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His hands felt wrong.
Not numb, nor cold as they might have been in the dead of winter, but wrong in a way that unsettled him more deeply than pain ever could. Baelor tried to move his fingers and found them heavy, as though carved from stubborn oak rather than flesh and bone, each slow twitch of motion feeling distant from his own will.
He tried to speak as well, tried to call out to Ser Duncan who had stood closest to him when the blow had fallen, yet no words left his throat no matter how fiercely he forced the breath upward.
In the next moment the world pressed against him in unsteady waves; sound, heat, and the distant crash of something vast that seemed to echo beyond his understanding. Yet none of it remained steady enough for his mind to grasp.
He did not fully understand what was happening to him, but for a fleeting moment he wondered if this was what dying felt like, the body turning stubborn while the mind drifted free from its cage of flesh. Perhaps, he thought in a strange and wandering fashion, his soul had simply ventured out from his body to seek the world on its own terms, leaving the shell behind while it wandered as it pleased.
It was once a foolish thought he had carried as a young boy within the Red Keep, imagining that the spirit might roam freely across mountains and seas without consequence or duty to bind it.
But he had been a child then, full of wonder and foolish dreams.
Now he was a dying man, burdened with far too many responsibilities to abandon so easily.
The last thing he remembered with any clarity was sunlight flashing off steel. Ashford Meadow had roared around him with cheers and banners snapping sharply in the wind, a riot of bright colors and brighter pride as knights celebrated the victory that had come from defending an innocent hedge knight against the reckless accusation of a prince.
The air had been thick with triumph and laughter, the sort of careless joy that followed victory on a tourney field where the dangers felt smaller than they truly were.
Yet amidst the noise and celebration, his brother's mace had descended faster than reason.
Baelor had stepped forward to end the quarrel before it grew uglier still, placing himself between anger and its consequence as he had done countless times before in both court and battlefield. He had only meant to calm tempers and shield a hedge knight from princely wrath, trusting that blood would not be spilled among brothers over wounded pride.
He had not imagined the blow would strike hard enough to split the world in two.
Even so, he could not claim surprise at the force of it.
Maekar had always been strong.
When Baelor still stood beneath the open sky of Ashford Meadow, he had thought the sudden darkness was nothing more than dizziness brought on by the clash of steel and the strain of battle. Perhaps old age had finally begun to creep upon him, he had mused briefly in that fading instant, the body reminding him that he was no longer the young warrior who had once ridden through the chaos of the Blackfyre Rebellion with fire in his veins and steel in his hands.
The Seven knew well enough that he was not as young as he had been then.
He had fought and bled for his father's crown during that war, helping secure the victory that preserved their lineage and ensured that his sons would inherit a realm still whole rather than shattered by rebellion. Those memories had always filled him with quiet pride, though they carried their own weight of ghosts and regrets.
Still, he had believed he would rise again.
He always had before, whether from illness that burned through him like summer fever or wounds that carved scars into his flesh and bone. A moment of darkness was nothing to a knight who had endured war.
But the darkness that followed had not lifted.
Baelor had never feared death, not truly, though he understood its presence well enough. It walked beside every knight who rode to war, waiting patiently for the day a shield slipped or a horse stumbled, when steel might finally claim the life that courage alone could not protect forever.
He had seen it often enough upon battlefields, in the still and lifeless eyes of men who had shared bread, wine, and laughter beside the fire only hours before their last breath.
Sometimes it had been an honour for them, a warrior's end beneath open skies and the roar of battle.
Other times it had been a cruel curse, claiming men who still had far too much to cherish and too many promises left unfulfilled.
In quieter hours Baelor had wondered what waited beyond the Stranger's door when a man's journey finally ended. Perhaps his mother would one day greet him there, stern yet smiling as she had whenever he returned home bruised from boyhood scrapes in the training yards of the Red Keep, her sharp tongue softened by affection she rarely showed before others.
Perhaps one day his father would stand beside her as well, grave and proud in the silent manner that men like him often used to show their love.
And Jena.
The thought of her came gently, like warm sunlight filtering through the shutters of a quiet chamber in the early morning. Jena had been taken from him far too soon, claimed by the Gods before her time and leaving behind only memories that lingered in every corner of his life, along with the small hands of their sons clutching his cloak as though he alone could keep the world from taking more away from them.
He had often hoped that one day he might see her again.
The Seven's heavens must surely hold a place for souls as kind as hers, somewhere peaceful where laughter lingered softly in the air and pain had no claim over those who dwelled there. In moments of loneliness he had imagined her waiting for him beyond that final door, patient as she had always been.
There would have been peace in that reunion.
But death had come too early for him.
