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Sirius Black is larger than life, impossible to ignore. He smokes, drinks, kisses halfbloods, and laughs like he’s above it all.
His friends think that makes him brave, rebellious and intoxicating in all the right ways.But they’d be horrified if they knew what really went on in his head.
If they saw the real himThe part that still said "yes, sir" when called. The part that still bled for his brother. The part that wondered if he was already too much like them to get out clean.
He works hard to keep the two versions of himself separate. But it’s starting to feel like a losing battle.
Especially when Remus Lupin is looking at him like he might see past the performance— and doesn’t flinch.
“Remember the garden party? When she hexed us over ruining our jackets—”
“Must’ve dreamed that,” Sirius said, too smooth.
Because this was a Gryffindor party, and Gryffindors didn’t talk like that.
Didn’t get hexed by their mothers and call it normal.OR
A canon-compliant, coming-of-age longfic, spanning 1974 to 1979. Found family. Poor coping mechanisms. Slow burn Wolfstar. Morally grey Sirius.
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10 Oct 2025
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A Court of Truth and Healing by flamesandshadows
Fandoms: A Court of Thorns and Roses Series - Sarah J. Maas
16 Jan 2022
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After returning home from Under the Mountain, everyone is struggling to cope with the trauma of Amarantha's reign. Rhys lingers in the shadows at the Spring Court, concerned about Feyre's mental health, and his presence spurs events to unfold in unexpected ways.
The plot covers the events of A Court of Mist and Fury with major alterations. In this AU, we see what could have happened if characters were honest with each other, and talked things out rather than speaking in riddles or just avoiding topics altogether. We also get some actual apologies for egregious behavior that got glossed over in canon (looking at you, Rhys Under the Mountain) and big reveals that get put off to later books or not at all (looking at you, Lucien's paternity).
Relationships in this AU are fully consensual rather than based on bargains made under duress, half-truths, or huge power imbalances, so romances that had an enemies-to-lovers flavor feel more like friends to lovers.
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23 Sep 2025
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Teach Me How To Love The Fire by Jolene_xx
Fandoms: A Court of Thorns and Roses Series - Sarah J. Maas
07 Jan 2026
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Azriel and Eris have always been on opposite sides, their hatred forged by years of animosity, rival courts, and the scars left by the Vanserra legacy. But buried beneath their shared loathing, a dangerous spark flickers—a magnetic pull neither of them can fully deny.
(This started as a one shot but Azriel and Eris have other ideas ...)Bookmarked by StLouis
13 Sep 2025
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Meet Me On The Battlefield by infinitefolklore
Fandoms: A Court of Thorns and Roses Series - Sarah J. Maas
09 Oct 2023
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Lucien is captured by Koschei and our poor fox boy doesn't think anyone is coming to save him. He's wrong.
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08 Sep 2025
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Light and Shadows by rain_warric
Fandoms: A Court of Thorns and Roses Series - Sarah J. Maas
06 Jan 2026
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What if Tamlin hadn't been the one to help Lucien with his bloodthirsty brothers on the borders of the Spring Court? What if the new High Lord Helion had been called to arms instead?
This is the story of two Vanserras—one who is destined, from the very start, to lose to a human girl, and of another who, in his pursuit of power, found himself undone by love instead.
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06 Sep 2025