding his face in Sirius' chest. Sirius wraps a protective hand around him.
Remus didn't know staying close to one person can give you such a sense of security, he recalls the events of yesterday, how Sirius' first instinct was to take the hex on himself, Sirius let Mulciber hit him because Snape had Remus in his claws. Fuck, he didn't know Sirius was capable of such brutality, he wanted to leave Snape bleeding on the ground.
James smacks Remus with his other hand and marches towards the bathroom to shower, grumbling about them being disgusting. Sirius immediately holds up his wand but Remus pulls his hand down, “Leave him, I want to sleep.”
Sirius completely ignores Snape when he walks towards his cauldron. James and Remus are slightly worried about the whole situation escalating, Snape has dark circles around his eyes but otherwise he looks fine, Mulciber is also healed completely. Remus thinks it's a bit unfair, healing magic can really fix all your injuries too quickly. Bad guys don't deserve that.
There's no intermixing of houses today, therefore all children are in their assigned spots with their own cauldrons simmering in front of them.
Sirius comes up to James, “Want to see something majestic?” He says while grinning. James has never said no to Sirius' mischievous smile.
Sirius takes out small black beads from his pockets, they look like some seeds. He levitates four of them high up in the air and James' eyes follow them. “Focus on your potion.” Sirius says and the seeds scatter in different directions, James looks at his potion confused.
Remus had been watching their whole interaction and even he is confused what lunacy Sirius is trying to display. Suddenly one of the seeds drops into James' potion and it starts boiling vigorously and erupting out of his cauldron. Remus quickly comes to his help and turns off the flame but the potion starts spreading on the whole table, there is a small chatter near Regulus' table because the same thing is happening with his potion too.
Out of the blue, Sirius grabs Remus’ and James' shoulders and shoves them on the ground, both of them falling on each other, Sirius crouches down too and as if on cue, James' cauldron bursts with a loud noise. Havoc ensues in the whole classroom as there are three more blasts, James and Remus look at Sirius with their eyes wide open but Sirius is looking straight at Regulus who has also ducked under a table.
This was their plan. Remus immediately scrambles up and looks for Snape and Mulciber.
Professor Slughorn is personally levitating both of their bodies out of the classroom, Remus is forced to look away and gag because of how disturbing their bodies look, they both aren't even recogniseable. Their skin almost looks charred, and their uniforms are melting away.
“Next time you hit my boyfriend, I'll make sure not to pull you down.” Sirius whispers to James calmly.
James scrambles back a few inches on the floor, a calm Sirius is exactly what everyone should fear.
Regulus appears behind Sirius and kicks him lightly, “My payment?” He holds up his palm open in front of Sirius' face.
Sirius rolls his eyes and takes James' wand from the table, handing it to him. Regulus pockets it quickly and smirks at James who's still on the floor.
Whatever their deal was. James is absolutely fucked.
Remus has to take a complete fifteen seconds to release the breath he didn't even know he was holding, then he grabs Sirius' hand and begins pulling him out of the classroom, everyone watches them as they step out but Remus doesn't care, the class will probably be cancelled with two students fighting for their life.
Remus roughly pushes Sirius inside the first broom closet he can find and locks the door with two charms and throws a silencing spell over the small room. “I swear if you don't fuck me until I can't walk, I'll kill you.”
Sirius is going to have so much fun now.
Notes:
Alright, wax play in the next chapter!
PS- I'm going to end this soon.
Chapter 26: Discipline, Patience and Self-control
Notes:
(See the end of the chapter for notes.)
Chapter Text
Sirius didn't fuck him in the broom closet, he didn't touch Remus the whole day.
“Our room.” Were the only words he had said before going to the Slytherin table for dinner.
Remus enters their room and immediately stiffens, have mercy on me, he thinks.
Sirius is sitting in the middle of the room in a chair, there's a teacher's desk adjacent to him on which he has his left elbow propped up with a teaching stick in his hand. Remus isn't even surprised seeing the smirk on Sirius' face.
Remus has this sudden urge to flee, but the punishment to what already feels like a punishment will be way worse than this.
Sirius moves his left ankle over his right knee and taps the ground in front of him with the thin stick. Remus' mouth feels a little dry when he takes the first step and Sirius tuts in disappointment. Why did Remus feel like he disappointed Sirius when he didn't even do anything? Anyways, the feeling isn't good.
“Be a good boy.” Sirius says.
Remus doesn't understand it. What exactly is Sirius asking for? He gulps audibly and begins peeling off his uniform one by one, his chest heaving slightly by the time he's naked. He locks eyes with Sirius for any further instructions, but he's just looking back with a poker face, his right boot tapping the ground in a slow rhythm.
He's slowly killing Remus.
Remus gets on his hands and knees and begins crawling towards Sirius, he thinks he's doing things right when Sirius doesn't stop him. He stops right in front of Sirius, sitting back on his heels and keeps his hands flat on his thighs.
Sirius lowers his left foot on the ground, he brings up the stick and strokes Remus' cock with the fine edge. Remus' breath hitches but he keeps looking down, focusing on the blunt edge of the stick playing with his cock. Absolutely demeaning, the dark tip of the stick moving up and down on his cock, it's not moving, Sirius is moving it, the act alone is humiliating. Remus wants to look away when Sirius pokes the tip of the stick a bit deep, causing a dip in Remus' cock. He physically couldn't find the strength to take his eyes off it.
“Do you usually crawl naked to anyone who asks you to be good?” Sirius whispers. His voice, his deep voice, the question isn't sexy, it's derogatory.
Remus feels his brain go fuzzy, he doesn't reply, he just curls his toes behind him in embarrassment. Sirius traces the edge of the stick up towards his abdomen and chest, stopping right below his chin and tipping Remus' face up with it. Sirius raises his eyebrows at him, looking for an answer.
“Sorry.” Remus whispers.
“Sorry?”
“Sorry Daddy.”
“Daddy?” Sirius smirks more at him, “How informal, Lupin.” He shakes his head in mock disappointment.
Remus suddenly wants to cry because Sirius is disappointed in him again. At the same time he feels his stomach flip, he already knew where this was going, but he can't believe Sirius is actually confronting this blatantly. Fucking him with no regard of his boundaries and self respect is one thing but this?
Remus will never recover, he cannot get a coherent thought in his head, everything is just, I'll be a good boy, just tell me what to do, I'll make you happy. He's appalled at how submissive his mind is being infront of Sirius.
“Sorry Sir.” Remus' voice shakes a little and he goes red in the face when Sirius' smirk breaks into a smile which is all teeth.
Sirius leans forward, putting both of his elbows on his knees, he holds the stick right in the middle and brings his face closer. Remus has to lower his eyes, his heart is thundering inside his chest. He thinks he's about to pass out because Sirius looks so damn intimidating.
Sirius is wearing his school uniform, a proper one with the collar button done and a clean tie high up. He looks smart, he already has a sculpted face and with the stick in his hand–he looks exactly what a young professor would look like. Remus is more humiliated at the fact that he cannot hide his body’s reactions at all, his dick swelling more and more as the time passes.
“Why are we here?” Sirius husks, his breath fanning over Remus' lips.
“I…I…I…was disobedient.” Remus mentally slaps himself for stuttering like a spooked cat when Sirius hasn't even touched him yet.
Sirius moves the pointer to Remus' cheek, the edge slightly digging in his skin, clearly impressed with himself because of the effect he just had on Remus. “And?”
Remus doesn't know the answer to that, he just knows Sirius has been in Daddy mode since he pulled him in the broom closet. “Sorry Sir, I don't know.” He whispers.
Sirius leans back on the chair and hums, rolling his sleeves up to his elbows, flexing his pale veiny hands.
Goodbye.
Merlin help Remus today.
Sirius taps on the table beside him and leans his head towards it as a gesture. Remus gets up shakily and stands in front of the table, he takes a deep breath and moves closer, putting his hands where Sirius just tapped, leaning forward slightly and arches his back, his naked arse jutted out.
Maybe Sirius loves beating his arse red, or it's Remus who always keeps misbehaving.
Sirius gets up and checks Remus out, as if checking his posture for faults. He puts the stick in between the table's edge and Remus' abdomen and pushes him back a little, he then puts the blunt tip of the stick on the underside of Remus' half hard cock which was dangling down and lifts it up on the table so it lays flat on the edge. Too obscene to even look at.
Remus feels shame swallow him, his cheeks burning hot. Sirius is literally manhandling him even without touching him.
Sirius moves behind him, not touching him, just his lips ghosting over Remus' ear, “It's me who'll decide when and how you're getting fucked, and not you,” his tone back to the commanding one, Remus shivers in response, “If you want my cock then you'll have to beg for it, and not pull me into broom closets infront of everyone.” Sirius growls lowly.
Remus is ashamed at the small drops of precum which leaks out of his dick on the table. “Sorry Sir, I will keep that in mind.” His voice isn't above a whisper, he doesn't want to speak at all.
Sirius places the stick flat on Remus' back and traces it up and down his spine slowly, “You lack discipline, patience and self-control. All are virtuous values.” There's a long pause and he presses the stick on Remus' ass.
“But don't worry, I'm gonna teach them to you today.” Sirius says and immediately brings down the stick flat on Remus' ass sharply.
Remus groans and tenses his body, it was painful, more painful than the belt but less painful than the whip. The sound which echoed when the stick connected with his arse was intoxicating, turning Remus' brain into mush. The stick cuts through the air like a sword and hits Remus' flesh again, he throws his head back in pain and looks at Sirius. “Sorry Sir.” He whispers with a small pout.
Sirius smiles and brings down the stick twice again, way harder than the last one. Remus lets out a strangled sound and moves from one foot to another, his hands balling into fists on the table's surface. He takes several deep breaths but Sirius brings down the stick again in the same place. Remus screams in pain and lowers himself in his elbows, tears stinging at the corner of his eyes, his body jolting forward with every strike.
There are red lines already blooming on Remus' skin, normally when Sirius punishes him, he keeps soothing the sting with his palm, the absence of the slightest comfort right now makes Remus a little restless.
Sirius gets out of Remus' peripheral vision and starts bringing down the stick again and again, beating Remus' arse bright red, he angles it sometimes just to create criss-cross patterns, they indeed look pretty against Remus' pale skin if you ask Sirius.
“That's discipline, Remus. The practice of training people to obey rules and behave well.” Sirius says in his dominant tone and Remus nods immediately.
“Thank you sir.” He has tears rolling down his cheeks, he holds the edge of the table with a tight grip, his knuckles going white. His legs shaking below him both in anticipation and fear. With every harsh hit, the table clackles slightly. He is biting his inner cheeks hard to keep himself from making too much noise but it looks like Sirius has taken that as his personal challenge.
Remus sobs loudly at the thirty-fifth strike. He didn't even realise he was chanting apology after apology until Sirius stopped bringing down the blows. “Daddy, I’m sorry!” He cries out and Sirius falters for a moment. He places the stick on the table and pulls Remus up by his shoulders, Remus' knees buckle beneath him but Sirius wraps his strong muscular arms around him, he lifts Remus up and makes him sit on the table, standing in between his open legs.
The moment Remus' sore ass comes in contact with the rough surface of the table, he feels his skin prickle and sobs again. He grabs Sirius' shoulders tightly and looks at him with tear filled eyes, his whole face wet and flushed red. Sirius brings up his hands and cups Remus' face, “Sh…Sh…Was it too painful?” He asks very softly, slowly tracing his hands on Remus' sides.
Remus shakes his head no while sniffling, “I…I…don't” he hiccups mid sentence, his hands shaking on Sirius' shoulders, “I don't like it when…y-you don't touch me.” He stutters and more tears make their way down his cheeks.
“Oh, sweetheart.” Sirius whispers and pulls his tie down and over his head, he proceeds to unbutton his shirt and throw it down on the floor too. He hugs Remus and taps on his thighs, “C'mon up.” He says and Remus wraps his legs around Sirius' torso, snaking his arms around his neck and pressing his face close to Sirius'. His legs are shaking slightly so Sirius holds his thighs firmly.
“That was supposed to be your punishment, I wasn't planning on touching you tonight, but now I feel bad because you're crying like a baby.” Sirius says softly. Remus wonders if he removed his shirt because Sirius already knew he craved skin to skin contact.
Remus sniffles loudly while Sirius carries him towards the bed, he didn't know that, he thought Sirius didn't touch him because he was really angry at him. Or worse, disappointed again.
Sirius places him on the bed on his back, Remus hisses when his bottom makes contact with the sheets below them, Sirius always places him on his side after spanking him. This time Sirius immediately climbs up on him, straddling Remus' waist and bending down to kiss his whole face and neck, moving down to his chest too. He traces Remus' raised scars with his tongue, licking every inch of his scarred skin.
Remus refused to believe someone would find his scars beautiful until he met Sirius. He calms down quickly, the sniffles fading away and his body relaxing, he moans and arches off the bed when Sirius sucks on his nipple. Sirius moves up towards his face and kisses the tears at the corner of Remus' eyes.
“We still have two values left.” he says.
Remus nods, “Yes sir.”
“Good boy.” A slight blush taints Remus' cheeks pink at that. Finally.
Sirius sits up beside Remus and ties his hands to the headboard, he takes out a candle from the bedside drawer and lights it, the orange hues illuminating his aristocratic features. Remus stiffens again, he tries to pull back his wrists but it doesn't work, he looks at Sirius helplessly.
