Signhereformyexistentialcrisis
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the people you leave behind by Signhereformyexistentialcrisis
Fandoms: Chicago Med, Chicago PD (TV), Chicago Fire
06 Feb 2021
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“What did my brother do this time?” Jay rolled his eyes, making reassuring eye contact with Hailey. She smiled at his antics. His little brother was famous for getting in minor trouble, and the Intelligence unit knew it. Jay absently remembered that Will’s birthday was coming up.
Sharon paused at the end of the line. “It’s–“ Her voice caught. Jay sat up in his seat. He knew that tone of voice. He used it all the time, talking to victims' families.
“Jay.” Sharon audibly swallowed. “Jay. We’re contacting you because you’re Will’s emergency contact. He collapsed in the ED. I think you better come to Med.”
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Shane’s heart drops into his stomach. “Ilya,” he breathes. His vision goes blurry, throat tight. He tries to swallow it down and focus, shove his swirling thoughts into a neat little box, but it’s impossible. He feels—he might throw up, actually. “Are you seriously telling me you tried to fucking kill yourself?”
“Yes,” Ilya agrees blandly, “It did not work.”
Ilya calls Shane from the hospital. Shane handles it very normally.
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01 Feb 2026
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Duty of Care by boopboop
Fandoms: Game Changers Series - Rachel Reid, Heated Rivalry (TV)
02 Feb 2026
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If there’s ever been any doubt in his mind just how much Shane loves this man, it vanishes with the glossy blankness of Ilya’s expression. Blood from a stone indeed.
“My father was very fair,” Ilya says immediately, and it’s got the rigid, almost mechanical emphasis of something practiced a thousand times. “If I was bad, I pay price. No problem.”
“I think maybe we have a different definition of the word fair.”
“Yes,” Ilya admits. “Probably. Shane thinks so.”
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01 Feb 2026
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In Which Rose Gets The Tea And Wingmans For Her Ex by wanderlove
Fandoms: Heated Rivalry (TV)
02 Feb 2026
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A month into her ill-fated relationship with Shane Hollander, Rose Landry gets added to the Montreal WAGs group chat.
Three months later, she and Shane are no more. The WAGs don't know how, but they are SURE this is Boston Lily's fault. Somehow.Bookmarked by Signhereformyexistentialcrisis
01 Feb 2026
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Хотели как лучше, а получилось как всегда (We wanted the best, but it turned out as usual.) by BenitaHierro
Fandoms: Heated Rivalry (TV)
31 Jan 2026
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Three things happen when Alexei Rozanov is eighteen. He finishes school and enters a life already decided for him. He marries a woman he does not love out of duty rather than belief. And he learns, too early, that silence can pass for strength. Over the years that follow, Alexei becomes very good at enduring—at wearing the uniform, holding his tongue and letting distance harden into habit.
His younger brother Ilya grows up in his shadow and then outpaces it: brilliant on the ice, volatile, gifted with a future that seems to open effortlessly before him. Where Alexei learns how to disappear, Ilya learns how to burn. Between them stretches a widening gap shaped by duty, fear, and everything neither of them knows how to say.Until a phone call brings news and, maybe, a chance.
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01 Feb 2026
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The post was nothing, and then suddenly it was something, and then suddenly it was everywhere.
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The two life-changing weeks between Ilya and Shane getting accidentally outed, and facing each other in the playoffs.
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25 Jan 2026