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Friends Don't Know You Like This, Talk With Their Eyes, Stare at Your Lips
Alexander Stewart, Lauren Spencer Smith - Friends Don't (Official)
The antique clock on Kara's wall—a housewarming gift from Alex—ticked past eleven, each metallic click reverberating through her otherwise silent apartment like tiny fractures in glass. She curled deeper into the worn leather corner of her couch, the fabric creaking beneath her weight, tablet balanced precariously on her cotton-covered knees. The screen's harsh blue glow illuminated her face in ghostly light as she pretended to read an article on sustainable farming practices, the same paragraph she'd been staring at for twenty minutes without absorbing a single word. Shadows stretched across her living room, highlighting the organized chaos she called home—a stack of dog-eared National Geographic magazines with their yellow borders faded from sun exposure, a half-empty mug of chamomile tea gone cold with a lipstick stain on the rim, the cashmere sweater she'd draped over the threadbare armchair that morning, one sleeve dangling to brush against the hardwood floor.
This was normal.
This was stable.
This was the mantra she repeated silently as her index finger scrolled mindlessly, trying to ignore the hollow feeling expanding beneath her ribs like a balloon slowly inflating with empty air.
The knock came at 11:17 exactly.
Three soft taps that might as well have been thunderclaps.
Kara's head snapped up, tablet sliding forgotten onto the cushion. Her own heartbeat stuttered, then accelerated to match the familiar rhythm already echoing in her ears—that distinctive cadence she could pick out from miles away, slightly elevated but unmistakable. The air molecules in the apartment seemed to vibrate differently, rearranging themselves as if making space for the approaching presence. Tiny hairs rose along her forearms, her superhuman senses already cataloging the sound of designer heels against hallway carpet, the whisper of an expensive coat, the catch of breath outside her door.
Lena.
It was always Lena.
She smoothed her hands over her sweatpants as she stood, as if that would somehow prepare her. As if anything could prepare her for what waited on the other side of that door.
"Coming," she called, voice steadier than it had any right to be.
She crossed the dining area, her sock-clad feet silent against the hardwood, each step bringing her closer to the inevitable. A deep breath that didn't help. The cool metal of the doorknob against her palm.
When she swung it open, the sight of Lena Luthor standing in her hallway knocked the air from her lungs, just like it always did. Just like it always would.
"Hi," Lena said, the word barely audible. She stood with her shoulders curved inward, designer coat unbuttoned and hanging loose around her slender frame. Her raven-black hair was pulled back in a messy bun, but strands had escaped, falling around her alabaster face in dark waves that accentuated her sharp jawline. The makeup around her piercing sea-glass eyes was smudged just enough to reveal the exhaustion underneath, the normally perfect winged eyeliner now slightly imperfect against her porcelain skin.
This wasn't CEO Lena Luthor. This wasn't the woman who commanded boardrooms and made billionaires nervous with a single raised eyebrow.
This was just Lena.
Her Lena.
The one nobody else got to see.
"I didn't want to be alone tonight," Lena whispered, and Kara felt something in her chest crack open, dangerous and warm.
"Come in," Kara said, stepping aside, already knowing tonight would be a problem she couldn't solve. A test she would fail. A line she would let blur again.
Lena slipped past her, the cashmere sleeve of her coat brushing against Kara's forearm, bringing with her the faint scent of jasmine and sandalwood perfume mingled with the metallic tang of the laboratory and something uniquely Lena—warm and slightly sweet like vanilla-infused bourbon—that Kara could never quite name but would recognize anywhere, even blindfolded in a crowded room. As Kara closed the door, the brass deadbolt clicking into place with finality, she caught herself watching the way Lena's shoulders dropped exactly three centimeters once inside, the tension melting from her neck, her spine curving just slightly forward, the invisible armor she wore in the outside world sliding away piece by piece like water droplets down a windowpane.
"I had a long day," Lena said, shrugging off her coat. The silk blouse underneath was wrinkled at the elbows. Her normally perfect posture had softened into something more human, more fragile.
