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  1. Public Bookmark 2

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    The need to be desired will be your downfall. Your desperation for love and attention will come in the form of suffering.
    In the end, you deserve it all — but you don't deserve him; and he doesn't deserve you, either.

    Love has no meaning, as you'll learn time and time again.

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    !!WARNING!!
    this fic is dark, i delve into touchy subjects and do not do them justice. the reader is supposed to be mentally unwell and manipulative — and they are a bad person, just like every character here. their past + mental health contributes to bad aspects of their personality, but i'm not trying to imply that they're the sole reason the reader is a bad person. a lot of these thoughts are similar to ones i have myself so i will be projecting a bit.
    none of the actions here are being justified or glorified. this is a dark fanfic of a horrorporn game, so expect extreme stuff and very unhealthy coping mechanisms.

    do not read if you're sensitive to subjects listed in additional tags! this fic is to be enjoyed by others who find comfort in and/or cope with dark fiction! tags will be updated as i go.
    none of this is ai, i'm just a big em dash user lol

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    29 Jan 2026

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    last read chapter 2 29/1/26

  2. Public Bookmark 73

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    You come across a peculiar live stream one night and begin a correspondence with the man behind the production.

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    28 Jun 2025

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    last read chapter 11 30/9/25

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    Once or twice a month, Silco dreams that the police are standing on his front porch. I'm sorry, Grayson says, holding her hat across her chest. There was nothing we could do. And when Silco staggers past the threshold, the scene warps into a funeral parlor, and he's staring at the peaceful, porcelaneous face of his child just as the coffin lid is closing. Silco screams until his throat is raw: Don't cover him. Please. He'll suffocate. He is only a boy. But darkness swallows the casket anyway, and Silco falls in after him, pleading, mouth filling with dirt—

    In nearly all ways, the reality is worse.

    "I'm Marcus with Piltover PD. It's about your son."

    "Tell me," Silco says. "Tell me what has happened to Viktor."

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    They hurt and heal together, in that order.

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    01 Jun 2025

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    last read chapter 4, 27/8/25

  4. Public Bookmark 2

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    18 Jun 2025

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    last read 14/7/25, chapter 3

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    Placed in a new foster home two months before he turns eighteen, Goro Akechi tries to prepare for the inevitable moment when he will be left to the mercy of the society that has punished him ever since he was born to the wrong person under the wrong circumstances. But when he is granted access to another world on the first day of his new school - a world of monsters and demons, of cognition and real-life consequences - he knows that he has finally been given a chance to change his situation, and maybe track down the nameless absent father who left him and his mother to die.

    And finally punish him and everyone else who made his life a living hell.

    (A Role Swap AU, where Akechi is both leader of the Phantom Thieves and murderous vigilante.)

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    12 Jul 2023

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    AUUGH COOL COOL COOL (roleswap au hehe). last read chapter 35, 19/6/25