Sirius brings up a hand to caress Remus' cheek, “Trust me.” he says and Remus feels those words working like a charm on his body, even though he knows that's not true.
Sirius slowly brings the candle right over Remus' chest. Remus can see the liquid wax shining at the edges, threatening to fall any second. Sirius tilts the candle just slightly, a drop rolls down the candle stick and falls on Remus' sternum. He sucks in a deep breath, his eyes not leaving the place where the wax drop rests, it doesn't hurt at all, just a very small warming sensation. Remus isn't sure he would've even noticed it if he wasn't watching. He looks at Sirius again who is already looking at him, Sirius tilts the candle again and another drop falls a little lower on his chest.
Remus relaxes his body again, his cheeks turn dark red now because Sirius is looking directly at him instead of his body, he's probably checking him for his reactions.
Remus nods slightly, just a slight confirmation. Sirius smirks lightly and finally looks away from Remus' face, focusing on the naked body laid out for him.
He brings the candle right over Remus' right nipple, tilting it at a greater angle, the wax which falls isn't just a drop, it's about a spoonful of melted wax poured with accurate precision.
Remus arches off the bed, moaning at the burning sensation on his sensitive skin, he feels the wax slowly dripping down his sides. Sirius carefully brings up a hand to caress Remus' arms and chest, slowly pushing him down on the bed again. Sirius does the same with his other nipple and Remus whines pathetically, his chest heaving up and down rapidly, “Daddy…” he moans out, feeling the burning sting on his nipples.
Sirius doesn't correct him, the word alone out of Remus' mouth is enough to make him hard. Remus squirms when Sirius shifts down on the bed, fearing Sirius would drop the hot wax on his groin too, it'll definitely hurt badly because the skin there is extremely sensitive, but Sirius has other plans.
“I want to see my artwork.” Sirius says with a wicked smile and Remus' stomach drops, the muscles of his body going rigid. Sirius pushes his shoulder slightly and Remus has to turn, now laying flat on his stomach. He is very aware of what Sirius is trying to do.
The thick lines on his ass and thighs have turned dark red now. Remus cannot see Sirius, but he can feel him grinning. He's about to teach him a good lesson. Sirius brings his left palm flat on Remus' waist and tilts the candle right above his ass-cheeks.
Pure torture.
Barbaric.
Remus whimpers frantically, the already abused flesh burning painfully, he curls his toes again and again and presses his face into the pillow, closing his thighs and rubbing his legs together. Sirius keeps dropping the hot wax drop by drop on Remus' ass without any break, carefully covering the whole surface.
Remus writhes below Sirius' hold, breathing heavily and fisting his hands in the ropes. “Daddy, please. I'm so sorry.” Tears roll down his cheeks again, he tries whispering in a soft voice–almost pitiful–right now pleasing Sirius is the only thing which will get him out of this.
Sirius blows out air on Remus' skin, soothing the sharp stinging sensation but it barely helps because of the previous beating Remus took. “This is called patience. The quality of being able to stay calm and not get angry, especially when there is a difficulty or you have to wait a long time.” Sirius says while dropping the wax on Remus' thighs, purposely aiming at the red lines. “Yes sir, thank you.” He cries out in pain.
Sirius grins at his creativity, white droplets like polka dots against Remus' red stripped ass. “So pretty.” He whispers more to himself than Remus.
Sirius blows on the wax again, some of it has already hardened and is peeling out of Remus' skin. He blows out the candle and lets it fall down the bed on the rug below. He splays both of his palms flat on Remus' ass, letting him feel the heat closely.
Remus throws his head back and whimpers again. “Please sir, I have learnt my lesson.”
Sirius chuckles behind him and removes his palms, Remus sags on the bed, he doesn't know whether Sirius is going to torture him more or not. Sirius is barely predictable to anyone these days.
Remus feels a cooling charm being cast on his body and sighs in relief, Sirius slowly scrapes out the wax drops out of Remus' skin, carefully not letting his nails hurt him too much.
Remus turns his head back towards Sirius the best he can. “Thank you, sir.” His voice is a bit shrill because he was crying recently, the tears still decorating his face. Sirius has to come up to wipe them because Remus' wrists are bounded tightly.
“Why aren't you this good always?” Sirius asks with a grin, one that is too similar to a sly fox.
Remus is confused, this time he wasn't being a brat deliberately. Did Sirius really expect him to not go feral when he literally tried to murder his bullies? Remus' brain is a little hazy but he suddenly realises maybe Sirius isn't actually angry at him, maybe he just took the opportunity to have his fun by trying to manipulate Remus and falsely accusing him of being "bratty".
Remus is slightly infuriated, he wants to snap at Sirius and tell him that this isn't fair. He tries very hard to tell Sirius that he cannot just display his dominance over him. Remus needs to grow up and tell Sirius that he is taking advantage of him.
And then Sirius caressed a hand through Remus' curls. He isn't growing up anytime soon.
“Thank you.” Remus whispers.
Sirius looks at him with a frown. "Hm?"
“For the incident at Potions today and for…yesterday too, I- No one…ever tried to protect me like that before.” Remus continues weakly, his voice sounds a bit wobbly because his chin is pressed on the pillow below him.
How deep have they come into this relationship? Having heartfelt talks in between sex and roleplay.
Sirius unties Remus' wrists and manhandles him on his back again.
Remus blushes violently whenever Sirius displays his strength, especially in bed, he can literally carry Remus around and fuck him for an hour or so.
“I love you, baby. Just tell me what you want and I'll get it for you.” Sirius says and scrapes the hardened wax on Remus' nipples, this one hurts less but Remus is busy admiring Sirius, he has started looking at him with a newfound respect nowadays, like when you look at someone and never want to disappoint them. He has started calling Sirius “Daddy” whenever they're alone, whether the sex part is present or not.
Sirius doesn't laugh at him like he did the very first time, he just pulls Remus closer and goes all soft, turning Remus insides all gooey.
“I think you're ready now.” Sirius says while tracing a finger on Remus' chest, moving down towards his cock.
Remus immediately pouts and sits up, he snuggles closer to Sirius, keeping his chin on Sirius' shoulder and bringing his lips very close to his ear, “Professor, I'm tired.” He says seductively and grins wide. He very clearly noticed Sirius' fingers tightening on his waist.
Sirius grabs his neck and pushes him flat on the bed again, his fingers threatening to tighten any second. Remus' Adam's apple bobs below Sirius' palm. Sirius pushes Remus' knees flat against his chest, folding him in half.
Remus expected Sirius to start fucking him immediately but instead Sirius waves his hand in the air and the teaching stick comes flying back in Sirius' palm. “Five strikes for trying to distract me.”
That's not what Remus wanted at all.
Sirius traces the stick on Remus' bared ass, “If you look away, or close your eyes, more five hits will be added.” Sirius says wickedly, his voice is back to his professor tone.
Remus' eyes widened, he opened his mouth to say something but Sirius raised his eyebrows challengingly.
Remus didn't let out a single sound after that.
Sirius straightens both of Remus' hands on either side, his palms flat against the mattress, just beside his naked arse, “If you move them, ten hits will be added.”
Basically, Sirius doesn't want him to move while he beats Remus with no mercy, that too after he just dropped hot wax on it, what a fun deal.
Honestly, Remus thinks he looks like an idiot, knees to his chest and hands beside him, that too naked. He doesn't like this position, he feels mortified because Sirius will be able to see his facial reactions while he spanks Remus, he has never been the one with a lot of self control.
Yet he nods at Sirius, that's the best thing which works in his favour.
Sirius holds Remus' knees again, Remus braces himself for the first hit, he opens his eyes wide and tightens his hand. He watches Sirius hold his hand up and bring it down with speed, the stick connects with his skin and he jerks up groaning in pain, he clenches his jaw hard but keeps looking at Sirius, only his eyes twitching slightly.
“Very good.” Sirius praises and hits Remus' twice, hard and fast–the sadist. Tears obscure Remus' vision, his already bruised and burned flesh hurting so bad. He clenches his hands on the mattress below and sniffles softly.
“Aww baby, just two more.” Sirius cooes gently.
Remus chews his bottom lip and nods again, he blinks twice to clear his vision. He takes a deep breath in and tightens the muscles in his bottom. Sirius quickly strikes him twice more and removes his hand from Remus' knee. Remus only looks away when Sirius caresses his skin, soothing the sting but he doesn't move his hands, because Sirius didn't tell him to.
Sirius slowly opens Remus' thighs and mutters the lubrication charm. He removes his trousers and settles in between Remus' legs, pushing his two fingers in and scissoring Remus open while stroking his own cock in his hand. He bends forward and kisses Remus' stomach, licking the scars there. Remus gasps and grabs Sirius' hair, Sirius pushes his third finger and halts his movements.
Remus looks down and their eyes meet. Sirius shakes his head no and Remus immediately takes his hands off him. That's it, just a shake of head and Remus knows what to do, how to follow commands and make Sirius happy.
Sirius stretches his fingers up to their limit and continues kissing down, taking Remus' cock in his mouth and sucking, making him fully hard inside his mouth. Remus moans and arches his back, his body growing hot again.
Sirius releases Remus' cock with a pop sound and aligns his dick with Remus' hole. He leans forward and hovers over Remus, “That's still a no.” He says and pushes inside.
Remus babbles incoherently but doesn't try to grab or touch Sirius, clenching the pillow beneath his head instead. Sirius knew Remus loves touching him, he's deliberately taking the privilege to torture him.
Sirius immediately sets a punishing pace, they both have been on edge for a long time now, Remus is pushed up with every thrust. He connects his eyes with Sirius, silent tears begging to allow him to touch him, but Sirius keeps looking back with a passive smile on his lips.
“That’s self-control, Remus. The ability to control oneself, in particular one's emotions and desires, especially in difficult situations.” Sirius grunts while increasing his pace, he's close.
Remus whines loudly and nods, “I understand, sir.” He says for good measure. How can Sirius teach him life values while fucking him? That's rude, fucking sexy but rude.
“Good boy, now you can touch me.” Sirius says and latches on Remus' lips.
Remus wraps his arms around Sirius' shoulders and kisses him back with the same intensity, he holds back his orgasm until Sirius releases first because he doesn't have the energy to beg anymore.
Sirius releases his load while groaning loudly, fucking Remus slowly and riding out his orgasm. As if on cue, Remus cums with a shout too, Sirius can punish him again for cuming without permission.
Sirius falls on Remus, both of them panting heavily. Remus can still feel the sting on his bottom, he felt it every time Sirius' hips snapped against it, but he doesn't want Sirius to heal it. He won't deny it if Sirius heals him on his own, but he wishes Sirius lets it stay.
Nowadays he likes a subtle reminder that he belongs to Sirius. He has started treating the bracelet on his wrist as a body part rather than just a piece of jewellery.
Sirius wipes the leftover tears on his cheeks and pulls out after some time. He quickly casts a cleaning charm on both of them.
“Can you get me some water?” Remus blurts out the second Sirius presses the wand on his bottom and opens his mouth to mutter the healing charm. Sirius catches the desperate tone but shrugs it off thinking Remus must be really tired after such a long edgeplay. He heals Remus' bottom and then climbs out of the bed to get some water.
Remus sags back on his pillow and sighs internally, Sirius cannot read his thoughts afterall. But will it be too weird if he asks him to spank him and let it heal naturally?
Sirius comes back and holds the glass to Remus' lips. Remus scoffs before sipping the water, “I'm not a child.” He says. It's a lie, but he needs to act tough because he cried like a baby earlier. Male ego.
“You are, you're my baby.” Sirius cooes gently and makes smooching sounds at Remus.
This is what Remus loves the most, how quickly Sirius goes soft on him. Sometimes Sirius is tired too, yet he considers taking care of Remus as his first priority.
Maybe I am his baby. Remus thinks inside his head.
Notes:
I saw this prompt where McGonagall catches Remus and Sirius kissing while they both were professors at Hogwarts. AHHHHHH SCREAMING RN😭
I'm losing my mind over PROFESSOR SIRIUS!!
Imagine Remus would be the kind, warm, lovey dovey type of professor, being a little cheeky when needed.
And then there's SIRIUS BLACK, hot fucking hot, he would intentionally dress all slutty to his classes.
Chapter 27: Losing Dominance
Chapter Text
Remus is naked, and drawing on Sirius' chest with a black sketch pen. Sirius is shirtless, lying flat on his back with Remus' straddling him, the curtains of his bed charmed shut.
Sirius didn't know about the muggle pens, he barely knows anything about the world outside magic and Remus loves enlightening him.
“You sure they'll come off with the shower?”
“More than sure.” Remus confirms and finishes the dog paw he was drawing. He had already drawn a thunderbolt, a star, a smiley face, the word “Daddy” too, he's a cheeky man afterall.
“Draw a wolf paw too.” Sirius says and Remus' eyes snap up to him.
“What?”
“A wolf paw,” Sirius repeats, points to the skin right over his heart, “I want it here.”
Remus has to take several breaths to calm his heart which went out on a tour the previous second. How can Sirius love the wolf so much? Remus never did, he always considered himself as a monster, still does. But Sirius never ever came close to treating him differently because of his lycanthropy.
He bends down again and starts drawing, his fingers shake a little and he has to roll the pen twice between his fingers. Sirius' chest moves up and down calmly.
