Tearsofanger



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    "Your life isn't your own anymore, Rozanov," Shane tells him, and he makes it sound so simple, the truth of it may as well be woven into the very fabric of the universe. "If you want it back, you'll have to pry it out of my cold, dead hands, do you understand ?"

    No, Ilya doesn't. But by God, does he want to.

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    or, Ilya has spent most of his life suffering at the hands of his brother and yeah, sure, that sucks. He won’t pretend otherwise. But it’s also just pain and at the end of the day, Ilya’s used to it. It’s fine. Honestly. All fine. Until one day, Shane introduces him to the somewhat revolutionary concept that it’s really fucking not.

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    07 May 2026

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    Still bleeding from his battle on the cliffs, Zack drags Cloud out of the Wastes- and right into a Deepground ambush. Kunsel has been looking for his friend for too long to give up now, and Cissnei knows the secrets they've stumbled over will change everything. (Submit alternate summary ideas in the comments if you like)

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    04 May 2026

  3. Public Bookmark 7

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    When a routine late-night call for the 118 turns into a multi-vehicle crash, Buck expects the usual chaos—blood, panic, and paperwork.

    What he doesn’t expect is the passenger in the overturned SUV who looks more annoyed than injured, or the way “Neil” seems to understand exactly how bad things are before anyone else does.

    What he really doesn’t expect is for that crash to drag the 118 into a hidden war—one involving false identities, federal interest, and a group of athletes who fight like they were trained for something far worse than sport.

    Because Neil Josten isn’t just another victim.

    And the people who come looking for him don’t miss.

    Now the 118, LAPD, and FBI are all trapped in the same building with a war closing in outside—and the only thing standing between survival and annihilation is a group of broken kids who learned long ago how to stop running.

    In a city built on sirens and emergencies, this might be the one call no one is ready to answer.

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    01 May 2026

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    Nathaniel never asked for this. For his father to murder his mother in front of his eyes, for his father to not teach him the family trade, but to send him off to the Moriyamas as nothing more as an investment.

    He did not ask to have his life decided for him, to now be forced to train to become an "idol" for EA, or Edgar Allan Entertainment in this dark facility.

    And he certainly did not ask to be stuck with Kevin-Fucking-Day and Riko Moriyama in this already intolerable situation. But, with Jean Vyes Moreau arriving to Evermore, things seemed to brighten in the darkest hell.

     

    Or: the author saw a kpop dance and thought "huh, Neil would look hot as fuck doing this." And put too much energy into dreaming up a Idol Au.

    Credits to ParkeRose for inspiring this entire shitshow. Blame them, not me lol.

    Formerly Golden Cage

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    01 May 2026

  5. Public Bookmark 12

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    "Kevin looks up at Jean with wide, wet eyes, and Jean can almost see the red and gold of their lovingly decorated apartment morph to funeral black in Kevin's mind. He is a million miles away from the present, back in Riko's room, and Jean and Jeremy were his only lifeline both here and there. This is not unearned fear. Kevin is many things, and Jean may call him a coward to his face, but he is not fragile. Kevin doesn't shatter like this. Kevin is strong, and protective to a fault, and he would never cling to Jean like this if Tetsuji hadn't broken him to nothing while Jean wasn't looking.

    'He cannot take you,' Jean murmurs into Kevin's hair. Jeremy rubs his cheek against Kevin's knee in agreement. 'We will not let him.'"

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    What starts as a reconciliation visit to California shatters into a make-shift psych hold for Kevin at Jean and Jeremy's when Tetsuji Moriyama announces his plan to force his godson into a conservatorship. Jean and Jeremy race to reexamine the story of Kevin Day they've been told before Kevin finds drastic means to escape returning to his own personal hell, and find that not even the son of exy could survive what went on behind closed doors alone.

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    01 May 2026