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It had been a month since bucky had seen Sam, been able to lay in bed with him, to hold him, even talking to him on the phone was brief and calculated.
With all the thunderbolts business it’s already been a hassle to find time to see him. Sam being captain America also didn’t help because this past month he’d been off doing meetings or whatever so they have been apart since.
It’s difficult on just any normal day to see him because they’re supposed to be “mutual friends” from Steve, and maybe considered by some, closer friends from the whole flag smashers ordeal but definitely nothing more.
The only time they really got to act like themselves was when they got to the privacy of their home and could have alone time together.
Obviously it’s not well known that they are living together, or the fact that they have been sleeping together and have been in a committed relationship with each-other for well over a few years now.
No one really knows about any of this other than Sarah, the boys and Joaquin who had been overjoyed when he figured it out and was very happy about his “detective” skills. The point is Buckys new team members know nothing of this and he’s sure of it. They didn’t even know if he was homophobic or not for the longest time.
Bucky deemed it obvious by the way that they tiptoed around any topics of relationships or pride events. Surprisingly It was John who had informed them all about Bucky’s view on the situation. After they were sure, the team decided it was safe and started talking about their own relations and gay media and such.
If he had to guess anyone from his new team that knew about him and sam it would be John walker. Whenever Yelena gets to pestering Bucky about any relationships John always gives him this knowing look but he never says anything so Bucky doesn’t bother looking into it more than that.
Yelena is also very perceptive though, but Bucky is pretty sure she thinks steve was his only friend and the only social life he has is with the team. (Which is definitely not true).
Apart from John, none of the team even know Sam, especially Bucky’s background with Sam, and they definitely don’t know he lives with anyone.
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After the very long and gruelling mission they just got back from all Bucky wanted to do was take a shower and head home to see alpine, she must be so hungry and lonely.
The second the elevator stoped on the main floor of the tower and they all shuffled out, Bucky went straight to his “room” which isn’t even really his because he only really sleeps in it on rare occasions, being he has his own house that (usually) has someone waiting for him, not that anyone else knows that last part.
Once he gets out of the shower he hears a commotion in the kitchen. Alexi is to be expected in the kitchen after a long mission, he is issued cooking something for everyone so the team start bonding more “like a family”.
Normally it’s just Alexi that would be found in the kitchen after a mission. Maybe on occasion Yelena would be in there talking with him but everyone else mostly just scavenges for food at different times. Or at least he thinks, because most of the time after supper Bucky is long gone headed home.
This time was different though because everyone was here. Alexi was at the stove looking into a pot full of surprisingly good smelling food with John and Ava at the island counter talking about who knows what, probably something social media related because they had their phones out (god Bucky would never get the hang of cell phones).
Bob was sitting at the table on his phone too (Jeeze everyone was on their phones today huh?) and he could see Yelena was sitting at the table in a chair next to him, though she wasn’t in her phone or cooking, she was lookin right at Bucky.
“Nice of you to join us Bucky, I thought for sure you’d never come out” she had this teasing tone in her voice and Bucky knew what she was going to try and do.
“Yep we’ll take a good look at this face cuz your not gonna see it for a minute, I’m headed out, bye everyone” he goes to turn around but not before he sees everyone turn in their chairs to look up at him with various degrees of, worry?
“Whattt no! You cannot leave Mr soldier! We are all sitting for dinner, so we can bond and become family!” Alexi gestures wildly and emotionally as he flails his arms too close to the steaming pot of food for Buckys liking.
“Yeah what dad said. You can’t go yet” Yelena says but much less enthusiastically, though still she looks sort of disappointed. “Look guys, I’d totally love to stay but I gotta get home, can’t leave the house unattended for that long.”
of course he was lying, and he didn’t even have much reason too, he’s not going home to see Sam or anything, Sam’s not even home, he just wants to lay in bed away from the world until Sam does come home (which isn’t for at the very least another week).
He can see the protest on Ava’s lips, dissatisfied look in yelena’s eyes and weirdly pitying and knowing frown on walkers face. Bucky really did wish he would quit that. But none of it mattered as he got into the elevator and the doors were closing before another word was spoken aloud to Bucky’s face.
