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A shift in the crowd brings the girl into her sight. She’s tall, taller than Jeongin. She has a beautiful nose and plump lips covered in shiny gloss. Her hair is a soft pink color and it falls down her back, some small braids with tinsel in them catch the light. She really is so beautiful just like everyone has said. And she will be Jeongin’s.
At the age of 20, a couple years ago, Jeongin realized one thing about herself. And that is that she is really good top bait. She has a small waist and likes to wear her cute denim skirts and over sized collars shirts and platform boots, so she looks like a cute little femme. And the way she can put this lost look in her eyes as she pleases means she really can sell the ‘inexperienced virgin lesbian who needs the touch of a woman’ look. She does it well and she does it frequently. So landing her sights on the tall, tattooed girl doesn’t even make her nervous.
Changbin is friends with Wooyoung. Wooyoung is around their group quite a bit so she can bum weed off Chan or make out with Changbin when both of their girlfriends are busy. But through Wooyoung, Jeongin learned about Seonghwa. She’s gorgeous. Long legs with patchwork tattoos dotted across her thighs and knees, the slight peek of a pudgy tummy over her leather skirt and more tattoos over her waist that show stars. She has constellations inked over her collarbones and her breasts are small enough to jiggle just enough when she walks and for her to wear cute pasties and a mesh top when they go out most nights. Tonight she’s wearing a pink tube top, a leopard print bra poking out of the top, mini denim shorts and a sparkly belt. Her arms have more ink in little bunnies and stars and even a tattoo she has matching with her friend of two lego pieces that make a heart. She’s so gorgeous Jeongin will not rest until she’s had her inside her.
Hyunjin leans onto her shoulder and pouts as she follows her line of sight. “Oh shit! You’re gonna get Hwa next?” She says, the smell of raspberry vodka and strawberry lip gloss filling Jeongin’s nose. Jeongin shakes her off and straightens her baggy cargo pants, decorated with many different key chains and plastic chains, before pulling down the hem of her cropped, pink hello kitty jersey.
“Yeah, probably not tonight though. I think I want her to last.” She says and reaches past Hyunjin for the red solo cup in Chan’s hand. The other girl barely starts to complain before Hyunjin turns back to her and kisses her. Jeongin silently thanks her with a smack on the ass before downing the rum and coke (ew!) before she crushed the cup and let it fall on the floor.
Her hair is curled, not ringlets but loose waves and half of it is in pigtails. There are cute pompoms on her pigtails and she suddenly feels a little too cutesy for what she’s about to do.She shakes her head and skews her glasses slightly before she starts bumping into people through the crowd until she bumps right into Wooyoung, who’s standing next to Seonghwa.
“Unnie~” She moans out, sounding as drunk as she can manage. “I can’t find Binnie! She-“ Jeongin forces out a small hiccup. “She was gonna take me home!” Jeongin looks up from where she’d buried her face in Wooyoung’s side with wide, glassy eyes. Wooyoung starts cooing and pinching her cheeks.
“Oh Innie baby!” She’s been drinking too, good. Now Jeongin can sell it better. “You look so cute! Unnie isn’t she just the cutest?” Wooyoung is holding her face and turns her attention over her shoulder to Seonghwa and the taller woman standing next to her. Long blonde hair is pulled half up and she almost looks like a golden retriever.
Seonghwa looks over Jeongin and she can feel herself shiver a little as she tries to get her face free. “She’s one of Binnie’s friends?” Is all Seonghwa says. Her voice is like honey over toast. Jeongin wants to hear it in the morning when they wake up or at night when it’s gruff from fucking her.
“Yeah, this is their little maknae. Her name is Jeongin, say hi to my unnies Jeonginnie~” Wooyoung leans in and leaves a messy, wet kiss against Jeongin’s cheek and she can feel the lip gloss that is stuck there.
Jeongin squirms a little. “Hnnngh! Stop, you know pretty girls scare me!~” She whines and doesn’t forget to continue to sound drunk. “Hmmmmm~ I wanna lay down, can I lay down now?” She leans back into Wooyoung’s side as if she’s been defeated. Wooyoung coos again. Jeongin hears her mumble ‘She’s always so pliant when she’s drunk it’s so cute!’
“Let me call Changbin. Maybe she can still take you home.” Wooyoung pulls her phone out while still holding Jeongin. The younger girl whines a little and snuggles in, knowing a little of her makeup is probably on Wooyoung’s black dress.
“The service sucks in here, Woo.” Seonghwa says and she moves to sit on the couch in front of them, shooing away the other friends they’d been talking to. San comes up to stand by Wooyoung like a lost puppy and Jongho heads towards the kitchen. “Give her here, I'll watch her while you go outside to call Changbin.” Jeongin almost smirks but holds back.
“Oh Unnie! You’re so good to me!” Wooyoung leads Jeongin over to the couch and helps her sit next to Seonghwa on the two seater. Jeongin whines and reaches for the dark haired girl but Wooyoung shushes her and assures her she will be back. She pulls San along with her as she heads to the door and the puppy girl cocks her head at Seonghwa and then looks at Jeongin.
She steps forward a step and hands a cup to Seonghwa. “Give her my water. I’m gonna go catch up with Mingi.” She blinks at Jeongin and smiles one last time. “Goodbye little fox girl.” She then turns and bounds off through the crowd. Jeongin blinks and then tilts her head to look up at Seonghwa. The older girl is looking down her nose at her already and it makes Jeongin’s breath catch. She’s so beautiful and the way her eyes narrow at Jeongin makes her cunt throb.
“So, who got you this drunk?” Seonghwa finally asks. She tips her own cup up to her lips and pushes the plastic cup to Jeongin. Jeongin whines and takes the cup and melts into her side further.
Jeongin sips from the cup. “Hyunjinnie. She wanted to dance.” Jeongin mumbles and sips more water. “I’m not a great dancer, so it usually takes some drinks to finally get out there.” She lets her body get a little more limp like she’s relaxing and leans into Seonghwa’s side.
The older woman checks on her every couple of minutes but other than that Jeongin and her don’t talk. Finally, Jeongin tries to nuzzle her way under Seonghwa’s arm until she gives in and lets Jeongin lay her head on her breast. She snuggles close and takes a deep breath in before she deflates into Seonghwa again. “You’re comfy.” She mumbles.
Seonghwa lets her do as she pleases, looking down at her when Jeongin looks up with lidded eyes. Jeongin tries to keep her eyes droopy and seductive. The older woman reaches her free hand down and tucks some hair that’d fallen into Jeongin’s face behind her ear. Jeongin feels her cheeks heat up from the unexpected gesture, Seonghwa gives her a small smile before pressing a hand to her forehead. She sits like that for a moment before she pulls her hand back. “You do feel pretty warm, why don’t we get you outside in the fresh air?”
From there, Jeongin whines before having to be wrestled up off the couch and leaning into Seonghwa as the older woman walks them towards the front door where Wooyoung is smoking her geekbar, handing it to San who happily hits the strawberry freeze flavored thing. As Wooyoung is breathing out the smoke she speaks on the phone with Changbin. Jeongin hopes her unnie hasn’t ratted her out yet.