“Done.” Remus says and locks eyes with him. Sirius is looking down at him so lovingly Remus can feel the warmth surrounding him. He feels a bit exposed, Sirius doesn't let him wear clothes nowadays in private, even if he is just studying or sitting idly, Sirius wants him naked at all times.
Remus is not at all surprised at how comfortable he's become just being naked 24/7 around his boyfriend, letting his hungry gaze linger on him. They've established a perfect balance, Remus craves physical touch and Sirius cannot stop his hands from mapping Remus' body. At night if they're not having sex, Sirius will pull Remus on top of him and just feels his body for hours, often squeezing his ass like stress balls.
Remus calls him a pervert for that.
They haven't fucked for a while, Sirius is kind of busy with his school work, he thinks Remus might need time for his own too but Remus on the other hand is not happy, he wants his boyfriend at all times. There has been this change in his personality, he has started craving Sirius like oxygen. He is smart enough to handle all of his school work, but he doubts whether Sirius can manage everything or not.
Sirius is the kind of guy who studies one day before an exam and manages to ace a subject or two, maintaining an overall excellent position.
“I got something for you.” Sirius says and sits up, placing Remus on his lap comfortably. He Accios a bag and hands it to Remus, it has new quills, notebooks, a pair of socks, quite a lot of jewellery and some chocolates. That's another advantage of dating a rich boy, Sirius doesn't think before buying something for Remus. He just purchases whatever reminds him of his boyfriend. Remus refused to accept them at first, but the concept of “expensive” was foreign to Sirius, he argued that the things he's gifting Remus are not even gifts, just “basics”.
Remus is in awe when he spots a ring with a moon on it. Of course, they don't get matching ones, they're just seventeen, it's not like they'll marry each other tomorrow. He digs his fingers in Sirius' waistband and smirks at him, “Want me to say thank you?”
Sirius giggles slightly but pulls Remus' hands away, “I have detention now.” He says with a mock frown but Remus narrows his eyes at him, “You could've spent the night with me.” He grumbles.
Sirius smiles and pulls Remus closer, “I will come to your dorm tonight.” He kissed Remus' forehead in confirmation.
“But you'll be tired after detention!” Remus snaps at him.
Sirius grabs Remus' balls, squeezing them roughly. Remus opens his mouth in a silent moan, “I don't like that tone, puppy.” Sirius says in a slightly mean voice, “And I have enough strength to keep you up all night.”
Remus purses his lips and nods, Sirius strokes his dick to full hardness, “You're not touching yourself while I'm gone.” he says and shrugs on his uniform for his detention, leaving Remus hard and leaking on his bed.
Remus whines and throws himself on Sirius' bed, now he has to wait until he grows soft without any release.
Sirius is so brutish sometimes.
“Long time no see.” Sirius says while climbing on Remus' bed. That shit eating grin says so much more than those four words.
Remus pouts at him and removes his pajama bottoms, he gets on all his fours facing the headboard, “Will you please fuck me now?” he whispers and wiggles his naked ass shamelessly to attract Sirius' attention.
Sirius hovers over him, pushing Remus' face on the pillow and nuzzling his neck from behind, “You beg so good.” He rasps and smacks Remus sharply, muttering the lubrication charm and fingering him open.
Remus is moaning and panting not even ten minutes into it.
They're lounging outside in the garden in a secluded corner, Sirius has his head on Remus' lap while Remus is making small bows out of grass and putting them in Sirius' hair.
A girl from Remus' study group approaches them with a smile on her lips, she's a Slytherin, must be from fifth year because Sirius has never seen her.
“Hey, Rem. Thank you for your notes the day before yesterday.” She says and hands Remus a chocolate bar.
“Yeah, no need.” Remus smiles back at her.
Sirius who was watching their whole interaction from below doesn't even bat an eye, it's just a normal conversation between a junior and senior. He would've let it slide if she didn't fucking kiss Remus on the cheek before leaving.
Remus gawks at her back while she walks towards her friend group. Sirius lifts his head from Remus' lap and raises one eyebrow at him.
“I don't know why…” Remus starts awkwardly but Sirius doesn't let him finish, he snatches the chocolate and throws it far on the ground.
“Hey!” Remus exclaims.
Honestly, what was the chocolate’s fault?
Sirius grabs Remus' tie and pulls his face closer, their noses almost touching. “You know I don't like it when other people touch you.”
“She's just from my study group.” Remus whispers shakily.
“I'm still jealous, and Rem? You're mine!” Sirius says with a little emphasis on the last word and does that make Remus blush? Yes. Is Remus about to get up and dance because Sirius is jealous? Very much yes. Would Remus like to be fucked right here where everyone can see them? Absolutely yes.
He cannot help the smile which turns his lips upwards. “Daddy, we'll have a problem if you act all possessive." Remus says pointing to his groin and connects their lips, he kisses Sirius fiercely pulling him closer by his nape and thrusting his tongue inside his mouth. Sirius pulls Remus closer by his waist and climbs on his lap.
“You'll come to our room tonight.” Sirius demands in between the kiss.
“I thought you'd never ask.” Remus pants out and continues kissing Sirius.
Remus is in their room early, he's smiling wickedly to himself. He did outsmart Sirius this time. He's the one who bribed the girl and specifically instructed her to kiss him on the cheeks and leave as soon as possible.
“Next time you wanna get punished, just tell me.” Remus repeats Sirius' words in a mocking tone, why sacrifice your self respect and ask for punishment when you can just act like a brat? Well this isn't exactly a punishment, Sirius is probably just going to fuck the hell out of him.
He doesn't even walk, he literally skips to their bed and begins shredding his uniform. Taking a look at the room, he grins to himself again. Someone will surely think he has gone officially insane. He takes out a blindfold from his pocket and walks towards the middle of the room, it isn't a literal blindfold, just his dark blue handkerchief but it'll work either way. The floor below him feels cold, but he's sure Sirius will be here soon.
He kneels on the floor and makes himself comfortable by sitting back on his heels. He ties the blindfold on his eyes and keeps his palms flat on the floor just in front of his knees, straightening his back a little and waits for Sirius. He isn't even waiting, he's anticipating, bubbling with excitement because Sirius isn't the one who gave him the blindfold or told him to kneel on the floor, this time Remus is being two steps ahead of him.
Remus perks up when he hears the door opening, there was a clear pause of at least five seconds before the door was closed. Sirius must've halted at the threshold seeing Remus like this.
Remus hears the shallow footsteps approaching, he lifts his head up when he thinks Sirius is standing right in front of him. He cannot see him, but he can feel his dominating aura.
Sirius crouches down and touches Remus' fingers first, slowly moving his hand up Remus' arm and stopping at his nape. “You love being a good boy.”
Remus cannot make out whether it's a question or a statement. “Yes daddy.” He whispers silkyly.
Sirius latches onto Remus' throat, placing open mouth kisses all over his neck and jaw. Remus breathes in deeply, he tries not to move much, Sirius loves it when he can use Remus like his own sex doll.
Remus is thrilled inside, Sirius' lips roaming all over his body while he can do nothing but feel, relish it and drown into it. He feels Sirius sucking a hickey on his neck, just below his jawline where everyone will notice it.
Remus' lips curl upwards at the silent you're mine kind of gesture.
Sirius pulls back abruptly and moves to Remus' back, kissing his neck and groping his ass from behind. “Merlin, I have no control when it comes to you.” Sirius whispers against his skin, slowly pushing him forward to make him bend on all his fours.
Remus was so immersed in Sirius’ lips licking his spine he didn't even hear him mutter the lubrication charm. Sirius pushes one finger into him, a second digit joining seconds later, forcing a low moan out of Remus.
It is too early, Sirius never fucks him this fast, he makes sure he takes Remus apart thread by thread, sending him straight to heaven and bring him back later. He tries to hear somethings in his surroundings, the only voices are his slow gasps.
“Daddy?”
“Yes baby?”
“Are you not going to play with me?” Remus asks shyly, Sirius could hear the pout in that sentence. He pushes his third finger inside and curls them making Remus jolts slightly, “I will baby, I just don't think I'll be able to prepare you when I'm playing with you.”
Sirius pinches Remus' ass sharply and Remus whines. Sirius' holds the flesh between his thumb and index finger tightly until Remus starts squirming, pleasure and pain mingling together. “Daddy, it hurts. I'm sorry.”
Sirius loosen ups his grip slightly only to pinch Remus' skin again, exactly at the same place. “Ah! please.”
Sirius–the sadist, always comes up with new ways to make Remus cry. He pushes his fourth finger in and a tear falls out Remus' eye, only to be absorbed in the blindfold.
Sirius pulls his fingers out and licks the skin where he just pinched, there's a bruise already forming there.
Remus feels a toy being inserted into his hole, he purses his lips and tries not to clench too much, almost welcoming the toy. It's definitely big, almost the size of Sirius' cock, Remus has to breathe out of his mouth when the largest part is being inserted.
Sirius deliberately moves the plug a little left and right making Remus squeak pathetically. “Aww baby, you're so sensitive.” Sirius chuckles behind him.
Of course he's sensitive, Sirius' fingertips always feel like fire against ice, melting his body into thin liquid always.
“Follow me.” Sirius says and his touch leaves Remus' body.
“I can't see.” Remus replies quickly, he's more disappointed that Sirius stopped touching him rather than his lack of vision.
“Wow, new information.” Sirius lets out a fake laugh and a belt is being wrapped around Remus' throat.
Right, he has accepted his fate of being put on a leash and crawling towards Sirius. Both literally or metaphorically, willingly or unwillingly. He'll always crawl towards Sirius.
Remus follows wherever Sirius leads him, by the direction he knows they're going towards the bed on their left, so there's not much to complain about. He lets out embarrassingly cute noises whenever the plug stuffed into him shifts.
Sirius halts Remus by pressing on his shoulder and pulls him back. Remus is back on his heels, carefully spreading his legs so that the plug is not pushed in. “Just wait for some time.” Sirius pats Remus' cheeks.
Remus nods in response.
There are sounds of drawers opening and clothes shuffling, something clicking on the right of him and the belt being pulled over his head. He feels something touch his shoulder and then Sirius' hands are on his cheeks, pulling his face upwards into a kiss. Remus tries to feel Sirius' body, he's sitting in between Sirius' legs and Sirius is on the bed. He keeps his hands on Sirius' knees and kisses him back sweetly.
Literally sweetly, because he can taste dark chocolate on Sirius' tongue. He can smell it too, both on Sirius' lips and somewhere near him.
The blindfold is off and Remus flutters his eyes open, the scene in front of him could really make a masterpiece if it weren't too obscene to be displayed in halls.
Sirius is sitting stark-naked on the bed, legs spread wide with his cock rock hard and standing upright, he's pouring melted chocolate on his whole length, from the tip to the root. The thick liquid coating his erection swiftly, rolling down towards the underside and dripping on the white sheets below.
Remus is horrified that he has to swallow the pooled saliva inside his mouth because he's literally salivating like a dog. He sticks his tongue out and darts forward too fast to be respectful, only to be pulled back by Sirius' harsh hold on his hair.
Remus looks up through his eyelashes with just the head of Sirius' cock in his mouth, only to be met back with eyes full of lust. He can taste the chocolate smeared on the tip.
“What did I teach you?”
Right, if you want his cock, beg for it.
Remus tries to pull his head back but Sirius keeps holding him in his place. He looks up again and gulps loudly, “Daddy, please let me suck your cock.” Remus begs with his lips around Sirius' tip, disgraceful and stupid.
“Not enough.” Sirius says and casually leans back a little. He's clearly enjoying humiliating Remus.
Remus slurps obscenely, a trail of saliva drooling down his chin, “Please, can I taste you? I want you in my mouth. Please? I'm yours, your little plaything daddy.” he moans around Sirius cock just to please him.
Sirius smiles wide at Remus' little attempts, releasing the grip on his hair, “Good puppy.” He pats Remus' hair.
Remus blushes and pushes his face down, closing his lips around the girth and sucking back slowly until just the tip remains in his mouth, he swallows the chocolate collected on his tongue and dives in again. Sirius pushes his head more, making him swallow his cock until the root, Remus gags and coughs but Sirius just thrusts his cock more into Remus' throat.
Sirius tuts above him. “You've lost practice.”
Lost practice? Remus is a little offended, he had Sirius' cock bruising his throat just three days ago. He cannot stop his gag reflex now can he?
Sirius pulls Remus' head back just enough to let him breathe, half of it still inside. “The next time someone asks you what's your favourite snack. You're going to say “Daddy's cock dipped in chocolate.” Got it?” Sirius says while threading his fingers through Remus' curls. He has a slight smile on his lips like this whole ordeal is amusing for him. It surely is.
Remus nods obediently, Sirius' cock moving up and down inside his mouth.
“What are you going to say?” Sirius holds Remus' face in his hand, squishing his cheeks with his fingers.
“My favourite snack is daddy's cock dipped in chocolate.” he babbles incoherently.
Sirius laughs loudly at that, the sounds ringing through the whole room. Remus' cheeks flushed deeply because of how pathetic he sounded, muzzled with a cock on his tongue.
“Go on. Make me cum.” Sirius is still laughing a little, he relaxes back while keeping both of his hands flat on the mattress, getting a clear view of Remus absolutely relishing his cock.
