days in the life of the relationship of streamer named 'deliverer'
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stream one: upside down and inside out by abyssalremain
Fandoms: 崩坏：星穹铁道 | Honkai: Star Rail (Video Game)
05 Jun 2025
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“Sweetheart, neither of us wants you to leave. We aren’t going to leave you over this; why would you think such a thing?” It’s a question he doesn’t expect an answer to because he knows. Phainon is so scared of losing people, yet thinks people will leave him. “And, my sweet pup, you are good. I don’t know who told you that, who put those words in your head, but neither of us thinks you are bad. I certainly don’t. Maybe a little bratty at times, a little nosy, but you are so good, Phainon.”
“I…but…”
“No buts Phainon. We had a feeling one day you would try to come with us, so that’s why Anaxagoras and I talked ahead of time. It’s not your fault, Phainon, for wanting to be a part of this, but for your safety, you can’t. Neither of us wants to see you in that dark place again. It’s not a slight on you, Phainon. It’s to protect you. Please believe us, love.”
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Phainon knows they love him, knows they care for him, but sometimes...sometimes he makes mistakes. Sometimes they are little, like not knowing left from right, and sometimes...sometimes they are big mistakes. But...they forgive him, they are there for him. Sometimes, it's just the stress that gets to him...sometimes it just too much...
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stream two: nightmares into dreams by abyssalremain
Fandoms: 崩坏：星穹铁道 | Honkai: Star Rail (Video Game)
05 Jun 2025
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Phainon dreams.
He dreams a lot. Sometimes he even daydreams too, especially when he shouldn't.
Phainon dreams.
And those dreams haunt him.
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He dreams… An echoing laugh, unhinged. A cackle, a chuckle, a howl. It goes on and on, bouncing off the stadium the man is hanging in the middle of.
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He dreams… …and in this one he can move.
He is rushing along the broken walkway, begging his legs to go faster. Faster faster faster. He cannot falter, he needs to go faster.
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Phainon has nightmares of things that never happened but feature familiar people. He can't do anything about them, can't help. He can't save Anaxa, he can't get to Mydei in time. He can't, he can't...until he can...
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stream three: (finally) living together by abyssalremain
Fandoms: 崩坏：星穹铁道 | Honkai: Star Rail (Video Game)
05 Jun 2025
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“Mhm! I mean yes! Yes, I really want to move here with you both! I mean I would live anywhere with you both, but here is really nice!” He nods so fast he gets dizzy from it. Anaxa hums in return and turns to Mydei.
“Mydeimos?”
“Anywhere the two of you are, I am happy. Everything else can be worked out. What about you, Anaxagoras? This is…what about you? I, we, don’t want to feel like you were pressured into this.” Phainon looks from Mydei to Anaxa, who is looking down at his hands. He keeps nodding, hoping it comes across he’s supporting Mydei’s words.
Anaxa smiles a soft smile and grabs his and Mydei’s hands. “I would like that as well. I just ask that you please be patient with me. Even more patient that you have been this far."
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Or, finally, after three years of their relationship, they move in together. After some angst and sexy photos. And a decent amount of Phainon being depraved, of course.
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