"You want to talk about it?" Kara asked, taking the coat and hanging it carefully, using the moment to compose herself.
Lena shook her head, rubbing at her temple. "Not really. Just... company stuff. Nothing new."
But it was more than that.
Kara could see it in the tight line of Lena's jaw, the way her slender fingers fidgeted with the fraying edge of her silk sleeve, twisting the expensive fabric until it wrinkled. Something catastrophic had happened, something that had sent her here at midnight instead of to her empty penthouse thirty stories above the city, with its stark white furniture and floor-to-ceiling windows that turned National City into a glittering constellation of distant, cold stars.
Whatever drove her here had left traces like shipwreck debris: expensive mascara smudged beneath bloodshot eyes, vulnerability swimming in those sea-glass irises like creatures in the deep. And Kara loved this version of Lena more than any other. The one who came to her when the world became too much, high heels discarded by the door, armor abandoned piece by piece. And that love twisted inside her like a serrated knife between her ribs, because she shouldn't want Lena broken open like this. Shouldn't crave being the only one who got to witness the hairline fractures in her perfect façade, shouldn't treasure these moments when Lena's walls crumbled into dust between them.
"I've got wine," Kara offered, already moving toward the kitchen. "Or tea. Or that fancy scotch you bought me that I never drink."
Lena's laugh was soft, barely there. "The scotch sounds perfect."
Kara nodded, grateful for something to do with her hands. She could feel Lena watching her as she moved around the kitchen, pulling down glasses, the weight of her gaze like a physical touch across Kara’s shoulder blades.
This was going to be a long night. And Kara already knew she wouldn't change a single second of it.
They settled on the couch, Kara handing Lena a crystal tumbler with two fingers of amber liquid. Their fingers brushed during the exchange—a momentary touch that sent electricity racing up Kara's arm.
"Thanks," Lena murmured, taking a small sip.
Kara sank into the couch beside her, the ancient springs surrendering beneath their combined weight. The worn beige cushions, already concave from years of movie nights and midnight conversations, created a subtle valley between them that defied Kara's intention to maintain a respectable distance. Their knees collided—Lena's silk-covered one against Kara's cotton-clad—igniting a trail of goosebumps that raced up Kara's thigh and scattered like sparks across her skin. She shifted her weight, the leather upholstery creaking in protest, but the gravitational pull of the cushions only pressed them closer, thigh to thigh now, the heat of Lena's body radiating through two layers of fabric.
"So," Kara said, her own glass untouched in her hand. "You sure you don't want to talk about it?"
Lena sighed, her shoulders relaxing further into the couch. "It's just the usual L-Corp drama. The board is pushing back on my new clean energy initiative. They think it's too expensive, too risky."
"That's ridiculous," Kara said. "Your research is solid. The prototype works."
"That's what I said." Lena's mouth quirked upward, almost a smile. "But Morgan Edge has been whispering in their ears, and suddenly they're all concerned about quarterly profits instead of, you know, saving the planet."
Kara nodded, trying to focus on Lena's words, but her attention kept snagging on the way Lena's lips—full and stained a faded crimson from earlier lipstick—formed around each precisely enunciated syllable. The soft press of them against the crystal rim of her glass left ghostly half-moons that disappeared with each sip. When her pink tongue darted out to catch a stray drop of amber scotch from the corner of her mouth, Kara's own throat went dry, as if she'd swallowed desert sand.
"I spent three hours in that boardroom today," Lena continued, her gaze drifting down to Kara's mouth before snapping back up. "Three hours defending work that shouldn't need defending."
Kara swallowed hard.
Had she imagined that?
The way Lena's eyes had dropped, just for a second?
No. There it was again. Lena's perfectly enunciated words about quarterly projections and carbon footprints faltered mid-decimal point as her gaze dropped to Kara's mouth for exactly 2.7 seconds—Kara counted—before those sea-glass eyes reluctantly climbed back up, like a climber forced to abandon the summit.
