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Like We Used To

Summary:

While traveling together, Joel & Ellie get a lot closer than he ever thought they would. It started unexpectedly and after he accidentally walks in on the girl pleasuring herself he's thinking about his late daughter Sarah and the special bond they shared behind closed doors. And while Joel might be able to resist his own urges, he can't resist the hormones and allure of a horny teenage girl.

Notes:

A commission.

A spiritual successor to the story Better Than A New Watch.

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Recently Ellie had gotten used to waiting around for things to happen around her. Though that didn't mean she liked it. Marlene wasn't often there unless it was while they were traveling and sometimes she was left alone, if not with other Fireflies.

The worst part was never being alone. It was never enjoyable, but what could she do about it? The real thing she wished she never had to deal with was the boredom. So often there wasn't much for her to do to entertain herself for what could be hours or even days of isolation.

And now she'd been passed off to the smuggler Joel and she was even away from the world she knew, yet boredom still had a way of finding her. This time the wait was for Joel's partner Tess to rejoin them. Joel had made himself comfortable on a couch but Ellie was feeling restless.

Several minutes after he'd fallen asleep she found herself roaming around the apartment wishing for something to do. But what made this wait more annoying were the last words of Joel. "Figure out... What to do.". The more she sat on his words the more aggravated she got.

ELLIE
"Figure out what to do. Figure it out, figure it out. The fuck am I supposed to figure out...?"

The teens mocking and anger was directed less towards Joel and more towards the fact that she had no way to do it. She'd have liked to be able to do what he was doing. To lay down and fall asleep but she was too awake for that, too much pent up energy to sit down for more than a minute before her feet were tapping and getting antsy.

And with the day coming to a crawl Ellie knew she'd be restless to the point of banging her head on the nearest wall just to alleviate the boredom. Before she got to that point she eventually decided to take a seat in the recliner across from where Joel was sleeping. However not before turning the seat so the back was facing towards Joel.

It had taken her a minute to find a way to pass the time. But longer to decide to actually go through with it. She didn't know Joel, not like she knew the Fireflies so she was hesitant. And she wasn't sure leaving the apartment just to mess around was smart or safe.

Turning away from him and putting that visibility barrier was the next best thing she could do. Ellie had a way to pass the time. And often when she did it, the waiting would melt away. The only reason she was considering it was Joel seemed to be sound asleep now which meant she had some leeway.

As the 14 year old ginger sat down she nestled her butt in the old cushion trying to get as comfortable as she could. If she did it right she'd pass the time. And if she did it well and enough, she'd be asleep in no time as well. Win, win.

Once she had found a sweet spot in the chair, Ellie unbuttoned her jeans in search of her own. She contemplated the zipper for a moment but before she even decided she was already inching it down. With them open Ellie pulled her jeans and panties from her body with her left hand. At the same time her right hand came up to her mouth and she collected a wad of spit which she wiped across her fingers with her tongue. The next second she was making her way under her panties, her slippery digits seeking out her folds.

Ellie lets her eyelids drop so she could concentrate on what came next. The first few seconds she slathered her saliva over her pussy. The pleasure slowly built up until she let out a soft exhale. Then her fingers began to target her clitoris. Clockwise rotations across it followed by left to right swipes, then to pinching it between her middle and ring finger.

Ellie lets out a moan the next time as her pleasure reaches an audible level. The teen didn't have a preference for how she preferred to do it. Sometimes she stuck to just rubbing herself. Other times her fingers got really wet when she fucked herself with them. And mingling the two was often on the card.

If anything her least favorite way of getting off was humping things. It still felt good, at least when she found the right rhythm. And the right thing to grind against as well. Unfortunately the right thing wasn't always there for her to rub against. And it was by far the most time consuming and left her panties soaked with her grool which was never the easiest to clean.

This would be one of the times when she explored more than one way to make herself moan. Her fingers continue rolling over her precious pearl until she's moaning again. A minute into it now and she shifts in her seat again. What was once comfortable for sitting wasn't fitting the bill anymore when it came to touching herself. She squirmed until she found a decent enough position which also went for how she moved her fingers.

Her middle and ring scissoring apart inside of her,stretching two opposite sides of her pussy. She flicked them around feeling out every inch of what her digits could touch. This time she let out a moan that was too fast to stifle.

Her voice cracked. She hated when it did that. She thought she was well and done with puberty by now. But being knuckles deep in her pussy always seemed to bring that phase back. She tried to hold in the moans that would be heard. But like her erotic squeals, some weren't really up to her.

ELLIE
"Mhmmmmm... fuck..."

Ellie hoves her fingers sin deep and begins to move again.Not quite finding a new position but rolling her hips as she humps against her hand. She gyrated in the seat and when she flicked her hips forward she thrusted her fingers in for whatever added little impact she could feel. She wanted to feel what it was like. She had ever since she started fingering herself like this.

She wouldn't admit it, not even to herself. But she was jealous when she found others getting or being intimate. She wanted to know how it felt to get fucked like they did and feel a man inside of her. Moan the way they did when he thrusted inside. Her fingers were always enough to finish her off. But she was always curious.

Ellie grits her teeth after another moan. She felt it coming but it was too good to bite down. And now she was torn between keeping on like she was or playing the long game. If she did the latter she'd enjoy it for longer. But that wasn't what she wanted. Not anymore. She'd found what she wanted to do. And what she wanted was to cum as soon as she could.

With her breathing spiking the 14 year old clenched her left hand and buried her mouth in it. Her attempts to silence herself only had her panting through her nostrils. She knew she had to sound like she'd just ran half way through the city but she couldn't think of any other way to keep quiet with Joel only a few feet away. And then she moaned again into her sealed lips and clenched fist.

She didn't bother looking. He sounded like he was still asleep. And if she started checking every time she made a sound she'd never finish. Ellie knew she just had to get it done. Make herself cum and she could rest too. The faster she moved her fingers, the more noise she'd make, but the sooner she'd finish which had her back to fiddling around with her clit.

Unfortunately for Ellie, she never got to get that release. In the heat of her self-love she'd unintentionally stirred the bear and was too distracted to notice until he spoke. A semi-groggy growl as he opened his eyes & searched for the sound that woke him.

ELLIE
"Ahhh! Shit!"

JOEL
"Ellie."

ELLIE
"Uh, yeah, what?"

JOEL
"What are you doing?"

ELLIE
"Nothing. It, it was this chair. Stupid spring."

Joel lets out a snort through his nostrils before turning onto his back. He contemplated trying to get back to sleep. At the same time Ellie quickly but carefully slipped her hand away from her wet pussy and out from under her clothes. She thought to herself, if she could risk it, should she wait for him to fall back asleep.

But then Joel got up, walking off to look around, and she knew it was over. Before he even left the room she slammed the back of her head against the headrest of her chair knowing she'd have to wait.

ELLIE
"Fuck."

The girl's frustration mounted as Joel never went back to sleep and the wait for another chance to rub one out was a ways away. Minutes turned to hours, then they left this place, and then days followed. The first of which she was upset that he didn't know how to keep her moaning down even now but there was something about touching herself at that point that made her squirm and squeal. She didn't know why then, but she'd figure it out eventually.

The next real break the duo were able to take came on their journey to Pittsburg. Having procured a truck with the help of Bill they would be able to make far more distance than on foot. But being far closer to Joel than before there was no way she'd have a chance to scratch her itch. And not even the back seat was valuable for a quick one even if she wanted to risk it.

The drive does come to a brief end. With infected, hunters, a traffic jam of abandoned vehicles looking to deter them, Joel takes to several smaller backroads to avoid as much of it all as he could. The path or least resistance was safer but longer leading to them burning the last of the daylight they had.

The sun was setting. Joel had spotted a small three story apartment building that could serve as a place to rest through the night so they weren't traveling through the night. After checking the building and making sure it was clear, Joel left Ellie alone inside while he stashed the car and did one last perimeter check.

ELLIE
"What should i do?"

JOEL
"Stay down, quiet, and out of sight. I shouldn't be long."

ELLIE
"Okay. I meant until you get back."

JOEL
"Entertain yourself."

Joel made his way back to the window.

JOEL
"Just don't leave."

A part of her almost lifted her hand up to flip him off behind his back but she didn't. He likely didn't mean it in a malicious way, but that didn't mean it didn't come off that way. As far as he knew, what did she have to do besides wait. Or did she.

