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    “Don’t tell me you’ve forgotten me, Johnny,” he murmurs. Soap can’t breathe. Doesn’t even react when Ghost leans down and presses a kiss to his slack and pouting mouth. Tears spills over his lashes again, dark spots forming where they land on Ghost’s shirt.

    “I’m sorry,” Soap mumbles.

    There’s a gleam in Ghost’s eyes when he looks down at Soap, mask hitched in that funny way it does when he’s grinning underneath. “I guess I’ll have to seduce you, won’t I?”

    “Again,” Soap says, a smile pulling at his own mouth.

    Ghost doesn’t reply, just hums and pulls Soap against his broad chest. Soap melts against him immediately, the action feeling like second nature. It’s hard to believe he would have forgotten Ghost, but maybe he really did.

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    Soap wakes up, weak and confused, and his memory's got more holes than his nan's doilies. Things get worse when Ghost tells him that they were together and Soap's mind is curiously blank on the subject.

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    26 May 2026

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    Shrugging one shoulder far more casually than he possibly feels, Ilya says, “I like both. Is secret, okay?”

    “Okay,” Hollander says, voice cracking.

    He doesn’t say anything else. The air’s so heavy around them that it feels like being in the middle of a scrum, the weight and heat of all those bodies pressing down on you. Danger always feels like hockey; it’s the most dangerous thing Ilya knows, except for this. Everything dangerous in his life involves men’s bodies and just how close he can get to them. Closer than he probably should.

    A year after mysteriously dropping out of the 2009 draft, Shane Hollander is signed by the Boston Raiders, right behind Ilya Rozanov. Having the two biggest stars in the league on the same line is great for Boston — but playing alongside their worst rival was never exactly in Shane or Ilya's plans. Especially not when staying away from each other starts to feel just as impossible as getting along.

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    26 May 2026

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    “No underwear,” Ilya murmured, his voice thick with implication. “You’ve been like this all day? Waiting for me?”

    “No...” Shane mumbles before a sudden moan escapes at the feeling of Ilya entering him so easily.

    Ilya simply shifted his hips and pushed forward, “You are a liar, hm?” Ilya taunted him, whispering close to his ear, “I know you’re just a desperate slut. You don’t need to lie.”

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    One random evening Shane tells Ilya to ditch the condoms, and what follows is a week of Ilya fucking Shane until his pussy's sore.

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    25 May 2026

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    Fuck Duncan, Aerion thought, though without the conviction he would have preferred. Fuck Maekar. Fuck the trial. Fuck every lickspittle and noble fool who had watched him and judged him and found him wanting because the world had always enjoyed the spectacle of a young man being cut down to size. Fuck the dragon egg that had not broken open, fuck the gods that had left the dragons to die, fuck the whole dead inheritance of it. He let the thought sit in him for a moment, hot and black and comforting in its ugliness, and then turned a page of the book without reading it.

    Or: a self-indulgent porn with plot where Dunk goes to Lys with Aerion and they both fuck about it.

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    18 May 2026

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    Shane is heavier than he used to be; his weight bears down on Ilya in a new way. He’s put on pounds of muscle since Ilya last touched him like this. Ilya flattens his palms, skims them under Shane’s undershirt, feels the flat solidity of his abs, the bulk of his lats, the swell of his chest. It’s the same and it’s new, this body; it’s the boy he couldn’t stop thinking about when he was 18 and the man he loved enough to let go at 26 and the person who somehow always comes to find him when he’s lost.

    A stranger, and the love of his life.

     

    or, Ilya's father doesn't die in 2017; Ilya breaks up with Shane instead of confessing his love. They get older, but not any less stupid about each other. Shane gets a boyfriend; Ilya gets on medication; they work on becoming whole people. And they always find their way back to each other.

    OR a story for those who love Shane and Ilya's baby love but ALSO think it's hot when people in their thirties make active choices about who they are and what they want in their partner!!

    Note: the "cheating" tag refers to the relationship between Shane and his aforementioned BF, not to Shane and Ilya cheating on each other.

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    18 May 2026