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Gender is like a ripening plum. (Macaque X Star, OC)

Summary:

A deep conversation between friends and a growing friendship becoming deeper.

An understanding coming into place as Macaque explores the possibility of change being normal.

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Easier summary!

Macaque struggles with a changing gender and learns about being genderfluid from a friend who talks him through it.

Notes:

Hey guys I really hope you like this one!! I wrote this mainly just to comfort myself after some bad stuff happened soo I hope if can help others too!

Keep in mind I'm doing my best but I don't know everything about being genderfluid so I hope I did good enough!!

As always I would love to hear all of your thoughts! :3

 

The OC of M doesn't belong to me like always she belongs to my bestie Bee!!

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With a loud groan Star flopped over backwards hitting the bed with a huff he was exhausted, beyond freaking exhausted, his day was extremely long, the last couple of days seeming to go by as slow as molasses as he did tons of jobs down in Pigsy's with MK grounded for using his clones and causing drama.... Again.

Rolling onto his side he reaches up unzipping and removing his jacket tossing it onto the floor before kicking his boots off, he took a moment before sliding back to the edge of the bed sitting back up before he stood slowly undressing down to his boxers, socks, and binder leaving his removed clothes on the floor around his bed.

Shivering a little in the cold of the outside winter sneaking through the large closed windows he paused before finally pulling his binder off grabbing one of Macaque's shirts and pulling it over his own head, holding it tightly around himself the much bigger shirt keeping him warm and smelling so much like the man he loved the smell of plums and lantern smoke filling his nose perfectly.

With a heavy relaxed sigh Star walked back over to his bed flopping back onto the soft mattress, reaching out to grab his phone from where he placed it upon his nightstand, taking a moment to turn the TV onto a soft music channel and turning his string lights on with the smart app on his phone.

He leaned back against the pillows stretching his body out like a cat listening to the pops and cracks of his bones and muscles finally relaxing after the long day, he soon went limp against the many pillows humming softly along to the music as he scrolled on his phone.

As he looked through his social medias checking on his friends and liking M's cute photos of stolen monkeys she's run off with, Mei's photos of her hangouts with friends and her motorcycle, MK's photos of training and spending time with the others, Tangs food reviews all of which where noodle based, and many other things as the time slowly went by.

The sounds of the blowing wind and heavy falling snow from outside quiet in the room just loud enough to notice over the soft music playing and the sounds coming from Star's phone as he kept himself distracted.

It felt nice just taking some time to himself to lay around and not worry about anything but suddenly he heard a bing as a text message popped up on the top of his screen, a huge smile spread across his face upon realizing it was M and he quickly opened it.

 

'Bestie!~ I've got a little surprise for you!'

 

Star couldn't help but to chuckle before his thumbs danced across the screen, slowly sitting up a little as he snuggled back against the pillows more sending a quick text back to his best friend.

 

'Oh really now? What's this surprise? Am I getting another picture of a monkey stolen from the asshole?'

 

Star smirked at his phone with a chuckle, waiting for a response he took a moment to change the music on the TV to a different music playlist before he heard his phone bing again and he looked back down.

 

'Not this time bestie but definitely next time! No this surprise is even better! Well for you, personally I'd love a good adorable monkey picture, but your going to enjoy this more knowing you!'

 

Well now he was definitely deeply curious rising an eyebrow he reached over to his nightstand grabbing his glasses and sliding them back on before he got comfortable back against the pillows, sending another text and immediately getting a response.

 

'Well now you have my curiosity peaked bestie, what's this surprise?'

 

'Close your eyes bestie!! Trust me and close 'em nice and tight! And don't open them until your told otherwise! (⁠◠⁠‿⁠◕⁠)'

 

Sending a quick agreeing text back he leaned backwards putting his phone down besides him before he closed his eyes, crossing his arms across his chest as he relaxed and waited.

He was pretty sure it was something to do with Macaque now and he would probably be hearing a shadow portal opening soon, well that or M was right outside and was about to run in and probably jump on him but well he's more than willing to wait and see.

