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  1. Public Bookmark 79

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    Fyodor is eight, when he meets Dazai. He’s at a chess tournament and Dazai is the only one who has made it worth it. Made it interesting. He’s the only one who is playing at the same level as Fyodor. Fyodor loves chess but he hasn’t felt challenged in what seems like a long time. Not until Dazai, that is.

    They’re in the final game. Dazai and Fyodor are two children lost in a world that has nothing to do with anyone but them. Dazai has one of his eyes covered with a bandage. His hair is almost but exactly not the same color as Fyodor’s. He plays aggressively and recklessly and so carefully measured Fyodor feels it all the way to his toes, swinging in their too tight shoes, unable to touch the ground.

    They draw.

    “I’m Dazai.” Dazai says afterward. Like Fyodor, English is slightly stilted on Dazai’s tongue, rounded awkwardly around different syllables than it should be.

    “I’m Fyodor.” Fyodor responds. Dazai mouths Fyodor’s name to himself. “It’s Russian.” Fyodor explains quietly, used to other children not being able to say his name, teasing him.

    “Fyodor.” Dazai repeats. “You’re good at chess.” He adds bluntly.

    Fyodor feels something stronger than happiness, quiet and content, low in his soul.

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    18 Feb 2026

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    T0T the writing was so beautifull

  2. Public Bookmark 4

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    "A kitsune has needs, Chuuya. Sustenance for the body, yes, but also for the spirit." His eyes, dark and knowing, fixed on Chuuya with mock seriousness. "I require attention. Worship. Petting."

     

    Chuuya snorted. "You require me to do your bidding, you mean."

     

    "My bidding is very simple. Sit. Rest. Pet fox." Dazai tipped his head, ears angling forward. "Surely even a humble farmer can manage such complex instructions."

     

    "A humble farmer who brings you persimmons every single day, you ungrateful little-"

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    17 Feb 2026

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    Dazai has long since known that he'd die either by his own hand or Chuuya's.

    He just never thought the end would come like this.

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    28 Dec 2025

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    i love ada and dazais relationship here T0T
    and dazai making chuuya stay in the lightt T0T

  4. Rec 44

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    “Again?” Dazai breathes, and it is the first sound to dispel the quiet since Chuuya stopped playing. It is the first word that either of them has spoken in hours.

    Chuuya stares at him, confused. “We’re disqualified,” he says, just as softly.

    “I know,” Dazai says, and the small smile he offers Chuuya lacks the regret that he would’ve expected it to possess. “But let’s try this again, anyway. If you can’t hear it in the dark, put your trust in me. Take another step.”

    “If you get lost and can’t hear the notes right, look at me.”

    Or: SKK with Plato's Symposium; an analysis of love, music, and loss

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    21 Jan 2026

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    Your Lie in April but skk edition T0T

  5. Rec 57

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    Oda, Ango, and Dazai spend Christmas together, and learn the warmth of that which they've never had.

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    04 Feb 2026

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    how i long for more buraiha trio T-T