While it wasn't on her mind when he said it, after he left and she heard the car's faint engine fade away, the idea crawled into the back of her mind. She was alone once again and she couldn't think of a better time.

Her eyes looked around for a place to hide away. Without even thinking she had scoped a place when they searched the apartment. The bathroom. It was at the other end of the apartment. She'd have somewhere to sit. A toilet wasn't the most comfortable, but it honestly looked cleaner than half of the actual seating options.

Not wanting to waste what little time she likely had, she teased the idea of looking out the window. But she knew better. She didn't hear the truck, that was good enough. And the fact that they hadn't been shot at or swarmed as they climbed the fire escape meant they likely weren't going to be. So now was her chance.

Ellie rushed into the bathroom and sat herself down. Her pants dropped around her ankles before her ass came down on the cold porcelain. She cocked her legs open and then swiped her fingers across her tongue. The next second she had them rubbing between her folds and over her clit.

Knowing Joel wasn't there she was convinced she could afford to lean into the pleasure unlike before. She tried to listen out for him even if he were minutes away. If she could catch him before he arrived she could pull her pants back up. However all she could hear in the bathroom was the slight echo of her slippery fingers sloshing around on her pussy. And as she pressed down on her clitoris she added a moan to that echo.

The girl's moans grew, both in how loud she was getting and how quickly they started chaining together. Between gasps, the off panting, deep breaths. But none so prevalent to the sounds coming from her pussy. The moisture of her arousal increased by the moment.

Ellie slid her fingers inside and the next few seconds filled the bathroom with the sloshing flicks asher fingers stretched out her teenage pussy. She held in her moan only to let out a erotic whimper. Her legs started to shiver as she left her heat and began polishing her pink pearl with her own slick.

ELLIE
"Mhmmm... Mhmmmm..."

It wasn't something she did often, but this time around, Ellie even felt the urge to play with her breasts. It'd been a while since she had. With her right hand working downstairs, the left slipped under her shirt.

Finding her left breasts she gave it a squeeze. Her fingers started exploring. Teasing herself to find what she wanted to feel in the moment. She rolled her nipple between two fingers for a bit. Then she was reaching over to the right side of her chest as she pinched her right nipple and began to pull.

Her legs clenched and she let out a gasp. That was the spot. She continued playing with them back and forth while her right hand had found its mark too. Her clit was tingling but she needed something else. Penetration like only her fingers could give. She sped her hand up as her index and middle fingers thrusted in and out of her with perfect pace. In what felt like a matter of seconds Ellie was back to where she was when she was sitting in the chair and her orgasm was gnawing just beneath the surface ready to burst out.

A quick jog away from the apartment, Joel successfully stashes the truck away in a small parking garage. He'd have liked to keep it a little closer, but there were at least two ways he could see to get back here from the apartment in a pinch if need be. Both ways with a fair bit of cover.

It would serve its purpose as they would only be staying for the night. And it wouldn't stand out on the second floor among the other abandoned vehicles. With it left behind he did a last scan of the area. The block was quiet with no sign of life in any direction. And once he was sure they'd have an equally quiet night, he started to head back.

Ellie had no idea he would be as quick as he was. Then again she should have figured as she had found out time & time again that Joel was nothing if not resourceful and capable. It was actually respectable, even if he came off like a cold dick. Yet even that was almost charming in a way.

In ways that had a new effect besides annoying her. And without knowing it, without meaning to, she was starting to think about him. She didn't know why, he was more than twice her age, if not more than three as far as she knew given his salt & pepper look. But there was something about it that spoke to her in a certain way.

She'd seen what he could do. A near 6ft tall grizzly bear of a man with the energy of someone half his age. What could he do to her. She was only 5'3". If he wanted to, he would swing her around with one arm most likely. And the thought of what he could do to her with both had her opening her eyes. There was no way she was thinking about that. But then the image of him pining her against the wall and moving close had her flustered face filling with blush.

Her eyes looked across the bathroom at the partially. Equally terrified & anticipating her fantasy to come to life. Ellie held her breath as she wondered, the question creeping into her mind of if she'd stop him. Or would she let him have his way with her? She couldn't answer, part as he knew which she'd lean to in the moment. She was about to cum, of course she knew what she'd do.

Her acceptance of it let her fantasy play out. He closed her eyes & watched as he claimed her young teen body as a prize. He was taking her across the country and this was his payment. Taking her to the Fireflies and fucking her as many times as he wanted before they arrived. He had ample opportunity to do so and she wouldn't have been able to stop him.

He would pull his pants down. Her curiocity & heart spiked. What was he about to introduce her to? Her two fingers became three as she sought to match what she was going to feel. Three fingers stretched her out just right and she purred. Once more she filled the bathroom with the splattering sound of her fingers moving in & out of her pussy.

Ellie let out moans and heaved as she was out of breath. Her hands were working diligently and it was paying off superbly. Every sweet spot she needed hit was being stimulated to a T. Her pleasure mounting and overflowing in the end. And then finally she curled up on the toilet seat as her body reacted. Spasming and then stretching out as the pleasure she'd been missing for a couple weeks now overtook her.

ELLIE
"Ahhhh... oooooh, shit... oh man...oh man..."

Ellie tensed as her feet refused to touch the floor. Every second she felt pleasure radiating through her body. And her hands working overtime certainly helped. Yet she couldn't bring herself to the top. She kept flicking her wrist. Shoving three fingers into her pussy up to her knuckles constantly even as her grool dripped over her hand, making it as far as her wrist before coming to a stop.

On the other side of the door, Joel has made his way into the apartment, climbing in from the fire escape. She likely wouldn't have heard him regardly.The teen was in her own little world after she came. Moaning hard and loose as she kept the pleasure going. Her fingers leaving from deep inside of her cunt, to now stroking her clit relentlessly. She was on auto-pilot by this point and there wasn't anything she could do to stop herself.

Ellie was nowhere to be seen which wasn't an immediate concern. There were several rooms she could have been in after all. The first thing that did was when he called out and got no response. He called again and checked to the right. Nothing. Then he went to the left and heard her. A grunt, then a whimper. He pulls out his gun & makes his way towards where he heard it.

Ellie was enjoying the rise to a second orgasm when Joel came through the door with his gun drawn. The brief second it takes for them both to process what they're seeing lasts forever. Neither are sure who should be more embarrassed about it, but it was clear Joel was. Averting his eyes as he dropped his aim to the floor.

JOEL
"Sorry, sorry... I, uh..."

Ellie was less embarrassed and more shocked. She was still all but up to her wrsit in herself as she watched a new side of Joel emerge. Her fingers were still being constricted by her wet vice as he stammered & tried to back away with his shoes all but filled with cement.

ELLIE
"Shit... It's, cool."

JOEL
"No, no, I..."

He ends up looking again to meet her eyes but seeing her sitting there, her pants still around her ankles, hand between her thighs, but mainly that look on her face. A young doe caught in headlights and Ellie was just as immoble as she stared back at him.

For Joel it was the first time he started to actually see her as more than just his next job. He hadn't thought about those things in so long. But he started to think of his daughter Sarah. He'd honestly forgotten how many times he'd done this. Walking in on her pleasuring herself. In her bedroom, the bathroom is like now. Even less private places like in the living room or kitchen. And seeing Ellie like this sent so many forgotten memories of Sarah & his taboo relationship cascading back to him.

ELLIE
"Are you just gonna stand there, staring the whole time?"

Joel snaps back seeing Ellie still watching him watching her.

JOEL
"Sorry."

Joel then manages to lift his feed from the mental tar pit he was no longer stuck in. Backing out of the bathroom and closing the door behind him. He dared not to stand in front of the doorframe as he made it several steps away before he began to lock up and freeze in place. Emotions pour out following the awakening of the past.

Ellie was sure she might have been able to squeak a second orgasm by but she admittedly had been greedy. After her failed attempt before she needed this one. But after she got it she wanted more. And she certainly didn't have the hindsight to think he would have come back when he did, nor the foresight that he would walk in on her.

Despite this she wasn't really upset with him. She wasn't angry at all. If anything she was mostly surprised by the suddenness of it. There was also some curiosity. He looked for what was or what seemed like a while. What did he see? Was he looking? Why was she cursing in her mind that things didn't go the way she was imagining?

