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Shane doesn’t know when this started. Maybe he was always like this, but things had escalated since he was drafted. Shane was afraid of a lot of things, but of all the things he was afraid of, the one thing he couldn't push away or hide from was himself. Control was the only thing keeping him tethered to this world. Control made him a great hockey player, and helped him nab a Stanley Cup, but control was also eating him alive.
His search led him to Reddit, where all actually helpful answers came from, and he read a word he had never thought about: chastity. He knew academically what that meant, but in relation to him, he had no idea. Then he learned a new set of words: cock cage.
Was he really doing this? It was impulsive, and he didn't even know if he would follow through when it came, but he felt possessed. He was getting hard at the thought, and wasn't that the fucking problem? He needed time back in his day that didn't involve jerking off to Rozanov, and this was certainly a solution.
or, Shane gets a cock cage and learns a lot about himself and his relationship with Ilya
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- Part 1 of The State of Dreaming
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18 Feb 2026
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“Words, Hollander. Tell me that you are helpful.”
Shane clears his throat. “I-I’m helpful. When you need to come.”
“молодец. Good boy,” Ilya breathes, starting to really move his hand now.
He can physically see the moment the fog takes over Shane’s brain. The one that always comes over him when they’re hooking up or fucking. He watches Shane’s eyes go glassy and his mouth hang open, and his lips get wet and he knows he has him. Knows that Shane will do whatever he asks now. He loves when he’s like this. Fuck.
“You are, aren’t you?” he asks. “My good boy?”
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17 Feb 2026
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Imagine Being Loved (By Me) by gimmekiss
Fandoms: Heated Rivalry (TV), Game Changers Series - Rachel Reid
19 Feb 2026
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Shane Hollander is young and struggling. With people, with money, with life. He’s just started a new job and he’s working his hardest to be able to afford college and work towards his lifelong dream of becoming a film director. Shane doesn’t do relationships, doesn’t have the time or the mental capacity for sex or love or anything of the sort.
So what happens when a beautiful older man comes into the restaurant where he works and changes Shane’s entire life?
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Ilya is Shane’s fucking sugar daddy.
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17 Feb 2026
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bite me babe (you make me love the pain) by subbyjeongguk
Fandoms: Heated Rivalry (TV), Game Changers Series - Rachel Reid
05 Jan 2026
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shane never thought he would get such a nice boyfriend, and he surely had never thought he would get one that would bite him and hurt him in a way that felt so good.
or, ilya and shane explore more bdsm, specifically biting and spanking.
(canon universe/post-cottage & episode 6, soft/hard dom ilya & sub space shane)
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- Part 2 of shane & ilya vs bdsm!
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16 Feb 2026
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break me down (then put me back together) by subbyjeongguk
Fandoms: Heated Rivalry (TV), Game Changers Series - Rachel Reid
30 Dec 2025
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shane and ilya try bdsm for the first time after their cottage getaway, and it doesn’t exactly go as shane had thought it would.
(google didn't tell him he would sub-drop on their first try).
canon universe hollanov, post-cottage and episode 6, subdrop!shane, dom!ilya
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- Part 1 of shane & ilya vs bdsm!
Bookmarked by Youcallled
16 Feb 2026