Remus latches onto Sirius' cock from the side like one would latch on a popsicle, sucking and tasting the chocolaty taste mixed with Sirius' musky skin.
“Merlin!” Sirius groans but doesn't take his eyes off Remus. He has moved down further, licking the balls with the tip of his tongue, not even leaving the underside or the pinched skin between them. Placing his tongue flat against Sirius' underside, he licks a long stripe up and down catching the few drops of precum.
Sirius is half in awe, half about to go absolutely feral seeing Remus worshipping his cock like it's sacred, except it's not. His chest moving up and down because of his rapidly approaching orgasm.
Remus swallows the testicles in his mouth, trying to suck out Sirius' soul through them. “I'm close, baby! I'm close.” Sirius moans above him, guiding Remus' mouth to swallow his cock again. Remus hollows his cheeks and Sirius immediately pulls back so that only the tip remains inside.
Remus feels hot spurts of cum shooting inside his mouth, touching the roof of his mouth and pooling on his tongue. He pulls back with a pop sound and swallows everything in a large gulp, even the cum tasted sweet because of how much chocolate was already present in his mouth.
Remus sags back, inhaling deeply, only to jerk up with a gasp when the plug is pushed in straight.
Sirius doesn't even wait for him to catch his breath. He puts his hands under Remus' armpits and picks him up like a child, placing him on his lap. “You're mine.” He says and then snaps his fingers, the plug starts vibrating vigorously and a high pitched moan escapes Remus' lips. Remus squeezes his eyes shut and falls forward panting heavily for a minute because of how fast the vibrations are.
Sirius pulls Remus' face back and takes a moment to admire his boyfriend. His face is smeared with chocolate all over his lips, cheeks and chin. The tip of his nose is also painted brown. He looks strikingly similar to a kitten who just dipped its face in chocolate milk because it's still learning how to eat. The small noises Remus is making is just adding to the whole look.
Sirius curses himself for not putting cat ears on him. What a missed opportunity.
“You'll never forget this moment, baby…” Sirius says and scrapes some of the chocolate from Remus' lips using his thumb nail, “Everytime someone gives you a chocolate or you merely look at one…” Sirius licks his own thumb, sucking it clean and releases with a smooch, “You'll think about me.” He says it like a fact, a truth which is unchangeable and darts forward, pressing his hot tongue on Remus' jaw and licks a long stripe up, licking the chocolate off Remus' face.
Remus gasps loudly when Sirius does it again and again. Had he thought about it during his free time, Sirius licking his face sounds so funny and idiotic, but it really isn't funny at all when this is truly happening to him.
Remus' cock jerks slightly when Sirius grabs his jaw roughly and takes his bottom lip in his mouth, tracing his tongue on it. He squeaks and jerks forward, hands pressing on Sirius' chest when Sirius pushes in the plug with his free hand.
Suddenly Remus realises why Sirius' animagus form is a dog, he has a mind of a dog and he's also acted like a dog in more than one situation.
Remus is panting either because of his approaching orgasm or just the thought of Sirius licking his face makes him go dizzy. Sirius licks the last bit of chocolate from Remus' nose and pulls out the plug while it was still vibrating, the scream it tore out of Remus when the largest part was vibrating just at his rim must've been heard by the Gods themselves.
Deep down Remus knew Sirius would never let him cum on a toy, it's highly disrespectful to Sirius' cock.
Another scream tears out of his throat when Sirius lifts Remus' hips again and makes him sit on his cock at once, burying it deep inside. The stretch is always there, Remus isn't even sure anything will ever make him properly ready for Sirius' cock. Sirius probably gets all his arrogance from his size itself.
Sirius stands on his own feet, hoisting Remus up with him and Merlin, Remus is helpless, there's nowhere to go except sink down on the cock already brushing his prostate.
The breath is punched out of Remus when his back hits the mattress with Sirius hovering over him. Sirius unlocks Remus' ankles from behind his own waist and puts them over his shoulders, he pulls Remus' hips to the edge of the bed and starts thrusting ruthlessly.
Remus was already on edge because of the plug and he starts moaning frantically but Sirius grabs his base, not letting him cum.
“Daddy, let go…please please let me go.” Remus cries when he fails miserably to uncurl Sirius' fingers from his cock. Sirius chuckles lightly seeing Remus' shaking fingers grabbing his wrist. “You're cumming with me. I want to sync it.”
Remus whines loudly throwing his head to his right, how does it matter who gets to cum first? They're going to finish either way. Sirius is like a man child, he wants to do weird timing syncing during sex. Or he's just cruel.
“Please, I can't!” Remus cries again.
“You don't have to, I'm not releasing your cocklet until I wish.” Sirius says while increasing his thrusts.
Remus huffs angrily at that, “Fuck you! You're so cruel!”
Remus snaps his eyes open, Sirius is smirking down at him and slowing his thrusts.
“NO!” Remus screams, he sucks a sharp breath in to clears his mind, “Please, please, please, I'm sorry, I'm sorry, I didn't mean it. I'm sorry, I just got carried away, please daddy.” He rushes with his words, squirming and tightening his hand on Sirius' wrist.
“I'm offended.” Sirius says flatly, fucking Remus leisurely. He's going to stop.
“I'll throw myself down the stairs if you stop now! Just watch me! I'm not joking!” Remus snaps again, his whole face is flushed red and he really looks like he's about to murder someone.
Sidius bursts out laughing at that, “Remus, what?” He wheezes and releases Remus' cock, he puts both of his hands on each side of Remus' head and hovers over him, but he does increase his pace. Losing the fight of dominance for the first time.
Remus is immediately cumming while panting heavily, he barely cares about Sirius who is still laughing at him right above his face.
Sirius quickly thrusts a few times and then he's cumming too. He hides his face where Remus' shoulder and neck meets and starts laughing again, his chest shaking from where it's pressed flush against Remus'.
“I can't believe,” Sirius breathes in deeply, he is close to tears, “you just said that!”
Remus squeezes his eyes shut trying to stifle his laugh too. “You don't know me yet, Black.” He says in a warning tone.
Sirius pulls out slowly and shifts Remus' legs on the bed, “Oh my god.” He has to exhale a few times and catch his breath, he thinks he's going to die because of how much he wants to laugh. “That was so fun.” He wipes the slight tears on the corner of his eyes. His abdomen is hurting slightly because he just ejaculated.
Remus grumbles something intelligible and rolls on the bed, making grabby hands towards Sirius.
Sirius huffs on last time and climbs on the bed, pulling Remus as close as possible.
“Don't hurt yourself, ever.” Sirius says, a little too aggressive.
“I won't.” Remus replies and presses his lips to Sirius.
Remus realises Sirius is being territorial, he's taking over his mind and clouding his presence in every corner of Remus' existence.
Whatever is important to Remus, has Sirius in it.
Remus loves reading and libraries, Sirius made him swallow his cock there, that too when a public was present.
The forest, because Sirius chased and fucked him there.
Remus is a werewolf, Sirius already destroyed the full moons by claiming him.
Parties, and whenever people are dancing there, for a very split second Remus is always taken back to the day he delivered a pole dance.
Remus hasn't been able to look at any male professor without his cock kicking slightly since that night.
The ice cubes in the drinks poured in the Three Broomsticks, because that was the first time Remus accepted Sirius.
Remus' own belt opening sounds, because of how many times Sirius has wrapped it around his throat, or hands or used it as a whip.
The men's restroom, because Sirius is one impatient bastard.
Everytime. Everything. Every moment is just Sirius Sirius Sirius. And now he took away the chocolate too.
Remus closes his eyes, tired and exhausted, even when he's sleeping there's always a slight dread in his heart, that Sirius is going to fuck him awake.
Not even sleep has the right to take him away from Sirius.
Notes:
Sirius—I don't like it when you're hurt.🥺
Remus—I'll throw myself down the stairs if you don't fuck me.😸Please they're so funny. I can't believe I wrote that.😭🤦🏻♀️
Also I was thinking about another fic with similar plot but added Dom James. Thoughts?
Chapter 28: Degradation and No Silencing Charm
Notes:
I think this one is kind of boring :(
Chapter Text
Sirius drags Remus towards the boy's washroom and throws him inside, he bangs the door shut and checks each stall one by one, his feet stomping on the marble aisle below. He is angry, raging like a bull. So was Regulus, they were fighting during the lessons too.
No one's here.
Remus gulps audibly, Sirius looks aggressive. Fate decides to give them a completely empty bathroom at the worst possible moment.
Sirius' icy stare scares the wits out of him, he takes a long step back when Sirius stomps towards him. He clenches his fists in Remus' shirt and turns him around, pushing him forward on the sink counter. Sirius does that a lot these days, holding Remus down with his bare hands, manhandling him however he wants, like a ragdoll who weighs nothing.
Remus' breathing turns erratic as he watches Sirius' face in the mirror, he quickly unbuckles Remus' trousers and pulls it down to his knees, there's a vein which looks like it's about to burst out of Sirius' forehead.
Sirius quickly mutters the lubrication charm and inserts two fingers into Remus, scissoring them while they weren't even fully inside. “Ahh! W-what?” Remus jolts up and tries to get away from the sudden intrusion. Sirius grabs Remus' back of the collar and pulls him down, he can feel Sirius' nails digging on his scruff. Sirius doesn't say anything, he has his jaw clenched tightly. Remus wonders what made Sirius so agitated that he didn't even undress Remus properly, it's slightly degrading to just have your arse out of your uniform for a quick fuck in the bathroom.
Remus can see Sirius' elbow moving rapidly in the mirror. Sirius takes his cock out, it's already rock hard and then Remus feels a third finger pushing in, he squeezes his eyes shut, a small whimper falling out of his lips, fingers tightening on the counters edge. “Sirius, it's too early, can yo–” Remus screams loudly because Sirius just pulled his fingers out and slammed his cock fully inside.
Remus falls forward, bracing his hands on the walls beside the mirror, his own cock painfully trapped between the counter’s edge and his abdomen, he realises Sirius didn't cast a silencing charm before, if someone would be walking outside they would definitely hear them.
Remus has to take several deep breaths to realise when and how and why he is here. The stretch was too much, it burns painfully and feels like Sirius just split him open.
Remus has to look back towards his bottom and make sure his unprepared hole survived having Sirius' cock rammed inside it. He's extremely worried about his ability to walk because Sirius' hips are really flush against his ass.
Sirius smirks at Remus' desperate attempt to turn, “Too eager to have a look?” He says wickedly and hauls Remus' body towards the wall on their left, pressing his left cheek on the cold tile. “Your show is available in the mirror.” Sirius rasps near Remus' ear and immediately starts pounding into him.
Merlin, it feels like Sirius is drilling Remus open. He pushes his hand against Remus' waist, pressing his thumbs in to pull out Remus' ass.
“Daddy! Daddy!” Remus cries out frantically, some tears falling out of his eyes. Right now he can barely feel anything except the tight stretching of his hole and Sirius' big cock defiling it.
Sirius pulls his head back by his hair and growls in his ear, “Just keep screaming my name baby, I need to relieve some of my stress.”
If Sirius hasn't been a mean boyfriend lately, he'll be now.
Remus is ashamed at how eagerly he opens his eyes to watch himself get fucked in the mirror– Sirius tight grip on his hair, the way Sirius is ruthlessly thrusting into him. Remus' own jaw is slack and loud whimpers falling out of it.
He feels a heat pool in his abdomen at the mere thought of being Sirius' stress reliever, like an object available just for him. I'm pathetic, that's what I am. Remus thinks inside his head.
“Oh my god! Jesus Christ!” Remus wails again, throwing his head back when Sirius starts angling his hips, bruising his prostate with every thrust, he didn't even know it was possible for Sirius to go more rough than he normally is. His own cock standing upright and slapping against his stomach obscenely, he can already feel his orgasm approaching. His legs threatening to give up any second, he looks away from the mirror and tries to focus on his breathing but he isn't even feeling human right now, just a hole for Sirius to get off.
Sirius grips both of Remus' wrists and holds them together on the wall above his head, causing Remus' back to arch more. Sirius brings his chest flush against Remus' back, “Don’t look away.” He whispers.
Remus looks in the mirror again while panting heavily, he stares straight into Sirius' eyes. “Imagine puppy, if we're sharing a flat someday,” Sirius says while punctuating his sentence with deep thrusts, tearing loud moans out of Remus' throat, “I would fuck you awake each day, put on the collar and tail inside you all the time to keep you open, I would tie the leash to my belt to and make you crawl behind me wherever I go, use you whenever I want.” Remus feels his dick twitching violently at Sirius' demeaning comments, his cheeks and neck quickly turning red.
“We could call our families to dinner and I would fuck you on the dinner table infront of them. Later, everyone would be eating and you'll be under the table, sucking my cock and swallowing my cum as your dinner. Wouldn't you love that?” Sirius whispers absolute filth in his ear. Remus thinks his dick is going to explode, his body is about to combust and the bathroom shall be covered in his pieces of flesh, he has never been this aroused in his entire life.
Remus has to look away again, he tries very hard not to take Sirius' dirty words to his heart but he cannot help but picture the scene in his brain. Him on a dinner table facing the audience while Sirius is ruining him from behind. He didn't even realise his whole body was shaking under Sirius. Precum is already leaking on the floor below.
Remus shakes his head no, he knows he'll embarrass himself if he tries retaliation, he cannot get a single sound out which is not a whorish cry or a sinful whimper.