 

And he was right, after a few moments he heard the quiet swish of a shadow portal opening before it closed but he kept his eyes tightly closed behind his glasses no matter how much his curiously was bitting at his mind he waited until he was giving the okay to do otherwise and thankfully he didn't have to wait for long.

"Open your eyes starlight."

The voice of his plum blossom flowed into his ears like the most beautiful sound he would ever hear and it always will be no matter how many times he hears it even sounding slightly... Different than normal?

Slowly opening his eyes the sight that stood in front of him at the end of his bed was well worth the wait more worth it than anything else in his life, his mouth suddenly felt drier than a desert but also wetter than could ever be as his eyes widened hugely behind his glasses and a shocked noise left his lips a quiet gasp of amazement and shock.

He took a moment taking in a stunning, breathtaking, exquisite sight in front of him marveling at the wonderful breathtaking beauty that met his eyes and took his breathe from his chest, Macaque is always handsome a vision of beauty within his eyes a striking out of this world view of elegance that he could never tire of but now the sight in front of him was beyond mesmerizing an enchanting view alluring him like a siren at sea pulling him towards them with a song of death, he was magnificent like a goddess Star was gladly fall to the feet of to worship.

Macaque stood in front of him tall and stern looking but seemingly a little nervous his glamour dropped only in certain spots his six ears of his name sake out and decorated with many bright gold clip on earrings, his hair a mix of black and white much longer than normal hanging down around his hips, his actual bodily glamour changed his body thicker filled out more along certain areas to give his body a more feminine soft muscular look thick his thighs thick and round his arms looking strong enough to choke a man out, his pecks changed into a soft small set of breasts and his shoulders thick and strong.

His face still glamoured only his lips changed a little rounder and more plush but his thick long flat monkey nose was still the same his eyes heavy and his eyebrows thick as always but his actual face was covered in beautiful soft gothic based makeup smokey eyes with black eyeshadow pointed into a cats eye, beautiful glossy black lipstick, perfectly reddish cheeks accented perfectly spread across his nose, his eyelashes thick and heavy fake and pointed downwards in a natural soft look, a small black heart drawn underneath the corner of his left eye with eyeliner, fake soft freckles scattered across his face, his nose that Star loved soo deeply heavily accented as well showing it off more clearly purposely.

His longer than normal hair was well styled slightly curled wavy, swayed over at the top to better frame his face within the cascading curtain of black and white hair and fur, his claws lengthed as well painted black one of his hands resting on his thicker than normal hips showing off those sharp claws that could rip through anything with ease.

Star's throat already felt drier than could be, he hadn't even realized he had literally crawled to the end of the bed staring up at Macaque's beautiful form from where he sat on the bed his mouth hanging open slightly in shock and amazement but upon running his eyes down he gasped out loud at another sudden realization, a sound loud enough to make Macaque quietly chuckle.

Macaque was wearing a dress a gorgeous long black dress darker than the shadows he can control, the dress itself perfectly hugged his body showing off his thicker feminine body all those beautiful curves and thick rolls beneath the dress, an entirely open back to the dress ran down revealing his sides a little bit, more open round slits to the dress revealed more of those beautiful furry outer thighs of his showing them off perfectly, another slit running up the bottom of the dress revealing more of those thick strong legs of his.

Golden jewelry covered the dress hanging down around his thighs and stomach as well as over his chest held perfectly in place by the push up top of the dress making his breasts look round and plush the bodice of the dress held in place by small straps wrapping around his neck and heading down onto the bodice of the dress.

More beautiful pieces of golden jewelry hung around his neck, wrists, and bare ankles clicking softly with each slight movement he made, one of the necklaces around his neck revealing a star shaped pendant bright against dark fur a sight that made Star feel a little heavy within his body brain.

Macaque's tail slowly swayed behind him decorated with its own golden jewelry clacking and clicking softly with each nervous sway of his tail behind him also thick and fluffy, all of his fur well cleaned washed blow dried and personally brushed through making him took fresh fluffy and extremely soft, softer than silk itself glimmering with each movement he made.

Star took a few moments his brain slowly resetting itself from the shock and amazement as he stared at Macaque like a man starved looking at a final meal, like a drowning man finding his first taste of air in so long, like a dehydrated being finding water for the first time in days, like a man staring at a goddess that relieved themselves to him.