All the questions leading to others, none of which had solid answers. The only way she'd get that was to ask. She sat on the toilet for another minute undecided if she would ask. And if she could bring herself to finish the second time like she wanted.

The only answer she could come to was the second. She wanted to but the urge to cum was starting to dissipate. And the longer she took to think the less she craved it. She stood up and wiped the slick on her fingers off on her thigh before she pulled her pants up. Ellie wanted the answer for the first question more and she'd have to confront Joel to get it. However that didn't stop her from hanging by the bathroom door until she built up the nerve to face him.

When she does leave she finds Joel sitting on a stool in the kitchen with his back to her. He'd emptied out some supplies from his backpack and was maintaining one of his handguns as she stepped into the living room.

ELLIE
"...Hey."

JOEL
"Huh?"

Joel doesn't turn around when he responds. She shrugs, wanting him to look shetried to talk.

ELLIE
"Joel?"

JOEL
"What?"

This time she rolls her eyes as he still hadn't bothered to look at her. Her fire started to return as she strolled into the kitchen. Stepping in front of him so he'd had nowhere else to look but at her without overtly trying to look away. His eyes stayed on his maintenance, so she planted herself by jumping up onto the counter.

ELLIE
"What, are you not gonna look at me the rest..."

JOEL
"What do you want?"

ELLIE
"I don't want anything."

He knew going in he was going to be a tough nut to crack but even knowing it didn't make it any easier.

ELLIE
"Don't you think we should talk?"

JOEL
"No I don't."

ELLIE
"Okay. Then you walk in on a bunch of girls like that...?"

Joel drops the dismantled gun onto the counter. Her eyes then glance up as she feels his eyes finally on her. He wasn't going to let it go and the last thing he wanted was to have here talking the entire way. And certainly not about this.

JOEL
"People have needs. Even kids like you."

ELLIE
"Is that it?"

JOEL
"What else is there? I didn't know what you were doing, wouldn't have barged in on you like that."

Ellie scoffs as she looks ahead across the kitchen while Joel goes back to cleaning off the parts of the gun.

ELLIE
"It wasn't your fault or anything. Honest mistake."

She glanced towards him again but his eyes were fixed back onto the gun.

ELLIE
"Actually, that wasn't even the first time that's happened. Believe it or not."

For a split second she sees his eyes twitch. He looked but saw her and went back to his weapon. Putting it back together. Likely trying to find a way to end the conversation. But it felt like his interest was piqued a little. If not she at least caught him off guard by her claim.

ELLIE
"It was more shocking if anything. I wasn't expecting you to come kicking in the door."

JOEL
"Stop. You don't"

ELLIE
"What?"

"JOEL
"We don't have to."

ELLIE
"The hell we don't. I'm entertaining myself."

JOEL
"No, you're trying to be friendly."

ELLIE
"What's wrong with that? Better than being miserable the whole way. Besides, I needed it like you said. After that short as hell nap you took."

Defeated Joel puts the gun down again.

JOEL
"What are you talking about?"

ELLIE
"Before... When you took the world's shortest nap. I was in the chair and I ended up 'entertaining' myself. At least I tried to. Used to not having much privacy. And even having to do it while everyone else is sleeping. Not like it's something you can do with everyone watching."

JOEL
"You keep doing it, you'll go blind."

ELLIE
"Bullshit."

Joel lets out a snort and puts the gun back into his bag. His silence doesn't bother her too much, but he wasn't exactly the joking type.

ELLIE
"Seriously?"

JOEL
"That's what they say."

ELLIE
"What do they say about shooting someone doing it?"

Joel looks at her and she smirks.

ELLIE
"I guess I was lucky it was Marlene who busted me then, instead of someone else. You say everyone has needs. So do you."

JOEL
"That's enough right there."

Joel stands up & drags the backpack off the counter.

ELLIE
"Hey, you're just gonna leave?"

JOEL
"We're not talking about my needs. Or yours for that matter."

ELLIE
"We were just talking."

JOEL
"You're right. We were. Now we're done."

Ellie hops off the counter to follow Joel.

ELLIE
"Come on. You said it yourself. What's the point of being a baby about it? I know a ton of Fireflies who did it, at least the ones who weren't dating or having sex. Is that what you and Tess were?"

Hearing her name gets Joel to turn back to Ellie. The intensity in his face almost scares her, but it quickly starts to soften.

ELLIE
"You probably don't want to talk about it. And I get it. Were you two...?"

JOEL
"It's complicated."

ELLIE
"So together but not together?"

JOEL
"You could say that. There were times. After a few runs when."

ELLIE
"You had needs."

JOEL
"...Yeah."

ELLIE
"Okay. Sounds nice."

His face perks up. Allie continues to look at him but neither says anything for a moment.

ELLIE
"To have someone like that, even if not all of them. Some people date or are married and wear those rings on their fingers, or necklaces."

Joel's eyes fall down. With nothing else to say Ellie scrunches her mouth.

JOEL
"Yeah, it can be."

Ellie smiles. With a breath she switches up the conversation.

ELLIE
"I'm gonna find a spot to sleep. If you hear something, it might be me. Okay?"

JOEL
"Yeah."

As Ellie walks off, Joel glances down at his old watch. As Ellie's footsteps start to vanish he turns and catches a glimpse of her before she enters one of the rooms and leaves his line of sight. Their talk was short but it did stick with him. He and Tess had never spoken much about what they did, not even during those moments of passion. And it was strange to do so with Ellie. But he felt a weight lift when he started to fall asleep that night.

After that night it was a lot easier to talk to Ellie. And while he didn't know it, she started to see him differently. But nothing came of it until after their shootout with a group of hunters. It seemed like the first time he treated her as more than just an objective, or some package he had to deliver, or as just a kid. He accepted her as a partner and one of the reasons they would make it to their destination together.

Joel led them into a rundown department store so they could get off the street. They weren't sure if the pack of hunters they'd just went through had back-up, and staying off the big open streets would be smarter & safer. And the need for a rest after the gunfight wasn't a bad idea either.

Jol starts going through their resources. They were able to scavenge a decent bit of ammo from the hunters as well as some other weapons. Behind him, Ellie is aimlessly shuffling her feet as he looked at stripped and tattered mannequins, smashed counters, & empty displays.

JOEL
"Ellie... Ellie...?"

Joel turns around and sees Ellie staring off down the long corridor of the store.

JOEL
"Hey."

The sound of his voice hits her ear this time and she turns towards him. Joel nudges his head to the side and she comes over.

JOEL
"You alright?"

ELLIE
"Yeah. Are you?"

Ellie steps closer and reaches out. Joel follows her attention and looks at his arm. There's a trickle of blood down by his hand and he can see it's coming from beneath his plaid long-sleeve. He pulls on the sleeve but the smear of blood proves the wound goes higher than he can get by just rolling up his multiple layers.

Ellie then reaches further and hooks her fingers under the collar of his shirt. She waits for his confirmation, a nod and she keeps going. Stretching the neck of his shirt but there's no blood.

ELLIE
"No. Gotta be on your arm. Does it hurt?"

JOEL
"No."

ELLIE
"You think we should check?"

Joel is about to brush her concern off but the look on her face breaks him. He was sure it wasn't a big concern. And given it was only people and not infected that they'd just dealt with, he wasn't much concerned about being infected.

But he went along with it. Ellie had proven herself but he couldn't afford to let whatever wound he had to get infected if he completely ignored it. He had six buttons to go through before he could take his long-sleeve off. Beneath it he wore a dark long-sleeve. He slipped it off next and Ellie found she couldn't take her eyes off him.

Over two decades of wear and tear read like directions on a map across his veteran physique. He was older but his taut muscles were a hint to how he survived. He wasn't just smart, his body was hardened and sharpened into just as much a weapon as any he used.

She looked over his arm. Without flexing it like a few Fireflies half his age liked doing to show off for each other and for the girls, he was more defined than most of them. She didn't intend to actually touch him yet her hidden thoughts drove her actions.

Ellie took his forearm in one hand. The other grabbed him higher up on his arm. Just above his elbow which was only an inch away from the scratch on his arm. It didn't look too deep and the fact that the blood leaking from it was almost impressive.

JOEL
"How's it look?"

ELLIE
"It's not that bad."

Grabbing some bandages and alcohol she cleans and dresses his wound. After she's done she sits on her knees next to him. Joel is about to put his shirt back on when he sees her staring at him. His glance causes her to look down but it's only for a moment as she then looks back at him.