“No?” Sirius says and spreads Remus' ass cheeks apart, rolling his hips and pushing his cock in deeper, Remus sputters and presses his forehead on the back of his hands on the wall, he knows Sirius is about to grill him because he denied.
“Think again, I would make you crawl naked to the dog park. No professors would be there to stop me,” Remus has to work very hard to think Sirius is being diabolical and using him for his own selfish sexual pleasure, “You'll get off on my shoes again and everyone would stare at your tail swinging behind. Imagine little children playing with your ears, wondering what kind of a toy you are.” His orgasm cuts through his thoughts like an arrow, this is the fastest Sirius ever made him cum. That too completely untouched.
Remus doesn't realise anything at this moment, he can only focus on the absolute crap Sirius just spat out of his mouth. He tells himself that Sirius always fucks him in a way that will definitely make him cum, that it's impossible to cum just from dirty talk. In the end, his thoughts diverted towards Sirius' words, would he really make me crawl naked if we weren't in school?
Sirius releases inside him with a highly relaxed moan, pressing his face on Remus' nape, like he did get all of his stress relieved by dumping his cum inside Remus. “Too bad we can just imagine.” He says with a smile.
Remus suddenly wants to bang his own head on the wall until it splits open because he just had this sudden urge to tell Sirius that if they both stay back during the Christmas break it would be possible to keep him dressed up like a dog all day.
“Are you too fucked out to speak?” Sirius pulls out and spanks Remus' ass hard, the slap echoed through the empty washroom. Remus yelps and slowly lowers himself on his knees, too humiliated to even stand up on his own legs, his fingers shaking on the walls, breathing absolutely ragged and dried tears staining his cheeks. His brain is still fuzzy, thinking about Sirius' words again and again, he cannot get the scenarios out of his head even if he is trying so hard.
Suddenly there's a cold hand on his cock, Sirius' wet hand is wiping the few drops of cum leaking out of Remus' cock, “Look at yourself,” he rubs his thumb on the tip, Remus whimpers like he's about to cry again before looking down towards his cock. “You're still hard after you just finished.” Sirius cannot get more evil than he's being now. He starts stroking Remus' cock leisurely. “You can lie to me baby, but your body cannot.” Sirius says while kissing Remus' neck. “You do realise that the door isn't locked properly, anyone can come in and see you, half naked and falling apart under me.” Sirius slows his strokes slightly, moving down to roll Remus' balls instead.
Remus moans sinfully, he doesn't dare move a single muscle without Sirius' command, “Should I stop?” Sirius asks, his tone a bit teasing.
Remus fists his hands on the wall and grits his teeth, he takes a deep breath in–say yes, say yes, say yes–and shakes his head no again.
There goes the last bit of his dignity.
Thankfully Sirius doesn't laugh at him for being so needy, he just mutters a cruel, “I think I really fucked your brains out.” and fastens his hand, occasionally slapping Remus' arse just for his fun.
Frankly, Remus agrees. He really had to question his own existence just now.
Sirius catches Remus is about to cum again and brings his lips closer to his ear again, “What would your parents think if they knew you willingly humped my boots like a bitch in heat?”
Remus cums exactly at that moment.
This whole ordeal must've lasted less than fifteen minutes because lunch still hasn't started, but for Remus it's like he spent his entire day getting railed and dishonoured. He wants to feel angry, because of how brutally Sirius had degraded and dehumanized him here but it's hard to confront your tormentor when he can make you cum from just from his words.
Suddenly the door knob rattles and Remus immediately feels a dread in his stomach, but Sirius is at the door even before anyone could walk in. He quickly casts a locking charm and the door knob stops turning. He looks at Remus who looks a little scared. “It's just me, no one else.” Sirius assures, his voice going comforting quickly. Remus takes in a shaky breath and nods. He trusts Sirius.
“C'mon I'll get you cleaned up.” Sirius says and casts a cleaning charm on Remus, then pulling his trousers up. He makes Remus sit on the countertop and opens the tap, washing his hands first and then wiping Remus' tear-stained face and cleaning his abdomen.
“Let's get to lunch.” Sirius says softly and pulls Remus out of the bathroom. None of them talk about healing Remus' hole, it feels like a silent agreement, Sirius wants Remus to feel it and Remus wants a reminder.
Sirius doesn't leave Remus' side and sits at the Gryffindor table, drawing some unwanted attention but they both are really past it. Remus feels his chest warm up slightly, he suspects Sirius caught up that Remus doesn't like it when he's left alone after having sex. Especially after his subdrop the previous month.
James notices him limping slightly and Remus knows he's about to get teased.
Thankfully Sirius sits in between them.
James leans a bit back to stare at Remus with raised eyebrows, Remus looks back sharply. Don't say it, a silent fire in his eyes.
Sirius also leans back, breaking their little staring competition, “Want your wand taken away again?” He asks nonchalantly, a threat aimed at James right there.
James stops functioning for a moment and mutters a small sorry, but Sirius the gentleman gets out of Remus' face and points at him. “Apologise to my boyfriend.”
James blinks twice, he doesn't need to apologise when he didn't even do anything but quickly recalls Sirius is very possessive when it comes to the boyfriend in question, “Remus, my friend, I'm sorry. I love you very much.” He says with a wide smile.
Remus, who has a jungle of butterflies in his throat, doesn't want to embarrass himself by saying something stupid so he just nods while blushing. Even if Sirius is personally an extremely sadist boyfriend, he doesn't want Remus to be shamed by others.
Remus is pulled into a broom closet again after lunch and suddenly he understands why Sirius didn't heal him earlier.
Sirius helps Remus on the stairs because his thighs are quivering slightly. Remus is kind of worried about people finding out what indecency they were doing just now, James already knows but at least he's a friend.
“Act like you've twisted your ankle.” Sirius says and snakes his arm around Remus' waist.
Remus immediately feels a little guilty for putting Sirius through this tantrum, Sirius could've just healed him but Remus didn't let him. The feeling is slightly intimate if he can feel the soreness afterwards, Sirius never casts a healing spell on himself, it's slightly prejudiced to think doms don't need aftercare or their thighs and hips don't ache. Just because Sirius can lift him doesn't mean it's easy, let alone the fact that Remus heavily depends on Sirius for the emotional aspects of aftercare. Remus understands because he's fucked quite a people before his fate intertwined with Sirius.
“I just don't want people to know that we're shagging in the middle of the afternoon.” Remus whispers and lifts his right ankle, leaning towards Sirius and acting like he has a sprain.
Sirius catches the guilt in his voice and how Remus diverted his eyes awkwardly. “Hey, I'm not judging you for being a real decent man. Not everyone is a slut like me.” Sirius seems a little proud of degrading himself.
Remus chuckles lightly, “It's not that…I know you don't judge me, but I judge myself.”
Right, Remus doesn't need people to make him insecure, he'll do it on his own, that too with extreme privileges.
Sirius blinks twice at him, “If you judge yourself for your desires then I think I need to force-feed you veritaserum to know what you really think about me.” He deadpans.
Remus laughs loudly at that, Sirius is right, he used to judge him a lot, but guess you get used to it.
Sirius opens the door for Remus' dorm, James is already lying half dead on his bed and Peter's curtains are shut. James looks up and smirks again, “How rough were you? He can't even walk.”
Remus will kill him, he could've just minded his own business but he chose to make the situation more awkward. Sirius helps Remus sit on his bed, he makes sure Remus’ back is to James. He then crouches down to take off Remus' shoes, but Remus immediately circles his fingers around Sirius', “You're not my servant.” He whispers so that James cannot hear him. Whatever is happening now needs to stay between them.
Sirius looks up with a grin and winks at him, just play along.
“Want a first hand experience?” Sirius questions back to James.
Remus is impressed at how quickly he came with such an iconic comeback, he turns his head and even James is taken aback, he sits up on the bed looking at Remus, “Your boyfriend is trying to cheat on you!”
Sirius slowly leans towards his right, to look at James with a smug smile. “It isn't cheating if he's present, wanna join us tonight?” He wiggles his eyebrows suggestively.
James' jaw hangs open at that, “Remus?” He whispers horrified. Remus just shrugs, faking nonchalance.
Sirius quickly casts an Incarcerous, binding James' upper body and walks threateningly towards him. “W-what? Wait! Remus!” James tries again, shifting back on the bed.
“I warned you,” Sirius grabs James' face, “You can bully whoever you want but not my boyfriend,” He brings their faces very close, their noses almost brushing against each other, “But pricks like you don't listen.”
James is on the verge of a panic attack now, Remus is too a little worried about Sirius being so close to someone else, but he has seen James and Sirius in worse positions so he holds himself back.
James turns his face towards Remus for help, “Remus, stop him. Please, I'm sorry.”
“This is the hundredth sorry I'm listening to.” Remus' tone was more like he's complaining to Sirius about James.
James full on whines now, he knows Sirius is about to do something bad to him. “Siri, I'm like your brother and I belong to your own brother.” He whispers shakily, playing the brother card now.
Suddenly Sirius latches onto James' throat, sinking his teeth in and sucking hard, James jerks back in disgust, thrashing his legs in protest. “Sirius, what the fuck! Get off!” he yells. Sirius quickly hexed him with a silencing charm and held him down for a minute, when he pulled back, a bright red mark was visible on James' neck.
“Have fun explaining that to my brother. He is even worse than me.” Sirius slaps James' cheek lightly and returns back to Remus' bed, charming the curtains shut, leaving James to figure himself out.
“He'll never bully you again.” Sirius grins at Remus.
“Thanks, but now I'm jealous.” Remus grumbles out.
Is this how Sirius felt when the girl kissed him? Merlin, Sirius was a lot easy on him, because Remus suddenly wants to ride Sirius until one of them drops dead.
Sirius manoeuvres Remus back towards the pillows, “Don't be jealous, baby.” He says and flicks his wand, Remus is naked in an instant. “I'm sore.” Remus reminds him. Sirius already fucked him twice in less than an hour, another shag and Remus will not be able to get up at all.
“Don't worry, we're trying something new.” Sirius says and starts unbuttoning his shirt. Honestly, Remus doesn't trust him when it comes to "new" sex, Sirius always leaves him crying and begging.
Sirius takes the two pillows from beneath Remus' head, “Move up a bit.” Remus moves up, propping himself on his elbows and just his shoulders pressed on the headboard comfortably. Sirius puts the pillows under Remus' hips, folding his knees and spreading his thighs. Remus feels a blush creeping up his cheeks, he'll be able to see whatever evil things Sirius is planning to do with his arse from this angle.
Sirius holds Remus' ass-cheeks apart by his left hand. The puckered hole is a little swollen, Remus feels a light sting when Sirius slowly rubs a finger on his rim. He gets a hold of his wand and pushes it in just slightly, like he did the very first time he fucked Remus.
Remus' breath hitches slightly but Sirius locks eyes with him, “Trust me.” Sirius says and Remus nods obediently. Sirius casts a cleaning charm inside and then pulls out his wand. He can cast the lubrication charm wandlessly, he doesn't want to make Remus nervous by sticking his wand in him for more time than necessary.
Sirius pushes his first finger in just up to the first knuckle, “Tell me if it hurts.”
“It's fine.” Remus whispers back.
“I have kissed and fucked people before you. But never this, and I won't do this to anyone who isn't you.” Sirius says and pushes in a second finger, just loosening Remus' hole slightly. Sirius pulls out his fingers and lies flat on his stomach, kissing Remus' inner thighs, leaving a trail of love bites. He runs his teeth lightly over the skin, barely grazing it.
Remus gasps and moans, it's not something Sirius' hasn't done before, but Remus is bubbling from anticipation, Sirius still didn't tell him what he has planned.
Sirius holds Remus' ass-cheeks apart again using both of his hands and Remus can feel Sirius' warm breath fanning just over his gaping hole. Remus' breathing goes a little erratic, his brain turning into mush again, he cannot take his eyes off the sight in front of him. Sirius is deliberately teasing him by blowing over his hole lightly.
Sirius looks at him one last time, “If you ever doubt me, just remember, you're the only one who got me like this.” he says and licks a long stripe up Remus' rim.
Remus gasps sinfully and squeezes his eyes shut, the feeling of Sirius' hot tongue on his hole does wonders to his insides, he feels his cock kicking violently and all the blood of his body rushing south. He didn't know it was possible for one's body to grow hot over just a lick.
“Trust me, baby. It'll be more fun if you watch.” Sirius says with a smirk and brings his lips close to Remus' rim, kissing and smooching it. Remus musters all his courage to keep looking at Sirius' mouth pressed on his bottom. I'm going to die, this is my last day.
Sirius pulls back a little and gently nibbles on the flesh, deliberately leaving Remus wanting for more. Remus moans out again when Sirius licks another slow stripe with his tongue flat against his rim. Sirius experiments, because this is first time too, he alternates between stiffening and softening his tongue. He presses the tip of his tongue on Remus' puckered hole and swirls it in slow circles, smearing his saliva everywhere.
