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No nightmares for the first time, I felt refreshed. I rubbed my eyes realizing it was finally the weekend, I was excited, I really wanted to go shopping in Hogsmeade today. I stretched and quickly got dressed.
Stepping out of my room, Severus was once again, already up and ready. I was embarrassed after last night but I figured i’d act like it didn’t happen.
“I’d like to go to Hogsmeade today, I haven’t been shopping in 15 years.” I joked. “You know you cannot leave the castle unless to attend a meeting, both which are under protection.” He sighed. A frown formed on my face as I plopped down next to him on the couch.
Severus noticed how upset I was and let out another annoyed sigh before abruptly standing up and scowling. “You. Will. Stay. In. The. School.-“ he paused to give me a look, “I have to go, The Dark lord has summoned me. Find something to do around here and if you run into Mr. Potter, he must NOT know about the curse.” He said sternly and rushed out the door.
I stared at the door and sighed, I loved this place but I hated being trapped in here. I decided I would eat breakfast in the great hall today to get at least some type of human interaction.
“How are you holding up?” I heard a calm voice say behind me as soon as I entered the great hall. It was Dumbledore. “Oh it’s been a lot to handle but Severus has been a great help, I just miss being able to go out!” I sighed and he gave me an understanding look.
“I know this much be hard for you Y/N, Try and enjoy your day here and meet me in my office at 7PM.” He said before swiftly turning around and walking away.. okay. I didn't want to think of what else could possibly be wrong, I made a metal note and made my way over to the end of the Gryffindor table and sat down. I know I wasn’t student but it would be weird to sit with the older Professors. As I looked around the table I teared up thinking about all of the good memories I had with Lily here. I missed her.
“Were you a Gryffindor to Mrs.Y/L/N?” A boy said sitting down across from me, it was Harry along with Ron and Hermione. “Yes I was!” I smiled, remembering what Severus had said this morning. Why can’t he know about the curse? Wow he really does look like James.
“Why aren’t you sitting with the other professors?” Hermione asked with a skeptical tone. She reminded me of Lily as well. “Oh it's complicated, as you can see I’m much younger than all of them and I’m only an assistant.” I said, I mean it's true. They were only 3 years younger than me. She nodded, “If you only graduated last year, how come we didn’t see you around?” Harry asked, again, this time more skeptical.
“Oh um- Its really a complicated matter that I cannot discuss.” I said calmly but stern, I’m not great at lying, I’m not sure how Severus expected me to hold this back. “Professor Snape has something to do with it, I’m sure.” Ron pitched in, although he was stuffing his face and didn’t seem too invested like the other two.
“Actually Dumbledore, Se-Snape, and The Order have asked me not to discuss it, I would be happy to if it weren’t for that! Maybe the three of you could ask them?” I exclaimed, I really didn’t want them and especially Harry to find me suspicious, plus I’m sure Harry would love to hear more about his mother.
They all looked shocked when I gave them the go ahead to ask about it, thankfully dropping it after. I finished up my breakfast while telling them every secret passage I knew and some gossip about the teachers. Getting ready to leave, I was relieved I had got myself back in good graces with them.
I had spent the rest of the day wondering around, reading a bit in the library and getting some fresh air before heading to Dumbledores office.
The doors opened at my presence, as I walked in I saw Severus. “Right on time Y/N, please have a seat.” Dumbledore said, motioning to the empty seat cross his desk.
“We are here to discuss a few things. I was happy to hear you avoided telling Harry about the curse today. He will know soon enough but we don’t want to frighten him more before the war that’s upon us.” Dumbledore sighed, shaking his head at the thought.
“W-WAR?” I gasped, how bad had things gotten? “Yes- war, Muggle-Born wizards and witches have been turning up dead or missing.” Dumbledore stated, rubbing his templed in frustration. I shook my head, not wanting to accept that to be true.
“It has come to light, during todays meeting wit The Dark Lord, the next move is to start going for students and professors.” Severus said, I turned to look at him with wide eyes. I was terrified for every student here, along with myself. I zoned out for the rest of the meeting, I don’t understand how this kind of evil exists. It was terrifying.
“Come on Y/N-“ Severus said snapping me back. I nodded and scurried out behind him. We went to eat dinner in the great hall, seeing all the happy students warmed my heart, I was determined to keep all of them safe.
I plopped down on my bed after dinner, Severus followed me in the room setting down the few books I took from the library, I noticed he looked a bit different than usual, a darker energy surrounded him, probably from the meeting today. His dark circles were more prominent and he looked exhausted.