ELLIE
"Can you check me?"

Joel didn't answer right away. Ellie was afraid to wait for him to give one and get an answer she didn't want. And as she turned around not hearing him turn her down was enough for her. Joel is almost frozen as Ellie lifts her shirt up.

At first he didn't look. But as the red top made it past her lower back his eyes sank and lingered. She was much younger but the world had clearly chewed her up a fair share as well even if not as much as it had with him.

As her shirt reached the middle of her back he began to look up at her tight body. He was sure he hadn't looked at anyone like this in so long. The urge to stare while knowing he shouldn't look and that he shouldn't enjoy it either. Yet despite every ounce of willpower he had telling him to stop this before it went too far, he let it happen.

Ellie's auburn ponytail gets snagged up following her shirt before draping back down between her shoulder blades as she lifted her top up from around her head and began to pull the black sleeves down her arms. Just then Joel noticed she wasn't wearing a bra. She was developed enough but she still wasn't wearing one. And it made him imagine what was just beyond his scope of vision and what he was keeping concealed from him.

ELLIE
"So?"

Her soft tone made him realize he was the one staring. Ellie turned her head to look over her shoulder and towards him.

ELLIE
"It's not like I can see back there."

JOEL
"You're good."

ELLIE
"Nothing?"

JOEL
"Scratches and scrapes. But no holes."

Ellie looks ahead. Her thoughts are in constant conflict with what she'd do next.

ELLIE
"Those are down here."

Joel didn't say anything as she looked back at him again. She was hoping to see something other than his stoic scowl but no luck. All the 14 year old can do is give a nervous chuckle.

ELLIE
"That was a joke."

Ellie turns her body only for Joel to look away.

JOEL
"You should put your shirt back on."

That was something she was afraid he'd say. But coming this far, she wasn't going to stop. She had to know. She had to scratch another itch. She had needs after all.

ELLIE
"What if I don't want to?"

Joel is about to take his own advice, when Ellie's hand grabs onto his arm.

ELLIE
"Hey."

JOEL
"Stop."

ELLIE
"You first. Look at me."

He doesn't and he gives his arm a squeezing yank.

ELLIE
"I said look at me."

The tone change in her voice gets him to turn. Ellie is staring at him with her own stern look in her eyes. He can't see it clearly but in his peripheral vision he can see down to her chest with how they're sitting on the floor. Her bare chest only being covered by her right arm. It takes everything he has not to give into curiosity and look down.

ELLIE
"People have needs."

JOEL
"No."

ELLIE
"You have needs."

JOEL
"Ellie, I said..."

ELLIE
"Even I have needs. I need it."

JOEL
"Do you even know what you're asking?"

ELLIE
"Yes. And don't pretend I don't either."

Ellie reaches back and grabs the handgun he gave her from her waistband.

ELLIE
"You trusted me. You treated me like more than just some kid. I saved your life. And you've saved mine probably more times than I can count since we met. So don't start treating me like some stupid child, alright."

She puts the gun down between them.

ELLIE
"I know what sex is. And I know, guys like seeing girls naked..."

JOEL
"And how would you know I liked looking?"

Ellie didn't have an answer for him. So she shrugged her shoulders. Then dropped her right hand giving him the chance to look. Joel keeps his eyes straight.

ELLIE
"Do you?"

JOEL
"I'm not..."

ELLIE
"Do you?"

Joel's eyes hold on hers for another few seconds before shaking. He glances down for an instant, then back to her eyes. Ellie didn't waver. So he looks again. His eyes look down and his head follows as he looks at the teens tits. They were like he expected. They'd come in nicely.

The abundant freckles that were on her face, neck, & shoulders scattered further as they became a rare sight by the time they reached her breasts. A lot less sunlight. And the few shades of color on her pale torso told a similar tale. His dick had already started to spring to life just from her taking her shirt off. But now that he was looking at her young body, his dick was as hard as ever.

ELLIE
"You basically saw me in the bathroom already. You know I do it... And right now, I need it. I want it. And if you do too, then I don't know why we can't."

Ellie's hand had come down on his. He wasn't sure when it did, but as they gazed at one another he could feel her trembling. He could almost see her shaking and being shirtless himself he knew it wasn't because it was cold. The warm air felt crisp against the dew of sweat covering his body.

The way she spoke sounded all too familiar. He'd heard it a few times. Runs had a way of getting you hot under the collar. The adrenaline, violence, the fear of death. It had an odd way of making you feel.And it was clear after shooting their way to safety, she was feeling it heavy. And so was he.

JOEL
"I can't"

ELLIE
"You're full shit."

Ellie lifts her hand up and presses it against his chest.

ELLIE
"Yes you can."

JOEL
"Have you ever even done it before?"

ELLIE
"No."

JOEL
"Then how do you know you need it?"

ELLIE
"Because I want to touch myself so bad right now. But I want you to touch me even more."

JOEL
"And you want me to be your first. Not that long ago you couldn't stand me."

ELLIE
"Who gives a fuck. I didn't like eating vegetables. I don't like spend my life fighting fucking monsters. But you should know it doesn't matter what I like if the world isn't gonna listen. But now, not then, now. I want this."

Ellie throws herself onto him. Pushing herself up off her knees and standing up so she can get in front of him. She wasn't going to take anything but an absolute no as her answer. And so he comes down on his lap leaving him two choices.

ELLIE
"Who else is it gonna be? The first hunter who grabs me after they shoot you. Or the rest of them after he's done. It could have been some asshole guard who won't take no for an answer. You're ancient, pre-outbreak. No offense. Marlene told me about some stuff. I'm not trying to wait for some special perfect person. And neither are you. What are the odds of marrying someone? I just want someone who wants me, like I want them..."

Joel can't think of a thing to say back. Ellie had make her thoughts and intentions known and she couldn't have been more blatant without stripping naked and telling him to fuck her. Now it was up to him. And he really only could think of one thing to do.

Joel lifts his right hand and caresses the left side of her face. Once again she reminded him of the little girl he'd lost. And even the way she was now. Joel thought of the times when he was "too tired" but Sarah would convince him that he was never really too tired for her. And every time she was right. He couldn't say no to her. And Ellie was proving no different.

His unexpectedly gentle touch brushed to the side of her neck. Ellie exhaled as he cupped his hand at the nape of her neck. The hairs under her palm stood up and the electricity tingled her entire body as he pulled her closer. Then his lips pressed against hers. She let her eyes rest for the short time they kissed. And when she felt his grip go limp she giggled and she smiled. As her eyes opened she saw his open moments after.

ELLIE
"Didn't think your beard would tickle..."

Then Joel laughed. It was mostly just him letting out a breath through his nostrils but it counted. She'd take a chuckle. This time Ellie was the one to kiss and she went for it. Had Joel not been the brick wall he was he might have had a chance of knocking him over but he hardly moved as she kissed him.

Joel tried to hold back but Ellie obviously didn't have the same sentiment. The teen kissed him harder. She leaned into him more, pressing her soft breasts against the man's hairy chest. As she leaned in, Joel finally let their combined weight put him on his back with Ellie laying across his chest as the kissing continued.

Ellie moaned when Joel took one of his strong hands and squeezed her ass. Though it wasn't until his other hand came between them and caressed her bare breasts did her lips part from his and she gasped. A quick glance assured things were still good. And then Ellie nodded and kissed him again to show her approval.

ELLIE
"Don't hold back."

Ellie puts her hands on his chest and lifts herself off.

ELLIE
"If it's my first time, I want to really feel it."

JOEL
"Okay."

ELLIE
"I mean it..."

JOEL
"I know."

ELLIE
"Okay."

Ellie looks down as she unbuttoned her dark jeans. Joel grabs her by her ass and he proved his strength as he almost hoisted her up. He was giving himself enough room as he then started to pull her pants off. Beneath were a pair of light pink panties that were exposed to the sunlight and his grasp.

Joel gives her ass a squeeze over them. Then underneath as his hand slips under them. After he started to pull them down along with her jeans. Ellie gives him some assistants by sitting up and then taking over once he gets them around her knees. Ellie pushes them around her ankles and then with an uncomfortable bit of effort she's able to save herself the embarrassment of not being able to get her jeans off around her sneakers.