Star suddenly spoke his voice sounding soo shocked but deeply amazed clearly finding the sight infront of him beyond incredible far more than he could ever fully explain to anyone.

"By the shadows, you're gorgeous my plum beyond majestical..."

He whispered the words barely leaving his throat that sounded soo dry and baren despite the growing wetness in his mouth that seemed to be watering as though he was staring at the most beautiful craved meal in front of him after days no months of starvation.

Macaque seemed to become flustered at this a blush spreading across his cheeks as he stepped forward reaching out with little warning and grabbing Star's hips suddenly jerking him forward to the edge of the bed causing a shocked gasp to leave Star's lips as he was suddenly pinned to the edge of the end of the bed, staring up at the beautiful face of the stone monkey he loves so deeply.

Macaque could see the love and desperateness within Star's widened eyes looking up at Macaque's like the shadow monkey hung and stars and the moon in the sky, a bit of the nervousness eased from the stone monkeys stomach they needed to tell Star before they just couldn't anymore.

Macaque rested their hands upon Star's hips sharp claws pressing into soft flesh as they began speaking, their voice still soft still themselves but slightly more feminine flowing like a song through the humans ears like a softened sirens song.

"There is something I need to tell you my starlight."

 

Macaque was nervously pacing back and forth anxiety growing through his- No her, his wasn't right today male pronouns made the growing uncomfortableness in her stomach feel even worse well worse than her own body was already making her feel.

It had been quite a while since she had a day that felt entirely and strictly female and nothing else and even when she did normally she could ignore it but well not today, today nothing felt right her body felt like it was burning and her own brain was screaming at her for not listening to it.

And so that's how Macaque found herself standing in M's bedroom nervously pacing, normally she would go visit Iron Fan her blooded sister normally her comfort during this but well she was busy with her own family and Macaque wasn't thinking at all she just ran to the first place that felt safe.

Nervously rubbing her arms she tried to ignore the feeling in her stomach her eyes blurry and out of it she didn't even notice the sound of M's door opening or the shocked surprised gasp from the human, no she didn't notice her until M gently gripped her arms stopping Macaque's back and forth pacing.

"Hey hey Macaque it's okay just breathe, come on let's sit down and take a moment okay?" M's sweet kind voice filled her ears and she could only nod before the human helped Macaque sit down upon the soft bed covered in pillows, monkey plushies, and monkey and banana themed blankets.

"See everythings okay we will just sit here and we can talk if you want to, do you want a hug?" M asked softly as she looked up at the nervous shaking stone monkey in front of her, M felt worried about Macaque it wasn't often that she saw the shadow monkey so nervous and... Scared maybe? She wasn't sure.

A small nod was her only response and M wasted no time immediately scooting closer and wrapping her arms tightly around the stone monkey holding her protectively and close, comfortingly rubbing a hand against her head gently through her fur and hair, it wasn't long until Macaque slowly slide down falling over to rest her head in M's lap.

The human smiled lovingly as she kept gently petting Macaque playing with her hair softly like she would the monkeys shes always stealing from Wukong, the touch was comforting a good way to distract herself as Macaque's head seemed to pound painfully in her skull but she kept focusing on the humans soft hand lovingly touching her hair.

It took a while for Macaque to calm down enough to finally just go limp within M's lap her breathing calming down as her muscles relaxed, M smiled down at the shadow monkey upon realizing she finally calmed down.

"There he is good job Macy, see everythings okay whatever happened we will deal with it okay? You can tell me anything bestie, I'm always here to listen if anything is up! You wanna tell me what's up big guy?" M asked keeping her voice soft and quiet to not bother the sensitive hearing of the monkey in her lap.

But upon hearing herself being called 'he' and being called 'big guy' she feels her stomach turn like she was suddenly flipped outside down and immediately shes up standing, going right back to pacing back and forth in front of M's nest like bed, the human startling a little only from the quick movement but she pays close attention as Macaque suddenly begins speaking.

"That's just it M! I'm not a guy not some big guy or cool man or anything else! I mean some days I am but not today! I just don't understand it! I know I'm already a freak in most people's eyes but ugh I feel even more like one!"

