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   i'm begging for you (to take my hand) by sirencalls

   Fandoms: 9-1-1 (TV)  

   • Explicit
   • No Archive Warnings Apply
   • M/M
   • Complete Work

   30 Mar 2021

   Tags

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   • Evan "Buck" Buckley/Eddie Diaz (9-1-1 TV)
   • Evan "Buck" Buckley
   • Eddie Diaz (9-1-1 TV)
   • Bobby Nash
   • Maddie Buckley
   • Emotional Hurt/Comfort
   • Post-Episode: s04e05 Buck Begins
   • Insecure Evan "Buck" Buckley
   • Buck Has Undiagnosed ADHD
   • i have adhd and see it so clearly in him so this is MY canon now
   • Friends to Lovers
   • Suicidal Ideation
   • only if you squint though it's nothing graphic
   • Angst with a Happy Ending
   • Bisexual Evan "Buck" Buckley
   • Bisexual Eddie Diaz (9-1-1 TV)
   • Explicit Sexual Content
   • Bottom Evan "Buck" Buckley
   • Top Eddie Diaz (9-1-1 TV)
   • Praise Kink
   • this is the second longest fic i've ever written and it was completely by accident

   Summary

   Buck hadn’t wanted someone to tell him that he’s in the right, that it’s not his fault. Because everything with Daniel sure as hell feels like it’s his fault. He tells himself that if his genes would have been just a little stronger, if they would have matched just a little better, then maybe his parents would have loved him.

   (AKA the breakdown after 4x05 that Buck deserved to have.)

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   Bookmarked by bachiera

   03 Aug 2023