Heat bloomed across Kara's cheeks in splotchy crimson patches she could feel spreading down her neck. She lifted the crystal tumbler with trembling fingers, the amber liquid sloshing dangerously close to the rim before she pressed it to her lips. The scotch scorched a fiery path down her throat, expensive and peaty, a welcome inferno to distract from the more dangerous warmth spreading elsewhere.
Their shoulders were separated by mere molecules now, the ancient couch's gravitational pull inexorable. Kara could feel heat radiating through Lena's silk blouse, could detect each layer of her scent—the fading jasmine perfume at her wrists, the vanilla-bourbon warmth at her neck, and now the sweet-smoky scotch on her exhales as she spoke. The combination swirled around Kara like invisible tendrils, hooking somewhere behind her navel and pulling, intoxicating in ways that twelve-year-old scotch could only dream of being.
"...and then I told him that if he wanted to prioritize short-term gains over long-term sustainability, he could find another company to invest in."
Kara blinked, realizing she'd missed half of what Lena had said. She'd been too busy watching the way Lena's throat moved when she swallowed, the way her fingers traced absent patterns on the glass.
"Kara?" Lena's voice softened, dropping to something barely above a whisper. "Are you listening?"
The question hung between them, weighted with something more than its simple words. Lena said it like she was asking something else entirely—something dangerous and unspoken.
Kara's whole body stuttered—her heart skipping, her breath catching, her muscles tensing. "I—yes. Of course."
But Lena's eyes held hers, searching, the green of them darkened in the low light of the apartment. "Are you sure? Because it feels like you're somewhere else tonight."
Kara wasn't somewhere else. She was right here—painfully, achingly present. That was the problem.
"I'm right here," Kara said, the words coming out rougher than she intended.
Lena studied her for a long moment, her expression unreadable. Then, with a slowness that made Kara's pulse race, she reached out.
Kara froze, lungs seizing mid-breath, as Lena's slender fingers—cool from holding the crystal tumbler—found a honey-blonde strand of hair that had fallen across her flushed cheek. With the intentional carefulness of someone defusing a bomb, Lena tucked it behind Kara's ear, her manicured nails grazing Kara's temple with a touch so feather-light it sent electric shivers cascading down her spine.
But she didn't pull away.
Instead, her fingers lingered, tracing the delicate pink shell of Kara's ear, the pad of her thumb brushing over the sensitive lobe, then sliding down to follow the sharp line of her jaw. Time stretched and compressed all at once—the moment both endless and over too quickly, like a single frame of film stretched into infinity then snapped back into place.
In those few seconds, Kara forgot how to breathe. Oxygen became a distant memory as every nerve ending beneath her skin ignited like tiny solar flares where Lena's cool fingertips traced her jawline. The apartment around them blurred into watercolor smudges—only Lena remained in sharp focus, her sea-glass eyes reflecting the amber glow from the nearby lamp.
Don't ruin this, she told herself, fighting the magnetic pull to press her cheek into Lena's palm, to turn and brush her lips against that delicate wrist where a pulse flickered visibly. Don't scare her away. Don't want too much.
But God, she wanted.
She wanted with a ferocity that frightened her, a hunger that lived in her bones and threatened to devour her from the inside out—a wildfire spreading from her chest to her fingertips, which now trembled against her thigh with the effort of remaining still.
Lena's thumb brushed across her cheekbone, so light it could have been accidental. But the look in her eyes—intent, curious, almost reverent—said it wasn't.
"You have the most expressive face," Lena whispered. "I can always tell what you're thinking."
Can you? Kara wondered, terrified that it might be true. That Lena could see the longing, the need, the desperate hope that this touch meant what she wanted it to mean.
"No one knows me like you do," Lena said, her voice so soft it was almost lost in the quiet of the apartment. Her hand still rested against Kara's face, warm and steady. "Sometimes I think you see parts of me I didn't even know existed."
