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Ferran watched Fermín in the kitchen, they were having a small gathering in their flat. Just a couple of their teammates hanging around drinking, talking and playing Fifa. It was late summer and they were soon to go back to training, back to real life and when Fermín had blinked his pretty eyes and asked if they could all gather for a nice fun relaxed evening before the season started, who was he to say no to his boyfriends big puppy eyes. He was weak.
“Hey man” Ferran turned to Pedri who sat down next to him on the sofa with a grin “How are you?” he asked and Ferran forced a smile onto his lips for his best friend “Good, you?”
Pedri raised an eyebrow and leant closer “But you aren’t though, are you? You’ve been quiet all night and there is something on your mind”
Ferran sighed, of course Pedri would notice, the beta was really good at reading people, especially him. “It’s nothing” he tried to wave off but Pedri just scoffed “Come on, tell me. It’s something that’s bothering you”
Ferran hesitated “It’s nothing new it’s been… a while” Pedri tilted his head and waited
Ferran sighed again and leant closer to his friend, he would die if anyone else would hear this conversation but Pedri was different, he had seen Ferran embarrass himself to death multiple times and this was nothing in comparison. “I just.. I love Fermín, a lot” he began and Pedri frowned “Don’t tell me you did something to him” he breathed and Ferran shook his head quickly “No, no! Nothing like that just… he-” he swallowed “we haven’t had sex”
A moment of silence settled and Ferran couldn’t look Pedri in the eyes as the beta stared at him in bafflement “You.. have not had sex?” the beta repeated and Ferran sighed, letting his head fall back against the couch “You’ve been together for months”
“Yeah” Ferran nodded “And you’ve done… nothing sexual?”
Ferran bit his lip, this was an embarrassing topic “I-he have to me but- but everytime I ask or move to… you know to him he rejects me”
Pedri frowned, of all the things that could be on his friends mind he never would’ve thought this would be the thing. He had always just guessed that the pair was sexually active, he knew Ferran before Fermín and Fermín seemed like a healthy guy his age and so this was a bit weird for him.
“What about his heats? Or your ruts?”
Ferran shook his head “He spends them alone, me too because he didn’t feel comfortable”
“Have you tried to talk to him about it?” Pedri asked slowly, trying to gather how he could help and what he could say.
Ferran nodded slowly “I have but everytime he just reels back from me, says he just isn’t in the mood”
Pedri frowned, “I think you should try again, to speak I mean. But not in the sexual act but just over dinner or whatever so he can’t blame being in the mood. I mean, I guess everybody is different and have different sex drives but.. yeah it shouldn’t be a problem for him to just say that if that was the case”
Ferran agreed with a low hum “So” Pedri began “The reason you are so down is because you are sexually frustrated?” he chuckled out and Ferran glowered at him “No, I just.. I am worried there's something wrong with our relationship… Like, he don’t find me attractive or whatever, what if he doesn't like me”
“I doubt that’s the problem, we have all seen how he is on you… how he looks at you, which is why I would’ve never guessed” Pedri breathed and Ferran grimaced “Well you are right I just need to get to it and talk, really talk to him”
“Yeah” Pedri agreed “Yo what are you two doing?” Lamine’s cheeky smile stood before them and Ferran smiled casually “Just talking why?”
“Well I think you should maybe just scootch slightly apart because you are this- he motioned with his fingers- close to each other and your little omega is just as close to burst”
Ferran’s head snapped around to watch Fermín who was frowning at them and he couldn’t help but to laugh softly, feeling his heart warm as the omega flipped him off with a hesitant smile spreading on his beautiful lips. He was so adorable, fierce and stupid sometimes.
Pedri smiled and stood up, patting his friend's shoulder before he made his way over to Gavi and Ale who were playing fifa on the opposite couch. Ferran pushed himself up and went to the kitchen, wrapping his arms around his omega that purred softly as he leant his head back for a kiss.
Ferran felt his heart swell, he was worried about whatever was going on, or more like what was not going on but he had no doubt the omega loved him, his eyes were like an open book and there was no way he was reading all the signs wrong. Pedri was right with that, the omega loved him so then what was the problem?
“Are you okay?” Fermín asked as their lips parted and Ferran shook his head dismissively “All good” he smiled, trying to ease the worry in the other’s eyes. “Sure?” “mhm” he reassured and Fermín let him off the hook but the little wrinkle of worry didn’t disappear from between his brows.
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“Ferran what’s going on?”
Ferran shivered at Fermín’s soft voice and he sat down on the sofa with a sigh, they had all finally left, all tired and too sober for the late hour. The season was about to start in just a couple of days so nobody was heavy on the drinks, all just there for the company and a good time.
“Nothing” he responded but Fermín sighed as he sat down next to him “Don’t lie”
Ferran bit his lip as he stared at the omega, he was so pretty, so beautiful and he was so terrified for the answer that he needed. “I- I don’t think tonight is the right time to talk about it”
“Have I done something?” Fermín asked, his voice small and he looked at him so intently Ferrran felt his heart hurt with emotions. “No it’s not like that”
“Then what is it Ferran?! I don’t care if now is the right time you are stressing me out and I need to know what’s wrong!”
Ferran took a deep breath and diverted his eyes to the cushion “I just… Do you not find me attractive?”
There was a pause and Ferran couldn't help but to look up at the omega's face, he was frowning hard “What? Of course I find you attractive”
“Then what, what is the problem? I- do you not want to have sex? Do you not have a sexual drive? Then just tell me that cause what- what is the reason. Are you not into me?”
