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    Before fifth year, Sirius Black attempts suicide, his desperate cry for release from a life that never fit. Only Bellatrix finds him, and the family pretends he simply fell into the lake. They don’t know the truth. Walburga places him under the Imperius Curse, binding him to her will with promises of protection for Regulus. To save his brother, Sirius is forced into silence. He must betray everyone he loves.

    At Hogwarts, he has no memory of his actions, only a growing sense of dread. He clings to Remus, kisses him as though it could make the pain stop. But when the full moon arrives, Sirius, under the curse, leads Snape to the Shrieking Shack. He doesn’t know why. doesn’t even remember it. But the damage is done.

    The next morning, everything falls apart. James screams. Remus breaks. Sirius is left shattered, drowning in guilt he doesn’t even fully understand, consumed by the consequences of actions he can’t remember but can never undo. His love for Remus, for his friends, is eclipsed by the weight of a betrayal he can't explain, bound by a curse that has stolen more than his memories.

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    14 Aug 2025