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    “What’s your problem?” Chuuya pressed. “You drink. You swallow whatever pills the Boss throws at you like candy. But one little joint and you’re acting like a grandma.”

    Dazai’s smile froze.

    “Chuuya,” Albatross said lightly, pushing himself up onto his elbows. “Maybe chill.”

    “What? I’m just saying,” Chuuya said. He turned back to Dazai, annoyance lighting his cheeks. “You’re the one acting like I’m about to shoot up heroin in front of a kindergarten. It’s weed. You already do every other drug under the sun.”

    The words hit harder than they should have. Maybe because they were true. Maybe because they weren’t, not in the way Chuuya thought. For a heartbeat, Dazai couldn’t hear the wind or the waves. Just the pounding in his own ears.

    Every other drug. Like it was a hobby. Like it was something he did for fun.

    “Chuuya doesn’t know what he’s talking about,” Dazai said, voice flat.

    or: Chuuya smokes for fun. Dazai takes drugs to die or because Mori tells him to. When a stupid joint on a hill turns into Dazai admitting the difference, Chuuya makes a new rule: if the Boss drugs you, you don’t go curl up alone. You come find me when it’s over.

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    27 Apr 2026

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    Steve Harrington has never been good at asking for help. Especially not since he started being seen as the protector of the group. So, when his parents kick him out after discovering his sexuality, he figures he can get extra shifts, save up, and get a place before anyone realises anything is wrong.
    Join Steve as he takes on the weight of the world. He's got it figured out, he's definitely NOT struggling, and - above all else - he can make this work.

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    22 Apr 2026

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    "Yeah, Harrington," he heard Hopper say. "Anytime. It's not easy to be a bruiser in this fight."

    I'm not a bruiser, Steve thought to himself. I'm a goddamn kamikaze.

    He rattled out some mindless reply, one that not even he was able to repeat. Then he slowly loaded the rest of the boxes into his Beamer and drove down to the high school, tailing behind Hopper. When they lulled to a pause at a stop sign, Steve pressed his forehead to the steering wheel, took a breath, and fought back the urge to drive his car off the quarry cliff.


    He didn't know when the switch had happened. When I'd be willing to die for them turned into I'm going to die for them turned into I need to die for them. Once it had happened, however it had come to be, he hadn't been able to shake the pledge. It'd been cemented into his mind. He supposed that was why they called suicide a commitment.


    or, unable to lose anyone else, Steve writes a list, ranking his friends by how quickly he'd sacrifice himself for them. 5 times someone finds the list but doesn't realize what it is + 1 time they understand it perfectly.

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    21 Apr 2026

  4. Public Bookmark 91

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    Albono
    Anyone seen this?
    *insert link*
    Shock Result in Regional Youth Running Championship Amongst Cheating Rumours
    The reigning regional champion, Max Verstappen, 14, who allegedly attempted to win the race by pushing another competitor off the track, came last in a shock result…Read More

    Chilli
    He got what was coming to him

    DannyRic
    @LandoDaManDo You got your karma lol

    LandoDaManDo
    eyah he fucjugn desrevs it
    hes a fucxjing Twat

    HMSRussel
    @LandoDaManDo How did you manage to write fucking two different ways?

    LandoDaManDo
    DHUT UP GEOTGE

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    Charles is nervous to start his new school, but he needn't have bothered; everyone is welcoming and friendly, other than his roommate, one Max Verstappen.

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    12 Apr 2026

  5. Public Bookmark 77

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    Monaco belongs to Charles.

    This is his home race, his people. Even on pole, Max feels almost claustrophobic surrounded by a devotion not meant for him; a devotion that he could never give.

    Max tells himself it doesn't matter anymore, that whatever they had is gone. Still, the ache lingers, blooming behind his ribs whenever he catches a flash of red. He clings to control because it's the only thing keeping him steady. If he can just win this race, maybe he won't have to look too closely at what he lost.

    Monaco, though...

    Monaco doesn't let him forget. Monaco takes, and it keeps asking Max for a price he can't pay. Not today, and definitely not tomorrow.

    If only he could make it to tomorrow.

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    04 Apr 2026

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