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February 19 2008~
Harrie wasn’t sure anymore at the point how long it’s been now since Tom told her awhile ago it was February.
Harrie was losing track of the time still.
She wonders if it’s still February, or if it’s March now.
She knows Tom and Bellatrix said they would allow her to go outside once it’s March, but…
She didn’t believe a damn word what they said.
She sure of hell knows they will not let her ever leave, ever.
Why would a kidnapper want their prisoner to leave?
She couldn’t do this anymore.
She needs to get the hell out.
Harrie continues to call her mother and father, almost everyday.
She hate how she was pretending everything was normal, and that she was fine.
Nothing was fine and nothing was normal at all in her situation at all.
Harrie wants to escape so bad.
She couldn’t handle any longer being in this room again.
Harrie knew Tom or Bellatrix always had the keys on them, but every time she lunged at them they were way stronger than her, and she’d gave up on doing that, since they were so much taller and bigger than her.
She also didn’t want to get drugged up again.
She wasn’t sure if they had those sedatives anymore.
Harrie decides when one of them like they said, they’ll be gone for a bit, to find a way to take this damn tracker off.
She will need to find something to take this tracker off with, and to unlock the bloody door with, and decides to take a run for it again.
She needs to get away from these psychopaths.
Today finally was the day, as Tom and Bellatrix then stand up from their chairs.
“Harrie, we will be gone for two hours” Tom starts to explain to her, as Harrie glances up from her books Bellatrix got her.
Bellatrix end up getting her more to read, as Harrie nods at him.
“But don’t worry we will be back” Bellatrix hums to her.
Harrie nods and takes a slow breath.
She felt excitement running in her spine, with the fact now she could find something maybe to take this tracker off, and then open the door with it, and take a run out.
Harrie stays on the bed and then looks at Hedwig on the bed.
Oh she’s taking her baby with her and making a run.
“Alright” Harrie says to both of them.
Harrie pets her cat softly on her back, as Bellatrix continues to talk. “I promise we will be back, we don’t even want to leave you alone! But this is very important” Bellatrix says to her, as Harrie slowly nods at her.
“It’s okay, I understand it is” Harrie says.
“You have Hedwig, we will be back” Tom assures her.
Harrie doesn’t respond back to them, and grabs Hedwig into her lap, as her eyes watch where they open the door.
Harrie saw Bellatrix grin at her one last time, and then closes the door fully and Harrie hears it clicking where it was locking it.
Finally!
Now time for her shine to fucking get this tracker off her and get the fuck out of here!
Harrie sets Hedwig back down on the bed, as Hedwig purrs.
Harrie tiptoes to the door putting her ear onto it, waiting for their footsteps to vanish.
Harrie waits for a moment, as their footsteps start vanishing away slowly.
Once the footsteps vanish, Harrie then starts her search in the room.
Harrie first goes to the chairs by her bed.
Harrie ghosts her fingers into the chairs to see if there was something close to like a poppy pen, or pen, anything long to take it off her and open the door with.
Harrie check the other chair cushion, as there was nothing inside it.
Harrie groans impatiently.
They said they’d be gone two hours…she needs to hurry up.
Harrie then grab her mattress and lifting it up, as Hedwig did a small whine jumping off the floor.
“Sorry Hedwig, I’m trying to get us the fuck out of here” Harrie tells her cat apologetically that was on the ground.
Hedwig purrs, and starts licking her paws, as Harrie look under the mattress completely as there was nothing there either.
Harrie hisses this time, as she put the mattress back onto it.
Harrie then went to her wardrobe and start throwing as many clothes out as she could, to see if there was something in it.
Harrie spreads all the clothes on the ground, and then saw the drawers were empty as well.
Harrie groans under her breath.
How the fuck was she going to get this tracker off her!
Harrie then grabs the jacket the only one she had, and wraps it around her body.
Harrie frowns at the thought, she had no shoes at all.
When she escapes she will have to walk barefoot.
She is risking it, and doesn’t care, and needs to get out of here.
Harrie zips up the jacket, and then walks into the bathroom and starts destroying the bathroom under the sink where all her products were in for her self to see if there was something that would work for it.
Harrie looks at all the products and unfortunately none of them would work at all to take this tracker off her body at all.
Harrie then knew there was nothing in the bloody shower, and the last place her eyes then went to was the bloody toilet.
