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    Phainon looks at him for a moment. He takes a slow sip of his coffee, no longer steaming and fogging his glasses, then offers him a timid smile afterwards. “You can trust me, Mydei.”

    “I do,” Mydei ends up saying.

    His roommate sits back and laughs, not quite believing it yet. “Did you at least miss me?” he asks suddenly, tilting his head. Just like that, the strange tension dissipates.

    My hole was pulsing to the thought of your name. Mydei takes a long, pointed bite of his toast to avoid replying.

    Phainon’s grin sharpens into a boyish smirk. “Yeah. Thought so.”

    On paper and in his daily life, Mydei pretends to be a beta. It wouldn’t have been any trouble, if only he isn’t attracted to his alpha roommate.

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    Sanemi is desperate to be fucked and Gyomei gladly complies (with only a little waiting)

    that’s it

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    It's a cruel fate to fall in love with someone unobtainable

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    “How was it,” Neikos continues. “Did he satisfy you?”

    He speaks as if he knew Phainon hadn’t, and that Mydei is still hungry for more, curious to know what sex would feel like with a Phainon-lookalike that stares at him the same way Phainon does, with that gaze that promises whatever happens in the bedroom will stay between them. Mydei takes a sharp breath.

    He leans back, summoning mock confidence, arms crossed and feeling like he's won when Neikos' gaze is drawn to his chest. “What,” he starts, twisting his lips into a devious grin and feeling, coursing through his body, the rising warmth of a man who’s set himself on fire. “Think you can do better?”

    The bed dips when Neikos leans over it, one knee pushing against the mattress, both arms bracketing Mydei. His voice is even lower when he speaks, smooth as silk and twice as soft.

    “Think I can’t?”

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    You saved me a few years ago, when I almost lost myself to a depressive spiral. I kept your words close to my heart all this time. ‘Let today burn, and tomorrow will bring you a new dawn’. You said that because you loved me, right?”

    Mydei was never one to regret being kind to people, but if he had known his words would have him at the mercy of a stalker, he would never say a kind word again.
    This is an actual M/M fic and is not mistagged.

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