Skies lights turned off and you became a lonesome needing to stand up on your own.

by meormowermeorrrmar

Summary:

I'll need to get shit together and find a good place to start with, tags will change as the storyline goes on and i'm thinking to do all the characters mentioned in the tags. More most likely will come as i do wanna mention as much people as i want since there is some fanfics that doesn't generally consist said people. I'll really try my best but i do need to get shit together, if you understand i'm happy to hear. This chapter will be a summary of most things i am planning.

Notes:

Warning that some parts might sound corny but i'm gonna try writing about people most struggle with, for example; Communicating, negotiating, trying to understand others, self-control and confidence no matter the situation, narcissism.

Notes that i will be best at representing mental illnesses as i am diagnosed with NPD myself, it's not a self diagnose. It comes directly from my therapist hence why i'll be the best at representing NPD which will appear in a few characters.

There will be recovering some pretty fucked up stuff and prepare for bad endings and forever death. Try and get used to the concept of death as pre-forsaken wise there will be a okay amount of it. By the way, people that die pre-forsaken wise are completely gone. Death pre-forsaken wise is just as close to as real death as possible. You will see grief.

There will be medication and etc. mentions, possibly mentions of sewer slide as well. There's gonna be multiple universes and syndicates that will be VERY important, keep in mind that every single universe i mention is sometimes not gonna be close to canon but i will try my best to make it look as close to canon as possible.

Possibly 4-5 universes or maybe even more will be mentioned. They WILL have all seperate names so try to please keep all of them in mind and if you don't, you're fine. I will mention their names whilst switching anyway that is the overall summary.

There will be Syndicates, Clans, Associations, Nests and Corporations.

The lore WILL be hard to memorize, don't try anyway. I'll mention everything needed but other then that if you DO wanna try and memorize. I don't mind.

Chapter 1

Thank you for reading.

SORRY I FORGOT TO MENTION THAT SOME PARTS WILL BE EXTREMELY INSPIRED OFF BY LOBOTOMY CORPORATION!!!!

(Yes, there WILL be sephirots that will take place and somewhat mentions of the life tree for said characters. All i'm gonna spoil is that Gebura will be Jane Doe.)

Chapter 2: "Take-38."

Summary:

You will be reading most of the chapters throughout John Doe's POV. As i mentioned earlier, there will be universe changes that will be mentioned. The focused on is currently R. Corporate or Corporation. Replacement for Lobotomy Corporation in said AU.

There will be mentions of employees and etc. mentioned that will be important in the lore, all you need to know is that abnormalities do not change.

Expect one.

Notes:

This will be introduction is all, sorry for not writing this in the summary and writing it here. Enjoy.

Hi, my name is John Aydin. Welcome to your dear, and very caring corporation.

With the help of Clockwork and Erik, we bring to you. R. Corpora—..Oh-take 37?..Could we just maybe leave it here and do it tomorrow, i can't exactly take rest when we keep doing this non-stop. Maybe later?-just maybe?..

...

I'm sorry, i didn't really mean it. Yes, we can take take 37 Clockwork.

 

Hi, my name is John Aydin. Welcome to the very corporation that gives you YOUR dear electricity at home, the very place and corporate that helps YOU make your life a ton easier with giving the energy needed to your electronics and daily items.

We, here at R. Corp. Not only do give you the electricity but also give you a chance to help your kind as well!We want YOU to join R. Corp. Not only to Face the Fear for others, but to Build the Future. Our work consists of building Enkephalin Boxes with a certain type of..Another liquid, i'll say. And using these Enkephalin Boxes to charge Districts, Nests and even Wings!If you want to help your district, get started now at R. Corp. Not only will you be given a certain guide for your first entry but you will also be given out easy works to deal with.

Your code name will be as simple as Agent. Agent I, Agent II, Agent III, Agent IV, and Agent V. Do not worry about headaches or work accidents as we'll always find a solution to fix said problem! Henceforward why we take our personnel safety, very seriously. As you progress through ranks, less and less care will be given up to you as we think that you will figure out eventually how to take care of yourself. Or more so even take care of others, infact. You will become a Captain of a department you'll take on if you manage to climb to the top and become higher than everyone else in said apartment. We will give you required gear, etc. for every single work you are assigned to do. Do not worry as we as a whole do not want you to worry.