Macaque snapped as she kept pacing back and forth nervously rubbing her hands together now continuing to speak as an understanding saddened look crossed M's face, although the panicked shadow monkey didn't notice the look the human was giving her.

"I just don't understand some times I wake up and I'm completely fine in my body I'm a man fully comfortable and happy but then other days I wake up and I just feel WRONG! My body isn't right my shape is wrong my voice too deep my hair feeling like something is wrong with it just nothing is right and I can't fix it! My clothes feel wrong my armor too tight and I want nothing more than to dress beautiful to wear a long following dress or some beautiful outfit with a skirt! I want to wear makeup to do my hair to bother with my appearance and be beautiful and being called a man hurts worse than my own death on these days!"

Coming to a stop she suddenly jerked around to face towards M, tightly crossing her arms across her chest as she glared down at the human but with no anger actually in her eyes only hurt and fear that ran throughout her body like fire burning into her very soul.

"Then other days I wake up and there's nothing I can do! Male doesn't feel right and female doesn't either everything makes me feel sick and wrong and like I hate myself! I just want to cover everything up to completely cover my body and hide away until it stops! And I love Star you know this but on these days of feeling female or off or like nothing gender wise hearing him call me a man or even call me 'he' makes me want to throw up!"

M continued letting the stone monkey rant as much as they needed to, not wanting to assume pronouns until she got specifically told exactly which ones Macaque was comfortable with today, it hurt M a lot to see her second closest friend in the entire world be so panicked and confused...

"I just don't understand M! Am I just a freak?! A stone monkey who can't even feel normal! I've always felt like this even when I was young and freshly hatched it wasn't my death that caused this I just don't understand I-"

Suddenly a gentle human hand wrapped around her own soft and sweet pulling her closer back into the nest like bed, Macaque didn't fight it willingly sitting down besides M on her bed and when M suddenly grabbed a monkey plushie and shoved into into her hands she startled a little bit but took it confused holding the plushie in her arms a grounding thing she assumed.

"Okay bestie we need to talk now and your going to listen to me, this is completely normal in fact it's even got a name now! Some people just wake up feeling like other genders or suddenly change genders halfway through the day or without any warning! It's entirely normal bestie."

Macaque seemed to be about to say something but M held up a hand stopping her before she kept speaking.

"Hey nope I'm still explaining you aren't a freak or anything else it's called being Genderfluid at least that's what it sounds like to me! It's completely normal and we can do tons of research and listen to videos and learn more about it and even find out if there's another gender identity that fits you better! We have all the time we need but for now tell me what do you want to be called right now? Pronouns wise or name wise?"

Macaque paused for a long moment everything M said running through her mind confusing and strong but those words stuck with her 'completely normal' was she really normal just whatever this 'genderfluid' thing M was explaining, realizing she had zoned out she cleared her throat and begin speaking softly, nervously.

"She... I'm a woman today"

"Okay wonderful! That's just fine sooo any other way you want me to call you besides the pronouns? Like different versions of your name or any other names or anything? You don't have to have one or if you come up with a different one later or go through many of them or anything else all of that is completely okay!" M ask softly still so loving and caring as she rested a hand softly on Macaque's arm.

The stone monkey seemed to think for a long moment again before looking down at the plushie in her hands nervously messing with the long arms of the monkey plushie, taking a deep breath she kept speaking softly.

"Maddie... I always like that name when I'm feeling female, Macaque when male, and Mac when not feeling like anything."

M wasted no time at all immediately nodding her head before she kept speaking, smiling sweetly. "Alright then Maddie it's wonderful to actually meet you! Oh and not feeling like any gender is probably non-binary does being called they and them during these days feel better?" She asked and when Maddie nodded after a few moments of thought M immediately smiled again.

"Okay then yep probably non-binary but don't worry we can figure it out together you don't need to figure all of this out immediately it's something that can take years or even longer and hey your immortal soo no rush on figuring out yourself Maddie!"

Pausing for a long moment Maddie seemed to be thinking about everything before suddenly taking a deep breath, looking at M with a nervous smile as she spoke.