Lena's words punched through Kara's chest—beautiful and devastating. They vibrated in her chest, echoing through the hollow spaces between her ribs. She wanted to capture them, bottle them like fireflies in a mason jar, preserve them as evidence that this thing between them—this electric current that had been humming beneath their every interaction for months—wasn't just in her imagination.
But then Lena's expression shifted. Something like panic flashed in her eyes—a quick dilation of pupils against sea-glass irises, the slight flare of nostrils, a nearly imperceptible tightening at the corners of her crimson-stained mouth. Her hand dropped away from Kara's face, leaving behind a ghost of coolness where warmth had been. She leaned back slightly, creating a small but intentional space between them on the couch—barely six inches, but it might as well have been the Grand Canyon.
"You know I don't mean it like that... right?" she added, the words rushed and fragile.
Kara's stomach plummeted like an elevator with severed cables, the floor beneath her giving way. The hope that had been building—delicate as spun sugar, warm as morning light—crumbled into dust, leaving behind a hollow ache that spread through her chest like ice water flooding her lungs. Each heartbeat felt suddenly heavier, as though her blood had turned to lead, pumping disappointment to every extremity until even her fingertips tingled with it.
"Of course," she said, forcing her lips into a smile that felt brittle enough to shatter. "I know exactly what you mean."
Lena nodded, relief softening her features. She didn't see the way Kara's hands tightened around her glass, knuckles going white with the effort of holding herself together.
"Good," Lena said, but her eyes still lingered on Kara's face, still dropped occasionally to her mouth. "I just... I don't want things to get weird between us."
"They're not," Kara lied. "They won't be."
The silence that followed was heavy with everything unsaid, like a wool blanket soaked in rainwater. Kara took another sip of her scotch, welcoming the burn as it traveled down her throat and bloomed in her chest—a familiar fire to counteract the icy ache of rejection spreading beneath her ribs. The amber liquid caught the lamplight as she tilted the glass, creating honey-colored shadows across her trembling fingers.
Lena set her empty glass on the coffee table, the soft clink of crystal against polished wood unnaturally loud in the quiet room. A single drop of scotch clung to the rim before sliding down to form a perfect circle on the mahogany surface. When she settled back, she was closer than before—the carefully measured six inches now collapsed to nothing, her thigh pressing warm and solid against Kara's. The silk of her blouse whispered against Kara's bare arm, raising goosebumps in its wake.
"Kara," she said, and something in her voice made Kara look up.
Lena was watching her with an intensity that made her skin prickle with heat, those sea-glass eyes now dark as forest shadows. Before Kara could process what was happening, Lena's hand was on her jaw again—cool fingers against flushed skin—and her thumb, impossibly soft, traced the sensitive curve of Kara's lower lip. The touch sent an electric current racing from Kara's mouth straight to her core, her breath catching audibly in her throat as her world narrowed to that single point of contact.
"Lena..." Kara said, her voice catching. It was half warning—don't do this if you don't mean it—and half plea—please, please mean it.
Lena's eyes were dark, pupils dilated. "Just... please," she whispered, and then she was leaning in, closing the final inches between them.
The first touch of Lena's lips against hers was hesitant, searching—velvet-soft and warm as sunlight. A question Kara answered by setting her glass down blindly, the crystal tipping dangerously before finding purchase, and bringing her trembling hands up to cradle Lena's face, thumbs brushing against the impossibly smooth curve of her cheekbones.
Lena made a soft sound in the back of her throat—something between relief and need, vibrating against Kara's lips—and pressed closer, the heat of her body radiating through silk and cotton. Her lips parted, inviting Kara in, and Kara couldn't have resisted if she tried. She tasted like expensive scotch and something sweeter, something uniquely Lena—honey and salt and desire made tangible.
The kiss transformed, melting from something tentative into something molten and hungry. Lena's fingers tangled in Kara's hair, nails scraping lightly against her scalp as she tugged her closer, angling her head to deepen the contact. Her other hand found Kara's waist, slipping under the hem of her shirt to press against bare skin—five points of cool fire tracing the sensitive dip of her lower back.