Valarr's armor had begun to grow tight at the shoulders, though father and son were far from equal in height or build just yet. Baelor had meant to speak with the smith before leaving the Reach, knowing well enough that the boy was stretching upward like a young oak and would soon outgrow the steel he wore now. A prince's armor must be crafted carefully so that it bore the weight of expectation without crushing the man who wore it.
It needed to be strong enough for the battles Baelor feared the realm might yet face, though he prayed quietly that Valarr would never have to endure such trials himself.
And Matarys.
His five-and-ten-moons boy, full of restless energy and stubborn pride that reminded Baelor painfully of himself at that same age. The child was still too young for steel or tourneys, yet old enough to cling fiercely to his father's cloak whenever Baelor prepared to depart with Valarr and Maekar.
Even now Baelor could still feel the tug of those hands.
Matarys had always been the mischievous one between the two brothers, forever seeking amusement during councils he found dreadfully dull and forcing Baelor to discipline him more often than he truly wished. Yet the boy's bright eyes and quick smile resembled his late mother so strongly that Baelor's resolve often softened before the punishment could truly begin.
He was the child's only parent now, the only one left to guide him.
Still, Matarys had insisted he was nearly grown, declaring with all the bold certainty of youth that he could ride beside Valarr and Papa both. Baelor had crouched to meet his gaze then, patient but firm, urging the boy instead to remain with his grandfather near King Daeron's side where lessons could be learned safely without the dangers of lances, pride, and reckless men.
There would be time enough for glory.
"I will bring you something from the Reach," Baelor had promised, brushing dark hair gently from the child's brow as he spoke. A new sword perhaps, or a bright pennant bearing their sigil, something Matarys could raise proudly the day he rode at the head of his own men.
But he had not yet kept that promise.
Dead men did not return with gifts for their sons.
Dead men did not guide their children into manhood, nor stand beside them when the weight of crown and duty pressed too heavily upon their shoulders.
Baelor had once believed he could welcome death when it came.
After years of war, loss, and the endless burdens of court, the thought of rest beside those he loved had once carried a quiet mercy that he could almost accept.
But not yet.
Not while his sons still needed him, nor while his father still ruled a fragile realm balanced upon the ambitions of princes and the pride of noble houses.
In the darkness that surrounded him, Baelor tried to pray.
The words came slowly, like water forcing its way through stone that had not known rain in years.
Father Above, grant me justice. Mother, grant me mercy. Warrior, lend me strength.
If the Seven truly meant to claim him now, he would not curse them for it. But if even a trace of mercy lingered within their sight—
Let him return.
For a long moment there was nothing at all, only silence stretching endlessly like the black sky between distant stars.
Then something stirred faintly at the edge of his thoughts.
It was not a voice, not truly, but rather the faint impression of meaning that brushed against his mind like the echo of a distant bell heard through thick stone walls.
Not yet.
Baelor dragged in a breath, and the air burned within his lungs as though he had been drowning.
Stone scraped beneath his palms rather than grass, rough and unyielding beneath his fingers, while the scent around him carried the sharp taste of salt and smoke strong enough to sting his throat. When he forced his eyes open at last, the sky above churned with restless grey clouds, and something vast moved within them.
Wings.
Not a memory like the stories his mother had once told him beside a fire, nor the hollow bones he and his brothers had once hidden within while playing among the skulls in the Red Keep's vaults.
This was no relic of a dead age.
It was a living shadow moving across the sky above him.
For one impossible heartbeat, Baelor wondered whether the blow from his brother's mace had finally broken his mind beyond repair. Dragons had been relics in his world for longer than any living man could remember, their glory reduced to brittle histories and the hollow remains displayed within the Red Keep.
He had walked those dim halls as a boy beside his brothers, staring up at enormous skulls mounted along the stone walls, their empty eye sockets staring back like the ghosts of a vanished age.
Stories and bones.
Names inked carefully into dusty pages by maesters who wrote of creatures that had once ruled the skies of Westeros as surely as kings ruled its lands. Baelor had always thought of them as wonders of a lost world, something his ancestors had known but his own generation would never see beyond the quiet halls of memory.
But the creature overhead was no relic.
Its roar rolled across the cliffs like thunder breaking over the sea, deep and ancient, the sound so powerful that Baelor felt it rattle through his ribs and echo somewhere deep within his bones. The air itself seemed to tremble beneath the beat of those immense wings, each slow movement stirring the wind like the breath of an approaching storm.
Baelor forced himself upright despite the agony splintering through his skull, his vision swimming as the world lurched around him. The sea answered with a violent crash somewhere below, waves smashing against unseen rock with a fury that rose upward through the stone beneath him. The wind struck him next, sharp and briny against his face, carrying with it the bitter taste of salt and the distant cries of seabirds circling somewhere above the restless waters.
It was nothing like the warm, gentle currents that drifted across the fields of the Reach.
This wind was harsher, wilder, filled with the cold breath of the open sea.
Gulls.