Remus is a complete mess, just a puddle of water on the bed, half gone because of the mere thought of Sirius using his tongue on him and the half absolutely in heaven because Sirius is actually doing it. He can't remember his own name now and what exactly is the purpose of his life if it isn't lying spread out open for Sirius to lavish him. He throws his head back on the headboard with a thump, panting heavily, his chest moving up and down and mouth agape, physically incapable of following any of Sirius' wishes, “Please daddy…”
“Baby, will you look at me?” Sirius asks while kissing the skin around Remus' crotch, carefully missing the leaking cock. Remus whines pathetically and looks down again, he's not at all surprised at how hard he is. Sirius can just tell him to look and he'll have to, but he doesn't because he'll make him suffer. He shifts a little upwards and angles his face, licking Remus' rim side by side, Remus watches Sirius' hand dig into his inner thighs.
Sirius slowly, very gently, points his tongue, puts a slight pressure and penetrates Remus' hole gently.
Remus cries out because of how soul crushing heavenly that felt. He wonders what would the angels in the heavens say if he died like this right here. “I…I…uhm!” He babbles incoherently, his thighs shaking slightly, he instinctively tries to close them but Sirius grips them tightly and moves in half an inch into Remus' hole, swirling his tongue around again and again.
Remus has tears in the corner of his eyes because of how good it feels, his body shuddering lightly as he feels his orgasm approaching. Sirius pulls back a little, “Just let it go.” He whispers silkyly.
Sirius flexes his jaw a little with his hand and dives in again. Remus feels Sirius' hot tongue fucking him again and his brain literally has stopped functioning when he's pushed over the edge, he releases thick ropes of cum all over his abdomen, chanting Sirius' name again and again, but Sirius just pulls him down by his thighs and keeps up the relentless tongue fucking.
“You'll kill me.” Remus' voice is not above a whisper, he feels light headed, losing all consciousness of his surroundings, he brings his hand down to push Sirius’ head away, desperately begging and crying for mercy.
“Just give me one more.” Sirius kisses Remus' inner thighs to calm him down a little and holds his wrists down. Remus feels his body go limp, seeing absolute stars behind his eyelids, he chokes on his tears, his whole body flushing violently and goes curling in overstimulation. He doesn't register anything further until Sirius calls him a good boy and casts a cleaning charm on him.
Sirius removes the pillows from below and lets Remus' legs fall on the bed. He places the pillows beneath Remus' head, “Hey, don't faint on me again.” Sirius pats Remus' cheeks slightly.
Remus nods lightly, panting heavily and slowly trying to remember who he is and what good did he do to deserve this amount of sexual pleasure. Sirius lies beside him and Remus curls his body, pressing his face in Sirius' chest, he feels Sirius' palm stroking his sides. His thinking capabilities return back and he slowly opens his eyes, “Don't make me cum four times if you don't want me to faint.” He whispers, still catching his breath. Sirius cannot help but feel a little proud.
Remus' throat feels a little dry from all the previous screaming, he also needs to work on his homework. “I'm getting up, I have to go to the library.”
Sirius nods and conjures their uniforms back, quickly putting it on and climbing out of the bed. Remus' walking abilities have returned after the rest so he goes straight towards his trunk to get his bag. Sirius opens Remus' curtains to see James and Peter staring at him awkwardly, James is out of the ropes now, but he looks a little sick.
I didn't bully him that hard. Sirius thinks inside his head but it's not like he's going to apologise.
Remus also notices them looking weird, “What?” He asks.
“Mates…” James starts and gulps audibly, “We need to talk.” He looks quite serious.
“We don't want any more apologies.” Sirius chirps.
“It's not that…” James pauses again and looks at Peter for help, who shakes his head no.
The awkward pause James is taking is annoying Sirius. “Just tell me.” He furrows his eyebrows.
James looks at Sirius and Remus back and forth, “Listen…I know you…" James looks down and rubs his face, he takes a deep breath in and starts again, " You don't want me to meddle in your…you know?"
Sirius raises his eyebrows at him.
"What happened?" Remus is a bit confused.
"Merlin!" James facepalms himself, "It's your relationship and I'm not meddling I swear, I'm sorry but y-you…” James pauses again and Sirius' patience snaps. He takes out his wand and grabs James' collar, “What did you do?” He questions him sharply.
Sirius is angry because their relationship involves Remus too, and if James has done something, he's about to get injured very badly.
Remus comes to James' rescue, he'll not let Sirius hex him again and again. James has done more than enough for him all these years. “Sirius, no.”
Peter scrambles out of the bed and takes two steps away. Sirius goes feral now, he clenches his jaw hard, “Potter, if you don't tell me now I'm-”
“You guys forgot the silencing charm!”
The only sound following James' words is Sirius' wand clattering on the floor and then Remus' bag falling off his shoulder with a thump.
Sirius has his jaw slacked and Remus feels his cheeks on fire. He quickly goes back to his bed and closes his curtains, “This is so embarrassing, James Potter!” he screams into his pillow. Sirius on the other hand has stopped functioning altogether, obviously Remus expects him to take the lead now too, but he's just frozen mid air like a statue.
“Siri?” James whispers lightly.
Frankly, Sirius looks like he just had a stroke.
Sirius snaps out of his trauma and turns away, pressing his palm on his eyes and bangs his head on the wall, it hurt a little.
There's another long stretch of silence.
“You should have told us!” Sirius faces James, throwing his hand in the air.
“You left me tied and silenced! Peter woke up because Remus was so loud and then came to me, but- but until then…you both were um… y-you,” James sighs heavily again, “You were too much into it.” He finishes and lets his head fall on his hands.
“I'm never coming out.” Remus grumbles from inside his curtains because WHAT THE ACTUAL FUCK!
They.
Heard.
Them.
Every.
Single.
Thing.
Sirius looks at Peter who looks back apologetically. Peter looks a bit timid, Sirius didn't expect anything better, and yes James was tied and silenced.
Merlin, Sirius had never blushed so hard in his life. “Can someone obliviate all of us?” He whispers defeatedly.
“My turn first.” James kind of agrees with him.
“We can just pretend this whole thing didn't happen.” Peter finally says something.
“The whole daddy thing?” James raises his eyebrows, he's not even joking, just really disturbed.
“Potter, stop it now! Sirius, it's your fault!” Remus growls and scrambles out of his bed, punching James first and then Sirius.
Sirius just lets Remus hit him, “Yeah, hex me if it fixes anything. I'll gladly volunteer.” He deadpans.
Remus whines and hides his face in his hands.
“It's okay guys, we'll really just forget about it sooner or later.” James announces, he doesn't sound quite sure himself.
Remus has had enough, he picks up his bag and marches out of the dorm, banging the door shut.
“If any one of you gives shit to my boyfriend because of it, I'll kill you.” Sirius announces because that's all he does nowadays, bully whoever bullies Remus.
“We won't.” Peter assures and James nods in encouragement.
Sirius spends the rest of the day begging Remus to just forgive him, Remus knows it isn't truly his fault, he tells him that he isn't angry, just embarrassed.
“Tell me if they hurt you.” Sirius whispers gently.
“They won't, they're my friends.” Remus smiles weakly.
“Our anniversary is coming.”
Remus almost slipped out of his chair, people from the other table stare at him, judging him. They're in the library, Remus is studying Potions and Sirius is studying him. What could be more engaging than ogling his boyfriend?
“What? Anniversary?” Remus is whispering. Why? Because he thinks he'll have to jump out of the window if Sirius says something cheesy.
He has been wondering the whole day what would have made Sirius so angry that he started talking about them getting a flat out of the blue and abusing his dominant character over him. He knows somewhere Regulus is involved in all this.
“Yeah, you would be my boyfriend for a month. Did you forget?” Sirius asks with a confused frown, “I assumed you liked romantic things.”
Please fuck me again, whispers all those filthy things in my ear and make me cry again, is what Remus wants to say but he doesn't. He barely controlled himself. He doesn't want to know whether he's capable of cumming a fifth time or not.
Celebrating monthly anniversaries?
Cringe. Ew. Kiddish. So stupid.
Until it happens to you.
Remus smiles like an idiot and thumps his face in his book, holding it from both sides to hide his burning face.
“Stop being cute, Sirius.” He grumbles from behind his pages.
“Don't worry, I'll fuck you later too.” That's more like Sirius Black.
Remus hits him with the book and begins packing his stuff. “I don't want you in my dorm today.” He warns Sirius.
This time it's Sirius who lets his forehead thump against the table, "Don't make me stay away from my boyfriend.” He whines but agrees, because right now it's best if Remus faces his friends alone. He kisses Sirius goodbye and on his way out Regulus catches up with him, walking beside him.
Remus narrows his eyes because of how weirdly Regulus is looking at him. “What?” He asks in a measured tone.
“You cannot have him forever, Lupin. You know he's way out of your league. Have fun while this lasts.” Regulus says gravely and leaves before Remus could question him about what exactly he is talking about.
Chapter 29: Little Red
Notes:
Blink and miss the small foreshadowing.
Y'all don't judge me for this chapter please.😭
(See the end of the chapter for more notes.)
Chapter Text
When Remus read Macbeth, he often wondered how weak women must be because Lady Macbeth went insane because of her guilty feelings after killing King Duncan. Now he's apologising to the soul of Lady Macbeth and every other woman who he ever considered weak.
Apparently guilt has such power over one's mind that one can really hallucinate, go feral and then kill oneself.
Remus is guilty too.
Flashback
“Are you serious!?” Remus exclaims, eyes going impossibly wider and cheeks turning pink.
Sirius gives him a cheeky smile, “That's literally my name, baby.” He says from where he's lying on the bed of their room, but Remus is frozen in his place, he really shouldn't have come here early in the morning, he should've known this was a trap. He should've known that Sirius would do something like this. That Sirius will never ever let him go a single day without humiliating him.
“Please don't do this to me.” Remus whines and hides his face in his hands. This is going to be more embarrassing than anything he has ever done with Sirius.
“I need to have my fun, baby.” Sirius laughed and smooched the air in Remus' direction.
Remus sits on the bed with his back to Sirius, his face still hidden behind his hands. “Today is our anniversary.” His voice is muffled by his palms.
Suddenly there are Sirius' hands on his waist, he keeps his chin on Remus' shoulder, “I wouldn't be doing this if it weren't our anniversary, I'm personally putting it on you today.” Sirius grins just beside his ear and pulls down Remus' tie. He scrambles out of the bed and gets in front of Remus, catching his wrists and removing them from his face.
Remus has already turned bright red. “The colour is matching.” Sirius says and smooches Remus' cheeks too.
Remus slaps Sirius slightly, who just laughs it off. “You act like you're not excited.” Sirius whispers silkyly.
“You're mean.” Remus grumbles out.
“Then run out,” Sirius gets out of Remus' face, pointing towards the door. “I'll catch you again.”
Remus expected that. Sirius never truly gives him a choice, it's just a facade. He can't believe he's literally dancing on Sirius' fingers. He doesn't move at all, just stares back at Sirius with a pout. Sirius smirks down at him and begins unbuttoning Remus' shirt, shrugging it off his shoulders and splaying his hands on his chest, running his fingers teasingly on Remus' sides.
Remus tries to calm his breathing when Sirius pulls him up on his legs. Sirius undoes Remus' belt and lets the trousers pool around the ankles, digging his fingers in Remus' underwear and pulling them down too. Remus steps out of his garments, now completely naked in front of Sirius. By now he's used to just being naked around Sirius, but his heart lurches inside his ribcage when Sirius picks up the item from the bed.
It's a women's lingerie.
It's not even a normal one, actually, Remus doesn't know what the fuck is that and how did Sirius manage to get this. It's so sexy that Remus is about to drop dead seeing himself wearing that.
(Image at the end, just imagine it as red and white.)
Sirius bends down holding the elastic of the underwear, can it be called an underwear when it barely covers anything? Merlin, it's just strings, and a pompom as a tail.
“Won't the tail be visible, daddy?” Remus half whines, half sounds terrified.
“You have your robes, it won't be fun without the tail.” Sirius smirks and pulls the garment upwards, carefully pulling out Remus' cock through the strings. Remus is mortified, “It's so embarassing!” he whines again and throws his legs on the ground like a child.
“Remus, behave.” Sirius says sternly and Remus immediately stops, lips curling into a frown and pulling back his shoulders a bit.
“Good boy.” Sirius says and pulls Remus' hand through the elastics, letting the white bralette cover Remus' nipples, the midpart flush against his abdomen and the small bow right over Remus' sternum.
Sirius turns Remus around and Remus comes face to face with his reflection in the full body mirror present in front of him. He's stunned because of how slutty the outfit looks on him and his cock dangling down obscenely. Immediately his hands come up to his face again, he's blushing so hard his cheeks are physically hurting. If he doesn't look, then he'll just pretend this isn't happening for real. He's snapped out of the pretence when Sirius chuckles behind him while tying the knots on his back. It's slightly offending that Sirius is having so much fun dressing him up like this.
“Done!” Sirius cheers and spanks Remus, who yelps in surprise. I should've expected that.
Remus slowly pulls his hands away–it is better if Sirius isn't forcing him to do so. He turns towards Sirius without getting a look at himself in the mirror.
“Hot as fuck.” Sirius says and feels the small strings and white laces at the front.
“I cannot just wear my uniform over this.” Remus says politely. Obey and Sirius shall have mercy.
“Of course, I don't want your cocklet whoring around the whole day.” Sirius says menacingly.
Remus squeezes his eyes shut at the mean comment and just prays Sirius didn't see his cock kicking. Sirius gets him another panty, it's even worse than the previous one, with just a small patch on the front which would keep his cock secured and a thin string for the backside.