She doesn’t know a damn thing about what piece in the toilet top would work, but at least it was a metal part possibly she could grab to take this bloody thing off at least, and maybe she could use it to break down the door knob.
Harrie sits up from the ground and walks to where the toilet was and grab the head off it immediately sitting it down on the sink.
Harrie then sighs deeply in relief, seeing there was a metal piece in it.
Harrie gags putting her hand in the water on the top of the toilet head.
They definitely need to repair this toilet some point.
Harrie then tries to yank the metal part out of it.
It was loose, but same time wouldn’t budge off.
“Dammit!” Harrie snaps and pleads to herself, as she tries to yank it off again.
Harrie moans in desperate attempt in escaping, but then decides to look in the toilet head.
There were screws that look loose.
Harrie gags again and shoves her other hand down where the screws were, and starts loosening them.
“Fuck yes!” Harrie says happily.
Harrie unscrews the nails into it, and right when she pulls out the whole thing, water sprays immediately into her face.
Harrie quickly yelps, and falls into the wall, as water was spraying onto the other side of the wall, and more water continues to start pouring out the toilet head quickly onto the bathroom floor.
“Well fuck bloody brilliant, now let’s try to break this bloody tracker” Harrie says to herself.
Harrie wish there was the door still there, as she knew the bathroom was probably going to leak a lot of water out.
Harrie skips out the room, and then sits down on the carpet in the bedroom and grab onto her ankle where the tracker was, and then lets out a small yell. “Fuck both of you!” Harrie yells loud.
Harrie then starts crushing the tracker as hard as she can with the metal piece as hard as she can.
It wouldn’t budge at first, but Harrie was not going to give up on it at all, until the bloody thing at least broke.
The light start flickering on it, with the green color, so she was getting close now.
Harrie hisses when she accidentally press the metal to her toe.
She didn’t harm her toe or anything, but it did almost catch her off guard.
Harrie continue to jam the tracker with the metal piece, and then saw water from the bathroom start to slowly touch where the carpet was.
Harrie needs to hurry, before it leaks onto the ground.
Harrie continues to jam the Tracker on her ankle as hard as she could.
Harrie then with all her strength possible as she could, slams it down hard where the button was.
Harrie then saw half of it broke off, with the light now turning red.
Harrie heart start racing, once it turn red now.
That means they know immediately she’s taking it off.
“Fuck, fuck” Harrie says over and over again, and then slams the metal hard again on her tracker since it was half broken now, and it broke more.
Harrie then decides to try to take it off her ankle.
Harrie shifts it as fast as she could trying to take it off her ankle, and finally she was able to find a way to slip it off.
Harrie then hisses once she took it off, and slams the tracker into the wall as hard as she could, making it crumble into more pieces on the ground.
“I’m almost free!” Harrie cries.
Harrie officially has the tracker off her now.
Now she needs to slam this metal piece on the door.
Harrie starts feeling the wet carpet as she got close to the door.
Harrie was about to lunge the metal piece to the door, until the door open fast, knocking Harrie down once the door hit her.
“Fuck!” Harrie cusses. “No!” Harrie says over and over again once she lands on the floor slamming her fist over and over on the ground.
She thought they said they were going to be gone for two hours.
“Sweetie are you okay?” Tom asks her.
Harrie knew they both were looking at the tracker that she broke.
“You broke it?” Tom asks her.
Harrie didn’t respond back to Tom.
Harrie didn’t even look up at them, as her plan failed again.
It keeps failing over and over.
Over and over again.
She wants to leave.
Will she ever be able to escape even?
“Harrie!” Bellatrix snaps and grabs Harrie immediately off the ground.
Harrie feels the metal being yank away from her from Bellatrix.
Harrie shoves Bellatrix off her, and falls to the floor and couldn’t stop the tears from escaping from her eyes.
“Let me go please!” Harrie begs to both of them, losing her sane to playing along with their games again.
“No” Bellatrix says, and tries to grab Harrie again.
“Don’t fucking touch me!” Harrie yells loudly at Bellatrix with anger in her voice.
Harrie finally looks at both of them, with tears falling down her cheeks.
She couldn’t help it, she wants to leave so bad.
“I thought we were getting along better” Tom says with a small frown.
Harrie let the rage take over her, and she then starts slamming her fists as hard as she could in Bellatrix’a chest as hard she could.
“You thought wrong you bastard! I was just playing along with your games! I’ll never stop trying to fucking leave the both of you!” Harrie screams.