When they get down off the porch steps, Seonghwa helps Jeongin sit in the grass and lean her head against Seonghwa’s leg. San smiles down at her as she hands the vape back to her girlfriend. Jeongin smiles back and sips at her cup of water. Wooyoung hangs up the phone and looks over to them. “She is coming, she’ll be out soon.” Wooyoung leans into San and kisses the side of her face before wrapping her arms around San’s neck.
As they wait, Jeongin rambles on about her classes and her major to answer San’s question. She knocks her forehead against Seonghwa’s knee again when she feels a hand land on her head and brush against her like a pet. She leans into it and wraps an arm around Seonghwa’s leg. Her skin is smooth but as a slight prickle from a recent but not too recent shave. Jeongin hopes she doesn’t shave her bush, she doesn’t think the heartbreak of Seonghwa’s pussy being bald would ever heal. Jeongin is talking about her paper she’s working on about the psychology of imaginary friends when Changbin walks out with Seungmin and Felix in tow. Seungmin is wearing baggy jeans and a crew neck with the gap bear on it and Felix has their baggy jorts tied up with a shoestring and a cropped tank top on. Changbin smiles and greets Wooyoung as Seungmin pulls Jeongin to her feet without warning. “What kind of fuck ass scheme have you been cooking up tonight?” She asks as Felix reaches over to ruffle Jeongin’s bangs with a laugh.
“Haven’t been this drunk in awhile, ’yen-ah.” Felix says and takes the last drink out of their cup before tossing it into the trashcan by the stairs. Jeongin whines and shakes them off.
“Stop picking on me~” She cries. “I didn’t even do anything! Blame Hyunjinnie! She kept feeding me drinks and wanted me to dance!” Jeongin pushes Seungmin and she stays on her feet a little too well for a second before she stumbles. Seungmin laughs at her as Felix catches her. They push Jeongin around now teasingly, Felix poking at her sides and Seungmin making fun of her while pretending to balance her. Changbin catches sight of the three of them and thanks Wooyoung, San and Seonghwa for watching Jeongin before she starts ushering her girlfriends and Jeongin towards the apartments two blocks over. Jeongin holds Felix’s hand as Seungmin starts singing an old trot song they all join in on as they walk. Changbin waving at her friends again before they disappear down the block.
*****
The next time Jeongin sees Seonghwa is on Tuesday next week. The older woman is sat at a table with a smaller person with a pixie nose and an orange mullet. The smaller one is wearing cargo jeans with a half skirt and a shirt with stitched on letters of different fabrics while Seonghwa has on a tube top with a rhinestone juicy logo on it accompanied with a matching velvet cropped jacket and a mini skirt. She has on these cool platform flip flops and Jeongin sees her nails are all matching. Jeongin has given up on her conversation with Jisung to ogle the hot woman across the student center. Jisung whines and tugs on Minho’s hand and begs her to make Jeongin listen. Minho calls out. “Ayen-ah.”
Their college has a pretty big population of Korean kids since the surrounding city has a large Korean population as well. So it’s not unheard of for people to be speaking Korean around campus. But Lee Minho, she likes to speak Korean a lot more than anyone else Jeongin has met. Felix said they think it’s because Minho lived in Korea the longest out of all of them, ten years before her family immigrated. Jeongin had never lived in Korea, she’s only visited once when her grandfather passed away last year. Minho starts speaking Korean again and Jeongin locks in to listen.
”Why are you ignoring Jisungie, Yen-ah?” Jeongin nods and swallows as she hopes she understood right. Minho gives her a raised eyebrow and Jeongin licks her lips to speak.
”I didn’t mean to unnie! I was just looking for something and got distracted.” Jeongin knows she’s the worst Korean speaker of their friend group, Chan had tutored her for a bit and Felix had shared their notes from when they moved to Korea from Australia. Jeongin turns to Jisung. “I’m sorry, unnie. I got distracted.” She opens her bag and tosses a sealed ring pop to Jisung who lights up at the blue raspberry flavored candy.
”See, she listens when you speak Korean at her.” Minho says. Jeongin pouts and tosses her an orange tootsie pop from her bag next. She pulls out a bag of lifesaver gummies for herself.
Jisung leans back in her chair again. “What’s got you so distracted, Ayennie?” She licks the lollipop satisfied. Jeongin feels herself deflate a little at being caught. Minho is well acquainted with her game of cat and mouse with other women, Jeongin had tried to play it with her before Jisung and her were dating. So she assumes theirs no harm in just spitting it out.
“i have my eyes on a girl, more like a woman actually.” She eats one of the little gummies, as it sits in her mouth she pushes the tip of her tongue through the hole in the center before opening her mouth to show off for Jisung who cackles at her. Minho flips a page in her text book and rolls her eyes.
The eldest reaches for her coffee, tucking the tootsie pop in her bag. “Well no shit. You’re always looking for some older lesbian to blow your back out.” She sips her drink as Jisung laughs loudly at her words and points at Jeongin as if to show everyone around them she’s laughing at her.
Jeongin deflates into her chair. She knows this is a thing for her, but sometimes she just wishes she could tell her friends she wants a girl without it being about her virginity kink. Seonghwa is so beautiful, her tanned skin is soft and glow-y like an angel and her muscles flex really well when she shifts the right way. Her voice is deeper in a way that makes Jeongin’s eyes sparkle as she thinks about it. She started this whole thing with the intention of fucking Seonghwa and moving on, but the more she thinks about her or looks over her Instagram account Jeongin yearns for the hands of this older woman guiding her though more than just an orgasm.
“I was thinking of asking her out actually.” Jeongin says as she sips from her owala that’s covered in stickers. There’s one for the band Jisung was in for a bit last year as well as some little fox stickers Felix decorated it with one time when they were smoking together. When Jeongin looks back to the others Jisung has visible shock in her eyes while Minho looks like she’s trying figure something out, find the underlying meaning of Jeongin’s words. Jeongin picks up her laptop again and sits it in her lap. “It’s stupid, I know. It’ll probably never happen anyways.” She mumbles as she starts opening the worksheet she’s been lesson planning for her internship class.
Minho looks like she’s ready to scold Jeongin for putting herself down the way she does when Jeongin remembers she’s a slut. But a different voice is what Jeongin hears first. “Yennie,” Her head moves and she sees Seonghwa and her friend moving towards them. She’s so beautiful it makes Jeongin a little nervous now that she’s not drunk. Jisung makes a choked noise in the back of her throat as she sees them coming and removes the blue candy from her lips. When Seonghwa gets close enough to have a conversation, she smiles. “I’m glad to see you sober.”
Jeongin can feel her blush, not something forced like it usually is. “I wanted to apologize actually, you shouldn’t have had to deal with me the other night.” She pushes some of her ginger hair behind her ear. She was hoping to just observe Seonghwa from a distance until she was ready to confront her feelings.