"I- How do you think Star is going to react-"

"Flustered, luckily man in the world mode, a completely freaking simp-"

"Okay okay I get it!" They both interrupted each other, a blush spreading across Maddie's face as she looked away embarrassedly.

M chuckled in amusement before she keeps speaking, reaching back out to rest a hand back on Maddie's arm comforting. "Hey for real Star isn't going to be mad or disappointed or anything if anything he's going to be over freaking joyed that you felt safe enough to tell him, he's going to immediately start using your chosen pronouns and names and would probably punch out anyone who doesn't respect you. I know I forget it a lot but Star is still trans you know? He's gonna understand gender issues and body discomfort, known as body dysmorphia which is probably what your experiencing."

Maddie took a long moment seeming thinking over M's words yet again she knew she was right as she gave a small nod her tail started slowly swaying behind her as a slight blush spreading across her face imagining Star going off on someone for being an asshole to her, she's got to admit seeing Star being protective is always hotter than the trigram furnace itself.

"I want to tell him to let him know about all of this and I know your right I just don't know how to tell him, how exactly do I bring this up to tell him everything when even I do not understand fully, do you have any ideas he is your best friend after all?"

The smirk that immediately spread across M's face probably should have worried Maddie but suddenly M was on her feet hopping up and excitedly running around grabbing makeup and hair supplies.

"I have an amazing idea!! We are gonna do something super duper fun we are going to put on some good girl vibes music really freaking loud, we are going to tell tons of gossip and talk more about gender and it's many identities, and while we are doing that I'm making you look like the drop dead gorgeous woman I know you are! Makeup, my best dress I have, we are going to fix your hair really nice and pretty, and I have some amazing ideas for using your glamour to help you feel more comfortable! It's going to be absolutely great! Star has hours of work left so let's enjoy ourselves! Oh and a bubble bath with my best smelling soaps and everything ah I have tons of ideas! Girls day!!"

M suddenly excitedly shouted out with a dramatic pose her arms held high up in the air spread wide and silly looking that she kept holding making Maddie chuckle it did all sound amazing and she couldn't deny at all that she herself was smiling like an idiot now, seeing the look on M's face she rolled her eyes and stood up walking over and helping her finish the dramatic pose by doing the other side of the pose before they both broke out into laughs hard enough to end up bent over holding their stomachs well M holding hers while Maddie put her hands on her hips.

"Come on let's get started!! Oh and I can definitely make you some homemade bracelets in different colors for different gender days oh my monkeys this is going to be amazing and soo much fun!"

 

The next few hours seemed to go by quickly but it was the most fun that Maddie has had in quite a while, well besides his dates and moments with Star of course, but it felt like one of those moments in a play when a woman suddenly gets the beautiful makeover she deserves to have by her best friend to go and get her man.

Those beautiful songs about being strong beautiful women playing in the background as Maddie tried on so many beautiful outfits, dresses, and accessories while modeling them posing dramatically but beautifully and M noticably grabbed almost every single one that Maddie loved the most shoving them into one of her prettiest bags for Maddie to keep after all M didn't wear most of them herself anyway so this was perfect to finally have someone to give them to who will actually wear them and rock them!

After a good long warm bubble bath of which M sat on the closed toilet and talked to Maddie the whole time about tons of things which Maddie didn't mind at all after all bubbles and fur hide a lot, but once she was done they both changed into warm comfy clothes afterwards and took time going through tons of different makeup styles on M's phone and trying tons of them out on Maddie herself while also trying tons of hair styles Maddie using her glamour to change the length of her hair to let M style it until finally curling her long hair and swiping it over and damn she loved it.

Maddie also took time using her glamour to change the shapes of her body changing it to be thinner, thicker, rounder, bigger chest than smaller, rounder hips, plush lips, thicker thighs, longer claws, more of her true self showing with her ears and true white hair. The whole time M cheered her on excitedly giving her ideas and letting Maddie know what look best on her and soon she stood in front of the mirror staring at herself looking over the changes.

It felt right... It felt like her.

It was her!

Her face made up beautifully with M's best makeup, her body more filled out muscler but in the thick way she loved and had always desperately wanted to look like on these days, her hair long and thick hanging down to her thighs, her ears showing and her white hair peaking out perfectly.

