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August 24th 1939 - 2:41AM
Learning English for this ridiculous job hasn’t been the best,
I suppose it works as a kind of “learning journey “ but I still find it unnecessary.
I’ve practically memorized this “Alexander” back to front better than mine own person.
I dread sleep before this meeting though,
It’s hardly plausible but what if i am to forget a key detail ?
My memory has only been in decile recently and things seem to slip between my fingers more quickly.
I’m sure I’ll be fine.
The train I am catching is at 7AM,
sleep now is recommended but like I said it’s unlikely to occur.
Sleep has only been a problem on the rise.
With my memory worsening,
these “hallucinations” seem to be worsening as well.
It is only a matter of time before I am unable to handle it anymore.
I pray that time come when I am long useless and no longer needed.
Goodnight,
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Otto Elias Lantz.