The sound of them came clearly now, their sharp cries carried across the air as they wheeled above the cliffs. Baelor turned slowly, forcing his vision to steady despite the dull throbbing inside his skull, his gaze sweeping across the unfamiliar landscape that stretched around him.
Black stone cliffs curved along the edge of a grey and restless sea, their jagged faces rising high above waves that hurled themselves endlessly against the rocks below. White foam exploded upward with every crash of water, sending sprays of mist swirling through the air like pale ghosts carried by the wind.
Thin strands of smoke drifted somewhere beyond the cliffs, twisting slowly as they rose toward the sky where the dragon circled lower now, its immense bronze body catching what little light managed to pierce through the heavy clouds above.
It was vast and ancient.
Each beat of its wings was slow but impossibly strong, stirring the air in great rolling currents that swept across the cliffside with the force of a gathering storm. Bronze scales flashed dully against the grey sky, and for a moment Baelor could only stare upward in silent disbelief at the living creature that should not have existed in his world.
And yet it was real.
Not a dying fancy born of a shattered skull. Not some fevered dream conjured by pain and fading breath.
A sharp voice suddenly cut through the wind.
"Careful. Do not let him rise too quickly."
Footsteps followed close behind the warning, hurried and uneven against the stone as someone approached him quickly across the cliffside. Baelor turned instinctively toward the sound, his instincts sharpening despite the lingering haze clouding his thoughts.
A man in grey robes knelt beside him before he could fully steady himself.
The chain around the man's throat clinked softly as he moved, its many links catching the faint light in dull flashes of silver, copper, iron, and tin. The sound alone was enough to stir recognition within Baelor's mind even before he truly saw the man's face.
A maester.
The man's hands were firm but careful as they pressed gently against Baelor's shoulder, guiding him back down toward the stone with surprising strength despite his lean frame. Fingers moved with practiced precision along the side of Baelor's head, probing cautiously through his hair where the blow had landed.
"You took a hard fall," the maester murmured as he worked, his brow creased with quiet concentration. "Best not to test the Gods by standing so soon."
Baelor stiffened slightly beneath the man's touch.
Something about him felt wrong.
The accent carried a different cadence than those Baelor had known in King's Landing, and the chain around his throat bore links shaped in unfamiliar designs. Even the sigil embroidered along the sleeve of the maester's robe seemed strange to him, a silver seahorse stitched neatly into dark cloth.
House Velaryon.
Baelor's mind sharpened immediately.
"I fell?" His voice came rough from his throat, raw from the breath he had forced earlier, though the steadiness in it betrayed little of the confusion rising within him. "Where is this place?"
The maester hesitated.
Only for the briefest moment, barely more than the space between one breath and the next, but Baelor noticed it all the same. Years at court had sharpened his instincts well enough to recognize the smallest flicker of uncertainty.
"Driftmark, sire,"
Driftmark.
The word struck him like a blade dropped suddenly against stone.
How did he get here?
Before Baelor could speak again the dragon's roar echoed across the cliffs once more, louder now and closer than before as the great beast circled lower through the grey sky above the sea.
Baelor's gaze shifted past the maester.
She stood several paces away upon the pale stone of the cliff, unmoving despite the wild wind that swept across the shoreline. Silver hair streamed loose around her face, whipped fiercely by the gusts, while black mourning silks clung tightly against her form in stark contrast to the pale stone beneath her feet.
There was grief in the way she stood.
Not the kind that broke a person apart, but the sort held tightly behind careful restraint, contained so fiercely that it seemed capable of drawing blood if allowed to escape.
Her eyes were not on the dragon.
They were on him.
Recognition stirred slowly within Baelor's mind, rising from memories not of life but of books and quiet lessons within the Red Keep's libraries. He had seen her face before in painted likenesses hanging along cold stone corridors of Dragonstone, heard her name spoken countless times during heated debates among councillors long after her death.
Men had argued about her ambition, about her claim, about the war that had nearly torn the realm apart.
They had named her the Pretender. Princess Rhaenyra Targaryen.
And she was staring at him, alive.
Standing before him not as a memory of ash or a cautionary tale whispered through history, but as living flesh beneath storm-dark skies.
Above them the dragon descended lower still, bronze wings stretching wide as the creature cut through the air toward the cliffs with terrible grace—toward him.
The maester glanced upward, his face draining of color as the shadow of those wings passed across the stone.
"Seven save us..." he whispered beneath his breath.
But the princess did not move.
And Baelor, despite the pain still pulsing through his skull like the echo of a hammer against steel, found that he could not look away from her.
Ashford Meadow was gone.
His sons were beyond his reach.
The world he had known had fallen away like dust shaken from old armor.
And before him stood the beginning of a war he had only ever read about in the quiet pages of history, a conflict that had not yet begun but waited patiently for the spark that would set the realm aflame.