ObliviousToSelfCare



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    "Could that detective, Murase, really.. Save me?” Chuuya quietly asks when the dust settles and everything finally ends. The government and the mafia, in amazing unity, have covered up everything that has been happening in recent weeks. Chuuya is leaning on his (now his, but it doesn't belong to you, but-) bike, standing on the edge of the street, on the other side of the house of a former military doctor and his wife.

    Mori gave Verlaine a position in the Port Mafia, even if he imprisoned him. This is a bit silly. Verlaine's imprisonment is preserved solely by himself, by his guilt.

    Chuuya should feel something, rage, maybe anger, but he's got nothing but emptiness inside.

    And Arahabaki.

    “I think he could,” replies the deity, that almost tore his insides to mush not more than a week ago. Chuuya doesn't mind. Arahabaki apologized till Chuuya got tired of his apologies. “He refused to associate himself with my cult after Fuku died in the explosion in Suribachi, suspecting that it was related to me... But if it was necessary... Your family had access to a lot of things. And Murase was never stupid, he was just too kind.”

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  2. Public Bookmark 75

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    “Chuuya.” Dazai sighed, “No.”

    “Dazai!”

    “No!”

    Chuuya glares, and Dazai didn’t have time to prepare his heart to because Chuuya is unhesitant to use his ultimate weapon.

    “Osamu.” He flutters his lashes, “Let me bear another of your child.”

    Dazai— Dazai is—

    He grits his teeth, fangs digging into the soft flesh of his bottom lip.

     

    Fuck.

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  3. Public Bookmark 3

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    Dazai Osamu begins reliving the same day over and over after receiving a cryptic message from his future self: “The fate of the world lies in your hands. No matter what happens, you should never fall in love.” At first, he laughs it off—until he realizes the world ends, one way or another, every time.

    After over a hundred loops and countless failed attempts to stop the apocalypse, he meets someone who feels like a disruption in the pattern: a redhead with sharp eyes and sharper words. Chuuya.

    Despite knowing better, Dazai grows closer to him. Each time he does, the loops get worse. The line between love and catastrophe blurs. He loses, over and over again, until he’s forced to confront a devastating truth: the message may have been a warning—but not the kind he thought.

    And in the end, it isn’t avoidance that saves the world.
    It’s choosing love, even when time tries to erase it.

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    28 Aug 2025

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    I really want a series with this trope, if I don't find one later I migth toss aside my procrastination and make one myself

  4. Public Bookmark 4

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    They're Chuuya and Dazai, chaotic and mismatched.

    They're Soukoku, feared and untouchable.

    But somewhere in between—somewhere in the spaces where thunder lives and gods sleep—they are something more.

    They are love forged in blood.

    They are loyalty born of betrayal.

    They are unrivalled.

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    28 Aug 2025

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    Amazing author, I'm so grateful to have found them, THIS is SO ON POINT WITH THEM, SO BEAUTIFUL

  5. Public Bookmark 8

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    Chuuya Nakahara is tasked with maintaining the Port Mafia’s relationships with foreign syndicates, contacts, and illicit trading partners. His expertise as a polyglot and his role as a negotiator and enforcer make him a crucial figure in securing the organization’s international influence. Chuuya's diplomacy, honed through years of practice, allows him to strike deals with global players while reinforcing his reputation as an unpredictable and fearsome leader. His fiery temper and control over Arahabaki, the God of Destruction, act as a deterrent against foreign threats, ensuring that the Port of Yokohama remains a powerful force in the aftermath of the Great War. Throughout his work, Chuuya balances his business dealings with the rare moments he enjoys with friends in Europe, all while recognising his position as the potential heir to Mori’s empire.

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    28 Aug 2025

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    POR FIN UN FANFIC QUE LE HACE JUSTICIA A CHUUYA, ESTE AUTOR ES INIGUALABLE