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Lo'ak reflects on his choices after a harsh conversation with his father. Neteyam and his friends are always there to help.
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30 Dec 2025
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Lo’ak is drowning long before anyone notices. A month of sleepless nights after Neteyam’s death really break his mental, grief turning into silence, silence turning into danger.
He attempts twice, twice he stands on the edge of giving his life back to eywa. The first time he attempts, he just couldn’t do it. The second time, fate is louder than his pain and only thanks to his ilu’s restless cries that pull Jake from sleep, and pull Lo’ak back from a point he cannot return from alone.
Only then does Jake truly see him.
Not just how close he came to losing another son, but he also realizes that Lo’ak, all because of him, stopped valuing life, he stopped believing his own life mattered. Especially to the one person whose approval he chased. This much damage can be done by emotional blindness, about love assumed instead of shown, and about a father realizing too late that silence can be just as deadly.
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30 Dec 2025
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“I would slit my throat to see if you mourned me”
After Neteyam’s death Lo’ak falls back into self destructive habits like SH to cope with the guilt he carries and on the night Payakan is outcast and Kiri and Tsireya find him they tell his parents instead of staying silent. Jake and Neytiri then have to navigate helping their son heal instead of ignoring him in their own grief. Jake battles with the fact that his human DNA is likely the reason his son is suicidal and his guilt increases as he realises what Lo’ak is going through. Luckily through it all Tsireya remains a stable support system for Lo’ak and through the tough period they grow closer and closer.
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In the movie we got no mention of Lo’ak’s suicide attempt so this fic focuses on the Sully family reaction, specifically Jake and Neytiri and the follow up response.+Tsireya/Lo’ak fluff
TW: Semi detailed descriptions of SH
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29 Dec 2025
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This is about Lo'ak's attempt at suicide, I may do another ch. Haven't fully decided yet.
Bookmarked by Kalin06
29 Dec 2025