“I need to change, these jeans are suffocating me.” I said, hinting for Severus to step out, and hopefully he'd go straight to bed. Instead I saw predatory look run through his eyes, “Why can’t you change right now?” He said, smirking.
I sighed, not wanting to handle this right now either or be teased. “Okay then.” I shrugged and unbuttoned my pants, turning around to pull them off.
“Don’t turn around now, since you want to act so brave, look at me.” He sneered, I felt the too familiar heat form in between my thighs. Okay, I can do this easy, right? I turned around and continued taking my jeans off, my face flushed seeing him staring. “Well go on.” He demanded.
I pulled my shirt off over my head, leaving me in just my bra and panties, a matching baby pink set. “Pink? I prefer black.” He remarked, smugly.
“Why stop there? You have more clothes on, don’t you?” He asked, condescendingly. I could feel myself shaking as I undid my bra, covering my chest as it fell to the ground. Severus walked over to me, lifting my chin with his wand, to meet his very dark eyes.
“Move. Your. Hands.” He said slowly and I dropped them immediately, feeling insecurity wash over me. He walked around me, his eyes looking over every part of my body, before stopping behind me.
He then leaned in closer, he mouth right next to my ears, “Get on your knees.” He whispered harshly, which just made them weaken more but I obeyed, even after last night, I couldn’t deny him, and he knew that.
He let out a deep chuckle as he walked back around to face me. “Wow, still so obedient for me, even if this could just be another trick.” He said, his voice dropping an octave, I was already looking up at him, because I knew its what he wanted.
“However… I must say your loyalty deserves a reward. 15 years and you still so desperately want me, don’t you?” He asked, knowing the answer already but wanting to see me struggle.
“Yes.” I replied softly. “Yes what?” “Yes sir.” He liked that. “Then no ones stopping you.” He said with amusement, he wasn’t go to ask, or tell me what to do. He wanted to see me work for it.
I reached for his belt and unbuckle it. He doesn’t say a word just stares at me. I moved to undo his pants, my hands shaking but still no reaction out of him. I then reached his boxers, hesitantly, looking up at him again, still nothing. Ugh he knows what he’s doing.
Then I pulled his boxers down and my eyes widened. Its huge and thick. ‘Don’t act like you’ve never seen a cock before.” He said, annoyed. “i-uh,i haven’t.” I whispered. That just made him look even more predatory.
“You’re a virgin?” I nod, he smirked. “Go on.” He motioned to his cock. I hesitated as I grabbed it with one hand, seeing precum drip from the tip. Great, finally get the chance and I don’t even know where to start.
I stuck my tongue out, licking slowly from the base to the tip, “Keep your eyes on me.” He warned and my eyes flickered back up to meet his intensely dark gaze. I licked a few more times, before swirling my tongue around the tip, licking up the pre cum. Its more salty that I expected.
No reaction out of him, just his deep stare, making this a million times harder. Finally, I put my mouth around his cock and as soon as I do, he grips my hair in his hand and pushes my head all the way down. I choked and tears swelled in my eyes, he held me there for a few more seconds before pulling me off.
“Still want to suck my cock?” He grinned. I take a second to catch my breath which he finds amusing. “Yes sir.” And with that he pushed me back down on his cock, fucking my throat like he owned it.
Tears streamed down my face and I struggled to take it. “Get up.” He demanded, pulling me off his cock. I stood up and wiped my tears. Wow did I really do that bad of a- “Lay on your back, your head slightly leaning off.” He pointed at the bed.
I climbed on and did as he says. He walked over and pushed himself back down my throat, grabbing my breast and pinching my nipples as he did, pulling out a bit so I can catch my breath before slamming back down.
I felt his hands trailing down my body excruciatingly slow, before he finally reached the top of my panties. My legs opened as soon as he does, causing a sinister chuckle to come out of him. His hands moved down to where I’m soaked through my panties. “You’re dripping for me. Poor thing.” He smirked. He pulled out, allowing me to catch my breath before sliding his cock right back in.
He slowly traces his fingers over the wetness of my panties, he knew I needed more but he continued teasing. My pleading whimpers made him quicken his pace and let out a deep groan before I felt a hot liquid fill my throat, “Swallow all of it.” He moaned as I did, pumping every last bit out, then he pulled out.
He steps back and quickly buttoned his jeans and I sat up on the bed, pulling my blanket around me. I wiped my tears and mouth with my hand and look up at him, feeling embarrassed... but I loved it.
The darkness that I had sensed before was gone and a flash of guilt or was it regret? crossed his face. I opened my mouth to speak but he shook his head and stormed out of my apartment.
My heart dropped and I sunk into my bed, what just happened?