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Five times Castiel takes care of Dean, and one time Dean returns the favor.
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An angel's fall from grace, measured in blood loss.
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01 Feb 2026
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“I don’t understand.” Shaking his head, Castiel tries to make sense out of Sam’s words, “You defeated Chuck. You got your freedom back. That was what Dean was fighting for the whole time, why would he just throw that away, Sam? What happened?”
“What happened?!” For the first time, Sam turns his eyes away from the road and his voice rises, suddenly laced with fury, “Man, you fucking died! What else do you think would mess him up so badly?!”
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Coming back from the Empty after a whole year, Castiel discovers that the Bunker is not the home of the Winchesters anymore. Quickly the hunters who are residing connect him to Sam and Sam doesn't hesitate to bring Castiel to Dean, telling him some very unexpected things during their way. Now all Castiel can hope for is that Dean is able to forgive him.
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25 Jan 2026
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Concern is rolling off of Dean in waves, and underneath that is fear and desperation and a dozen different types of longing that, for reasons Castiel still doesn’t understand, Dean has never acted on.
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19 Jan 2026
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During a hunt, Dean gets turned into a dog. Only a personal revelation can return him to his human form, but what could Dean's revelation possibly be?
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18 Jan 2026
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The kicker is, Dean had been trying to live.
Really live. And not bite out in anger at the fraying of his heart: Cas, gone, Jack, gone—all that was left was him and his brother, and Dean had been trying to live, in spite, in light of that.
In a world like the unsteady first steps of a child, apprehensive arms and hands cradling the air around them, ready for a slip, excited for a step, Dean had been trying to walk forward, too. Though every step had meant every pain.
Upon his death, and arrival in heaven, Dean sets out to find the angel. He has to tell him. Cas has to know.
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15 Jan 2026