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    For as long as she could recall, her family kept their issues hidden—keeping them at the bottom of the drawer, so to speak. “It’s impolite to push your problems on others.” Her mother had told her once. The Matthews daughter breathed in the words, however never exhaled them.

    So even when the boys teased her for being taller than them, in the fifth grade, Lottie blinked away the tears in her eyes. That was how she lived her life. Smoothing her skirt and brushing a hand through her hair, making sure she always looked presentable.

    When she began sticking two fingers down her throat, she kept the secret close to her chest. There it remained, or well it had. Until the Yellowjackets burnout came around, and tore the walls of Lottie’s castle down. Leaving the Matthew’s ‘princess’ defenceless.

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    Lottie is bulimic, Nat eventually finds out and also some gay stuff.

    {Please read the tags for potential triggers}

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    11 Sep 2025

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    "Are you here because you want to be?" Lottie asks, fingers dancing up Natalie's sides. "Or is it because Travis ignored your calls again?”

    It starts because Shauna needs to make sure no one finds out about what happened out there. It continues because… well, Natalie’s trying to figure that out.

    Or, Natalie visits Lottie throughout the years after rescue.

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    27 Aug 2025

  3. Public Bookmark 15

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    Seven months after Lottie Matthews vanished without a trace, she’s found naked and wounded in the middle of a forest, covered in strange symbols and unable to remember anything—except for one thing: Natalie’s name.

    When Misty brings her home, the remaining girls from their high school team—Shauna, Jackie, Van, Taissa, and Natalie—reunite, trying to make sense of what happened. But as fragments of the past resurface and reality starts to warp, one thing becomes clear: Lottie’s return is not the end of the mystery, it’s only the beginning.

    And Natalie might be the only one who can uncover the truth.
    Or the one who buried it.

    NO CRASH AU

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    26 Aug 2025

  4. Public Bookmark 50

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    Wiskayok didn’t have much crime. Not anymore. And if someone was fool enough to test that? They’d learn real fast—Sheriff Lottie Matthews didn’t miss.

    However, little did she know that today was the day she would miss. And not just miss—miss big.

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    This fiction is centered around a 1800s Western lottienat AU, where Lottie Matthews is a Sheriff and Natalie Scatorccio the outlaw she's been hunting for years. Constructive criticism is always appreciated, thank you in advance for reading!

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    25 Aug 2025

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    The presence of the person who pretty much ruined her life in high school wasn't what Natalie was expecting on a random Friday night at her apartment.

    And yet, there she was.

    Lottie Matthews, in the flesh.

    Or was she?

    That Lottie was different. She lacked the confidence, the air of superiority, the self assuredness.

    The old Lottie remembered, spoke. The new Lottie was a mystery. A mystery Natalie wasn't in the right mind to solve.

    And yet, she had to.

    Her roommates knew what went down between them and still let Lottie stay for the night. They gave her the benefit of the doubt.

    Natalie was unaware of how deep the rabbit hole went.

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    15 Mar 2025