Kara gasped at the contact, and Lena took advantage, her tongue sliding against Kara's in an unhurried exploration that made liquid heat pool low in her stomach and pulse outward like ripples in still water.
This will break me, Kara thought distantly as Lena shifted, the silk of her blouse whispering against Kara's cotton t-shirt. Lena's knees pressed into the worn leather of the couch on either side of Kara's thighs as she settled her weight—delicate yet somehow commanding—across Kara's lap without breaking the kiss. This will shatter me into pieces I'll never be able to put back together, like crystal dropped onto marble.
But she let it happen anyway.
She always would.
Her hands found Lena's hips, steadying her, pulling her closer until the heat between them became unbearable. The silk of Lena's blouse bunched beneath her trembling fingers, the press of soft thighs against her own, the gentle curve where waist met hip fitting perfectly into her palms. Lena's weight on top of her was perfect—solid and real and everything she'd imagined during those endless nights when sleep eluded her and fantasy was all she had.
"Kara," Lena breathed against her mouth, the word half-swallowed by another kiss. "I need—"
"Anything," Kara promised, the word a vow against Lena's lips. "Anything you want."
Lena's eyes darkened at that, her pupils expanding until only a thin ring of jade remained. She leaned back slightly, still straddling Kara's lap, and began unbuttoning her silk blouse. Her eyes never left Kara's as her fingers lingered at each pearl button, pausing between each one just long enough to make Kara's breath catch in anticipation. One pearl button, then two, then three slipped free under her nimble fingers. The fabric parted to reveal a black lace bra against alabaster skin, the contrast striking in the amber lamplight.
"I want you," Lena whispered, her voice low and rough at the edges. "I've wanted you for so long."
Kara's breath caught in her throat. Her hands, still resting on Lena's hips, tightened reflexively, fingertips pressing into soft flesh through the thin fabric of her pencil skirt. She watched, mesmerized, as Lena shrugged the blouse from her shoulders with a graceful roll that made the muscles in her arms flex subtly. The champagne-colored silk slid down her pale skin like water over marble, catching momentarily at her wrists before surrendering to gravity and landing in a crumpled heap on the hardwood floor, the delicate material now a pool of liquid gold.
"Are you sure?" Kara asked, because she had to, because this moment felt too fragile, too precious to risk misunderstanding.
Lena's answer was to take Kara's hands in hers and guide them upward, over the warm skin of her ribs to the delicate lace covering her breasts. "I've never been more certain of anything," she said.
The feel of Lena under her palms—soft and warm and real, skin like heated silk against her calloused fingertips—broke something loose inside Kara. She surged forward, capturing Lena's mouth in a kiss that tasted of expensive scotch and surrender, a kiss that contained every unspoken confession, every lingering glance across tables, every dream she'd tried to bury beneath layers of denial once the sun came up. Her hands explored with reverent hunger, memorizing topography—the delicate curve of Lena's spine, the sharp wings of shoulder blades rising to meet her palms, the elegant column of her throat where a pulse hammered wildly against alabaster skin.
Lena arched into her touch with feline grace, a soft sound—half-sigh, half-moan—escaping her lips that Kara felt vibrating against her own mouth more than heard. When Kara's lips found the sensitive hollow just below her ear, tasting salt and the faint trace of jasmine perfume, Lena's hips rolled forward instinctively, the pressure of her weight creating a friction that sent electric sparks shooting up Kara's spine and pooling like liquid heat between her thighs.
"Bedroom," Lena gasped, her fingers tangled in Kara's hair. "Please."
Kara stood in one fluid motion, lifting Lena with her as if she weighed nothing—all that Kryptonian strength finally unleashed for something other than heroics. Lena's legs wrapped around her waist, the expensive fabric of her pencil skirt riding up to reveal pale thighs that gripped Kara like a vise, ankles crossing at the small of her back. Her arms looped around Kara's neck, manicured nails scraping lightly against her nape. Their mouths never parted as Kara navigated the short distance to her bedroom, the taste of Lena's tongue—scotch-sweet and demanding—sliding against hers in a rhythm that made her knees weak.
