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"The guy talking to your boyfriend. Who is he?"
Jisung follows Felix's line of sight to the bar, where Minho is chatting up the other bartender.
"Oh," Jisung says. "That's Chan-hyung! He's Lino-hyung's roommate."
"Oh…" Felix distractedly chews the straw in his soda, trying not to stare too obviously at him. "Is he new here or something? I've never seen him here before."
And Felix would definitely remember a guy like that. He's—well.
Hot, is the first word he thinks, adamantly trying to ignore the scornful voice in the back of his mind that sounds a lot like his stepfather. He swallows his guilt and tilts his head down, sneakily observing the guy from under his bangs.
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Wherein virginal Felix meets hot, older bartender Chan, and gets the opportunity to discover himself, explore his sexuality, and fall in love, all while trying to break free of his family's religious shackles.
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18 Feb 2026
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“No, you don’t understand!” Felix raised his voice, “He had fucking hickeys on his neck! Can you believe that?!”.
Minho and Jisung stared at the restless image of their friend through the glowing phone screen, the pixelated reflection of the blond was pacing like a storm while complaining about his ex-husband's behavior.
“Does it seem to you two a professional thing to do? A polite thing?” he barked as he walked through the garden, phone in one hand and a cigarette in the other, "How can you show up in your son’s school principal’s office like that?!" he scoffed, his free hand flying in the air "That’s fucking ridiculous!".
OR RATHER: Hyunjin and Felix are two chaotic parents, now divorced for two years, with several communication problems and skeletons from the past locked in the closet. The consequences of a painful childhood have managed to destroy a strong and deep love, separating the two from each other, leaving a big emptiness in their lives.
But are their feelings and memories really all gone? Can’t they really overcome the traumas of the past and live happily in the future that is to come?- Language:
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16 Feb 2026
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His body is repossessed by everything personal, by everything unhappy, and everything despairing and regretful. Everything sorrowful. Everything starved. He’s the loneliest he’s ever been, and it possesses him so strongly that Felix sees himself for the first time in years.
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All this time he has gotten used to being alone. But now that he’s here staring at Hyunjin, who’s telling him he doesn’t want Felix to be alone, it doesn’t feel right anymore.
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14 Feb 2026
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“I can’t remember your name, or who you even are, but you just seem so familiar,” Felix mutters, eyes gazing up at him as his hands twitch to brush a stray piece of Hyunjin’s hair away from his face. “I just feel like I can trust you.”
“What the fuck?” Hyunjin stares at him in shock, then glances sideways at Jisung and Seungmin. “Is this some kind of a sick joke?”
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Hyunjin and Felix are coworkers who have always had it out for each other’s throats. To make it simple and clear, they have long since established their mutual hatred for one another. Regardless of what happened on one specific night that they will never speak about again, Hyunjin hates Felix, and vice-versa. Or at least, that’s what Hyunjin has always thought until Felix turns his whole world upside down when one day he loses his memory yet has this unexplainable trust and feelings towards Hyunjin that sends both of them reeling out of their annoying, yet comfortable dynamic.
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14 Feb 2026
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When practice room coughs turn into scattered petals, Hyunjin realizes his feelings for Felix might literally kill him. But he's not the only one hiding flowers and secrets. Sometimes the most dangerous thing isn't the disease—it's the fear of speaking the truth.
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14 Feb 2026