She felt beautiful actually beautiful for once in her life she felt gorgeous, tears gathering in her eyes and immediately M was besides her hugging Maddie tightly from the side as she reached up and wiped her tears away as she smiled up at her.

"There you are, look at that beautiful woman there, that's you! You were definitely already gorgeous of course but now I can tell that you actually feel comfortable and like yourself!" M said excitedly looking at herself and Maddie standing besides each other in the mirror.

Maddie gave a small nod a shaky smile upon her face as she swayed side to side slightly looking at herself, posing a little before finally she kept speaking.

"It is me."

She whispered softly happily and suddenly M had an idea gasping before immediately running back into her closet as Maddie watched curiously and after a few long moments full of ruffling of searching she was suddenly back holding a dress box in her hands.

"This is definitely the one! It's going to look beyond beautiful on you and oh I have the most amazing jewelry pieces to go with it and I already have the most perfect makeup look idea to go with it oh oh oh and we are going to make this the night Star loses his freaking mind over his gorgeous girlfriend!" M sang the last few words with an excited little dance that made Maddie chuckle softly.

"Well let's do that then, show me what you got M." Maddie waved M off towards the bed and she excitedly danced over to it to the loud music still playing in the background, placing the box down on top of the bedding as she waited until Maddie was standing besides her before she suddenly opened the box.

A shocked gasp leaving her as Maddie looked over the gorgeous black dress covered in the most beautiful shimmering gold pieces of jewelry with the most perfect cut outs to show skin and muscle and fur on her, it was perfect.

Maddie wasted no time grabbing the dress and immediately making her way back into the bathroom coming back out after a few minutes now dressed in the beautiful dress that perfect hugged her body making her look gorgeous like the shadow queen she truly is.

Upon seeing her M suddenly gasped in amazement covering her mouth with her hands, her eyes widened as she looked at the shadow monkey in front of her doing a few excited little hops up and down as she begins speaking.

"Oh my! You are freaking gorgeous! Oh you bet your ass Star is going to be on his freaking hands and knees for you worshiping his beautiful shadow queen!" M let out a playfully fake evil laugh before she quickly walked over grabbing Maddie's hand and pulling her over sitting her back down on the edge of the bed before she grabbed her jewelry box and makeup kits again, she was going to do her absolute best!

Dressed in the beautiful dress, her gorgeous makeup done perfectly a mix of gothic and smokey that made her feel more beautiful than she has ever felt before, her body covered in jewelry bright gold and shimmering against her black fur, speaking of her fur it was brushed done up sexily in a messy way, her hair fixed again long and just curly enough to look perfectly wavy and flowing against her body down her back.

It was perfect all of it was perfect she felt beautiful, she stood back in front of the mirror swaying side to side with a smile on her black glimmering painted lips while M scrolled through the many photos she had taken of them together, happily singing along to the music still playing in the background on her TV.

M still had her bracelet making kit nearby sitting on her bed and Maddie couldn't help but to look down at the small pink bracelet on her wrist amongst the many gold bracelets it was a extremely pretty thing, dark pink cording wrapped around each other and braided with lighter beads of pinks and reds mixed all throughout and a small strawberry pendant hanging from the bracelet that swayed slightly when she did with square beads that spelled out her pronouns right against her wrist wrapped around the front of her arm.

The human already had two other bracelets planned and she was definitely going to make them that night and give them both to Maddie tomorrow so she doesn't have to rush on them too much, she is going to make a pretty purple one in many different colors of purples with tons of pretty beads for days when Maddie is feeling more non-binary with her during those days pronouns of they and them on the bracelet and a cute little plum pendant, and she was also going to make a pretty blue bracelet on tons of blue colors and pretty blue beads all throughout the bracelet with an adorable blueberry pendant and her those days pronouns of he and him! Oh M is definitely going to have tons of fun making those bracelets for Maddie it's going to be-

M was suddenly pulled from her thoughts by Maddie's soft, now slightly changed with glamour, voice flowing across the room as she kept looking at herself in the mirror.

"I think I'm ready now, Star should be home by now and I'm going to tell him."

