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Chapter 34: epilogue

Summary:

hope.

Notes:

(See the end of the chapter for notes.)

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After a night of rest, and a morning dedicated to flustered glances between you and Sora, you left him on the beach with Riku and Kairi and a promise to be back if he didn't come visit you first. Radiant Garden felt quiet as you wandered the streets, bag bouncing against your hip with every step, the scent of salt water and sand clinging to your skin. For a moment, you lingered outside of Merlin's house, your fist raised to knock. You were hesitating. But finally, you knocked lightly with an internal debate to turn tail and run and gather your nerves first. The door was opened, and before you could greet her, Yuffie already pounced and wrapped her arms around you tightly.

"You're back!" 

You returned her hug, arms tight around her as well while two words remain unsaid. I'm home .

Without a moment of hesitation, Yuffie pulled you inside to greet the rest of the cast - Merlin welcoming you back with a smile, Leon merely giving you a nod and a reminder about your training (to which you rolled your eyes at, because of course that'd be the first thing he said to you) - before realizing Aerith was out. She darted from the house, yelling back a promise to be back in a few minutes, and you immediately decided to talk to Merlin, and ask him for one favor.

You were surprised that he said yes.

~

The first time you managed to appear at the Destiny Islands without external help, you'd been more than ecstatic. You waited on the beach, knowing that soon enough, you wouldn't be alone. That was how most of your days went afterward - you appearing on the beach in a puff of smoke before having to return to Radiant Garden before nightfall - and you were happy. You were more than happy. Sora would always greet you with a bone-crushing hug before slipping his hand into yours and pulling you in some direction to follow where Riku and Kairi had run off to, rattling off the day's plans with a smile and the prettiest look in his eyes that never failed to make your heart flutter. And then the day would end with the four of you on the outer little island. Riku leaned against it, an arm propped up on his knee; Kairi on the other side of Sora, hands resting in her lap as she looked out at the ocean; Sora beside you, one hand on yours while he sort-of leaned against the tree; and you, sitting on the tree and leaning slightly against Sora. While you weren't sure what the future would hold, one thing was clear:

You were more than ready to face it.

Notes:

it's been... a really, really wild ride.

over a year ago, i was... in a weird place. i still am, i'll admit, but... the wounds feel less fresh. they're deep still, but i've grown from them. i think that's why i started this fic: to break away from the things that were hurting me, every painful reminder of the fuck-ups i did, and focus on something happy - something for a series that has a special place in my heart.

i never thought this fic would be one of my longest conquests to date. like... over 70k words. i dont remember how long my first novel (which has been thankfully lost to the sands of time, i think) was - but i know that it was nowhere near this length. i've grown so much. i've struggled, i've grown distant, and yet i remembered this fic and kept coming back because it was something close to my heart and something i loved writing.

i genuinely don't think i would have ever finished this if it weren't for the endless support i received in the process. every kind word, every ounce of praise, every single comment pushed me forward even when i wasn't the most active.

i loved this fic. i LOVE this fic. it's helped me a lot, i think. it's shown that i can push forward and at least manage a rough draft if nothing else (because, honestly, this fic is 100% just one big rough draft for me with some revisions done here and there). maybe it was rash to post all of these chapters in matter of minutes. but i think that you all deserve it: you've waited long enough, after all.

the sequel to this fic i think is going to take a while. i have two routes i want to go down (one far more fleshed out than the other, i'll admit) but i want to give it some time first before i finish plans and begin writing. my ephemer fic might still be in the works, but i'll at least post a little preview or something <3

so thank you all for everything: i could have never finished this without the encouragement i received.

ever yours,
mj

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