Today is going to be so difficult.
Remus puts it on without protest and locks eyes with his tormentor. Sirius adjusts his crotch while eyeing Remus hungrily. “Sad, I'll have to wait for the night to unwrap you.” Sirius tuts in disappointment and grabs Remus' shirt from the bed. If he has undressed him, he's going to dress him up too.
Flashback ends.
Remus is guilty of wearing a fucking playsuit inside his uniform and is sitting in class. The feeling of the fabric of his trousers constantly grazing his naked arse from behind is so degrading.
His mind is constantly playing tricks on him.
What if someone throws a bucket of water on him and the uniform reveals his innerwear?
What if someone just out of the blue tears open his shirt?
What if he faints and then Madam Pomfrey will have to undress him in the hospital wing?
What if the sunlight is too bright and everything is visible?
What if someone spills juice on him during lunch? Merlin, this one is really possible.
Lady Macbeth started hallucinating blood stains on her hands, but Remus can only imagine Sirius fucking him onto the mattress, he knows Sirius will make him watch tonight, the mirror was there for a reason.
There's a hand caressing his inner thigh and Remus side-eyes Sirius. The hand isn't comfortingly at all, Sirius is slowly and sensually moves his fingers upwards towards Remus' groin. Remus closes his legs instinctively and Sirius pulls his hand back with a smirk.
Thankfully lunch is done without anyone spilling anything on Remus' uniform, but his friends have noticed him being fidgety with his uniform the whole day, Remus keeps looking back and checking whether his robes are hiding the small bulge on his backside.
James darts forward and grabs Remus' tie pulling it down, “God, Remus can you breathe?”
Remus immediately swats James' hand and pulls up his tie back high, thank god his collar button was done. “I- I’m fine, just a bit cold.” He blurts out.
James narrows his eyes at him, “Are you hiding something?” He focuses on Remus' chest and Remus panics.
“Absolutely not!” Remus speaks a little too loudly, “Why would I hide something from you?” He gives James a very fake smile, his heart is about to give up.
Don't pass out. Don't faint. They'll know.
“Ookay…” James says but he doesn't sound convinced. It's already difficult enough to act normally around his friends after they heard him screaming Sirius name like a whore.
Remus nods shakily and tries to calm his breathing. He spends the rest of the day in the library where no one can come and tear open his uniform.
“You cannot have him forever, Lupin. You know he's way out of your league. Have fun while this lasts.”
What does that even mean? He doesn't dare mention this to Sirius, it's their anniversary, he just wants to enjoy this and being involved in the Black Brothers drama is the last thing he wants right now. Besides, Regulus has always been a bit cruel, he was probably angry because Sirius kissed James.
Sirius is one idiot.
Speaking of the devil, Sirius appears from behind the bookshelves and skips towards Remus' table, “Hello baby. How was your day?” He muses.
Remus rolls his eyes affectionately, “James almost caught me!” he complains.
Sirius tuts in return, “Missed opportunity.” He grins.
Of course, he loves showing off Remus.
Sirius drags him to dinner and then towards their room together. Telling James that he shouldn't be worried about Remus.
The truth is—everyone should be worried about Remus tonight.
Remus is surprised he isn't pushed on the wall to be devoured as soon as the door is closed behind him, instead Sirius drags him towards the bed where a red collar with a heart shaped ring and large red bunny ears hairband rests. So the outfit isn't complete yet.
“Position?” Sirius asks and Remus immediately sinks down onto his knees facing the bed. Sirius vanishes Remus' uniform and comes to sit in front of him on the bed. Remus keeps his gaze towards Sirius' pelvis, exactly like the first time he was dressed up, but it's even more disturbing now that he's wearing a fucking lingerie.
Sirius carefully places the collar around Remus' neck and caresses his nape, “You're so beautiful.”
Remus meets Sirius' eyes, he's always a little intimidated when the eye contact happens. “Yours daddy.” He keeps his voice low.
“Mine.” Sirius confirms and Remus feels goosebumps erupt all over his body.
Sirius places the hairband on Remus and holds both of his shoulders, turning him towards the mirror and himself crouches down beside Remus.
Remus focuses on their reflection, even if Sirius is at the same level as him, he still looks so dominating. It's all about his aura.
Sirius slowly brushes his hand down Remus' spine, feeling the knots below his fingers and stopping on the only thread holding Remus' dignity together. He unties the knot and the panty falls off, laying flat on Remus' thighs, his cheeks grow hot because the fabric is dripping with precum. “You were thinking about me all day, weren't you?” Sirius husks beside his ear, slowly bringing a hand to stroke Remus' half hard cock.
“Yes daddy.” Remus shivers and tightens his legs.
“What were you thinking about?” Sirius kisses just below his ear, Remus closes his eyes and forgets how to speak until he feels Sirius teeth nipping his ears.
You fucking me into oblivion, making me cum until I'm begging for you to stop, spanking me until my arse it's bruised but still not stopping even if I cry.
“That it's your anniversary too.”
“Is it?” Sirius says while trailing his tongue towards Remus' shoulders.
“Daddy, you should dress up too.” Remus moans out before his brain stops listening to himself again. He had to fight with every cell of his body not to give Sirius the satisfaction of triumph.
Remus exhales out of his mouth when he feels Sirius' lips leave his body, he slowly opens his eyes and immediately feels dread pool in his stomach, Sirius is smiling wickedly, like he knew this was coming.
Remus turns his head to look at Sirius for real, and yes, his smile is downright demonic. “Your wish, my command.” Sirius whispers and a blindfold is put on Remus' eyes. He tries to keep himself from getting too agitated, relying upon his hearing to judge Sirius' actions. He jolts when Sirius' hands are on his shoulders, a chuckle falls out of Sirius' lips, “It's just me.”
Right, it's just Sirius.
Sirius pushes Remus' shoulders forward to make him bend on his fours again, muttering the lubrication charm and fingering him open.
“Do you know the story of a little girl from the 17th century?” Sirius asks before Remus could protest about the blindfold.
Remus tries to keep his voice steady, “Which girl?”
“In which,” Sirius' voice goes a bit deeper and then Remus feels a third finger inside his hole, “She used to visit her grandmother in the forest.” Remus gasps slightly at the curl of Sirius' finger.
“I don't think so…”
“No, it's quite famous.” Sirius stretches his fingers again and again, Remus purses his lips lightly. Why must Sirius talk to him while fingering him? Remus doesn't have the mind to think coherently with Sirius' fingers inside him.
A moan escapes his lips when Sirius adds a fourth finger inside, twisting and turning them, exploring Remus' intimate walls for a long time. “Can you remember now?” There's a hint of delight in Sirius' voice. Remus shakes his head no, because he cannot remember anything right now.
“One day…” Sirius pushes his thumb inside and Remus tenses a little but slowly relaxes back again. He has taken Sirius' fist before, he can do it now. “Good boy, just take it.” Sirius slowly rubs Remus' quivering thighs, relaxing the muscles.
“One day, she was visiting her grandmother, and encountered a big bad wolf on the way.” Remus groans when Sirius tells the tale and stretches Remus' hole apart with his fingers, his breathing going erratic quickly. He isn't even hearing what Sirius is saying right now, Sirius pulls his fingers out just up to the rim and stretches his five fingers out, “Ah!” Remus squeaks and swallows hard, it hurts to have his hole stretched so wide, plus he doesn't know why Sirius is stretching him so much, his hands are trembling in anticipation.
Remus recalls the story, he knows this one, “Little Red Riding Hood.” he replies just to get a distraction from the exaggerated stretching of his hole. A whimpers falling out when Sirius pulls his fingers out. Cool air fills his thoroughly opened hole and redness of his neck stretches down to his chest, Sirius must be having a good look at his gaping hole.
“Smart boy, you know what was the end of the story?” Remus feels Sirius' voice just beside his ear, his breath fanning over Remus' cheeks. “The girl was…” Remus is interrupted because the blindfold is off his eyes and he flutters them open, his jaw hangs open just by looking at Sirius still crouching beside him, just sideways so that his side profile is visible in the mirror. He's dressed in a tight bodysuit, almost feels like a second skin, every muscle, every curve of his body clearly visible.
Remus suddenly understands why the fuck is dressing up during sex way better than just being naked. “Eaten by the wolf.” Sirius completes Remus' sentence with an evil smirk on his face. It's a wolf’s bodysuit, like the ones people wear during Halloween, just way too sexy for outings. Sirius has even put on grey wolfish ears on himself and Remus is about to go feral. That means Remus is Little Red Riding Hood and Sirius is The Big Bad Wolf. Fuck!
“Daddy…” he whispers and tries to turn his head towards Sirius but Sirius grabs the collar quickly so that Remus cannot get a look for real.
“I have a surprise too.” Sirius rasps and gets up, standing on his own feet now while Remus is on his fours.
Remus gasps loudly in shock seeing Sirius' cock which was carefully hidden behind Sirius' thighs till now.
It's definitely not natural, there's a black cover on it with just the tip visible making it a lot thicker than it normally is. “What is that?” Remus isn't sure he's actually talking to Sirius or just himself.
Sirius grabs Remus' back of the collar and pulls him upwards, Remus is mortified at the feeling of his hole squishing uncomfortably, “It's a part of my dress up, you wanted it didn't you? A wolf's cock.” Sirius says darkly.
Remus whips his head towards Sirius' face, extremely aware of what Sirius has planned, but Sirius is fast, he pushes Remus forward on the mirror who catches himself on his elbows.
“Daddy, please don't, it's not going to fit!” Remus tries desperately. Sirius is already huge, and with the cock cover Remus is sure he's going to be stuck to bed for days. “I'm going to make it fit like always, sweetheart.” Sirius says and spreads Remus' knees apart with his own. He gropes Remus' ass-cheeks and pulls them apart, but this time Remus is terrified, seriously worried about his well-being.
Remus shuts his eyes tightly as feels Sirius putting the tip inside, it goes in easily because of how stretched his rim already was, he senses that whatever this cursed thing is isn't completely smooth, it's solid bubble wrap textured with raised dots all over it. He is extremely aware of every small movement happening inside him.
Remus cries out when Sirius starts pushing in slowly, even if his hole was wide open, it's still a painful overwhelming stretching, “I can't! Please! It hurts!”
Sirius brings his hands forward to caress Remus' sides, “Deep breaths. You'll take it. Be a good boy.” he mumbles while kissing Remus' neck, mainly to distract him from the pain.
Remus has to take several deep breaths like Sirius said but he isn't sure he will be able to get it, his legs are trembling from fear because he knows Sirius will make him take it. He opens his eyes slowly and watches himself panting heavily with Sirius' lips on his neck.
Sirius pushes in more and Remus whimpers at the rough movement of the cock inside him, “You'll tear me, daddy stop!” He cries out again, moving on hi tiptoes to stop Sirius from going deeper into him.
Sirius stops for a moment and brings his hands to thread his fingers through Remus' curls, “I won't let anything bad happen to you ever, just trust me.” Sirius whispers gently. A sudden wave of calmness drowns Remus completely and he leans into Sirius' touch like a puppy who is being pet. He won't hurt me. He never has. Just trust him.
Remus tears up when Sirius pulls out a little only to move an inch deeper, he presses his forehead on the mirror and breathes in and out of his mouth, the mirror fogging up because of Remus' heavy breaths.
“Just a little more, baby.” Sirius cooes and pushes inside until his hips are flush against Remus' ass, the scream it tore out of him must've been heard by everyone in the world.
“Don't move, don't move, don't move!” Remus chants repeatedly, shaking his head no again and again, his voice cracks a little, he didn't even know he had tears rolling down his cheeks until Sirius wipes them with his fingers.
“Look up.”
Remus carefully opens his eyes again, his vision is a bit hazy but he pulls his head back slowly, Sirius carefully supports Remus' body with his hand and brings the other one to caress Remus' abdomen, “Feel that?” There's a small bulge below Sirius' palm, clearly visible from the thin fabric of the playsuit Remus is wearing. Sirius is grinning just behind his shoulder like the devil, and the wolfish ears on his head with his shiny silver eyes makes him look like he's the real bad wolf, “That's me inside you.” he husks and bites Remus' shoulder.
Remus feels a full body shudder go through him, incapable of forming any logical thought right now, he doesn't even move an inch because of how unnaturally tight he feels right now.
Sirius brings his hand down towards Remus' groin and squeezes his leaking cock, “I wish I could breed you, baby.” Remus whimpers sinfully when Sirius shifts inside him, taking in Sirius' satanic voice. The thought alone is so insane Remus can feel it pierce through the fog in his brain. “You would look so pretty, with your belly swelled with my pup inside you.” Sirius takes Remus' hand and guides it towards the bulge, he pulls out a little and thrusts in slowly, Remus' breath hitches and his soul leaves his body because he can actually feel Sirius' cock so deep inside him.
“Enough of talking now.” Sirius doesn't ask, he announces, and presses Remus' palm firmly on his abdomen.
“Wait plea-” Remus yowls out when Sirius pulls back just up to the tip and thrusts in sharply. More tears make their way out, it almost feels like Sirius is punching his prostate with his bare hands and Remus can clearly feel every rough glide of Sirius' cock inside him and even more at the rim, which is constantly being stimulated because of the bumpy texture of the cock cover.
“Look, you're taking me so well, fuck, squeezing me like a virgin.” Sirius groans behind Remus while increasing his pace.