Upon hearing this M's face immediately lit up and she scooted down to sit on edge of the bed facing towards Maddie as quickly as possible, doing an excited little dance as she waved her phone back and forth making the stone monkey chuckle quietly.

"Oh I am sooo texting my bestie and letting him know I have an surprise for him, I'll tell him to close his eyes and then you pop in through a shadow portal and knock his breathe out of his lungs with how gorgeous you are!" M said excitedly almost immediately going to send the text once Maddie nodded in agreement.

M went quiet for a moment as she excitedly texted her best friend the smile across her face only growing more and more with each message she sent and got back in turn until soon a huge smirk was across the humans face, clearly quite enjoy herself knowing she's helping the two have a sweet moment and well now what would happen after that sweet moment that was none of her business although she's definitely going to tease Star about it later in the light hearted bestie way of course.

"Alrighty he's got his eyes closed and he's all ready! You go knock 'em dead in the best way girl! Go introduce him to his new shadow queen and in a couple days or whoever your feeling more royalty then queen or king we will do this again!" She gave an excited thumbs up but Maddie only chuckled before leaning down pressing a soft friendly kiss against M's cheek in a silent thank you.

"Thank you my closest friend, thank you for informing me about all of this and helping me feel like myself and I will be back tomorrow for all the clothes and jewelry and things you gave me as well as the bracelets you're making, I'll see you tomorrow."

"No rush at all bestie! You go and enjoy yourself and don't worry Star is going to love this and you!"

After a quick hug Maddie stepped back a shadow portal appearing beneath her feet before she slowly sunk into it disappearing into the shadows as M smiled lovingly down at the portal, extremely proud of the beautiful woman she just helped she had done a damn good thing and woah her besties are both so lucky.

And she isn't afraid to admit Maddie looked hot as hell and sexier than sex itself.

 

Star looked up at Maddie with starstruck eyes widened hugely and so full of love and amazement it made the stone monkey in front of him feel a little light headed, Star had quite literally dropped down to kneel at her feet looking up at her like a goddess.

Maddie couldn't help but to smirk reaching down to run her sharp clawed fingers along Star's face teasingly pressing her black painted claws against flesh just enough to leave light red marks along the humans jawline and cheeks.

"I have something to tell you my starlight." Before Star could even open his mouth Maddie pressed a finger against his lips stopping him as he stared up at her his attention entirely and fully on her. "I had an amazing talk with M and I realized some things I'm just going to say them and your going to listen." Maddie kept her mind clear not letting her worries get to her she knew this would be worth it, that Star would understand and she would not let her own brain ruin this moment.

Star immediately nodded his head slightly leaning more into Maddie's hand on his cheek, both of which were heavily flushed blushing badly a blush that spread down his neck and up to his ears.

"I am what humans call genderfluid today I am a female and use she and her pronouns, I have always felt this way for my entire life even back in your past life I was like this but kept is secret until now but I will not hide anymore now that I know it's normal I have hidden for thousands of years and that's more than enough. You will call me Maddie when I am like this, Macaque with he and him pronouns when I am having a male day, and Mac with they and them pronouns during non-binary days as M put it. Do you understand?" She said sternly as Star's eyes only seemed to grow wider before suddenly softening to something sweet and loving, he was quickly on his feet immediately holding Maddie's face within his hands.

"Oh Maddie my sweet beautiful gorgeous wife I am the luckily man alive I have the most beautiful gorgeous sweet wife in the entire universe, the most handsome strong powerful husband, and the most incredible intelligent amazing partner all in one perfect in every single way."

Maddie suddenly felt like all the weight on her very soul had faded away as her human partner, married in the way of only stone monkeys so far but more than enough, kept speaking.

"You could have told me in my past life my love! Sure we both wouldn't have known the words but I would have gladly called you anything you wanted I love you Maddie no matter your body or gender you are everything I have ever wanted in this life or any other, you are my everything my beloved! I understand why you didn't it was a hard time back then..."