Glad they were off, Ellie drops them next to Joel's leg. Bar her shoes and the socks beneath those she was completely naked as she sat on top of him. Her bright green eyes looking at him as she smiled. Then she sought out his nakedness. The start being at the bulge in his pants. It looked as if he had a small log beneath his worn out pants.

Ellie's hand went towards his zipper but Joel wasn't going to let her get started so quickly. He grabbed her hands and before she knew it she was up in the air. He moved fast and her heart stopped. It was like watching him when he was manhandling a hunter who made the mistake of trying to attack him from the front. But with less ferocity and more control he had Ellie on her back as he hovered over her.

Ellie could hardly catch her breath. She felt a tingle that she had before. Her pussy wanted him more than ever but it didn't stop down there. She felt the heat radiating from her entire body now. She was burning up despite being naked. And she was only getting hotter watching Joel take his pants off. And when his cock finally sprang out she couldn't take her eyes off it.

If she was nervous before she wouldn't know what to call it now. He seemed quite big. She wasn't sure what was considered big, but he looked like he would qualify. Joel's erect cock stood at attention because of her. And staring at her naked body was making it throb which only further intimidated the teen. Six inches and it looked half as thick as her wrist. The thought of it being inside of her almost had her closing her legs.

JOEL
"Ready."

ELLIE
"Go for it."

Joel leans forward putting one hand next to her to hold himself up while the other went between her legs. Ellie exhaled when she felt his finger slide over her lips. Joel in turn could feel her heat, the wetness leaking from between her folds as he rubbed her. And then the tell tale slickness of a young girl's eager pussy like he felt so many years ago when he fingered his daughter.

ELLIE
"Ahhh... ahhh..."

Joel's fingers were bigger than hers. Just one was almost two of hers. So slipping two in was already more than she was used to. The two listened to the sound of his fingers stirring up her arousal more. Ellie was expecting something bigger but she couldn't lie that his fingers felt good.

ELLIE
"Mhmmmm... I thought you were gonna put something else in..."

Joel looks up from her pussy.

JOEL
"You trust me right?"

Ellie nods her head.

ELLIE
"I do."

Joel takes that & slips his fingers even deeper, up to his knuckles making Ellie wince.

ELLIE
"Ohhh fuck.."

She clenches her fists as his fingers move around inside her pussy. She had no idea what he was doing but it felt so good he didn't care. She started to laugh to herself as she got fingered.

ELLIE
"You know I can do this part myself."

JOEL
"You don't want your first time to feel like shit do you."

Elli opens her eyes as she looks at Joel. His fingers slowed and then stopped, then he slid them out. She bit down on her lip. She wasn't sure if he was just teasing her or not. Then she watched him smear her grool all over the tip of his cock. Joel went a bit further than that, adding some spit to his fingers and doubling up on layers of slick before he went in.

Ellie started to smile again. It was more for him than it was her. He was taking her seriously and she was sure now that her waiting was about to come to an end. Joel moved down and then she felt his dick against her. He brushed over her clit & began sliding his tip between her folds only adding to her wetness.

With her heartbeat felt all the way up in her ears she resisted the urge to close her eyes & wait. She locked her eyes to Joel's. She wanted to see him as he took her virginity. And Joel in turn didn't look away either. He sank into her and the pleasure hit both of them. The impossible pressure filled Ellie who finally closed her eyes & groaned on his first two inches.

ELLIE
"Ahhhh, fuck... fuck..."

JOEL
"Ellie?"

ELLIE
"Unghhh... whoa, I see what you meant."

JOEL
"Too much?"

ELLIE
"No, no, just your... big fucking dick is all."

Joel chuckles but this time it's more than a simple scoffing laugh.

JOEL
"I got you."

With a second hand coming down beside her, Joel pushes in again & Ellie purrs as he fills her with another inch. She moans as he starts moving back and forth inside of her. Every few thrusts he would add more than before or come a little shallow from the last few. He was getting her used to it and it felt amazing. But the best was when he went deeper.

She swore like a sailor and she wasn't going to stop. Not if this was how it'd be. But she knew it wasn't. Just like when she touched herself, it started out good but it only got better. And with how his dick felt she knew she was going to lose her mind when he really started going. And she wanted it. Reaching up & grabbing onto any part of Joel that he could. Ellie pulled and clung to him as he followed her lead and pushed in deeper.

ELLIE
"Fuck yeah! Fuck! Fuck!"

Joel let a hand slide, dropping that side to his elbow. He had more leverage as his other hand then went in the opposite direction. Grabbing onto her waist and then sliding down her thigh. Ellie lifted her legs and clamped down on him more with them than she was with her arms. The new closeness made kissing easy and once she did again, they couldn't stop as Joel kept thrusting.

JOEL
"Ungh... Ahhh..."

ELLIE
"Ahhh, just like that... Ahhhhh... Ahhhhh... Fuck just like..."

Ellie squeezed Joel as he fucked her. She kept her face buried against his shoulder. Panting against him as he took her to a level of pleasure she'd never reached before from masturbating. Joel's chiseled frame came down on her at speeds that rattled her petite frame. Breaking from their kiss he went to her neck and the 14 year old howled. The build up since she had that first sexual thought about him had reached its pinnacle with them finally going at it and it was everything he could have wanted.

The only thing she would change was where. The solid ground was sufficient but there was no give. And under the mountain that was Joel the crushing force behind each of his thrusts penetrated her deep enough that he might as well have been going through her.

Joel could sense it in the way she moaned. And he knew from experience with Sarah how strong he could be. He'd been a little reckless and he wasn't fucking Elli against something soft. That's when one of his hands slipped under her weight & he scooped her up. His next thrusts came as she felt some of the weight behind it fade but it was still so much.

Joel adjusted again as he lifted her up off the ground completely. Ellie rushed forward & rubbed her body against his. Her lust was driving every action. She didn't want him to stop. She lifted herself and then slid back down his thick six inches with everything she had. Her exuberance coming through each buck of her hips.

Joel carried on from there for a period. Lifting Ellie up by her ass and then slamming her down into his thrusts. The wet slap of their bodies echoed through the ruins of the department store. Their beckoning moans fighting for supremacy as Joel then moved her again. Ellie barked out as he left her for all the time it took for her to end up on her knees. Then he took her by her waist. He met her pussy again and before she could inhale she was purring as she filled her brink all over again.

Ellie's hand had gone from frolicking across Joel's broad back, to being the only reason she wasn't face down on the floor. But the temptation to let him pin her down & thrust until she came lingered close. A perverted devil on her shoulder demanding she give into her basest impulses. She was close & Joel manhandled her like he just had expedited her climax.

Her lips were chapped with the mouth of breathing she'd done through her gaped mouth. Her body was ablaze. Shivers running up and down, and all throughout her body. Back arching as Joel pulled on arm & shoulder. Every inch of her screamed out as she heard the clap of sweat laced bodies collide two and even three times a second. Ellie's hands almost started to slide across the floor with how forcefully she was pushing back, needing every inch of Joel in her as much as possible.

ELLIE
"Oh shit... Oh man... Right... right there... Shit...!"

Joel growled as he slammed his cock into her. He had had sex like this since before the world changed and he couldn't bring himself to stop. Not even feeling Ellie about to lose it. He kept thrusting as he felt himself going over the edge.

Joel pulls Ellie back even harder. The young teen lifted herself and now she was against his chest. The hand he had pried on her arm was not on one of her breasts. The other around her neck. The difference in how he held her now from only a second ago was shocking. But the impressive dexterity he had was immediately snuffed out and overshadowed by the ecstasy he felt.

Her small tit was kneaded in his iron like hands. Her nipple pinched & pulled. Her neck twisted as she felt his exhale. Jolts alerting and luring her to him like a moth to a flame. Ellie kissed first without looking. Their lips met and then tongues followed as Joel's pried open her mouth and lipped inside. It was the only time her moans were muffled down and the sound of his thrusts truly rang out. Ellie only broke from their kiss when she finally came.

And when she thought she couldn't take anymore, Joel's hands moved again. From her neck to her other breasts which had been left out. But the other went lower. He pressed his finger on her mound and rubbed wildly. Ellie was already cumming but what he started to do to her clit almost had her blacking out from the light-headed rush pleasure. His mouth on her neck, hands toying with her tits and clit, all the while his cock overwhelmed her virgin pussy. Ellie was seeing stars and then darkness.