You can pick wherever or whichever place you wanna work in!It does not matter as long as you are comfortable and eased off in the area you like working in. If you are not, please come to Stickmasterluke to get assigned into a different department thoust making this a easy, enjoyable experience. As long as you follow the mentioned rules, listen to said guides and take work VERY, seriously. We don't think you will experience many problems, please do remember that we cannot take complaints at all times. Leave your complaints inside the sideboard and let the main current department captain read it, trust me that if they do not read or decide to completely ignore these complaints. We will take action.

We hope you have a great experience at R. Corp. And hope that we will see you soon as we are infact waiting for you!Immigrant or not, all we ask is for you to care about your job and do it for not only us but for others. Remember that we at R. Corp are not only here to just build up energy for Wings and Districts. We here at R. Corp. Work for your Districts, Wings, Cities and everything else.

We here, at R. Corp. Face the fear for your kind, and build the future for your kids.

 

...

 

What?What do you mean i got sidetracked?..I have to do this AGAI_

Chapter 3: „ Henceforth, Prithee thoust will not allow such degree of disrespect. ”

Summary:

Chapter will be focused on Yesod, Netzach, Malkuth and Tipheret. (..or the people that replace said characters above.)

Notes:

Chapter is about something that happened that YOU, won't get to know.

Another day of well..Not exactly the most neat day i'd say. It isn't the best especially after what Scripter was up to..They needed to hold that door and know what was going alongside with reporting any strange activities about said door and what did they do?Simply slack off with Telamon..And what happens when you slack off work? DEATH. Alot of it infact. Worst part of it all was a abnormality breakout and due to this "Strange Activity." Normally being passive, they switched to be rather agressive. Strange..Maybe it WOULDN'T be so strange if SOMEONE didn't slack off work?Next time i'm giving a punishment to people that do this. Atleast there's not that bad of abnormalities, we could easily supress them. It's just that we do not know what the door holds and what it hides and we cannot do ANYTHING about it until someone decides it's time to gather info on the one thing we haven't gathered info from..Hey, atleast Clockwork usually has things under control but she isn't exactly acting the best which just rises my suspicions, i hope she gets better..Maybe there's something going on in her personal life i shouldn't disturb her. Perhaps i c—

"Watcha doin John?"

"..Ah, i didn't expect company."

"Haha!Good one, you know you should keep your employees under line of sight right?"

"..Are you saying this because of what happened?"

"Haha!You know i'm the Safety Team cap!I have to!"

"..Ehhh..Where's Scripter?..He should clock out by now, he is only a teen after all.. "

"Oh, i saw'em running off to iTrapped. Mayhaps they are simply wrecking things again?"

"..Haha, yeah..good one..good one Brighteyes.."

"If you wanna know where Telamon and Doombringer are, they are currently at the Control Dep!.."

"Good, i'ppriciate it."

"Of course!After all, you're not the only one that has line of sight of employees!"

"Right, right..just get back to work, please."

"On it Cap'Sephi!"

"..Uh-huh."

And just like that, she ran away with her same attitude as before. Not if i cared, it was just that my gut feelings told me to try and take care of her or maybe even treat her better more but..I felt as if a higher authority personnel would scold me if i wasted time instead of doing work..That being, i decided to just let her be. She does look pretty happy, why should i keep disturbing her like that?..Do i disturb her?..Do i need to be quiet more?Do i need to care more?..I wanted these questions to drift away without a single line of more care but..They didn't, they never will. They will stick to me like everything that stuck to me when i was planning this whole thing without a single thought in the head about consequences. Yet someone NEEDED to help regain the energy loses for multiple occasions because of too many usage and now we we're here, risking our lives and everything we have left for others.

Did it matter?Was i a fool to think this far?

Maybe i should visit Telamon and Doombringer, they..well..usually know how to bring the mood up. If it wasn't for Doombringer's germaphobia..Seriously, how did they even get along?Was it the jokes and laughs that held their friendship together?..I really couldn't understand the two. I wish i could but..I never really can, thoust cus of this. I never can really get to communicate with my colleagues. Hence why i leave complaints up to Team Captains..Right, so..They're supposed to be in..Where?..Control Dep?..Info Dep?..Argh, how could i even mix the two?..I am really a horrible head manager..Whatever i try to fix ends up being WORSE than it already was..Just-..Eurgh. Maybe i should quit thinking for awhile..I'll check Control Department first and if they are not there i'll check up on Scripter.

"..Ah!Look who it is..Ha..If it isn't Buildermans—HA-..Son..Hehe."

"..."

"Did i say-HA!..Something wrong?.."

