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"Frankie!! Where are ya headed?" Gerard giggled as he saw Frank's suitcase in the foyer.
"Tattoo con in Delaware... Ill be gone a week at the most. I love you Gee.."
Frank kissed his boyfriend as Gerard giggled again.
When the door swung shut, Gerard was alone, and oh so sad.
He cried and sobbed as Frank drove off.
He loved Frank as they had been sweethearts for as long as they could remember
Gerard could feel his mental health decreasing
He ate a full box of pasta and cheese and lay out on the couch, rubbing his now bloated stomach.
He felt queasy and sick.
the pasta was hurting his belly horribly He cried as his tummy churned.
He could feel the swell of his gut under his shirt, he sat on the floor and massaged his aching midsection.
Suddenly, his stomach clenched as he dashed to the toilet and had begun to vomit.
he slid down the wall, sobbing.
"Frankie....please come home. I feel awful...." Gerard choked on a noodle as he vomited again.
A low belch came from him as his gut swelled with nausea.
Gerard continued to vomit alone and cry.
He fell asleep to his parents wedding song as he cried himself to sleep
would he ever be happy and was it worth following his lover around the world while putting his own dreams on hold?
He wasn't so sure anymore
and he was scared.....
He awoke to his tummy swollen with nausea, indigestion and sickness - he looked pregnant but was only sick.
he rolled over and burped into the toilet.
he continued to belch up his dinner before a retch escaped him.
soon he was vomiting violently into the bowl and only had time to fall into a slumber when his gut was too sore to bring anything else up.
Maybe Frank would be home tomorrow.... if he was hopeful....
Gerard flushed away his dinner and trudged to bed before hugging the pillow to his tummy and sobbing until he fell asleep....