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Entering the house brought a kind of sorrow over Bucky’s being. He was exited to see alpine waiting for him at the door, she was meowing happily and rubbing herself across his legs. She hasn’t been eating the best since Sam left, Bucky can tell she misses him, just as much as he does.
Bucky hasn’t really been eating as much as he should be either, without Sam all his self care sort of flies out the window. even though they both have other things to attend to in the day it’s not very often Sam takes long trips like this.
When he does though he knows that he team noticed these “rough patches” he goes through, of course they don’t know it’s because of Sam’s absence probably thinking it’s just a random depressive episode or something.
That was probably another reason the team looked like they really wanted to eat dinner with him, although they all like to pretend they don’t care for each other, he can tell they get concerned for his lack of food intake along with lack of sleep during these times.
With John and Alexi on the team they always “casually” mention how much food they need and try to rally the others silently to eat around him or try to eat with him. It’s not like these things happen all of the time, only really when Sam’s not around (Sam doesn’t know about it to this extent of course).
With that thought he fills up alpines already halfway full bowl of food while kicking his shoes off and heading straight toward his bed. A stabbing sort of pain hits his heart when he thinks of how it’s Sam’s bed to, it’s their bed together. After standing there for a solid minute he just settles to sleep in the couch Instead.
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He wakes up to very loud and aggressive knocking on his front door. “Wha-“ he slowly sits up looking around for that god awful noise, and then he finds it. Someone’s at the door, and for maybe two seconds he thought that it could be Sam only to realize that if it was Sam he wouldn’t knock, especially not that loudly.
Frowning he goes to pull himself up and grab his phone, he notes that it’s already two o clock although there’s no new messages so he knows he didn’t miss any mission requests he was called out for, no one from the team texted him at all. He slowly headed for the door and the loud insistent knocking has yet to quiet down even a little bit.
“Alight Alright I’m coming, Jesus” he opens the door and of course it’s Yelena. “Wow old man I didn’t think your hearing was going just yet” she says when she shoves herself by him into his house.
“Yeah thought we had a few good years left” Ava had said coming in hot right behind her. “Wow how many of you are there” wrong question it turns out because the answer is all of them.
He opens the door a little wider and bob shuffles in looking nervous right next to a very confident and exited Alexi. “So this is the wonderful home of the winter soldier!” All he can do is sigh as the start there was towards his kitchen.
“Sorry, they all really wanted to see you, and Yelena found your address in some book god knows where and it all just kinda happened” walker sounded a little guilty, and genuinely sorry, with that familiar look of pity that washes over his features sometimes. He spoke in hushed tones telling Bucky this on their walk to the kitchen.
It occurs to Bucky how he looks, you can obviously tell he just woke up and he’s wearing the same clothes as yesterday, he looks worse for wear and with all of the thunderbolts in his kitchen you can see the definite lack of food around.
“What are you guys doing here” he asks in a gruff voice Wich only confirms he just woke up. “Well we figured since you couldn’t make it to supper, we would bring lunch to you! since Yelena found your address.” Bob speaks in his usualcheerful tone.
To Bucky this is just confirmation of their worry ‘we are worried your not eating and going through another depressive episode and thought you might be starving yourself so we stoped by’ that’s what Bucky translates this to.
Ava starts laying out bags of takeout that he hadn’t even noticed she was holding onto his counters. “Your house looks surprisingly nice actually” Ava speaks up this time and Bucky can tell she meant it with no insult.
The house looks rather homie and well lived in, this of course being due to Sam decorating and living here with Bucky. Bucky’s old apartment looked depressing and sad and Bucky’s room at the tower looks no different to he can’t even be a little bit mad at the statement.
“Yeah well I try my best” he says it with a small shoulder shrug because that’s all he can think of saying. “Awe who is fluffy friend you have here Mr soldier” Alexi is looking at alpine who just joined the room and bolted behind Bucky’s legs. “She’s so cute I need to pet her” Yelena says while being the most exited Bucky has ever seen her.
