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28 year old Ray is diagnosed with a terminal illness, and decides to live out his last couple months on the beach. One night he comes across bar singer Sand, who plays him a song that fills him with hope for the first time in a long time. The two connect while watching the sunset, making promises to each other on borrowed time.
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06 Jan 2026
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I'm starvin', darlin', let me put my lips to somethin' by kozulin
Fandoms: เพื่อนต้องห้าม | Only Friends (Thailand TV 2023)
23 Dec 2025
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“What about me?” he asks, leaning closer. “Interesting enough to make you interested?”
The way Sand is looking at him already answers all his questions. Oddly enough, the singer seems speechless, not saying a single word. His eyes quietly follow Ray as he purses his lips again, trying not to smile too much. It ruins his allure. But maybe he doesn't have to worry about that, he can tell that he already has the other wrapped around his finger.
Just to be a tease, Ray continues speaking. “You said you're open,” he hums. “Open enough for someone like me?”
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24 Dec 2025
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A Blessing in Disguise by kozulin
Fandoms: เพื่อนต้องห้าม | Only Friends (Thailand TV 2023)
19 Dec 2025
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There's an invisible collar around his throat, and no one but Ray is holding the leash. How pathetic is that? He doesn't want to be someone's dog; powerless, and panting.
“Please,” Sand says, finally, and he knows how pathetic he must look. “Did you tell him that you drank? He must've told you not to drive either.”
At that, a strangled laugh leaves Ray's throat, and his fist tightens around the keys in his hand. The sound squeezes every bit of life out of Sand, in the way those still-present tears do, too. Unfair.
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Mew calls for Ray again, but this time, Sand doesn't let Ray leave so easily.
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19 Dec 2025
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i don't want to see the end begin by mslunita
Fandoms: เพื่อนต้องห้าม | Only Friends (Thailand TV 2023)
29 Jul 2025
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A week after picking up Ray at Traffic Light Night, Sand wrestles with the notion of seeing him again, his old wounds far from healed.
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- Part 2 of green light
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08 Dec 2025
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Dinner for Two (And a Tiny Disaster) by Firstsunset
Fandoms: เพื่อนต้องห้าม | Only Friends (Thailand TV 2023) RPF
10 Nov 2025
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Maybe home wasn’t a place.
Maybe it was just the sound of Ray humming off-key beside him, the taste of fried rice too salty to be good, and the feeling of love that made everything else fade away.
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- Part 3 of SandRay Slice Of LiFe
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14 Nov 2025