"Can you hold your breath and stop with the hiccups?.."

"Alright-HA!..Alright fine gee..Didn't know someone-HAUP!..Gurhg..Else had germaphobia!Hehe."

"Quit it."

"Mmmm.."

"Now..Ahem, where's Doombringer."

"Mmmm..."

"Telamon?"

"Mmm..."

"Can you please just tell me where Doom is?.."

"Mmm—"

And just like that, i shut the heavyweight door behind me and only saw him eye-rolling me through the window, haha..They were my own employees and i couldn't even get them to respect me. Wasn't THAT nice?..I would just rather walk into the Information Department and talk with Doombringer, atleast he's easier to talk to without pulling a single bit of attitude on me. Brighteyes as well is a..Great employee. I don't exactly..well. Know about Caleb since all he really does is talk with Jane and that's..Quite it..I can talk to him through speakers but that's just straight up bull-shit..Ah, speaking of. I had arrived at the Information Department without even noticing and—..There was only Doombringer here..Why wasn't he at his ow—ohhhh..Right, Telamon.

"Hows things going Doom?..Are things looking as bright as you want them to be?"

"..Not exactly, sure some things are sparkling but they are always temporary. Which is rightfully, annoying if there's any way to put it."

"Ah..Well..What's up with this hangout you were having with Telamon?"

"He invited me and i didn't wanna show up, i only came because of Reese."

"Ah..I..uh..see."

"—And where is Reese currently?"

"With the twins is all, was it a good idea to bring them in?..It feels as if they are just a waste of slot cleanliness space."

"..I'll see you'round Doom!.."

"Leaving so soon?..Alright, astonishing."

That could've went better but now i gotta instead of taking care of non-profitable jobs get back to actual monitoring. I don't understand Telamon's behaviour, atleast Doombringer's attitude is salvageable but..I never really understood Telamon, my father used to always say that he's just trying who he wants to be and when the time comes he will silence himself if he wants to and those words never really once made sense to me. Worst part of all is, that's what Clockwork keeps saying as well. The only difference between them is currently, one has faded out of existence to something..Well..How do i put this in Obs. Logs?..I don't want to at all, i hope right fully Clockwork forgives me for leaving out information for her. I just hope that..Just maybe he'll try to understand me as much as i do.

Chapter 4: — HIGHESTS. —

Summary:

Switching universes, guess what?This chapter will be focused on The Spectre, yes you read this right. This chapter will include many custom lore yet will be try to be fun as possible. Oh yeah, this universe's name is the chapters name if you wanna ask about that!!The chapter will try to explain and end Spectre's chapter as long and as in one chapter as fast as possible. Hope you enjoy this special lore!!Oh yeah you will infact be reading through Spectre's POV throughout the chapter,,,gulp!!oh yeah here's a alternative title for the chapter;

— 111011000001.HIGHEST-DEMON.001010001001110 —

— P.D DIMENSION XCB14. — – HIGHESTS. –

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Oh how jolly!I hear my beautiful alarm going off to bust off my very non-existent ears!This is like tottaly ideal!

Euuurrrrghhh..15 more minutesssss..Can i perhaps try and BREAK this thing in half?Oh yeah, i can!

CLANK!

..OH FUCK OFF..!WHO IN THEIR RIGHT MIND DECIDES TO BUY ME ONE OF THOSE STUPID ALARMS THAT DOESN'T BUDGE TO EVEN GET SPLITTED INTO ATOMS!!..I hate my mom, eurGHHHH..Could i just sleep through the whole day?Is that a option because it looks like IT AIN'T!..Euuuuuuuuurghhhhh..Oh so, lovely, dearly, best Highest!..May i get 63783903037990 hours of sleep more?Don't i get to sleep through Niwter???Ugh. Whatever, i'll just meet up with my best buddies ever anyway i don't need to do anything other then talk!I don't even need to..Uh, eat today..Right, why are these stupid, STUPID words so hard to remember?I absolutely despise Robloxians!I never understood how they use THESE kinds of fancy words and never butchered up one, i don't even think i could speak it OUTSIDE of my oh, so, very dear mind..Whatever, time to sleep for ano—

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Damn, she's mad again?How long until she remembers how to shut her trap?Eurgh, whatever i'll just use my pocket dimension hangout!!..And then from there maybe i'll give a little visit to Robloxian peasants, hah..Wait, i have to punch little children in the skyground!!How could i forget?Hope L•‹›•∆ is there..Mm..Sure do hope she is infact there, that'll make things 10x better!!Okay enough talking,

(Wind blows, Satellite Beam.sfx.)

