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    “Hide that,” he says, forcing the words out past every instinct. “As well as you can, all right? Before morning.”

    Steve stares at him blankly, like he needs a moment to work this out, then swallows once, sharply. "What's your name?" he asks at last—asks as he stands there with the pelt in his hands.

    And oh, he thinks suddenly, what is his name? He can’t speak it, not with this mouth, he can’t sing it into the air like he can in the ocean. He just shakes his head; like his nakedness, it’s something he can't explain. Steve nods, just nods, his eye swelling shut and blood drying on his shirt collar, and says "we’ll figure it out."

     

    (An AU where Bucky is a young selkie who is accidentally called to Steve and ends up staying around to help this poor, wretched kid not die.)

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    18 Jan 2026

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    Later, the Soldier doesn’t know what‘s worse: the horror of remembering, or the nameless fear of all the things he has forgotten.

     

    AKA Soldat’s Symphony in Suffering. Contents: Suffering™ of one (1) amnesiac amputee. Steve Rogers may be a Sweet Summer Child™, but memories or no memories, Bucky Barnes is a Bitter Winter Baby™ full of salt and sass. No amount of mindwipes can erase “fuck” from his vocabulary, and no amount of brainwashing can make him anything less than a sarcastic, overprotective asshole. Warning for Very Bad Russian and a cringingly inaccurate depiction of how to amnesia.

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    17 Jan 2026

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    Steve goes so hard for Bucky that he becomes a licensed, practicing massage therapist.

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    16 Jan 2026

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    Natasha wanted to tell him the whole story of wartime London and the pub and seeing who Steve Rogers was before he lost everything, and meeting The Winter Soldier only to find out that he was just a young charmer named Bucky Barnes.

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    15 Jan 2026

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    Bucky falls from the train in 1945. Steve jumps right after him.

    The Winter Soldier and the Midnight Patriot are the world's most feared duo, serving HYDRA and leaving a trail of bodies a mile wide behind them. But then they remember.

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    12 Jan 2026