Fermín bit his lip, he didn’t think it was simmering so deep into the alpha’s head. He sighed “I am sorry Ferran I should've told you the reason I just.. it’s sensitive and I wanted to make sure we were serious before the topic came up…” he looked down and Ferran frowned “What?”
“I-I am an omega but my body.. It doesn't work like a normal omega’s”
Ferran frowned, why couldn't he just say that? He would never judge or let something as simple as that make him love him any less. “Why- why didn’t you just tell me?”
“I- some alphas don’t take it well, don’t want an omega who can’t get wet or can’t take a knot comfortably… I- some alpha’s don’t want an omega like that”
Ferran breathed out a breath he didn’t know he was holding. “I’m sorry, that- that would never make me love you less, did you really think that would be a problem for me?”
“No, I- know that you wouldn’t mind now but it just… a bit embarrassing to say and I’m sorry I should’ve told you earlier but I wanted to know it was serious, that you wouldn’t leave me for it and the longer it went the more ridiculous it felt” he sighed
“Fermín” Ferran breathed and pulled the omega onto his lap “Sorry” the omega muttered again, burying his face in the elder’s shoulder “Don’t be”
“Tell me” he said after a moment, the omega looked up at him with his doe brown eyes and a small smile “I told you”
“More” Ferran muttered and Fermín sighed, relaxing against the alpha, his head on his chest. “I was born like that, I presented early and got check ups for it, they told me I just wasn’t born with the ability to produce slick” He shrugged “I can technically take a knot, I just… it hurts because I’m not slick enough so I could have pups, it has nothing to do with it I just don’t produce slick”
“Not at all?” Ferran asked and Fermín shrugged “Some times a little but not nearly enough”
Ferran didn’t say anything and suddenly Fermín turned around in his hold, his eyes slightly widened and worry visible in every nerve of his body “You don’t have a problem with it, right?”
Ferran breathed out and shook his head rapidly “No! Of course not” he breathed “I love you and if lube is necessary that doesn't matter in the slightest to me, why would I care? As long as you want me in that way and love me I am more than content”
“Of course” he smiled, looking revealed and Ferran chuckled “It’s good to have it all out in the open huh?”
“Yeah, should’be told you a long time ago, wouldn’t have’d to work myself tired”
Ferran gasped “You little shit”
Fermín laughed, resting his head back, “I get horny talking about it” he murmured and Ferran rolled his eyes. “And all this time I thought you didn’t have a sexual drive but you've really just hidden the little monster in you from me?”
Fermín blushed “Basically yeah”
Ferran chuckled warmly “Well we are not doing anything tonight”
“Why” Fermín whined, squirming against the alpha who laughed softly, the rumble tickling Fermín’s instincts in a wonderful way. “Because it’s late and we just talked about it and we need to do so more before anything happens”
“Bu-”
“Get yourself off” Ferran cut him off with and Fermín turned to stare at him with wide eyes “What? That’s embarrassing”
Ferran chuckled “No it isn’t, get yourself off”
Fermín squirmed “Really?”
“If you want to, if not you shouldn’t, never”
Fermín breathed and whined “Fuck you, all I want is dick and you make me perform a whole live porno for you”
Ferran chuckled “I am not making you do anything, all I’m saying is that if you want to get off do it yourself and I’ll gladly watch” Fermín huffed as he squirmed out of his pants and boxers, letting his legs fall open easily. He wasn’t ashamed nor embarrassed. He'd just felt nervous about the conversation but now that it was over he felt like a huge weight was lifted off his chest because now they could move forward and he could show all of himself to his boyfriend.
Ferran breathed in a harsh breath as he watched the omega’s legs fall open so easily. He wished they weren’t wearing such expansive scent blockers so he could breathe in the smell of him. “Fuck Fermín” he chuckled as the omega threw one of his legs over his, getting comfortable. “Fuck I need- forgot the lube” he whined, hips jutting slightly in impatience and Ferran sucked in a hard breath as he stood and quickly gathered his own lube from the bathroom.
Fermín was already touching himself, spit covering fingers rubbing over himself but it wasn’t enough, he could see it written all over his face. And he hurriedly moved to cover his fingers in lube. Ferran watched like in trance. He had pictured this, his omega naked for him so many times over the weeks that they had spent as a couple. Not being able or allowed to touch had made his alpha go insane and it was spiraling now.
He growled in anticipation as he watched the omega slide two fingers inside himself and finger himself hard. He could feel his fingers twitching at his sides, yeah this had been a bad idea. He didn’t want to rush it tonight but he shouldn’t have said what he said, he should just have left it like it was and Fermín could’ve gotten off by his own like he had the last couple of months but now here he sat, stranded to watch his omega pleasure himself and he felt like he was gonna die.
“Fuck” The omega breathed, his head fell forward as his fingers moved in a steady rhythm, hips following the movements in twitchy thrusts. “Fuuck gonna come” he whined and Ferran was just seconds from bursting, he leant forward, nosing up the omega’s neck. Scenting him deeply, he pulled away just as Fermín came, his face contorted, lips parting and a whine leaving his lips as his eyes glassed over. “Fuck baby” Ferran grunted out, his chest heaving like it was him who had just came. Fermín shuddered, smiling shyly at the alpha as he strained up to kiss him.
“Need you to fuck me” he murmured against the elder’s jaw and Ferran groaned loudly, throwing his head back. Fuck he was gonna cum in his own pants at this rate.
“Soon” he grunted and he couldn’t help but smile at the omega’s annoyed whine.