ELLIE
"Did you... did you finish too?"

Joel held onto her as he drew close himself.

JOEL
"Not yet..."

ELLIE
"Keep going... Do it..."

Ellie's grip on his arms was tight.

ELLIE
"Do it... don't stop..."

Her body almost spasming against each thrust. Her hips arched next and he could feel the moisture of sweat between them. His grizzled beard rustled against her neck as he started his last spree of heavy thrusts. He whispers to her as he moves.

Torrents of pleasure rip through them and Ellie was ready for him to finish. She knew all guys did. She had finished first and she was ready for him to cum inside. But it didn't happen. Joel pulled out after the last thrust he could afford to gamble with.

He started panting through his nose as his hand wrapped around his dick and started pumping. If he hadn't he might have been too tempted to slip back in and let his load go inside of her if just to feel her teen pussy wrapped around him for another second more. His animalistic noises informed her that he was done. And then his cum did the same again.

Hot ropes of cum landing over her lower back and above her ass as he almost violently stroked himself. Even with his grip milking every last drop of semen from his cock it couldn't compare to how good it felt being inside of Ellie. But the release was nothing to shake a stick at either. It may not have been inside of her pussy, but the feeling of cumming against her couldn't be matched.

After a minute of stroking Joel's hand began to slow down which completed it for him as well. He lets his dick go and the semi-hard cock flops down in the mess of cum he'd just pasted all over Ellie's perky underage butt. He thrusted his length between her cheeks and butt crack just to feel her against his dick once more. Then he opened his eyes as Ellie kissed him. She then placed her hand on his face and he returned her passion.

ELLIE
"I think... that was well worth the wait..."

Joel kissed her again as his arms wrapped around her body. The addictive sweetness of their collective post-nut was paralyzing.

ELLIE
"And I don't see it getting any better than that."

Ellie didn't want him to sell himself short. He got them that far. But if she had said that last part out loud, Joel would have corrected her as the truth was they both got them this far. And they still had a ways to go. But they would get there together.

Further into their travels, their duo grew into a quartet when they met two brothers. Henry and Sam had plans to meet with the Fireflies as well, though their exact end goals didn't quite align. But 4 was stronger than 2 and at least for a little they would be able to help one another.

They had a plan to escape at night. A plan that Joel and Ellie would be a part of. The two oldest went over the plan, but they needed to wait until the perfect moment. Ellie and Sam were sent to rest as they'd need their energy. And even Joel wound up taking a short nap while Henry did one last look around.

He found a comfortable spot as any in a worn out recliner. When the time was right, they'd get up and make their move. Joel was expecting it to be Henry. But instead when he opened his eyes he found Ellie standing in front of him.

JOEL
"Ellie... What are you?"

ELLIE
"Shhhh!"

He wasn't planning on being out for long so his light sleep hadn't left him feeling groggy. But he could feel something wasn't right. It was still night. The minimal moonlight illuminating the apartment enough for him to see over where he remembered a couch being, he saw Henry asleep.

JOEL
"What are you doing ? You should be asleep."

ELLIE
"I know. But, I couldn't sleep."

Ellie turns her head looking at Henry to make sure she still had his slumber as cover.

ELLIE
"Don't be mad okay."

JOEL
"What?"

ELLIE
"Don't be mad. Look, I know I should be asleep. But I can't sleep. I'm, I'm too... you know..."

JOEL
"No I don't."

ELLIE
"I couldn't sleep. Sam was sleeping. So I tried to 'entertain' myself'."

JOEL
"Ellie."

ELLIE
"Shhh, I know, I know. But I did. Sam stayed asleep, I was quiet. And I tried. Believe me I tried. But I couldn't do it. And I couldn't stop thinking about... what we did."

Ellie moves closer not wanting her voice to carry all the way over to Henry.

ELLIE
"I know it's stupid to ask. It's not even like it was before. But I had to at least ask."

Despite her words, Ellie hesitated to actually say the words.

JOEL
"Ellie, it's so late. And Henry..."

ELLIE
"I know. I know... But they're both asleep. And I know this isn't..."

With her emotions going haywire and feeling vulnerable like never before, Ellie cracks beneath the pressure.

ELLIE
"Forget it, it was stupid..."

Ellie turns around. But she didn't make a single step before she felt Joel grab her wrist. The teen almost has to take a moment to comprehend it. When she turns around she can see the way Joel was looking at her. The two survivors share an intimate moment of silence before Ellie is rushing the arms length distance back to him.

Joel and the chair could have been knocked back and onto the floor if she hadn't tempered her excitement. She pushes herself onto the chair with him as their lips meet. A flurry of them follow before Ellie pulls away to savor the taste of Joel on the tip of her tongue.

Ellie then grabs the bottom of her shirt. She's almost got it up to her breasts before he stops her once more. Grabbing her hands and keeping her from tripping on top of him. Ellie's eyes look down. A wealth of hormones were a powder keg she was eager to lite.

JOEL
"No. Leave it on."

Ellie wasn't sure what he meant in the moment but as they started kissing again she understood.

JOEL
"Just the pants."

Ellie started to undo them a soon as he said it. But there was no way she would have been able to do it the way she was sitting. The teen gives Joel another kiss as she then gets back to her foot. Joel watching as Ellie stood up, then dropped her pants. But she didn't return to his lap right after. Instead, he watched as she took a step closer, then lowered herself onto her knees between his legs.

JOEL
"What are you doing?"

ELLIE
"Trust me, okay. I've seen it done. And it's not hard is it?"

Joel leans back in the recliner. His eyes scanned over Henry again. His silence is all Ellie needs. Smiling as she gets Joel's pants open. Maneuvering in the dark Ellie finds what he was looking for. Joel wasn't as impressive as she remembered from in the store. But she had an idea to get him back to that point.

Joel was expecting her to climb back onto his lap. But instead his cock was met with another warmth he hadn't felt. That of a young girl's mouth, as Ellie's lips wrapped round him. His hand clenched the corner of the armrest. It was unexpected, wet, and unforgettable. His eyes went from checking on Henry to where they needed to be, on Ellie who began to suck him off.

JOEL
"What are you doing?"

Ellie sank down his length until he tickled the back of her neck. He almost threatened to make her couch but she resisted it. And as she pulled her mouth off of him, the urge to faded.

ELLIE
"Do you have to ask?"

Joel knew what he meant. She continued by stroking his cock. The decent bit of spit she managed to coat him with in one pass allowed her hand to slip around his cock as opposed to tugging at his foreskin. He was already getting harder by the second just being in her hand.

ELLIE
"It kind of looks cute soft like this."

JOEL
"Knock it off."

ELLIE
"Sorry."

With no objection she carried on.

Holding him tightly as he lowered her head. Her mouth rendezvous with him, this time with a greeting lick across the head of him. She polished his sensitive glands. Her tongue sending billions and billions of signals through each nerve ending. She almost began to savor the taste of the older man's cock. And soon she was enveloping his shaft entirely again and Joel grit his teeth containing his moans of pleasure.

For a moment that could never last long enough, the pair listened to the slick sounds of Ellie's mouth moving up and down Joel's cock. Stifled moans from both parties as their respective level of arousal grew to a fever pitch. And woefully her oral incentive came to a close.

Joel's breathing was taxed after exploring the deepest parts of the 14 year old's mouth. She climbed back atop her throne and their eyes met again. She smirked before kissing his lips and embracing the tickle of his salt-pepper beard.

ELLIE
"I think I'm pretty good right, for a beginner."

JOEL
"You're alright."

Ellie had a counter for him. She reached behind her and found his cock. The throbbing phallus jumped as soon as it felt her touch.

ELLIE
"Your dick thinks I'm pretty good."

They kiss again, lasting longer and involving tongue.

JOEL
"Where'd you learn that?"

ELLIE
"I've seen it before. Once or twice. Guys seem to like it."

With Joel still throbbing in her hand, Ellie couldn't wait anymore and neither could Joel. She tilts his dick, angling him up as she mirrored it. His tip found her hole. Just as wet as it was the first time if not more so.

Ellie exhaled against him and he inhaled the sweet scent of berries. They weren't half as sweet as what came next. Her pussy wrapped around his cockand they both let out a satisfied purr.

ELLIE
"Shit..."