Seonghwa smiles larger and leans onto the back of the loveseat Jeongin is sitting on. “Don’t worry about it honey,” She says. Her eyes sparkle as she looks down at Jeongin. Her pink hair is braided back in pigtails and her bangs lay over her forehead cutely. “You’re so cute when you’re clingy.” Jeongin ducks her head in a way she hasn’t done in years.
The way Jeongin interacts with women now isn’t the way she used to always be. Her last year of high school and the summer after were full of her trying to get the confidence to be a lesbian so unapologetically as she does now. That time was full of ducked heads and blushy cheeks and stuttered words. But now she has to put it all on as an act, thinking two steps ahead with her interactions so she can reach her end goal of crazy sex. But it all comes back as if her confidence was never there to begin with when Seonghwa is looking at her like that.
“Ah, so you’re the pretty girl who took care of our Yen-ah.” Minho speaks up. Jeongin looks up at her through her lashes trying to gauge her motive. Seonghwa looks up and nods. Minho smiles lightly. “Thank you for that, she can really let our other friends influence her a little too much.” Minho eyes Jeongin with an unimpressed look, referencing the time Jeongin ended up getting her nipples pierced just because Hyunjin and Felix egged her on and fed her shots.
“Unnie~ Don’t tease me again.” Jeongin pouts. Minho rolls her eyes and Jisung laughs out. Jeongin closes her laptop and pushes her loose hair behind her ears.
Seonghwa gives Jeongin a look and the smile is still there. “Don’t worry, I had fun.” She says. Jeongin swallows. “This is my best friend, Hongjoong. I was telling them about you earlier so I thought I'd just introduce you guys since I saw you over here.” Jeongin swallows the lump in her throat at the idea of Seonghwa talking about her when she isn’t around.
“It’s nice to meet you, Hongjoong.” Jeongin smiles at the other person, glasses perched on their nose as they greet Jeongin as well. “These are my gay moms, Minho and Jisung.” Jeongin says and gestured to the other women sitting with her. Jisung huffs out and Minho waves.
“Crazy way to introduce your friends you said would be your first choice for a threesome.” Jisung says and Minho smirks at her words. Jeongin feels her blush grow darker.
She pulls out another wrapped lollipop and throws it, hitting Jisung in the forehead. “You fuckass.” She mumbles as Jisung rubs her forehead and whines about Jeongin being mean. Seonghwa is laughing next to her and Jeongin can’t help but smile at the sound.
“I’ve got to get to my class, but we should hang out some more somewhere without alcohol and loud house music.” She pulls a pen from her bag and grabs Jeongin’s hand. She writes a phone number on Jeongin’s hand and then steps back. “Text me!” Is the last thing she says before turning and walking off, Hongjoong in tow. Jeongin watches her until she disappears around a corner.
She deflates into the couch and groans. Holy fuck. Seonghwa gave her her number and said she wants to hang out more.
“I can’t believe you’re going soft.” Jisung says as she turns her focus back to her books. Jeongin melts further into the couch. This was not part of the plan. Catching feelings is never part of the plan.
*****
They go out to lunch a couple days later. Jeongin didn’t have her dance class that day so she was in more than just sweats for once. She rustled herself into a pair of flared light wash jeans and a cute pink baby doll top layered over a white baby tee. Cute, enticing femme. The kind of lesbian other gay women wanted. Her messenger bag has all of her pink deco on it today to match her outfit, unlike the cute yellow deco she had yesterday when they went to celebrate Felix’s birthday with drinks only twenty four hours after celebrating Jisung’s. Her bag jingles and her headphones play some old trot music she’s been practicing for her vocal lessons. She sits in a booth and sips from her sticker clad water bottle as she waits for Seonghwa.
Seonghwa arrives, wearing a pair of flared yoga pants that make her ass look great, a slight jiggle being seen as she walks. On the top she has on a cropped tank top with lace trim and a cozy looking cardigan with silver star patches on the arms. Seonghwa insists on ordering their coffees and sandwiches so Jeongin sits in the booth and waits.
They start eating and talking, Seonghwa asking questions about Jeongin’s friends and her major. Jeongin asks questions in return and they share laughs and jokes, Seonghwa’s eyes lingering on her as she smiles.
It’s cute, feeling like this. Like Seonghwa has any interest in her besides her little repressed virgin act she uses for picking up girls. So Jeongin lets herself get comfortable and open up a bit more as they enjoy their food and when Seonghwa needs to leave for a class, they make plans to get lunch in a couple days on campus.
And so they see each other a lot. Seonghwa will wrap an arm around her waist as they catch each other around campus and leans in close to whisper “found you~” next to Jeongin’s ear. Jeongin smiles extra hard when they see each other out on the quad, especially that time she was out performing a couple songs with the school’s Choir for a founders event. It’s comfortable, it’s sweet and Jeongin feels like she could get used to it.
One day, Felix leans into her at the lunch table as on this random Thursday at 3pm they were able to use their combined powers to pull off a lunch with all their friends. There’s lots of talking and laughing that Jeongin tunes out as she locks in on assembling the sandwich she’d gathered ingredients for. Felix talks to her gently as she dips carrot sticks in ranch, something about her professor assigning something the day before their fall break next week. Jeongin hums and cuts her sandwich into two triangles. She smiles as it’s finally finished. “Chat, I may have cooked.” She mutters and Felix laughs at her, knocking their head against her shoulder.
When Jeongin looks up Seonghwa is already looking. Jeongin doesn’t understand the look in her eyes. It’s a little dark, more mean than she’s ever seen Seonghwa look. So it makes her nervous. Jeongin looks away and feels her body come alight with anxiety.
Seonghwa isn’t happy with her for some reason. She wonders if it’s because she slept in and canceled their coffee date this morning because she had to study last night or if Seonghwa has finally seen through her and knows how gross and perverted she is. Drawing in older women to fuck, acting like she’s never done anything wrong when she most certainly has. It makes Jeongin’s body go into overdrive.
Her eye keeps twitching from her anxiety and though it’s harder to see when she’s wearing her thick rimmed glasses, Felix picks their head up when they notice. “Aye, you’re twitching. What’s up?” They say and the table goes silent. Jeongin shakes her head and takes her glasses off to rub at her eye.
“I’m not.” She says simply, though when she looks up towards Felix, thus looking at the rest of the table since she’s on the end, her eye twitches again. Minho stands up and is coming over to baby her the way their group always does. She has never felt more loved than when they take care of her but in the lunch room in front of so many people, in front of Seonghwa, makes her nervous.
She stands before they can pull out the first aid kit and picks up her bag. “I’m gonna go to the bathroom and then go to class.” She states. It’s flat and making sure the group knows she doesn’t want help, even if they think it’s what she needs. She walks off without even waiting, forgetting about her tray and her uneaten sandwich.
The bathroom on the middle level of the student center mainly goes unnoticed. It’s tucked in a back corner by the mail room and smells like stamps. Jeongin pushes in and sits her bag on the counter before putting her hands on the edge of the sink and sinking down into a crouch so her biceps can cover her ears and apply pressure to soothe. She starts to hum lightly, taking deep breaths best she can and tapping her toes when she feels like she wants to move.