“I thought you were a dog person?” Walker looks ant her in confusion. “Who says you can’t like both asshole” yelena says but there no bite behind her words, it’s just teasing around friends and although Bucky would never admit it out loud it was kinda lightening his mood.
“This is alpine” Bucky says as she jumps up and climbs his legs like a tree to rest on his metal shoulder. “She’s a little people shy” Bucky mumbles but is slightly blushing with all the eyes on his dishevelled form with his cat snuggled up onto him. “That’s probably the cutest thing I’ve ever seen” Ava says this as she takes out her phone and takes a photo of him.
“Okay enough of that let’s eat” he says while Shielding his face with his free arm. Although he knows he probably won’t even eat much he’d rather do anything else that directs the attention off of him.
They all sit at his table and his island counter and start talking like they’re full of life and have all been friends for years instead of a couple months. It’s not unbearable to talk to them, he can feel himself open up and the heaviness falls away.
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It had been a rough mission that’s for sure, the elevator was silent and the air was thick with emotion but no one dare spoke a word. When they arived on the main floor Bucky didn’t even spare a glance at his room to shower and cool off from the mission like eh normally would.
Instead he went straight for the counter that held his keys for his bike grabbing his jacket off the back of the chair. “You shouldn’t be alone right now Barnes” walker says with his tone wavering like he wasn’t sure if he should say what everyone is probably thinking.
“I’ll be fine. Don’t worry about it.” Short and to the point is what he needs to be so he can get out of there as soon as possible.
He hears the sigh escape walkers mouth, along with some other footsteps walking towards him. He doesn’t bother looking as the elevator door closes behind him.
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He doesn’t remeber the ride home, only walking up the porch steps to the door opening before he even got there. He had known Sam would be there already, with the fact that his car was in the driveway and the house lights were on.
“Buck” relief flooded Sam’s voice as he rushed forward, capturing him in a warm embrace just outside the house. “Hey Sammy” he speaks hushed tones into the joint of Sam’s shoulder as strong arms wrap around him.
“Let’s head inside yeah?” All he can do is nod, feeling too drained and tired for much else. The door closes as they head inside the house. their house. God he’d missed Sam so much, he couldn’t wait for the house to finally feel like home again.
Sam could definitely tell he came from a rough mission. He didn’t say a word about it but Bucky could tell from the crinkle in his brow that it was indeed obvious.
He ushered him off to the shower to get cleaned up from the mission. “I’ll be right here when ur out buck don’t worry” he said it so sincerely with his voice like honey that Bucky couldn’t even fight back, only nod and follow instructions.
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“Hey baby you feeling any better?” Sam already knows the answer but they both know that Sam can’t help himself from asking anyway.
“Yeah I’m doing okay” a blatant lie but it’s not like Bucky’s bleeding out anywhere he’s just a little mentally exhausted. Sam sighs “okay, if you’re sure, Is there anything I can do for you?” He knows it’s not necessarily what Sam means but he just can’t help himself after the day he’s had.
“Yeah there sure is” his hands wrap around Sam’s waist, leaning his head against his neck and kissing up his jaw. Sam huffs against his shoulder “You know this isn’t what I had in mind.” but makes no move to wiggle away. Bucky moves down to the junction between his neck and shoulder and starts to suck on the skin, creating a bruise.
He moves his hands down Sam’s waist to his thighs and runs his hands up and down them and grabs them, hoisting them up onto his hips. Sam yelps and grabs onto Bucky’s shoulders. “Jesus buck put me down” he’s panting in Bucky’s ear and with this new position he can feel Sam’s erection against his own.
“You just got back from a mission I don’t want-“ he’s interrupted by a loud groan that escapes his mouth after Bucky’s teeth hit his neck just the way he knows he likes it.
His tongue laps over the area like a kiss as an apology to the irritated skin. “I don’t want you to get hurt” sam manages to finish getting out between his soft breaths and attempts to stay quiet and not encourage Bucky (not successfully).
He starts to make his way towards their bed and gently places Sam down on his back, making a quick trip to their bedside table to grab the lube.