Joel was submerged by her heat. And he responded by wrapping his arms around her. Ellie gasped into the next kiss & let her body and Joel's strong arms dictate the rest as she slumped down onto the rest of his cock with a sloppy satisfaction. It couldn't have been more evident to how soaked & tight Ellie felt.

ELLIE
"Told you I tried..."

Ellie begins rolling her hips. The sounds of Joel leaving her pussy then pushing back in were almost too perfect to hear to not further their lust. The immediate results showing themselves as Ellie sped up. Fucking herself atop Joel as the stir of carnal gratification skyrocketted to newer hights.

ELLIE
"Ahhhhh... but it wasn't good enough..."

Ellie felt a moan beginning to escape. She culled it by sticking her tongue back in Joel's mouth. Her arms then wrapped around him and she began to speed up further. Joel took the brunt of her pleasure. Praying that the recliner wouldn't give out to old age and creak waking up Henry. He didn't want to think of his reaction if he woke up and the first thing he saw was Ellie jumping his bones like a rabbit in heat.

Despite his claims of wanting her to keep her shirt on for any ounce of plausible deniability, one of Joel's hands went under Ellie's. He took a breast in his grasp, ever enamored by how soft she felt regardless of his worn down calloused hands. Ellie panted in his ear. He'd just hit her sweetspot. And playing with her boobs only set her off more.

Her fingers dragged through his hair. With the bristle of his beard titillating her neck, she kissed him. Moaning in his ear for him to fuck her harder. Thrusting her own hips down on his cock to tempt him to throw caution to the wind and fuck her like he did before. In a way she got it, though it was nothing if not still tempered. But a good fucking was infinitely better than not getting fucked at all.

Yet in spite of him holding back and even herself, the pleasure she was experiencing was just as good as then. And then it got better. Joel surprises her, a second hand under her shirt, and then her shirt comes off.she hears the soft sound of her partially sweaty top hitting the carpeted floor. She purred towards the ceiling for a breath. And then she moaned as Joel's mouth took a turn stimulating her.

ELLIE
"Yes... yes..."

Ellie drifted off in a realm of absolute. Joel's cock spearing up into her g-spot. His tongue & teeth gnawing at any restraint she had left. Trying to hide what they were doing only increased the pleasure on some inconceivable level Ellie didn't know existed. But she liked it. She fucking loved it and every inch se had inside of her.

Ellie was peaking. Just a little more and she'd wreck herself. She pulled far away from Joel for what had to be the first time since climbing back on top of him. Her hands gripped him by his shoulders and held on for dear life. Joel held her by her waist, watching her small breasts bouncing with each thrust, watching the pleasure on her face grow every second, before it finally came to a head. With Ellie's head dropping back and her hips spasming as she came on his dick.

Joel fought off his own urges. He could have popped off inside of her any second. But it wasn't enough. He wanted more. He had to keep going. Another minute, another second with her riding him was the happiest and more content he'd felt. But no matter how much he struggled to hold out, it was pointless. He'd only last a bit longer than she did.

Thrusting up into her pussy, Joel lifted his hands from her waist and took her by her back. Pulling her in as he kissed her neck. She arched and continued to shiver in his arms. All he could hear was the sound of his own heart pounding in his chest and the sounds of his cock ravaging Ellie below. Each of their respective climaxes brought waves of cascading ecstasy unlike never before. The tingle radiating through their conjoined frames put their first time to shame.

Pleasure restricted in some aspects while focused & concentrated in others. This had to be the essence of sex. The need, the deire for the anticipation of the act, the build up during, and the climactic finish that stimulated every inch of the body. And left the two collapsed together in the recliner unable to catch their breath or. So they didn't. Ellie clung to Joel's body thankful she got to spend another moment like this with him.

As his dicks pulsating began to subside Joel's length began to soften. The rigid cock goes limp in defeat and triumph after bathing her walls with his sticky cum. He knew he shouldn't but the outcome was inevitable. As was the nature that they'd end up coiled together again. One time would never quell the fire now that it was lit. A truth they both came to accept in the moment Ellie lifted her head from his shoulder and their lips met again. After she thanked him she rested her head back on his body, soaking up his heat as if he were her own personal furnace.

ELLIE
"I could get used to this."

JEOL
"...Me too."

A smile creeped over her face. She knew he couldn't stay for long. They'd tested their luck in so many ways in the short time they were together. But she had to savor it for a little longer. With his dick still inside and her pussy on fire because she could still feel him, she had to. But her parting wasn't as bittersweet as she assumed. She'd be back and he'd be waiting for her.

Ellie picked up her clothes and shuffled her feet back to the room where he and Sam lept. After their time together the teen barely had the energy to get dressed. He'd been sapped dry of the resolve she showed in the act. By the time her head hit the pillow she had she was out like a light.

Following that night Ellie would have given anything to have Joel rock her world like the times prior. It was the calm before a violent storm. So many events followed in the hours that followed. And well passed it. A rapid whirlwind of things coming at her and Joel. But somehow they manged.They persisted. survived. And in the end they managed to find some level of peace.

Joel's brother Tommy and his wife Maria offered them a place to stay after their journey. A home to finally rest at for good or at least for the foreseeable future. After leaving Salt Lake City, Joel and Ellie returned to Jackson in Wyoming.Though even after arriving, settling in took time.

But three days after moving into their new house, Ellie felt it was long overdue. Joel had left dinner early. He was clearly uneasy, restless. She wasn't much different when she tried to sleep. Thankfully she knew exactly what they needed.

Ellie entered the house. The silence wasn't too concerning given he hardly said a word. He was sitting in a chair by the fireplace. He paid no attention to her presence. Not even as she called his name and approached him. It wasn't until she put a hand on his shoulder did he snap out of it.

ELLIE
"Joel."

Joel started by her, jumps a little but as he looks and sees it's Ellie he begins to relax.

ELLIE
"You okay?"

JOEL
"...Yeah."

Ellie's concern was all over her face. He could see she didn't believe him and he didn't entirely believe it himself.

ELLIE
"You looked like you were spaced out. I called you a bunch."

JOEL
"Sorry. Guess I didn't hear you."

Ellie nudges him on the shoulder with her fist.

ELLIE
"Maybe you're still not used to a proper meal."

Joel doesn't respond much and Ellie's smile starts to fade.

ELLIE
"You've been like this ever since we left the Fireflies."

Joel takes a breath.

JOEL
"I'm fine, really."

ELLIE
"You sure?"

JOEL
"I am. I've got you."

He watches her smile return.

ELLIE
"Now that you mention it..."

Ellie reaches down onto his lap and grabs one of his hands.

ELLIE
"You look like you could use a distraction."

JOEL
"And what did you have in mind?"

Ellie's smile grows wider.

ELLIE
"It's been a while."

JOEL
"Yeah."

ELLIE
"Kind of sucks with everything... we missed a lot of time. Especially during winter... I thought I'd love you so many times."

JOEL
"Hey..."

Joel squeezes Ellie's hand."

JOEL
"You didn't. I'm still here."

ELLIE
"I know before... those times might have only happened because we were..."

JOEL
"Does it matter?"

Ellie's eyes lift to him.

JOEL
"We did what we did in the heat of the moment... When we needed it... It doesn't matter why it happened. It happened. Don't see why it would have to stop either."

ELLIE
"Really?"

JOEL
"I haven't told you much about her, Sarah. But we used to. I honestly don't even remember when it started. But I caught her, much like I caught you. There was one time though, 'How many times are you gonna walk in without knocking'. She was about 10. I was so used to walking in without knocking, hard to break the habit. Didn't help after a while she was doing it all over the house, even after I told her she should keep it to her room. Eventually we had to have 'The Talk'. We talked but after a while it went further than that. Her mother wasn't around so besides Tommy she was all I had. She was my world. And she made it so easy to love her."

ELLIE
"Sounds like she was really lucky... just like me..."

JOEL
"I think I was the lucky one there."

ELLIE
"I think the both of you were."

Ellie pulls Joel out of the chair and his slump.

ELLIE
"We actually have beds now. Maybe we could try yours out. I bet it has to feel better than a broken chair. Or the floor... Even though those were still pretty good."

Joel gives Ellie a nod. With her leading him by the hand, the two convened in Joel's bedroom. Unlike the last time they had a moment like this there was nothing to hide. They left the door wide open. The next second Ellie had turned around and was all Joel.