Ayy!Knew she'd be here!!Upset that she started without me but what'cha know if i'm gonna go for a Niwter nap or not, it's good that she started anyway. We could speed things up a little bit and maybe i could get to go into Robloxia again!Good plan Spectre!..My name's not even Spectre but whatever, let's try to fit it with the Robloxians stupid stuff they think that is cool..Wait..is that a..BLORGION??A BLORGION PUPPY??NO WAY!!I THOUGHT THESE SLIMY LIQUID HUGGABLE BUGS EXISTED ONLY IN XVB01!!HOLLY MOLLY!!!!AND A GLORBION TOO—..Oh wait, they could just be tourists..plehhhhh..Now where's L•‹›•∆..She was JUST in line of sight!I knew i shouldn't get invested into things that are CUTE!!Father did say cute equals pack-a-punch sooo!..I fell for their stupid tactics again. I hate some of these creatures..And also love them, EURGH!!Nevermind, N•^§ wouldn't be happy with me. Tsk, tsk. So much chores so for just these creatures to keep on living..Pleh!..Oh finally!I see L•‹›•∆ punching some poloiomms. Best to join her in her amazing cage fight..Metaphorically. I think i'm horrible at doing face to face fights. Not like it matters. 

" LORAD!!How ya feeling today buddy!! "

" Trying..get..used..language.. "

" Yeah, yeah we've ALL been there! "

" ..Not..same.. "

" It sure is the same thing budddd!!You're no different than..The Highests like me!! "

" ..Not..highest..Scorched..Triangun..Star.. "

" Eh, What's different?That you got exiled is all?You'll come back to the Infernogrounds one day pal'!Trust me, what are we friends for again?You'll help me get back to my ORIGINAL rank, ya remember the deal?? "

" Reincarnation..takes..long.. "

" Oh c'mon who cares about that these days?!Just let it slide bud, not like it's TOO much to take on! "

" ... "

As we continued our daily routine of punching the fellers!I completely forgot how fun punching non-highests could be!Nobody can stop or do anything to us because we are BOTH important to absolutely everyone!Hehe, being a important being must be the best feeling ever!Nobody can touch or do something against you because they can't!You always will have a higher authority than them which means higher protection and you'll be the first priority of personnel. Ah, how easy life is sometimes..It reminds me of how much fun some risky things can be since there is no way your very atoms will expire!Isn't that just nice?Yes!Highest yes it quite is!..Oh yeah, i'm happy that Lorad didn't point out how easily i could speak the Robloxians language. Apparently they have more languages i don't know about, would it be fun to learn?..Hmmmmm..Haha!I didn't know i could make such amazing jokes!Fuck no learning isn't fun and it never has been fun, speaking of. I'm quite particularly excited for tomorrow and also quite happy i didn't go to my niwter sleep because tomorrow is the big day!..We get to invade the Lopiog Office, which is owned by the very main Syndicate of Lorad or the Triangun Star things or whatever..I'll tell my not-so-dear goodbyes to Lorad and take my oh-now-so-dear leave, haha!..

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Didn't take a glimpse of sleep just because of how excited i am!Hehe..Everything's ready, planned and how long will it work out for. I even have a plan B and C!Nothing can go wrong as i've planned it all out with Lorad and Nora!Nora will easily take care of the cameras and alarms while Lorad finds a way to perhaps hold off guards and put them to a friendly nap!..While I take care of the main thing, the Artifact that they keep hiding from the people of XCB14, guess what?This is the day that we learn what lurks within these corners that was the blind spots for people outside!Such a merry-go-round just for possibly a artifact that isn't even important..Whatever!We're considered teenagers for our kind!Teenagers don't go to jail!..Enough of that, let's get to work shall we?..Before my amazingly beautiful entrance Nora, took out the cameras and turned off the electricity!No more alarms eh?I don't even need to move a limb, seriously. I could just float ontop of my dear sleep cloud and start moving like that, no noise easy steal!..I did infact notice some guards but they didn't notcie me, it doesn't matter since after all. Lorad takes care of'em!..I just simply lay down and get my way into the vault..Not hard, seems like they didn't put too many security to this singular artifact which only rises my suspicions that this is possibly not worth it at all. I mean, a artifact is a artifact after all. Allegedly whatever is in there will always be worth millions or even billions anyway, it's sorta a win, win situation for us!..