It looks stupid. It feels humiliating. But regulating herself has always been hard. Her body has specific wants when she gets overworked or anxious or sad. Another reason she doesn’t really date. Anxiety attacks and depressive episodes are NOT sexy. They don’t make older lesbians want to strap you down and threaten to get you pregnant.
She’s humming the chorus of the song Jisung asked her to lend vocals for, the one she’s turning in next week. She’s so busy trying to get her eye to stop twitching even though it’s closed, she doesn’t hear the slight creak of the door. Jeongin hums and taps her toes and flexes her arms to try and make the pressure harder but it doesn’t work and she lets out a frustrated sob at the way it just won’t go away. She cries sometimes when she gets like this, only when she’s pushing herself to come up and getting angry it won’t work. She never cries when Minho holds her or when Chan piggybacks her back to the dorms. Because it’s safe.
But freaking out alone in a campus bathroom does not feel safe.
Suddenly, hands cover hers where she’s still holding the counter. Jeongin lets out a wet gasp and looks up to see Seonghwa. Her hair is tied back prettily today and she has on baggy low rise sweats showing off her pink victoria secret thong and a cropped baggy top. Jeongin’s eyes shine in the light with her unshed tears. Seonghwa pursues her lips and pulls Jeongin’s hands off the counter. She sits herself next to Jeongin, back against the wall and moves her into her lap. She pulls Jeongin in to lean against her before wrapping arms around Jeongin’s head to apply pressure over her ears like she’s been trying to.
It makes Jeongin melt, the way anyone else helping her like this always has. It’s usually Minho or Jisung, since she sees them the most (being Jisung’s roommate and all). Jeongin lets out another small sob and her hands reach up to grip the front of Seonghwa’s shirt. She grounds herself here, Seonghwa’s palms pressed against her ears and her forehead against Seonghwa’s shoulder.
There aren't many safe spaces Jeongin can hide when she gets like this. But she's just found another one, it seems.
***
The Halloween party was Hyunjin’s idea. As many of the parties held in their friend group are. She announces that they'll have it at Changbin apartment since it's the largest and they'll invite some people but not many. The guest list ends up being their and Seonghwa's friend groups as well as Changbin's friend Yeonjun and Jeongin's friend Beomgyu who deice to bring their friend group. There's probably a couple others too, since Hyunjin and Chan can be super social and collect friends everywhere they go.
Weeks in advance, Felix and Jisung take Jeongin shopping at costume shops, lingerie stores and thrift shops to try and create outfits. Jisung and Hongjoong are both super into up-cycling stuff so Jeongin isn't too surprised to see Hongjoong with a cart full of clothes at the thrift store while Felix is picking through the racks for some kind blue skirt for her matching power puff girls costume with their girlfriends. they'd mentioned earlier how she was doing all the shopping for them since Seungmin and Changbin can be oblivious when it comes to clothing.
Jeongin ducks her head in a small bow like movement when she greets Hongjoong. She's learned the elder is a lot like Minho, enjoying the traditional culture of their country of origin and enforcing it on their group. It's cute. Hongjoong isn't as scary as Minho but they still have this look in their eyes. "Hi unnie," Jeongin says, finally escaping Felix's grip to say hi.
"Hey," Hongjoong holds up a pleated red plaid skirt before dropping it in their cart. Jeongin looks over the cart. She can't tell if this is normal shopping or Halloween shopping.
"Are you looking for a costume today?" The younger girl picks a white top with big poofy sleeves off the rack in front of her and checks the size before adding it to her pile of white clothes hanging from her hand. Felix had made her a bonnet-hat for her birthday, a crocheted piece that looked like a lamb's coat and ears. Jeongin had decided it was the perfect time to wear it.
Hongjoong shakes their head. "I already have the stuff for mine. I'm looking for materials for my fashion design class. I like to up-cycle my fabric if I can." They gesture to the multitude of red plaid in their cart. Jeongin whistles. No one she knows is quite as resourceful as Hongjoong. "Are you costume shopping?" They gesture to Jeongin's pile. The younger girl nods and shows off the pieces.
The white top she just picked up, a lacy tank top, some white lingerie tops she'd found, a pair of pink-ish-white bloomers with a pink bow on the butt, a lacy skirt, a poof-y skirt. "I'm not sure which I'm gonna get yet, I still need to try stuff on." She says. Hongjoong nods.
"What's your costume?"
"Oh! I'm gonna be a lamb!" Jeongin smiles. "Thinking of throwing a toner on my hair too to make it more white than blonde." She plays with her hair that has faded from being a natural ginger to an off-blonde shade.
Hongjoong smiles at her words and turns to their cart, digging through stuff and pulling out a cute little lacy pair of white shorts. "I picked these up for Hwa, but I think they'd look better with your costume." They pushes the short's hanger into the stack hanging from Jeongin's hand. The younger girl tries to protest and insists they should go to Seonghwa but Hongjoong gives her the look and Jeongin shuts up.
Jeongin ducks her head in a bow. "Thank you, oppa." She smiles. Hongjoong smirks and seems to glow from the honorific. Felix peeks their head out from around a rack. They call out to Jeongin and asks if she's ready to use the fitting rooms. "I'll see you later!"
The rest of their shopping goes smoothly. Felix shows off the clothes they picked up and Jisung ends up with a leather coat instead of an actual costume. She assures Jeongin she's been working on her costume for months, only needing accessories and matching pieces for Minho. They end the day with eating pizza in Jeongin and Jisung's shared dorm until Felix heads home and Minho shows up for her nightly snuggles in Jisung's bed. Jeongin hangs her costume up in her closet and tucks herself in, texting Seonghwa back and confirming lunch plans.
When the night of the halloween party dawns on them, Jeongin is being fed cans of vodka lemonade as they get ready. Felix is curling her newly white hair and Minho and Jisung are taking turns working on her makeup. Her eyes sparkle, glitter adorning her lids. She feels pretty.
When the party starts, It's only their friend group and a couple others around. Jeongin keeps sipping her drink and enjoys the easy hangout with her friends. Chan pets her head and Jeongin leans into it and Seungmin grabs her hand to pull her along to the dining room for snacks. She's buzzed and enjoying picking at the bowl of chips in front of her, she doesn't really stir when the door opens and she faintly hears hellos and greetings.
Seungmin pushes a cracker with cheese on it towards her and Jeongin brightens, eating it with sparkling eyes. The two girls start talking, Seungmin asking Jeongin about her solo for the vocal music concert next month. Jeongin sips her can and explains the vocal progression she's been struggling with. Just as she tips her head back, finishing her can, a hand circles around her waist.
Jeongin tilts her head back, looking up to find Seonghwa. She's wearing a fuzzy hood hat with ears and smokey makeup. She smiles down at Jeongin. "Hello little lamb,"
Stepping back, Jeongin turns and looks at Seonghwa's outfit. She has on these fuzzy gray boots, black knee high socks, a gray and black pleated mini skirt with fishnets under it and on top she has on a gray vest top, fishnet top underneath. She looks so good. "Unnie! You look so pretty!" Jeongin says and clasps her hands together. Okay, she might be a little more tipsy then she thought.
