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It might have been the fact that she was at home, or it may have been how she spent the entire day with Jennie, falling a little more in love with every story and every smile. Whatever it was, Lisa forgot that love cannot be this loud, not when it was for Jennie.
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18 Dec 2025
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"Don't do this." Lisa begs Jennie, since the start of the day Lisa could tell Jennie's been waiting to say something to her. And she'd tried her best to ignore the feeling and keep them distracted but there's nothing left to avoid this conversation.
"What?" she innocently asks, as her eyes pull Lisa in deeper.
"Don't. Don't do that. We are finally okay--we're good. I'm fine to be without you. I've made peace with that, It's not your fault that you don't love me. It's my fault because I fell in love with you. Because after years of waiting nothing came--and thats fine. Sometimes you feel so strongly for a person and you don't know why - the feelings are just there. And they start to consume you until there's nothing left in your heart except what beats for that person. And thats what it was like with you...for some reason I had fallen into some kind of love with you and I picked myself up with just as much pain because you were who I thought I saw a future with. But things are different for me now-"
"I'm sorry but I love you." Jennie states begging for Lisa to hear and hear her clearly.
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19 Nov 2025
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Who's gonna love you (if it ain't me) by Darklord_discourse
Fandoms: The Wilds (TV 2020)
03 Sep 2022
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When they return home to California, Fatin and Leah fall into somewhat of a friends with benefits situation that neither is sure what to do with. As feelings grow and their lives move forward, the two struggle to navigate what's best for them and what they need from each other.
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23 Jun 2022
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Seasons 3 & 4.
“Stop staring at me like that,” Leah said, eyes homing in on Fatin who was currently perusing her features with a faraway expression.
“Like what?”
“Like I’m going dark.”
Chapters 1-19 (The Second Island, Rated T/M)
Chapters 20-30 (Post Island, T/M)
Chapters 30+ (Five Years Later, Rated M/E)Writing the superbly gay season 3 & 4 that we all deserved. (Leatin-centric but will include Shoni chapters also.)
(I will be continuing ALL of my fics regardless of Amazon ripping our hearts out. Sending a huge hug folks.)
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08 May 2022
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So, about that one little regret…
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21 Feb 2022