Sam lays on the bed resting on his elbows with Bucky back between his thighs kissing at his neck and his jaw. “You’re so gorgeous Sammy” Bucky says between kisses slowly going further and further down.
His hands are at the base of Sam’s shirt slipping underneath it to the warm to the touch skin of his stomach. “Let’s get this off you huh?” Bucky says and all Sam can do is try to hold back a whimper as he leaves his neck for a brief moment to discard him of his shirt.
While buckys up there he disposes of his own shirt and flings it off somewhere to find later. He leans back down to Sam’s chest and starts back at sucking and kissing at his skin. “Buck” he try’s to say in a straight voice but it sounded an awful lot like a whimper.
“Buck please” Bucky reached his chest and started to suck his nipple into his mouth. “Buc-“ he’s broken off by a loud moan that rips right through him.
Bucky brings his metal hand up from Sam’s waste and start messaging the nipple he doesn’t have inside his mouth with the other hand. Sam’s a moaning mess trying to keep it together, but he just can’t. Bucky unlatches himself from his nipple for a second, flicking his thumb across the irritated red skin. “What’s the matter baby?”
“Please. i need you” normally Bucky would tease a whole lot more and he would probably ignore Sam’s pleas and get right back to playing with his chest, but he had different plans for tonight. Bucky’s face softened as a loving look crossed his eyes.
“Okay” he says in a quiet voice that sounds so loving it hurts Sam’s soul. Bucky moves down the bed and starts to undo Sam’s belt buckle and unbutton his pants.
He does it with such care that you wouldn’t even be able to tell that Sam was fully erect and dripping in his pant waiting for him. Bucky pulls his pants down while gently kissing his lower abdomen, sucking bruises that only Bucky will get to see.
His underwear and pants go together and now Sam’s naked as the day he was born spread out under Bucky's careful hands, waiting and wanting full of need.
His dick is painfully hard and dripping onto the bed and all Bucky's doing is watching him with all the love in the world. “Buck come on” Sam huffs as he starts to wiggle around, gripping onto the sheets to try and will himself to calm down.
“Just lookin so gorgeous.” He says while caressing the outsides of Sam’s thighs. “Jesus look at you Sam, you’re so prefect.” He says as he lowers his head and starts to kiss and lick the insides of Sam’s thighs. Sam whimpers as he try’s to move, unable to by Bucky gripping his thighs while he sucks marks into the insides of his thighs.
“I missed you so much Sammy. I missed this, having you under me.” He says this as his thumb starts circling his hole and his kissing is getting messier and messier. “Stop teasing me asshole.” Sam manages to gasp out right before he hears the opening of a cap then a loud breathy moan slips out of his lips.
Bucky started to push his pointer finger covered in lube into the warmth of Sam’s hole. “I always forget how tight you are.” Bucky moans into the crease of his thigh, getting almost more pleasure out of this than Sam.
“You don’t have to go this slow you know I can take it” he says this with the effort not to moan, though it barely works. “I’m just stretching you out Sammy, I promise it’ll be worth it.” He pulls his finger all the way out then pushes his second finger along side the first. Gasping at the new stretch Sam is biting into his hand trying to hide any sounds he makes.
“Awe come on baby don’t be like that, let me hear those pretty noises you make” he says pulling his fingers out a little bit knowing Sam would protest to this. “Can you go any slowe-“ Bucky takes this time while his mouth is uncovered to shove his fingers back in and rubs them right up against his prostate.
all the sudden Sam’s a whimpering moaning mess. “What’s the matter sweetheart, I’m just stretching you out” Bucky says in this teasing tone that shouldn’t sound as hot as it does.
From then on each pull in hits Sam prostate directly, like he’s got perfect aim for it. Sam cant help that his back arches off the bed and he’s gripping the mattress like crazy.
Bucky stoped the intention of stretching Sam and just started messaging his prostate and assaulting that bundle of nerves like it was his soul purpose. “Does that feel good honey? Your squeezing against my hand all nice and tight like you just can’t get enough.”