Seonghwa laughs at her cuteness. She fixes the ties of Jeongin's bonnet under her chin. "Thank you baby, you look extremely cute tonight too." Her eyes run over the ruffly shorts Jeongin's wearing, the way the elastic band around her thighs creates an indent on her skin. Up her legs to the expanse of her belly, a cute piercing in her navel, to the cute white baby doll lingerie top she's wearing layered over a cropped long sleeve mock neck. Her white hair is curled cutely and tied in two low pigtails. She probably looks more pure than she'd like to give off to Seonghwa. She straightens a little at the thought.
"I'm not cute!" She protests. She hears Seungmin snort behind her. Jeongin turns on her. "I'm not! I eat women for breakfast!" Jeongin says, her arms crossed and her little legwarmer clad leg stomps the ground. Seungmin raises an eyebrow at her and Jeongin whines. "I'm not cute! I left that in the past!" Seungmin reaches out and settles her on her unbalanced feet with a laugh.
"Not cute like that fake stuff," Seungmin says. She plays with one of Jeongin's curls before patting her cheek. "Cute in the real way, like it's more you than all that stuff you used to do. You're dressed as a lamb dude, if this was last year you'd be like sexy strawberry shortcake or something. I think you've just gotten comfortable to be yourself again." The last part is said much quieter and Jeongin feels like she's been punched in the gut. Seungmin pats her head carefully, running her fingers over Jeongin's cheek as well. It's one of those moments where the others just make her feel so much love. She ducks her head and Seungmin heads off, greeting Seonghwa before she's gone.
Seonghwa steps up and drapes herself over Jeongin. "What's wrong little lamb?" She asks. Jeongin feels the pet name turn her insides into mush. She pouts harder.
"Seungminnie is always teasing me." She says. Jeongin turns in her hold and grabs her hands. "Let's have fun tonight, I want to remember our accidental matching costumes fondly." Jeongin smiles in that way that makes her eyes close and Seonghwa can't help cooing and pinching her cheeks.
"Who said anything about an accident? Joongie told me what you were gonna be so I wanted to match. Little lamb and big bad wolf, aren't we so cute?" Seonghwa has the fondest smile spread over her lips and Jeongin feels herself blush. Seonghwa had planned a costume in the last week to match her? Her stomach is full of butterflies.
Jeongin can't even find words so Seonghwa just smiles and pulls her back toward the living room. She greets Hongjoong and Yunho and Mingi, knowing Seonghwa's friends well enough at this point that it isn't as awkward as it would've once been. The night moves on, music plays and people dance and have fun. At one point Jisung clings to her and tells Jeongin how much she's gonna miss her when she graduates next year. Jeongin quickly reminds her roommate that Minho is graduating this year and Jisung goes into panic mode and scurries off to find her girlfriend. Jeongin thinks quickly about how that means Seonghwa is also graduating this year but she pushes it out of her head as Seonghwa offers her a can of spiked lemonade.
Later in the evening Jeongin is only a little tipsy and Seonghwa was pulled off by Wooyoung to play a drinking game as her partner. Jeongin walks past the patio door and slides it open. The furniture had all been pushed off to the side and sat on the floor is Felix and their bong, along with Chan and Yunho. "Without me?" Jeongin pouts as Felix looks up at her.
"Of course not little lamb, come take a hit." Felix gestures and Chan scoots a little so Jeongin can sit on the outdoor rug with Felix. Jeongin sits with them and hits the bong, she blows the smoke up and away and takes the cup of water Yunho offers as she passes the bong along to Chan. Jeongin looks out along the skyline and hums.
"I can't believe you're not already bent over the bathroom counter with how good Hwa looks." Felix says after they finally hit the bong again. Jeongin scoffs and Chan giggles.
Jeongin takes the bong when it's handed to her. "For your information, I am no longer a slut. I hung up my g-string. I'm retired." She huffs and hits the bong again. Felix can't stop giggling. Jeongin can't stop eyeing her evilly.
Yunho cocks her head. "What? You used to sleep around?" She sounds like she doesn't even believe it. Chan takes the bong as she nods.
"Jeongin used to pull like crazy." She says before lighting the bowl. Yunho looks like she doesn't believe them. But Felix nods and leans into Jeongin.
They start squishing Jeongin's face and she can't help but to whine. "It's so cute how Hwa has her so whipped she became a saint." Felix shakes Jeongin in the way they do when they have cuteness aggression for her. "You're so cute with your crush on Hwa unnie, I can't wait for you two to finally do something about it."
Jeongin can't even get too embarrassed as she feels herself sink into the feeling of her high. "Don't make fun of me," She whines. Chan and Felix laugh at her and Yunho can't help but smile too.
Chan tells Yunho about how Jeongin is their baby and as much as they tease her, Jeongin is always in charge. It's true really. If Jeongin wants to go dancing, they go dancing. If Jeongin wants to try the new barbecue place, they go to dinner. If Jeongin wants Minsung to have a cuddly movie night in their dorm, they drop all their plans to appease her. "Maknae on top," Felix says with a wiggle of their fingers. Yunho laughs and Jeongin can't help but smile.
"Who is Innie on top of?"
Jeongin looks up and finds Seonghwa leaning in the doorway. She's smiling and looking down at where Jeongin is melting into the wall behind her and the floor beneath her. She smiles and waves at the older woman.
"Literally no one, god have you seen our baby? She couldn't top if her life depended on it." Felix says and reached for the bong again. Chan and Yunho laugh and Jeongin just whines and starts to stand.
She steps over Felix to join Seonghwa by the door. "Do you wanna dance?" Jeongin says sweetly. Her body feels loose and her mind is so free of anxiety. Seonghwa smiles at her before looking down at Felix.
"She shouldn't have to. Look at this little princess? Whoever tries to make her work should be thrown in jail. She should only have to lay back and take it." Seonghwa is walking off, hand reaching out to pull Jeongin along. Jeongin looks back at Felix and Chan one last time and hears Yunho mumble 'She's gonna wreck her shit tonight,' to Chan before the door closes. "Come on, little lamb."
They dance for awhile, Seonghwa and her are close. Bodies pressing and Jeongin can't help a couple of bigger body movements which are probably more of a stim than a dance. Seonghwa will always grab her hand or her shoulders or her hips and pulls her back into dancing like it didn't even happen. Hyunjin can't help but kiss Jeongin's head at one point and drunkenly tell her she looks like she's having fun. Seonghwa says they are having lots of fun with a hand on Jeongin's back. Hyunjin just smirks at Jeongin before heading off to play a drinking game in the kitchen. Jeongin starts to come down from her high as they dance to a Megan Thee Stallion song someone had queued and Seonghwa presses them front to back swaying her hips and leaning over Jeongin's shoulder to ask her if she's a Megan fan. Jeongin nods and says she used to listen to captain hook in high school when it was on tiktok because it would get stuck in her head. Seonghwa leans in closer and says something about a Megan song but Jeongin can't hear her when she starts rubbing a hand on her hip under her top and then plays with the waistband of her shorts. Jeongin shivers.