The bedroom was bathed in silver-blue moonlight filtering through half-drawn blinds, painting stripes across the rumpled comforter like tiger stripes across snow. A forgotten glass of water on the nightstand caught the light, throwing crystalline reflections against the far wall. Kara lowered Lena onto the mattress with a gentleness that belied the urgency thrumming through her veins, the springs creaking softly beneath their combined weight. She hovered above her, propped on her elbows, drinking in the sight of Lena Luthor sprawled across her Target-bought sheets—raven hair fanned out like spilled ink against white cotton, crimson lips swollen from kisses, the delicate hollow of her throat pulsing visibly with each rapid heartbeat, chest rising and falling with quick breaths that made the black lace of her bra shift hypnotically.
"You're so beautiful," Kara whispered, the words inadequate for the emotion swelling in her chest.
Lena's hands found the hem of Kara's t-shirt, tugging upward. "I want to see you," she said, and Kara sat back on her heels to pull the shirt over her head, tossing it carelessly aside.
Lena's eyes widened, jade irises nearly swallowed by dark pupils, her crimson lips parting with an audible intake of breath as she took in the expanse of sun-kissed skin before her. The simple heather-gray cotton sports bra clung to Kara's curves, the thin fabric straining across her full breasts, revealing the outline of hardened nipples beneath. "God, Kara," she breathed, voice husky with desire as she reached out with trembling fingers to trace the sculpted ridges of Kara's abdomen. Her touch remained feather-light, manicured nails barely grazing the defined muscles, leaving trails of raised goosebumps in their wake like constellations across golden skin.
Kara shivered under the exploration, her body arching subtly into the contact, skin hypersensitive to every whispered brush of Lena's fingertips. When those elegant fingers hooked into the elastic waistband of her worn navy sweatpants, she lifted her hips in silent invitation, the mattress creaking softly beneath their shifting weight as Lena slowly slid the fabric down her toned legs. The cool night air against her newly exposed skin—clad now only in simple cotton boyshorts—made her shiver from ankle to thigh—or perhaps it was the molten heat in Lena's hungry gaze as it traveled up the length of her body, lingering at the apex of her thighs where a telling dampness had begun to spread.
"Come here," Lena said, reaching for her, and Kara went willingly, lowering herself until they were pressed together from chest to thigh.
The first brush of skin against skin was electric—alabaster against gold, soft curves meeting taut muscle. Kara gasped at the sensation, her forehead dropping to rest against Lena's as she struggled to maintain control, their breath mingling in the narrow space between parted lips. Lena's hands were everywhere at once—trailing down Kara's spine, cupping the sharp angle of her jaw, tangling in sun-bleached hair still carrying the scent of wind and sky—each touch leaving a fresh trail of goosebumps in its wake, igniting new fires beneath Kara's skin until she felt she might combust from the inside out.
"I need—" Lena started, then cut herself off with a frustrated sound. Her hands found the clasp of her own bra, unhooking it with a practiced twist of fingers. "Help me," she said, and Kara obliged, sliding the straps down Lena's arms and tossing the delicate lace aside.
The sight of Lena beneath her—alabaster skin flushed pink from collarbone to cheekbones, raven hair splayed across the pillow like spilled ink, the forest shadows of her eyes nearly eclipsed by her pupils—stole the breath from Kara's lungs again. She lowered her head, pressing a trail of open-mouthed kisses from the hollow of Lena's throat—where a pulse hammered wildly against her lips—down the gentle slope to where the swell of her breast began. When her lips finally closed around a rosy nipple, already pebbled and waiting, Lena arched off the bed with a sharp gasp that broke into a whimper, her manicured fingers tightening in Kara's hair until the slight pain sent shivers down her spine.
"Yes," she breathed. "God, Kara, yes."