She really wanted to make up for the weeks Joel was bedridden. The fear of losing him and love she garnered for him needed an outlet and what would follow would be her chance to express it all like no time before.

Their kissing eventually culminates with Joel on his back and Ellie climbing on top. She swings a leg over him and sits down on his lap, hands on his chest, and a look Joel hadn't seen since that night. But there was more there, evident emotions beneath the surface as much as what was on the surface.

Ellie took a short breath before ripping her clothes off. Her sweater goes flying off, then her shirt. All of a sudden Joel flashed back to before it all. Before Ellie, before Tess, the outbreak. Sarah is so vivid in his mind. The countless amounts of memories, moments just like this, so many times he shared such an intimate act with his little girl.

The last time. The night of his birthday. The watch Sarah gave him. Then what they did on the couch. And after that. She wanted him to come to bed but their night wasn't quite done. They retreated to his room. His bed was so much bigger than hers. And when she shared it with him, it was more comfortable too. They went again after leaving the living room. And then again.

As Sarah finally gave into the exhaustion that always came after she and Joel had sex. She was barely able to get her clothes on. But the smile she gave him always told him she didn't want it any other way. A sentiment Ellie shared and Joel was well aware of now.

Ellie looks down at him as he stares over her topless body. Her frame was lit only by the light of a lantern outside his bedroom doorframe. He wished would have had a light on to see her and take in the sight of her. But he knew it,he felt it. Before she began she reached behind her head and pulled the faded black hair tie out sending her auburn ponytail sprawling down to drape her shoulders and upper back. Ellie then bends forward and kisses him. As they carry on he lets his hands traverse her slender 14 year old body just to refresh himself. He'd been away for too long.

ELLIE
"You ready?"

JOEL
"Yeah."

ELLIE
"This time, no holding back."

JOEL
"I wouldn't dare."

ELLIE
"Good. We've got a bed, a house, horses..."

Joel's shell cracks as he starts to laugh. She liked the sound of it.

ELLIE
"And you... that's all I need."

She kisses him once again and makes it count. Her moan vibrated between their lips. Joel was seeing what he had the first time but Ellie was expressing more than then. And it came through with every passing second they were together.

ELLIE
"I love you."

JOEL
"I love you too."

Coming back in again the two are a blend of kisses and touches, squeezing and pulling, the wants and needs emerging like an inferno bathed in oxygen. Joel and Ellie could feel the anticipation and excitement mounting. They'd known each other for about a year now and underlining care and inevitable love had grown each passing day.

Through the positions they've tried, cowgirl had proved to be Ellie's favorite. The deep connection, the way Joel's cock curved inside of her, and there was an intimacy she didn't get from the others. She needed it almost as much as the pleasure she got while riding him. Once she's taken off the rest of her clothes, Ellie straddled Joel, taking his rock hard cock in hand and sinking down on top of it. Her moan filled his room as he filled her with every inch and they kissed.

Ellie bucked a few times before stopping. She needed more of him. Ellie wanted nothing more than to rip his shirt open and hear the plastic buttons clatter off the wooden floor. Joel could feel her intentions. Then without warning she did.

With the distraction of clothes out of the way Ellie dug her nail into Joel's sculpted body. As she pressed her breasts against his body she felt his muscles contracting as he moved. Thrusting into her as she panted in his ear.

Joel loved the way she moved on his rod. Her body bucking and swaying to an unheard beat. His pleasure surged and he responded in kind. The sounds she made as hestarted to fuck her. Wielding his strong arms as another tool to break her down into a mush of perversion and ecstasy. He wanted more as did she.

One of his hands went to her chest already starting to dew with sweat. His fingers navigated over the curves and goosebumps of her nipple. His lips and tongue did the same to her neck and she was ecstatic. Pins and needles tingling every inch of her skin and the blaze beneath wrecking her body.

Joel's room rang with their heavy panting, the shrieking creak of his bed barely able to withstand their ferocity, and the gentle moans and whispers between them. The sounds of Ellie raining down kisses on Joel like a raging downpour. She was already so close. She needed him to feel her, Her kissing was emboldened by her declared love. It was a newfound sense of freedom and with it came a cascade of fierce drive. It was almost palpable. And the way the teen was moving her body in ways he hadn't felt before, Joel would be able to last long beneath her.

Ellie came first. Her hands clamped onto Joel. Her body rocking back and forth one moment, then electricity, an explosion that could eclipse the sun, then a shivering stillness as her girlish voice whimpered softly. Joel's body took over, unable to stop. Ellie continued moaning for him, it's what she wanted, she wanted to cum with her.

His arms were wrapped around her so tight, never wanting to let her go. The slaps of his body drilling her with a speed that shattered her mind. All culminating in Joel howling as he slammed into her. His balls and cock contracted as he blew his load inside of her and coated himself with his own seed.

The world had been tuned out, melting away leaving only the two of them. That was the place they needed to be and neither wanted to leave. A moment's stare, pupils dilated with lustful desires had the two back to kissing. Lips, tongue, even teeth clashing before Joel took Ellie by the back of her neck and by one of her ass cheeks. He hoisted her up into the air only long enough for her to inhale. Then she was on her back with the sweat drenched warm blanket greeting her equally soaked back. Then Joel continued to fuck her. His dick filling her and pushing his last load out of the way with each thrust.

ELLIE
"Fuck... oh God, ahhhhh... Harder... ugh, harder..."

Joel took the back half of her thigh next, elevating her waist up to meet his thrusts. She broke immediately after. Arms and legs wrapped around him craving every inch of him. She couldn't take him not being inside. As they kissed the outside world continued to fade until even the room began to blur. All Ellie could see was Joel. And Joel, Ellie. For the rest of the night they were all each other needed.

Two souls who almost couldn't stand one another, drawn closer by what could have easily been fate or pure circumstance. Now connected in a way they both wouldn't accept they needed. Their bodies proved it as they moved in perfect harmony. It was love, lust, and a bond so pure they shuddered as their pleasure mounted. Wave after wave they were both swept up and consumed by it.

Their passion endured so much. Going what felt like all night. Again and again. The orgasms were numerous, endless. Seven times in total with each session brings Joel to seven climaxes, each one more filling than the last. But for Ellie, the girl had reached double digits. She blacked out several times throughout only to be brought back by the pleasure Joel and Joel alone could give her. She would never forget this night, his touch, his smell. They'd stained the other in their essence, marking them with what they now were.

After the last time the room had been still for the first time in almost three hours. Joel and Ellie had worn themselves out before finally collapsing in a heap of regretless fervor. It was the early morning hours, only minutes after they began to rest whenJoel awoke. His body was tight, sore, the aftermath of going at it so often, and so hard with his surrogate daughter.

He wasn't alone, he could still feel Ellie on his left arm. He was on his back, turning his head and saw her laying on her side. They were still bare, too warped by their actions to make themselves decent or even drag the covers over them.

As he looked over her freckled back and shoulders he remembered how it ended. Ellie on her hands and knees begging him.He pulled her by her hips and filled her the last time. He'd never came so many times in one go. Not with Tess. Not even Sarah. As he pulled out the last spurts of his cum landed on her butt. As he was done with her, Ellie collapsed. He'd already finished the last time and just needed Joel to cum. and when he had she dropped face first onto the bed. Joel followed soon after. Dropping to his hands over her, then collapsing beside her.

There were a few words after. He couldn't remember what they were. He was surprised he was remembering this much. Then Ellie leaned in and kissed him on his cheek. She was giddy, smiling as he could see her drifting off already. Before he knew it she was asleep in his arms and then so was he.

Then he remembers. Joel turns to his side, spooning against Ellie. With his hairy chest against her back she curled up, embracing his warmth even while unconscious. The blanket was at the foot of the bed. He reached for it, then felt Ellie's arms tighten around his left arm. He snorted before kicking the blanket up with his leg just enough to be able to reach it with his hand. Then he pulled it up over them. It was a welcome warmth that she needed but the warmth of his body softened her grip. Then he kissed the ginger's temple.

JOEL
"Sweet dreams baby girl."

Laying back down and draping his other arm over Ellie's waist he pulled her in. Her body was so warm against his bare skin. A feeling he needed for so long. He was comfortable and began to fall asleep again. He needed more rest. Ellie was a lot to handle. And even if this was to become the normal, he wanted to savor every fleeting moment with her. Especially ones like this.