Remus loses all his senses at once, wailing pathetically as Sirius absolutely ravages him. The pain slowly dies down but Remus will never adjust to such a thick cock inside him, he howls like he does during full moons when Sirius starts angling his hips and going brutally fast. He didn't even register he was about to cum until he did while screaming Sirius' name, painting the mirror white.
“Please, ha-have…mercy, I can't take anymore!” Remus sobs and leans back on Sirius, not able to support his bodyweight anymore.
“Just wait for me to finish too, baby.” Sirius says and grabs Remus' throat, it's sweaty, and so is Remus whole face. He just lies lifelessly on Sirius' shoulder, crying and whimpering loudly like an omega being impregnated. He can judge from Sirius' pace that he is close, but Sirius doesn't stop until Remus has begged and cries for mercy again and again. Until his throat feels dry and his legs go numb.
Sirius releases inside him while grunting like an animal, Remus feels his knees buckle beneath him but Sirius keeps holding him up. “Bed.” Remus whispers, he sees his vision going blurry but Sirius won't let him pass out, he enjoys watching Remus' fucked out state.
Sirius chuckles behind him and pulls out slowly, his cum literally gushes out of Remus' wrecked hole, quickly reaching to his thighs. Remus whines at the sticky and gross wetness, it'll always be a jab to Remus' self respect when Sirius watches the cum leaking out, it's makes Remus feel like some cheap whorehouse slut who was fucked by enough men to make her loose.
Sirius carefully scoops up Remus in his arms and carries them towards the bed, Remus whines at the insane emptiness on his bottom and small disgusting squelching sounds of the cum slowly slipping out. He tries to open his eyes when he's on the bed, not able to keep them open for more than five seconds.
“You're alright, I'm here.” Sirius kisses Remus softly but worries a little when Remus doesn't kiss him back.
“Baby?”
“Water…” Remus pants out, slowly relaxing his shaking legs and muscles, clenching his hole to judge the amount of damage Sirius did.
It'll forever be stretched open, he thinks inside his head.
Sirius quickly gets a glass of water for Remus and holds it to his lips, Remus gulps the water down like he has been starving for four days straight.
“I can't believe you put me through that.” Remus hisses when he tries to move a bit, it's going to be so damn sore tomorrow. He knows if he complains now Sirius will just tell him that it was his idea to make Sirius dress up too. Cruel fucker.
"I put you?" Sirius raises his eyebrows at him.
"You've full control over me." Remus tries to sound angry but his throat is a bit scratchy.
Sirius wants to laugh but he doesn't, he removes his playsuit and the damned cock cover and lies beside Remus. He slowly caresses Remus' bottom and feels the outstretched rim with his fingertips. Remus whines again. "You still don't have any idea." Sirius whispers like he's trying to tell Remus something, but Remus doesn't care. He's offended that Sirius must have his wand or finger or hand or tongue or cock inside him all the time. Half of the time Sirius is inside Remus and the other half he keeps thinking about it. It's not like he just came up with the idea of a cock cover.
Remus' brain has put together itself again and he realises he is still in the stupid lingerie and collar, the hairband ears must've fallen sometime when Sirius was drilling his insides.
Sirius tightens his arm on Remus' waist and slowly pushes his cock inside him again. Remus gasps but doesn't feel any stretching because of how fucked out his hole already is.
“You're going to fuck me awake.” Remus says a little unsure.
“Bingo! It's our tradition, every time I dress you up, I'll keep my cock inside you all night.” Sirius has a hint of a smile in his eyes.
“Bastard.” Remus grumbles out.
“Another round?” Sirius says while pulling back the collar a little.
Remus immediately stiffens, “Sorry Daddy.” He keeps his voice polite, respectful, just what Sirius wants.
“Good boy.” Sirius pinches Remus' bottom to emphasize his point.
Notes:
The toy Sirius was wearing was inspired by Jinx Manga.
Chapter 30: Crawling Back To You
Notes:
Sadly no smut, just a plot development piece. But surprise guys!! :)
(See the end of the chapter for more notes.)
Chapter Text
Remus is almost dead, Sirius fucked him awake in the morning again, he was surprisingly tight, if not completely then enough for Sirius to rail him. He has taken the oath of not letting Sirius heal his bottom anymore, it kind of destroys the whole aspect for a kinky sex night.
“Where does it hurt?” Sirius asks gently while he gets a massage oil.
“Just the thighs.” Remus whispers, voice muffled because he's lying on his stomach, freshly showered by Sirius.
Yesterday wasn't completely exhausting because Sirius didn't make him do any crazy dancing again or anything which involves muscle strain. Remus is surprised Sirius didn't make him cum more than once, well he would've fainted if that was the case. His throat is a little sore because of the screaming.
“And this?” Sirius grazes his fingers over Remus' rim, it's a bit red and swollen. There's a constant sting whether Remus is walking or not.
“Leave my arse alone.” Remus grumbles while wiggling out of Sirius' grip. Obviously it's embarrassing if Sirius examines his hole after he's the one who put it in this condition. Remus goes red at his own fantasy of Sirius dressing up in healer robes and Remus could be his patient, Sirius would touch him inappropriately then fuck him on the examination table. Merlin, his fantasies are even dirtier than Sirius'.
Sirius chuckles and pats Remus' arse affectionately, “I love your arse.”
Remus has to bite back a relaxed moan when Sirius' slowly massages Remus' thighs with his strong fingers.
“Are your friends fine?” Sirius tries to keep up a casual conversation.
“Kind of. James is fidgety and Peter keeps stealing weird glances, the dorm is really quiet nowadays.” Remus seems a little sad because of it.
“I can set your dorm on fire, then y'all will make up while putting it out together.” Merlin, Sirius is so aggressive sometimes. Remus laughs heartily, “Don't, I love my books and my bed, it'll be fine.”
Sirius hums in acknowledgement.
“Do you think they broke up because of you?” Remus asks.
“Nah, they weren't even dating, that motherfucker Potter lied about belonging to my brother just to get away. Reg said they didn't work out, he's not the kind of guy to date Gryffindors. Barty is more of his type.”
Remus is relieved that he didn't destroy his friend's relationship, also because he always had doubts about Barty wanting Sirius.
It takes Remus a full two days to walk without limping, it's still a little sore but it was way obvious the previous days. He knows James and Peter have noticed but they're not teasing him now. Remus is slightly grumpy because he secretly loved whenever someone reminded him about Sirius fucking him. He thought he would be embarrassed and fucking humiliated if someone ever heard or saw them having sex, but when it did happen Remus just kept blushing furiously behind his curtains. He's astonished that the idea of James joining them has plagued his entire mind, Sirius was joking for sure, but he didn't notice the way Remus was not completely repulsed by the idea, instead Remus was reminded of the kiss he'd shared with James in fifth year. James is fit, he's the quidditch captain, headboy, prankster, only son of a rich pureblood family with confidence bordering on arrogance.
Remus tells himself that it's the moon, he remembers the breakdown he had when he thought Regulus would fuck him, but with James things are different. Regulus is a stranger, James is not, and he has been having thoughts, of course he isn't going to cheat on Sirius, he loves him but…
“It isn't cheating if he's present.”
Jesus Christ, guide him please.
Remus shakes his head to clear it and enters Sirius' dorm, it's empty except for Sirius who's twirling his wand in his fingers.
“Come in, baby.” Sirius smirks at him.
Remus makes sure to lock the door before taking another step towards his boyfriend.
“What happened?” Remus takes a seat beside him.
Sirius doesn't reply, he just starts unbuttoning Remus' shirt, “Sirius.” Remus pouts but doesn't try to stop him.
“I'm just telling you something.”
Remus thinks Sirius has gone mad, why would he remove his shirt if he just wants to tell him something? Once Remus is shirtless, Sirius glides his fingers from his cheek to his neck, slowly moving down Remus' arm stopping at his left wrist, “You didn't notice it did you?” he says and slowly caresses the skin there.
Remus takes one look towards his wrist–it's perfectly fine. What is Sirius talking about?
“What?” Remus asks. He's a busy person, he's at the top of his class, spends his whole day in the library and tutors kids in his free time. If he's not in the hospital wing because of his lycanthropy, or not lying half dead in his dorm then he's getting fucked by Sirius somewhere and then limping around the whole castle.
“Remus, your wrist! It's clean!” Sirius says and smiles in amusement.
“What was it supposed to-” Remus' eyes widen like they're about to pop out of his sockets, he yanks his wrist back and blinks aggressively, touching and feeling the skin there.
The bond mark is gone.
And he cannot remember the time he last saw it.
“H-how? What?” his bottom lip wobbles a little, he's gawking at Sirius like Sirius is a creature he's never seen.
Sirius laughs loudly at Remus' hysterics, "So obedient.” He shakes his head, talking to himself instead of Remus.
“Sirius, what the fuck!” Remus is still in shock, because really, what the fuck!
Sirius turns his head towards him, fixing his sharp gaze on Remus, “I undid it, the night before I asked you to be my boyfriend.” Sirius says and Remus' heart thunders inside his ribcage, that's like a month before.
It can't be possible, he couldn't have been just obeying Sirius mindlessly all this time, acting like his puppet with no control over his own body.
“You're lying!” Remus exclaims and gets up from the bed. It's a lie, definitely. This is another Sirius' sick game.
“Do a handstand.” Sirius says.
Remus' fingers twitch slightly, he waits for the magic to force his body into complying, it has happened before, he didn't know how to fucking dance on a pole like a stripper, but he still did it.
Sirius stands up too, leaning back on the bedside drawer and crossing his hands, like he's enjoying a show. “Remus, do a handstand for me if I have full control over you.” he says.
Remus never gets close to even doing a handstand.
He has to take several deep breaths to focus on the reality, it's real, the magic isn't forcing him. He's free. He was for a long time. But he didn't know.
“You…you tricked me.” Remus whispers, “You kept it from me.” His voice shakes a little.
“Oh, it's so hard for you to realise you don't actually have to obey me?” Sirius asks smugly and takes two steps closer to Remus.
Remus doesn't move back, he's frozen in his place, “Kneel,” Sirius commands and Remus drops to his knees in an instant.
Sirius grins down at him wickedly, “You could've run, you could've protested, you could've told the professors, you could've been free,” Sirius slowly circles Remus' kneeling figure, like a predator eyeing his prey. “But you chose to come back and obey me,” Sirius' voice is so dark, so heavy, so dominating, he crouches down beside Remus and brings his lips closer to Remus' ear, “Willingly.”
Remus shudders violently at Sirius' words, ashamed of the reality which was just slapped on his face.
“How did…you undo it?” Remus asks while looking down towards the floor, because it's impossible without Remus' magical footprint. Both parties need to agree on it.
“I stole your wand,” Sirius says, “The night you came back begging for me to fuck you, when we were sleeping in your dorm. I came back, and used both of our wands to burn the bond paper.”
Remus tries to recall all the times Sirius fucked him after that night, because he remembers he couldn't approach Sirius until he came for him. He tries to remember the night at the forest, his body was moving on his will, even when Sirius told him to hide he was frozen for a minute, had the magic been there he would've hidden immediately. Merlin, just two days ago during his anniversary he looked away from the mirror despite Sirius' command, but he was too busy getting fucked to realise.
“Why did you lie to me? Why did you not tell me first and then ask me to be your boyfriend? The bond was gone either way." Remus asks.
Sirius turns Remus' face towards himself and caresses his cheeks, “Because you confessed before I could, and I needed to know you liked me for real, even if the bond was not undone, I would've never asked you to be my boyfriend if you weren't completely willing to take me,” Sirius says honestly, “And again, it wasn't my secret to tell, you could've figured it out within a day, I thought you did when I stopped using my command.”
Remus feels so exposed, like he was just cut open and his deepest darkest secrets were out on display. He was hiding behind the veil made of denial, laced with the fabric of the stupid bond. But it's Sirius, his Sirius. It doesn't matter. Nothing matters in front of him.
Remus read a new word some days before– Soulstice. It means the moment you realise you've become a different person, marking a shift in your inner landscape.
Even when Remus is at the edge of his soulstice, he's half naked on his knees below Sirius.
Suddenly there's a knock on the door, “Sirius! If you're shagging again you better hurry! I need my fags!” It's Barty's voice.
Sirius chuckles a little but keeps holding Remus' face, “Do you still want to be with me?” Sirius asks one more time, letting Remus choose for himself again. If he says no, then the memories of their time together will be enough for a lifetime.
“Do you look at me differently for falsely blaming you for having control over me and denying what I really wanted till now?” Remus asks, because it feels a little cowardly, denying again and again when all Sirius did was understand him, protect him, from everyone including his own wolf form.
Sirius laughs like Remus just said something funny, “You could stab me right through the heart and I would still come crawling back to you.”
Remus crashes their lips together like it was physically impossible for him to stay away from Sirius, devouring his lips like they're oxygen for his dying body, they kiss until they both start panting heavily, still not ready to let go of each other, until there's a fist banging on the door again.
“Black! I said stop shagging!” Barty the fucking cockblocker.
“We aren't shagging!” Sirius yells back breathlessly. He pulls Remus in his embrace, slowly caressing his back, “I love you, Remus.”
“I love you too, Sirius.”
Notes:
Sorry guys, I was busy with my grad school work.
Btw how was the plot twist? Also, should I add James or not?
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