Snuffles_045
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Until It's Gone by Snuffles_045
Fandoms: Marvel Cinematic Universe, The Avengers (Marvel Movies), Captain America - All Media Types, The Falcon and the Winter Soldier (TV)
18 Oct 2025
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Bucky pushed him away. He thought he was doing the right thing.
Steve deserved better—better than a man drowning in guilt and ghosts. So Bucky walked away.It’s been nearly eight years since. He assumed Steve had moved on, found peace… maybe even someone new. He didn’t know that after returning the Stones, Steve disappeared. No one—not Sam, not Stark, not even Natasha—had heard from him.
Steve had buried himself in the middle of nowhere, chasing silence and solitude, haunted by seven words that broke him: "You’re too much. I want you to leave."
He built a quiet life from the wreckage, a fragile semblance of peace.What he didn’t know was that peace never lasts.
Because sometimes, in trying to protect the people we love, we become the thing that breaks them.
I've had this in my head for a long time. I want it to end on an hopeful note. I have no idea if i will write a few chapters more or just a sequel one shot. I promise lots of angst and feels.
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Forgive Me For All I Could Not Become by DegrassiFanatic
Fandoms: Criminal Minds (US TV)
19 Nov 2020
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"Complicated didn’t even begin to scratch the surface of what he and Spencer have going on. It was a series of entangled webs they wove themselves into. It was Daedalian and it was Byzantine. It was a complete mess.
Yet, however terribly convoluted of a mess they made out of one another, to Hotch, Spencer was a noble pursuit of happiness. He was the only happiness, in his head, that was worth pursuing."
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In which Reid has always been good at hiding things. He hid his father's departure and his mother's illness from social services. He hid his addiction from his team. He hid his sexuality from the world. He hid his inappropriate feelings from his boss.
That is until he's bleeding out in Hotch's arms, in an abandoned church, in Oklahoma.
From there on out, Hotch and Reid learn to make a complete mess out of each other.
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17 May 2026
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Relatable, just without the getting together part. I am spencer in this in love with someone I'll never have. So yayyyyyy wanna cry ad feel a Lil hopeful then read this. But really don't get your hopes up
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Spencer Reid develops symptoms that look a lot like dying. At least to him. But when he discovers that his ailment might be linked to his boss, he sorta wishes he was dying instead.
OR, how Reid has never been in love before and mistakes it for something fatal.
This is a work of fanfiction and as such I do not claim any rights over the characters herein. It was created as a personal amusement. This story contain adult themes, show-typical violence, and sexual activity. It should not be read by those under the age of 18.
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15 May 2026
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In a world where 67% of the world finds their soul mate, Spencer Reid didn't even bother hoping that he could find someone to spend his life with - forget about finding his soul mate.
He meets Aaron Hotchner when he joins the FBI’s BAU and it is all downhill from there. Sure the man is gorgeous, kind, everything a person could want in a mate and Spencer felt extremely drawn to him but there were some problems.
One: When they first met Hotch was married. Even when he was no longer married there were other issues such as...
Two: Hotch was straight and had a jock type personality. Why would he want to switch teams for a skinny genius that was socially awkward?
Too bad that he fell in love with his boss anyway.
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- Part 1 of Longing For You
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When Spencer Reid finds out his boss is living at the Holiday Inn, he offers him a place to stay. He didn't know it would be a long term thing.
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Sam has started the Apocalypse and the guilt consumes him. He's broken by Dean's abandoning of him and wonders why he's still around.
Season Five Episode 3 (and the beginning of episode 4); I was having a lot of feelings about Sam's arc and how it relates to Dean. I did not finish episode four before writing, so it's canon compliant to the point of Sam calling Dean about Lucifer. After that, the stress gets to Sam, and he doesn't see the point anymore.