"But I'm soo beyond proud of you for telling me now Maddie! You are soo strong and powerful and amazing and incredible and stars above I could go on forever! You are beautiful, gorgeous stunning, breathtaking, exquisite, magnificent, ravishing, radiant, alluring, more dazzling than the stars themselves and soo many other words when your male or non-binary ah I wish I could start a religion just for you to replace Wukong's pathetic religion, I would say people would much rather worship you I certainly know I would gladly fall to my knees to worship you!"

Well now Maddie was definitely blushing badly suddenly jerking forward she began covering Star's face in kisses covering his entire face in black lipstick marks before she suddenly slammed their lips together in a deeply passionate loving kiss that held every single bit of affection and love they had for each other, Maddie's leg suddenly jerking up to wrap around the back of Star's hips and legs holding the human close as desperately as possible.

Star's arms tightly wrapped around Maddie's hips as Maddie wrapped her own arms around the back of Star's shoulders holding each other close even as they slowly pulled away from the kiss so the human could desperately huff out catching his breath.

"By the shadows themselves you're magnificent..." Star whispered out of breath so full of love and affection it caught Maddie a little off guard.

"Please let me show you how desperately I want to worship you Maddie please my love." He slowly slid back down to his knees gripping tightly onto the bottom of her dress in a way that made her suddenly smirk.

Before Star could react suddenly shadowy hands grabbed onto his body about 10 or 15 different hands grabbing onto him everywhere and just as suddenly picking him up with ease and throwing him back onto the bed with a gasp leaving his lips from the rough but welcomed treatment, the hands from the shadows holding him down as Maddie slowly climbed up his body as he watched her every move with the look of a starving man.

"I certainly think we can do that, handsome. But tonight you're going to be good and listen to me aren't you Star my precious baby?"

"Yes mommy."

The words left his lips before he could stop himself a horrible blush and a deeply embarrassed look suddenly on the humans face upon realizing what he actually just said but before he could apologize for making it awkward suddenly Maddie smirked a huge amused smirk that showed all of her sharp monkey teeth the few replaced golden ones seeming to glow as her ears twitching and her tail desperately swayed back and forth behind her, a hand immediately on Star's chest holding the human down as claws pressed lightly against his skin enough to sting without drawing blood.

"Oh mommy's going to take good care of you tonight baby."

 

To say the night was long is definitely an huge understatement and now it was more around the time of midday based on the light coming in through the windows, Star is definitely counting himself lucky both for having a day off from work today so he could stay right here and also for waking up early to see the person he loves so deeply and fully laying right besides him sleeping snuggled together foreheads pressed together their naked bodies as intertwined as possible skin pressed against thick black fur with their legs and arms wrapped around each others, he watched the soft lights from the windows and the string lights dance along their gorgeous face as they slept.

But eventually their eyes opened blinking tiredly they soon yawned deep and big showing off the sharp fangs of theirs as they stretched out like a sleepy kitten before almost immediately going limp back against Star, looking at the humans deeply beyond loving affectionate look pointed entirely at them and only them.

"Good morning, my lovely plum blossom."

Star whispered sleepily before leaning forward and pressing a gently kiss against the top of his lovers nose making them chuckle softly but deeply and give Star a quick kiss back on the lips.

"Oh I should ask; what's the pronouns for today or for right now my plum? Same ones as yesterday or different ones?" Star asked sweetly and they couldn't help but to feel a little shocked and surprised but also oh so loved and supported, they took a moment to think before finally speaking quietly and tiredly.

"They them for right now my starlight." They mumbled before scooting closer hiding their face against Stars neck nuzzling and snuggling into the human they love so deeply and taking a moment to just inhale and slowly breathe in their scent planning on enjoying every single second of this soft sweet morning that they could get.

Star smiled sweetly and loving as he nuzzled his face against their own head burying his face into soft warm black and white fur that still smelt like sunlight, morning air, sweet plums, and good expensive soaps and a soft perfumes that made Star let out a happy noise before he mumbled against their hair just loud enough to be heard but not loud enough to be more than a whisper.

"Well then good morning, Mac."

Notes:

I almost accidentally deleted this after writing it and almost gave myself a freaking heart attack soo if anything is messed up or out of place that's why, my writing app tried to kill me when it happened soo please just ignore anything off, thank you!!

And I hope you all enjoyed this!! :3