Encouraged, Kara continued her exploration, using lips and tongue and the gentlest scrape of teeth against the pebbled pink areola to draw increasingly desperate sounds from Lena's throat—breathy half-moans that vibrated against Kara's mouth. Her hands weren't idle, tracing the hourglass curve where Lena's waist dipped before flaring to full hips, fingertips memorizing the contrast between firm muscle and yielding softness. When her fingers finally found the small metal tab of Lena's skirt zipper, cool against her overheated skin, she paused, looking up through a curtain of tousled blonde hair, seeking permission in those jade eyes now nearly black with desire.
Lena nodded frantically. "Please," she said, lifting her hips to help as Kara slid the tight pencil skirt down her legs. Underneath, she wore black lace panties that matched her discarded bra, the delicate fabric a stark contrast against her pale skin.
Kara took a moment just to look, to commit this image to memory—Lena Luthor spread across her sheets, dark hair tangled against the pillow, wearing nothing but lace and desire. "You're perfect," she whispered, pressing a kiss to the inside of Lena's knee, then higher, to the sensitive skin of her inner thigh.
Lena trembled beneath her ministrations, goosebumps rising in the wake of each kiss like tiny waves chasing a ship. Her breathing grew more ragged—shallow inhales punctuated by soft, hitching exhales—as Kara's mouth traveled higher along the sensitive skin of her inner thigh, leaving a trail of cooling dampness. When Kara's lips finally brushed over the black lace covering her center—the fabric already dark with evidence of her arousal—Lena's body responded with a violent shudder. The sound that escaped her throat lived somewhere between gasp and moan, primal and unrestrained, her pale hips lifting instinctively toward the contact, seeking more pressure, more friction, more of anything Kara would give her.
"Kara," she pleaded, reaching down to tangle her fingers in blonde hair. "I need you. Please. Now."
The desperation in her voice shattered the last crystalline fragments of Kara's hesitation. She hooked trembling fingers into the delicate lace waistband of Lena's panties, the fabric warm against her knuckles, and slowly slid them down over the creamy curve of Lena's hips, past the dimples at the base of her spine, revealing inch by inch the dark, glistening curls and flushed pink folds beneath—the final, exquisite secret of Lena's body, already slick and swollen with want.
"You're so wet," Kara murmured, awed, as she ran a gentle finger through Lena's folds.
Lena's eyes fluttered closed, her head pressing back into the pillow. "Only for you," she gasped. "Always for you."
The confession sent a surge of possessive heat through Kara's veins, so unlike the tentative daydreams she'd harbored for years. She lowered her head, replacing her fingers with her tongue, tasting Lena for the first time—not the sugared-cherry fantasy she'd imagined on lonely nights, but something richer, earthier. The flavor was intoxicating—salt and musk and something uniquely Lena that made Kara dizzy. She explored with careful attention, noting every unexpected reaction. The way Lena's breath caught when Kara's tongue dipped lower, how her thighs tensed with anticipation rather than relaxing as Kara had always pictured.
When she found the sensitive bundle of nerves at Lena's center, circling it with the tip of her tongue, Lena's back arched off the bed, a broken cry escaping her lips—louder, more abandoned than Kara had ever dared imagine from composed, controlled Lena Luthor. Her thighs trembled on either side of Kara's head, her hands fisted in the sheets, nails catching on the cotton threads in a way that would leave tiny pulls by morning.
"Right there," she panted. "Don't stop. Please, don't stop."
Kara had no intention of stopping. She settled into a rhythm, alternating between broad strokes of her flattened tongue and focused attention with just the tip, swirling delicate circles that made Lena's thighs quiver against her cheeks. Occasionally she dipped lower, teasing at Lena's entrance until her hips bucked impatiently against her mouth. When she finally slid a finger inside, the tight, velvet heat of Lena's body welcomed her in like something molten, clenching around her in a way that made them both moan in perfect unison—Lena's high and breathless, Kara's a deeper vibration against sensitive flesh.
"More," Lena demanded. "Another. Please."
