Hellowellyourenotwrong



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    He felt Rozanov’s eyes drag over him lazily, uncaring that Shane was watching him. He’d never been looked at like this, with such…hunger. It made his stomach flip but he did not close his shorts-clad legs even when he felt Rozanov’s eyes drift lower then lower still. His eyes didn’t waver, didn’t flinch at the lack of a bulge that they both knew should have been there.
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    Shane Hollander is the first transgender gay hockey player in the league and absolutely no one can know but Ilya Rozanov seems like a good secret keeper.

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    "It's just a plan to fuck," Rozanov says, and Shane nods, and he dips down to kiss him again.

    He kisses Shane how you would expect Ilya Rozanov to kiss: bold, assuming. Like he's sure of what's his to take, and of course with a hint of cigarette smoke under his breath. It should annoy Shane, like everything else about Rozanov annoys him, but as he slips his tongue inside Shane's mouth, his blood boils with the exact opposite of should.

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    The missing moment of Shane and Ilya's hook up after the All-Star Game in episode one. Ilya gets his questions answered. In the end it's Shane who learns a few new things about himself.

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    18 Jan 2026

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    That, and the exhausted edge to his voice when he’d asked Hayden if they could change the topic of conversation.

    Because Hayden had been complaining about Rozanov for nearly half an hour, so drained he’d actually forgotten that maybe the person who, for some reason, loved him wouldn’t want to hear about Hayden’s many grievances. Especially while they were literally on the way to a movie night with the guy.

    Hayden’s mouth clicked shut, guilt building up sticky behind his teeth as he understood just how badly he must have fucked up for Shane Hollander to ask for something he wanted, namely, for Hayden to stop being a dick.

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  4. Public Bookmark 39

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    End of episode 1. Shane wants to leave the balcony, but Ilya stops him, and he is very persuasive.

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    Filthy smut kind of missing scene :D

    “Here is fucking view, Hollander,” Ilya said, sounding clearly amused with himself. “Check it out.”
    Shane couldn’t not look. Ilya on his knees in a tuxedo, dick in his fist, city lights behind him like some obscene postcard. Shane’s brain short-circuited all over again.
    Then Ilya locked eyes with him and impaled his mouth, taking every inch of Shane’s dick, until there was nowhere left to go. His throat flexed, a swallow that squeezed tight around the head.
    “Jesus— fuck— Ilya—” Shane moaned, hand still clamped over his mouth but doing nothing to muffle the sounds leaking out. His other hand tangled in Ilya’s hair, not sure if he was trying to pull him off or hold him there forever. “We’re gonna get caught, we’re gonna—”

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    “It was cruel,” Ilya murmurs, brushing the saltwater from Shane’s freckles with a careful thumb. “I was cruel. To both of us. And I’m sorry.”

    Shane breathes with him for a moment, both of them trying to pull themselves together, before he grumbles, “I don’t even remember why I brought that up.”

    “Because you want to be annoying in bed until I slap you,” Ilya reminds him patiently.

    “Oh. Right.”

    [Or: Shane and Ilya are very, very compatible.]

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