" Eh, Nora?When did you get here? "

" Ah, when i was done i decided to barge in. It's boring staying infront of the camera monitors after all, thought you'd also need help with breaking the vault code. "

" Hah!You thought right. "

We arrived at the vault as Nora started cracking the code whilst i was on the lookout for any people that could see us, fortunately enough there was nobody!It was night after all, just hoped that if we got into a situation that it wouldn't escalate too fast without a single though or word we could speak out as i'd..or we would be very, very doomed. Hey, atleast we'll have a whole document and perhaps film and even maybe books based on us!We all know how media is, it'd be exciting to see me drawn as a well-built completely black teenager with no eyes!..I don't think Nora would think the same since he isn't exactly the kind to find that cool but rather weird. The more i talk about it the more weird it sounds, my friends are a bunch of dum dums. Hah!..

" Nora. "

" What? "

" Since when did you learn Robloxians language. "

" . . . "

And i blew his head straight off, the shapeshifter lumped to the ground. Thanks for atleast opening the vault and thinking to catch me but..Where is the REAL Nora?I got in the vault and closed the door right behind me as i just sat down and looked at what i've been looking for for so HIGHEST-DAMN long. I stared and i felt as if it stared back, a simple tophat. Hidden from the publics even best people, i didn't know if Lorad knew about this considering she was in the Triangun Syndicate but she WAS exiled so no way she'd know about this. Why was this specific item so highest-damn important? And why did they try hiding it?Not like i wanted these questions answered since i knew ignorance was a bliss yet i still thinked about it as i approached the glass dome that had the artifact that had been kept away from every living thing. I removed it.

And i didn't know what got into me but the uneasy urgency to pick it up and place it on my head was imminse, so immense infact if i was a Karrier, i would've already did so but i wasn't gonna let myself lower ranks ever again. That was a mistake i let happen before and now i could possibly take over the whole XCB14 With this immense uneasy urgency..Ha, was it pulling me or was it pushing me away?I couldn't understand but i nevertheless really understood ANYTHING infact. Now i didn't care,  there was nothing standing in my way, thoughts or threats. Just me the uneasy urgency and the door behind me, Lorad took care of everything and i knew that. Yet there was still this feeling that i couldn't leave without Nora nor Lorad and i needed them by my side, was this a mistake or my own thoughts. Though, as i said. Nothing was standing in my way, not my thoughts or not anyone as i made my way near the pedastal and took the hat as i place—

" ||||||. "

" Lorad?Oh thank highest you're here, i was gonna look for you ya'kno— "

" Put down the hat, |||||. "

" And why should i even put it down when i'm right here?I could just— "

" Nora's dead, Wrostrec. "

" ..Call me by that name again and i will blow your fucking head off, WHAT kind of nonsense are you talking abou— "

SWOOSH,  SLASH. 

 

" ...You did it. Again. "

" You weren't lying. "

" It never mattered and it doesn't matter now, give me— "

" Wasn't this the same reason you were exiled from your hometown?Yet you decided to keep on doing the same old mistakes. "

" —I thought you changed, Lauren. "

" But why should i care? "

" Just give me the damn artifact and you can keep living on like this never happened understood? "

" Sure, get rid of the head of your own syndicate yet again whilst they tried appealing your apologies and don't feel remorse after you've killed them yet again? "

" Of course i'm gonna give you the hat!This old pesky thing doesn't matter does it anyway? "

" I'm happy you understand my actions are not to harm but instead heal my mistakes by mysel— "

ESSENCE  CHANGE.

" You—..I'M GONNA FUCKING KILL YOU AND LOWER YOUR RANK AGA— "

" Goodbye, old friend!Maybe i'll see you in the next ecosystem eh? "

—FLASH.—

 

 

 

 

 

 

 

 

 

" And that's my storrrryyy!!Ain't that nice?I knew they couldn't reach me if i simply made a pocket dimension, a hell of my own and simply locked myself inside it so they wouldn't ever see me again!! "

" kikiki..mama. "

" Jason, i'm not reading you a bedtime story just because you're my favourite killer and just because i told you my so amazing and beautiful story!! Get back to your limbo you little rascal. "

 

Notes:

This note is about the R. Corp universe, just wanted to point out that Clockwork is a she but i will mix up her prounous usually. All the others will use they/them pronouns.

—Because these are tapes, docs saved through buried buildings and wrecks.

And if there is anything that survived from R. Corp.

It's >•••••••••<.