They go to the bathroom. Seonghwa stands guard outside the door while Jeongin pisses and washes her hands while humming. By the time she comes back out, Jeongin feels a lot better and more present in her body. "Feeling a lot better now," The younger girl says shyly as they move out of the way for Yeonjun to use the bathroom. She smiles at Seonghwa when she comes out and Seonghwa smiles back. "How you feeling, honey?"
"I'm glad, I was hoping you'd sober up. Can't make a move on a cute girl if she isn't sober." Seonghwa says. Jeongin feels her cheeks heat up. Seonghwa reaches out and rubs her thumb over Jeongin's cheek. "Would you be okay with that?" She asks just above a whisper and Jeongin leans into the hand touching her cheek as she nods. She looks at Seonghwa through her lashes and the older girl leans in closer.
Their noses bump and Jeongin's breath hitches. She's thought about kissing Seonghwa so many times, cute little pecks or longer, needier make outs depending on the day. Nothing could've prepared her for how soft the older woman's lips are. It's soft and Seonghwa grabs at her waist as she backs Jeongin into the wall behind them. Jeongin gasps as she hits the wall and Seonghwa pulls her hips closer. When their lips part and Jeongin falls against the wall, head hitting the dry wall as she closes her eyes, Seonghwa noses at her jaw.
"A little birdie told me all about how you used to love fucking older women. It really hurt my feelings that you've made me wait so long for my turn, little lamb." Seonghwa says against her skin. Jeongin feels all hot from not only embarrassment of her secrets reaching Seonghwa but also from the way arousal fills her body and makes her pant. Seonghwa's hands rub over her bare waist.
"I-I didn't want you to think I was a slut," Jeongin can barely get out. She pants as the tips of Seonghwa's finger run under the band of her shorts. "You wouldn't like me if you knew." Jeongin bites her lip as she keeps her head tipped back, looking at the ceiling. So that's it huh? Seonghwa and her will have sex tonight, wrapped in this slate of arousal, and tomorrow they will start drifting apart until eventually Seonghwa graduates and they only talk though story likes on instagram or group chat messages never directed at the other. She'll never get to call Seonghwa hers and she'll never get to go on a proper date with the first girl to make her feel this way. She's stupid for thinking it meant anything to Seonghwa, normal people don't yearn the way Jeongin does.
Seonghwa leans in and licks her neck. "You can be a slut," She says, nibbling at Jeongin but not hard enough to leave marks. "It makes you so much cuter, seeing how flustered you get for me." Jeongin pants, mind pushing the angsty lesbian thoughts for later. They part just as the door to the bathroom opens. Jeongin falls against the wall and Seonghwa straightens up to push hair over her shoulder. Yeonjun doesn't ask any questions just simply tells them the bathroom is open if they need it and heads back towards the living room. Seonghwa adjusts her breasts in her push up bra and Jeongin greedily eyes the motion.
"D-do you want to come to my dorm room?" Jeongin asks. She is loosening the tie under her chin when Seonghwa leans in again. She's smiling in this way that makes Jeongin shiver. Her hand comes up and leans in the wall next to Jeongin's head, face coming in close as Jeongin shivers.
Seonghwa licks her glossy lips before coming in to whisper in her ears. "Only if we can stop by my room on the way," She smirks. Jeongin is about to suggest they just stay at Seonghwa's then but Seonghwa is already standing up straight again. "I'm an RA so I don't want my residents to hear you screaming and think I've killed some poor girl." Jeongin feels her cheeks heat up and she nods. Seonghwa reaches for her hand and links their fingers together. She starts pulling her towards the front room. "Let's go Yeni."
*****
Jeongin hits the mattress as Seonghwa drops the backpack she'd brought next to her on the floor. She's on her immediately, kissing her again and hands roaming up her sides. Jeongin can't help but moan into the kiss and reach up to link her arms around Seonghwa's shoulders.
They make out for a bit, Seonghwa's hands trailing over Jeongin and leaving goose flesh behind. Jeongin can't help the whines and whimpers she lets out in response. When Seonghwa finally pulls back and looks down at her. "Before we go any further, I need to know how far you want me to go. What I can do to you," Seonghwa is a little winded from the make out and Jeongin feels herself arch off the bed at the tone.
"Is now a bad time to mention I'm highkey a sadist." Jeongin says as she reaches up to tuck hair behind Seonghwa's ear. The other leans into it as she smiles wickedly. She leans down and gives Jeongin ones last kiss before biting her bottom lip and tugging on it.
Seonghwa leans back and puts distance between them as she speaks. "So I can slap you around a bit, spank you when you're being bad, pull on ur pretty hair while I fuck you from behind?" Her hands squeeze Jeongin's waist as she speaks and the younger can't help the gasp she lets out. Her head nods and her eyes sparkle. "Words, little lamb."
"Yes, I want that." Jeongin is quick to say. Seonghwa nods and leans in to kiss her head before she climbs off her and sits on the bed.
"What do you say if you want me to slowdown?"
"Yellow."
"Good. What do you say if you want me to stop?"
"Red."
"Sit up."
Jeongin does as she's told and is met with a hand roughly grabbing and squeezing her face, making her lips purse. "I want you to get up and take all these clothes off for me." When Seonghwa lets go of the younger woman's face, she pushes her away a little roughly and Jeongin feels her heart soar at the rough treatment. She stands up but before she starts removing her clothes she looks at Seonghwa.
"All of it? Even my underwear?" She isn't too shy about her body when it comes to sex. She works out, even if she isn't really muscular anymore, and takes good care of herself. But clarification is always good when talking to a dom.
A dom. The thought makes her shiver.
Seonghwa thinks for a second, throwing off some of her accessories and putting them on the nightstand. "Keep on your cute little panties. I wanna know what lingerie you wore for me." She licks her lips and Jeongin almost trembles. In the back of her mind she thinks about how good Seonghwa would be with her brattiness but files it away for later. She's too desperate.
Piece after piece of white clothing falls to the floor and Jeongin feels giddy. She's hasn't had sex in along time, months of pining after Seonghwa left her bitchless. She's gotten off plenty though, no lack of toys to help her work through her Seonghwa induced psychosis. When she's down to just her knee socks and her lingerie set she pauses. She looks up at Seonghwa and catches her eye before reaching for the back clasp of her bra.
The set she'd worn under her costume was white, of course. A small pink rose sewn onto the middle of the bar and the middle of her panties waistband. They're lace, see through, and kinda plain. But Seonghwa doesn't seem to think so as she watches. Her eyes don't leave Jeongin's body, hungrily eating up the sight of her. When her bra fall to the floor, she wants to cover up. It's cold and the metal pierced through her nipples makes the cold worse. But she doesn't.