“Sweetie we aren’t play games with you, we want the both of you to be our future wife” Tom finally says, picking up the tracker from the ground.
The words then immediately sank in Harrie’s head once Tom said that.
Future wife….
Harrie starts feeling more anger in her body.
Married to criminals?
Married to Voldemort?
Married to a death-eater?
Kidnapping her, was there way of wanting her to marry them?
Keeping her locked up daily in a room was a sign they care about her?
Giving her sedatives and drugging her up?
Taking her to a whole different country.
Harrie lets another sob, and didn’t even realize Bellatrix was rubbing circles into her hands. “We want you to be with us Harrie, we would give you everything you would ever want” Bellatrix starts to tell her.
Harrie starts shivering in, sadness, rage, and anger, and then yanks her hands away from Bellatrix.
Bellatrix tries to grab Harrie by her wrists, but Harrie was to angry and then all she knew right now is she wants to hurt one of them.
Harrie then tries to wrap her hands around Bellatrix’s neck.
She was going to strangle her. “You all call this wanting me to be your wife?” Harrie screams loudly.
“Harrie, I want you to calm down” Tom says, but Harrie ignores Tom.
“I fucking hate the both of you, I’ll never marry you!” Harrie roars loudly.
Bellatrix immediately then shoves Harrie off her, as she continues to try to grab her wrists, trying to stop her punching. “You will” Bellatrix says to her.
“No!” Harrie screams and then finally grabs a hold of Bellatrix’s hair once she bounce on her feet, and was about to punch her across her face.
Bellatrix grabs under her thighs roughly, stopping herself from hitting her.
Harrie lets out a small hiss, with the pain of her nails into her thighs, and Bellatrix continues to hold her tightly.
“Harrie calm down” Bellatrix pleads at her.
“No! I was just fine until the both of you came in my life! I was just a normal girl!” Harrie sobs and was about to land a punch in her face.
“And we want to make that better” Bellatrix says trying to soothe her hissing as she grabs her fist tightly from punching her, and lets go the metal piece in her hand and grabs her hair away from her.
“Please let me go! I want my old life back! I hate you! I hate you!” Harrie continues to scream as loud as she could.
Harrie then saw Tom get behind her quickly behind her, as her head turn and saw him pulling out a needle.
Harrie chokes on another sob as she shook her head back and forth at both of them. “No please! No! No!” Harrie sobs as loud as she could and clings her nails onto Bellatrix’s shoulders now.
She didn’t think Tom or Bellatrix carry sedatives anymore. “Hush baby” Tom tries to tell her calmly.
Harrie whimpers and squirms in Bellatrix’s arms trying to get out of her grip, and was about to lunge at Bellatrix to escape, but Tom grab her wrists that were on Bellatrix’s shoulders and pin them behind her back firmly. “Please…I don’t know what got in me right now please, I’ll behave I’ll be good I’m sorry” Harrie tries to say over and over, as she felt Tom pulling her sleeve up from the jacket.
“I’m sorry, but rules need to be followed, babygirl” Bellatrix says, as tears stream down her cheeks over and over again.
“Please no!” Harrie wails and kicks her feet trying to get out from both their grasp.
“Baby, relax, nothing is your fault ever” Tom hums to her, as she feels the needle poke into her skin.
Harrie whimpers and trembles, and buries her head into Bellatrix’s shoulder on a sob. “Please, no, I don’t know what got in me” Harrie pleads.
Tom presses the needle into her arm fully now and shoots it up into her, as she cries and Bellatrix soothes her by starting to ruffle her hand into her hair. “Shhh it’s okay, it’s just a bad day, tomorrow will be a better day” Bellatrix tells her softly.
Harrie cries, as Tom then pulls out the needle sighing. “The room will need to be fixed since the water leak to the carpet, for now Harrie you will be staying in our bed” Tom orders at her.
Harrie starts feeling the tiredness in her body, shakes her head violently once Tom said that and sobs more “No please, no I’ll stay in here please” Harrie slurs and tries pick her head off Bellatrix’s shoulder, but the sedative was making her tired.
“No, you will be staying with us, relax baby, tomorrow will be a better day” Tom Hums to her and she feels him rubbing her back.
Harrie whimpers groggily and felt Bellatrix pick her up bridal style as Harrie legs stop shaking. “Please…” Harrie slurs, but her eyes close on her as her world went black again.