Sam only moans helplessly as each thrust hits his prostate directly. “Please buck- I need” whimpering is all that follows, to difficult to focus on anything but the now constant pressure in his prostate. “What do you need baby? What could possibly make you sound better than you do right now.”
“I need you.” another push to his prostate and he can feel the pressure building up in his cock. “You already have me Sam.” it’s hard to sound frustrated with this intense pleasure coursing through your body but Sam still manages. “I need your cock. Please I want it.” How could Bucky refuse such a plea.
Taking off his own pants which unlike Sam’s dosent have a belt or buttons because they’re just sweats, he just slips them right off along with his underwear and grabs the lube that was laid there from earlier. He can see Sam’s eyes lock in in his cock which is hard as a rock and dripping so heavily with pre-come that Sam was surprised he lasted that long teasing.
Sam stifles a moan at the sight of Bucky squirting some lube into his hand and rubbing it into his cock from base to tip. He grabs Sam’s hips and turns him over on to his hands and knees.
Another moan slips out of Sam as he’s being mad handled to the position of Bucky desires. Bucky then globs more lube on his two fingers and gently pushes them back into Sam. He can’t help the moan that comes out as Sam’s muscles tighten over Bucky’s fingers and another drop of pre come falls freely from Sam’s cock.
Smoothing the rest of the lube on Sam’s inner walls bucky lines himself up with Sam’s hole and places his metal hand on Sam hip. “You ready sweet thing?” With a nod from Sam he slowly pushes in.
With all that teasing Bucky did, he wished he had stretched him a little bit more as Bucky enters Sam with a tight squeeze. Moaning helplessly at the pressure on all sides of Bucky’s cock, he tries to take a break and adjust but Sam has other plans. Rocking back on his cock like he was born to while arching his back and widening his knees.
“Please oh god please buck don’t stop” he was panting and moaning rocking back on Bucky and if it weren’t for Bucky’s firm hold on his hips he would be fully seated inside of Sam. “You need a second baby it’s gonna hurt” Bucky soothes by rubbing up his hips and thighs and squeezing his ass along the way.
“Please buck..!” he’s squeezing his insides even tighter now and trying to rock back even more, to get Bucky further inside of him. “Okay okay calm down” he grabs his hips firmly and slowly pushes the bulk of his cock in deeper until he’s almost all that way in to the hilt. “You’re so fucking tight sweetheart oh my god.”
Sam’s pulsating around Bucky’s cock gripping him like a vice. Sam’s making these adorable high gasping and moaning sounds, trying desperately to get Bucky the rest of the way. “Buck..” he pants his name like a prayer with his hands planted on the mattress and his ass pushing onto Bucky’s rock hard cock the rest of the way. “Please baby I’m gonna die if you don’t move.”
Bucky runs his hand down Sam’s back and pushes the middle so he’s pinned against the bed with his face smushed into the surface. This new angle makes his ass goes up and causing Bucky to burry deeper inside of Sam’s needy hole. “Shh it’s okay sammy, I got you” he gently pulls out all the way to his tip and then thrusts back in full force.
He can feel the stretch of Sam’s walls around him welcoming him back as he sets a steady pase that seems to satisfy Sam if his sounds are anything to go off of.
The noises, oh the noises are suck music to his ears. “Oh! Oh god” he was getting more needy and Sam’s wines drew louder as he slammed deeper inside. “Jesus Sam your gonna wake up the whole neighbour hood with your moaning.” he punctuated this with another deep thrust that floods Sam’s prostate, causing another moan to escape his lips.
“God buck I’m so close..! Come on please just-“ Bucky sees Sam’s hand trying to make its way to his cock, but before he gets there Bucky slaps it away.
He grabs both of his wrists, knocking him off his arms with his faces shoved into the matress and arms pinned above his head. “You only need my cock baby, come on you’ve done it before I know you can do it again” he’s thrusting harder and deeper now with Sam’s knees so wide apart and his back so arched into the mattress.
Sam was moaning like a bitch in heat and he couldn’t help himself. “Ohh!” His cock erupted with a stream of cum exploding onto the bed. Sam convulsed around Bucky’s cock, causing him to squeeze his orgasm right into Sam.