Jeongin's chest is about a B cup, small tits that got up to a C cup when she was working out and bulking and went back down when she dropped the weight. Seonghwa is probably a C or a D cup, her boobs are such a good size it makes Jeongin jealous.
"Leave the socks on." Seonghwa suddenly says and Jeongin looks up from where she was trying to psych herself up. Seonghwa is in her underwear too. the simple bralette she wears makes Jeongin feel like she needs an inhaler. She's folded all her clothes and put them in a pile, fishnets still on. Seonghwa's panties are really cute, a black lacey thing with a pink bow on the waist band. Jeongin really wants to tell her how cute she is but knows it'll ruin the vibe. She steps forward hesitantly, coming to stand between Seonghwa's spread legs.
Jeongin shivers as she feels the cool air from the fan on Jisung's side of the room, her nipples are so hard it kinda hurts. "Is-" Jeongin feels herself blush. "Am I okay?" She is looking at the floor again. "Do you like how I look, unnie?" The word slips from her lips without even thinking. She's never really had an unnie kink, she hears the way minsung use it like no one can tell it's obviously a kink and always thought it was silly. But calling Seonghwa unnie feels right.
Seonghwa reaches out and grabs her face, hard. "Don't ask stupid questions little lamb. Unnie thinks you're the most beautiful girl ever." She pulls Jeongin forward by the grip on her jaw and pushes her down onto the bed while she stands. Jeongin lands on the bed, face still in Seonghwa's hand. The older woman squeezes her face before pushing her head away and letting go. "I'll have to punish you for saying such silly stuff."
The blood in Jeongin's body runs towards her clit at the mention of a punishment. "Are you gonna hit me?" She asks. Her voice is so light and airy, her brain already becoming a mess just from the implication of Seonghwa smacking her around. Seonghwa laughs at her as she reaches for her bag.
"You'd love that, wouldn't you?" She drops the backpack next to Jeongin on the bed and opens the zipper. She pulls out a harness, Jeongin's body heats up. The next thing that comes out, Jeongin isn't sure if she knows what it is. She zeroes in on the dildo Seonghwa brought for the harness before she can think too hard. It's pink and sparkly, pretty big too. "I brought the big one. I assumed you could take it since you're such a little pervert." Jeongin whimpers. Seonghwa laughs and holds up the second thing she pulled out. Now that it's on display, Jeongin knows exactly what it is. It's a pleather paddle, white and soft with ribbons hanging off the handle and a pink paw print decorating the length. Jeongin hears her own breath catch.
"I thought you would like this, I picked it up last month because it made me think of you." The admission makes something in Jeongin's chest ache. She realizes now, naked and nipples hard while Seonghwa stands over her, that she can't sleep with Seonghwa if that's all she gets. She can't do this if it won't lead to something.
"Seonghwa, I-" Jeongin starts but Seonghwa shoots her a look. She didn't mean to make unnie a thing so fast. "Wait, yellow, I-" Jeongin starts to sit up and Seonghwa's demeanor changes instantly.
"Shit, are you okay?" She leans in and pulls the blanked up over Jeongin as if she knows she's freezing.
Jeongin swallows down all the feelings trying to jump out of her throat. "Yeah, I just- well I realized that um, well I really like you-"
"I really like you too, baby."
"But I can't have sex with you if it doesn't mean anything to you." Jeongin feels like she's going to puke as the words fall from her lips. She pulls the blanket tighter around herself and feels her eyes water. "I know its stupid because I'm literally a slut but I can't hurt myself like that." She cant even look at Seonghwa. She knows this is it and she knows it's gonna suck when Seonghwa has to get dressed and leave. She knows she'll never get to hang out with Seonghwa and her friends ever again. And it stings.
There's a shuffle and then she has a lapful of Seonghwa. "Honey, why would you think even for a second it doesn't mean something to me? Am I that bad at flirting with you?" It's a teasing remark but Jeongin feels her chest tighten.
"No no, I just-" Jeongin feels her eyes water again. "You know when someone is trying to fuck you. It's easy to tell. But this stuff…I really suck at reading the signs." Her and her stupid brain.
"Why didn't you ask me then? We could've talked about this a long time ago and we'd already be cute pink girlfriends who share clothes." Seonghwa tucks her in against her chest and Jeongin lets her. A small wet laugh comes out too.
"I thought…it could never be true." Jeongin simply says. "I'm not the type of girl who has a lot of experience with romance."
Seonghwa leans back a little as presses small kisses to her head. "I should've said something long ago, too. I just thought you were like playing some game. You wanted to drag it out." She tucks pieces of white hair behind Jeongin's ear. "Maybe we're both stupid lesbians." She whispers. Jeongin laughs and it makes her shoulders shake.
"Before we ask each other to be girlfriends," Seonghwa says. "Do you want to finish what we started? Since it means everything to me." Jeongin tucks herself closer and as she nods.
"You can't go easy on me just because we had a talk about our feelings. I still want you to slap me around and fuck me til I can't walk." She sniffles. Seonghwa laughs at her and snuggles her.
"Of course baby, anything for my little lamb."
The next twenty minutes fly by. Seonghwa kisses her again, holding her chin tightly and making sure she can't move. When they part, Seonghwa slaps her across the face and Jeongin moans at the contact. She loves it so much, how rough it can be when someone cares about you. Seonghwa does it again and grabs her by the hair. She whispers to her about how she needs to make her pretty little ass red and Jeongin's thighs clench.
She flips Jeongin over and pulls her hips back, leaving her chest against the mattress. "Spread your legs, little lamb." Is commanded of her and she does so easily. Her knees slide apart and her spine dips as she whines into the sheets. Seonghwa lightly slaps her ass and calls her a good girl as she pulls back, probably to put the harness on. Jeongin just whines out loudly, wanting the warmth of Seonghwa pressed against her again.
Another swift smack lands itself on her ass and she moans. Seonghwa laughs and makes fun of her from above. "Such a desperate little lamb, what am I gonna do with you?" Jeongin wants to suggest she fuck her but bites back the bratty comment in favor of being good and getting what she craves.
When Seonghwa finally comes back up behind her, Jeongin whines. The older shushes her, hands groping her ass and digging into where the red marks from her hands hit. Jeongin can't help the whimpers that slip past her lips. Seonghwa retreats her hands and leans in, her chest pressing against Jeongin's back as she leans over her to whisper to her. "If you need a break or to stop, you know what to say." And a kiss is gently placed below her ear before Seonghwa pulls back.
The sweetness of the moment is contrasted by the sharp sting of the paddle hitting against her ass. The pleather is cold but her skin is hot. She cries out, burying her face into the skiddy plushie she has laying on her bed. Seonghwa laughs at her, mocking the cry of pain. "Already hurts, doesn't it?" She asks as if Jeongin can respond. She can't even try to open her mouth and supply an answer before Seonghwa is hitting her again. The paddle smacks down on her left side of her ass before it's picked up and brought down on the right side, one after another. She moans, it's pitched high and she tries to push her legs back together. Seonghwa stops her movements and hits her again. "Stop it. Do as I say or else we will stop and you can watch me fuck myself without touching yourself." Jeongin whines and stops moving, trying to be still. She flinches and jolts as she's hit, the skin of her ass growing hot and pink. She is happy Seonghwa seems to know not to hit her sitting spots, she doesn't think she'd be able to focus in lecture if she had a constant reminder of Seonghwa paddling her.
