the places Nobody knows
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here is the deepest secret nobody knows by Etienne Telling (tellingetienne), pan_ismyhomeboy
Fandoms: 陈情令 | The Untamed (TV), 魔道祖师 - 墨香铜臭 | Módào Zǔshī - Mòxiāng Tóngxiù
15 Aug 2020
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Lan Xichen, Zewu-jun, in bondage, in submission, in deep subspace.
You think that you have turned to water, ready to spill everywhere, but A-Yao’s touch and the ropes contain you. Tonight is about trust, and it is about peace, and it is about finding both in the quiet joy of letting go.Series
- Part 1 of the places Nobody knows
- Part 1 of Explorations of Sub/Dom spaces
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(trembling ever so little) by Etienne Telling (tellingetienne), pan_ismyhomeboy
Fandoms: 陈情令 | The Untamed (TV), 魔道祖师 - 墨香铜臭 | Módào Zǔshī - Mòxiāng Tóngxiù
11 Sep 2020
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This is Jin Guangyao without his layers of protection. This is Lan Xichen given the framework to love as deeply as he desires. This is an exploration of little space and a great deal of love. (And a kink meme fill.)
You analyze the cost and benefits in the blink of an eye. This doesn’t feel safe to claim, from him or for yourself. You try not to lie to him, for your own sake. You try not to lie to yourself either, as a matter of policy. So you take a deep breath and begin to explain the geographies of your desire. The shape of it is this: you would like to be small and you would like to be safe. You would like Lan Xichen to take care of you.
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- Part 2 of the places Nobody knows
- Part 2 of Explorations of Sub/Dom spaces
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my love is building by Etienne Telling (tellingetienne)
Fandoms: 陈情令 | The Untamed (TV), 魔道祖师 - 墨香铜臭 | Módào Zǔshī - Mòxiāng Tóngxiù
09 Oct 2020
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This is Lan Xichen utterly in awe of the man he loves.
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- Part 3 of the places Nobody knows
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when my heart sang by Etienne Telling (tellingetienne)
Fandoms: 陈情令 | The Untamed (TV), 魔道祖师 - 墨香铜臭 | Módào Zǔshī - Mòxiāng Tóngxiù
07 Dec 2021
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This is Lan Xichen, taking what he wants, and giving back so much in return.
The winter storm comes on fierce and unexpected, blanketing the Cloud Recesses in an unnatural muffled silence. You hear nothing outside the Hanshi and are not likely to for the rest of the day.
What a gift it is to be snowbound on a mountainside with the man you love most in the world.
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- Part 4 of the places Nobody knows
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than my body, to have in your fingers by Etienne Telling (tellingetienne), pan_ismyhomeboy for Zeebie
Fandoms: 陈情令 | The Untamed (TV), 魔道祖师 - 墨香铜臭 | Módào Zǔshī - Mòxiāng Tóngxiù
04 Feb 2022
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This is Jin Guangyao, unpleasant and wanting. This is Lan Xichen, endlessly giving.
You wonder if he knows how easily he splits you down the middle, or shatters you into countless reflections of yourself. Over here is Lianfang-zun, the you that forgoes sleep to ensure a discussion conference runs smoothly. Calculated smiles, clever words that conceal more than they show. But over here, too, is another you—the you that is exhausted, run ragged after more than a week of performed perfection. There is nothing here but an unending, disgusting need for care and attention.
These two will not and cannot share space, you have found. They refuse to even acknowledge each other unless forced, and then they are angry and brittle at being shown the other. A pleasant smile hiding your anger. The sullen sulk of a child with a wounded inner-self.
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- Part 5 of the places Nobody knows
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The tiger He destroyed his cage by Etienne Telling (tellingetienne) for recovering_horse_girl
Fandoms: 陈情令 | The Untamed (TV), 魔道祖师 - 墨香铜臭 | Módào Zǔshī - Mòxiāng Tóngxiù
14 Feb 2025
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Jin Guangyao grief over the death of his son takes an unexpected turn and his wife catches him as he falls.
You can't do this. You are hyperventilating, your whole body shaking violently. You can't.
You can't. You don't know how to stop yourself from hurtling forward when, in the chaos, there is a small voice, small hands reaching out for the tiger toy on the top of the basket. Could he stop this? Stem the tide of this unending grief? He is so small. Small and terrifying, greedy, wanting, open, so painfully open and free with his emotions. It might be the only thing inside of yourself that can handle this without breaking yourself.
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- Part 6 of the places Nobody knows