Sam was a whimpering mess as bucky filled him up, plugged full of pure Bucky, Sam’s senses were so overwhelmed all he could do was sit there and take it.
“Shhh I know baby, it’ll only hurt for a second.” Bucky’s says this as he slowly pulls his softening length out of Sam’s loose hole. Being inside of Sam’s ass was definitely a turn on, although he knew they weren’t going there tonight so he called it quits.
“Hmmmm” Sam stretched his limbs out almost reminding him of alpine. “I missed you buck” he has this dopey smile on his face and sleep encased his voice. “I missed you too. So much, more than you’ll ever know.”
Bucky’s voice is barely there with how he whispered it into Sam’s ear while pulling his close in his arms. By the way Sam smiled as they cuddled close under the covers Bucky’s pretty sure that he heard him.
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The smell of Sam invades his nose as he slowly drifts into consciousness. Having by far the best sleep in weeks, he knows that he’s not having hallucinations and Sam’s really back home safe in their bed. His metal arm is wrapped around Sam’s waist, holding him firmly as if again he’ll disappear.
All he wants to do is tuck his nose further into Sam’s neck and Inhale his sent, but he’s rudely interrupted by the most obnoxious ringing of their doorbell.
He feels Sam move under his grasp before he opens his eyes. “Hmmm who’s at the door” the gravely tone is a blessing to Bucky’s ears after so long of being apart, though he ideally would’ve liked Sam to get more sleep.
“I’ll get it” his voice is equally gravely from lack of use, with a tinge of annoyance in his tone. There had better be a good reason for whoever was harassing his door at such an earlier hour, taking away what could be a perfect lazy morning with Sam.
With a grunt he untangles himself from Sam, who doesn’t apear to have any inckling of a plan to get up, as he snuggles further into Bucky’s side of the bed.
He grabs a random pair of plaid pj pants to throw over his naked form, hanging loose on his form. He dosent bother with finding a shirt, not being in the mood to take any longer since the loud banging on the door has still yet to stop.
“Alright! Alright already I’m coming” frustration fills him as he reaches the door and finally opens it. Know he definitely should’ve guessed who it was by the insistent brags of noise, but sue him and is sleep deprived brain for not thinking of it till now. There, right infront of him, stands his entire team.
“Bucky, god finally i was sure we would be waiting here all da-“ Yelena stops her annoyed rambling as her eyes zone in on Bucky’s figure. All of the thunder bolts stand behind her with various different looks of surprise across their faces.
Now Bucky didn’t look at any mirrors on his way to the door, which was clearly evident from the looks his team ever so graciously bestowed upon him.
Since his chest was bear, anyone could see the light bruises and bite marks that blessed is neck and chest. His quick healing helped most of the bruises fade to barely noticeable, the bite marks were definitely still visible. His hair was also a mess and it was prob around noon so none of that added to his case.
“Umm, sorry I didn’t answer the door I was just, uh” his voice was still gravely (damm it) and his hesitation was very apparent. “No way” Ava said poorly concealed under her breath.
That was what had gotten the ball rolling. “This is so unexpected! Mr winter soldier is such a lady’s man!” Alexi voice was way too loud for his own good. “There’s no way you blew us off to sleep with some chick!” Yelena dosent sound annoyed at all though, she sounds ecstatic.
“Bucky have you been seeing someone?” Bobs question is way more polite and soft spoken. “Or was this just a hookup?” Ava ruins that thought real quick. With all the chaos and everyone yelling different things at him, John had been the only silent one, with a smirk on his face.
“Walker why are you smiling all stupidly? Do you know who his lady friend is??” Yelena slaps the side of his arm and huffs. “I might have an idea” his voice is to keen with the smirk only growing on his face.
Before Bucky can even get another word in, he hears footsteps from behind him. Well shit. Everyone’s eyes look into the house behind Bucky at the stumbling man walking into the hallway with a slight limp and looking even more disheveled that Bucky.
“Buck? What’s taking you so long” a soft mumble that warms Bucky’s heart is heard.
“Is that captain America?!?”