Kara complied eagerly, sliding a second finger alongside the first into slick heat, curling them forward until she found the ridged spot that made Lena arch and cry out her name like a desperate prayer. Of course Lena would be demanding even here, Kara thought, a rush of arousal flooding her own body at the commanding tone that brooked no argument. She established a steady rhythm, her fingers pumping in perfect synchronization with her tongue, feeling Lena's inner walls fluttering and clenching around her knuckles with increasing urgency as she approached the precipice.
"Kara," Lena gasped, her hips moving in desperate counterpoint. "I'm close. I'm so close."
Kara redoubled her efforts, drawing the sensitive bundle of nerves between her lips and sucking gently, increasing the pressure as she felt Lena's thighs begin to tremble against her cheeks. When release came, it crashed through Lena with stunning force—her spine arching like a drawn bow, head thrown back against the pillow, lips parted in a silent scream that finally broke into a ragged, keening cry. Her inner walls pulsed violently around Kara's fingers, rhythmic contractions that seemed to radiate outward until her entire body shuddered with aftershocks, each one sending fresh tremors across her flushed skin.
Kara gentled her touch but didn't stop, slowing her fingers to shallow, tender strokes as she guided Lena through the cascading aftershocks. She watched, mesmerized, as Lena's flushed chest heaved with each ragged breath. When the last tremor subsided, Lena collapsed back onto the mattress, limbs heavy and loose, her skin gleaming with a fine sheen of sweat in the dim bedroom light. Only then did Kara withdraw, her fingers slick and warm, pressing a final reverent kiss to the delicate skin of Lena's inner thigh before crawling up the rumpled sheets to gather her still-trembling form into her arms.
Lena curled into her, still trembling slightly, her skin flushed and damp with sweat. "That was..." she started, then shook her head, seemingly at a loss for words.
Kara smiled, pressing a kiss to Lena's forehead. "Yeah," she agreed, understanding perfectly.
For several minutes, they lay in comfortable silence, heartbeats gradually slowing from gallop to trot, breathing returning to normal. Kara traced idle patterns on Lena's bare shoulder—figure eights, spirals, the outline of her own family crest—marveling at the alabaster smoothness of her skin, how it felt like warmed silk beneath her fingertips. She followed the elegant curve of Lena's spine, counting each vertebra like precious beads on a rosary. Every touch felt like a stolen treasure, something precious she might never have again, a museum piece she was allowed to handle only once, without gloves.
But then Lena shifted, propping herself up on one elbow to look down at Kara with renewed heat in her eyes. "Your turn," she said, her voice a silky promise that sent fresh desire spiraling through Kara's body.
Lena's hand slid down Kara's stomach, her crimson-painted fingernails lightly scratching across sensitive skin, leaving a trail of tiny goosebumps across the taut plane of her abdomen. The muscles beneath jumped and quivered at each feather-light touch. When she reached the cotton waistband of Kara's underwear, she paused, a mischievous smile playing at the corners of her ruby-stained mouth, the lower lip caught between perfect white teeth.
"I believe," Lena said, dipping her fingers just below the elastic, "that I have some catching up to do."
This isn't friendship, she thought, watching the gentle rise and fall of Lena's chest.
This isn't nothing.
Please don't pretend it is tomorrow.
But she knew Lena would. There would be awkward smiles in the morning, careful distance as Lena gathered her scattered silk blouse and pencil skirt from the hardwood floor, fingers avoiding Kara's as she accepted her lace bra from the lampshade where it had landed in their frenzy. Maybe a quick kiss on the cheek as she left—friendly, casual, her lipstick freshly applied and perfect again.
Hours later, Lena shifted in her sleep, murmuring something unintelligible as she pressed closer, one pale leg sliding between Kara's, her breath warm and steady against Kara's throat. Kara tightened her arm around her, memorizing the weight of Lena's breast against her ribs, the scent of sex and jasmine perfume on her skin, savoring the moment while it lasted.
She didn't know what hurt more—the sex itself, or the knowledge that Lena would pretend to forget what it meant in the morning.