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   I Don't Want To by irinarya

   Fandoms: Heated Rivalry (TV)  

   • Mature
   • No Archive Warnings Apply
   • M/M
   • Complete Work

   29 Mar 2026

   Tags

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   • Shane Hollander/Ilya Rozanov
   • Shane Hollander
   • Ilya Rozanov
   • Cliff Marlow | Cliff Marleau
   • Ilya Rozanov Loves Shane Hollander
   • Ilya Rozanov Needs A Hug
   • Protective Ilya Rozanov
   • Soft Ilya Rozanov
   • POV Ilya Rozanov
   • Hurt Shane Hollander
   • Book 2: Heated Rivalry (Game Changers)
   • Episode: s01e05 I'll Believe in Anything (Heated Rivalry)
   • Canon - Game Changers Series & Heated Rivalry (TV) Combination
   • Anxious Ilya Rozanov
   • Fanwork Creator Knows Nothing About Hockey
   • Angst and Romance
   • Eventual Happy Ending
   • Angst and Feels
   • Gap Filler
   • Missing Scene
   • Canon-Typical Behavior
   • In Character
   • Ilya Rozanov is Obsessed With Shane Hollander
   • Dumb Hockey Boys
   • It Gets Worse Before It Gets Better
   • I kissed a brick and I liked it
   • Inspired by Music

   Summary

   Ilya was certain he would not forget the sound of the unstoppable force of Cliff Marleau hitting the immovable object of his love-soaked heart which was never in his ribcage anymore, but in the hands and the body belonging to Shane, even if he tried.

   He might try to forget these seconds. But they could also be the last seconds he ever saw Shane skate. Shane smile. Shane breathe.

   —Ilya POV during the night after Shane’s accident. Building the bridge of his thoughts between these two moments in time while honouring my favourite piece of book canon.

   Series

   • Part 1 of it's beginning to unravel me and you

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   29 Mar 2026