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I'm in bed, laying down— naked.
He's inside of me.
"David, please," I muttered as he pushes in deeper.
But he can't see what I see.
When I close my eyes, she replaces him.
She.
She.
"Heather, can I?"
"Yes, David, that'll feel good... fuck me hard..." I lied.
As he gets into me more, the number I get. My body was in his room, my mind was in a room with steel blue wallpaper— and I'm in her arms.
It's a sin.
Liking her.
Wanting her.
Needing her.
Loving her.
Knowing it is a sin, her skin that once was soft and warm, turned into bursting flames— burning me everytime I got too close. But when I do, it was worth it.
His breathe hitched, thick and loud in the quiet room. This was it. They most dangerous moment.
"Heather, I'm close—"
I opened my eyes, it wasn't David's face, instead it was Veronica's.
My sweet Veronica's face.
I love her, but with him it's stable.
So, I'm pushing it down and praying.
"It's okay, release it in me."