The hits keep coming, moan comments and commands of 'Shut up' falling from Seonghwa's lips as she hits her. Between swats and hits, Seonghwa will rub her palms over the skin of Jeongin's ass trying to soothe the red hot but not doing enough to actually make it better. Jeongin can feel the tears building in her eyes as Seonghwa begins a series of hits in quick succession. By the time she finishes hitting her and starts rubbing her ass, Jeongin lets out a loud wet sob and her body is shaken with her sobs. She feels so good, her brain is like mush and all she can think about is Seonghwa. Is Seonghwa gonna hit me again? Does Seonghwa think my butt is cute all pink? Is Seonghwa enjoying this as much as I am? Will Seonghwa fuck me like this often now that we're gonna be girlfriends?
She's shaking through her sobs and her hand comes back, reaching out for Seonghwa without saying anything. Her fingers are laced with Seonghwa's a moment later, the feeling extremely grounding and helps Jeongin sniffle her way into feeling a little better. Seonghwa pouts and mocks her again, the words making Jeongin's cunt throb helplessly. She whines through her tears. "Unnie~ It hurts, I need you- please unnie I need your cock. I want it deep in my guts I want you to fuck me so hard I can't want- need you so bad!"
Seonghwa hits her again with the paddle before she leans in and kisses Jeongin's hand she's holding. She drops the paddle on the bed before using her free hand to slip Jeongin's panties to the side. She makes a noise as the sight of Jeongin's pussy comes into view. She's wet and aching, her clit red and the wetness even getting on the trimmed pubic hair she has. Seonghwa slaps her cunt. Jeongin yelps, which turns into a moan. Seonghwa laughs. "Needy thing."
The head of Seonghwa's cock slides between the folds of Jeongin's cunt a few times before she teases Jeongin's hole. Jeongin can't help but gasp and start chanting ' please please please!' over and over again. Seonghwa calls her pathetic and Jeongin feels her pussy throb. When Seonghwa finally slides in, Jeongin can't help the yell she lets out. She's so full . Jeongin starts crying again as Seonghwa grinds her hips forward. It's deep and feels so full and her skin on her butt still stings and her brain can't even think about how the neighbors are definitely gonna hear her. When Seonghwa starts moving, she holds Jeongin's hand still and grips her hip with the other. She pulls Jeongin back with each thrust since the younger is too fucked out to do it on her own.
Her pace builds. Jeongin doesn't even realize they've gone from steady to fast until Seonghwa is groaning into the skin of her shoulder and mumbling about how good she feels. "Unnie~" Jeongin moans and Seonghwa bites down on her shoulder. Tears keep falling from Jeongin's eyes as she sobs into her plushies and pillows and lets Seonghwa do as she pleases with her. When she feels like she's going to cum, it's sudden. She gasps out and her back dips. "Unnie I'm gonna cum!" She almost yells. Seonghwa laughs and keeps her pace.
"Then cum." Is all she says. Jeongin cries and lets the feeling of Seonghwa's cock hitting at her from the right angle wash over her as she lets it build. She keeps crying, moaning, babbling, making all these pathetic noises trying to portray to Seonghwa just how good she's making her feel. She hopes she understands. She wants Seonghwa to know just how perfect this is.
Jeongin cums hard, moaning loudly and feeling boneless as the aftershocks ripple through her body and makes her thighs twitch. Seonghwa doesn't stop until Jeongin starts pushing at her with her hand and sobs that she hurts. Seonghwa pulls out and Jeongin falls limp on the bed. She breathes in the scent of her laundry detergent as she tries to settle her body. She's done this enough, post sex calming your body and making yourself stop crying so the girl who topped you can feel okay to leave as soon as possible. There's a damp towel wiping at her body and Seonghwa's voice shushing her and telling her how good she did, how she's a good girl and how she is a perfect little lamb.
Jeongin melts into the mattress on accident. She must fall asleep because the next thing she knows, she's waking up curled next to Seonghwa in her bed. They're both wearing Jeongin;s pajamas and Jeongin feels herself warm at the though of Seonghwa in her clothes. She looks up and there's Jisung standing over her. She has too big of a smile for- she turns her head to look at the digital clock on her nightstand- 4 AM. "You got your wolf." She says and a drunk laugh leaves Jisung's lips. "It's a wolf in sheep's clothing." She turns to look at Minho who has been prepping the bed for them to lay down. "See, Hwa is wearing Yeni's clothes." Minho nods and indulges her enough to get her changed and into bed. Minho drops a small kiss to Jeongin's forehead before she joins Jisung in bed.
Jeongin turns back over and snuggles into Seonghwa's chest. "I like your clothes." Seonghwa suddenly mumbles against her head and Jeongin just hums and buries herself deeper in Seonghwa's chest.
*****
"You've been dating for a month, Innie. I'm sure Seonghwa will like anything you think of. You know her better than anyone else." The facetime video of Wooyoung goes blurry as the connection starts to get bad in the mall. Jeongin pouts.
"Unnie said she didn't want anything other than dinner. But I want to get her something nice. The problem is, I don't have crazy money for a nice present. Please Wooyoungie," She pouts harder. Wooyoung sighs loudly and leans in.
"Is there a lego store there?"
"Yeah?"
"I'll send you a photo, buy these for unnie and you guys can build them together after your dinner." A text message comes through of a photo of lego flowers that sit in a pot. Jeongin smiles at the cute habit her unnie has of collecting legos.
"Thank you!"
"Don't mention it, just go spoil my Hwa." The call disconnects and Jeongin heads off to do her shopping. After she has the present bought, she tucks it in her backpack as she heads back towards the front entrance she came in from. She zips up her coat and puts on her pink star shaped earmuffs as she steps out. Standing by the doors with a white paper shopping bag, is Seonghwa. Her coat is pink with a fur trim and she's wearing a cute winter hat.
"Unnie!" Jeongin says and Seonghwa looks up with a smile. They connect in a small kiss and Jeongin feels her chest explode like a kaleidoscope. When they pull back Jeongin beams at her girlfriend when something catches her eye. A snow flake falls down from the sky and lands in Seonghwa's eyelashes. Jeongin gasps.
Seonghwa wipes it away. "Oh, it's snowing."
Jeongin nods and feels herself smile. "It's the first snow, actually." Seonghwa smiles lovingly at her and pulls her in for another kiss.
"Our first first snow." She says as she laces their hands together, Jeongin's clad in fingerless gloves. "How many more first snows do you think we'll have?" She says as she starts walking them towards the bus stop.
Jeongin hums. "As many as you'll have me for."
"Ah, so all of them."
Jeongin blushes and tucks her chin. Seonghwa calls her cute and coos at her.
Jeongin thinks every first snow from now on spent with Seonghwa would be perfect.